Toronto, Helping Animals in Need and My Son!

My sessions never cease to amaze me. It was nice to get back on schedule again!

Today I sat with my wand - and that was all I was going to use, surround by my 3 large quartz crystal, until this purplish stone - with some clear and pink spots screamed out "Me too"! So I grabbed my Magenta Liddicoatite Tourmaline (which reminds one to remember that our essence is eternally lined with the Divine - not in the past, put in the present) and sat down.

Now this is the first time I used this combination and almost immediately, I could feel electric pulse leap out form my hands - into the wand/stone and back again. I had to remove my right hand from the wand several times to stop the circuit as the entire session I was being lovingly shocked!

I immediately entered in what looked like a large hotel suite or apartment with a great view of Toronto. Clive, Ted and Bill were all relaxed on a white couch - reminded me of one of those pit couches, but without the "pit". It curved like an "L" with the portion Bill was on - the huge windows were behind him.

Clive is talking and I walk up to him and whisper in his ear to bring me up - to discuss me. He tilts his head as if he consciously heard what I said. I crouch in front of him and stare deep into his eyes and tell him again to talk about me. To bring up the brown-eyed woman he does not know, but cannot forget.

I move to Ted and stare deep into his eyes. He looks at me as if he is looking at me, but right through me (which since I was invisible, I guess that would be right). He is discussing some match he watched on the TV. I am telling him to open up, to ask questions about the woman who is in his dreams, his mind, his life - but not by his side. Then his girlfriend comes around the couch and sits down next to him. I tell him to bring me up later.

Next I move to Bill and tell him to talk about the muse for his poems, his short stories. Bring me up - talk about the eyes you see everywhere but are nowhere to be found. Talk about the frustration of trying to put it all together. He is talking with his hands and his right hand passes "through" me. I felt such an energized buzz from that. He must of too (and it scared him) cause he pulled back his hand and rubbed it.

I feel someone next to me and it is Archangel Gabriel. Everytime I see her I am surprised that she is a she and not a he like I learned while growing up. I ask - where is Brigit? She says that Brigit is needed elsewhere. She holds out her hand and I take it. We ascend up into the clouds.

Next thing I know I am in a HUGE animal shelter. This place looked like it as a convention center or maybe a stadium at some time. But there are hundreds of animals everywhere in cages.

I can feel the pain and confusion of the animals. Tears stream down my face. I have a boxer right in front of me who is just staring at me. Not barking - nothing - but staring with its little stub tail wagging. I reach out and surprisingly, I can touch it and feel the dogs fur. It's very happy to see me. I'm really shocked that it can see me and before I know it - all the other animals in my area are looking at me too. I'm petting some animals, trying to calm them down. I ask Gabriel what am I to do - there are so many of them? Then I notice that in the corner - the vets are putting them down them one right after the other. Not caring age, breed or health. The one female vet is having a hard time doing this - and I can sense that she is under orders to do so.

Gabriel tells me to send out a blanket of white light. I can feel the light going through the top of my head, through my body and going out in all directions - entering all the animals and humans. I can see the souls of the deceased animals ascending into the heavens.

Once I'm done I turn around and I can see this little gray cat all bunched up in a corner of her cage because she is so traumatized. She won't let me pet her and by the looks of her food dishes - she 's not eating. I just know that if she won't eat - that they will put her to sleep. Just then I get a sense that the boxers "mother" is here - but can't find him and is about to leave. In a split second I am by her side and I'm coaxing her to go back in and follow me. Her unconscious self follows my voice all the way through the shelter until we get to the cage. She sees the boxer and squeals in delight - calls him "Mugsy". She is beside herself that she almost left without him. Mugsy looks at me and gives me a thank you bark.

I turn back around and pay attention to the cat. I can move her dish closer to her. I'm talking to her and she finally sniffs my hand. Very slowly she comes out - gives me the most pathetic meow. I get to pet her and she finally eats!!

Gabriel says I'm done.

Next thing I know is that I'm alone on the beach. I can feel the breeze and smell the water - it's great. Bill shows up on my left. I ask what's he doing here. He replies he could sense that I was here -and well - so is he. We chat a bit - I tell him that I will see him soon. He hugs me, kisses me a few times. Then he stares at me and asks - will he recognize me? I say that some part of him will - but if he opened himself up more to our meeting - then more of him will know, pulling his knowledge into his conscious. I'll be right there - all he'll have to do is say hi.

Now he is hugging me again - but it's more of a squishing. I tell him that I can't breath - and he lets go apologizing. I can see Gabriel near us and she is sending a cascade of white light to us and it surrounds us to a point that all we can see is each other. He gives me a kiss. Tells me that the night might be crazy. I assured him that it will. He tells me that no matter what - come up and at least say hi. I tell him that I will do just that!

Then I wake up.

Will I actually get to see Bill? Who knows? But I'll never stop trying to make it happen.

My son wakes up today at 5:00 am. I tell him to go back to sleep. He is crying and wanting me to go to bed with him. I ask him what is wrong? He tells me that I'm not coming back. I ask - when? He says when you go for your walk, you don't come back. I assure him that I will be back. He says no - a car will smoosh me. So I didn't walk. He was very insistent on me staying home and when I looked outside an hour later - the fog was as thick as pea soup. Maybe he had a vision? Don't know - but I listened to the guy and hung out with him!

Back to the books I go!

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)