Where To Begin?

I seem to have a lot of stuff going on. So much so that I'm not sure where to begin or even what to include in blog entry. Maybe not WHAT to include - but that I'll FORGET to include something. Sigh. My son is home from preschool for the next two weeks as his school is in sync with the college (as its part of the college) and it's spring break time. Right now he's sitting in front of me telling me all about jazz. He's clicking his fingers, his eyes are closed and he's humming a jazz tune while his head bops to the music. Too damn cute.

Thunderstorms are kicking our butts around here - we're on alert until tomorrow morning. There's a mention of tornado force winds (if not an actual tornado) in the evening. Just great. Being in a tornado is something I never wish to do again. Granted, it was only a category 2 that went over my house -- but let me tell ya -- it was scary enough. Since my house is smaller than the two on either side of me, I was safe. But the neighborhood looked like a war zone. Trees down, power lines down, debris all over the place - and over turned cars, parts of houses.....and no electric. Very-very eerie.

I'm not entirely sure I'll be able to do my session tomorrow. My uncle died over the weekend. If you remember the picture of the orbs - the group photo - he was the one who had that huge orb right by his head. He was also my Godfather so this will be strange. He was only a couple years older than my parents. Just like my cousin a few months prior - cancer got him. I heard him before he went to the other side - it was a comfort. He told me that he was fine and not to worry.

Although the kid is home - I did manage to record my podcast:) He did make an appearance with one of his yells - but other than that he did good:) It's the start of my Listener Appreciation program. To learn more about that - take a look here: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/podcastlistenerappreciation.htm

I have a new workshop I'm offering for April:

Soul Mate Quest

Date: April 22, 2006 (Saturday)
Time: 7:00 pm EST

Syllabus:
*The difference of a soul mate, soul cluster and soul group
*How to spiritually call your soul mate to you
*How to have astral sex with your soul mate
*How to psychically connect with your soul mate - daily
*And more...

It's limited to 25 people only as it is via phone. You can participate from the comfort of your home! To learn more: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/psychic_healing_workshops.htm

I've gutted my script - "The Black Triangle" and it broke my heart. The core is still the same, along with much of story, but I've had to shorten and rearrange things. I have to remember that this is a movie - not a novel. In the book, I can put it all in - but in the script I have to be very selective so that the story flows.

I still haven't had the time I need to spend with my new ruby crystal sphere. Today another stone spirit arrived - a Ajotite Included Messia Quartz that is also a manifestation and record-keeper spirit with a nice pinkish haze to go with the turquoise color of the ajotite. It immediately asked to be placed with another Ajotite Included Messia Quartz -- so I did. Then something odd happened. The older crystal developed a pinkish tint in parts that wasn't there before......so fricken cool! I thought to myself before I saw that transformation that the two remind me of a husband and wife team (the wife being the newer and smaller crystal). There is a definite God/ess energy to the spirits. I'm looking forward to working more with them.

Speaking of spirits - my meadow that I always see in the visions? It really exists. In Mass. of all places -- but it's there - plain as day. No - I haven't physcially been there - but the person who owns the property recognized my telling of the meadow and also sent pictures - its the same place! Last week she was walking through it and arrived at a special place - here she "heard" three stone sprits call out - one for Larry, one for Ted and one for Bill. So she wrapped them up and sent them.

Upon opening the package on Saturday and I knew ASAP which one was Larry. No doubt at all. As I unwrapped him, I cried, I couldn't help it. I had a feel that he was right in front of me - his face by mine - and giving me the message that he will get to me. The stone spirit also gave me an all-over warmness....like a security blanket.

Ted I knew right away too - he had a calming, yet stern energy. Bill felt lost. It was like he was the red-headed step child. The energy feel "blah" only because it doesn't seem direct - like it is trying to get to me through a filter instead of directly through the stone spirit.

All three asked to be put on the mantel with the grid I have. Not to be placed inside to disturb what is already there - but outside of it so that I can pick them up when I want.

On the same day the package arrived, I got another one from something I purchased off of eBay. An autographed copy of the movie WITNESS from the cast (Harrison Ford, Danny Glover, Kelly McGillis, Lukas Haas. Viggo Mortensen, Patti LuPone and Alexander Godunov) and the director - Peter Weir. I was thrilled when I found this gem. I loved the movie,the script is wonderful and Harrison Ford SHOULD HAVE been nominated for an Oscar. It's a very special movie to me for many reasons. Now all I have to do is find an autograph copy of PATRIOT GAMES and I'm good to go!

The last two nights before I fell asleep, I asked my guide Jezel and Goddess Brigit to take me where I needed to go AND for me to remember what is important. Here's a recap of what I remember:

March 12 - Last night in my dreams I made a cell phone call. My cell phone was one of new SLVR that I want. The other end answers and its Ted. He's outside and in a good mood. He's like "Hey". I can hear the happiness in his voice. I tell him that I'm not who he thinks I am. He's like - you're not. I said no. He wondered who I was then and I told him an old friend. How did I get this number? Well before I got to tell him, I see my sister sitting next to my husband in an auditorium. His back is to her like he is taking care of son in the next seat. I show my sister the phone and it says "Ted" on it. We giggle and I hit the phone - I guess I had him on hold and he stayed on. I could tell he was getting in his car. He asked again how I knew his number. I told him that I found a yellow piece of paper (from a yellow legal pad, had blue lines and the slip was definitely torn from a full sheet of paper ) with the name Larry (Ted) Last Name on it and a phone number. So being the curious person I am - I wanted to see who this is. Ted is silent. I'm trying to get him to talk to him - I'm telling him that I don't really know him. What's his favorite color - favorite food? There is dead silence on the other end - but I know he didn't hang up - it was like he was in shock.

That was it...

I wish I remembered the number. This dream came about after I woke at 3:30 am for a thunderstorm. I asked Brigit and Jezel to take me to what I need to know and for me to remember. So this "call" has some sort of significance.


March 13 - I wish I would have had time this morning when I woke up to get this all down. This was the last dream of the evening/morning and it was about Ted. He was sitting down, blue jeans, white t-shirt. I was bending over picking up something and there was a comment about my hair. My hair is mid-back in length, curly and the red highlights are really sticking out. How it can get the way when I bed over. He says - maybe a for minute. I raise an eyebrow and say - maybe 2 or 3 if your lucky. I know that I'm referring to a blow job. He's like - what? I say that I'm a smart ass and its something he'll get used to.

I'm outside and Bill and Ted show up, we are all on a grassy hill. They are each wearing what I would think of as the old cigarette carries that the cigarette girls carried back in the day to see from. Out of a door come women, good-looking women, in their bras, undies and carrying tennis rackets. Bill and Ted foam at the mouth. I'm like - good God - you guys could get any of those women with the wave of your hand. What are you waiting for? Bill disappears. Ted likes hell no. I ask why? He says he has a good set up now and he doesn't want to ruin it. I'm - what are you talking about? He's standing there by himself and all of a sudden he is surrounded by women. I comment - that's fine, Ted - but when was the last time you felt anything but numbness? He looks at me and goes - what? I'm like - fuck it and walk off.

I'm going up a staircase in an old house - the wood is a very deep brown, almost black. I get to the top - reminds me of a balcony at the landing. I get to the end and want to make a right (which felt "normal" to me) to go down, but there is a cleaning sign up so I am forced to go left on the balcony - past books, many people. I'm thinking to myself - I've had it with the guys - they're on their own. I go to go downstairs - there is a man at the bottom that looks like a butler - he is instinctively familiar even if I can't see his face.

I wake up with a start and have a killer headache - just like the night before.

My take on dream number two is that Bill and Ted are taking a back seat while the Divine sends me on a rerouting opportunity. Not sure what - but it's really never a dull moment around here.

With that - I've got to go. The 5-year-old is growing restless and I haven't heard a peep in about 15 minutes. ALWAYS makes me nervous:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)