Archangel Raphael, Cancer and Destiny!
Today I sat with my healing wand and Hedenbergite included Russian Beta Quartz (which help us step beyond our present perception and experience of self and into the infinity that we are.) surrounded by 3 crystals. As soon as I grasped the wand and quartz in my left hand I felt a zapping that went through my body and exited through my right hand and into the wand again. The current lasted the entire session. I noticed that in the last several weeks of session that when I grasp the wand at both ends I'm zapped. I wonder what brought this on? Possibly the expansion of my healing gifts?
I step into an assortment of clouds. I know that their clouds, and I can feel the slight mist on my face, but I also am not scared of falling through. I turn and there is Archangel Raphael. He smiles and asks how I'm doing. Tired, I reply. Out of no where he produces my healing wand in his hands. He wants me to hold it, vertical, with both hands. He surrounds me with a warm, soft light and myself + the wand glow. I can feel the wand getting hot and my hands absorbing the heat. He places his hands on my forehead and chants the same phrase, in Latin, nine times. When he is finished the light disappears and so does the wand. I asked where did the wand go - he says that I no longer need it.
We are walking through the clouds talking - he is asking me how the flower essence are going. I tell him I'm working on it. He asks me if I made mine yet (knowing full well that I didn't) and I of course said - no. He tells me to move faster. I ask him about my writing. He says - what about it? How am I to get all this done - I ask? He replies that I need to just do it. Quit worrying how and just do. I ask about the energy healing - I don't remember exactly what he says there, but it launchs into a conversation:
M = Me
R = Raphael
M = Tell me I'm wrong.
R = I cannot.
M = Does he know?
R= On some level he does. This is why he seeks you out.
M= I thought he did that because he loves me.
R = He does. But his soul knows that you need to heal him.
Silence for a spell.
M = Does he know?
R = Yes and no. He suspects he has it but is denying it exists.
M = Right side, down at the bottom of the lungs in the back?
R = Yes.
M = How big is it?
R = What do you see?
We stop walking. I turn and look at him.
M = I see a small black mist, about the size of a pin head.
R = Then that's how big it is.
Silence.
M = Why is it that I can save him and not my cousin.
R = His time has come.
M = But my Uncle Wally begs me to save his son. What do I tell him?
Just then Uncle Wally arrives (he has been deceased for 20 years) - he looks good. I'm happy to see him and we hug. Wally and Raphael are discussing my cousin and how he choose this life of suffering and limitation so that he could grow. He is needed in the heavens. Archangel Raphael calms my uncle down enough that he understands. Uncle Wally says that he will be there to help guide his son over when the time comes. He gives me a kiss and disappears into the clouds.
We then discuss my healing gifts, for me to stop putting off destiny as it will arrive at my doorstep no matter what. It's better to be prepared. I comment about Bill and Ted and their gifts. He says that they too have the same gifts, but they will be more of my lieutenants - people will come and see me. He then shows me in the massive arena, with lines of people coming to me for healing. I tell him that I do not want that. He comes back to say that I am here on earth to help people, to be a leader. I again say I don't want it. All he says is -- destiny.
So I ask about Bill and destiny. He replies that Bill is fighting it just like I am. He likes the way his life is (as do I) and doesn't want to see it radically change. He has put a wall around him to shut out all energy from reaching him. But he's very lonely and yes - needs my help. I ask if there is a wall how can I get through - he just smiles.
We emerge from the clouds and are in Ted's bedroom. He is asleep on his right side. I sit on the bed next to him and place my hands above his lower back, on the right side. I look at Raphael and he nods. I send white, green and red light spiraling into Ted's back, into his lungs and right to the tumor. He is mumbling in his sleep. I worry that I'm hurting him and go to take my hands away - Raphael tells me not to stop - so I continue. I can sense the tumor getting smaller.
I'm standing next to the bed and Ted awakens. He rolls over on his left side just as Raphael and I disappear - I can hear him call out my name.
Next thing I know - I'm on an airplane looking down at Bill. His head is against the window and he is staring outside. He closes his eyes and I can barely see a tear out of his right eye. I hear him say - I miss you Allie. I sit next to him (empty seat) and place my hands out and send him the full spectrum of colors. As I do this I can see this black goop leaving from the top of his head. When the goop stops I know it is time to go. I step back into the aisle. Just as we're leaving I hear him say - don't go.
Raphael and I are back in the clouds. I tell him that I don't want to consternate on those two. I want to ignore them. He says - how can you ignore destiny? With that he kisses me on the forehead and I wake up.
I wonder how I can want something and not want something at the same time? I really want my healing gifts to come to their full level - I REALLY want to help people. But I do not want the attention and the hoopla that will surround it. I've always been a background person - the one behind the power - and I've liked it. I need to quit being such a chicken - as Raphael said - I can't ignore destiny, can I?
In fact, a good friend of mine and I were just talking about destiny yesterday. He is - or was - my 1st husbands best friend. We've now known each other for 22 years and are better friends now than we ever used to be. We were commenting on no matter what life has thrown at us, we always seem to come together - our friendship. That we're destined to be friends. We've ignored our friendship, denied it, tried to hate it and yet....here we are. You simply cannot stop what is meant to be. This is something that I have to really grasp and put into practice.
Until later...
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
I step into an assortment of clouds. I know that their clouds, and I can feel the slight mist on my face, but I also am not scared of falling through. I turn and there is Archangel Raphael. He smiles and asks how I'm doing. Tired, I reply. Out of no where he produces my healing wand in his hands. He wants me to hold it, vertical, with both hands. He surrounds me with a warm, soft light and myself + the wand glow. I can feel the wand getting hot and my hands absorbing the heat. He places his hands on my forehead and chants the same phrase, in Latin, nine times. When he is finished the light disappears and so does the wand. I asked where did the wand go - he says that I no longer need it.
We are walking through the clouds talking - he is asking me how the flower essence are going. I tell him I'm working on it. He asks me if I made mine yet (knowing full well that I didn't) and I of course said - no. He tells me to move faster. I ask him about my writing. He says - what about it? How am I to get all this done - I ask? He replies that I need to just do it. Quit worrying how and just do. I ask about the energy healing - I don't remember exactly what he says there, but it launchs into a conversation:
M = Me
R = Raphael
M = Tell me I'm wrong.
R = I cannot.
M = Does he know?
R= On some level he does. This is why he seeks you out.
M= I thought he did that because he loves me.
R = He does. But his soul knows that you need to heal him.
Silence for a spell.
M = Does he know?
R = Yes and no. He suspects he has it but is denying it exists.
M = Right side, down at the bottom of the lungs in the back?
R = Yes.
M = How big is it?
R = What do you see?
We stop walking. I turn and look at him.
M = I see a small black mist, about the size of a pin head.
R = Then that's how big it is.
Silence.
M = Why is it that I can save him and not my cousin.
R = His time has come.
M = But my Uncle Wally begs me to save his son. What do I tell him?
Just then Uncle Wally arrives (he has been deceased for 20 years) - he looks good. I'm happy to see him and we hug. Wally and Raphael are discussing my cousin and how he choose this life of suffering and limitation so that he could grow. He is needed in the heavens. Archangel Raphael calms my uncle down enough that he understands. Uncle Wally says that he will be there to help guide his son over when the time comes. He gives me a kiss and disappears into the clouds.
We then discuss my healing gifts, for me to stop putting off destiny as it will arrive at my doorstep no matter what. It's better to be prepared. I comment about Bill and Ted and their gifts. He says that they too have the same gifts, but they will be more of my lieutenants - people will come and see me. He then shows me in the massive arena, with lines of people coming to me for healing. I tell him that I do not want that. He comes back to say that I am here on earth to help people, to be a leader. I again say I don't want it. All he says is -- destiny.
So I ask about Bill and destiny. He replies that Bill is fighting it just like I am. He likes the way his life is (as do I) and doesn't want to see it radically change. He has put a wall around him to shut out all energy from reaching him. But he's very lonely and yes - needs my help. I ask if there is a wall how can I get through - he just smiles.
We emerge from the clouds and are in Ted's bedroom. He is asleep on his right side. I sit on the bed next to him and place my hands above his lower back, on the right side. I look at Raphael and he nods. I send white, green and red light spiraling into Ted's back, into his lungs and right to the tumor. He is mumbling in his sleep. I worry that I'm hurting him and go to take my hands away - Raphael tells me not to stop - so I continue. I can sense the tumor getting smaller.
I'm standing next to the bed and Ted awakens. He rolls over on his left side just as Raphael and I disappear - I can hear him call out my name.
Next thing I know - I'm on an airplane looking down at Bill. His head is against the window and he is staring outside. He closes his eyes and I can barely see a tear out of his right eye. I hear him say - I miss you Allie. I sit next to him (empty seat) and place my hands out and send him the full spectrum of colors. As I do this I can see this black goop leaving from the top of his head. When the goop stops I know it is time to go. I step back into the aisle. Just as we're leaving I hear him say - don't go.
Raphael and I are back in the clouds. I tell him that I don't want to consternate on those two. I want to ignore them. He says - how can you ignore destiny? With that he kisses me on the forehead and I wake up.
I wonder how I can want something and not want something at the same time? I really want my healing gifts to come to their full level - I REALLY want to help people. But I do not want the attention and the hoopla that will surround it. I've always been a background person - the one behind the power - and I've liked it. I need to quit being such a chicken - as Raphael said - I can't ignore destiny, can I?
In fact, a good friend of mine and I were just talking about destiny yesterday. He is - or was - my 1st husbands best friend. We've now known each other for 22 years and are better friends now than we ever used to be. We were commenting on no matter what life has thrown at us, we always seem to come together - our friendship. That we're destined to be friends. We've ignored our friendship, denied it, tried to hate it and yet....here we are. You simply cannot stop what is meant to be. This is something that I have to really grasp and put into practice.
Until later...
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
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