The Bathroom, Fire Signs And Synchronicities!
The last two nights my dreams have been empathizing release. Friday night I had the Pietersite at my bed side and the dreams were all very very dark that night. They weren't nightmares, and I don't remember much about them, but I can just get a grasp on that I was letting people, places and things go. Wouldn't you know it, when I woke up yesterday I cleaned a good chunk of the say - throwing things out, putting things away. I didn't get the connection until I went to bed last night.
No Pietersite last night. I decided to place it back in the corner of my desk. My guides confirmed it that I no longer need it as a catalyst to change or to reach the Hall of Records. The dreams last night were again release dreams and no - I don't remember them except for this last part: the dang bathroom! (SIGH) It was a unisex bathroom, the walls were yellow, the floor a burnt orange and the doors to the stalls were the same color as the floor. I remark to a man who is in line with me, that this bathroom has been in my dreams, that it is a combination of several different bathrooms. I pointed out the water on the floor, the various toilets with no stalls, no urinals that I could see (which I found odd seeing that men were using this bathroom too) and all the stalls had people in them. I think that I got into one and was able to do my business without too much trouble and I was able to flush. After this, I went into a very large pool room. I wanted to get into this large pool, but I noticed that a woman was swimming laps or something -- and then it was pointed out (or I remembered) that the pool was partitioned off and that I could swim on the other side. So I jumped in and there were many other women in there - all in black one piece suits with while swimming caps on. I did my best to swim around them, and I did. Made a few friends.
When I woke up I indeed really had to go to the bathroom. But I thought the bathroom scene was very interesting seeing that I had been releasing "things" over the weekend. I don't feel any anxiety, I'm not worried about anything. I have a calm about me which is nice. There is some tummy dropping, roller coaster feel -- but I think that it is for the anticipation of the next step, not about what I am leaving behind. I think that the Robert Bruce workshop is going to be a big turning point for me. I guess we'll see - it's less than a week away now.
Bill is no where to be seen or sensed. It is as if he dropped off the face of existence as usually I can pick something up. But nadda - nothing. That shift seemed to have occurred about the same time as I made all of the British connections or synchronicities. I can't even hold Bill in my mind's eye for more than a flash at a time. Talk about wanting to be left alone. I could push it and still make contact, but I do respect boundaries when they are in place - just as he respected mine last year when I had enough of it all. If we're connected through out eternity - time out in this life isn't even a blip in the eternal map, if you know what I mean.
Ted, on the other hand, is right there. When I wake up, go to sleep, get my shower....etc....but he's not an annoyance. He is right there so that I know he's there - but not so much so that I can't get anything else done. This is a good thing and with boundaries that I can handle and work with:) You know, talking about synchronicities, something else dawned on me last night. Both of my husbands are/were fire signs, my sister, fire signs, my best friend since Kindergarten, fire sign, my mother - yep, fire sign. Ted - yep, fire sign. Yes, I have plenty of friends who are other signs as well as my father and my son -- but the majority of people who are predominantly close to me in this life are all fire signs. Food for thought.
I keep being called into a session - but there is too much activity right now for me to be able to center and focus. Since I can feel the tremendous pull, there must be something important that I need to know. So as soon as it chills a bit -- I'll do the session.
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
PS: I'm adding this as of 2:28 pm EDT - I was mistaken about Bill being around nadda - I did have a dream visit with him back on June 6th, which I posted about. I felt compelled to add this for some reason....
No Pietersite last night. I decided to place it back in the corner of my desk. My guides confirmed it that I no longer need it as a catalyst to change or to reach the Hall of Records. The dreams last night were again release dreams and no - I don't remember them except for this last part: the dang bathroom! (SIGH) It was a unisex bathroom, the walls were yellow, the floor a burnt orange and the doors to the stalls were the same color as the floor. I remark to a man who is in line with me, that this bathroom has been in my dreams, that it is a combination of several different bathrooms. I pointed out the water on the floor, the various toilets with no stalls, no urinals that I could see (which I found odd seeing that men were using this bathroom too) and all the stalls had people in them. I think that I got into one and was able to do my business without too much trouble and I was able to flush. After this, I went into a very large pool room. I wanted to get into this large pool, but I noticed that a woman was swimming laps or something -- and then it was pointed out (or I remembered) that the pool was partitioned off and that I could swim on the other side. So I jumped in and there were many other women in there - all in black one piece suits with while swimming caps on. I did my best to swim around them, and I did. Made a few friends.
When I woke up I indeed really had to go to the bathroom. But I thought the bathroom scene was very interesting seeing that I had been releasing "things" over the weekend. I don't feel any anxiety, I'm not worried about anything. I have a calm about me which is nice. There is some tummy dropping, roller coaster feel -- but I think that it is for the anticipation of the next step, not about what I am leaving behind. I think that the Robert Bruce workshop is going to be a big turning point for me. I guess we'll see - it's less than a week away now.
Bill is no where to be seen or sensed. It is as if he dropped off the face of existence as usually I can pick something up. But nadda - nothing. That shift seemed to have occurred about the same time as I made all of the British connections or synchronicities. I can't even hold Bill in my mind's eye for more than a flash at a time. Talk about wanting to be left alone. I could push it and still make contact, but I do respect boundaries when they are in place - just as he respected mine last year when I had enough of it all. If we're connected through out eternity - time out in this life isn't even a blip in the eternal map, if you know what I mean.
Ted, on the other hand, is right there. When I wake up, go to sleep, get my shower....etc....but he's not an annoyance. He is right there so that I know he's there - but not so much so that I can't get anything else done. This is a good thing and with boundaries that I can handle and work with:) You know, talking about synchronicities, something else dawned on me last night. Both of my husbands are/were fire signs, my sister, fire signs, my best friend since Kindergarten, fire sign, my mother - yep, fire sign. Ted - yep, fire sign. Yes, I have plenty of friends who are other signs as well as my father and my son -- but the majority of people who are predominantly close to me in this life are all fire signs. Food for thought.
I keep being called into a session - but there is too much activity right now for me to be able to center and focus. Since I can feel the tremendous pull, there must be something important that I need to know. So as soon as it chills a bit -- I'll do the session.
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
PS: I'm adding this as of 2:28 pm EDT - I was mistaken about Bill being around nadda - I did have a dream visit with him back on June 6th, which I posted about. I felt compelled to add this for some reason....
posted by Allie @ 9:28 AM
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