My Session with the Psychic Medium!

I had my session last night with Gabreael ( http://cgi3.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewUserPage&userid=gabreael_) She's pretty good:) Started off with sensing my grandfather William and then moved to my grandmother (both my father's parents). She was right on about their deaths and that they are always here. Grams saw my son born (she died in 1997) which is good cause I sensed her in the room:) She saw that my heart is torn in two. Both very proud of me. They can hear and see me when I speak to them. She brought up that with my heart torn in two - that the other man was ALWAYS on my mind. Grams wants me to be very careful when I choose my path. She's not judging me - but wants me to be very careful.

She then went to my guides - says most people have 2 or 3 - I have a whole army. 4 are prominent. The lowest one of the 4 his name is Robert or Roberto - she's not sure if she said it right - sounds Russian. He says that I just had an epiphany and that I'm at a crossroads in life. I'm revaluating my life and the choices I've made. Too hard on myself - need to like myself more. Says my heart is torn in two. Says my mind wanders 24/7 to the guy - anything and everything sends my thoughts to that man. I'm a talented writer but I'm not applying myself correctly as I keep thinking about the other guy. I assured her that I'm not having an affair. She then asks if this other man has a drug or alcohol problem. I said that I don't know - but I do believe he drinks. She mentions that he has an addictive behavior. My 1st thought here is that she has zoned in on Bill and Ted - only problem is that the energies are so intertwined - that she is mistaking Ted's energy for Bill.

Roberto then says that I should be writing my gypsy magic books - not screenplays and not the fiction gypsy book. I can do both later - but the magic books is what will take me to the next level that I need. I won't get rich off of writing - but I will write several books and have a decent return on them. It was stressed not to make any rash decisions in 2005 - make changes in 2006 as they will be life changes that will stay with me until I die. It will be a very emotional time for me in July/Aug 2005. I asked about meeting Bill - she really didn't answer but stressed again - no rash decisions.

She said that the guide mentions that he doesn't dislike my husband - but doesn't really like him either. Can't understand how or why we got married. Again - stressed - no rash decisions. This theme ran throughout - along with 2006 is a life changing year. I tell her about Bill - about the dreams, he's my better half, that I haven't met him yet, astral projection, telepathy, etc...I asked if she knew his mane would that help connect better - yes she says - I tell her and she mentions that it is a very nice name. He is kind and compassionate - but has an addictive behavior. She stressed the addictive behavior about 10 times. I mentioned that he is as addicted to me as I am to him - so maybe that is what she picked up on. She kept wondering if I have a hormonal imbalance because of the jump in my thoughts. I say I have hit premenapause. My thoughts only jump to him:) That's not an imbalance:) At this time I'm thinking about telling her about Ted - but decide not to.

I ask about past lives. She thinks about it. Says she is there with my kindred spirit - my other half and then asks "Who's Phillip?" I started to laugh. That's Bill I cried:) She says that she can understand the obsessive nature of both of us since we have been together more lifetimes than she could count.

My 3rd eye is half way open. It could be fully open if I didn't think about Bill all the time.

She mentions a few more times about the addictive behavior, 2006 is a pivotal year and no rash decisions.

She mentioned that I need to love myself more - that I love myself and that I'm very intuitive - but I have to stop being hard on myself. Mistakes happen.

I think that's about it. I kept getting a strong sense that she wondered why I contacted her. She knew that I didn't need her and she even said that I hear people from the other side and I don't need a medium.

Overall it was a pleasant experience. The fact that she picked up on Bill's name as Phillip rocked:) I'd have to disagree though about the obsession or of constant thoughts heading in his direction. Since we 3 are so closely intertwined and one of us is thinking of the others at all times - this could be viewed as an obsession if someone did not know all the facts or players.

She's a nice woman and good at what she does - I'd recommend her to others:)

Until tomorrow...

Crystals and Sunshine!
Allie;)