What the Hell?!
What in the hell is going on? I'm shaking so hard that it is difficult to type. The energy that is surging through my body is overpowering - making my hands turn from hot to ice in a snap and creating a hell of a headache. It's 9:57 am EDT right now and this has been going on for the last 20 min or so. This is the 2nd day in a row - the 3rd day in under a week - where this energy forces its way through me. The pressure dropped in my office too. But I didn't hear a hum or a ring in my ears, so I know that I'm not being visited by anyone. At least anyone who has passed over or a guide/angel. I felt something on my right cheek - a kiss maybe? From who? Bill? Could he have had another break though? Good lord - when all of the doors are open for him like they are for me...will I feel this much energy all the time? Does he feel it? What will happen when we are both in the same room?
I can see Bill sitting -- looking at something. But I don't know what and I don't know where. All I can see is his blue eyes and that they are tearing up.
I wish I was next to him to give him a tissue.
The energy has taken a short break. Nope...very short...it's back again.
Okay - going to try to get some work done. I wonder what kind of door has opened now? Where will it lead? Will either of us have the guts to follow the path that is in front of us?
Time will tell.
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
PS: my hands are on fire again.......(sigh)
PPS: it lasted 1 hr 15 min. Stopped for about 30 min and started all over again. I have a constant feel as if a IV is draining espresso into my blood system. This is unreal.
I can see Bill sitting -- looking at something. But I don't know what and I don't know where. All I can see is his blue eyes and that they are tearing up.
I wish I was next to him to give him a tissue.
The energy has taken a short break. Nope...very short...it's back again.
Okay - going to try to get some work done. I wonder what kind of door has opened now? Where will it lead? Will either of us have the guts to follow the path that is in front of us?
Time will tell.
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
PS: my hands are on fire again.......(sigh)
PPS: it lasted 1 hr 15 min. Stopped for about 30 min and started all over again. I have a constant feel as if a IV is draining espresso into my blood system. This is unreal.
posted by Allie @ 10:06 AM
8 Comments:
At 12:37 PM,
ACey said…
Allie, I was really hopeful that when you decided to heed the guidance to enter your sessions without your wand, that I'd stop getting pulled into your process.
Unfortunately I was wrong. Equally unfortunately, I think, that you made the decision not to respond to email from me. I hope you actually *are* working with lavender flower essence. some type of french marigold is also STRONGLY indicated by the way you're taking such a rough and ongoing energy charge. White marigold could be ideal.
really hoping you heed the messenger this time so I can, y'know, get back to my own regularly scheduled programing ;)
At 12:49 PM,
Allie said…
Hi There,
I'm sorry that you got pulled into this process. The only ones ever meant to enter are the ones who should be there.
I don't believe I've gotten an email from you for if I had - I would have responded. Sometimes it takes a while for me to get back to you - but I always do. Please resend.
And yes - I actually "am" working with essences - not lavender as it hasn't seemed to do anything for me. I have not tried the marigold - will certainly look into it.
Again sorry - never meant to pull you in. But obviously there is a reason why you're here.
Thanks for finally posting - I appreciate the advice.
Take care.
CS,
Allie :)
At 1:23 PM,
Leann said…
Hang in there Allie. It will all soon be revealed to you.
I hope you're doing something constructive with the power surges..LOL
At 1:32 PM,
Allie said…
I am Leann - I'm cleaning!! LOL!
The shakes have stopped (again) and now all that's left are hot hands and an abundance of energy!
Eventually everything will come out - be revealed - after all, one can't stop destiny. Or can they?
CS,
Allie ;)
At 4:29 PM,
Leann said…
I don't think one can stop destiny, they can divert it for awhile tho if they continue to go down the wrong path :-)
Hot hands...hmmm....hot hands cold heart, cold hands warm heart...that definetly does not apply to you! I know your heart is warm.. :-)
At 5:37 PM,
Allie said…
I've been doing a lot of thinking today (while cleaning) about destiny. I find it fascinating that we all have (I believe) a predetermined destiny - an ending that no matter what we do we will still arrive at. A path our soul picked before it entered the confinements of the human shell.
Possibly since our soul already knows what our destiny is - our intuition tries so hard to be our inner compass. To let us know if we are on the right path or not. After all, there are no blockages between our soul and our intuition since they are intertwined.
Don't know where I'm going with this - but I thought about it for a good chunk of the day.
Hope you had a good one!
CS,
Allie :)
At 6:03 PM,
ACey said…
Yeah, Allie, there's definitely a reason. From your point of view, I'm sure a lot of it boils down to my previous connection with Ted - I believe during a period of time when he was searching for you, etc. I feel extremely weird talking about it, period, but definitely in a public forum even though I'm sure you've got protection in place.
I'll send you an email sometime in the next 48 hour range. Look for the field title with TED-LAVENDER-RAPHAEL.
Also thank you for taking me seriously. will be in touch when I have an opportunity to focus specifically on clear space and channel.
At 9:24 PM,
Allie said…
No acey -- thank you!
CS,
Allie ;)
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