Leap Of Faith....

God, did I take a leap of faith today. I don't know what has me wanting to throw up more -- my worry about Ted, or my worry about the email I sent Bill. I had to have faith, so I did. I wrote and I begged for him to listen to me. Will it do any good? I'm holding it in my mind that it will - that the correct steps will be taken. They have to be. Ted is running out of time to stop the spreading. This is cutting it too close.

Good thoughts please -- good thoughts that I did the right thing and in turn, that Bill does the right thing.

I had to do something. I woke up 9 times last night, each time in the midst of a panic attack. Each time the attack was about Ted, or I absorbed it from Ted. Somewhere in him, he knows about the tumor, he just doesn't want to believe it.

I can't eat. I can't sleep. I can't work.

I asked God to show me what to do....and here you go.

Leap of faith -- leap of faith.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)