Bill's Breakthrough, the Shakes and Chances Are!

I'm going to try to describe what just happened to me - I only hope I can.

When I find some knowledge or have a vision of what I know is the truth and connected to me - either in this life, past life or the future - I have a surge of energy pass through me. From the base of my spine, up through all the charka's and out my crown. This is how I know when I'm on track or not.

Years ago, when I discovered who Bill was to me - the energy surge was so intense that my legs gave away and I fell on the floor. For the next hour or so - I kept shaking - like I was tossed out in the middle of winter with only a thin jacket to keep me warm. No matter how hard I tried - I couldn't stop the shaking. Energy surges kept traveling my spine as I connected one memory after another to Bill. I felt sick to my stomach and light-headed.

When I discovered Ted. The same happened - only it wasn't as intense. The flood of memories didn't come as rapidly - not as many doors unlocked. Since then - the doors have unlocked with Ted - but it didn't happen all at once as it did with Bill.

Which leads me to what happened today.

I think Bill had a massive break-through. One that sent him into an emotional state. Why do I think this? I'm writing my new script - loosely based on us - but with more of a thriller element. Anyways - I'm writing about Bill's character - Peter - when he awakens from a nightmare about someone trying to kill Sara (me).

I had a flash vision of Bill bolting up in his bed - screaming my name. He looks around - grabs his head and is just saying - no-no-no. He lies back down, grabs his pillow and hugs it tight. He crying - sobbing.

This is when the exact emotional/energy occurrence that happened in 2002 (as described above) happened again to me. But this time it wasn't me seeing images - it was Bill. I could see him - he just lies there and just keeps saying - oh my God.

I see him sitting up again in his bed, talking with his hands, saying - how could I've missed it? She was right there. RIGHT THERE! He flings back the covers. Slams his hands down on the bed - with closed fists - and gets up.

I don't know what he saw. I think that it is safe to say he realized I was there at the party on Sept 21st (if you don't know about my CA trip - see the archives for Sept 23 http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/2005/09/saw-bill-my-script-and-new-way-of.html). However, he had to of experienced the same succession of flashes I had 3 years ago. There's no other explanation to why I felt it to. Which means on Nov 7, 2002 - when I had my realization - he had this energy boast but didn't know why.

Another step taken - a needed door opened and exposed. "Chances Are" we're finally traveling the same path.

I wonder what will happen next?

Until tomorrow!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)