the "L" word, Lost, 111-111-1111 and Allie's $.02!

God, I never thought this was going to be fixed - the posting snafu. It drove me nuts not being able to post. I'm sitting here watching LOST and although I love this show, all I can think about is the metaphysical/gift stuff that Robert keeps talking about in my ear. He and Merlin have been around a lot today - even not going into a mediation session I can feel and hear both. I was trying to put off writing until at least the "L" word was over. I can hear you now -- Allie, you watch the "L" Word. Yep - have since day one. In fact, I'd love to write for them. I love the characters, their stores, their interactions - it is a show about much more than being a lesbian or being friends with one. It's a show about being who you are supposed to be, about being true to yourself no matter what the odds, no matter what people say or think of you. It's about being true to yourself. A lesson we all should take and work on. Yep Wednesday is my "L" night - two "L' shows that I love because I care about the characters and what happens to them - a rarity when it comes to the shows on TV today. Although, I must admit, the LOST men are hot - LOL!

Over the last couple of weeks, I have noticed that the amount of visitors to this blog are searching for the meaning of 111-111-1111. I have also found, that in the readings I do that guides are wanting their charges to have more fun in their lives. I think both go together. That people need to find a balance in their life in order for them to make it to the next level and the 111-111-1111 is their guides way of getting their attention. I'm real guilty of this - I have no balance. It's no wonder I got this message. I can't remember when the last time I had fun. I mean actual pure fun without work or business involved somehow. Now I love to work and I love to write - but I have forgotten what it is like to do have fun for the pleasure of simply having fun. I have to remember how and sooner rather than later.

What Robert and Merlin keep talking about has to do with my ability to walk into dreams that are not my own and my gift for astral projection. That I haven't given proper attention to these gifts. I know I haven't. And I don't know why. I've been able to do both naturally since childhood and I know that I could do so much more if I put the effort into it. I have books - many books on the astral projection. And they're good - but so far none grab me as the way to progress. I've always had to blaze my own path. Makes me wonder why I have so many books - LOL! I guess because I like to research and then form my own way based on what I found. I feel more comfortable with the dream travel, maybe because there aren't so many "experts" to a point where I feel my gift is inferior to theirs. I think that I need to stop worrying and just do:) I need to take my own advice!

Speaking of advice, I got an email today from an unhappy client. I knew that there was going to be some difficulties along the way with this one as no matter what I said in any of the readings there was that defiant tone like I never knew what I was talking about. It's amazing how this one comment has squeezed out all the good comments I heard today. Being a psychic or intuitive is not 100% accurate- I wish it was. But I'd have to say that my record is pretty good at about 85%. It's the timing where I have a problem. But I don't know a psychic yet who is wonderful at timing. I guess what surprises me the most is how one bad comment can take on more energy than all the good comments. Why is that? Why do we lean on the bad in a situation and neglect the good? Is it because we don't feel we are worthy of the good? Food for thought.

BTW Netta - I don't plan on stopping with the flower essences:) I'm so happy to hear that they work for you. I personally love flower essences and I cannot fathom stopping them for myself - so I wouldn't do that to anyone else either.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)