There's "No Easy Way Out" As We're "Together Forever".

What a day today has been. My nerves are on edge - to the point that they feel raw. My headache is still killing me. This is the same headache that I started last week. Something big is about to happen - I can feel it. I wasn't even going to write about it today - but my guides are just bugging me to blog. What's going to happen? Well - I know it has to do with me. My headaches are from my crown chakra fully opening. My raw nerves are from the energy surges I keep getting. Flower essences are keeping me sane. I can just imagine what kind of trip this would be if I was going though it without the aid of my flower friends.

I can feel eyes watching me. No - I don't mean that the gov't has spies on me. I can just feel people looking at this blog - watching, waiting, observing for the right time. The time for what you ask? I have no clue. But I can tell that I am being worked over - researched - really looked into. Not that I mind at all - as long as the people have good intentions. It only that it feels really creepy being able to feel this - ya know? I'd rather they'd drop me an email (which is listed at my profile - BTW) or call me (listed on web site in footer) if they wanted to know something. I do not bite - of course unless I'm asked - LOL!

I keep singing/playing "Together Forever" by Rick Astley and "No Easy Way Out" from the Rocky 4 soundtrack - I think it's 4 - it's when Apollo Creed dies (boy that pissed me off) and Rocky had to fight the Russian.

UGH! I just would like to scream to get all of this nervous, jittery type energy out of me. It's as if I have that damn coffee IV in my arm! I'm bouncing off walls. My 5-year old son actually told me to"chill" tonight! I wore HIM out! LOL!

I've had a few emails lately about the book I'd like to write about the soul mate reunion (cause you all know it'll happen eventually - right?) called "Trinity". Have I started it yet? When will I release it? Is it exactly what is in the blog? Let's see if I can answer these questions. The book, as I have thought it out in my head, will be in a diary format. So in essence - the book has started as I've saved all of my journal entries, emails, notes...etc... I have no clue when I'll release it, but I hope in late 2006, early 2007. I have so many pages of information thus far it's unreal. It'll be a large book. Maybe I'll have to do it in 3 volumes - the beginning, middle and then when we're together - the end. What you see in the blog is just the tip of the iceberg - just the tip.

I had a few dreams lately about me as Joan of Arc. I can see me pulling out the sword and going after someone. I'm worn out, dirty, hungry and I ache allover. I wish I could unlock more. I'm really hungry for this information. I can't find a regressionist here in NE Ohio to save my darn life. I have past lives that just keep coming - barely- just to wet my whistle and drive me nuts. I had a dream last night about Bill and I - but his name was David - mine was Anna Marie and we lived in Italy. Just a glimpse, I know nothing. Then I keep having these flash visions about the 1920's. I would be a great subject for someone who researches past lives. I'm easy to put under, I'm descriptive and I'm not scared by what I see.

I'm ancy - just ancy...I wonder if I'll be able to sleep tonight?

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)