A Healing Session...

I was told to clean my charka's today and place around me a white light and then a gold light - so I did both. This is probably to protect me from the immense negativity that my husband has today -- well -- it is a daily occurrence.

Anyway...

I enter into a forest. I look to my left and Bill is standing at the edge of a pond - fishing pole in water. He crouches down to pick up a cigarette. He lights up and looks behind him. His son -- is back about 100 feet playing a hand held computer game and ignoring his dad. You can see the sadness in Bill's eyes. I try to kiss him - but my lips go right through. He cocks his head as if he can feel me. I call on the Archangels Michael and Raphael to help remove any etheric cords that are draining Bill. They arrive and do just that with Raphael infusing Bill in a green healing light, I then call for Jesus - I need some more help.

Jesus arrives and I ask him to please put a white light and then the gold light around Bill. He tells me that I can do it - but I ask again cause Bill really needs the extra energy. Jesus smiles and says that my love is all the energy he needs right now. But he goes ahead and surrounds Bill with both lights. I ask him to heal Bill as Bill is in so much pain. He places his hands on top of Bill's head and he is infused with a brilliant light. Jesus tells me not to worry - that he will be fine.

I ask Jesus about Atlantis. A portal opens up, Jesus takes my hand and we go through. I am now an observer where I left off on Monday - with all of us around the altar. I ask what else is there for me to know here? He says that from this point forward I will know more about what is to be done once we are all together in this life. He says for now I must travel backwards. I ask where is Atlantis is - I am shown a map of the world. And a location. So when I wake up - I look at a world map and it appears that it is right in between Italy and Albania (close to Greece) in the Strait of Otranto. I notice than the water has the same green/blue to it as it does in the cave. I ask Jesus how we find this location and we travel back in time and I am able to glimpse at a very old book with a light tan color. We appear to be observing Bill, Ted and I in a library - but it wasn't originally a library, more like it was a temple or church. I ask for more clarification and he shakes his head no.

I then ask about Ted. Next thing I know we are in my meadow and Ted is right there. He smiles. I ask Jesus to send light to Ted, he replies that he doesn't need any. Jesus disappears. Ted grabs me and is kissing me. I can feel in the present - that someone is yanking at my soul - trying to get me out of there and away from Ted. Only person I can think of that would do that is Bill.

Then I wake up.

I've been thinking more about what name I want to give the publishing side of my life. Then I think - why change the name? Keep it Gypsyadvice. After all - most of the items I will write are magical self-help and it all will be about gypsies. So I think I may go that route...

Off to go work on the book!

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

The Mystery Thickens...

Today's session started with me watching Bill pick up the shredded pieces of his drawings of me. Tears trickled down his face as he sat on the edge of his bed and put two pieces together to reveal my eyes. He whispered how sorry he was. I tried to give him a kiss, but my lips passed right through his forehead. Behind him, a light emits from a wall mirror. I go closer and I realize that I can put my hand through the mirror. I take a deep breath and enter.

I exit through another mirror into a large medieval hall. There is a large wooden table with many knights sitting around it - all eating and drinking. At the head of the table - Joan of Arc (me) sat trying to figure out a battle plan. Joan kept saying something about coming up from behind the Abbey and flanking the enemy. A knight kept arguing that God wouldn't want that - so Joan whips out her sword and places it right below his chin. I think to myself - I need to get to Atlantis.

Next thing I know - I am where I left off on Friday, in the present - in an all white structure. I'm assuming this is in Atlantis with Bill, Ted and Clive. We are all looking around. I can feel the coolness of the stone on my bare feet. I move away from everyone into a white stone and crystal like structure. It's small - with an altar in the center. I reach out and touch the altar - I get a jolt of electric. It startles me. I call for the others and they all come in. This place feels familar as in this is where we programmed the record crystals. We decide to stand around it. When we close our eyes and grab each other's hands - I can hear a faint hum. I open my eyes and a faint - but visible - eye floats above the alter. Next thing I know I am falling through the floor.

I land softly in my meadow. I look up and Archangel Raphael is there. He apologizes for the no physical meeting last Friday with Bill - but we both had a higher calling that weekend - our sons. It will come about. I ask him to send healing to Bill as I can feel how much pain he is in. He agrees and next thing I know - both Bill and Ted are both by my side with Clive behind me. We are surround by legions of angels. Blinding light enters all four of us. I can hear the Divine tell us to have faith.

Then I wake up.

I am almost done with my gypsy love book - YAY! I finished the spells over the weekend and am now retyping them into the computer so I can email them to my testers to make sure I didn't make things harder than they should be:) I've explored sending the manuscript to Llewellyn or to self-publish through iUnivese or Booklocker. The route I am going to go is to start my own publishing co. The four names I am tossing around:

Sunmoon Publishing
Trinity House
Trinity Books
Gypsy Girl Publishing

I had picked out Sunshine Publishing - but its taken. The book will 1st be an e-book, downloadable in PDF format - then as a trade paperback. The next 3 books in the series should be finished by years end - although I prefer by September. Next up my gypsy teen magic series and my conversion of my script "The Black Triangle" to a book. Then I have spell cards also in the works.

I may have no choice but to take a step back from doing so many readings and spells during this time so that I can write. I took this next week off from work so I could do just that - write. I've thought about just doing phone and chat readings - as they take less time than the email readings and produce more income...but then that would cut off a good portion of my International clients. Grrrr.....what I need is a good (and inexpensive) assistant! Especially since I'd like to spend 2006 traveling doing workshops and promoting (and writing) the books.

I'm also pushing my "Ask Allie" column more. I've got a nice press release that will be distributed on July 5th from PRweb.com. We'll see:)

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Big Disappointment :(

My sister never found the venue for the event. She went to the place listed in the announcement - wasn't there. She drove to the place the benefit as for (took an hour) - it was closed. So I don't know what happened. Something changed later in the day yesterday - had to of. That's the thing about readings and life - the reading pans out as long as everything is going as it should. But being life what it is - all it takes is one item to make things shift course. Think of the "Butterfly Effect".

Am I disappointed? Sure I am. At the same level that one would be craving for a particular ice cream that only 1 shop sells - arriving and finding that they are out of it. I'll get over it - I know there is a reason. Now I just need to figure out what.

Besides - this is much better than him getting the letter and thinking "What the hell?". Now THAT would be very upsetting.

There has to be a really good reason as my son came down with a nasty fever last night. Today was to be his birthday party - I'm going to have to cancel and reschedule later in the summer. After my son's party - my husband and I were to take him to my mom's for the night - then head to two parties (one at his brothers house as a reception for his current Las Vegas marriage - I had a feeling that my step kids would be there - so I made arrangements with mom) and then off to my friends for a party. Well - my husband can still go to his brother's - but otherwise I am home all day in 90 + heat, no air, with a sick and very upset boy :(

I'm thinking that for some reason my son and I were not to be on the road today. Because had I gotten a call - I can bet I'd be on my way to the airport today.

My sister still has the note and I'll have to keep my eyes alert for when I know he'll be somewhere....

Off to try to be cool...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Today's The Day!

Okay - so only 10 hours and 15 minutes until letter time. Am I nervous? Slightly. Excited? You betcha! I got a couple of readings on this subject - from two separate people (the psychic medium not included) as I still have a habit of selective listening in regards to myself. Both said that everything is a go - looks great - very emotional, life changing. So we'll wait and see - won't we?

What a strange session I had with Cindy today - I don't remember much - but this is what I do:

As an observer - I see my sister, with a smile on her face approach Bill. He is sitting by himself, smoking a cigarette. She gives him the note - a strange look passes over his face, he smiles and says thank you. Cut to later he is reading it. He is crying, hard, but with a smile on his face. He is shaking his head. He says something like it's about @ucking time. He looks up at the ceiling and says thank you. Looking at the clock - he realizes that I am asleep. He doesn't sleep. Passion is just overwhelming him. Finally it is 7:00 am his time and his picks up the phone. He starts to call many times and stops. He finally calls - I can tell I answer on the other end by the tears falling down his face.

I then flash to Bill, Ted, Clive and I standing by the river in the cave - in the present time. Cindy is standing behind us - observing. We jump in and keep swimming down. It is as if we get sucked into stone tubes and pushed through at a rapid rate. We all come up in a pool, in the center of a white complex. It's Atlantis. We know that here we are going to reclaim our strength and power to summon the stones we cannot find. We know that our next stop is the time capsule in Egypt. We all agree that no one must know what we found. In order to even get to the cave - we bribed some people to look the other way as we entered a Mayan temple.

I then find myself climbing out of the ocean - exhausted - onto a white sandy beach. My guide, Abraham, is there waiting for me. I go to open my mouth and he quickly says not to worry so much. My heavenly concerns have been received and answered. I ask about my sister and if he can place some extra white light around her (she was in a pissy mood this morning) - he says already done. Everything is set for the Divine plan. Then the beach is full of angels. Abraham says that I am always under heavenly watch and that the Divine timing is complete. He kisses me on top the head and tells me to go in peace.

I know there's more - but I can't remember.

Any positive vibes you want to send my way today about Bill and the letter - I would greatly appreciate! I'll let you know when something happens:)

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Amazing, Yet Confusing...

I finished my letter to Bill yesterday - finally. My handwriting is horrible and although I knew he could be able to read it no matter what - I had to be somewhat neat:) After I was finished I couldn't find my sisters new address anywhere! For some reason none of my family had it. I knew I had to mail it yesterday and time was ticking away. I took a deep breath, told my sister repeatedly to answer the phone (she isn't supposed to get personal phone calls at work) and called. She answered! Yay! I got her address and off the letter went! Only two more days...

Because of my expanded awareness and some persistant emails (grin) I decided to start offering readings where I talk to guides/angels and give you their $.02 along with my own. No tarot, runes or numerology involved. Thus far (and it's only been 2 days) the readings have been pretty popular!

What a time today with my session with Cindy! I don't remember all - but this is what I do...

I entered into the past life with Ted and I as Christian and Jeta. Same scene - except now we were in the water making love. It was a raw - hot type of making love with so much emotion needing to come out that neither of us realized if we were hurting the other or not.

I see a light and Archangel Gabriel waving for me to step through. I say - no - not yet.

I flash forward in the same life and Ted and I are on the street, in Berlin, looking to get out of there after WWII. We are stopped by some German soldiers. There is a fight - I think it is over I. They draw their guns and I jump in front of Ted as they pull the trigger. I was 3 months pregnant and I died in his arms. The anguish in his cries were not human.

The light appeared again - this time I went.

I felt myself going down into the earth, into a cave. The main chamber is huge - there seems to be a river that flows through and a waterfall. The place sparkles like a crystal cave. Ted, Bill, Clive, myself and Cindy were down there - this was a continuation from Atlantis (different time period though) and about the stones that we had. I kept seeing an secret entrance to this cavern from inside a Mayan temple. Yucatan peninsula kept springing up. That the stones we placed there for safe keeping were no longer there in 2005 - some were stolen many years ago, while others transported themselves to different locations in order for miners to "find" them. Now many are in different private and public collections trying to work their way back to us. I kept getting that once we are all together again, the locations will be revealed. But that we are to keep searching in meditation as it is opening up our awareness and sensitivity on finding them.

It was if a veil was over my eyes and I could kind of see things but I knew that I wasn't supposed to know this information today.

Before I knew it I was in my meadow and Bill, Ted and I were surrounded by angels and Jesus. They were all sending blinding light into all three of us. I could see concentrated beams of light going into each of us through the top of the head - but I didn't know what the information was. I asked Jesus about Friday - he smiles and says that Bill will be there. It's Divine timing:) Bill, Ted and I merged into one person.

Then I came out of it.

Not sure what to make of any of this except the start. No wonder poor Ted is so desperate to find me and to be romantically involved. Every time we've been together it seems like he has lost me tragically because of something he did.

Need to get outside and help put together my son's swing set from @ell. I guess I can't complain that much - I picked it out:) Will look over the blog later today - after I take two animals to the vet - and respond to the posts.

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Another Powerful Session!

Another powerful session with Cindy - read on!

When I meditate - I usually do so with my healing wand and another stone - and around me, 3 crystals. Lately, along with the wand, I've been sitting with my Moldivate. But today - a stone spirit that I haven't been in touch with for some time, a Red Hematite Quartz, was almost jumping up and down for me to take it. So I did.

Boy, what a start I had. I entered next to a wonderful pond, with 3 sides of it enclosed by a cliff. Green grass, butterflies, many dragonflies and it was peaceful. I wondered where I was and I looked to my right and on the edge of the pond sat two people. One in a worn out skirt and faded, colorful blouse - dark skin, long blackish/brown hair. The man was in a German uniform. His black dress jacket with many medals lie next to him. His tie off, his shirt open at the collar. The two were deep in conversation. I approached. They didn't see me as I was in spirit form. The two laughed and you could tell there was genuine feelings for one another.

When I was standing right behind the woman (her back still to me), I almost had a heart attack. It was Ted in the uniform. A wave of recognition - I was the gypsy woman. I don't know how this happened, but I eased myself into "her". I looked right at Ted and said "Christian?" He replies "Jeta?" I must of had my mouth open cause he just looked at me and asked what's wrong? I tried to recompose myself and asked if he wanted to swim as it was VERY hot out. He laughs and says "You know I don't swim". I reply that I will teach him. He smiles. I look down at my arm and see the tattoo "Z 1834". I was a gypsy, part of the holocaust and with an SS soldier. This is a scene RIGHT OUT OF my script (characters, and location). Before I could investigate any more - a light was shining bright from my right. I exited her/my body and walked towards it. I really didn't want to go I wanted to watch the couple. But I knew I had too. Before I stepped though, the numbers "Z 2635" came to mind. I don't know why or who it belonged to.

I exited and I entered into another memory - this time I know right away that I am in Atlantis. I am in one of the crystal healing temples. Light streaks in and lands on the many patients. In the center is a triangle - it's a crystal, but it alternates between clear and a light pink. In the center is an eye. Reminds me exactly what used to be on the back of the dollar bills.

Two servant girls, bow to me, I bow back - this surprised them. They tell me that Athena requests my presence immediately. I arrive with Bill and Ted. There is a discuss in that we all know the destruction of Atlantis is near. We have been chosen to fill the record stones, seal and secure the time capsule. I see us each taking large crystal tablets and placing our hands on them - sending memories of Atlantis: healing, weather, culture, origins, etc...into them. One memory that came to surface as we did this was the weather. We had a way of placing the crystals on top of a weather platform to control weather patterns. How we placed the crystals - and then a small chant - would determine what weather we needed. This wouldn't be done often - only when needed. There are a group of about a dozen stones, that site around a large crystal cylinder that were placed the tablets into...the time capsules - Bill, Ted and I sit around and pour all of the knowledge of us - who we are - our gifts/powers -location of the time capsule, how to open the capsule, etc....into the stones.

Next thing I know - we are in an pyramid - it has an eye in the stone over the door. We are walking down many steps until we get to a stone door. I place a stone into the stone eye next to the door and the door opens. I'm staring at the stone I used for the key and I realize that it is the stone in my hand right now in hand - the red quartz! The current stone is a little more worn down - but otherwise looks exactly the same - I know its the same stone. We enter into this small room. Place the cylinder in the center - around it 3 crystals. We join hands and our voices hit a certain pitch as we sing the same 5 cords over and over again. As we do this, the time capsule shimmers from view and the 3 crystal lower into the sand. When we open our eyes, the room looks empty and we know our job is complete.

I then see another light to my right and I go to it - I end up in my meadow. I can smell the lilac's - they smell sooooo good. There is no one around. Then materializing in front of me is the thousands of angels - as far as the eye could see. Archangel Gabriel approaches me and then kneels. All the other angels kneel. This makes me very uncomfortable and I ask what are they doing? They're angels - they don't kneel to me - a human. Gabriel smiles - there is so much white light and love right now circulating that it is mind boggling. Gabriel says that I am no mere human - that it is I, along with Bill and Ted, who will restore a balance to the world. Next thing I know - Bill and Ted are right next to me.

Jesus arrives. He places his hands on my head and comments that there are no more obstacles in my path, nor in Bill's or Ted's. That we are to continue with his work. We are to heal the masses. To bring peace and harmony to the world. I ask Jesus to remove any self-imposed obstacles and to restore any faith that has been lost. He does so for all 3 of us. I kiss Bill and then Ted. Jesus says Bill and I will be together and the combined power will be staggering and all consuming. We will not be who we are today. When Ted joins us by year's end - we will start to fulfill our destiny. I ask about my gypsy script - I figure - what the heck? Jesus smiles and responds within the year.

I then come out of it with a power rush:)

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Another Amazing Session!

I had another mediation session with Cindy. This was yet another powerful experience!

When I entered, I was immediately taken to a large, old church. I entered through the front doors. At the end of a very long aisle, there was a man at the alter. He was on his knees on the steps. His shoulders heaved up and down. He sobbed the most gut wrenching sobs I've ever heard. I slowly approached and I realize it was Ted - dressed as clergy - back in the Joan of Arc days. I went to place my hand on his left shoulder, but my hand went right through. I looked at myself and realized I was transparent - in spirit form.

I looked up and Bill approached him, dressed as a Cleric. He tries to give Ted comfort in my (Joan's) death saying that he had no choice - he had to go along with everyone else. His life and the lives of his family was at stake. Joan understood - she finds no fault with you. Ted's wailing that he would rather be dead than to have Joan gone. Ted pulls out a knife and goes to stab himself in the stomach. Bill grabs it and there is a struggle. By accident - Ted stabs Bill, killing him. Ted freaks out - has a complete and total breakdown. I try to put my arms around him and I keep saying that it was an accident. I see Bill's spirit form next to his body. He looks at me and smiles. As my arms encircle Ted - it's like I fall through him and into my meadow.

There's no one in the meadow. I look around and am saying "Hello?" Finally, I see Archangel Gabriel approach me. She asks how I'm doing. I mention that I could use some extra faith right now about Bill. She smiles. Out of nowhere - arrives my army of angels to surround me. Gabriel places her hands on my head. She goes on to say that I know what is truth as I've witnessed Bill getting the letter, reading the letter, making the phone call (and sounding very desperate for me to hop on a plane right now) and my physical reunion. What I see is truth. We are Divinely blessed and our time has come. No fears. No worries. I started to ask about that pit in my stomach again - and I am reminded that it is my soul's excitement at the anticipation of the meeting. Bill is going through the exact same thing....he KNOWS that a life-changing event will happen on Friday. I am surround too, by the Archangels. All angels are pouring white light and love into me.

I ask about Ted. Gabriel nods her head off to my right, I turn and Ted is sitting against a tree. She whispers he needs forgiveness and all the angels disappear. I walk over to Ted - he doesn't know I'm there. Or actually- he can sense something, but doesn't know what. He is smoking a cigarette. I kneel in front of him and look into those amazing eyes. I tell him that he is forgiven - that I understand why he did what he did in regards to me (Joan)- that Bill was an accident. That we both love him more than life itself. Tears pour down his face and he leans his head against the tree, closes his eyes.

Jesus appears and I ask him for help. He replies that I do not need his help. I smile and respond that if I didn't need his help he wouldn't of shown up. He laughs at that. I send light/love into Ted the same time Jesus does. I can see a black gunk coming out from the middle of Ted's body and floating upwards to disappear. When the blackness is gone - Ted is done crying. Jesus says that the blockages have been removed. That now Ted needs his faith restored and to do that I must love him.

Ted tells me that he loves me and I tell him that I love him too. He begs for me to be with him physically - I say soon.

I hear the Divine tell us to go in peace and love.

I come out of it.

Before I went to work out - I had a calling from the woman who is in a coma (brain dead) and is 30 weeks pregnant. She wanted me to help her husband Jason, and to keep the cancer away from her baby. I arrived at the hospital - she is hooked to so many machines. I see her husband by her bed side holding her hand. I kneel in front of him and stare into his green eyes as I affirm that God has not left him that he is loved. I then send white light/love into him.

I turn to the Susan and place my hands inside of her uterus. I create a wall of white light around the uterus to stop any cancer from approaching. I then send an amazing beam of light/love into that wonderful gift of life. I blow a kiss to the baby. When she is all a glow - I am finished. I surround Susan and her husband with white light and I come home. Susan is still here and I tell her to go back and take care of her husband and baby. She says thank you and leaves.

I'm not as jittery as I've been all week - but I still do feel like my nerve endings are on the outside of my skin! My physical body is finally adjusted to my new spiritual awareness and healing power! Yea!

This has been a good day thus far!!

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

It's been a Jittery Day!

Well, thus far I haven't accomplished much today. I'm a jittery disaster zone. I can't focus for that long of a time, nor can I sit still. I've walked around my block about 5 times so far since 5:00 am. I'm getting a heck of a workout - but that's good seeing I ate a gallon of very yummy peanut butter/chocolate ice cream over the last 3 days. Very much out of character for me to eat that much sugar. I know what this is - it's my nerves, plus my heightened awareness. My body is taking some adjustment time - I just hope it hurries up!

I've got emails out the behind to answer:) I promise I will once I can sit down long enough!

My note to Bill is moving right along after 50 false starts. I finally have written a poem that I think he will enjoy - I hope I don't sound like an idiot thought seeing that he is a poet:) I don't know what else to put besides the poem and contact information. I mean no matter what I write - or don't write - he'll either "get it" ASAP or won't. I keep having flashes of him reading and rereading the note while he smokes up like a chimney and drinks a bottle of red wine. At least he's not practicing his waste basket basketball with it:)

I really wish my rational mind would quit getting in the way. It keeps stepping in and asking me if I'm nuts. As strange as it sounds - I have to assure myself that I don't have one foot in the mental ward. It's aggravating as I know the rest of me knows what is truth and what is not.

I'm debating whether or not to start up my Ask Allie online radio show again. I never thought I'd entertain the thought, let alone actually consider doing it. Why? Because it's a lot of work for one person and my throat hurts after talking so darn much:) I'm more of an observer than a talker (unless asked for advice - of course). Maybe once I get the gypsy magic books done.

My poor car still hasn't recovered from my son's sickness on Tuesday. Part of me feels like blowing up the car and starting over.

Okay - that was interesting. I just had an angel place their hand on my right shoulder and whisper in my ear - "Believe in yourself. All is well". Now I just have to take the advice.

I think I'll go take another walk!

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

It's Been an Amazing Day Thus Far...

Well this has been an amazing day thus far. This morning my son comes into my office after waking up and says:

"Mommy, you got them with your sword. The bad guys are all dead."

I ask what bad guys?

He replies "The bad guys who wanted you dead. You three did good"

I laughed:) I figure that he had a dream about my Joan of Arc past life with Bill and Ted:)

The kid is back to his almost 5 year old loud and energy-filled self:)

Another amazing session I had with pooling my energy with Cindy's:) It started off though on a bit of a dark note. When I entered, I was immediately taken to the life before this one when Bill was killed in Vietnam. I had just discovered that I was pregnant and he told me he was married. It was VERY emotional. Then I went back before that confrontation. We were lying on a blanket in the middle of a field. It was dark and the stars were AMAZING! We were discussing what we wanted to do with our lives. He wanted to be a professional photographer - as he took pictures for the Army - when he becomes a civilian and I wanted to be the next Carolyn Keen and write Nancy Drew mysteries. I mention how wonderful the stars look and he replies it always looks good in big sky country. So I am assuming that we were in Montana. My family (I was with my parents) recently moved to a neighboring town. He reaches over and starts to kiss me. I then flash forward to reading in the newspaper that he was killed in action. I see a light off to my right and I'm thankful as I don't want to go through this heart wrenching experience on what happens next in this past life.

I enter into my meadow. A wave of love and energy pass through me. I look and see Archangels Gabriel, Haniel, Michael, Raphael and Uriel. Then I am surrounded again by thousands of angels. I kneel. Gabriel sits on the ground and tells me to do the same. Everyone follows suit.

I ask to be removed of barriers that prevent me from my path. Gabriel caresses my face and smiles. Off to my left, Jesus approaches. He replies that all obstacles are removed. I started to ask about power - he says that too is no longer a threat to your path. I ask him to remove the "pit" I feel in my stomach. He says that this pit is not a bad thing. That it is my soul bursting with excitement and anticipation of what is yet to come. It's a good feeling - not bad:) I ask about protection from negativity. He assures me that I am under heavenly watch and well protected. I then start to ask about my son - it is very important that he too stay protected. Jesus says that he too has an important life path and he is also under heavenly watch - plus he has his own personal protector. I see my grandmother P. approach (mom's mom - she died in 2001 and we were very close). I throw myself into her arms. She assures me that nothing will happen to my son. I ask for her to keep my husband's daughter) away from us. She assures me that she is doing just that. I ask Jesus about negativity. He tells me that negativity is kept at bay.

I ask about Cindy and that the obstacles and blockages be removed. The angels part like the red sea and I see her sitting, so peaceful like with a smile on her face. Jesus tells me that you are under heavenly watch and that the obstacles are removed. That power is no longer a problem for you as you have been given the confidence to know you can handle and direct the power for good use. A large and direct beam of light and love is sent to you by the angels.

I turn my attention to Bill. He arrives - right there. He is clean shaven and his hair is short. He is very happy that he is done with his last job and can return back to normal. He gives me an amazing kiss. I grab his hands and tell him that I wish all obstacles are removed and that he realizes that power is not bad. He says that power makes him feel uncomfortable. I tell him I know - but together we will do good things with this power. He agrees. Jesus removes that barrier. Bill asks for everything that is holding us apart to be removed - Jesus complies by sending light/love right into him. All of the angels follow suit.

I come out of the meditation and the energy that is zapping through me is - WOW!

I then actually try to work - ha! Read on...

I'm sitting here trying to work and my mind drifts to Bill as it does every few seconds now - 24/7. I've always been able to control my thoughts and not "fantasize" so much. But as I'm sitting here - I realize that my constant and unrelenting thoughts of him are mirrored in his thoughts about me. That us being together is not just about him and I - but about humanity - health, peace and love. This is bigger than the two of us. It's no wonder we cannot contain or direct our thoughts or even some of our actions any longer. It is as if the Divine has stepped in at the correct time and said "okay - you two wanted this now - well, the world needs you together - so let it happen".

As the time for our meeting approaches - I can feel me letting go of my past - of what is no longer going to be a part of my life. My heightened awareness is with me 24/7 and is causing me to be jittery - like too much coffee coursing through my veins. I don't have to mediate to get visions - they just happen. I don't have to mediate to feel Bill's presence or to hear the Divine - it just happens.

Part of me is terrified that I'm going to screw this up. That this big plan that the Divine has for me - is too much for me to handle. But then the other part steps in and reminds me that I was Joan of Arc.

Then we have Ted. If I'm not thinking about Bill - then I slide to him. He has become more frequent in my thoughts. Again - I know that this is bigger than us - larger than life - if you will. Once Ted gets to the stage that Bill and I are at (and it will be soon - 6 months a year at the most) then the power we will yield will be mind boggling at best.

I feel like a metaphysical Tony Robbins.

I just don't know how I am to do it all. I realize that I'm to given more than I can handle. I keep getting flashes of me completely healing people and the wait to come see me is unreal.

I wonder what will happen tomorrow?

Until then...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

A Little Bit of This and That!

It is so frickin hot here - the humidity in NE Ohio is driving me nuts! Plus - no air conditioning :( I've spent the last 10 days sweating my butt off - thankfully I have a large butt:) But the heat makes me stay out of my 2nd floor study and downstairs under the coolness of my supersonic living room ceiling fan!

I had high hopes of catching up on things last Saturday. My son was at my mom's all weekend and the hubby worked. But no such luck. I had a killer of a headache mid-afternoon - laid down - and that's all she wrote. Five hours later I woke up - ate some pizza and the hubby was home. Then I thought - okay - I still have part of Sunday! But my youngest sister, her adorable British hubby (that British accent gets me every time) and that sweet pea of a niece came over for a cook out. I expected them here maybe four hours....nine hours later they were leaving as my mother arrived with my son. So much for getting any work done. But it was nice visiting with my family and having a well deserved nap.

So, now that you know why I haven't posted - let's get to the good stuff! This is what has happened over the last week to send me into such an emotional upheaval.

Ready? Grab a cup of java and read on...

1) First and most important. My sister, who lives in Calif., will be attending the same function as Bill on June 24th at 7:30 pm PST. I'm not 100% sure he will be there - but this is something that is so him I don't see how he cannot go - plus he's back in town. She will be handing him a short - but thought-provoking - letter from me. If there was ever a time to pray and keep your fingers crossed - this is it! I'm going to put a few lines in there about things that only I would know - and then my phone number. I'm a basket case already...the anticipation is maddening!

2) I walked out of my upstairs bathroom and "Ted" was standing there. After he scared the crap out of me - he disappeared.

3) I discovered more about Bill and I and "Chances Are":
Bill was in the Korean war - survived it with honors. I met him while he was on leave in the states immediately in love - end of 1957. "Chances Are" was our song. We never did have a chance to have a relationship - as he was married. In the start of 1958 he was sent to south Vietnam to train the south Vietnamese where he died in an ambush.

Driving far too fast, drunk and crying - I died in a car accident as my car went over a bridge and into a river below.

Only he came right back in 1958 - as he was born in the last quarter of 1958. We passed each other cause as he was born - I died. Ted was there for a bit and then came back in 1959. I was in "detox" for lack of a better phrase because of my soul's anger of he and I missing each other and being denied a relationship AGAIN. This is why I didn't come back until 1967.

4) More past life memories - but this time I discovered that I was Joan of Arc. I really shouldn't say that I "discovered" this just now - as I've had fleeting thoughts and visions of that time since I was a child. However, I've always dismissed what I saw until now. This time I got that overall energy rush I get when I'm dead on about something. I was mulling over my tasks - what will be expected of me once my gifts are fully developed and I was getting overwhelmed. Then the wonderful baritone voice I hear - who I associate with the Divine - tell me that I can accomplish anything if I put my mind to it - after all, I was Joan of Arc. I then had a few flashes about being in battle and a discussion with a member of clergy - high ranking. When I meditated on this later - I discovered that the clergy is Ted and he is one of the clergy who wrongly convicted and executed Joan. To make matters worse they were friends and he was in love with her. Bill was also there as a cleric. I'm going to have to do a past life regression on this one.

5) My friend Cindy, her sister in law tried to commit suicide by taking 50 pills (which were digested and not pumped out), alcohol and cocaine. Cindy asked me if I'd send healing energy to her. So I did just that on Monday. I sent her healing light and she reacted so oddly. I wondered if she has hazel eyes. It was odd cause her eyes changed colors a couple of times while I was "there". I tried to convince her that I was one of the good guys. She kept saying "The devil is at the door." I tried to tell her that God is all forgiving and that her child needs her. As I was sending light into her, she kept thrashing about - reminded me of "The Exorcist" when they were trying you get the devil out. I didn't go anywhere - but basically sat on her and poured light in. She finally calmed down and appeared to go to sleep. I emailed Cindy today to inquire how she was and this is the reply:

She does have hazel eyes! You had the right person. :) Thank you so much because this morning they say she is almost stable enough to move to a psych facility. So, hopefully that will happen and she will get the help she needs. :) Thanks for doing that. I know it helped. Yesterday she was doing terribly. They restrained her.

I was very pleased that I was able to help.

6) Cindy had a dream the other night where Bill gave her a blue pouch and in it are a group of very colorful stones. Since Cindy was Athena in the past life with us 3 in Atlantis - it's no surprise that Bill is in one of her dreams. He told Cindy that he was returning them to her. He had used them as she instructed, he had kept them hidden, and now he felt that he must return them to her. He instructed her to give them to me next.

I've been working through what she about the stones. Each time I came to a roadblock - I'd briefly meditate and I would then move to the next source of information. What I get is that she locked inside Bill, myself and Ted's memories of Atlantis. Our secret healing techniques and the location of where we placed our time capsule - along with how to get in. The combination of the stones triggers our past lives to the surface so that we may pass on our knowledge - and find the capsule. She is the "Record Keeper" and since Bill was in the highest level (under Cindy as a Goddess) at Atlantis - he had the stones and has had them since that time. The shift in our meeting - has triggered the sequence of events to begin and his subconscious has absorbed the information. They need to be returned to her first - before she hands them to me - to be programmed with any knowledge that she has accumulated since that time - knowledge that I need to know to evolve. When I'm done - I will pass them back to her and she will then hand them to Ted. This is a huge shift - a major surge forward for us as a threesome - for Cindy as our teacher/guide and for the world as a whole (although no one but highly intuitive people would know of and/or feel the shift).

7) Cindy and I have decided to pull our energies together and see what happens. We both know that we have been brought together for a purpose and since she was Athena and I was Joan of Arc - we have some power behind us. We meditate at a certain time on Monday, Wednesday and Friday. This is what happened during my meditation:

I entered into a castle. As I passed by people, they kept bowing. I looked in a mirror and I saw Joan of Arc - me. I touched my face - looked to my right and Bill was there as a cleric. Ted was in the back ground - far off with a sadness in his eyes as a high ranking member of the clergy. I touched the mirror and it tool me to Atlantis.

This time I was an observer watching Bill, Ted and I in the midst of a very loving and gentle love making session. It was beautiful.

A light caught my eye and I walked towards it and into a wonderful meadow. I looked around - I was now in a flowing white dress - barefoot. I looked to my right and there was Archangel Gabriel. I got down on my knees and she came over and lifted my chin so that I could look into her eyes. At that moment, Archangel Michael, Haniel and Raphael stood before me. Within a second, I was surround by more angels than the eyes could see. It was simply breathtaking.

I requested that the blockages be removed that stunt my growth and unable for me to fulfill my life's purpose. For the uncomfortable seed I feel in my belly that power - my power - is a bad thing. I then sense a presence to my left. I look up and it is Jesus. Tears are pouring out my eyes - in the meditation and in the present. He says the most comforting words - that I am a great healer as he. That I am to continue on with his work and heal the world. That I am a prophet and that my visions will help the world. I am a great manisfestionor. What I envision will come to pass - so choose my thoughts with care and love. He places his hands on my head and this incredible white light shoots through. The energy that coursed through my veins - unreal. I then asked Jesus to help send light and love to Cindy. To help you remove the obstacles that block your growth and Divine purpose. Then to help you to realize that your power is a good gift as it will help mankind.

I can't remember how I worded it - but I asked about our (Cindy and I) purpose. Jesus says that while our purpose as a loving force of light is that to be together to move to the next step. But very soon I will be with Bill and then Ted. As we will work for a common goal - our paths will be different as she is to educate the world about angels and the spirit realm. To have people encourage and utilize the help and love of the angels to heal mankind. While we 3 will heal the world a different way through instant healing, prophet messages and manifesting of a better world. To create balance in the world where right now (and for a long time) there hasn't been any.

Off to my right I sense Bill. He grabs my hand and in the middle of all the angels and Jesus, we sit on the ground. Out of no here Cindy arrives as well as Clive. We all grab hands and manifest a crystal healing pyramid that hovers in the middle - above our heads. It shoots a very powerful healing ray right into your 3rd eye and through the top of your head. The light enters Cindy for many minutes and then as it continues into her - it also enters me. After a few minutes - it enters Bill and then Clive. I ask where is Ted? I hear a voice reply that he is not ready yet - but very soon will be.

I hear the same baritone voice (who I take as the Heavenly Father/Divine) say for us to go in peace and in love. Our journey has begun. Then I opened my eyes. I had such emotion and energy going through me!

Well - now you know why I've been on such an emotional roller coaster - and it's not even close to ending:) That's fine though - as I want to know more - I'm hungry for more information!

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Chances Are....

So much has happened from Wednesday to today that I don't know where to begin. For now, let me tell you quickly about something that happened last night.

I'm trying to get some work done - a task that has not been easy to do this week. In my mind I can hear Johnny Mathis saying "Chances Are" - and it won't cease. I start humming the song. I'm not a JM follower - so I have no idea why I'm humming this tune. I finally hear Bills voice say "do you want an engraved invitation or what?". Well - I took it as Mr. Smarty pants giving me a message. So I look up the song - buy it - and listen to it. Before JM belts out a word - tears flow -and I mean FLOW down my face. I can feel a past with this song as well as a glimpse into the future. I then look up the lyrics:

Chances are
'Cause I wear a silly grin
The moment you come into view,
Chances are you'll think that I'm in love with you.
Just because
My composure sorta slips
The moment that your lips meet mine,
Chances are you'll think my heart's your valentine.
In the magic of moonlight,
When I sigh, "Hold me close, dear,"
Chances are you'll believe
The stars that fill the skies
Are in my eyes.
Guess you feel you'll always be
The one and only one for me.
And if you think you could,
Well, chances are your chances are
Awfully good.
Chances are
'Cause I wear a silly grin
The moment you come into view,
Chances are you'll think that I'm in love with you.
Just because
My composure sorta slips
The moment that your lips meet mine,
Chances are you'll think my heart's your valentine.
In the magic of moonlight,
When I sigh, "Hold me close, dear,"
Chances are you'll believe
The stars that fill the skies
Are in my eyes.
Guess you feel you'll always be
The one and only one for me.
And if you think you could,
Well, chances are your chances are
Awfully good.
The chances are your chances are
Awfully good.

This song was our tune in the life before this one and it will be again - very soon. Man, have I been an emotional wreck the last few days and this didn't help - although the message was absolutely wonderful!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!

Allie;)

My Session with the Psychic Medium!

I had my session last night with Gabreael ( http://cgi3.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewUserPage&userid=gabreael_) She's pretty good:) Started off with sensing my grandfather William and then moved to my grandmother (both my father's parents). She was right on about their deaths and that they are always here. Grams saw my son born (she died in 1997) which is good cause I sensed her in the room:) She saw that my heart is torn in two. Both very proud of me. They can hear and see me when I speak to them. She brought up that with my heart torn in two - that the other man was ALWAYS on my mind. Grams wants me to be very careful when I choose my path. She's not judging me - but wants me to be very careful.

She then went to my guides - says most people have 2 or 3 - I have a whole army. 4 are prominent. The lowest one of the 4 his name is Robert or Roberto - she's not sure if she said it right - sounds Russian. He says that I just had an epiphany and that I'm at a crossroads in life. I'm revaluating my life and the choices I've made. Too hard on myself - need to like myself more. Says my heart is torn in two. Says my mind wanders 24/7 to the guy - anything and everything sends my thoughts to that man. I'm a talented writer but I'm not applying myself correctly as I keep thinking about the other guy. I assured her that I'm not having an affair. She then asks if this other man has a drug or alcohol problem. I said that I don't know - but I do believe he drinks. She mentions that he has an addictive behavior. My 1st thought here is that she has zoned in on Bill and Ted - only problem is that the energies are so intertwined - that she is mistaking Ted's energy for Bill.

Roberto then says that I should be writing my gypsy magic books - not screenplays and not the fiction gypsy book. I can do both later - but the magic books is what will take me to the next level that I need. I won't get rich off of writing - but I will write several books and have a decent return on them. It was stressed not to make any rash decisions in 2005 - make changes in 2006 as they will be life changes that will stay with me until I die. It will be a very emotional time for me in July/Aug 2005. I asked about meeting Bill - she really didn't answer but stressed again - no rash decisions.

She said that the guide mentions that he doesn't dislike my husband - but doesn't really like him either. Can't understand how or why we got married. Again - stressed - no rash decisions. This theme ran throughout - along with 2006 is a life changing year. I tell her about Bill - about the dreams, he's my better half, that I haven't met him yet, astral projection, telepathy, etc...I asked if she knew his mane would that help connect better - yes she says - I tell her and she mentions that it is a very nice name. He is kind and compassionate - but has an addictive behavior. She stressed the addictive behavior about 10 times. I mentioned that he is as addicted to me as I am to him - so maybe that is what she picked up on. She kept wondering if I have a hormonal imbalance because of the jump in my thoughts. I say I have hit premenapause. My thoughts only jump to him:) That's not an imbalance:) At this time I'm thinking about telling her about Ted - but decide not to.

I ask about past lives. She thinks about it. Says she is there with my kindred spirit - my other half and then asks "Who's Phillip?" I started to laugh. That's Bill I cried:) She says that she can understand the obsessive nature of both of us since we have been together more lifetimes than she could count.

My 3rd eye is half way open. It could be fully open if I didn't think about Bill all the time.

She mentions a few more times about the addictive behavior, 2006 is a pivotal year and no rash decisions.

She mentioned that I need to love myself more - that I love myself and that I'm very intuitive - but I have to stop being hard on myself. Mistakes happen.

I think that's about it. I kept getting a strong sense that she wondered why I contacted her. She knew that I didn't need her and she even said that I hear people from the other side and I don't need a medium.

Overall it was a pleasant experience. The fact that she picked up on Bill's name as Phillip rocked:) I'd have to disagree though about the obsession or of constant thoughts heading in his direction. Since we 3 are so closely intertwined and one of us is thinking of the others at all times - this could be viewed as an obsession if someone did not know all the facts or players.

She's a nice woman and good at what she does - I'd recommend her to others:)

Until tomorrow...

Crystals and Sunshine!
Allie;)

Visualization and Crystals for Your Chakras!

Our chakras respond in a sensitive and intelligent manner to our thoughts and attitudes. They reflect the nature of our belief system by the levels of energy they filter. You either have an expended or limited energy field in accordance with those attitudes. When our attitudes being unyielding, the energetic double occurs in the chakras and manifests in the body. If our attitudes are negative, rigid or too unstructured, our chakras will be exactly the same. Think of it as energy follows thought as a river follows its course. If for example you believe that life is too difficult and you should avoid risks, then your energy system will show constraint, limitation and diminished energy flow - especially in the first three chakras - as they hold the unconscious attitudes of family, clan and community. If on the other hand, you believe that life can prevail and you are willing to take risks, you will be blessed with the energy you need.

Thankfully, no matter what your past thoughts have been - you can always change your ways starting today. There are many methods for clearing and activating chakras - no matter how much negativity and gunk is involved. The two most popular appear to be visualization and crystal therapy.

When I visualize the cleansing of my charka's I call upon Archangel Michael for his help. He uses a "spray" that reminds me of the consistency of Ready Whip, but in a can that looks like bug or bee spray with the huge nozzle on top. Staring with my Root chakra, the spray goes in and I watch as the gunk is kicked out and the charka's color slowly shines through. I slowly work my way up until I finish with my Crown chakra. Each chakra should be in unison when it comes to their size. Each should also be in rotation (clockwise or counterclockwise depends on the person and the chakra - everyone is different) - all my charkas rotate clockwise except for my Crown, which is counter clockwise. When everything is spinning and shining - they are clean and activated!

There are days when the charka's really do not need a deep cleaning - but an activation. For this - I simply visualize each chakra - from the Root to the Crown - until their color is as vibrant and radiant as it can be, along with a nice and even rotation pace.

Using stones/crystals for your charka's I believe is a very personal journey. Not all stones work for all people in the same way. Regardless what books or web sites tell you - go with the stone/crystal that calls to you for that particular chakra. One note though that is universal - when working with terminated stones/crystals, make sure that all the points - point - in the same direction: either up to your head, or down to your feet. Otherwise - the energy gets all messed up like a traffic jam. Remember - the energy in your chakras flow like a river and a river usually goes only one way.

Below are some textbook associations to get you started on working with your charkas. I'll list the chakra, color association and stones. Clear quartz crystals can be substituted for any stone on any chakra.

1) ROOT: Base of Spine, Red, Ruby, Bloodstone, Hematite
2) SACRAL: Below Naval, Orange, Carnelian, Tiger's Eye, Onyx
3) SOLAR PLEXUS: Upper Abdomen, Yellow, Topaz (yellow), Amber, Citrine
4) HEART: Mid Chest, Green, Rose Quartz, Diamond, Peridot
5) THROAT: Neck, Blue, Turquoise, Blue Agate, Aquamarine
6) THIRD EYE: Middle of Forehead, Indigo, Sapphire, Lapis Lazuli, Tanzanite
7) CROWN: Top of Head, Violet, Amethyst, Alexandrite

I hope that his brief overview of cleansing and activating your charkas will help you along your path!

On a separate note I have a reading this evening with a psychic medium! I've never done this before and although I don't have anything specific I need to cover or anyone I need to hear from - I'm very interested to see what she has to say. It's an hour-long phone session and this woman was highly recommended by a close intuitive friend of mine. If she was impressed I'm sure I will be too. I'll let you know how it goes in tomorrow's entry.

BTW...please read the previous entry about the urgent need to contact your US Representative TODAY to stop the slaughter of wild horses!

Until tomorrow...

Crystals and Sunshine!
Allie;)

URGENT: Stop Horse Slaughter!

Hi Everyone,

I will post on chakra's in a bit - but first:

Americans don't eat horsemeat -- there simply is no domestic demand for it. So, why do our horses wind up on dinner plates on European and Asian tables? Last year, more than 90,000 American horses were either killed in one of three foreign-owned slaughterhouses in the United States or shipped to Canada or Mexico for slaughter. Our thoroughbreds, show horses, mustangs, carriage horses, and family ponies are shipped in inhumane conditions and butchered.
Last month, we contacted you to help restore protections for wild horses after 41 mustangs were sold by the government and sent to slaughter. You and thousands of other outraged Americans spoke out, and Congress responded by passing an amendment to stop it.Now we need your help again to protect thousands of our domestic horses -- our loyal and trusted companions -- who are at grave risk, every day. We cannot let this continue. Take action today to help stop this inhumane slaughter for foreign meat markets.

Congress will be taking another critical vote on horse protection. Representatives John Sweeney (R-NY) and John Spratt (D-SC) plan to offer an amendment to the Agriculture Appropriations bill to ensure that tax dollars are no longer used to allow the slaughter of horses. We expect the vote to occur on Wednesday, June 8 or Thursday, June 9. We don't have much time to reach all the Representatives in Congress and secure their votes for the Sweeney-Spratt amendment.


1. Take action. Contact your U.S. Representative and urge him or her to vote YES on the "Sweeney-Spratt horse slaughter amendment." Click here to contact your Representative now.


2. Make a call. The vote on this amendment is expected to be on Wednesday, June 8 or Thursday, June 9. Please take a moment to make a short phone call urging your Representative to vote YES on the Sweeney-Spratt horse slaughter amendment. (Not sure what to say? Click here.)


3. Spread the word. Every single U.S. Representative needs to hear from constituents who care about animals. Ask your friends and family to call their Representatives as well. Click here to tell five friends to take action now.

Knowing that thousands of beautiful animals have already been slaughtered is simply devastating. Please stand with us and do everything you can to spare the lives of our wonderful horses.

Thank you for all you do on behalf of animals!

Basic Overview on Chakras

I want to cover some basic information about chakras in today's entry. But first I just have to burst with some news - no, nothing THAT exciting - but my writer's block is completely gone! I've had it since February and no matter what I did it would not go away. I think messing around with that beta screenwriting program helped - a lot! But I also pleaded to the angels for help on removing the block. Once I asked - it disappeared in one days time. Next time this happens, I won't wait 4 months to ask for help!

Okay - on to charkas and why it's important to keep them open and clean

Here is a basic overview:

The charkas are special energy centers that connect us to the Divine and multi-layered universe. They can be considered dimensional portals within our subtle bodies that takes in and processes high vibrational energy so that it can be utilized and used to transform the physical body. They contribute a type of undetectable energy to specific parts of the body. This cosmic energy (sometimes referred to as prana) is a manifestation of the life-force. We need to keep an uninhibited flow of energy through our charkas to help maintain the vitality of our physical bodies. Our chakras are also much more than passive electrical devices of our subtle bodies - they are actual organs of psychic perception. In addition to assisting us with psychic perception, they also are each associated with different emotional and spiritual issues in your development of human consciousness.

We have seven major and many minors charkas that make up our energy superhighway. White light/high vibrations enter us at the top charka at the top of our head and travel all the way down to the last major charka located at the base of our spine.

Whew! See why they are so important to keep open and clean? When one chakra is blocked, it stops the flow of energy to the other charkas. Think of it as your own personal energy jam. When this happens we lose our vitality, energy, natural psychic senses, our emotions are haywire and illness is prevalent.

Next I'm going to name the major charka, location, color association, physical responsibly, inner aspects and spirituality. I'm going to start at the bottom and work up.

1) ROOT: Base of Spine, Red, Reproductive, Grounding, Kundalini (our life-force)
2) SACRAL: Below Naval, Orange, Genitourinary, Emotion & Sexuality, Prana
3) SOLAR PLEXUS: Upper Abdomen, Yellow, Digestive, Personal Power, Lower Astral
4) HEART: Mid Chest, Green, Circulatory, Love, Higher Astral
5) THROAT: Neck, Blue, Respiratory, Communication & Will, Lower Mental
6) THIRD EYE: Middle of Forehead, Indigo, Autonomic Nervous System Intuitive & Inner Vision, Higher Spiritual Forces
7) CROWN: Top of Head, Violet, CNS Central Control (Nervous System), Spiritual Seeking, Higher Spiritual Forces

And that's it for the real basic overview of charkas. I've been working on my Heart and Throat charkas this week with stones/crystals and visualization. I've made a tremendous improvement on the Heart - but the Throat is being a bit more stubborn.

Time to get back to my fictional story and the gypsy magic book!

Until tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Rambling, Creativity and Charka's

The last couple of days I've been testing a beta screenwriting program for Sophocles - it's a three-tiered program with outlining and production tools. I must admit - this thing is really kick @ss. I've been a Final Draft user for the last couple of years, and this program blows it away. There's a learning curve - that's for sure - but I'm getting a handle on it. More important though - it is opening up my creative side once again. It's difficult to manage readings and all else that goes into my Gypsyadvice.com site, plus leaning about healing and then to squeeze in time for creative writing. I've started an outline (for the 10th time in 10 years) for my gypsy teen story. When it's further along and I have it on paper, I'll let you know more about it. What I can tell you is that she is a healer (same as she was 10 years ago when I started it - funny how life is) and is 18. Think of a female Harry Potter with a twist.

The gypsy magic books are chugging along. Half way through the spells so far! Had another person not pay me (well - they paid and then it bounced) - I'm really considering putting up a section of my "Scam Boards" for clients that scam readers. This is getting on my nerves. This is what - 5 people in the last two months.

I planted my vegetable garden this morning. Many varieties of tomatoes and peppers with some celery, corn and carrots. I also replanted my herb garden. Man - I forgot how tiring that is! I am sooooooo ready for a nap!

My sister, her husband and the baby are back home in the states. They are very glad to be back! Thank you for the well-wishes and energy!

I feel much better today - I started, yet again, to come down with a sore throat and congestion on Monday. I decided that whatever is going on has to do with my energy centers and my etheric body. So I set out to cleanse and open my charka's. I worked the most on my heart and throat charkas by laying stones on the areas. The most helpful stone I used was a deep blue Azurite on my heart charka. The energy was intense and I could feel it reaching within me to clean out the "gook". In a few books I've read about charkas and laying on the stones - they comment that you should match the color of the stone with the charka and use certain stones etc....for each charka. I find that very limiting in the sense that not every stone will work the same on every person. I like to listen to what my intuition tells me and use the stone my inner wisdom picks. I'm going to lie down later today (without falling asleep - I hope) and add some more stones to my body and see what happens:)

Last night I meditated with my healing wand and in my left hand I had a stone called Ulexite. The Ulexite balances the yin-yang and subtle bodies. It also stimulates the third eye and helps in interpretation of visions. It's a very calming stone:) I can't remember much about the meditation itself - except that I saw Bill for a few minutes - we had a nice chat. Then for the rest of the time, my consciousness kept trying to shift to my astral body. It is such a funky feeling. Reminds me of going down the 1st hill of a monster roller coaster with my eyes closed. I kept trying to help it "shift" - but it wouldn't go. I was lightheaded for the rest of the evening.

I take my son to preschool this morning and it's picture day. Everyone is dressed nice - graduation pictures for those going to Kindergarten. My son - who will be 5 in July - will be returning to preschool for one more year. So - I try to get the kid to get his picture taken anyways - because as a mom I like to have as many pictures as possible. But he says - no way! His reason? The little 5 year old girl he likes isn't getting her picture taken and he wants to hang out with her. Man - can I wait until he is older and dating......

Until tomorrow...
Allie;)