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Ted, Jeff And The 1920's Past Life!
My mood has improved - greatly. Thankfully I am the type of person that when I'm down it's never for long. But I think I'm about to get irritated because I am being yanked into a session. I had someone ask me once -- how do you get pulled into a session? I keep hearing a person's voice until I go into the session - then they leave me alone:) Toady I hear two men - Ted and a new guy named Jeff. I'm in a room and I can see Ted throwing clothes into a suitcase. There is another suitcase open and it appears that my stuff is being thrown into there. I ask Ted what in the hell is he doing with my clothes? He tells me that we are leaving, that it is no longer safe here. I'm like - what are you talking about? That's when I hear Jeff -- he says -- he's trying to keep you from me. I turn and ask Jeff - what are you doing here? He smiles -- you dreamed with me last night didn't you? I nod. And what did I say -- do you remember? Sure, I say, you commented that you've been looking for me for 7 years. Yes, Jeff says -- 7 long years and I'm not about to let you disappear. What's the big deal with you two? I didn't even know you two knew each other. Ted - we don't and that is the way it is going to stay. Jeff looks at me - you don't remember do you? Obviously not -- as I don't know what in the hell is wrong with you two. After Ted killed Bill -- You mean back in the 1920's? I ask. Yes - after he killed Bill, what kind of man do you think Teddy here was? I shrug - I don't know? How can you not remember? You're psychic for God sake. Ted stands in between us and stares down Jeff. Leave her alone. He beat you, Jeff pushes Ted out of the way, he beat you every day all the time. And he had whores, dozens of them. Until I killed him, until I took you away from all that and treated you how you should of been treated. We had a long and wonderful marriage until you died, and I died shortly afterwards. I move away from both men. I don't remember that part of the past life. Ted moves to me - I'm not like that in this life, I would never do that to you. I want to cherish you, to love you and take care of you. Jeff moves next to Ted and I. I'm not here to mess anything up with anyone. Think about it Allie, think about when I show up in your life -- it's usually when something major happens, a life change - right? I agree since the last time was when I was pregnant and my son was born (age 32) -- time before that I was getting divorced (age 24) -- time before that I tried to kill myself (age 16). Seems like every 8 years -- but this time 7 -- I ask him if he's early this time. He says no -- you're ahead of schedule. And with that all disappears and I'm done. I did dream about Jeff last night -- it was strange as I was so shocked to see him -- and it seemed him me. Jeff is 2 years older than me with dark hair and beautiful brown eyes. I'm going to have to go back and learn more about this past life. I'll be interested to see what happens -- or if why he is here is to help with what I decided over the weekend. As always - time will tell. BTW...if you sent me an email -- I am so incredibly busy right now that my email is backed up worse than it's been for months. So please be patient with me;) And LOST starts tonight - Whoo Hoo! Crystal Sunshine! Allie;)
Life Changes, A Near Collision, Ted And Will!
I've been bombarded by images and thoughts all day. It's annoying and contributes to my already piss-poor mood. SIGH. You see, I made a huge life-decision yesterday - one that alters a few lives. I know that this change needed decided upon so that something will happen to again shift my life towards the course it needs to travel. This isn't going to be easy. I'm sick with worry that I'm going to @uck up - yet I know what I had decided is what needed to be done. I made this choice after I almost died yesterday. I was going out to my sister's house to get pictures taken for the audio company. I was ready to go when all hell broke loose at home and I decided to take my son with me. That decision delayed my departure for about 30 sec. No biggie. Traveling down 585 towards Route 21, talking to my son when I hear this horrific crash. I turn and slammed on my breaks and just miss being another car in a collision. Had I left only seconds earlier, it would have been me that died in that crash and not the woman who did. It wasn't my day to die. The crash was a sight that I wouldn't wish anyone to see. But it was the jolt I needed to make a difficult choice of what to do with my life. One that I've been putting off thinking that circumstances would take care of themselves. And in a way, I guess they did. So I may be distant, maybe have a sharp piss-poor attitude -- I'm going to apologize ahead of time. This mood of mine though has no reflection on when I'm offering advice because it isn't me so to say, it's the Divine and there is no mood there but helpfulness, friendship and love. Just please bare with me. I'll get my head of out my ass at some point - I always do. I may like change, I may know that change is needed, but to actually change -- I'm a Taurus. What more can I say? Now about the images/thoughts. I do need to go into any meditative state as they just play out right in front of me. Will, the new guy that I mentioned last week is right there. He's about 12 years old than me with blue eyes and light brown hair. Yes, I am certain that he is not supposed to be Bill. I asked him why is he bugging me and was told that I'm here to help people right? Well, he needs my help. Although he doesn't know why -- yet. And he doesn't appreciate me showing up in his dreams. I assured him that it wasn't done on purpose - he tells me to make on purpose that I stay out. I ask - why the hostility. His reply -- because you've passed me over lifetime over lifetime and I don't want to get hurt by you AGAIN. Puzzled I am...and told him so. I don't remember him - recall him from any past life memory. But since I've been around for quite some time -- the memories could be buried somewhere and with my concentration on Bill and Ted -- they could of been pushed aside. So even though this guy is majorly annoyed with me -- and I him -- I told him that I had enough on my plate already with a sneaky suspicion that it is about to get worse. He says -- you help me and I'll help you. So there you go. Now as far as I know -- he, Bill and Ted do not know one another, nor does anyone I know in the soul circle. I'll be curious on how this all pans out. But -- I know he is supposed to be here, not by just what the says, but because for the last several days I have seen images that are either him -- or reminds me of him. Usually a good indicator. I've been sending Ted some serious light. I'm still trying to figure out though, what to say in the letter that is to go to Ted. With all that is going on, it's difficult to come up with the right words. But I trust that they will come to me and at the right time. Ted is so completely closed off. The same closed off that I'm fighting not to happen to me. I would love nothing more than to have a good drunk. However, it's not happening -- not for awhile. I need my wits about me and so does Ted. He's so close to losing it all -- too close. I hope that Bill has been able to chat with him -- if even just to say Hi. Time soon to get the kid from school..... Have a good day... Crystal Sunshine! Allie ;)
Bill, Ted, A Letter And A New Guy Named Will!
I've been fighting doing this session now since yesterday morning. Why? Because I feel that part of it is going to upset me and it will throw me out of work mode. But I cannot put it off any longer, Ted's in trouble - I can feel it. I emerge into whiteness (for lack of a better word). The light here is brilliant, but does not hurt the eyes. I can hear a man sobbing off in the distance. I move towards the sound and I can see Ted. He has a 1/2 full bottle of whiskey in his hand, perched on the end of his bed in a hotel room. He looks like hell. I take a step towards his when Bill grabs my arm. He says - no - you can't go near him unprotected, and neither can I. Why? I ask. Raise your energy - he says. Why? He gives me that look -- like just do it! I raise my energy level and form an extra protective barrier around me. Satisfied that I am fully protected, Bill nods his head towards Ted and tells me to look again. I do and I can see little black dots swarming all around Ted. It reminds me of a person sitting inside a swarm of gnats. Oh my God. I turn to Bill -- what happened? He was in such good spirits. From behind us, Archangel Michael steps forward. He has lost all hope, Michael says. But why? I don't understand what has happened. Yes you do, Michael says, you both do for you can feel it in your heart - your soul. I'm thinking to myself, yes, I do know. He hates putting on a mask for the world to see. He hates having to be someone who he is not. He is tired, sooooooo very tired of it all. He's older, alone (in his eyes) and has money to show for his life, but what else? Nothing means anything to him but his children and they are growing up (something he has missed being on the road) and now they do not need him as much. He feels useless. He feels love, but he cannot find the source. He hears a voice, but does not know if he imagines it or not. So he has shut down completely so all that he can feel is his pain. Bill and Archangel nod as they could read my thoughts and they both agree. If he's not letting anyone in his energy field, nor is he listening to anything outside the physical realm, how do we get to him? I ask. Bill replies - I can go visit. Pick up the phone at least and try to make it through. Archangel Michael nods in agreement. He needs something in the physical world to take his mind off of his pain, this way his block will come down - slightly - in the spiritual plane and it will be easier to send him light. But you're an Archangel, why can't you send all the light of the Divine to him? Why will that not work? Because he needs to be accepting of the light, he has to make the decision to climb out of the darkness. No amount of light from the outside can do this. We must get him to let his own light shine through and that will be done once he has some hope again. All he needs is a kernal. I'm standing there. feeling like an idiot because I'm not sure what I can do. I cannot pick up the phone, I cannot hop on a flight to go and see him - I cannot send a letter through the mail to reach him where he is right now. Hearing my thoughts - Michael says - the Divine has already heard your concern and has sent you a messenger. She will get the message to him, from you, with all of the right words. Do not fear you will say the wrong thing or that it will not get to him, for if it were not to happen, we would not be standing here and your messenger would not know what she knows. Bill hugs me and says - don't worry, we'll save him. And everything disappears. I guess I have a letter to write. A new soul has entered into my circle. I'm not sure why he's here or what part he has to play in everything. But I'll call him Will. He's been in my dreams every night for the last two weeks. He also keep invading my thoughts - so it's something :) Have a good weekend everyone. Crystal Sunshine! Allie :)
Thank You Bill - You've Been Missed!
I haven't had any poetic muse since I saw Bill last year. None - zip. But now he is back, at my side, his energy intertwined with mine. And with his return comes the return of my poetic muse. Never Forget... That no matter the time --The place --The distance You are never alone. Never truly alone. For I shall be at your side -To love -Protect And honor through the good, the bad, the hatred, the love, harsh words, war, death and disease For all of eternity. His Best Girl
He holds her hand: - old - tired - diseased But with one look into her eyes, He remembers: -love -compassion -friendship -respect And for him, no matter how old she may become, to him she will always be -- his best girl.
Universal Light Expo 2006
I am so excited to be part of this expo this year! It is the Eighteenth Annual Universal Light Expo IS THE LARGEST ALL-VOLUNTEER METAPHYSICAL HOLISTIC EXPO IN THE MIDWEST FEATURING 150 WORKSHOPS 330 VENDOR BOOTHS:) I was on the wait list until yesterday. If you are in the Columbus Ohio area - stop by and say HI! Booth: Gypsy Magic with Allie Theiss
Booth #: 894 (in the West Hall)
Dates: SATURDAY & SUNDAY, OCTOBER 14-15th
Times: Saturday 9 am - 8 pm -- Sunday 10 am - 6 pm Place: Veterans Memorial Hall in Columbus, Ohio
Price: Admission is only $8 per day
http://www.universeexpo.com/I will not be doing readings. I'm there instead to promote my Gypsy Magic books and meet people:) Hope to see you there! Crystal Sunshine! Allie ;)
There's No Love In Mad!
From the mouth of babes today -- this morning my son was giving me a hard time about getting ready for school. All I wanted him to do was to take off his clothes - that's it. But noooooo, he just couldn't do it. So after many frustrating minutes, I got angry. This is when he asked - what does adore mean? I told him is that it's when a person really loves another person. He says - you don't adore me mom. Yes I do I say -- I love you very much. But right now you are making me mad. Mom -- there's no love in mad. And that was that. I told him he was correct - there isn't. I took a deep breath and got him ready for school. So there you go - food for thought -- there's no love in mad. This has made me reflect today on how mad and frustrated I can get with people. I don't fly off the handle like I did when I was younger. But I can still get pretty darn mad -- and I hold onto that mad like it is mine and mine alone. I refuse to let it go and I refuse to let my guard down. Why? Because I'm fearful of being hurt, angered, frustrated, disappointed -- etc...again. Being angry takes a lot of energy and resource. Neither which I feel like expending unnecessarily any more. There's no love in mad. And love doesn't take that much energy or resources as it is already inside of us - already part of us. All we have to do is express it. I thought about this when I went into today's session. I was greeted by my guide, Sir Edward, whom I haven't heard from in a long while. Dressed very elegantly in a violet tunic/pants and with a crown on his head -- he asked me how I was doing. I told him I guess not well or you wouldn't be here -- he laughed. Next thing I know is that we are on top of a castle turret - looking out over a vast lake. He tells me to look at the center of the lake - on the island. I do and I can see a cat there. He's waking around -- then lounging -- walking about again. Edward asks me if the cat is fearful. I tell him that I would think he would be. He asks - why? Because he's on a small island in the center of a lake - that's why. How's he going to eat -- how's he going to get off the island? Edward has me watch the island again - I see a bird land and the cat kills it - eats it. Sir Edward goes on to say that the cat is not fearful because he has all that he needs on that island at that moment. When the time is right, the lake will freeze over and the cat will come back to the mainland - if he chooses. This is something that the cat knows. There is no fear - because the unknown is known. And this means to me...... What this means to you is that you should be aware of what you have and not be fearful of what has not come to past -- yet -- for what is unknown is known by you. This is without thinking it to death. You and Bill over-think things too much -- far too much. You would both be further along if you would just trust that you know what you know and when there is more, you will be shown more. Be content. And Sir Edward was gone. There's no love in mad. Have a good day.... Crystal Sunshine! Allie ;)
The Art Of Divination - Empowerment Class
Thought I'd post this here if anyone was interested: Have fun with friends. Start your own advice service. Dig deep into your own future and destiny! Why pay someone else to forecast your future when what you need to know is already inside of you? Use the Tarot, Runes and Numerology combined with your own innate gift of intuition to get the answers you need. Chart your own course! A 10 lesson class that will give you an overall understanding of how to forecast your future, discover inner life cycles and understand the power of numbers with as little frustration and as much success as possible. Class is limited to 25 participants! The days of the class are: Lesson 1: Overview of Tarot and Minor Arcana. Lesson 2: Major Arcana and basic reading spreads. Lesson 3: Do a mini-reading. Lesson 4: Overview of Runes and meanings of first ten runes. Lesson 5: Last ten runes and basic reading spreads. Lesson 6: Do a mini-reading. Lesson 7: Overview of Numerology and your date of birth. Lesson 8: What is in a name and other uses for Numerology. Lesson 9: Do a mini-reading. Lesson 10: One full reading - your choice of method - for Allie to review. NOTE: While the classes are still small, Allie gives comments and answers questions on every lesson! As the class size grows, this will be impossible to do. DATES: October 4 - October 16, 2006 (I will not do this class again until Febuary 2007) LOCATION: Online via email PRICE: $75 ($150 in 2007) http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm
A Dream Visit With Bill!
Dang it. Dang it. Double dang it! I KNEW I should of gotten my butt out of bed and to this computer in the middle of the night when I woke from my dream visit with Bill. But nooooooo -- I told myself -- the visit is so vivid that there is no way I'd forget anything. HA! Yep, forgot most of it. This is what I do remember: I am at my mom's house with her and my sister. Not sure what they are doing, but I turn around and there is Bill in the living room (I think) looking at me. He gives me a sheepish grin, and grabs my hands. I ask him - why haven't you called? He lets go of my hands and falls back on the couch. Running his fingers through his hair he replies - I can't remember. I try and I try, but I can't remember like you can. I sit beside him, grab his hands and respond - then we'll work on it. I remember the frustration in his voice and on his face. He mentions that he has seen the similarities and visions, dreams that appear to match up. Things that I've sensed or seen that did happen. But he cannot remember any of our past lives -- it's there on his tongue -- but he can't grasp it. And he doesn't want to contact me until he is at the same level of knowledge I am and that he understands like I do. I told him -- then talk to me. I can help you unlock the doors, but you have to talk to me. I push a cell phone towards him. I left the room and went somewhere - I don't know where. I came back in the room and he was gone. I looked at my sister and asked where did he go? She just says he got up and left. I got pissed at her because she didn't come and get me. She was like -- well, I thought you were busy. Two things need to happen in order for Bill to connect to the past life memories: 1) a willingness that it is possible 2) a trigger I think that he already has #1 down - if he didn't then he wouldn't be frustrated that he cannot remember. It's #2 he needs to work on. Now for me - I did not remember one past life we had UNTIL I had that past life regression back in March 2005 in CA. That was the trigger - when I saw him and I being married as young adults and his name was Phillip. Once I had that trigger, then other past lives have stepped forward. He needs to have a PLR to take him back to any past life that will be the trigger to opening up the flood gates. A self-guided CD is possible to use - but a regression by a PL therapist is recommended for the 1st time. This way the session is taped so that you can listen to what happened after the session -- that and you won't fall asleep! When I do a regression on my own, I always seen to fall asleep. Doesn't matter what time of the day -- I snooze. Of course, readings some books prior to getting a PLR done is helpful - as long as one remembers that everyone's experiences are different. Books by Brian Weiss, Michael Newton or Shirley Maclaine are good. I hope he can remember parts of the dream visit last night life I can. Before I went to sleep, I asked Brigit to please take me to him or him to me and have us remember our visit. I really needed that connection. Now this morning I did fall back to sleep and have another - very brief visit with Bill. Here I can remember saying - you have to kiss me. That's it -- that's all I remember. But for both Bill and Ted - I appear to say that a lot -- just kiss me. I don't think it is said to get the kiss for the kiss -- but to get the kiss as it is some sort of soul trigger to knowing more. I can't explain why the kiss would do it except that the soul's remember and the kiss is for the physical bodies to attain that vital part that we cannot access right now - that last little link I guess. But this is something that I've felt for my whole life - before I knew who Bill and Ted were to me. I can always remember a man (and now I know it's Bill) telling me that a kiss will bring back everything. Time will tell on this, just like all else. I need a book publicist/PR person. Any one know one that is reasonably priced? If you know of someone - send them my way! I'm need to get my name out there for writing (my books) and my advice (advice column, podcast) and to let people know about my workshops, classes - and that I'm available to speak on a variety of topics. Writing and sending press releases out and organizing a virtual book tour (via blogs). Have you signed up for my weekly "Empower Yourself" newsletter? It's a weekly Empowerment message from the Divine to help you navigate through life's obstacle course. To take a look through the past issues and/or to sign up: http://archives.zinester.com/49265 It's free and you stay anonymous:) Publicly photos to be taken today for the audio company. Must remember to smile:) I've got another busy day ahead of me! Have a great weekend! Crystal Sunshine! Allie ;)
Bill, Ted, A Party And One Year!
Hard to believe a year has gone by since I saw Bill at a party. I wish never to repeat the ooze of negativity that I felt from that horrible place - however, would love to see Bill again. And if need be - would go to any ill-infused place I had to in order to see him. A lot has happened over the last year, Bill's become more aware of what is happening and pulled back, while Ted has stepped up. Me -- I've been going through the steps I need to take to have my life align the way it needs to be. I've gained much insight over the last 12 months, along with added strength to the gifts I do have an glimpse of gifts on the horizon. Things, I think, are all preceding the way they are supposed to - and I take comfort in that. I wish I knew how Ted was doing - I mean really doing in the physical sense. I can sense him in the spiritual sense and he's worn out, tired, cold, depressed, frazzled and irritated. And I can feel drunk too -- and lost. I haven't had a strong connection with him since I told Bill to get a hold of him about his lungs. I don't know -- just don't know. But speaking of Ted, I do keep getting glimpses of a vision today. They seem to dart in and out in a flash and I've been piecing it together. I'm at a party with my UK biz partner. The room we are in is light in color, a bar, waiters walking around with appetizer trays. I have a glass of champagne in my hand and I'm talking to two older couples about sex. Ben grabs my elbow and tells me that he wants to introduce me to someone. As we are walking across the room, he says - take a deep breath -- I ask why? But he doesn't need to say why because before me is Ted and his girlfriend. We are introduced and I'm not sure who has a harder time speaking - me or Ted. But I quickly recover and chat it up with his girlfriend. I tell them both that it was a pleasure to meet them and I walk away. I can feel Ted's eyes on me the whole night. Later that evening, I hold his gaze and motion to the balcony. I grab a drink and head out. I can hear him standing behind me. I turn and ask -- have you figured out why you know me? He says-- your face -- your eyes-- so familiar ---but I can't grasp the why. My stomach has a whole colony of butterflies in it as I swear I'm going to be sick with nerves. I steady myself and say - kiss me. He raises his eyebrows - kiss you? Yes, and you better hurry up before your girl toy comes out. He gives me a very sweet, first date-like kiss on the lips. I had to catch my breath -- and so did he. What was that? He asked;. I'm not sure (I lied) kiss me again. So he does, this time much deeper and the energy is astronomical. As I'm typing this vision now, my body will not stop trembling -- annoying and cool at the same time. He pulls back and looks at me -- who are you? I can see girl toy approaching -- so I tell him to sit. I just come out and say it -- we're soul mates. We're what? Soul mates. Look, I know it's hard to grasp, but Bill should have told you all about it. Bill? Ted looks lost. Told me? He did say we have to talk --- what does he have to do with this? He's our soul mate too. What! Poor Ted, his head is in his hands -- he looks blown away. So it was you -- he says -- you, the picture, my lungs -- it was you. I nod. I grab my biz card and give it to him. I'll be here for two more days. You and I really need to talk longer about this. And with that I leave as the girlfriend comes out. That's all I've got so far. It seems to go hand in hand with a vision I think I had last year (or early this year) almost the same thing - with him finding out when we meet at a party. I hope I can learn more -- and I have to try harder to connect to Ted and to Bill. I feel out of the loop. Have a great day! Crystal Sunshine! Allie ;)
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