Dirk, Kevin And Dreams!

Psychiconair.com and the Maria Shaw went went great today. Looks to be that I'm in the 10:00 hour every Wednesday. Today I chatted about the Orgasm Enhancing Oil form the OBE blog, but we called it Lovemaking Oil - just to be PC on CBS:) I also chatted about Thyme oil and some other oils that help to give you energy.

Kevin. This is a guy who kept showing up in my dreams last night. I remember telling him that he was awful persistent. He replied that eventually his charm would win out and I'd speak to him - lol. We were in a bar - there were a lot of people and I was helping a few of them with readings. Kevin kept walking back and forth. He was tall - probably about 6'2", thin (but not rail thin) with reddish-brown hair and glasses. He said that he was perfect for me. I laughed and told him that I wasn't looking for perfect - but for someone who is good to my son and I, is loving, kind, encouraging and a friend who has to be secure enough in themselves not to feel threatened by my success or my relationship with my soul cluster. He smiled and said - that's me - see I AM perfect for you.

And that's all I can remember except for him massaging my shoulders - which felt really good. We'll see if he shows up again in my dreams and/of if I remember.

From Kevin we go to Dirk. He's still hanging around. But since he's good looking I really don't mind:) He keeps a very respectful distance. His energy doesn't interfere in any way - rather like it was with Will when he first showed up. Will - BTW - is here but not really here. His energy is always merged with mine, but he's busy working - not sure on what expect that it's creative. Between working he's resting - his energy feel exhausted as if he had just run a marathon. As far as I know Tracey's work with Will is finished and although I emailed over the weekend and asked how everything went - have the guys visited - etc...I have yet to hear back. So once I hear something I'll let you know.

My dreams were so busy last night - so much so that I am exhausted today. I'm sure my son not being home contributed to the busy night. He actually stayed with his dad last night - 1st time since Oct 2007. Any time he's away from me I have a hard time sleeping - this happens as well when I'm traveling for the psychic fairs. I don't remember waking up in between dream visits - but I can remember visiting person, after person and trying to help them. Maybe it just so happened that many people needed help last night and it had no baring on my son being gone? Or -- maybe I've hit that time where things are about to change in my life. We'll see tonight, If I'm exhausted again in the morning then there's more going on than me helping people -- change is in the air.

My son and I had fun on his birthday yesterday. We went to his favorite eatery and then to see WALL-E (which was a cute movie).

I doubt if I'll write again here in the blog this week with the 4th on Friday with my family coming down to visit. But if anything exciting happens, I'll be sure to update you:) I'm also not too sure when I'll get to another issue of the "Numerscope" or if I'll even get any "Ask Allie" columns for the next week done. It's major do stuff around the house time.

And on that note -- I have to go mow the lawn:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dirk, Dreams And The CIA!

I'm trying to get some readings done this late morning, do the podcast and THEN write in this blog. But the powers that be keep bugging me to write about Dirk. Okay, I hear you - who's this one? Dirk is someone I met when I was 13 and it was (until my son was born) the #1 best moment of my life. Now Dirk shares spot #2 with Will. I've tried to move Dirk to #3, but it doesn't feel right to do. So there he stays - until Will calls, then maybe he'll move to #3:)

So Dirk is handsome - wonderful blue eyes, nice smile, very charming. Nothing ever romantic here - but I have always thought he was pretty darn hot. Age wise, he's now in his 60's - but again, he's still hot. Periodically over the last 28 years I've thought about him - nothing too intensive and usually not more than maybe a day at a time. But Sat., something happened that triggered my memory of him, and he's been right there ever since. Yesterday I realized two things about Dirk: 1) he influenced the way on why I do not eat out very often, once calling restaurants (especially fast food) as drive-thru cancer centers and 2) influenced my two trips to Montana (he lives there) and although I was with my ex - two of the next vacations I have ever had. I LOVE MT - even more than NYC or Calif.

Okay - why now - why is he "right there"? I don't get it. I keep getting flash visions of he and Will sitting there chatting and me being very nervous, yet flirting with both. I don't know why he's here - but Ethan said it was important for me to mention him in the blog, Iris is here too agreeing with him and saying for me to breathe deep. Why? Is something going to come out of left field? Quite possibility. Another vision I keep seeing is Dirk and I with papers around us discussing creative ideas.

I so wish visions came with a guide book -- not just the guide:) And I don't know how Dirk fits in with the whole soul cluster, soul group thing. He fits in some way - I just do not know how. Wow - what a sizzling energy I had zap through me (the kind that makes your skull tingle). If I find out anything else, I'll let you know. And Dirk, when you stop by this blog (and someday you will), let me know what you get of our connection.

Before you ask - Dirk is his real name. I was told to use it and that it would be okay to do so.

Dreams last night. One was me standing in line at the bank, trying to make a deposit - but there was only one teller working. Another one was messing around. She finally came over and another guy with 2 small kids cut in front of me. I looked over at him and said "excuse me" - he took a step back. I handed the woman the check and the deposit slip. She looked at it and said she'd be right back. The Bank Manager (a woman) came over and told me that this was a rather large check and would I met her at her desk. Okay -- I go over. We sit down and she proceeds to tell me that this is too much money to place in one account. That it would be good to put some in a savings, IRA, etc....I assured her I'd think about it after I deposited the check and paid off things. With what's left -I will spend some on fun stuff and put the rest away. I assured her that this was not my last big check so I wasn't worried about running out of money.

In this next dream, I was in a research facility. I had to go into someone's dream to help them out of a coma. But first I had to pass the "Dream Keeper" - a very scary looking dude in orange & black armor - you had to pass him in order to get into the Dreamscape. He was like a dream gatekeeper. He knew my energy signature, so they did not want to send me in 1st, Someone else had to go in and distract the DK. I keep getting this was in CIA. Anyways -- a woman put on a special dream helmet and laid down. She went to sleep and on a flat screen TV, it showed us what she was dreaming about. We could hear what was said, what she did -- and with the DK coming towards her (with a very loud and deep voice) I had to turn off the TV, as I was concentrating too much on DK - to do so would alert him that I was around. I didn't need a helmet to enter into this dream world - I sat back in a recliner - Will came over and told me to remember not to think about DK at all, or he will be drawn to me. I tell him - okay - he tells me to be careful -- and I go into the dream.

I am in a very dark area. I don't nee a flashlight as I can see quite well in little light. There are rocks, and smoke everywhere - the land is barren. I'm using all of my brain power on concentrating on this person I have to find. I can see a white light glowing up head to my left. I can hear crying - but I ignore it - moving straight towards the light something catches my eye over to the right. I look and it's Bill. I ask him what's he doing here? He replied that he thought I might need the help. As soon as he said that - it alerted DK and it showed up behind him - I screamed at Bill to wake up NOW. I woke myself up.

As I was lying there in my bed - heart pounding a million miles an hour...I wondered if Bill was lying in his bed doing the same? And would he remember what just happened? That was really interesting -- although DK scared the crap out of me.

Off to the store -- the kid is driving me crazy.

Okay - it is now dinner time and I'm finishing this up for now. I had to get caught up on my readings. My podcast - I hope - will be later tonight. The dinosaur show up in Cleveland was a lot of fun on Saturday and his party on Sunday was a blast. Tomorrow it's his actual birthday so I'm taking him to see WALL-E. We seem to see a Pixar flick every birthday. Then on Friday the family gathering with fireworks that evening.

I did see orange kitty today - I was relieved. His paw/leg still isn't healed - but it does seem to look better. Mr. Client Guy called today too - didn't have a lot of time to talk with the kid's phone radar, but at least we chatted - so that was good.

As of today the kid and I have been on our own for a year! Yay! I always knew I could do it - but knowing and then doing are two separate things. I give great thanks that the Universe has always had my back - and will continue to do so! It hasn't been easy - but I am very grateful for the experience. Besides - I'm much better off today (mentally, emotionally and spiritually) than I was a year ago.

Have a great evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Odd, Ends And Me Bitching!

I hope my brain doesn't fall out over the next two weeks. Seriously - I hope not. The kid is home with me for the next two weeks and if they go like this last week did - I'm in trouble. He's really pushing those boundaries and that mouth --- talk about having to count backwards from 100 so I wouldn't kill him. And he's grounded - from everything that he loves (that usually keeps him out of my hair as I work) - which in turn is punishing me. But - I can't give in -- and I won't.

Phase one with Nickelodeon is complete - and the project passed. Now we have to go to phase two and pass through a test in person (not me in person but my Rep's) - and this will not happen until everyone is back from their vacations. We're looking at the week of the 14th. Fingers crossed for that:) I've done my own tarot reading on it and it looks really good. Hopefully I didn't put too much of "me" into the reading and skewed the results.

I feel like I'm in a big void of nothing. I have all of this stuff that I need to do - but no excitement to do it. All of the waiting I've had to do for a variety of things has zapped my "want to do something" mood. I need something to shake loose somewhere. Whether it's my non-existent love life (yes folks, I do believe I have scared off another person and this one already knew all about me), stalled career or beyond hilarious - getting me very stressed out - money situation - something has to move forward. I know something will have to move because change is inevitable - but come on already. Frustration doesn't do well for my complexion.

Yes, I do believe another man has gone running in the opposite direction. SIGH. And no, I have no idea what happened. One second everything was fine - the next nothing. I guess that I'm just not supposed to be with anyone for now. Maybe someone WILLed Mr. Client Guy away? I have no idea. But it doesn't set well with what self-esteem I do have left. I just can't wrap my head around my good for nothing ex having a happy love life - when I can't seem to get a guy interested for more than 2 weeks. UGH!!!

Okay - enough of me whining -- moving on...

The kid and I are heading up to Cleveland soon with my mom to see a dinosaur show up at the "Q" (which is where are Cavalier's play) in a couple of hours. Should be a nice outing. Hopefully the weather won't be too disagreeable and make driving a big hassle. Tomorrow is my son's kid party - should be fun.

Will's been around more than usual the last couple of days. It's been nice to see his face in my mind's again. The two scenarios that keep flashing through my mind are he, my son and I walking into a building where there is a doorman and he knows my kid and I as we live there -- he also knows that Will is a frequent guest. The other scene I see is Will, the kid and I in a small Italian restaurant sharing a pizza -- we're laughing about something. Both scenes are uplifting and positive. I rarely ever have a bad scene with Will in it. Even the fight visions I get aren't that bad because the make up sex is well worth the fighting:)

Speaking of sex - with Tracey's healing on Will the sexual energy clog that he's had is certainly cleared up. His energy has let me know that he's feeling much better.

Either Bill or Will has been doing a lot of blog checking lately. Not sure which one as both of their energies are strong right now. Could be both - don't know.

An odd last dream last night/this morning --- I was in my house, and my cats were chasing something. It looked like a small dragon - but I thought it was a frog - it had red spots. My cat Cera really kept bothering it. I finally got all of my cats into my bedroom and shut the door so that I could find this little creature and put it outside before it was eaten. I find it -- and what is it - but a tiny cat. Like it got put into a shrinking ray or something. It's a long-haired white cat with reddish & black spots. It looks at me and just lets out the biggest meow! I picked it up and it sits in the palm of my hand, just being as vocal as can be. Now I'm thinking - what in the heck am I going to do with this cat so that my other cats don't kill it? I put it in a an open dresser drawer and think about getting a very large bird cage to put it in. I call my mom to ask what I should do and I wake up.

I just went outside to let my dogs do their business when that butterfly who tried to run into me before - tried it again. It sees me and it's like I'm a magnet. Very strange. I saw orange kitty a few days ago - his front left leg was looking really bad -- and he hasn't been back since.

Off to go get some writing done and then heading up to Cleveland!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychiconair.com, Atlantis, Crystal Skulls And The Guys!

My weekly segment on the Maria Shaw show on CBS Psychiconair.com & AOL, went great! I was on right about 10:00 am EDT and stayed there till about 10:15-10:20. Good times!

I can feel it -- change is in the air. And it's strange - because when I can sense there is a change, I get a metallic taste in my mouth. I think my son can sense it too because he's been all over the board with his emotions and we're both getting headaches. Neither one of us has has one in awhile. Of course they could (and his super surplus of energy) can also be a byproduct of Tracey's healing on Will. What affects Will effects me -- and what affects me effects my son since he is an energetic sponge. Both the kid and I are back to not sleeping too -- something else that happens when change is near.

So change already! Of course I really mean it if it's a good change and only kinda mean it if the change is bad. But either way change is bound to happen at some point in time.

Between my hyper son, the storms, animals, writing and work -- it hasn't left me a whole lot of time to write in my blogs or even work on my screenplays. Hopefully with my son going with his dad a few hours tonight I'll be able to buckle down on some writing!

Speaking of my son - again - I can't believe that he'll be 8 next Tuesday -- 8! It feels like yesterday that they yanked him out of my body:) He brought up Will the other day. We were talking about NYC and how we both really want to go back sooner, rather than later. And he mentioned something about Will and going with us to the Central Park Zoo. I can't remember what my comment was, but that sent us to talking about Will having a girlfriend. The kid went off the charts talking about that. He was so pissed that Will may or may not (you know, the on again off again stuff) still have his girlfriend. I tried to explain that Will's can have a GF, just like Bill or Ted and his wife -- even I can have a BF. He wasn't going for that either -- kept going on about how Will and I are supposed to be together and how no one else will do -- etc....it took me about 30 min to calm him down. Again - not sure how we got from Central Park Zoo to that -- but I will be mindful not to go down that path with him.

And before you ask - I am still smitten my Mr. Client Guy. Too bad we're not in the same state right now.

Remember all of my tomatoes and peppers that I planted? Most of them are gone -- killed by the hail storm last weekend. Dang it all!

Since Will has been getting the healing/attunement energy from Tracey - he has been popping in often - but he doesn't stay long. It's in - saying he's sorry - and them leaving again. Yesterday he popped in and said he's sorry and then said that I'm hard headed, stubborn and won't give up. I replied - hell no I'm not going to give up - I do not want to repeat the same lessons again. And that's what's going to happen to all of us if you don't snap out of it! He smiled and said - I'm working on it, thank you for not leaving me. And he was gone.

Leave him -- like I could ever do that? Like I would ever want to do that -- no matter how insane he makes me. Same goes for Bill and Ted. No matter when, what or why - if they ever need me - for anything I'd be there for them. Psychically, spiritually or both. They are right on the outskirts of my energy - always are - when I have a lot of work to do (and they do this too) I keep them at arms length. Once they're "in" (so to speak) they are there for awhile -- and then it's hard to work. I am still learning how to tap into their energy as a muse. Especially Will. He's my muse.

My dreams last night were really funky. As soon as I finally dozed off about 1:00 am they started and continue until I got up at 5:45 am. Ted and I were in a multi-level building that he and I had been in several times before. Cars drove up and down steep ramps. Offices were all along the sides. He and I were fighting about getting him into a treatment center. He was drunk off his ass - being a bully and expecting me to back down. I told him that I loved him and that I wasn't going anywhere. Something clicked right then and there and he started crying -- big sobs -- on how screwed up his life is and he can't find the road back. I told him that he can see the light, because he sees me. And to hold onto that light. I won't let him go and neither will Bill or Will -- but he has to trust us. Ted said that he doesn't even trust himself so how can he trust us? I replied - because we're your eternal partners and we love you unconditionally. Something happened in the background as he was gone and I was off to the next segment.

Which brought me to Bill. He was in the center of a HUGE library -- reminded me of the NYC library my son and I saw. Any ways - Bill grabs my hand and takes me to a far corner. He moves a few books around and a secret door opens. Without waiting for me to say anything - he yanked me in and the door shut behind us. I smelled an overwhelmingly scent of mold - like I was stuck inside of a 200 year old basement. The air was stale and heavy. I asked where were were and Bill flips on a flashlight - puts it under his chin to illuminate his face and raises his eyebrows up and down (what a goof). He then shines it around and I can see shelves of very-very old books and a dusty old table in the center of the room. He is looking at the title on the shelves and pulls out a leather bound book. I recognize it immediately as the book he carries in my Atlantis visions. I say - so this is where you found the book? He replied, it's tucked away in a secret location and only the ones who should find it will find it. I look more closely at it - and the ink is very faded, the pages so darn old I don't know how they've survived this long. There's mold on the book - Bill says he is taking it with him and will try to get the book restored so we can use it. I ask if I can look through it -- he said that Will needs to hurry up - I tell him that Will is not here and let me see than dang book.

I carefully flip through the pages and one with skulls on it catches my eye. There is a map, looks to be through a pyramid, and it illustrates the places where one would find a skull embedded into the walls - you are to follow the pattern until it dead ends. Then there are numbers like:

3 9
7 21
9 981

We hear a noise, Bill takes the book, shoves it down the front of his pants - I joke and ask if he's sure he has room in there for that? He gives me that smile and he's gone. On to the next segment.

I find myself among large Redwoods. I stare up in amazement of their size and sheer beauty. I can't help but go over and lightly rub my hand on the bark. A voice startles me -- they're beautiful aren't they? I turn and it's Will. I comment that they are magnificent. He replied that he envies these trees - they are strong, mighty and have survived regardless to what us humans have done to the world around them. I asked him, why did you bring us here? He sits at the base of the tree and pats the ground in front of him. I sit in front of him. between his legs - he wraps his arms around me and pulls me to his chest. For this -- he said. All I want is to do this. I smile and completely relax in his arms. I don't know if it's possible to fall asleep within a dream, but I swear we did for the next thing I know he was gone, it was dark and I see a light in the distance -- so I go towards it.

Now I'm with a group of people I don't know in a bar, drinking some serious beers down. A friend of mine shows up and we decide to go out for pizza. On the way out we run into a group of wealthy people - one looks like the actor Richard Hatch (Not Survivor - think Battlestar Galactica) - but it isn't him. This guy is much taller (6'5") and very thin. This guy for some reason takes a liking to me -- but his friends want to go so they all leave. My friend and I head out for pizza, but instead wind up at this huge house that has been in my dreams before. She tells me that she can't go anywhere because -- then all of this stuff falls out of her butt, onto the ground -- well, of a small problem she developed. So she leaves to clean up - I'm in this bathroom -- and I decide to go potty. So I sit down to poo, but I don't take my panties down until I'm 1/2 done and then I remember - duh! So I do and I shake out meatball shape/size, rock solid, poos from my panties and dump them into the toilet. As I'm doing that and finishing my business, someone stops into say hi - we chat and they leave. I still have poo to remove and as I'm dumping them into the toilet, it turns into a bathtub -- and launches me into this OBE sex experience.

When I was done in the tub, I'm running down this double wide staircase to the 1st floor, running behind the staircase to a bedroom when the front doorbell rings. Next to me is the same person who was talking to me as I was on the toilet. I tell her to get the door - she's like no way, it's for you anyways. So I run to the door, putting my t-shirt on as I go. When I open the door, there's the wealthy man from earlier. I smile and become all flirty. He does the same. Then oddly he hands me this big set of keys that are on a variety of key chains, all connected. I asked why? He points to this green bear (looked like a small emerald bear) keychain and said if I ever need the key, here it is. The key to what - I was baffled. He said - the morgue. If I ever need to get someone out, this is what I need to use to gain access. The rest of the keys - he said - I would have to figure out on my own, but they were all important. With that he was gone and I woke up.

What an odd series of dream visits. Why would I have to get someone out of a morgue? And the green bear pendant on that keychain was so green and vibrant.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Tracey And Sexual Energy!

Thunderstorms have been the bane of my existence these last several days. I've had more trouble with electric staying on and my Internet connection during this time than I've had for years. Dang good thing that Mercury Retro is over or it really would have been bad! I've had a 7 year old attached to my hip and a herd of cats/dogs following me all over the place with the - "help me" - look on their face. Fingers crossed - the weather for tomorrow doesn't include storms. I am however, grateful for the rain, which is helping my plants grow - grow - grow.

Last night - around 10:00 pm EDT - emotions kept coming to the surface and staring at me in the face. Repressed anger, regrets, sadness -- all showing up. As quickly as something would pop up - I'd acknowledge it and it would fade away - and I'd be fine....until the next item came up. I emailed Tracey today and asked how her healing with Will went last night - she replied:

Yes, I worked on him from 9-11:30 PM my time last night. Emotions were his biggest issue. I focused on emotions for at least 60 minutes!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But, everything went beautifully. I am going to move onto personal growth next, like fearless reiki, light of forgiveness, deep healing, open heart, inner light, light of truth, inner beauty, soul mate and self love. I am going to do these every night starting tonight at 10:00 PM my time, in the order I mentioned above until he gets an hour of each. This is what the Guides revealed as what he needs most at this time.

So when she started the healing last night at 9 - that is CDT - it corresponded with my 10:00 pm emotional train wreck. So because Will and I are so close, what is being done to him - effects me. Tracey said that she'll be doing healing for the next 9 days, every evening, 10:00 pm CDT. SO by 11:00 EDT, it will be a good idea for me to be in bed, just in case more memories or emotions pop up. I wonder how this is affecting Bill and Ted? I wish I could call them up and ask.

Fingers crossed for tomorrow - Tuesday - my people (I actually have people now - lol) are going to talk to Nickelodeon. Extra positive energy for a good outcome - if you could spare some:) Just so happens that the Nick executives are in NYC. What a shame if I would have to go there!

In between no power and my son being so close you'd swear we were conjoined twins, I did some reading on energy healing - just as I was supposed to. And as I was reading all I kept thinking was -- why does this have to be so complicated? Why do you have to manipulate this to shift that to heal stuff? If the healing energy comes from the Divine and not us (obviously) wouldn't the Divine know what needs to be done where, when and how? Without us doing a whole lot of extra work? But I guess you can't sell books if they are only 50 pages thick - now can you? I mean come on -- I'm reading books by some of the big names out there in energy healing and I'm serious --there are so many terms thrown at me, that even I can't keep them al straight. Keep it simple. You need to keep things simple. That's what I kept hearing Iris say to me -- think back, she said - remember Atlantis - how complicated was it? And if I session back in time, it wasn't that complicated. Sure, there are certain things to do for each illness - but it was still very simple.

Humm....

Which lead me to add some different readings to the Sex Advice part of Gypsy Advice. I added in Sexual Energy Readings. Iris said that one of my missions in this life is to help people with their sex lives -- and in that process I will develop a sexual energy repair/enhance method.

Humm again....

I added a search box at the top of Gypsy Advice's index page that allows you to search both GA and Gypsy Girl Press. There's so much info now on both sites, that I thought it would be helpful to have that.

I'm in the process of rewriting THE BLACK TRIANGLE -- and for that I've had to dig back into my research. It makes me ill -- really sick to my bone rereading everything I uncovered. When I don't think I can read any more, I flip to a girl's picture - a cute gypsy girl in pig tails, with a wonderful smile and heart pounding brown eyes -- and remember that she died at the hands of Mengele. That spurs me to keep working. She's my poster child.

Okay - off to get my shower and then to bed before the next storm hits!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Tracey, Ethan And Merlin!

Okay, it doesn't fall on deaf ears that all of this is coming at me on the solstice. Ethan just popped up - he leans in and whispers: be ready, the damn about to break loose and you're going to get catapulted forward. Go with the flow, don't resist, analyze or judge - just go with it.

And he disappeared. Now he showed up the other evening as I was flowing asleep and told me to be patient. Now this...

Merlin also just arrived and said that he wants me to meet him...here go my hands again (see previous entry)..wow are they hot. I'm in Merlin's cave - in the magic room. He grabs my left hand and wants me to stand in between two large crystals. When I'm on the crystals, he chants in a language I don't know --but in English it translates to: You are free. He draws a star on my third eyes and a triangle within a circle on my crown chakra. Wow - what a jolt of energy that is -- then I'm back here again.

I'm not sure what that meant or what it did. But I find it interesting that Merlin showed up right after Ethan sneaked in and said that the damn is about to break loose. Now I am getting a headache - a pounding one.

Tracey just emailed me back about Will - I had asked her if she removed the negativity from his energy field:

Yes, a lot in fact - he had a lot of dark black smoky stuff - and sludge that was removed. His chakras were a mess to say the least. I am going to do another chakra BCC next week to be sure I got all the dark spots in his chakras and to be sure they are still functioning properly. I am going to do some more healing on him on Sunday between 9-11 PM. I am actually putting him on my schedule so that I do not forget and do it when I have time! :)

I forgot to mention in the previous post that Will actually did show up last night and apologize for being so nervous and scatterbrained.

Must get back to work....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Energy Healing, OBE Sex And Will!

Happy Solstice everyone! If you're into doing magic and casting spells - today is a doozy of a day for you! The extra emery on the solstice helps any spell manifest. But since today is Friday, the day of love, AND within the full moon range (a phase of the moon is considered 3 days before - the actual day - and 3 days after) -- it really is a kick butt day for a love spell. Over at my Gypsy Magic blog -- I have tons of love spells that can be cast today! But be very careful today what you wish for!

My son - who has been a good kid in all of his summer school activities - told me last night that he is firm, he wants to go back to public school. So I say fine - you will. So today when I pick him up yesterday, his teacher tells me that he has reverted back to his intrusive and not listening days. What gives? I just don't get it. I asked him what was going on -- and he just says but I want to have fun mom. I can understand that - but you have to have fun within the rules of the place you are at. he went back and forth for a bit - and I told him if I hear anything bad today - his x-box is in storage until further notice. He about had a cow with that - but some grumbles later he said okay. (update - he was a good boy)

So there you go - public school it is. I'm still not cool about it - but - it is his choice. We'll see how the year progresses. Hard to believe he'll be 8 on July 1st. He showed me his "whiskers" on his face they other day - lol.

Yesterday when I took him to and from school - I had a white butterfly follow me up and back both times -- then here at home there was a beautiful yellow & black butterfly fluttering around! It's been a while since I've seen any butterflies - let alone having 2 who were hanging around with me.

Today is a busy day. Stupid busy. I should fire the person who made my schedule --wait -- can I fire me? Seems like a damn good idea! I could use the time off - lol.

DREAMERS seems to be okay as is -- and now I'm working back on BLACK TRIANGLE. So don't be surprised - again - if you don't hear that much from me in the next week.

I've been obsessed by this little baby Cardinal (just got his feathers in) who is in a tall bush down the street. He's learning to fly and for the last 2 days he'd stay on the ground. Which would be okay since mom is around - but it is right in the heart of stray cat zone. So I've been going down and putting him back in the bush a couple of times a day (gloves on mind you). Mom's there and both her and the baby are rather used to me now. I have to check on him again today.

Orange Kitty (a new tom cat who showed up on my porch last month) really hurt his paw (wouldn't walk on it) and now he hasn't been on my porch for 3 days straight. Makes me very worried that something horrible happened to the guy. He is so starved for attention that when you do pet him he is soooo into it he scratches the hell of of your hands -- so I have to wear gloves petting him.

Petting - which reminds me of hands - which again reminds me of how hot my hands have been these last two weeks. I'm rather baffled to the "why now" of them being hot. I know it has to do with healing and I'm just going to put my hands on the animals. If I think about healing or my hands being hot - they flare up. I've read more books on healing - and I have my own method. I had always thought though that I would do healing after my entertainment (TV shows, etc...) career was over - so later on in life. I can see Iris here shaking her head. Well, heck -- I wonder what kind of time she expects me to do. Ahh - she is telling me that she wants me to read more before I go to bed - and on my down time (what down time) to put Law & Order on hold till Fall (oh man) and read to relax instead of watching TV. Is there any book I should be reading 1st. Yep - she wants me to re-read my Rosicrucian booklets (yes, if you didn't know I am a member of the order) and at the same time - pick up he Advanced Chakra Healing book and go through it again. But I am not to fall into one method of healing - but take from here and there to form my own method. Just as I said that - I had a flash vision of a crystal grid with someone's picture in it -- to use for distance healing - and if someone is at my place (I'm going to have a healing place - before the castle - Iris says yes?) then I am to configure a grid around them as I work.

So if I am getting what I see -- my energy methods are a combination of crystal grids (and laying on), energy and flower essences. Iris says -- yes girl -- now get busy with your practicing.

It's strange cause I can see it as plain as day -- a person on my table - but it's not an ordinary table, but one that I have had handcrafted from crystal - a cloth covers it so that the patient will not be too cold as soon as they lay down. Around them are grid make from amethyst towers and large chunks of moonstone - there is a door to another room and in this room is a HUGE crystal in the center & sage smoke all around -- and on the shelves sits just about every stone one can think of. I walk into this room to grab what stones I need and go back to the other room. I first place energy into the patient then lay down the stones. As they lay there with the stones on them (soft music is playing) I move over to the flower essences and put together a personalized remedy - I also see myself opening up a putting together a gem elixir. Way cool. This vision rather expands on past images I have had about a healing center - one that is in a castle - but this part of it seems to be in a cave, or in the side of a mountain. And I'm getting a yes from Iris - this part is actually built into a the side of a mountain where there is a fresh underground spring.

Sweet! Iris says that I have to start now with the healing as the entertainment career will help pay for that healing center. But in order to have the center, I have to be a healer. Makes sense to me. But dang it all - seriously - how do I shove it all in a day? I know -- I know -- no more Law & Order!!

Tracey emailed me Wednesday evening after I told her that Bill would be back:

He did show up again Allie - and this time was too funny because this time he looked really strange. He did not look like himself at all. I do not know if he was appearing as he was in a past life or what but he looked dirty and rough I guess. He had a beard and mustache and his hair was darker and he was dressed oddly for him - kind of rugged and dirty I guess. Anyways, he said that he has been working on Will on another dimension - as he realized that Will is having a hard time taking all this in where he is at this time in the physical reality. Bill says that he is able to travel multi-dimensionally - and that he was able to meet with Will on a higher level. On this level, he had more success and he feels like this will help Will. He asked me about doing some healing for Will even though I do not have his permission on the Earthly dimension in the Higher dimensions he is okay with this. So, I tell him that I am assuming that it is okay but I will ask Allie and pray about it in meditation. He says fair enough. He showed me his hands and they were rough looking - not like I would expect his hands to be. He said heal them. I said okay and I started working on him just like I would if someone were in person and his hands started glowing this beautiful emerald green and then they went back to normal - no roughness. He said see what you can do. Thank you. That's all I remember, Allie. So, what do you think about the healing energy for Will and what kind should I do if we think its a good idea - like Reiki, Aura Clearing , Cleansing , Balancing - yadda yadda??

I gave her some suggestions on what she should try with Will and she mentioned that she was going to start with him yesterday. I haven't heard back on what happened.

Iris is saying that I should ask for some volunteers for healing. I will do just that - but not yet. I'll take people in groups of 3 -- I'll let you know when I'm ready. In the mean time - think about it :)

Hell - now she tells me is that I'll come up with some energy combo to aid sex lives - fits in with the OBE sex. Again -- how many hours in a day? Okay, one step at a time - I have to stop looking at the whole picture, even though that is what I see right now. baby steps Allie - baby steps.

And on that note - it really is time for me to get back to work/writing/readings.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Bill, Will And Tracey!

Finally -- I woke up this morning with this email waiting for me...

Hi, Allie. I went to bed and set the intention for a dream visit. I had a dream visit with Bill. We were on an airplane together. He had all these papers he was working on - lots of paperwork. He said, see how busy I am and yet I have time to meet with you. I said yes. He told me he was pissed at Will because he is not answering him - not responding. He said he had a solution to that - he would just get in his face until he answers.

I asked him where we were going and he said where else? NYC. I said okay. He told me he was going to keep on bugging Will until he got mad - angry - cried or something.

So, the plane lands. A limo is waiting and Ted is leaning against it waiting on us. He comes over and helps Bill with his bags. He goes to take Bill's brief case thingie and Bill says no let me keep this.

We get in the limo and Ted says, want a drink? Bill says no! And, we need to talk about the drinking. Ted rolls his eyes while making himself a drink. He tells Ted that he cannot take watching him kill himself. Ted says he's going to be around forever and not to worry about it. Bill tells Ted he needs to look in the mirror as he looks like shit - looks like he's aged 10 years. Ted says he's not stopping and doesn't want to talk about it or else they will just fight. Bill says okay.

We get to this hotel. Its a really nice one - we check into the hotel. Bill asks me where my bags are and I said I did not bring any as I did not think I was staying. He says, no problem, here is my credit card. Get some stuff from the shops on the first floor and meet us in our room which is room number 311. I say okay. I go to the shops down there and buy some clothes, toiletries, etc.

I go into the bathroom and get in a stall and call you on your cell phone to tell you what is going on so far. You tell me not to let Bill go off on Will as Will is not going to respond well to it anyway and they will just butt heads and nothing will get accomplished. I say okay. I hang up. I go up to room 311.

I get there and Bill is on the phone arguing with someone about speaking to Will. Ted rolls his eyes at me and says are we having fun yet, wanna go to the bar? Bill is half listening and he shakes his head no - to me - so that I say no. I tell Ted no, lets just stay in and have a drink. He says okay lets go on the terrace.

Then Bill hangs up and comes out onto the terrace and takes our drinks and empties them over the side of the terrace. He says to Ted - I mean it - STOP. Bill goes into the bathroom. Ted grabs my hand and starts pulling me out of the room. I am thinking to myself how do you say no to these guys! So, we go down to the bar. We are sitting there a few minutes and Will walks in.

He sits next to us. He says call Bill and tell him to come down here. We can talk here as long as he can be civil.

We call Bill and he comes down. So, he tells Will that he's not going to yell or argue but that he is angry with him. He's angry because he's not answering his calls and angry because he did not show up for the meeting - he's angry because he's hurting Allie.

Will says that he is sorry that his actions are hurting Allie, that it is the last thing he would want to do. He tells Bill the truth is he is freaked out - not sure what to do - he's angry and upset because Allie is seeing someone. He's deeply hurt by it and he feels that perhaps Allie is happy without him.

Bill cuts him off and says - save it Will - go get the girl - get over yourself - what are you, a pus? She met someone - so what - go and get her - stop pouting like a baby! He tells him that he does not blame Allie for seeing someone since Will is afraid of his own shadow and will not come forward. He tells Will he needs to deal with his fears and insecurities and stop thinking and start acting.

Will says that he's struggling right now with all of this - and Bill say boo hoo - Will - do something or everyone loses - this is on you!

Then Will says no it was on you and you did not do anything and now you want me to and I am just trying to process my feelings and decide what is best for me!

Bill says - you are so stubborn and hard headed - and analytical - and just annoying - and Will says well look in the mirror -everything that annoys you about me is within you!

Bill laughs. Will says he has something he wants Bill to look at and Bill says funny I have something I want you to look at. So, we go back to the room. They are comparing information from your website but I can't see what it is. Then Will says - right, that makes sense. That's what I will do then and I will see you next week. He leaves. Bill smiles and Ted and I look at each other like WTF?

I wake up.

I can vaguely remember talking on my cell in the dream and that it had something to do with Will - but I don't remember who I was talking to. I can also remember Will walking across a hotel lobby and Bill with a stack of papers. Seems almost as if I was looking in on it - but I really don't remember any of it (maybe because I wasn't supposed to be in the meeting?)

I looked up 311 in my angel number book and it says: The ascended masters are helping - and urging - you to keep your mind focused on creating and manifesting at the highest level of light and love. Avoid addictive behaviors as they mask your desire to create.

Interesting message to the 3 men - don't you think?

I know that Will is upset with my new interest, but it's not like I'm marrying the guy tomorrow.

I can feel that a dam is about to break - in a good way - but I'm not sure if it deals with my personal or professional life -- or both. I'm just ready for something to move forward:)

Off to get moving on the day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)