Ohio Celestite, Jesus and A Test!

For some reason my chunk of Ohio Celestite insists on sitting on my lap during this session. It is also insisting that I place it between my hands, hold it up to my mouth and gently blow my breath into it. Very Shaman like. I have also been instructed to hold it between my hands and rock, placing it on my right cheek from time to time. As I do this I can feel an illumination surround me, with the light entering and I guess tunneling through my cells until it reaches my soul essence. Then I can sense the light coming now from my soul outward. So I have two dances of light - one from within and the other from the Divine. This connection makes me shake as the energy pours through me. I feel, if only for the 5 minutes I did this, like I have that preverbal caffeine IV in my arm. The Ohio Celestite helps one to connect to their higher self. To open up any blockages that one has from listening and hearing their soul. It was very important that I do this before the session. Let's go find out why.

I'm in a very lush area, green, all around. I can hear birds chirping, animals running about beneath the bushes/trees. The trees themselves are massive - nothing like I've seen in Ohio. Off in the distance I can hear a waterfall. If I look at my feet, I see rose pedals. I follow the roses pedals as they lead me to the waterfall.

When I get to the waterfall I see a wonderful horse drinking from the small lake. The horse is a deep chocolate color with a black mane. It has a white spot mid forehead and on it's calves. It's a beauty of a being. It glances over at me, nods it's head and snorts. That is when I see a man, I guess in a long tunic. It's a light brown. His hair is dark and his eyes are very blue. I don't know why it just dawns on me, but it is Jesus. He smiles and comes over to me. Kiss me on the cheeks and tells me that he's been waiting for this time. I ask him - time for what? For me to be ready he says. But I have been ready - for whatever it is, I'm anxious to move forward. He replies that it is one thing to be ready, but it's another thing to be ready to the core of your being and that is where I am at right now. I needed a few other things to fall into place. I needed to have crutches removed. To stand on my own two feet with confidence.

I tell him that I thought I had been. He says only partial - I've had the crutches and I used them from time to time. But I've overcome that shift and now the crutches are gone. I'm sure of myself. I no longer need reassurance from others. He leads me to the horse. He says that his name is Baraucus and that he is my animal guide. I ask - I though that the cats were and the dragonfly? He replies - yes they were - but now I need a different guide and he is here to take me the rest of the way home.

We have parting words and I get on the horse - bareback. It's been years since I've rode, something that in my reality I miss. But I appear to do well here - although he really is doing al the work. I'm just enjoying the lush surroundings. Very calm, peaceful - I don't know - very spiritual. He takes me to a cave and stops. I dismount and he gives me a nudge with his nose to enter the cave. I'm a bit hesitant since I don't even have a flashlight, but I enter.

It's pitch black in here - I am going on pure faith that each step will take me to where I need to be. It is very chilly here - gives me goosebumps in and out of this session. I see a pair of red eyes. I'm not liking this much. A deep voice asks me - who wants to enter? I tell him I do. He asks, why do you think you can pass? I tell him because it's my time to. He has such a menacing energy about him. It is very disturbing. But I know that I need to get past him. I take a deep breath and walk, not run, right past him. I can feel his hot breath on my neck. I'm still in the dark and I can feel his red eyes on me. My hands are out feeling against the cold, and slimy walls - I'm in a narrow passage of sorts. I keep pushing myself to move as my heart appears to be beating in my throat. I emerge into a place of pure light, love and well - whiteness all over the place. I actually have to blink a few times to see.

The Archangel Gabriel is waiting for me. She smiles and says - welcome home. I ask where is this? She smiles and says - within you.

Then I'm done.

Chills all over my body on this one. Seems to me that I just passed a test of sorts. Rather poetic seeing that this is the last session of 2005.

With this my friends, I'm done for 2005:) I want to express my gratitude for your interest in this blog. When I first decided to do this - to write about what is so personal and challenging - to leave my soul open in parts to the public -- THAT I thought was totally insane. But I kept hearing that voice that this was something that I had to do. That there are people who needed to read what I experience, that it was timely to their soul's growth. People would arrive at this blog because they were supposed to - that no matter what the reason was - my experiences were needed at that time and place.

I have met many wonderful people because of this blog and for that alone was well worth the price of admission:)

I hope that all of you have a wonderful and safe New Year's Eve and that 2006 showers upon you all that is good and timely for your soul.

Until next year....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Safe Room, Brigit and 2006!

I enter a hallway of sorts, no, it looks more like a vestibule - but this is elaborate with a white marble floor, dark paneled walls and right in front of me is a round table (white marble top) with a flower arrangement in it. Next to the arrangement is a key and a note that says - Allie - safe room. I stare at the key and then something triggers a memory and I know exactly where to go in the house. This is a big house, in fact, it looks a lot like the castle with the healing center - only from an angle I haven't seen.

I go up a couple of flights of stairs until I reach a tower room. I unlock the door and go inside. Ted and Bill are sitting down in a couple of chairs. There is a fire in a fireplace and this room is much larger than one would suspect from the outside. I look at the wall and there is a 2006 calendar on it. There are many marks - I'm in red, Ted in blue and Bill in green. I see red marks all over the place - much more than the other two colors. Ted comes over and tells me that this is my year.

They both give me a kiss. All you have to do is call for us - Bill says. And we'll be there - continues Ted. With that they both fade away and I'm in this room by myself. I can feel the heaviness in my heart.

Bridget arrives. She wipes away my tears and tells me not to worry. The upcoming year will be very busy and all will fall into place. She asks - did you see me on Christmas? I knew it was you! I tell her. My tears are gone and she and I walk through the wall and into a wonderful botanical gardening full bloom. There is a wonderful fountain in the center. I see a white glow in the distance. I ask Brigit - what is that. She smiles and says - it's Cindy. I start to run over but she grabs my arm and says that she is in counsel and must not be disturbed. I see her and she is bathed in the most brilliant of white lights - angels all around.

I ask her - there were so many warnings about last week - nothing really bad happened. So what where they for? Everyone wanted to keep taking pictures but despite that you put your foot down and said no more. That is why we appeared - this is why you were told to trust your intuition and go the way you wanted to go despite what others said. You only took it as a warning, when it was guidance. Who else was there I ask? There were so many orbs. Everyone she says. You and your family were graced by the heavens. People will see your pictures and it will help them believe we are real.

What am I to do next I ask? She kisses me on my forehead and says - hold on. She leaves and I'm done.

Boy oh boy. If 2006 shapes up to be as whirlwind as my guides/angels say it will, I guess I had better find myself an assistant. I'm just not quite sure what I would have an assistant do - you know?

I'm still shocked at the amount of people who are downloading and listening to the podcast!

Hope you all have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Pictures of Angelic Orbs!

Okay - let's see how this is going to work. Up above you'll see my family - I'm taking the picture. Look at the wonderful orb above my Uncle Ray's head. There's another faint one next to my Uncle Stephen in the upper right hand corner. The red head is my mom and yes - there is an orb either going in or out of her head. There's another one on a pant leg.

The other 3 pictures are of my dirty home - pardon the dust:) I have dozen's more - but I didn't want this page to take 80 years to load - ya know?

BTW...in the family pic - the crazed looking child on my mom's lap is my son. With my husband (in santa hat) between my two sisters. My youngest sis is holding my niece with her British hubby standing beside her.

It's been a crazy 3 days visiting with family. I have about 300 emails to try to catch up on! I better run for the night. I actually got my new podcast up and running today! Link to the podcast is in the right side panel.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Wonderful, Wonderful Orbs!!

I hope all that celebrate Christmas had a wonderful and love-filled day! I just returned home, exhausted, from all day with family. We had a great gathering. My son was on the go from 6:00 am on! Me - well - after I finished wrapping at 1:00 am on the 24/25th, I fell asleep for about 3 hours until my son had a dream and screamed. He never woke up all the way, but unfortunately I did and I never went back to sleep. That said - here's why I told you how tired I am:

Last night as I was wrapping, deep in thought, I asked my guides and angels - why don't you ever show up in my pictures? I know you're here and I also know that your orbs would show up if you wanted them to. So - we went through the day taking pictures. We were about to leave my mom's house when we started to flip through the pics on my digital camera. Orbs everywhere!! Not in every picture - but the ones I took of others and then the ones that were taken of me. I had orbs all around me this morning!!!

Tomorrow after I visit with family again, I will try to upload the pictures. The ones of me in this "AM" with all the orbs - I will try to cut me out...trust me...it's for the betterment of mankind if you guys don't see me at 6:00 am with only 3 hours of sleep!!

BTW...the 3 hours of sleep I did have last night were full of wondrous visits from both Bill and Ted!

Off to bed I go!!!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Astrophyllite, Robert and 2006!

The last few weeks I've been called into a session early - today...late. Go figure? Surprisingly, my sphere - astrophyllite - wants to sit in on the session. I want to double check the meaning of the astrophyllite and this is what I find: facilitates astral travel and provides a method for you to view yourself from the outside and to produce the recognition of your self-esteem. It allows for the recognition that you have no limitations and that you are , in fact , a star. It can help to bring to life hidden forces to show you that as one door closes, another door opens. It also assists in absolving you from responsibility so that you may purge from your life that which should be eliminated so that you can continue to both develop and progress. As an added note on a personal level, I have found that it helps me to tap into my creative force. Okay - I hold the sphere and this is what I got:

I am walking through a bookstore. Someone stops and asks me for an autograph. I happily sign. I can hear a voice - sounds like my guide Robert - yes, it's him, tell me that I need to finish the gypsy magic books. Once complete. Combine all into one volume. Add extra items not found in the separate books about the gypsies.

I can see me sitting on a porch, it's white, screen door and a porch swing - sits empty. I'm doodling something on a legal pad, I can feel that I miss my son. A SUV pulls up - a man and a woman get out. He says - I hear you are working on a book on a movie that I would very much like to hear about. We all go inside.

I'm being shown a list of books - the gypsy magic books, "The Black Triangle" then I hear Robert tell me that I'm writing for the wrong age group. I ask him - it's young adult. Who then? He says adults. I reply - that market is over crowded - the YA market needs good books. He tells me fine - write for YA, but make it bridge both age brackets. Kyra needs to be older. I smile - so that's why she's older. He says - bingo.

It's odd that I don't see Robert - nor am I anyplace - I just "am". He goes on to say that the workshops are perfect. I should hold one every weekend starting mid January. I tell him - where's the time? How am I supposed to do everything? He says - get an assistant. And I pay them how - with my looks? It will not be a problem - just find an assistant. I now see something play out - looks to be a large room. I'm on stage with one of those wireless microphone head sets. The crowd is excited about something - don't know. He says that my phone workshops will turn into "in person" workshops come the latter part of 2006 - there is no looking back.

I ask - is there anything else I need to know? I need a passport he says. I have one. Good - travel is indicated for 2006.

After the rewrite of "The Black Triangle" in Jan - March: It will be a finalists in many major contests - resubmit.

I am told to get back to work.

Well....wasn't THAT interesting? Looks to me that Robert was clueing me into 2006. Looks like I'll need to find an assistant.

For some reason today I keep seeing 441. No idea what that means. My son has the stomach flu - just in time for Christmas! Fingers crossed I can take care of it before Santa arrives.

Everyone have a WONDERFUL Christmas! The podcast is still set to go for Monday - as well as my usual session:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

John Spencer, Ted, Bill and Jeremiah!

I'm getting pulled in early again - it's a real needy pull too. I emerge in a cloud and there pacing is the recently deceased, John Spencer. There you are he yells at me. Here I am - what's your hurry, I reply. I've been trying to get a hold of you for days he says. I heard you - every time I reply. Well then damn it - tell her to take care of the canary! She forgets. And tell her to remember the fish. I ask him - how am I supposed to approach your wife and tell her that her deceased husband keeps yelling at me for you to remember about the canary? I have no interest in going to jail.

John keep pacing, wringing his hands. I always looked after her - he says. What will she do now? I tell him that she is a strong woman and she will be fine. If he worries that much about her, then stop by and send her messages. She'll understand. He says - I can't - they want me to go. I ask who? He nods his head upwards and says - you know who. I say - but your allowed to come back and visit. Yeah yeah he says - but not until I go through orientation. I see a brilliant white light behind him. I tell him that he needs to go to it. He just looks at me like - are you sure? I tell him all will be fine, the fish, the canary and your wife will be fine. He flashes me a smile, gives me a nod and walks into the light.

I look around and I see an airplane. I move to investigate.

I see Ted in first class, laying back, eyes closed. The chair next to him is empty - so I sit down. His eyes open. I hear him say - I know you're here. I smile, reach over and try to touch his arm, my hand goes right through - he glances down at where my hand was and smiles.

With that I am taken into a forest. I've seen this forest many times in my mind, right before I fall asleep. I follow the path and emerge on my beach. There sits Bill. I go to him, he stands and embraces me and says - get ready. He smiles and fades from view.

Now I'm alone on the beach. Here comes my guide - Jeremiah. Without saying anything - he hands me a book. It is "The Black Triangle" written by me. I open it and inside is a ticket to New Zealand. I win - I ask? He smiles. Takes the book and fades from view - as he fades so does all else and I'm done.

The guy from the "West Wing/LA Law" has been bugging me for days - he just won't give up! At least now I know why I was pulled in early. He needed to make it to the other side but there was a huge desire to talk to me first.

You know - come to think of it, some of the disturbing dreams I had last night was my husband forgetting to tend to the fish (we have none) the tank was only 1/2 full and dirty. I filled the tank up - then the fish, mouths open were trying to find food. I am putting food in and I sprinkle to much on top of one fish - it gets in his gills. Another fish is trying to jump out and I'm closing the lid. I close the lid on the fish I put too much food on and his head snapped off and fell on the table. I was mortified. Then a remember these birds yelling because they were hungry. Hummm.. I wonder if the dream had to do with John Spencer and not my husband?

BTW...I am a finalist again for the Roy W Dean writing grant that would take me to NZ next year. Fingers crossed!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Help Soldier Adopt Injured Military Dog!

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Air Force Tech. Sgt. Jamie Dana and her Working Military Dog Rex were inseparable companions. For three years they lived together, worked together, and relied upon each other. Their job was to patrol checkpoints and scour buildings for hidden explosives, and have served together in Iraq and Pakistan.
On June 25th, 2005 Jamie and Rex were returning from patrol when a bomb detonated under their vehicle. Jamie was seriously injured, and in a coma. Doctors didn't expect her to live, and she had to be transported to the United States for medical treatment. It was only when she awoke she learned that Rex had also survived.

This is really a story about the bond of love that exists between Jamie and Rex. A bond so strong that her last thoughts before loosing consciousness was of Rex. A bond forged through training, through military service, and through companionship.

Jamie has returned to active duty, and wants to adopt Rex into her family. But current law prohibits the adoption of a combat dog until they reach retirement age. For Rex this could be another 5 to 10 years.

Please help re-unite Rex and Jamie - Urge President Bush to encourage legislation to override these laws. http://go.care2.com/e/iFD/E3/elWy

Sincerely,
Michael Lawley,
Care2 and ThePetitionSite team

The Lion, Witch and the Wardrobe and a 1920's Speakeasy!

The new Podcast is up and running! I'm shocked at how many people have download the Podcast via iTunes!

Let's go to the session - I'm immediately pulled into a Christmas setting - a big tree - at least 8 ft tall, a fireplace (with a fire) stockings hung, I can hear Big Crosby in the background singing "White Christmas". It is a very homey and comfortable feel. I see Bill walking around in a pair of blue pj's - looks to have basketballs on it:) He looks at me and smiles. He says - are you ready? I ask - for what? He says for your life. I say - sure I am. He hands me a large gift and tells me to open it. I open it - inside is another gift until I get all the way to the bottom. When I open the package - it's a house key - but an old fashion one (like a skeleton key). I hold it up and ask him what's that to? He replies to what I've always wanted - happiness.

He grabs my hand and takes me to the attic. He tells me to use the key. I do and it is like the book - The Lion, Witch and the The Wardrobe because I enter into a land that has to be fantasy. I see an old house - more like a castle. There is snow on the ground - I'm not cold. I see horses outside of a stable. There are cars in a circular driveway. I'm just standing there staring at all of this. I look at Bill and ask him where are we? He smiles and says home.

We go inside and I'm just in awe. He and I are still in our Pj's. Ted comes around the corner in his jammies and has champagne in his hands. He says - Merry Christmas luv. He looks at Bill and says - we ought to write this one down, she's speechless. I hit whoever is closest to me and we all laugh. Off to my right I see Brigit! I pull myself from "me" and go over to meet her.

We hug and she grabs my hand. Into the wall we go and emerge in the 1920's. We are in a speakeasy - but not one that I've been in before. This one is richly decorated - like it is a "Man's Club". There are skimpy, but respectable dressed women behind the bar and one man. I see "me" sitting at a table, smoking a cigarette and talking to Nick and Frank (Bill and Ted). The male bartender comes up to our table and asks me if I would make my drink - or show him how as it is popular. I agree and go behind the bar. I am pouring gin, water and a splash of what I think is bourbon over ice. I give it to a burley man. He gives me the creeps.

I go back to the table and tell the men that there is a man who doesn't "feel" right. The man is watching us. We split up and go separate ways.

I go back to where the bathroom is and move a picture - which causes a door to slide open. I go behind and into a very narrow passageway that I must scoot through sideways. I end up in a basement - the other two are there waiting for me. Nick moves a bottle on a shelf and a door opens up - it's horizontal. We must roll through it on our side.

We are now in a penthouse - a very rich living quarters. We are all dressed differently - must be a different day. A woman comes out - very elegant, you know she has money and sits down in a high back chair. I sit on a couch. The men excuse themselves and join another man in a separate room. Me and this woman speak - I keep getting the name Rockefeller and I was sent to her by a Getty. I am telling this woman what is about to happen to her and her immediate family. Something about not going tote summer home - stay in the city. The Adirondacks will be dangerous - something about her son. She thanks me for my help and hands me a wad of money. It doesn't phase me and I place it in my bosom.

Next thing I know, Brigit and I are in the clouds. I ask her - what was that all about. She says for me to realize that I've been using my gifts in every lifetime. That I am the real deal and to stop second guessing myself.

I am being shown a series of pictures on how to revamp my site - what to take down , what to put up. I spend WAY too much time worrying about how I'm going to do something or how something is going to happen instead of just going for it. The Divine know that I'm trying to change this way of thought/action and that is pleasing to hear.

That's it.

I survived making WAY TOO MANY cookies over the weekend! Man I'm tired!! Almost all of the holiday shopping is done - almost! Hope the holiday frazzle hasn't sidelined you too much!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Bill and Ted's Not So Excellent Adventure!

I'm immediately taken into a bedroom. It's a decent size room, queen size bed, a beige comforter on it. No pillows - no frills - two dressers and a blue or red chair (don't know which color as they keep alternating). Coming out of an adjoining bathroom is Bill. He smiles and says it's about time. I ask him if he can see me - he says no. He sits down on the edge of the bed. I stand near him.

He says he's tired of this. That he needs the next step - he is stumbling in the dark.

I asked him - why did you push Ted out of the way last night. Bill smiles. So you felt that? Yes I did and that wasn't very nice. You two need to grow up or this is never going to work. He gets a look of panic on his face. You won't come to us - he asks? No I won't - I reply.

That's when I see him - Ted. Bill says - he's here isn't he? Ted smiles. Yes I say - you two are old enough to talk this through. Don't bug me until you two can grow up and act like men and not little boys.

Before either could say a word I see a white light open up to my right - I go through it.

Archangel Michael is waiting for me. He takes his sword along the outside of my body - cutting off attachments or cords made from other people that are not in my highest good. He tells me that I have to do that more often. He tells me - change is near. Hold up against the changes and you will suffer needlessly, go with them and you will be rewarded. He goes on to tell me to trust my 1st instinct - to follow what I feel, not another. There are circumstances beyond my control.

Off to his right, Merlin appears. He tells me that much work will be done and that I cannot dally. He sprinkles a whitish powder on me and it rather makes my body tingle. Archangel Gabriel arrives and whispers - it's time for you to go. She blows me a kiss and I'm done.

Okay - I admit - this session has made me nervous. I survived all of the ups and downs of the last several days - with my raw nerves, headaches and sleepless nights and now I'm given to what sounds like a warning that shit is about to hit the fan. (SIGH) Does it ever end?

I hope the boys got it this time. We've got work to do and I for one am ready to start on it! In reference to Bill pushing Ted....last night in my kitchen I could feel Ted standing next to me. The next thing I know this energy - AKA Bill - came out of no where and shoved Ted. Bill stood next to me like he was guarding me and Ted didn't come back. I told Bill - enough already!

Unfortunately I had to much work to do last night to have a beer or any wine. The dreams were pretty much uneventful - as I can't remember anything nor did I get a sense of Bill or Ted.

Today has been busy - busy. Parties for the kid at his preschools. I've got cards to do today - a tree to finish and somehow get cookies done this weekend! BTW..I'm AT LEAST two weeks behind in emails - be patient:)

Must get to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Pass Me That Beer - Okay?

God - today all I want to do is curl up into a ball and stay in bed. I woke up with my nerves on the outside of my body. I don't know how it happened, but sometime during the night things migrated so that I'm one step closer to going insane. You know when you meet someone an you're REALLY sexually attracted to that person so much so that if they touch you - even on the arm - you may have to change your underwear? Well - that's how touchy and raw my nerves are today (without the sexual side - thankfully). My head feel like it is going to fall off from the construction work that is going on inside. What in the heck are the elves building? A new temple for the fairies? (SIGH). I actually stayed in bed a good 30 min after I woke up. Just so I could try to get a handle on my body. A voice kept telling me to get to my flower essences. But I couldn't stop trembling from the energy overload shooting through my body.

I very slowly had to make it to the next room - my office - for my FE without stepping on the outdoor cat Raisin who was grateful to be toasty in the house overnight. I took my essences and within 20 min the trembling stopped, the headache eased up. But my nerves are still what they were.

No sad movies for me today - no sad songs or I'll give Rudolph the Red Nose Reindeer a run for his job!

From what I hear, Pluto is dancing through the sky - forcing part of us to die and fall away while another new part grows. Those who are sensitive to energies will get whammed more than others. On top of it all is the full moon today. One thing I do know is my gift of foresight is on overdrive today. Another information overload day. I may have to drink some wine or maybe a Guinness later to dull the senses.

I should have had a drink or two last night before bed. I finally feel asleep around 1:00 am. But I was up - all night - staring at the clock. I'd have a short dream spurt - and then wake up. Unfortunately I remember nothing from my dreams last night. I do sense however, that Ted was there as much as possible. I wonder how he can do that being on the other side of the world? Our clocks are not in-sync. I wonder how his co-workers feel with him astral traveling on the job! LOL! I'd like to hear him explain that one:) Bill on the other hand has gone under. Meaning, he is no where to be found in this plane or any others. It's like he checked out to over-think some aspect of his life (which he is a PRO at). I know he'll resurface - but when is the question?

So much work to so - so little time! Better bust a move.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Atlantis, Eternal Love and Flower Essences!

Someone has been trying to pull me into a session since I woke up this morning. I know who this someone is - it's Ted. Let's go see what he wants.....

I enter into a vast hallway. There are many doors on each side of the hall. The hallway is old looking - deep wood floors, a red runner down the center. Wooden tables with flowers on either side. The walls are also red - it's like a red cloth wall paper - feels like velvet on the raised portions. The doors and their trim are white. Down at the end of the hall is a double white door - I open them and enter into a WOW kind of bedroom. Very large, lavish. A four-poster bed - lots of pillows on it. A lounge chair, fireplace, balcony. I glance over to my right and there is Ted.

He flashes me that smile that I swear makes my knees weak every damn time. He says to me - I told you I would win. He holds out a glass of champagne. I ask him - win what. He leans down and says - you of course. And plants a kiss that makes my toes curl in and out of this session!

I tell him I'm not a contest to win. He says - but yes you are. You are the ultimate prize - you are eternal love and this time you are mine. No I tell him (and I set down the glass) I'm not yours -I'm not his either. I'm with both of you. His face gets angry. He sits down his drink and takes a deep breath. He grabs my hands - runs his thumbs over the top of my hands.

He looks at me - his eyes brim with tears. He says: You are the love of my existence. Not only do you have my heart, but my soul. I'm not as good with words as he is - so bear with me.

He takes a deep breath and continues: I've loved you since the beginning of time. I have loved no one else - ever - no matter what lifetime, no matter what has happened. I have loved you and only you. You are my reason for breathing, for feeling, for living. Not only are you my heart, but you are also my lungs, my blood, my life-force. Without you I am nothing. This is our lifetime - my life to take care of you. This isn't for Bill. He is not to be yours. He cannot give you what I can - he won't. Not in this life.

He brushes my hair back from my face. Pushes away the tears that flow down my face.

He goes on: So you see - in my heart I"ve won. I've won the chance to prove my love for you. Not to hide it - but to shout it to the world.

He puts his face right in front of mine - our lips are almost touching. He says - Let me love you. He gives me the deepest, most passionate kiss that I can ever remember having.

I'm trembling as I wrote that - and as I stood there listening to him. The energy rush that is going through me is not like any other I have ever felt. I'm still trembling.

Ted breaks the kiss - he is crying now. He gets down on his knees and places his cheek on my stomach - wraps his arms around me. He sobs - deep, emotional filled sobs.

Off by the bed I can see Bill emerge from the wall. He looks to be in spirit form as he is not solid. He smiles at me and mouths - I love you too. He blows me a kiss and disappears back into the wall.

Then I wake up.

God - Ted was nothing but raw emotion. It's so hard to describe the look in his eyes - but it was a deep, soulful look. Like I could look within and not only see - but feel- the depths of his love for me. It was all-consuming - very intense.

I've put together a new flower essence combo based on what my guides told me to do. I didn't question - I just used the ones they told me to with the amounts they gave me. After I took it yesterday - I kept getting images of Atlantis. Of how we are supposed to find it. Almost like finding a lost treasure, we left clues for us to follow in the future (now) so that we could retrace our steps. I know this so far - it deals first with Egypt - I have to look for my trinity symbol.

This is as far as I've gotten so far.

Now last night I saw the number 444 as it was 4:44 when I looked at the clock. I thought to myself - what does that mean?

So much information coming at me at once. My dreams were full of me traveling. I hope that I can absorb it all!

On a separate note - my podcast was accepted onto iTunes:0 For more info on how to add the podcast to your iTunes or download onto your iPod, go to: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/ask_allie_podcast.htm

When you sign up this way - new episodes are automatically downloaded onto your iTunes - so you won't miss a thing!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Pictures - Healing Wand, Malibu Stone and 3 Stone Pendant!

So much to write about today - so little time. I'm on a new flower essence combo as told to me by my guides last night and WOW what a punch!

Without further ado - here are some pictures.

My 3 Stone Pendant, trinity symbol and good luck jade from New Zealand. I always have these on - always. UNLESS I have to be dressed up and then I wear my grams diamond necklace. The stones in this pendant are: Emerald (in matrix), Moonstone and Herkimer Diamond. Since I took this photo - I have taken out the Moonstone and replaced it with Amethyst.


Next up are pictures of my healing wand. You will see a full picture of it, details from the top (2 pictures) and details from the bottom (two pictures). The stones in this wand include:
Larimar Stone, Sugilite, Lapis, Emerald, Ruby, Sapphire, Moldavite, Moonstone, Rhodachrosite, Quartz, Rose Quartz. It also has a copper tube (with a wrap around it), copper on one end and silver on the other end.

The Malibu Stone is the stone I found on Malibu beach back in March 2005 and one I work with a lot. I "know" it belongs to Bill and will give it to him.

I hope to get my regular session in today. My quiet time is cut to zero (until night and then I'm tired) as my son is home and I'm the only one here to watch him.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Atlantis, The Crystal Cavern and My 3 Stone Pendant!

I am proud of myself! Podcast #2 is up for listening! http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/index.html You can listen to it directly from the blog (there is a player in the blog now) or you can subscribe to it via iTunes podcast. I'll have more info on how to do that on the web site!

I wish I could describe this feeling that is all over my body. My face feels - light - if that at all makes sense. I feel very airy, light illuminated as if my life is going to transform today - some how. My hair stands up on my arms, energy zaps through me like I'm a electrical conductor. I'm being pulled into a session early - very early. But first I'm instructed to sit a bit with my Malibu stone (the one I intuitively know is for Bill) and blow my breath onto it. The stone wants to absorb my breath. This is all very weird and yet exhilarating.

I'm on a front porch - the porch appears white with a porch swing off to my left. To my right is a bench and behind me is a screen door. The original door is open so that one can look inside. I look into the yard and I can see that I'm on a hill. I have green roiling, hills below me until they reach a dense tree line. In the gravel/dirt drive sits an SUV - steering wheel is on the right side. I can see sheep off to my right. I'm holding a cup of coffee in my hands - blue mug. I sit down on the porch step and I can hear the squeak of the screen door open - it's Bill. He sits down next to me, cup of tea in his hand - kisses me on my cheek and hands me a paper. He says - this just came for you. I take a sip of my coffee and almost choke as I read the paper. "I" can't see what I'm looking at. But the look on my face is that of complete and utter disbelief. He pushes my hair from my face and tells me that he's proud of me. Tears fall down my face.

I can see us at an outdoor cafe. It's the one I always seem to go to - in what I believe to be New Zealand. Bill and I are bundled in coats and hats. I can see our breath, but we really don't seem to mind the cold.

I'm now in nothing - no landscape, no clouds - just nothing...like an abyss. I sit on some unseen object. A woman approaches me - bathed in a brilliant light. She sits next to me. I ask her who she is. She tells me that she is the Goddess Coventina. She waves her hand and there is an ocean in front of us. Two dolphins arrive. She tells me to hold on to the dolphins. I ask if she is coming with me. She smiles and replies that she is always with me, all I have to do is to call her name. I go into the water - it's neither hot nor cold - but just right. I grab onto their fins and we go under. I worry that I cannot breathe - but I can. We go through a cave, come up through an opening. I see a great white city. I know that this is Atlantis - from an angle that I don't remember visiting before. I climb out and walk along a path. It is very quiet. I enter into a temple. It is made from crystal and moonstone. Oddly enough - there is a pattern in the floor from Amethyst - this pattern is what I wear around my neck and is a symbol for trinity. Every other block (like a checker board) this symbol rests. It is very reenergized here. I love to the center and there is a stone block. I place my hands on it and the top moves back - scaring the crap out of me. If I look inside I can see stairs. I climb down and now I'm in an underground tunnel that is lit by torches. I get to the end and there is a half wall. On the other side of the wall is water. I climb into the water and notice a door or something like that below. I take a breath and dive. Find a door and see a round circle. I place my hand on the plate and a door/piece of stone pulls inward. I swim through the door - it shuts behind me.

I see top water - so I swim to the surface. When I do - I look around and I'm in my crystal cavern! I look to my right and Bill hits top water. Both of our guides Catherine and Abraham appear on shore.

With that I'm done.

And during the session that light feeling (especially on my face) went away. But as soon as I was done - it came back. I want to smile. The corners of my mouth literally want to turn upwards - for no apart physical reason and smile. How odd is this?

My headaches - knock on wood - are gone for the present. But I keep having that annoying shaking.

I was instructed yesterday to alter my 3 stone pendant. I had to take out the moonstone and add in an amethyst. I'm not sure why. But this usually signals a change. So now it's Herkimer diamond, amethyst and emerald.

Ted's been pretty much front and center today. I remember briefly having a dream visit with him last night and the word "boulder" kept coming up. Not sure if that is the town of Boulder or an actually rock = boulder.

Have a great day!

Until later....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Always Watching...

Now this was strange - I went to start my session and I kept hearing a no - not yet. Instead I was to go look at a pair of earrings that I wanted to get a friend for Christmas. So I went to the web site and they only had one left - LOL! So I bought them and here I am. Glad the Divine is looking out for my Christmas shopping!

I'm in a restaurant with two of my girlfriends. I - as in me now - am observing us three gab and drink our beer. Seems we have a lot to bitch about!

Hanna arrives and touches my arm. I'm like- do we have to go now? She says that I have more to see.

So she takes me to what I'm guessing is first class on British Airways. I'm sitting in my seat - staring at the window. I hear the pilot come on that we are making our approach to Heathrow. I grab a journal and jot down a few notes. Put it away in my backpack and get my coat on. It's a nice coat - beige suede with white fake fur trim.

I get off the plane and into the 1st class lounge (I'm guessing) and Ted is there waiting for me. He has flowers in his hands - carnations (my favorite) and roses. We stand there and stare at one another - it is if time stands still. He collects himself and hands me the flowers. I smell them. We go to walk out of the lounge and he grabs my hand. I ask him if he's sure - because people will see him with me and pictures will be taken. He smiles. Squeezes my hand and we go through the doors. Within 30 sec someone is taking our picture.

We're driving and I'm watching him. He comments - I told you I'd get to you first.

Now we're at his home. I'm telling him that I really need to get airplane stink off of me. He asks me if I'd like to take a shower.

I see me in the shower. I see him - pacing. Telling himself to get it together. To calm down.

The scenes fast forward and stop - it's morning. He tells me not to go. He asks me to marry him. Let him take care of me. I don't know what to say. I do tell him I can't marry him, no more than I could marry Bill right now. He's very angry with me. He gets up and leaves the room. I get dressed and follow him. He is pissed. He's telling me how blind I am and that Bill will crush me...yadda....yadda....I say nothing to him but turn around and go back in the bedroom.

He calms down and finds me in the bed. I've cried myself to sleep clutching his pillow and a shirt of his favorite UK football team. He sits down on the bed and kisses me. Tells me how sorry he is. Patience is not his strong suit.

Now Hanna waves her hand and time speeds up - a lot. Gives me a headache on top of my headache. It stops at Christmas time. My son, Ted and I are on the Polar Express (a kid's train ride that runs every Christmas). I can see Ted pay a guy 100.00 so that he can read the "Polar Express" book to the train - he wants to impress the woman he's dating.

I lean into my son and ask him - who loves you? You do mommy -- and he gives me a kiss.

With that - I'm done.

Have you guys noticed the difference in the sessions the last week or two? It's all about them - and how it used to be earlier in the year. Everytime a major - kick -me-in-my-ass shift arrives - these two are right in my face. Patience isn't my strong suit either. (SIGH).

Between my headaches, raw nerves and one or the other in my face (not that I truly mind -- they are sexy men -- but I need to work) - I am so behind in my email it is not funny. So if you have sent me email - please be patient. I will do my best to catch up. This weekend is shot for catching up as tomorrow is the Polar Express and a Christmas party - Sunday is trekking to into the tree farm to cut down our tree.

I haven't listened to Rick Astley since the late 80's - early 90's. Now I can't stop listening to him. What gives?

The ever watchful eyes are upon me. I'm starting to feel like Frodo from Lord of the Rings with that darn eye always watching.....I wish whomever this is would just do something. Make your move - place that call - ask those questions. You either believe what is happening to me/us or don't. I'm not going to jump through hoops just to put your mind at ease. It's called faith. Remember that when you were young and you believed in Santa Clause? The Easter Bunny? Tooth Fairy? How about now - Heaven? Hell? God? Jesus? The Virgin Mary? It's called faith. You either get it or you don't. I'm not crazy - Bill's not crazy and neither is Ted.

Sorry - I can just feel myself being scrutinized and after a while it just bugs me - ya know?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

111-111-1111 Part Two!

My nerves are so tender and raw right now that my poor cat Samantha (full name - Samantha Jo Bean Curtis Kirby Jr. Don't ask....let's just say the naming process took place over 3 bottles of wine 9 years ago), brushed up against my sleeved arm with her mighty 9 lbs of feline flesh and I about jumped out of my skin. I scared her so bad when I jumped that she stuck her claws into the woodwork. I wish I wouldn't have taken a picture of that. But that little black ball of fur took off and hasn't been seen since. And lately - she's been right on my butt 24/7 as if it sooooooo fricken cold here!

Okay - back to my nerves.

I'm waiting...waiting for the other shoe to drop. I can feel a message about to come my way that will send my life down a path that will force me to become who I'm supposed to be - not what other's (or myself) have perceived me to be. I'm scared, nervous, excited, on edge, excited, anxious, excited, worried, excited.......my patience is really being tested. I'm being picked apart, studied, dissected and observed. People are talking - almost like - what do we do with her? Or what do we do with this information? Something along those lines.

Still some are astral projecting themselves into my space and watching me this way. I can sense when they're around, I can't see them but I know they're there.

I wanted to see more about 11 so I went looking and found this site: http://www.nvisible.com/ which, let me tell you is HUGE and has more info than I can comprehend in one day. It seems that what I saw of my 111-111-1111 was a huge sign that I'm on the right path, that everything is coming together, to hold on and not be scared. To be receptive and go with the flow - trying to fight changes will only force the progress and that transition will not be smooth. So - I'm trying to go wit the flow.

It's hard to describe, but I can feel myself changing. I can feel doors unlocking in my subconscious to allow my conscious to retrieve memories. I have a knowing that Bill and Ted are going through this same process. Of course - I have no tangible evidence unless they picked up the phone and called - but it's a deep seeded feeling. Just as I know the sun rises and sets every day (although you would swear it misses NE Ohio) I know what I know about us 3.

It's a good thing I can't OD on Flower Essences as I'm sure I would with the frequency I'm taking them. I feel like a FE junkie - but hey - they help...what can I say? I'm on my way to the bank to open an account. My hope for the next hour is that I can sign papers without shaking. That's all I would need is for the bank lady to ask if I'm okay. Can you imagine what I'd say - LOL!

I'm off for now. I'm sure with my nerves being as raw as a newborn baby, I'll write more later. I have to do something a this unseen coffee IV in my arm is really wanting me to jump out of my skin!

BTW...it's so damn cold I'm bring in the outdoor cat - Raisin (which if you remember isn't mine) - let the spraying begin!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

111-111-1111 Part One!

Part of me thinks I'm losing what's left of my mind. Logically speaking, I KNOW I'm not insane, but some days it's harder to prove than others - ya know? Take yesterday for instance. I about had heart failure.

I got a phone call on my biz line from: 111-111-1111

Now there is no such number. Plus on the caller id - even if it is a no name - it says unavailable or anonymous. This said nothing. Only the 10 numbers.

This isn't the 1st time I've seen 11 pop up or even 11:22 (the time of my son's birth) - but this number now - when I can feel a major fricken change about to happen in my life is just like - wow! How am I supposed to work? Sleep?

Is this supposed to be a sign? A sign of what?

Thankfully, Cindy sent me some articles she found on this subject. Here's one from Crystal Links (I could lose hours on this site: http://www.crystalinks.com/index.html):

Physical reality is a consciousness program created by digital codes. Numbers - numeric codes - define our existence. Human DNA - our genetic memory - is encoded - to be triggered by digits at specific times. Those codes awaken the mind to the change and evolution of consciousness.
We all have one or more numeric codes that follow the blueprint of Sacred Geometry. It is about the spiraling of consciousness - Phi - Fibonacci - Golden Mean Spiral - found in perfection, in the exact porportions in the Great Pyramid - as a reminder of 12 around 1 (source) that create our reality. Reality - the spiral of consciousness as if through a slinky toy - or cones - through many levels of experience - at the same time - for the soul. The spiral gives the illusion of time - but once in meditation or dream state - or beyond the slinky - your frequency is too high - moving too fast - beyond linear time and space.

When you see a repetition of numbers, your DNA is being activated on some level. You are remembering that that you are now returning to higher frequency vibration also called the return of the Feminine Energies - Rebirth - Christ Consciousness - Return of Jesus or another Savior - Evolution of Consciousness into total awareness - and so on. Many believe awakening ocmes through healing and the creation of balance - 11.

Most digital codes that evoke memory are double digits - or countdowns such as 1,2,3,4,5 or 5,4,3,2,1,0 - which goes to Zero Point Merge

You will experience a sudden awakening after which reality is never the same. You are going to create clarity, healing and balance for yourself. Do not expect others in your life to be on this journey with you. It is yours alone as it is for most souls. You will have to seek new friends of like mind who are also being triggered by the digits. Once you open the Digital Door - there is no going back. Your soul will automatically and quickly move you from level to level of experience until you 'get it'. Your consciousness is expanding and therefore you will - manifest faster and with greater comprehension - becoming more aware of the meaning of synchronicities that will become more and more frequent. They are created by your soul creates to help you remember that you are a soul spark in a physical program that is about to end - evolve back to higher consciousness.

Once you see your numeric codes - you have activated something in your DNA codes and they will continue to appear until you 'get the message' ... it is 'time' to move on.

Upon seeing your digit encoded numbers - you may feel a sense of urgency or related emotions. Chill out! For NOW there is TIME!

The numbers usually signal changes in the patterns of your life.

They may confirm something that you are experiencing whenever the numbers appear to you.

You may dream also about the numbers - linked with things you do not as yet understand - or wke up at the same time every night with those numbers on your digital clock - ie. 11:11


11:11
About number 11 - 11 is double digit and is therefore considered a Master or Power Number. In Numerology - 11 represents impractical idealism, visionary, refinement of ideals, intuition, revelation, artistic and inventive genius, avant-garde, androgynous, film, fame, refinement fulfilled when working with a practical partner. Eleven is a higher octave of the number two . It carries psychic vibrations and has an equal balance of masculine and feminine properties. Because eleven contains many gifts such as psychic awareness and a keen sense of sensitivity, it also has negative effects such as treachery and betrayal from secret enemies.

Many associate 11:11 with a wake-up code/alarm as they see it on digit clocks and watches. It can also be seen as a key to unlock the subconscious mind - our genetic encoded memories ... that we are spirits having a physical experience - not physical beings embarking on a spiritual experience.

11:11 - or derivatives of these numbers - 111 and 11 - are digits that repeat in time - thus a metaphor for reality as patterns that repeat in time for us to experience. This can refer to the rise and fall of civilizations - our personal experiences and lessons - loops in time - whatever - they are cycles of time that create and recreate following the blueprint.

Ellie and 11:11 .... In 1991 - when I was hosting the talk show "The Metaphysical Experience" - a woman named Solara was my guest. Her topic was Activation of the 11:11 Doorway. It was all about ascension and the beginning of awareness of the 11:11 code. In 1995 - a Crystalinks' reader named Joe emailed about his experiences with the numbers 111:111 - hence the file you are reading was first created - and in so doing I took a long hard look at this phenomena experienced by those around me - oddly not part of my triggering. Each time Joe was about to go through another major spiritual awakening - an epiphany of some kind - those numbers would appear in his physical experience to signal the upcoming change. The numbers say, "Pay attention!"

11 represents spiraling twin strands of human DNA moving into higher frequency of consciousness.

11 represents balance.

11+11=22=4=Time. 22 is a Master Number.

Some souls see a Golden Age emerging - as told by the ancient prophets. Gold refers to Alchemy - the alchemical changes that are taking place in our bodies in the evolution of consciousness. Please continue to ....

Now if I add up all the numbers, I get 66. What does that mean? I lookd it up:

SIXTY-SIX
66 represents a higher octave of 3.

3 = me, Bill and Ted.

To be continued......

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Fight Back for Roadless Forests

In May, the Bush Administration overturned the National Forest Roadless Area Conservation Rule, reopening our few remaining pristine forests to clearcutting, mining, and drilling and putting grizzly bears, lynx, wolverines, bighorn sheep and countless other critters at risk.

The Bush plan could lead to the destruction of some of the most pristine forests in the country. Under the Administration's proposal, not a single acre of the national forests that was shielded under the Roadless Rule is guaranteed protection from the timber and mining industries. Scarce habitat for grizzly bears, wolves, bald eagles and salmon could be threatened under the proposal.

Help me protect our national forests. Go to http://action.defenders.org now to tell your Member of Congress that you oppose lifting the Roadless Rule.
Thanks for helping me preserve America's wild places and the animals that need them to survive.

What's next for animals?

There are always more ways you can make a difference for animals with just a few clicks of your mouse. If you haven’t already taken these actions, please so do now! Your participation can help push these issues over the finish line:

Plan for pets in disasters. When Hurricane Katrina hit the Gulf Coast, people were forced to evacuate and leave their pets behind. Before the next disaster strikes, click here to urge your U.S. Representative and U.S. Senators to pass the Pets Evacuation and Transportation Standards (PETS) Act, which would require state and local authorities to include pets and service animals in their disaster evacuation plans.

Put an end to animal fighting. Click here to contact your Representative and urge him or her to cosponsor the Animal Fighting Prohibition Enforcement Act today and elevate animal fighting in the United States to a felony level.

Pledge to be Fur Free. Many of us would never consider wearing real fur clothing, but even compassionate consumers may be duped into buying real fur products because of manufacturers who exploit labeling loopholes. You can help put an end to this deception by signing our simple pledge to be "fur-free" this winter. Click here to sign the pledge today.

I know you'll continue to be an advocate for kindness toward animals, and I hope you will help The Humane Society of the United States achieve its many goals to stop cruelty and abuse. Your participation in our work truly creates positive change for animals, and we'll need your voice in the year ahead to help even more. Thank you again for your commitment to animal protection.

HOT OFF THE PRESSES: OUR TOP TEN COLD WEATHER SAFETY TIPS

As the mercury begins to dip in many parts of the country, we’re offering guidelines to help protect your animal companions:

- The best way to keep your cat warm? Keep him inside! Outdoors, felines can freeze, become lost or injured. Cats who are allowed to stray are exposed to infectious disease, including rabies, from other cats, dogs and wildlife.

- Antifreeze, while essential to keep water in your car’s radiator from freezing in winter, is very dangerous to your pets if they are exposed to it. Be sure to thoroughly clean up any spills from your vehicle, and consider using products that contain propylene glycol rather than ethylene glycol. Thoroughly wipe off your dog’s feet, legs and tummy when he comes in out of the elements. He can ingest salt, antifreeze or other potentially dangerous chemicals while licking his paws, and his pads may also bleed from snow or encrusted ice.

- Everybody needs their zzzz’s, please: Make sure your companion animal has a warm place to sleep, off the floor and away from all drafts. A cozy dog or cat bed with a warm pillow or blanket is perfect.

For our complete cold weather tips, visit ASPCA online.

THINKING ABOUT FLYING WITH YOUR PET? DO YOUR RESEARCH FIRST, PLEASE!

In accordance with the Safe Air Transport for Animals Act passed in June, commercial airlines in the United States are now required to report all incidents of family owned pets who are injured, lost, or killed while flying in the cargo hold of domestic flights. The original legislation, which the ASPCA spearheaded and which failed due to the airlines' opposition, would have required airlines to install newer temperature-controlled cargo holds. However, pet owners are now able to check an airline’s track record and make an informed decision before making their travel plans. This information is available to the public at the Department of Transportation’s Air Travel Consumer Report site, and for your convenience we’ve already compiled all the information and made it available by both airline and month at ASPCA.org.

While the ASPCA continues to urge pet owners to think twice before flying their animal companions as cargo, we understand that sometimes there are no other options. We will continue to monitor airline performance and go back to Congress, if necessary, to mandate that the newer temperature-controlled cargo holds be used. In the meantime, if you must transport your pet by air, please check out our Top Ten Air Travel Tips, and be sure to download our air transportation incident reports.

Adopt and Save a Premarin Horse from Slaughter!

Thanks to your caring and diligent efforts, over 60 horses have been saved from slaughter! In addition, the remaining horses have received a reprieve from the original deadline date of October 31st until December 10th!

Sadly, the new deadline fast approaches and the 90 remaining horses at the Canadian Premarin ranches will end up at auction, many of whom will be slaughtered unless they are rescued soon. Your help is urgently needed!

If you are interested in adopting one of the horses or want additional information, please contact Jill Buckley, Esq. at jillb@aspca.org.

Sincerely,
Jill Buckley, Esq.
Legislative Liaison, Western Region
National Outreach

The Healing Center, My Headache and My Raw Nerves!

I didn't sleep hardly at all last night. I had a difficult enough time as my nerves were so raw - but at 3:00 am, my son decided to come in and sleep with us - but all he wanted to do was get up. So my nerves are still raw, I'm still jittery, I still have my headaches - yet today - I am very tired. Good combo - huh?

For some reason it feels like someone or something did not want me to have a session today. Of course - I did anyway.

I can see Bill getting very frustrated on the phone. He's sitting at a kitchen table or maybe a desk - whichever it is it is messy and is covered with books and papers. He slams down the phone - runs his fingers through his hair and forcefully pushes things off the table/desk onto the floor. He leaves things where they lay and goes outside for a cigarette. There's snow on the ground. He is not wearing a coat - he is shivering yet he doesn't come inside until he is done with the smoke. He is standing outside on a patio - stone - on top of a hill. He surveys the hibernating scenery.

He goes back inside. Sighs. Places his hands on his hips as he looks at the mess he made. He is picking things up and slamming them back onto the table. He grabs his coat and heads out the door. He jumps into a high-end car - like a sedan. I'm in the passenger seat (in spirit) as I watch him drive. His mind is racing - he's thinking.

I glance into the back seat and I'm startled by Ted sitting there. He has a goofy grin on his face - he sticks out his tongue and holds out his hand. I look at Bill - Ted says - if you talk to him you'll make him wreck. Bill actually tilts his head to the side and looks in his rear view mirror as if he heard Ted. I take Ted's hand and we leave.

Next thing I know, Ted and I are walking around the healing center in the castle. He tells me that I ought to be proud of myself - this was no easy task. I tell him that I am. I can see two people off in the distance they are with a group of children. I ask Ted - what are they doing here? He laughs and says that they are part of the center. I ask Ted where are he and Bill here? I can see an uncomfortable shift on his face but he says that he has to show me something. We go through an archway and into the castle. He takes me through all these halls and doorways until we come upon a large wooden door. We enter. I can see a much older Ted sitting back on an overstuffed chair with a much older me, lying in his arms - my head on his chest. He is reading to me and by the look on my face I am loving every second of it. I ask Ted where is Bill?

Archangel Michael arrives and stares at Ted. Ted gives him a look like - what I'd do? Archangel Michael gives him a loving - yet disapproving look. Ted chimes in - where are we going? Archangel Michael waves his hand and says - you are about to go home. I can tell that someone or something has disturbed his body as his astral self is yanked out ASAP.

Archangel Michael tells me that I must focus. Do not let myself be trapped or disarmed by negative thoughts or actions by others. What I have foreseen will come to pass.

And I'm done.

Can I just add how cold I am???? I have a great spaceheater in my office - but my ankles and shins are freezing!! I put a rubberband around each ankle to see if this will help.

Thanks to those who have listened to the podcast:) I'm glad you've enjoyed it.

Off to work I go!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

There's "No Easy Way Out" As We're "Together Forever".

What a day today has been. My nerves are on edge - to the point that they feel raw. My headache is still killing me. This is the same headache that I started last week. Something big is about to happen - I can feel it. I wasn't even going to write about it today - but my guides are just bugging me to blog. What's going to happen? Well - I know it has to do with me. My headaches are from my crown chakra fully opening. My raw nerves are from the energy surges I keep getting. Flower essences are keeping me sane. I can just imagine what kind of trip this would be if I was going though it without the aid of my flower friends.

I can feel eyes watching me. No - I don't mean that the gov't has spies on me. I can just feel people looking at this blog - watching, waiting, observing for the right time. The time for what you ask? I have no clue. But I can tell that I am being worked over - researched - really looked into. Not that I mind at all - as long as the people have good intentions. It only that it feels really creepy being able to feel this - ya know? I'd rather they'd drop me an email (which is listed at my profile - BTW) or call me (listed on web site in footer) if they wanted to know something. I do not bite - of course unless I'm asked - LOL!

I keep singing/playing "Together Forever" by Rick Astley and "No Easy Way Out" from the Rocky 4 soundtrack - I think it's 4 - it's when Apollo Creed dies (boy that pissed me off) and Rocky had to fight the Russian.

UGH! I just would like to scream to get all of this nervous, jittery type energy out of me. It's as if I have that damn coffee IV in my arm! I'm bouncing off walls. My 5-year old son actually told me to"chill" tonight! I wore HIM out! LOL!

I've had a few emails lately about the book I'd like to write about the soul mate reunion (cause you all know it'll happen eventually - right?) called "Trinity". Have I started it yet? When will I release it? Is it exactly what is in the blog? Let's see if I can answer these questions. The book, as I have thought it out in my head, will be in a diary format. So in essence - the book has started as I've saved all of my journal entries, emails, notes...etc... I have no clue when I'll release it, but I hope in late 2006, early 2007. I have so many pages of information thus far it's unreal. It'll be a large book. Maybe I'll have to do it in 3 volumes - the beginning, middle and then when we're together - the end. What you see in the blog is just the tip of the iceberg - just the tip.

I had a few dreams lately about me as Joan of Arc. I can see me pulling out the sword and going after someone. I'm worn out, dirty, hungry and I ache allover. I wish I could unlock more. I'm really hungry for this information. I can't find a regressionist here in NE Ohio to save my darn life. I have past lives that just keep coming - barely- just to wet my whistle and drive me nuts. I had a dream last night about Bill and I - but his name was David - mine was Anna Marie and we lived in Italy. Just a glimpse, I know nothing. Then I keep having these flash visions about the 1920's. I would be a great subject for someone who researches past lives. I'm easy to put under, I'm descriptive and I'm not scared by what I see.

I'm ancy - just ancy...I wonder if I'll be able to sleep tonight?

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)