111-111-1111 Part Two!
My nerves are so tender and raw right now that my poor cat Samantha (full name - Samantha Jo Bean Curtis Kirby Jr. Don't ask....let's just say the naming process took place over 3 bottles of wine 9 years ago), brushed up against my sleeved arm with her mighty 9 lbs of feline flesh and I about jumped out of my skin. I scared her so bad when I jumped that she stuck her claws into the woodwork. I wish I wouldn't have taken a picture of that. But that little black ball of fur took off and hasn't been seen since. And lately - she's been right on my butt 24/7 as if it sooooooo fricken cold here!
Okay - back to my nerves.
I'm waiting...waiting for the other shoe to drop. I can feel a message about to come my way that will send my life down a path that will force me to become who I'm supposed to be - not what other's (or myself) have perceived me to be. I'm scared, nervous, excited, on edge, excited, anxious, excited, worried, excited.......my patience is really being tested. I'm being picked apart, studied, dissected and observed. People are talking - almost like - what do we do with her? Or what do we do with this information? Something along those lines.
Still some are astral projecting themselves into my space and watching me this way. I can sense when they're around, I can't see them but I know they're there.
I wanted to see more about 11 so I went looking and found this site: http://www.nvisible.com/ which, let me tell you is HUGE and has more info than I can comprehend in one day. It seems that what I saw of my 111-111-1111 was a huge sign that I'm on the right path, that everything is coming together, to hold on and not be scared. To be receptive and go with the flow - trying to fight changes will only force the progress and that transition will not be smooth. So - I'm trying to go wit the flow.
It's hard to describe, but I can feel myself changing. I can feel doors unlocking in my subconscious to allow my conscious to retrieve memories. I have a knowing that Bill and Ted are going through this same process. Of course - I have no tangible evidence unless they picked up the phone and called - but it's a deep seeded feeling. Just as I know the sun rises and sets every day (although you would swear it misses NE Ohio) I know what I know about us 3.
It's a good thing I can't OD on Flower Essences as I'm sure I would with the frequency I'm taking them. I feel like a FE junkie - but hey - they help...what can I say? I'm on my way to the bank to open an account. My hope for the next hour is that I can sign papers without shaking. That's all I would need is for the bank lady to ask if I'm okay. Can you imagine what I'd say - LOL!
I'm off for now. I'm sure with my nerves being as raw as a newborn baby, I'll write more later. I have to do something a this unseen coffee IV in my arm is really wanting me to jump out of my skin!
BTW...it's so damn cold I'm bring in the outdoor cat - Raisin (which if you remember isn't mine) - let the spraying begin!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)
Okay - back to my nerves.
I'm waiting...waiting for the other shoe to drop. I can feel a message about to come my way that will send my life down a path that will force me to become who I'm supposed to be - not what other's (or myself) have perceived me to be. I'm scared, nervous, excited, on edge, excited, anxious, excited, worried, excited.......my patience is really being tested. I'm being picked apart, studied, dissected and observed. People are talking - almost like - what do we do with her? Or what do we do with this information? Something along those lines.
Still some are astral projecting themselves into my space and watching me this way. I can sense when they're around, I can't see them but I know they're there.
I wanted to see more about 11 so I went looking and found this site: http://www.nvisible.com/ which, let me tell you is HUGE and has more info than I can comprehend in one day. It seems that what I saw of my 111-111-1111 was a huge sign that I'm on the right path, that everything is coming together, to hold on and not be scared. To be receptive and go with the flow - trying to fight changes will only force the progress and that transition will not be smooth. So - I'm trying to go wit the flow.
It's hard to describe, but I can feel myself changing. I can feel doors unlocking in my subconscious to allow my conscious to retrieve memories. I have a knowing that Bill and Ted are going through this same process. Of course - I have no tangible evidence unless they picked up the phone and called - but it's a deep seeded feeling. Just as I know the sun rises and sets every day (although you would swear it misses NE Ohio) I know what I know about us 3.
It's a good thing I can't OD on Flower Essences as I'm sure I would with the frequency I'm taking them. I feel like a FE junkie - but hey - they help...what can I say? I'm on my way to the bank to open an account. My hope for the next hour is that I can sign papers without shaking. That's all I would need is for the bank lady to ask if I'm okay. Can you imagine what I'd say - LOL!
I'm off for now. I'm sure with my nerves being as raw as a newborn baby, I'll write more later. I have to do something a this unseen coffee IV in my arm is really wanting me to jump out of my skin!
BTW...it's so damn cold I'm bring in the outdoor cat - Raisin (which if you remember isn't mine) - let the spraying begin!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)
posted by Allie @ 1:08 PM
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