My Purpose during this Life.

It dawned on me Sunday - my purpose to be here and for all three of us really - to bring the healing techniques of Atlantis into the present. It was one of those "Duh" moments - but of course - I thought to myself. Explains my (and Bill's) obsession with stones - especially crystals and our healing gifts. Plus the information about us being high priests/priestess. When I went into meditation Sunday night - I asked my guides, why? Why do we need to bring the healing mainstream? And why us - there are many other healers sharing their crystal healing knowledge. I received "They have it wrong. There is more to know. Much more to learn and to teach others." I thought - "What is wrong - who has gotten it wrong?" The 1st thing that popped into my mind is Doreen Virtue. She mentioned that the high priests/priestess would mix a healing concoction using Mercury and place it on the person who needs healed.

The high priests/priestess knew that Mercury was poisonous way before we did in modern times - so why would they use it? She also grinds up crystals/stones. They knew all too well that stones/crystals are not objects - but spirits. They would never grind up a spirit - too much respect. What would be done is a non soak method of transferring the stones energy.

I asked to be shown more. I was shown that to heal males - the healing potion was charged in the Sun, for females, the Moon. When I asked for more - I was told no. It's not time for me to know more. I will have more information once Bill and I get together we go on our trip. "Trip" I say, where to? No reply was given. Instead - out of no where Ted appears and engages me in something physical that would take my mind off of wanting to know more. I was dressed in robes of high quality and so was he.

Monday night, I went into meditation again. The 1st place I went was to Europe - where Bill is at the moment. He was quite drunk and very silly. Kept trying to talk me into staying:) I gave him love and moved to Ted. He was in a hotel - looking out the window and having a very somber look upon his face. I sent him white light and love - a smile appeared. He knew I was there and he kept asking me to show myself:) He too asked me to stay.

I then went to the beach that Bill and I like to meet at - which I have discovered is Atlantis:) I look down the beach and see a large crystal pyramid (It's been there many times before). I enter and see my guide Abraham. We discuss Atlantis - and he will not give up any more information:) I asked him why do I keep asking the angels to heal my son and I and we are still sick? He replies - how can you heal others if you cannot heal yourself? Darn that guide! So this is a test. I better find a way to pass as I'm soooooo tired of being sick!

Most of my dreams last night was with Bill and Europe. Between my coughing and my son - I kept waking up. But I could tell that each time I went back to sleep - I astrally went to Bill :) I know I stopped to see Ted - not sure what or when. The oddest dream was that I was chatting with a friend about a man who I thought was good looking. I told this person to keep her mouth shut - and when we leave she tells me that the town gossip was right behind me and heard it all. Great! So I tell this man about the gossip hearing what I thought of him and to watch out about his wife.

That night I'm at home (the house is here it is supposed to be - but I'm in my childhood home, in my bedroom, not where I would be today) and I hear a loud motor outside. I make my mother and my son turn off their bedroom lights. In the driveway sits a yellow PT Cruiser convertible. In it is a woman with short blond hair - kind of like in a long bob - above the shoulders. She finally pulls away and leaves.

I then cut too another house and see an actress - I think her name is Maria Bello (from ER). We are on the 2nd floor of a darkened house. I am warning her about the woman in the yellow cruiser. She doesn't believe me. I grab her arm and get right in her face and say "People pay me a lot for my intuition. I'm telling you - she wants you dead." Then I woke up.

During my meditations the last two nights I sat with a new piece of Moldivate that I adopted. It has a very strange vibe to it - very energetic spirit. Moldavite is from outer space (a meteorite) and is light in weight and green in color. I'm going to try to sit with it tonight - maybe it'll help me come to a conclusion about how to help this cough!

Another thing happened today that has me leaning towards hanging up doing readings and spells. When a person orders from me - I send an email to them, usually the same day (unless it's a weekend) to inform them when they will get their reading/spell. Today I get the nastiest email from a new client about where is her reading. She paid last week, yadda, yadda, yadda - will report me as a scam - yadda. So I check my records and discover that I sent her notice on the 12th (same day she ordered) that her reading will be done on the 16th - and she should have it by the evening. It's actually done that morning and I send it off. According to her email - she never received the reading or any notification that I received her money. Okay - so she uses Earthlink for her Internet (so do I) and I know how selective Earthlink can be with their spam blocker. So I send her another email - her reading and another email to make sure she got it. I send it from my work email, my personal email and I even created an account on Yahoo to send another email. Have I heard back from her? Nope. Is it possible that all 3 emails address hit spam alert? Possible but not probable. It's been almost 6 hrs since I got that email. I wonder if she'll write back? But on the flip side I did receive a very nice email today from a new client on the reading she got today. So I don't know. Things keep pointing for me to let it go and to place my emphasis on healing and on my books. But I just can't let go yet.

Okay - off to finish the Ask Allie column and then off to bed!

Until tomorrow...
Allie :)