What? I'm not sick? Are you joking or just on drugs?

So I decided to go to the doctor yesterday. A complete waste of time. Over the weekend, in addition to the other stuff I had, I also lost my voice, got pink eye and managed to get canker sores in my throat. Now when I went to see the doc - he basically brushed off everything I told him, including the pink eye. It's pretty obvious that I either have pink eye or I've been smokin` some strong weed. He's so lucky that my voice was gone! The things I wanted to say to him. He finally agreed to give me some meds for the eyes and one to help suppress the cough. Well - the cough pills are worthless, I'm still going to cough up a lung. The eye stuff? I haven't determined the worthiness of it yet. I've taken all else into my own hands - and what I have done thus far has worked like a charm. At least I can tell my mother that I went to the doc:) I do feel better today - so that is a bonus ( I would think that it is more me than the MD)!

I've had quite a few clients worry that I'm under some psychic attack. I can assure you that I'm not. I honestly have a fortress of love and light around me. Two Archangels along with two other angels stand angelic guard - plus I have a slew of protective guides. My secret weapon (so to speak) - my grandma. There is no way that she would let anyone on any plane harm me (or any other family member). That's one of the last things she said to me before she died - that she would always be around for protection. I pity the fool who tries to break through!

I find that when I'm low on energy, coming in contact with a crystal/stone or a tree always helps. Tress are wonderful for getting extra energy. They're mighty roots bury deep into the Earth and are tapped into a tremendous power supply. I either stand and place my hands on the tree or when my neighbors are out - I usually sit at the base of the trunk, lean my back against the bark and place my hands on the tree. I sit for as long as needed. When I am finished, I always like to leave a thank you gift - usually a crystal/stone or some corn meal.

Over the last couple of days, I've seen new pictures of Bill. He looks horrible. His eyes show such a sadness and longing. He has the aura of a very worn out and tired person who can feel the weight of the world on his shoulders. I decided today to send him healing love and light so that he has the strength to finish the task laid before him. I position myself and we connect. I can see him working - getting his job done - but his body is very heavy. I send my energy and love to him. I can see him stop what he was doing and stagger. A friend grabs his arm and lowers him to the ground. He then smiles. By now my vibrational rate is very high and my soul feels ready for take off - but my body is as heavy as lead. His energy is pulling me in - wanting me to stay. I know that I'm going to have to cut the energy off soon before I'm too drained. I can tell that this will not be an easy separation. His work mates are calling him back to work - but he wants to stay with me. I tell him that I will be back later and that he must go. His energy tries to get frisky! I tell him - later - he's got work to do. He grumbles a bit - smiles again - and gets back up. I notice that his eyes are not as tired and sad as they were before this connection. I will try again later to send more energy to him.

I did find out that my screenplay,"The Black Triangle" (about the gypsies and the holocaust) is a finalist in the Roy W. Dean Writing grant! If I win - I get 4 wonderful weeks in New Zealand to write and put together a film proposal to find funding.

If anyone has been trying to get into the Psychic Scam section - it's finally back among the living!

Must go for now. Time to pick up the little dude for preschool.

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)