The Healing Center, My Headache and My Raw Nerves!

I didn't sleep hardly at all last night. I had a difficult enough time as my nerves were so raw - but at 3:00 am, my son decided to come in and sleep with us - but all he wanted to do was get up. So my nerves are still raw, I'm still jittery, I still have my headaches - yet today - I am very tired. Good combo - huh?

For some reason it feels like someone or something did not want me to have a session today. Of course - I did anyway.

I can see Bill getting very frustrated on the phone. He's sitting at a kitchen table or maybe a desk - whichever it is it is messy and is covered with books and papers. He slams down the phone - runs his fingers through his hair and forcefully pushes things off the table/desk onto the floor. He leaves things where they lay and goes outside for a cigarette. There's snow on the ground. He is not wearing a coat - he is shivering yet he doesn't come inside until he is done with the smoke. He is standing outside on a patio - stone - on top of a hill. He surveys the hibernating scenery.

He goes back inside. Sighs. Places his hands on his hips as he looks at the mess he made. He is picking things up and slamming them back onto the table. He grabs his coat and heads out the door. He jumps into a high-end car - like a sedan. I'm in the passenger seat (in spirit) as I watch him drive. His mind is racing - he's thinking.

I glance into the back seat and I'm startled by Ted sitting there. He has a goofy grin on his face - he sticks out his tongue and holds out his hand. I look at Bill - Ted says - if you talk to him you'll make him wreck. Bill actually tilts his head to the side and looks in his rear view mirror as if he heard Ted. I take Ted's hand and we leave.

Next thing I know, Ted and I are walking around the healing center in the castle. He tells me that I ought to be proud of myself - this was no easy task. I tell him that I am. I can see two people off in the distance they are with a group of children. I ask Ted - what are they doing here? He laughs and says that they are part of the center. I ask Ted where are he and Bill here? I can see an uncomfortable shift on his face but he says that he has to show me something. We go through an archway and into the castle. He takes me through all these halls and doorways until we come upon a large wooden door. We enter. I can see a much older Ted sitting back on an overstuffed chair with a much older me, lying in his arms - my head on his chest. He is reading to me and by the look on my face I am loving every second of it. I ask Ted where is Bill?

Archangel Michael arrives and stares at Ted. Ted gives him a look like - what I'd do? Archangel Michael gives him a loving - yet disapproving look. Ted chimes in - where are we going? Archangel Michael waves his hand and says - you are about to go home. I can tell that someone or something has disturbed his body as his astral self is yanked out ASAP.

Archangel Michael tells me that I must focus. Do not let myself be trapped or disarmed by negative thoughts or actions by others. What I have foreseen will come to pass.

And I'm done.

Can I just add how cold I am???? I have a great spaceheater in my office - but my ankles and shins are freezing!! I put a rubberband around each ankle to see if this will help.

Thanks to those who have listened to the podcast:) I'm glad you've enjoyed it.

Off to work I go!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)