New Orleans, A Glimpse of the Future and What Scares Me!

I'm still sick - dog gone it all. Heading to the doctor's later today. On to today's session. I sat with only my healing wand and a request to go where I was most needed. I arrive, I know it is in New Orleans because of the water and the stench of raw sewage and death. The odor is out of this world. I hear a male voice tell me to close my eyes and place my hands above the water. I am to direct light into the water and the water will take it where it needs to go. The water is up to my waist, so my hands do not have to go far to reach the water. I'm having a hard time closing my eyes as I watch the dead float by. What I want to do is to throw up. The voice again says - very calm - to shut my eyes. So I did.

I can feel the energy hit the top of my head, travel through my body and out my hands. I stand there for what seems like forever, when I slowly open one eye. I can see a lighter color water from around me - merging with the darker color water as the light travels. There comes a point when I have to put my arms down - I'm too tired to continue. Brigit arrives and tells me its time to go. I start to say - but I can't. She interrupts by saying there is only so much one person can do. I give her my hand.

We emerge in my meadow. I ask what are we doing here. She says that there are a few things that we need to go over. She walks towards what looks like a large birdbath. The closer I get - the more I realize it is the same round structure that I saw in Atlantis - made from moonstone. The same markings are on it. I ask her why is this here? She replies that there are some things that I must see and since I used this in my past - I am permitted to use it now. I thought to myself - wow - not only was I a high priestess, healer, but also a seer (as I am typing this - the loudest ringing went off in my right ear. A sign or communications from my angels that I am on the right path). All that is in it is water.

Brigit asks - what do you see? I could see me at a book signing, another book signing with Bill and Ted being goofballs, me at the computer and Bill putting me down a mug of hot tea with a kiss on my head, me in a hospital - visiting people and placing my hands on them and lastly - Bill and I in a room with more people than I could count standing outside. My heart started to race and I pulled back.

Brigit says - see? I said see what? The people - that is what is holding you back. The fear of so many people coming to you. I reply that yes - that does unnerve me greatly. So many people with hope and prayers in their hearts coming to me and Bill for help. I can't help them all. Brigit says - no you can't - but you can help many. You cannot help everyone - no one can. Your fear stemming from this is what you must work on. This is the blockage.

Bill is at my side - he kisses me on my cheek. He chimes in - this is my blockage as well. Brigit says her good-byes and leaves.

Bill grabs my hand and we walk. I can hear the birds chirping - its all so nice. He asks so how is my wife doing? I reply, not so good today. I don't feel so good. He stops walking and turns me to face him. He says: I know that I have been lacking or putting off many things lately. I've neglected my family, my friends, you, my animals and my writing. I've been too busy doing other things that I thought were important. I nod - as I understand. My writing. I've got to get back to my writing - and so do you. This is our foundation - our stronghold that we will have to fall back on when things get to overwhelming. When too many want or need our help - we are going to need an outlet other than one another. And our writing is it.

He tells me to stand still. He places his hands on my chest and sends white light into me. I can feel the heat - reminds me of Vicks - penetrating my chest and moving throughout my body. Once he was done I did feel better - although my throat is still kicking my butt.

He kisses me all so gently - very nice. We need to get back to our roots he says. I nod in agreement. I kiss his hand. We both look at each other and smile. He says one final note - it'll all work out, I promise. With that - he disappears and I wake up.

Hope you all have a great day!

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)