Amazing, Yet Confusing...
I finished my letter to Bill yesterday - finally. My handwriting is horrible and although I knew he could be able to read it no matter what - I had to be somewhat neat:) After I was finished I couldn't find my sisters new address anywhere! For some reason none of my family had it. I knew I had to mail it yesterday and time was ticking away. I took a deep breath, told my sister repeatedly to answer the phone (she isn't supposed to get personal phone calls at work) and called. She answered! Yay! I got her address and off the letter went! Only two more days...
Because of my expanded awareness and some persistant emails (grin) I decided to start offering readings where I talk to guides/angels and give you their $.02 along with my own. No tarot, runes or numerology involved. Thus far (and it's only been 2 days) the readings have been pretty popular!
What a time today with my session with Cindy! I don't remember all - but this is what I do...
I entered into the past life with Ted and I as Christian and Jeta. Same scene - except now we were in the water making love. It was a raw - hot type of making love with so much emotion needing to come out that neither of us realized if we were hurting the other or not.
I see a light and Archangel Gabriel waving for me to step through. I say - no - not yet.
I flash forward in the same life and Ted and I are on the street, in Berlin, looking to get out of there after WWII. We are stopped by some German soldiers. There is a fight - I think it is over I. They draw their guns and I jump in front of Ted as they pull the trigger. I was 3 months pregnant and I died in his arms. The anguish in his cries were not human.
The light appeared again - this time I went.
I felt myself going down into the earth, into a cave. The main chamber is huge - there seems to be a river that flows through and a waterfall. The place sparkles like a crystal cave. Ted, Bill, Clive, myself and Cindy were down there - this was a continuation from Atlantis (different time period though) and about the stones that we had. I kept seeing an secret entrance to this cavern from inside a Mayan temple. Yucatan peninsula kept springing up. That the stones we placed there for safe keeping were no longer there in 2005 - some were stolen many years ago, while others transported themselves to different locations in order for miners to "find" them. Now many are in different private and public collections trying to work their way back to us. I kept getting that once we are all together again, the locations will be revealed. But that we are to keep searching in meditation as it is opening up our awareness and sensitivity on finding them.
It was if a veil was over my eyes and I could kind of see things but I knew that I wasn't supposed to know this information today.
Before I knew it I was in my meadow and Bill, Ted and I were surrounded by angels and Jesus. They were all sending blinding light into all three of us. I could see concentrated beams of light going into each of us through the top of the head - but I didn't know what the information was. I asked Jesus about Friday - he smiles and says that Bill will be there. It's Divine timing:) Bill, Ted and I merged into one person.
Then I came out of it.
Not sure what to make of any of this except the start. No wonder poor Ted is so desperate to find me and to be romantically involved. Every time we've been together it seems like he has lost me tragically because of something he did.
Need to get outside and help put together my son's swing set from @ell. I guess I can't complain that much - I picked it out:) Will look over the blog later today - after I take two animals to the vet - and respond to the posts.
Until tomorrow...
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
Because of my expanded awareness and some persistant emails (grin) I decided to start offering readings where I talk to guides/angels and give you their $.02 along with my own. No tarot, runes or numerology involved. Thus far (and it's only been 2 days) the readings have been pretty popular!
What a time today with my session with Cindy! I don't remember all - but this is what I do...
I entered into the past life with Ted and I as Christian and Jeta. Same scene - except now we were in the water making love. It was a raw - hot type of making love with so much emotion needing to come out that neither of us realized if we were hurting the other or not.
I see a light and Archangel Gabriel waving for me to step through. I say - no - not yet.
I flash forward in the same life and Ted and I are on the street, in Berlin, looking to get out of there after WWII. We are stopped by some German soldiers. There is a fight - I think it is over I. They draw their guns and I jump in front of Ted as they pull the trigger. I was 3 months pregnant and I died in his arms. The anguish in his cries were not human.
The light appeared again - this time I went.
I felt myself going down into the earth, into a cave. The main chamber is huge - there seems to be a river that flows through and a waterfall. The place sparkles like a crystal cave. Ted, Bill, Clive, myself and Cindy were down there - this was a continuation from Atlantis (different time period though) and about the stones that we had. I kept seeing an secret entrance to this cavern from inside a Mayan temple. Yucatan peninsula kept springing up. That the stones we placed there for safe keeping were no longer there in 2005 - some were stolen many years ago, while others transported themselves to different locations in order for miners to "find" them. Now many are in different private and public collections trying to work their way back to us. I kept getting that once we are all together again, the locations will be revealed. But that we are to keep searching in meditation as it is opening up our awareness and sensitivity on finding them.
It was if a veil was over my eyes and I could kind of see things but I knew that I wasn't supposed to know this information today.
Before I knew it I was in my meadow and Bill, Ted and I were surrounded by angels and Jesus. They were all sending blinding light into all three of us. I could see concentrated beams of light going into each of us through the top of the head - but I didn't know what the information was. I asked Jesus about Friday - he smiles and says that Bill will be there. It's Divine timing:) Bill, Ted and I merged into one person.
Then I came out of it.
Not sure what to make of any of this except the start. No wonder poor Ted is so desperate to find me and to be romantically involved. Every time we've been together it seems like he has lost me tragically because of something he did.
Need to get outside and help put together my son's swing set from @ell. I guess I can't complain that much - I picked it out:) Will look over the blog later today - after I take two animals to the vet - and respond to the posts.
Until tomorrow...
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
Labels: Bill
posted by Allie @ 12:17 PM
4 Comments:
At 8:37 PM,
Leann said…
Allie,
Your interactions with Ted have been so tragic!! No wonder the poor man just can't stand the wait!
The stones coming back to you is interesting. It will be facinating to see where they are and if whoever has them realizes the greatness they possess?
At 9:19 PM,
Allie said…
Hi Leann,
I know - poor Ted. In this lifetime his relationships thus far have been no good. Many divorces and he's always on the "search" for the one. The guy can't cut a break!
I honestly think that I have come upon two of the stones - maybe three - along with the stone key that opens the vault where the time capsule is hidden. Only time will tell if I am right or not. It will be very interesting to find the stones! I doubt that who has them really knows what they hold as they only tune into us. I can sense that one is on public display someplace - so that one may be difficult to finally aquire.
Have a great evening!
CS,
Allie;)
At 1:05 PM,
Connie said…
Allie,
Thanks again for another wonderful reading! Peace of mind is priceless!
As for the letter to Bill, did you include the poem you were planning on sending him? Are you satisfied with the final version; do you think it captured everything you wanted to tell him? Knowing that he is your soul mate, it really doesn't matter what or how much you've written, Bill will understand exactly the message you are trying to convey to him.
Very exciting to know that in a little more than 24 hours, Bill will receive your letter.
I know this may be a personal question, and you don't have to answer it if you don't want to; knowing who your soul mates are, and feeling such a connection with them, ie. having been lovers in past lives, do you feel the need to be lovers with them in this lifetime as well? I know if this was the case for me, I would be so drawn to them and yearning to be with them. Does this ever make you feel that your marriage to someone who isn't your soul mate somehow less meaningful or somehow there's less of a connection there in contrast to what you know is out there? I guess what I am trying to ask is, can people have spiritually rewarding marriages with partners with whom they have no soul connection, whether soul circle connection or soul mate connection? By the way, Allie, is your husband someone in your soul circle? Do you feel comfortable ever sharing what you know about Bill and Ted with him someday?
At 4:00 PM,
Allie said…
Hi Connie!
Yes - I included the poem in the letter. It turned out really nice. I was satisfied with the final version of both the letter as a whole and the poem. The letter isn't long - but I packed a lot of punch in a few words. Either he will sense it or he won't. If he doesn't then the timing was off - but I honestly don't feel that is a problem!
It's now down to 6 hrs and 40 min :) Not that I'm watching the clock or anything! My sister is to call me no matter what time it is to tell me he has the letter.
I think that it is very difficult to know who your soul mate is and not want to be with them romantically, as there is no one else you will click with as well as them. No marriage or relationship that is with someone other than your soul mate is a waste or not important. The people we interact with all have a purpose - without them we would not grow as person and our souls would not learn the lessons it needs to. I think that any relationship can be rewarding as long as it is entered into as an equal partnership - with love, respect and friendship.
No - my husband is not within my soul circle - but an adjoining or overlapping one. Someday soon I will have to fill him in on Bill and Ted. This is something that I am not looking forward to as he simply will not understand and will immediately take the defensive. But I'll cross that bridge when I get to it!
CS,
Allie:)
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