Atlantis and a Time Capsule!

I've had a few people email me and post here in the blog about Atlantis and where it's located. The true location is obviously still unknown. But there are theories to where the lost continent lies. Here's a list of the most popular:

*Middle of the Atlantic ocean by the Azores Islands. Some believe that the islands are actually the mountain tops of the lost continent.
*Thera/Santorini - island off the coast of Greece
*Island of Bimini
*Bottom of the south China sea
*Off the coast of Cadiz, Spain

I'm honestly not sure which is the location. I need to mediate on it some as most of my focus has been with the healing techniques. I have learned that as a healer/high priestess I combined the methods of crystals, flower essences, color therapy and sound. We didn't heal the physical body - per say - what we did was to heal the etheric body (as well as the astral, mental and higher energetic levels) by looking at a person's Akashic records. The illness one has does not have to originate in the present - it could be the result of a past life that still lingers. So we find out what the illness was/is and heal it. Once the etheric body is healed, then the physical body will heal. I'm excited to learn as much as I can about the healing methods so that I can teach others how to use them! Somewhere way down the road I know that I want to conduct healing workshops.

I've been told that there are people out there who are looking for the Atlantis time capsule that holds the record crystals. They think they may have found the resting place between the Sphinx and the Great Pyramid in Egypt. Hate to tell them this - but no matter where they look they will not find it. Why? Does it not exist? Sure - it exists. But the counsel that placed it there also surrounded it by a force field to make it invisible to the human eye. They need the reincarnated souls of the Atlantean who put it there. Plus they need them to open it and to be able to read the record crystals. The counsel was brilliant in that the capsule knows who the reincarnated souls are and once the words - in unison - are spoken, the capsule will open. I'll be interested to see what happens once the capsule is open. Written history as we know it will be rewritten. One who holds the capsule and the records will have access to information that can either help the world - or harm it. All depends who gets their hands on it first. Will this happen during my lifetime? Yep - as in this life. I know because I'll be there:)

My niece was released from Dublin hospital. She's not healthy - but she was okay enough to keep down food and water - so they let her go. The family should be back in the states Wednesday night!

My back has been driving me crazy today. Not crazy as in hurting. But crazy because it feels like someone is running their tongue up my spine. I'm sitting here minding my own business and than BAM it hits me. A very strange feeling!

I hope everyone in the states had a safe and enjoyable Memorial Day weekend. I had my mother and a few friends over for a cook out and it was a smashing success!

Until tomorrow...

Crystals and Sunshine!
Allie:)

Crystal Sunshine!

I've made some good strides the last two days on my script, "The Black Triangle". This is the one about the gypsy love triangle and the holocaust. I've sent it in already to all the contests I wanted but two - and their deadlines are this week. So I needed to bust a move and get this done. This version is very good if I do say so myself. It all came together for me over the last year as if I had Divine intervention. We'll see what will happen to the script - but I don't intend to stick it in a drawer and forget about it.

I finally decided on a closing statement that I like : Crystal Sunshine or Crystals and Sunshine - all depends how much I want to type. Both pretty much describe me and crystals + sunshine = healing. Of course Moon beams also promote health - but at this rate my statement is going to get too long:)

Last night I had some really odd dreams. The first one I remember is myself and a large group of people all waiting in line to get into this pool. When you get close to the entrance, the line is sectioned off into 6 lines - with each of them their own door. I remember seeing Ted somewhere in the line. I finally get inside and the place is massive. The pool, which had to be the size of two football fields, is full of people. Once I'm inside the complex, I cannot figure out how to get to the changing room. Some nice older person comes by and tells me how to get there - I have to go behind a sign and then there is a maze. I don't remember the maze, or the changing room as next thing I know I'm in the pool. I'm swimming along without a care in the world and I get a glimpse of Ted. I go rushing over to say "Hi" and he gives me the cold shoulder. He just looks at me and swims away. I'm stunned. I go after him and the faster I go - so does he. I can sense that I did something that has made him mad - but I don't have a clue what it is.

Next thing I know, I'm in an outdoor setting with a group of people. A police officer nudges a girl, about 6 years old, and says "Do you want a head start?" She looks up at me and we turn to run. As soon as we did that a lightning bolt went through everyone we just left, killing them instantly. The girl and I were running for our lives. Two woman, one with long black hair, the other with short blond hair - both clothed all in black - were chasing us down a hill. They wanted the girl and kept throwing something at me to try to kill me - felt like electric shocks - they kept doing the same to her. I reached her and picked her up - she had passed out - and the two just kept winging these things at me. I kept praying out loud for my Guardian Angels and Spirit Guides to help. I turn around and the two women blow up right in front of me - into a blaze of colors. As I'm writing this - I just remembered that yesterday I asked my angels to give me a crystal clear sign that they hear me and that they are responding. I heard a voice ask me what kind of sign - I mentioned electricity and fireworks. HA! My angels have a sense of humor:)

I then arrive at a hospital - but I don't have the girl, I have my son. I then flash back to the beginning of this day and see that we all get up very late - we're supposed to be at my mom's for Thanksgiving by 1:00 pm. All the clocks in our house show a different time ranging from 12:30 pm to 4:36 pm. I call mom and tell her we are running late - there is someone there - a male - don't know who. For some reason my son and I jump into the car. Then I'm back into the "present" in the hospital. A doctor takes my son - I call my home - no one answers. I call my mom and my husband is there. I pissed because he was supposed to be somewhere to meet us and because he wasn't - we were at the hospital.

I'm then transported someplace where Ted is. There are a large group of people - same people were at the pool. He and I flirt - a lot. We get along just great! It was like he was no longer mad at me for whatever reason. The sexual tension is maddening to both of us. We end up high above ?the pool? reminded me of being in the rafters. He is caressing my face and kissing me. We are both pleasantly surprised by the way each other kisses. A man shows up, to push a pinkish jello/cool whip type dessert. There is a multitude of things that go in it like different fruits - but most items I couldn't even pronounce. I shrug my shoulders and the man says, "Okay, two it is." Ted steps in and tell the guy to wait a minute. Ted leans over to look at my ears - "You don't have pierced ears?" (I get the sense that this desert deal comes with diamond earrings) I reply. "No. But if you want me to have pierced ears, then I will." Ted gets this happy look on his face - a look that transmits I just blew his socks off with that answer and he loves it!

I wake up. No clue what anything means - except the one with the angels:)

My sister, her husband and my 1 year old niece are in Dublin, Ireland. Correction - they are at Dublin Children's Hospital. Long story short - they went to Manchester England to visit my brother- in- law's family and to show off the new baby. They were then supposed to go to Dublin for some rest and fun before heading back to the states. The baby got ill a couple of days ago and was rushed to the hospital. They released her saying it was a virus. They went to Dublin airport to go back to Manchester to stay with his mum before they return home on Wed. She took a turn for the worse and an ambulance rushed them back to the hospital.

They are now there with nothing but the clothes on their back. No money, no suitcases, no clothes - not a thing. All my sister has is one credit card that she keeps using to call home. At least they have a cot to take turns sleeping on at the hospital and the staff is nice enough to keep bring them tea and toast (since they have no cash to buy anything). This was as of last night - so I don't have any updates.

Mom is coming to my house tomorrow for a cookout - unless she has to jump on a plane to Ireland. Looking forward to barbequing ribs. Never done it before - but luckily I'm a good cook:)

I'm about forever behind in returning my email. It'll take me a bit to catch up - so if you emailed, I haven't forgotten you!

Until tomorrow...
Allie:)

Atlantis Regression!

I finally broke down and purchased a regression CD from Dick Sutphen that focuses specially on Atlantis and Lemuria. After my husband went to work, I moved my cats off my bed (not an easy task), shut the door and settled in for the regression. He takes you back quite nicely and easily with the only speedbumps being my persistent cough. But even after a cough fit - I still felt relaxed. You are to imagine a tunnel and on his count of 5 you step into and move through the tunnel, landing in Atlantis at 1.

I emerged dressed all in white robes. Very regal like with no undergarments on. The front was very low cut and it didn't seem to matter to anyone if my breasts were hanging out or not. No one gave them any attention either way:) On my head was a silverish crown, encrusted with crystals and a large crystal up front. In my hands I held a crystal bowl with a silvery substance in it. I'm in a healing temple - it is all white, with a large crystal roof in the shape of a pyramid. In the center, a HUGE triangular crystal emits strong rays of energy through the temple.

I glide over (didn't feel like a walk) to a man who was in a crystal bed. The sun shone brightly through the crystal roof and illuminated all of the patients. I had a assistant tending to the patients needs as I mumbled a prayer and rubbed this silvery substance on the middle of his forehead and on his chest. The consistency of the substance reminds me of ice cream that is just starting to get soft. To the touch it felt like silk. I can see why Doreen Virtue mentioned that this substance was made from Mercury as indeed it does look and feel like I would imagine Mercury would feel like. However, this substance is not of this earth - but of another planetary system. On earth, it would remind me of the stone Hematite, melted down. Because this was for a male, the substance was energized by the sun.

High above, a woman lie in a crystal bed. I say high above because all of the beds appear to float at different heights, depending on the sickness - some needed closer to the sun and the moon than others. When I knew I needed the woman, the man's bed elevated and the woman came down to the ground. The assistant handed me a different silvery substance that was charged for the moon for the woman. As I said a prayer, I rubbed this substance on her pelvic reign. I also took two crystals and placed them over her ovaries.

To talk to one another we didn't actually speak as we speak today. Instead all of our communications were via telepathic communications. I could hear myself being summed by Bill - only he wasn't Bill in this lifetime, his name was a sound, as was mine. One minute I'm in the temple and the next I am in the most beautiful garden I have ever seen. In the middle of it, Bill is there in deep meditation. He is clothed all in white robes, and he too has a crown on his head. From what I can understand, how I got there was through teleportation - like in Star Trek. But it wasn't a machine or computer that moved me - it was my mind. Bill communicates to me a healing formula that he wants me to take back and try on a very sick patient. I wish I could remember what he said - but I can't.

I go back to the temple and Ted (his name is also a sound and he is dressed like Bill and I) is tending to a woman who appears to be having heart problems. He has on her heart a crystal. On her charkas, he has stones to represent each color. In one hand she has a crystal and in the other an amethyst. Ted is using sound from crystals to help heal her. The sound is high pitch, but very soothing. He knew I stood behind him - but he wouldn't break his concentration to the patient.

Before I could move to the sick patient, it was time for me to come out of the regression. One thing that I didn't get to explore - but I instinctively knew was that there was no marriage per say. Everyone who was of an adult age gave and received love freely. We all lived in commune type colonies with the high priests and high priestess living in their own colony, in a housing area of white stone and crystal. Our colony was set high above everyone else - built into a side of a mountain.

Had I not coughed during this whole experience, I might of learned more in this session. When I asked how to get rid of this cough - it was shown to me to combine olive oil and eucalyptus leaves and place in my neck. I may give it a try.

Off to go get my son from preschool. It is sooooooo nice here today! Lot's of sunshine!

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)

I Hate My Life!

That's what I hear ALL the time. More on that later on in the blog.

I'm trying to think of a new closing statement for my emails. I normally always say "Take care" or "Have a great day" - both are true and heartfelt wishes - but I need something to reflect my spiritual side. Light and Love, Peace and Harmony, Love and Blessing are all used a lot with the people I correspond with - I need something unique. Thus far this is what I've come up with:

In faith and healing
Have faith and heal
Within us we are one
Live and Love

I'm not too taken with any of them - yet. I did just think of "Healing with sunshine" and I rather like that one. Not sure. If you can think of anything - let me know.

Did you notice that the blog was down last night for about 8 hours? The company that hosts it ran into a hardware problem and of course my blog was one of the few that was affected. But all is well now:)

My elixir worked great! Making another round this morning. Should be done by tomorrow morning and I'll drink to my good health:)

Forcing myself to get back on track with the gypsy magic books:)

My husband comes into my office this morning and we are discussing our son waking up in the middle of the night (which he slept through) because of a nightmare. The husband mentions that he wishes he would wake up and realize that this is a dream and that everything will be okay. I just looked at him and replied, sorry - this is your life - no dream. He replies - it sucks. I reminded him (as I always do) that if his life is in the toilet the only one he has to blame is the person he looks at in the mirror. Every choice he made or avoided in his life got him to this point. If he hates life - then do something to fix it cause no one will fix it for him.

This is a discussion I have at least once a day with a client. They hate their life - hate it! I can't seem to get people to realize that it is "them" who got them to this point. It is their choices and no one else's that turned their life into a load of crap. I had a client scream - but it wasn't my fault that I got laid off! True. But let's trace this back: who applied at that company? Whose choice was it to stay in that town? To marry that guy? To get pregnant as a young teen? Every decision we make - even what to have or not to have for breakfast - is a building stone to our lives. Everything we say or do has an impact on our life. What we think has a great influence on our life. If you hate things - then DO something about it. Bitching won't do you a damn bit of good as no one will change your life for you. Responsibility for our thoughts, actions and our own lives has appeared to go out the door. We always want to blame someone for our problems when it is us who is the problem!

Okay - I'm stepping off the soapbox. It just infuriates me when people bitch about how horrible their life is and want someone else to fix their mess.

Off to go hurt my body AKA work out!

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)

HELP: "Ask Allie" Column!

Hi Guys,

I REALLY want to syndicate my "Ask Allie" column into newspapers and/or magazines. If you've never read the column - check it out here: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/ask_allie.htm.
Think of me as Ann Landers (or Dear Abby) with a metaphysical twist!

Currently, it is posted on over 50 web sites - and it is doing great. But I want to take it into print and hopefully soon, a talk radio show.

So I need your help. If you have any contacts at newspapers (daily, weekly, alternative, main stream) or magazines - please let them know about me. Same goes for anyone who works at a talk radio station.

If you have a suggestion on where I should try to get my column - please email me or post it here!

THANK YOU!
Allie :)

Etheric Cords, Elixirs and Angels!

I am feeling 90% better today! I finally took my health into my own hands - correctly this time - and it appears to be working! Plus a client was kind enough to send me healing light Saturday night and I think that was a good boast! Salt - and lots of it on the canker sores in my throat. Yes - ouch! But it works! I was also able to place a crystal point on one. Yes - hurt again. However, it worked right away!

I've made an elixir with green fluorite, rose quartz and mother's heart - with an extra clear quartz for an energy surge! I took it yesterday and today. I have one more to drink tomorrow. As far as my cough and chest congestion goes - I kept hearing a voice tell me to sleep with my wand. So I do and when I'm cuddled up with it - no coughing - and I've been getting release and healing dreams. Meaning that I'm letting go of whatever baggage is keeping me from growing spiritually, while my subconscious absorbs more healing techniques from Atlantis and the angels (sounds like a new age singing group - doesn't it).

Since I deal with people on a daily basis - mostly in the helping/advising capacity, I have discovered that I can psychically see etheric cords attached to my body. The other ends are attached to the people I help - with the larger cords the people I help on a frequent or daily basis. I had no idea what these things were until I read the "Angel Medicine" book by Doreen Virtue. These cords are literally draining my energy and vitality. No wonder I'm so run down! Now every morning during my 5:00 am walk, I ask Archangel Michael to come in and severe the cords. If he finds a difficult one he cannot cut - I repeat to myself that I want to live in peace and not pain. After the cords are cut - I infuse myself with white light to heal the wounds. What a difference this has made! This also works for healing addictions of all kinds (from procrastination to overeating) - but you must call on Archangel Raphael for his help.

I'm studying more on healing with crystal/stones with color and sound. It's all so amazing. I want to get myself some colored light bulbs and crystal singing bowls. The bowls cost a mint - so this one may take awhile. Add these three techniques to my energy healing and it all feels so right. I feel so inspired to keep learning more and more. I'm fascinated to know what will unlock once Bill and I get together.

Speaking of Bill - I keep sensing that he has hired someone to find me. I don't know how he would find me - what information he could give. All the information I have tried to transmit to him besides my name and state has been blocked. Besides this - nothing new on Bill and Ted. It's usually calm before the storm and I can tell that a boatload of information is about to descend to my conscious. All I have to do is wait.

With all of the spiritual growth and learning more about healing, writing has taken another back seat. I really have to stop that as I want to write. What I need is for someone to organize my day and help me develop a schedule (and stick to it)!

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)

Three Light Sessions with Ted!

Man, am I tired today! So sleepy in fact that I fell asleep this afternoon (a rarity) when my son took a nap (another rarity). Before I launch into what happened today - I wanted to say "Thank you" to Connie and Anirbas for the kind words you said about my readings and spells. I really appreciate the loving words. Connie - no problem at all with my headache and your reading:) I've learned that I can actually suppress the headache - but only for 15 - 20 minutes at a time. Good thing you had a 15 minute reading:) And a special "Thank you" to you Leann - for always stopping by and giving me your $.04 about my $.02:)

Okay - onto today. This was the day that Cindy and I sat aside to send light and love to Ted. We scheduled it for 1:00 pm (all EDT time), 3:00 pm and 6:00 pm. Boy what sessions I had! Here's the scoop:

1:00 pm: My session this time was short as I didn't want to do to much the 1st time - kind of get him used to the energy. I first called on my Guardian Angels and Guides and then I asked Ted's Guardian Angels and Guides to join. I asked for help and guidance. I also asked Ted's angels and guides that since I am his better 1/3 and he is me and I am him - that I humbly submit my request for the angels and guides to help him. To guide him through life, to raise his vibrational energy - to guide him to Bill and I so that we may join as one. I got an overwhelming flow of love and support form my angels and guides and from his.

I then moved to Ted, I saw him in a blue, long sleeve shirt. He was sitting outside on a park bench. He was smoking the cigarettes he gave up and he was cussing at himself for doing so. At first I startled him. Then he realized what was happening. He put out the cigarette and smiled. He welcomed the energy. He then went on as why am I putting Bill in front of him - isn't he as important? I replied that yes - he is as important. That I was to meet Bill 1st and then he - which is why I've put more energy to him. He then called me to come and get him. That we've been apart long enough. Told him that I couldn't do that -not yet. That I will be seeing Bill soon and then him shortly afterwards. To have patience.

He leaned back so that I could place my hands on his chest and send him more light. Then our angels and guides joined together and sent him light. I could see the good color returning to his face and the age lines fade a touch. He looked younger - happier and he felt better. He smiles - a big smile.

I sensed Cindy off to my right. A large, powerful ball of white light and energy is all that I could see.

They were calling him back to work. I gave him a kiss and told him I'd be back. He says he's counting on it. And off he went.

The whole time I was doing this - from the 1st second I summed the guides and angels I had tears running down my face and they didn't stop until I was done. It was simply amazing.

3:00 pm: This one felt really odd. I started by calling the angels and guides - both of ours - for their assistance. Had the overwhelming feeling of love and peace. This time I found Ted in a trailer (?) I think. He was in bed, lying on his side - his back to me. I approached him and poured light into him. As I did this he was mumbling to himself and at the same time - I could hear all of our angels and guides speak very softly again in another tongue.

At this time I could feel another presence - Cindy. Again she was a big ball of energy and light.

Ted then spoke clearly and asked me to "spoon" him. So I lay down behind him and wrap my left arm over his side. He takes my hand and kisses it. Mentions how much he misses - how much he needs me in his daily life. During this time - the angels and guides are still sending light to Ted, but now it is going through me to get to him. He mumbled about how good it felt to have me there and that the energy felt great. He's never felt so much love before - in this lifetime. He wants me there with him 24/7. I tell him that is not possible - but that my spirit is there always. He says it's not good enough. Now he is starting to get agitated. I begin to send purple light into him as the guides and angels send more white light. He tells me he loves me and falls back to sleep.

The whole time I felt like someone was trying to yank my soul from my body - to go onto the astral plane. My upper body would lurch forward - and my stomach would feel like I was on a roller coaster. After this session I went back into meditation and discovered it was Bill who was trying to get me on the astral plane. He wanted me with him.

6:00 pm: I just woke up from my nap a short time ago. My animals made it difficult for me to stay in meditation. My son fell asleep downstairs - so I left my door open a crack in case he needed me. So my 3 cats needed to see what I was doing - 2 fell asleep on my lap.

I called in the guides and angels again. I went to the outside and I saw Bill standing there. I smiled and asked if he was there to help me. He shook his head no and grabbed my hand. I took my hand back and said he's your best friend and you love him. He replies - yes. I'm your best friend and you love me - right. Yes. Then we have to go help him. He finally agreed and we walked towards the back of an open delivery truck that he was in. I called the guides and angels - then Bill called his. I looked at him and he says that we'd might as well have the whole team here.

I hear the guides and angels all talking again in that whispery tone - I can't understand what they are saying. We surround Ted and at once we all send light into him. He fumbles at his work and almost drops to his knees. His co-workers ask if he is okay - he says he needs a break. He sits down, grabs a cigarette. Bill and I stand in front of him and send light into his chest. He smiles. I say hello. I tell him that Bill is here too. Ted says that he knows and that he is surprised since Bill has been keeping me away from him. I try to smooth things over and Bill steps up to say that Ted is right and that he is sorry. But he can't help it. Ted says he understands, but that he loves me too. We continue to send light - Ted smiles. Bill grabs my arm and says that there is an alarm or something going off and he needs to go. He kisses Ted on the forehead, gives me a kiss and he's gone.

I stay and continue to send Ted light. The guides and angels are still there giving light as well. I sense Cindy - Miss Ball of Energy:) He then tells me how much he needs me to be with him and I assure him that I will. I kiss him and tell him that I must go - but that I will see him tonight. He smiles wide. He says thank you for all of the white light. I tell him to ask his angels and guides for help - they are there for him. I told him that his worthless associations will drop to the side and only those for his greatest good will enter. His fear and obstacles are removed as well as his pain from losing me in the past. He then says he can't lose me again. I reply that I am always by his side. Now that his vibrational rate is higher - he can communicate with Bill and I telepathically at will. I tell him I love him - he replies he loves me to and I leave.

You know - I think to myself that if these two - who are best friends in real life - have such a problem sharing me on the spiritual plane, what's going to happen in the real world? I mean, they are going to have to learn to share me with each other - plus my family. I guess only time will tell on this one.

All in all - it was a very good session with Ted. His spiritual side is catching up to Bill and I - and it's about time!

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)

My Son - the Healer:) Plus more Atlantis!

My son did the cutest thing the other day when I picked him up from preschool. It was an especially tiring day for me - not much sleep the night before between cough fits and astral travel. I asked my son if I could have some of his energy. Usually he pretends he grabs it from the top of his head and places it on my head. But this time he made me turn around and he stuck both of his hands on my back. He then closed his eyes really tight and we stood there for a few minutes while the preschool teacher looked on thinking that we're nuts (remember, I'm in the Bible Belt of the Midwest). Finally my son took his hands off of me and asked,"Do you feel better mommy?" I of course kissed that little lamb chop and said "Yes! Thank you for that!" The polite boy that he can be said "You're welcome". The teacher looks at me - one eyebrow raised. I just looked at her and said he sent me some healing energy and now I feel better. She did one of those "Ahhhhhh" sounds and gave that -look - then walked off.

Finally applying for a passport tomorrow - for me and my son (husband already has one). I figured now is as good as time as any. I'm the last one in my family to get one!

Every night now I feel myself dreaming/traveling to Atlantis. Last night Bill was there along with my friend (the one who we have put together she was Athena) - I need to give her a name. Let's see - I'll call her Cindy. So there is Bill, Cindy and I at a temple. All the information that I can remember comes to me in strobe light fashion - very fast and tiny fragments. I could feel myself in a robe/gown of high quality - silkish. I can remember gold, a challis and a ceremony. The saying "what is within me is within you" - not sure what that means. Could be that they believed that light + love = healing and they were full of light and love - all of them. Not sure - I'll have to work on that saying.

Earlier today - around 11:45 am my time, I received a sharp pain in my skull, followed by a headache and a WOW of lightheadedness. Mind you I was sitting down at the computer returning email at the time. I then could hear Bill sobbing. I mean really - really sobbing. It was horrible - especially so because I didn't know what to do or how to help. I contacted my friend Cindy and asked her if she would do a focused healing session with me on Bill. She agreed. This was only to last about 10 minutes.

It was an odd encounter - but successful I feel.

When I arrived, he was sitting on the edge of his bed, with his back to me. His head was in his hands and I could tell he was still crying by the movement of his back. I could also faintly hear his cries. Around, behind him on the bed, I see drawings - sketches fanned out - overlap one another. I walk around the bed to the front of him - there are more sketches on the floor.

I touch him on this right shoulder - he doesn't even jump. He looks up - his face is tear stained - his eyes bloodshot. I ask him what is wrong. He lies back on the bed and he mumbles how much he misses me. That he cannot take this any longer. I remind him that we only have a short time left until we are physically reunited. This comforted him for about a minute as he remembered and agreed with me. I look over at the sketches and they are of me, me and him and of him. The ones of me and of me and him - are very happy and uplifting. The ones with just him are dark and depressing. I commented how much I like the drawings of him and I and just myself. But I add that the ones of him he looks sadder than he should be. I remind him again - our time apart is short - after a couple of lifetimes apart and searching for one another - a bit longer is not long to wait.

He sits up. He begs (while tears come down his face) me not to leave him. I tell him that I'm never really gone - in spirit I am always with him. He goes on about how much he wants to hold me. That his success thus far in life is meaningless unless he can share it all with me. I remind him again - not much longer.

I push him back on the bed. I climb on top so that the white light will encircle both of us (get your minds out of the gutter). After a few minutes, I sit up and place my hands on his chest to send more white light. He smiles.

We can sense a form - from my right - his left. It's Cindy:) We see her in a pinkish shirt, blue jeans (or slacks) and white shoes - like keds. I tell him that Cindy is here. He smiles. He says - brought reinforcements? I smile and say yes. She appears to glow bright - real bright like someone has a spotlight on her.

I push him back onto the bed and white light from both of us go to him. She is saying something - but I don't know what.

She vanishes. I lean over and give him a kiss. He says thank you. Then I leave.

I hope this helps him for awhile.

Tomorrow, Cindy and I have 3 planned sessions to send Ted white light. He's finally ready and I don't think he'll freak out. I'll let you know how that goes tomorrow night.

Well, off to get my little dude from preschool and get our dreaded passport pictures. I'll look like an inmate, he'll be as cute as pie.

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)

My Purpose during this Life.

It dawned on me Sunday - my purpose to be here and for all three of us really - to bring the healing techniques of Atlantis into the present. It was one of those "Duh" moments - but of course - I thought to myself. Explains my (and Bill's) obsession with stones - especially crystals and our healing gifts. Plus the information about us being high priests/priestess. When I went into meditation Sunday night - I asked my guides, why? Why do we need to bring the healing mainstream? And why us - there are many other healers sharing their crystal healing knowledge. I received "They have it wrong. There is more to know. Much more to learn and to teach others." I thought - "What is wrong - who has gotten it wrong?" The 1st thing that popped into my mind is Doreen Virtue. She mentioned that the high priests/priestess would mix a healing concoction using Mercury and place it on the person who needs healed.

The high priests/priestess knew that Mercury was poisonous way before we did in modern times - so why would they use it? She also grinds up crystals/stones. They knew all too well that stones/crystals are not objects - but spirits. They would never grind up a spirit - too much respect. What would be done is a non soak method of transferring the stones energy.

I asked to be shown more. I was shown that to heal males - the healing potion was charged in the Sun, for females, the Moon. When I asked for more - I was told no. It's not time for me to know more. I will have more information once Bill and I get together we go on our trip. "Trip" I say, where to? No reply was given. Instead - out of no where Ted appears and engages me in something physical that would take my mind off of wanting to know more. I was dressed in robes of high quality and so was he.

Monday night, I went into meditation again. The 1st place I went was to Europe - where Bill is at the moment. He was quite drunk and very silly. Kept trying to talk me into staying:) I gave him love and moved to Ted. He was in a hotel - looking out the window and having a very somber look upon his face. I sent him white light and love - a smile appeared. He knew I was there and he kept asking me to show myself:) He too asked me to stay.

I then went to the beach that Bill and I like to meet at - which I have discovered is Atlantis:) I look down the beach and see a large crystal pyramid (It's been there many times before). I enter and see my guide Abraham. We discuss Atlantis - and he will not give up any more information:) I asked him why do I keep asking the angels to heal my son and I and we are still sick? He replies - how can you heal others if you cannot heal yourself? Darn that guide! So this is a test. I better find a way to pass as I'm soooooo tired of being sick!

Most of my dreams last night was with Bill and Europe. Between my coughing and my son - I kept waking up. But I could tell that each time I went back to sleep - I astrally went to Bill :) I know I stopped to see Ted - not sure what or when. The oddest dream was that I was chatting with a friend about a man who I thought was good looking. I told this person to keep her mouth shut - and when we leave she tells me that the town gossip was right behind me and heard it all. Great! So I tell this man about the gossip hearing what I thought of him and to watch out about his wife.

That night I'm at home (the house is here it is supposed to be - but I'm in my childhood home, in my bedroom, not where I would be today) and I hear a loud motor outside. I make my mother and my son turn off their bedroom lights. In the driveway sits a yellow PT Cruiser convertible. In it is a woman with short blond hair - kind of like in a long bob - above the shoulders. She finally pulls away and leaves.

I then cut too another house and see an actress - I think her name is Maria Bello (from ER). We are on the 2nd floor of a darkened house. I am warning her about the woman in the yellow cruiser. She doesn't believe me. I grab her arm and get right in her face and say "People pay me a lot for my intuition. I'm telling you - she wants you dead." Then I woke up.

During my meditations the last two nights I sat with a new piece of Moldivate that I adopted. It has a very strange vibe to it - very energetic spirit. Moldavite is from outer space (a meteorite) and is light in weight and green in color. I'm going to try to sit with it tonight - maybe it'll help me come to a conclusion about how to help this cough!

Another thing happened today that has me leaning towards hanging up doing readings and spells. When a person orders from me - I send an email to them, usually the same day (unless it's a weekend) to inform them when they will get their reading/spell. Today I get the nastiest email from a new client about where is her reading. She paid last week, yadda, yadda, yadda - will report me as a scam - yadda. So I check my records and discover that I sent her notice on the 12th (same day she ordered) that her reading will be done on the 16th - and she should have it by the evening. It's actually done that morning and I send it off. According to her email - she never received the reading or any notification that I received her money. Okay - so she uses Earthlink for her Internet (so do I) and I know how selective Earthlink can be with their spam blocker. So I send her another email - her reading and another email to make sure she got it. I send it from my work email, my personal email and I even created an account on Yahoo to send another email. Have I heard back from her? Nope. Is it possible that all 3 emails address hit spam alert? Possible but not probable. It's been almost 6 hrs since I got that email. I wonder if she'll write back? But on the flip side I did receive a very nice email today from a new client on the reading she got today. So I don't know. Things keep pointing for me to let it go and to place my emphasis on healing and on my books. But I just can't let go yet.

Okay - off to finish the Ask Allie column and then off to bed!

Until tomorrow...
Allie :)

URGENT: Stop the brutal slaughter of America's wild horses

I will write more about myself later. But for now, those of you in the United States:

Wild horses, a beloved and cherished symbol of our nation's heritage, have been protected from sale and slaughter for over 30 years. However, a stealth amendment -- snuck into a massive budget bill at the end of last year -- has allowed these horses to be commercially sold once again.

In recent weeks, at least 41 wild mustangs were sold by the government and then, within days, resold to an Illinois slaughterhouse. We cannot let this continue.

Congress will be considering the Rahall-Whitfield amendment to ensure that tax dollars are never used for sales of wild horses that could lead to their slaughter. This week, when this amendment is being considered, we must reach every single member of the U.S. House of Representatives and secure their votes for the Rahall-Whitfield amendment.

1. Take action. Contact your U.S. Representative and urge him or her to vote YES on the Rahall-Whitfield amendment. Click here to contact your Representative now.

2. Make a call. This amendment is going up for a vote this Thursday, May 19th. Please take a moment to make a short phone call urging your Representative to vote yes on the Rahall-Whitfield amendment. (Not sure what to say? Click here.)

3. Spread the word. Every single U.S. Representative needs to hear from us. Ask your friends and family to call their Representatives as well. Click here to tell five friends to take action now.

Knowing that 41 beautiful wild mustangs have already been slaughtered is simply devastating. Please, stand with us and do everything you can to spare the lives of these iconic and majestic wild horses.

Thank you for all you do on behalf of animals,
Wayne PacellePresident & CEOThe Humane Society of the United States

Atlantis and a Dream Wedding!

I know that I'm drawn to things for a reason. If I pay attention - I can usually get the message. For the last year, a book kept dropping in my path and I continued to step over it. The book's name is "Angel Medicine" by Doreen Virtue. I don't know why I wasn't getting the message - but I wasn't. I finally decided to get the book and I sat down to read it last night.

The first part of the book, Doreen tells you about her experiences on Santorini Island off the coast of Greece. How she was drawn to the island and it's connection to being one of the talked about locations of Atlantis. I've read about Atlantis - MANY times before. But this time - a chill ran up my spine. My intuition was telling me to pay attention. She goes on to talk about the high priests and priestesses who did the healing. As I'm reading - certain things tugged at the familiarity cord - such as crystals ( I have more crystals than you can imagine) and instant healing. When she went to Athens, she was shown the tomb of Athena - she was actually a Goddess with a human body. That is when the vision hit.

Atlantis was crumbling and we (me, Ted and Bill) were the last to leave it. I was the High Priestess and they were the High Priests. We were in a white building that sat high above the land and water. At one time it had a crystal roof - but it looked like it was broken. Ted was saying something to a warrior-type woman and had water. But it wasn't really water - it was a magical concoction - a healing potion. Then Ted said something to the woman - she reminded me a lot of the Goddess Athena. As I walked over is when the vision did a rapid fast forward and we were all in Greece. Ted and I were with children. Bill was off healing someone and Athena was in one of her temples. This was the life right before the one I had in my past life regression where Bill and I got married. Not included in this vision, but what I felt afterwards is that Bill, Ted and I died trying to save Greek children from an invading force.

After this vision I just sat there and though "Wow - how cool!". I went to bed soon afterwards.

The first part of dreamtime was spent on the astral plane with Bill and I think Ted was there for a spell. But I can't remember anything. The second part is that Ted and I had the most amazing shared dream last night. The first part was he and I had the most amazing sex I think I've ever had in dreamtime. The funny part of it was he was just as amazed as I was. I won't go into details:) But needless to say it was very satisfying for the two of us. Then it feels as if everything flash forwarded and we were in a large stone church - like a Catholic Cathedral. We were sitting in the pews waiting to be called - he in a tux and I in a wedding dress. We got the okay and he went up to the alter. I went to walk down the aisle and Clive was standing there, looking very handsome in a white - cotton like shirt - and black trousers. I was ecstatic to see him as he was me. He was to walk me down the aisle and give me away to Ted. Clive and I hugged and kissed one another on the cheeks. The music started and I fast forward to the hotel room afterwards. I had never seen anything so plush. The sitting room was huge - off white walls, with painted gold trim. The bedroom was off the sitting room and we had a king size bed. The bathroom was huge - with a marble shower. Out in the sitting room - by the door to a balcony, was an in the floor hot tub. I was completely amazed at all and Ted was amused that I was so taken a back. We were about to get in the hot tub when I woke up. The last thing I remember is him saying in a very sexy voice "Come here my wife". The feeling I get is that he remembers this dream as I do and is just "wowing" the experience. Makes him more determined than ever to find me. The only part of this that didn't make any sense to me was that there was a man - I think he was a fan - who was obsessed with me and was determined to find me - kill me (since he couldn't have me) and take my son. Ted was protecting me (that part made sense). Then there is a part where my son does disappear - but he is in a large tutor house with a nanny and he is with his father (but it is not my husband). Ted was with me every step of the way.

This is the first time that I can remember a dream shared with Ted that was not in just flashes - but had a story line.

I have this feeling that we are on the verge of discovering much more about ourselves and our connection. It's as if we are waiting for Ted to catch up before more information is revealed as they are getting the same flashes as I am - at least that's what it feels like.

I feel very antsy today - like I'm going to jump out of my skin. I woke up and did all of my Sunday chores by 8:00 am. Well - I have litter boxes to still do - but that's not bad:) I can just FEEL that something is about to happen - something very significant.

Off to go outside - it's a beautiful day!

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)

Finally - Some Forward Movement!

The last couple of days have been interesting. I haven't gotten much accomplished in the way of work (until today) - but I have made some spiritual and creative progress.

Yesterday was odd. Many times (and this has continued into today) that Ted was centered most in my thoughts, I got very light headed. It was as if my soul was lifting out and connecting. Last night as I was trying to go to sleep - I could feel someone tugging at my soul to hurry up and come out. Every few seconds I got that feeling until I fell asleep. I never did figure out who was tugging at me - either Bill or Ted- but not sure who. My 1st guess was that it was Ted - as I had those light headed moments with him during the day.

Ever since Bill and I gave Ted a few days of concentrated healing light - Ted has been entering my life, consciously, on a daily basis. A couple of times yesterday, he entered my thoughts and we had a telepathic moment. The first time it seemed to have frightened him, although he knew what was going on. He still has a hard time believing he isn't a mental case. Since I know how he feels - I've tried to reassure him and last night on our last connection I believe that he knows he's not insane. The telepathic events are separate from what I described in the above paragraph with the light headedness. When we connect, it is just like when I connect with Bill telepathically - I get a jolt of energy and a wave of lightheadedness - but it doesn't linger.

Last night I had several dreams about my ex husband (yes - I've been married once before. We were both young and immature...hence the divorce. He was my high school sweetheart). Now I haven't thought about him in years. But in the first dream - I can remember he and I living with another woman. We were all just moving in together - he and I were ex's, but still friends. We only had one bed for all three of us to sleep in. But he would have to leave for work at 11:50 pm and work from midnight to 7:00 am. She had to be at work by 7:00 am and worked until 3:00 pm. I don't know who this girl is in real life - can't say that I've ever met her. The apartment was scarcely furnished - we were waiting on more furniture to arrive. He and I chatted - not sure about what. But it was decided that he would sleep on the couch. I woke up. The second dream - all I can remember is that he was in bed with someone, sleeping, he got up still half asleep and I asked him from the staircase how much he needed. He replied "$4500.00 should be good. It'll make ends meet for now." I told him fine - and then I woke up.

Now today I've gotten more done than I have in the last several months. I wrote a new Ask Allie column, worked on my gypsy magic love book, updated the gypsy lore part of the web site and am brainstorming again for my gypsy teen story. All this before 1:00 pm:) Whatever happened last night in my dreams with the ex appears to have been the last block I had of my past to get rid of. For that I'm grateful! What I wish though is that I could remember my astral travels from last night! Whoever was tugging on my soul to come out and play was very determined that I do so with a quickness!

Went back to the doctor yesterday with my son. Yet more congestion his lungs that he was nice enough to pass onto mom! Lots of white light for the both of us!

Another storm is about to hit NE Ohio - so I'd better log off before lightning strikes and takes out my electric again!

Until tomorrow...
Allie:)

Pop Rocks, Ted and my Third Eye!

The last couple of day shave been a whirlwind of activity that hasn't given me any chance to promote spiritual growth - let alone anything else creative. In the process I've run myself down with no sleep and the exercise schedule I put myself on. So I made a promise to myself this evening to go to bed early and I'm skipping swimming this afternoon. It isn't helping me that it has been 80 the last few days in Ohio and now it's 47. Extra vitamin C and healing energy coming my way - for my son too.

Ted had another breakthrough yesterday. With all of the stuff going on - I could at least sense that. He really didn't give me a choice though as he was centered in my thoughts whenever my mind had a still moment. It was of odd as when he was "right there" in front of me - my third eye felt as if has pop rocks in it. Do you remember pop rocks? They are the candy that when you stick the "rocks" in your mouth they pop and fizzle. Anyways, it was a very cool feeling. I kept unconsciously scratching the middle of my forehead. He was very prominent in my thoughts all day long - even the songs I heard on the radio are the ones that I already own that remind me of him. I'm thinking he had a big breakthrough and is able to reach out and connect to me easier now - even on a conscious level. The sexual impulses I kept feeling from Ted were...wow...so strong. It was very difficult to think of anything else but him in the buff!

I think I spent what sleeping/dreaming time I had being a "releaser" (for lack of a better term) for either Bill, Ted or both as they worked through issues. I can remember them and a lot of darkness - but that's about it. When I finally got out of bed this morning at 6:00 am - I felt very sick to my stomach - had body shakes. It was very strange. I wish I could remember something else as I feel it was importnat work last night - but I'll be darned if anything at all comes up.

I wish I could figure out how everything comes together. How Bill and Ted fit into my life or visa versa. The headaches I keep getting indicate something major is about to happen in Allie World.

I really need to get back to writing my "Ask Allie" column. Since I've been on hiatus - there have been numerous copy cats spring up. Looks like I started a advice trend:)

School just called - seems that my son is having a overly emotional day. Off to get the little dude from school!

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)

Meet Date - Moved UP!

What a couple of days! Mother's Day went well - got to go out to eat! Monday I started back on my workout - up at 5:00 am, walk every day and then weights on M-W-F. On Tuesday and Thursday I'm adding in swimming laps. My body is rebelling big time right now. I tell myself to get over it and move forward! Now it's pretty important to me to bust a move - why? Because the time table has moved up for Bill and I to meet. I don't know what caused the shift and neither does he. But now we are talking soon - real soon. I can't decide if I'm more nervous, scared or excited? He's all three:) I don't know where or how - just when. As soon as I know something - I'll let you guys know.

One guess on the acceleration of our physical meeting is the energy we've been sending Ted. We've helped Ted remove some major blocks he's been shouldering all his life. Since we three are intertwined so tightly - what affects him has to effect us. Right?

Took Indy to the vet yesterday. Poor snoop dog. I've got some antibiotics for his mouth and need to stop by today to pick up meds for his thyroid. Next up - a low fat diet. The vet was surprised though how well he is doing despite the things wrong with him. In a months time he goes back to see how his blood levels are doing. Good news is that his kidneys and liver are working - plus no diabetes.

The work on the gypsy magic - love - book is moving along! I've started back up on my fiction gypsy story about a gypsy girl and her travels in the spirit world. I've scrapped everything I had on that one and am starting from ground zero. I did find out that my TV pilot - "Dreamers" made it to the finalist round in the Moondance Film Festival! Yeah! Winners are announced this weekend.

Until tomorrow...
Allie:)

Intense Vision!

My meditation last night was very odd for me. Normally, I enter into my woods and exit at either the meadow or the white sandy beach. I meet Bill and/or angels and guides. We go over things - discuss the future - I've also had flashes of visions. But this time, instead of mediating with my healing wand, I did with my new stone spirit called Prehnite. I entered through the forest, but then was immediately launched into a flat/apartment. A very nice flat I might say - somewhere in Europe. Ted was there and he was arguing with me. He kept pleading with me to leave Bill - that he needed me more. I tried repeatedly to tell him that I couldn't do that to Bill any more than I could do that to him. It would be as if someone would ask: what could you live without - your heart or your lungs? That is the same way with him and Bill. We discussed everything years ago and thus far it has worked out just fine. Ted got VERY angry with me and told me to pack and get the hell out.

I packed what I could - was going to send someone to get the rest. I pass Ted - he is in the living room smoking like a fiend. I tell him if he ever needs me to call. He doesn't say a word and doesn't look at me. I leave.

I flash forward to about 6 months later. I am on Bill's beach property - down by the water. Up at the house - Ted arrives and talks to Bill. Ted comes down to the beach - 1st time I've seen or talked to him since that day I left. He apologizes for being an idiot. He understands why things are like they are and will not make waves. He has missed Bill and I - been on a drinking binge for the last several months and then rehab. He's better. I smile and tell him "Welcome Home".

I then change over to the beach (where I usually arrive) and there is Bill. He tells me what he just saw - and it was the same thing I just saw - but from his view. It was weird - I've never had such an intense future vision during meditation before and neither had Bill - especially one that played out like a story - not in the normal flashes. He and I sit down, join hands and send healing energy to Ted. This went well:)

My snoop dog is doing better today with the healing treatments I've been giving him. But I'm still going to take him to the vet next week to see what they can do. My son is also feeling better:)

I wonder what tonight's meditation will bring? I'm going to use the Prehnite again:)

To all mothers - have a great Mother's Day!

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)

Pity Party for Allie!

I'm seriously considering throwing in the towel - on doing readings and spells that is. Over the course of the last month - I have had 2 people say that they never heard of me and caused a chargeback on my account (which costs me $45.00 each time) and another 2 people bounce checks by paying from echeck (costs me $3.00 every time this happens). NONE of these people is willing to pay what they owe me. It's not piddly amounts - this is a few hundred dollars. Why? Why do people have to be so damn unscrupulous? I'd NEVER purchase a service from someone and then back out on paying - never! Maybe this situation would fix itself if I quit taking on new clients or only take new client if they are recommended by a current client or of a friend.

Now to the spells. I've got people complaining to me that I did a spell for them a "POOF" things are not fixed. Well no kidding! I've told people and it's stated on the site that magic does not work like it does on TV/Movies. It takes time. The energy takes time to work - the person who it is cast for must remain positive and have faith and then there are karmic lessons that are involved. UGH! If the person who the spell is cast for or the person it is cast on has karmic lessons that need to be learned BEFORE the energy can work - then the energy will circle around them until that lesson is learned.

I'll get over this - and I'm a firm believer in karma - so those who look to deceive me will get their just reward, the Universe will take care of the problem. But I'm still really considering no more readings - or no new clients.

Then - I have people who want a chat or phone reading. I state that the odds of them getting the reading the same day they pay is SLIM. Yet - when people don't get it they have a cow.

Okay - I'm done whining for now. I just had to vent. Thanks for reading down this far:)

Last night was a real good session in sending light to Ted - Bill was there to help. This time though - it felt really odd - like I was flying. I haven't had that experience before during meditation:) Bill also helped me to send more light to my son to help him get over his current cold. Come to think of it - it was during the joining of our hands and the combined energy when it felt like I was flying. Ted did well in this session. He welcomed the energy and wasn't as scared as he was the night before.

My Indy dog is pretty sick. I've been giving him small does of healing all day - I can't give him too much at a time because his body can't handle that much energy at one time. After 10 minutes or so, he gets enough light to either go outside and do his business or enough to help his breathing. The dog really should be dead by now - when I found him 7 years ago he had a host of diseases that should have killed him. When he pulled through - the vet only gave him 7 - 9 years to live. Well - he's 7.

I slacked on the gypsy magic book this week. Not on purpose. But I had a lot of things going on and my brain, well, wasn't functioning in the creative capacity. I'm going to try again next week.

I'm one tired puppy this evening. I have to send Ted some more light and then I'm heading to bed.

Sweet dreams everyone!

Until tomorrow...
Allie :)

Another Breakthrough:)

Yesterday was an odd day. I woke up with such an energy rush that it was hard to sit still for any length of time. I could feel that something major was happening. It felt as if I were a dam, about to burst, but that I'm unaware of what I'm holding back. Have you ever accidentally stuck your finger in a light socket - or grabbed a bare spot on a cord when its appliance was on? That was what the energy felt like coursing through my veins.

I tried not to think about it as I knew that forcing the issue was not going to bring me any clarity. Finally, later in the afternoon I knew what happened - Ted had a spiritual breakthrough. He was now on the same path as Bill and I. Ted was crying out for help and reassurance that he isn't going crazy. That what he senses, sees and hears is the truth. As soon as I realized what was going on - I felt an overabundance of pain - of heartache. I've felt Ted reach out before in the past - but this was more of a pleading and praying call. He begged for help and guidance. With this breakthrough came the knowledge of our past lives together - him and I and all three of us.

In this life - thus far - Ted has attracted a variety of women to him. He has been married several times and has children. He attracts a lower level of people, those of lower light or frequency and he needs to operate from his higher light. He has had traumatic emotional experiences from his past lives that are within the soul memory and these blocks need to be absolved. His greatest emotional block is the loss of myself (although I don't know how he lost me - my feeling is death), his losing me in past lives and his fear of abandonment attracts the same energy frequency people into his current life. I knew that I had to do something last night to help elevate his pain.

I've not only been blessed with the ability to channel energy for physical healing - but also emotional healing (as Bill and Ted also posses, although they are not fully aware). I telepathically contacted Bill last night and told him what was going on. At first he was hesitant in having me connect to Ted like him. But in his heart he knows it is the correct thing to do - Ted needed our help and since he is 1/3 of us - helping Ted helps us as well.

At first Ted seemed scared when we three connected, but then he relaxed and enjoyed the infusion of energy. He smiled and after about 15 min, Bill left, he was waking up. Ted commented repeatedly on how much he misses me. He then tensed up and in a very frustrated tone asked why didn't I come to him. If I know who he is and where he is - then why am I not there with him? Why am I making him suffer? So like I've done with Bill many times in the past - I explained why I'm not physically there. He didn't seem to accept any answer I gave him. Thankfully, I did manage to calm him down before we disconnected for the evening. He was very grateful for the healing energy.

My dreams last night - I don't remember them until right before I woke up. I was in a very dark and low energy place. My husband was there. At first we were in a school - where I got kicked out of because I threw him down a flight of steps (I caught him naked with a young Asian woman). Then he and I were in a gang like neighborhood where he was trying to have sex with me on a pile of garbage - I refused. Next we were inside a run down apartment building inside an apartment of a black man and his family. On either side of the kitchenette - there was an elevator. You had to manually pull on a rope to make yourself go up. My husband went into the one on the right, he closed the door, and we could hear the squeak of the rope. But then he started screaming for help and we could tell that the rope snapped and he was falling. I woke up.

When I got up I had the worse headache and felt ill. I feel much better now:) When he got up - he was in a okay mood - but I could feel that something was wrong.

My son is sick again - yet another cold. He asked me last night and this morning to make my hands hot for him:) He still has his cold - but he appears to be getting better:)

Until tomorrow...
Allie:)

My birthday and a few other visions/dreams

It's nice to see the blog working once again! Over the weekend I did nothing. The guys and I did go to mom's house on Sunday to celebrate my birthday. The cake was a 4 layer chocolate with two peanut butter fillings and one fudge filling with chocolate icing. It was sooooooo good!

It's hard to believe that I'm actually 38 now. It seems I've been waiting for this age all my life. I hope it is as positively life changing as I've envisioned it to be. I guess we'll find out!

In my down time these last few days - and espcially today and yesterday - I've had the most interesting visions and dreams:

May 1st: Today in the shower, Bill and I had an interesting telepathy conversation about him wanting me to go to where he is(he still hasn't let this one slide) and our date of meeting one another.

But after our conversation was over - I had a vision of our wedding (in this life) in either late 2006 or in 2007. My friend was the one marrying us:) I thought maybe it was her mother who was there - but no - I was clearly showed it was my friend. Then it flashed back to when we were married before (the one from my past life regression - when I was 17 and he was 21) and it was she who again was marrying us:) But then - her name was Athena.

I emailed my friend and this was her response:
When I read this I felt tears come to my eyes and the feelings that I felt were so overwhelmingly beautiful and I know that what you speak is truth. :) It totally rings true to me. I have been having some memories from past lives in the past few days. I know that the name you have received for me is true because I have received this name before. :) I look forward to marrying the two of you again. It will be my pleasure and honor. :)

May 2nd: Happy Birthday to meJ A vision of Bill – showing me a Spanish style house. With a pool and small guesthouse. Two bedrooms and one master suite. The walkway to the front door is brick – the front door is rounded at the top – wooden with black iron. Kitchen – nice – convection oven. This is my house he has bought for my son and me. Bottle champagne in the fridge. VERY nice house – not too big. Not in a gated community – but more up in the hills – can see water if I put my glasses on. He is so worried – but so pleased with himself. I love the house. Thought it would be a good idea for my son to get used to being without his father and for us to live on our own before he and I move into the same house. This is an adjustment period for my little dude. All of the animals will have a place. Fenced in back yard. I LOVE it!

In the shower tonight – Bill sang “Happy Birthday”(telepathic of course). He also was sentimental about his wish to be with me on my special day. I tried to comfort him by telling him he will next year:) He promised to show me how much he loved me tonight on the astral plane. Ted also conveyed his birthday wishes :) Ted was a bit confused though - at the whole telepathy process. It was cute. The experience was very nice and comforting.

May 3rd: Last night in my dreams, Bill and Ted's friend, Rick, was my neighbor. He lived in a very large and old house. The women in the neighborhood LOVED him. I think that I was living with Bill in a large, old house next door. He was having a dinner party – two ladies were present and more were approaching his front door when I burst in (he didn’t mind at all) put something on the buffet behind the dinning room table (dinning room was directly in front of the large wooden front door w/ large window). I turned to the right and ran up the stairs to the bathroom. I closed the door – it wouldn’t lock (old style door with no lock) and I went through a room with a bunch of his clothes lying about into the actual bathroom part. Passed a sink on the left and then the toilet. It looked stuck – kind of purple and yellowish again. But this time there was a purple shirt or rag that plugged it up. The water was clean. I sat down to pee (I really had to go) and there was a knock at the door. I yelled that I’d be done. Two women ignored that I was in there and came in as I was peeing. They grabbed Ricks’s clothes and were inhaling his scent. I told them I wouldn’t tell. I went flushed the toilet – before it could overflow, I grabbed a plunger handle or a broom handle and lifted the purple rag from the bowl and tossed it in the trash. Everything went down, as it should. I then grabbed a soccer shirt and hugged it. The women grinned. I woke up.

Vision: At our wedding – I tell Bill during my vows that I am 3 months pregnant. He is ecstatic. My son is happy – his son is so-so happy. Flash forward to delivery. Bill is not there – he’s out of town on business. Ted and Clive (look back on March 23 on who Clive is) are with me. This is right out of a movie. A storm – no electric. Ted has to deliver. He is perfect. He takes control and tells Clive what to do. Clive keeps me as calm as can be. The baby is stuck. Bill is on a satellite phone that keeps going in and out. Ted reaches in (God this hurts) and turns the baby around. She is born- healthy- with dark skin, blue eyes, and dark hair. She is beautiful.

Shocked at that latest vision as I never expected to have more children. I couldn't tell where my son was during the birth - but the feeling I get is that he was at either a friends or at camp.

Until tomorrow...
Allie:)

This is a test....

Of the emergency broadcast system. I don't know about anyone else - but as of May 2 - I cannot see anything on my blog. Nothing - just a blank page - not even the eblogger toolbar up top.

Let's see if this works...
Allie :)