Evil - AGAIN and the Funeral.

I'm soooooo tired today. I'm barely able to keep my peepers open. No - not sick. Nightmares all last night - well - for the better part of the night. All I can remember now is me and another woman in my house - but it is not my current house. This house was mostly white, very large, three levels. I thought my son was at a friends house and my husband wasn't there. The woman and I were in a bedroom and "evil" was floating around. I was able to contain it in a holder of sorts. The container was hollow on the inside, but it had a small crack that ran through it where I was able to insert the evil - which was in a midst form. I had to put some insulation or something like that around the edges (the container looked like a horseshoe) in order to keep the evil inside. I remember saying that this evil should be okay - it's not as strong as before. But the evil leaked out and was coming towards us. I remember being really - really scared. I saw that evil had taken on a face and it was just like the face I saw during a vision on my walk the other day (the one Archangel Michael and Raphael said it was an old friend of mine who tried to get my to follow the dark path). I woke myself up - fell back to sleep right back where I left off. This thing is chasing me and the woman through the house. I get outside and I'm like - oh my God - my animals are in there - they can't fight evil. Then for some reason I thought my son was in there. Now I'm in a huge panic.

I tried to get back in to fight back I was soooo scared. I remember waking up again thinking - I haven't had a nightmare in years - why now???? I then fell back to sleep to where I left off. This evil thing was right in my face and it scared the living crap out of me. I can still feel how fast my heart was racing. When I woke up again - this time I was pretty pissed falling back to sleep and I asked my guides and angels to come with me - surround me with the white and gold light - and send this evil back to where it came from. I remember going right back where I left off - but now surrounded by a brilliant white light. That was the last of that dream that I remember.

I can sense that I had some dream visits with both Bill and Ted after that - only I don't know what happened.

Now for the funeral today - it went as well as can be expected. It was difficult seeing Rick lie there like that. But I saw him and his dad standing off to the side. They were making some wise cracks at me and also reassuring me that they were okay. At one point Rick sat in the seat next to me and asked how was I doing? He was touched by the amount of people crying. He wanted me to tell his mom that he's fine. His dad came up behind him and said that he'll show Rick the ropes:) I didn't tell his mother anything today as she was operating on autopilot. Maybe at Thanksgiving.

During the services at the funeral home - I had such a high level of peace and calm within me - even when I was crying. I kept zoning out during the service and that is when I would feel the calm. At the same time I felt that calm, I could also feel someone tugging at my soul wanting me to come out and play. It was very persistent. In the past this has always been Bill who tugs at me - I tend to think it was him again. He felt my pain and wanted to comfort me any way he could - knowing full well that if he got me on the astral plane that I would cheer up:) But I'm still not 100% it was him.

I think I'll be heading to bed soon. Got some emails to handle and then I pray whatever evil thing was lurking around me is now gone. Only nice dreams tonight! Except I do have a small worry though - in my family deaths always comes in 3's. I suspect who the other two will be and one will be a surprise to most when it happens.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)