Chest Pains and on the Brink of another Breakthrough!

Last night I started having some chest pains. I'm having them again this morning - but they just started (when I started to talk to my husband) and I've been up a few hours. I can't imagine if I am having panic attacks or if there is actually something wrong. In the last 10 years, I've had two heart stress tests with the last a few years ago and they were fine. Part of me thinks that one of the guys is having a panic attack. Or maybe it's my soul, who knows more than my stupid human brain will allow, that is excited about something and I'm unconsciously having panic attacks?

I can barely remember having a visit with Bill last night. I know that we were deep in conversation - on a blanket - with the sun streaming down on us. I was laying in his arms - all snuggled up. Then off in the distance I hear dogs barking. I know that they are my dogs and I'm about to wake up. An unseen force rips me from his arms - he knows too what is happening and jumps and grabs onto my hands, he is struggling with all of his strength to keep me there. He's just screaming - NO! I get ripped from his hands and I wake up...to my dogs barking. It's 4:13 am. I wake up with a killer of a headache and tears streaming down my face.

I go down to find out what's going on and there was a cat fight outside our house. The dogs are very fond of a cat that hangs out at our house - so they were only doing their dog job to protect them. But darn it!

I come back to bed and I can feel the chest pains again as I'm falling back to sleep. I don't remember reconnecting to Bill - though I get a feeling I did. He's so vivid today in my mind's eye. Well - he was the last two days as well. I can see his face no matter where I look. I also keep getting more energy rushes. A new development for sure - but I'm not positive what happened.

As you know I have many stones/crystals here:) I normally can sense who wants to hang out with me for the day. Today I have a Sugilite and a Hedenbergite included Russian Beta Quartz. The Sugulite is to being my psychic powers to the forefront of awareness and the Beta Quartz helps to understand visions. So who knows what will happen today?

Of course - I just thought about something. I watch the show "Charmed" last night. My 2nd favorite show:) Anyway - I've never watched the very 1st episode. But instead of flying through the TV channels, I watched all of it. I'm aware that things are brought to my attention for a reason. I was trying to think what could be the purpose of me watching this episode. I then realized that the 3 sisters have their powers bound when they were young and they needed to do a spell to release the powers. These powers will grow stronger all the time after they are released. Anyways - I thought what if that is part of our problem? Bill, Ted and mine? That while we were in Atlantis, where we already knew about reincarnation, we bound our powers/gifts until the correct lifetime came around for us to have our gifts again. I think this because in our previous lives together, after Atlantis, - our gifts were not utilized.

So I said a very short spell as I was sitting at the dining room table. I wasn't sure if anything happened or not. But then it was that evening with the chest pains....maybe my body adjusting to the gifts I just unlocked?

I can feel things, sense things, that are right on the tip of my tongue. I KNOW they're there - but I can't bring them out. It'll drive me crazy today - but this is usually what happens when I'm on the brink of another breakthrough. So I guess I'll hold on tight and see what happens?

No poetic inspiration last night or today so far. Bill must be lacking his muse!

Until tomorrow...

Crystals and Sunshine!
Allie :)