So whatever happened to last week?
Beats the hell out of me! Last week was a blur of activity - I had many spiritual breakthroughs! The highlights I'll share with you below! Because of so much spiritual growth - last week was a very difficult time for me to concentrate. I was exhausted from my nightly OBE's.
Without further ado.....
1) I had a dream about a book. This book looked like a family history with family secrets. It was the same lavender color that was in my PLR - the color of my robe. I know that it deals with that lifetime. It opened in 3 parts. Emblazed on the front - there was a symbol in gold (or bronze), not sure what the symbol is as I only remember 1/3 from the right side of the cover. It reminds me of a large tree - but not sure what kind.
2) Wed night's meditation was interesting. Bill wasn't there when I arrived, so I decided to lie down in a beautiful field of wildflowers. Next thing I know - there he is - bending down and kissing me. We have a little chat - he's very tender, caressing my face and staring into my eyes. What we briefly discuss my sister giving him a note (more about the note later). A bright light rapidly approaches us from my right. It's Gabriel and she tells me to follow her.
We both think we've down something wrong - but we follow. We worry that the Divine has changed its mind. We enter into the massive tree we traveled in during our "merging" ceremony. We are alone in the elevator - it speeds rapidly upwards. By the time we stop, both of us are in tears - still very frightened that we've done something wrong.
The doors open and the light (as before) is blinding. Everyone is there that was at the ceremony - all of our guides and angels. God tells us to kneel, face one another and grasp hands. Bill tries to communicate an apology - God says that is not needed. He encloses Bill and I into a white bubble of protection light. He then proceeds to give his blessing of our physical reunion. He is full of love and confidence (which he transmit to us) when he says that we are now ready for our earthly tasks. With that - I can feel a kiss on the top of my head and then everyone is gone.
Bill says he has to go - gives me a big kiss and leaves. I end my mediation.
The dreams I had Wed night are very confusing and I really don't remember much. I know that at one point I swallowed a small mirror that I had a hard time getting down my throat. In the previous dream I had a male admirer with short red hair that would not leave me a lone - he was stalking me and no one would help me - including my husband. I couldn't locate Bill (probably because this dream occurred later in the night/morning and he was awake).
The feeling I had in my chest for teh day was one that transmited fear and excitability. I could tell it's not my feelings - but Bill's - and the feelings stem from the meditation Wed night. He's not sure what to believe - but he wants to believe what he saw with all his heart. My nerves feel like they are located on the outside of my body (they still do today - Sat) - it is a very weird feeling.
3) About the note - The next gig that Bill has in Calif (which should be towards the end of the year - maybe end of summer), my sister has agreed to go to it and hand Bill a short note from me - with my phone number. He'll recognize the number as I'm sending it to him daily until this time. I'll also have items in it that only I could know.
I had a flash of a time shift after this realization - she hands him the letter, he opens it and scans it. In the note - I offer to have my sister call my number, this way I don't need to know what number he is calling from. Next thing I know, he's asking me when will I get out there. He has his assistant book me the next flight. I arrive at Burbank CA at 3:30 - 4:30 am. A limo is there to pick me up and he is in the limo. Things move very fast from the moment he gets the note until we meet.
I already talked to my sister and she has eagerly agreed to be the messenger.
This is in sync with the things I've been sensing but not knowing why: some one else is who makes the initial connection and everything moves at a rapid pace. The Divine is opening the door for me and I'm walking through.
All of this before I did my nightly meditation.
4) Tues medatation: During meditation, Bill apologized for being such a crazy, emotional person. A very loving and physical apology :) But then he launched into him wanting me to find him. He was screaming his requests for our physical meeting. After I calmed him down - I told him about not relying on others and I'm trying to get him to memorize my phone number. I had him repeat it several times and "write" it on his hand. He left and my angel Gabriel appeared and told me that now we're on track. Our requests have been received and approved - it is time to move forward.
5) Monday night: In the kitchen, I felt lips brush against mine. The energy charge that went through me was amazing - same charge as when I discovered Bill and then the stone. Per par - I felt very ill, right away. But this time - when the sickness passed (only lasted a few seconds as opposed to many minutes) my energy was very high strung and nervous. Kind of like excitably energy with my nerve ending on top of my skin. Plus I have headaches and it feels as if I'm light and floating. I was very tired - but after this jolt, I am wide awake.
I asked for clarity and received that it was Ted first and then Bill. Since Ted couldn't have found me on his own - Bill must of led.
Whew - and these are just the highlights! I wonder what'll happen this week!
Take care!
Allie :)
Without further ado.....
1) I had a dream about a book. This book looked like a family history with family secrets. It was the same lavender color that was in my PLR - the color of my robe. I know that it deals with that lifetime. It opened in 3 parts. Emblazed on the front - there was a symbol in gold (or bronze), not sure what the symbol is as I only remember 1/3 from the right side of the cover. It reminds me of a large tree - but not sure what kind.
2) Wed night's meditation was interesting. Bill wasn't there when I arrived, so I decided to lie down in a beautiful field of wildflowers. Next thing I know - there he is - bending down and kissing me. We have a little chat - he's very tender, caressing my face and staring into my eyes. What we briefly discuss my sister giving him a note (more about the note later). A bright light rapidly approaches us from my right. It's Gabriel and she tells me to follow her.
We both think we've down something wrong - but we follow. We worry that the Divine has changed its mind. We enter into the massive tree we traveled in during our "merging" ceremony. We are alone in the elevator - it speeds rapidly upwards. By the time we stop, both of us are in tears - still very frightened that we've done something wrong.
The doors open and the light (as before) is blinding. Everyone is there that was at the ceremony - all of our guides and angels. God tells us to kneel, face one another and grasp hands. Bill tries to communicate an apology - God says that is not needed. He encloses Bill and I into a white bubble of protection light. He then proceeds to give his blessing of our physical reunion. He is full of love and confidence (which he transmit to us) when he says that we are now ready for our earthly tasks. With that - I can feel a kiss on the top of my head and then everyone is gone.
Bill says he has to go - gives me a big kiss and leaves. I end my mediation.
The dreams I had Wed night are very confusing and I really don't remember much. I know that at one point I swallowed a small mirror that I had a hard time getting down my throat. In the previous dream I had a male admirer with short red hair that would not leave me a lone - he was stalking me and no one would help me - including my husband. I couldn't locate Bill (probably because this dream occurred later in the night/morning and he was awake).
The feeling I had in my chest for teh day was one that transmited fear and excitability. I could tell it's not my feelings - but Bill's - and the feelings stem from the meditation Wed night. He's not sure what to believe - but he wants to believe what he saw with all his heart. My nerves feel like they are located on the outside of my body (they still do today - Sat) - it is a very weird feeling.
3) About the note - The next gig that Bill has in Calif (which should be towards the end of the year - maybe end of summer), my sister has agreed to go to it and hand Bill a short note from me - with my phone number. He'll recognize the number as I'm sending it to him daily until this time. I'll also have items in it that only I could know.
I had a flash of a time shift after this realization - she hands him the letter, he opens it and scans it. In the note - I offer to have my sister call my number, this way I don't need to know what number he is calling from. Next thing I know, he's asking me when will I get out there. He has his assistant book me the next flight. I arrive at Burbank CA at 3:30 - 4:30 am. A limo is there to pick me up and he is in the limo. Things move very fast from the moment he gets the note until we meet.
I already talked to my sister and she has eagerly agreed to be the messenger.
This is in sync with the things I've been sensing but not knowing why: some one else is who makes the initial connection and everything moves at a rapid pace. The Divine is opening the door for me and I'm walking through.
All of this before I did my nightly meditation.
4) Tues medatation: During meditation, Bill apologized for being such a crazy, emotional person. A very loving and physical apology :) But then he launched into him wanting me to find him. He was screaming his requests for our physical meeting. After I calmed him down - I told him about not relying on others and I'm trying to get him to memorize my phone number. I had him repeat it several times and "write" it on his hand. He left and my angel Gabriel appeared and told me that now we're on track. Our requests have been received and approved - it is time to move forward.
5) Monday night: In the kitchen, I felt lips brush against mine. The energy charge that went through me was amazing - same charge as when I discovered Bill and then the stone. Per par - I felt very ill, right away. But this time - when the sickness passed (only lasted a few seconds as opposed to many minutes) my energy was very high strung and nervous. Kind of like excitably energy with my nerve ending on top of my skin. Plus I have headaches and it feels as if I'm light and floating. I was very tired - but after this jolt, I am wide awake.
I asked for clarity and received that it was Ted first and then Bill. Since Ted couldn't have found me on his own - Bill must of led.
Whew - and these are just the highlights! I wonder what'll happen this week!
Take care!
Allie :)
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