Ted, Jeff And The 1920's Past Life!
My mood has improved - greatly. Thankfully I am the type of person that when I'm down it's never for long. But I think I'm about to get irritated because I am being yanked into a session. I had someone ask me once -- how do you get pulled into a session? I keep hearing a person's voice until I go into the session - then they leave me alone:) Toady I hear two men - Ted and a new guy named Jeff.
I'm in a room and I can see Ted throwing clothes into a suitcase. There is another suitcase open and it appears that my stuff is being thrown into there. I ask Ted what in the hell is he doing with my clothes? He tells me that we are leaving, that it is no longer safe here. I'm like - what are you talking about? That's when I hear Jeff -- he says -- he's trying to keep you from me.
I turn and ask Jeff - what are you doing here? He smiles -- you dreamed with me last night didn't you? I nod. And what did I say -- do you remember? Sure, I say, you commented that you've been looking for me for 7 years. Yes, Jeff says -- 7 long years and I'm not about to let you disappear.
What's the big deal with you two? I didn't even know you two knew each other.
Ted - we don't and that is the way it is going to stay.
Jeff looks at me - you don't remember do you? Obviously not -- as I don't know what in the hell is wrong with you two.
After Ted killed Bill --
You mean back in the 1920's? I ask.
Yes - after he killed Bill, what kind of man do you think Teddy here was?
I shrug - I don't know?
How can you not remember? You're psychic for God sake.
Ted stands in between us and stares down Jeff. Leave her alone.
He beat you, Jeff pushes Ted out of the way, he beat you every day all the time. And he had whores, dozens of them. Until I killed him, until I took you away from all that and treated you how you should of been treated. We had a long and wonderful marriage until you died, and I died shortly afterwards.
I move away from both men. I don't remember that part of the past life.
Ted moves to me - I'm not like that in this life, I would never do that to you. I want to cherish you, to love you and take care of you.
Jeff moves next to Ted and I. I'm not here to mess anything up with anyone. Think about it Allie, think about when I show up in your life -- it's usually when something major happens, a life change - right?
I agree since the last time was when I was pregnant and my son was born (age 32) -- time before that I was getting divorced (age 24) -- time before that I tried to kill myself (age 16). Seems like every 8 years -- but this time 7 -- I ask him if he's early this time. He says no -- you're ahead of schedule.
And with that all disappears and I'm done.
I did dream about Jeff last night -- it was strange as I was so shocked to see him -- and it seemed him me. Jeff is 2 years older than me with dark hair and beautiful brown eyes. I'm going to have to go back and learn more about this past life.
I'll be interested to see what happens -- or if why he is here is to help with what I decided over the weekend.
As always - time will tell.
BTW...if you sent me an email -- I am so incredibly busy right now that my email is backed up worse than it's been for months. So please be patient with me;)
And LOST starts tonight - Whoo Hoo!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)
I'm in a room and I can see Ted throwing clothes into a suitcase. There is another suitcase open and it appears that my stuff is being thrown into there. I ask Ted what in the hell is he doing with my clothes? He tells me that we are leaving, that it is no longer safe here. I'm like - what are you talking about? That's when I hear Jeff -- he says -- he's trying to keep you from me.
I turn and ask Jeff - what are you doing here? He smiles -- you dreamed with me last night didn't you? I nod. And what did I say -- do you remember? Sure, I say, you commented that you've been looking for me for 7 years. Yes, Jeff says -- 7 long years and I'm not about to let you disappear.
What's the big deal with you two? I didn't even know you two knew each other.
Ted - we don't and that is the way it is going to stay.
Jeff looks at me - you don't remember do you? Obviously not -- as I don't know what in the hell is wrong with you two.
After Ted killed Bill --
You mean back in the 1920's? I ask.
Yes - after he killed Bill, what kind of man do you think Teddy here was?
I shrug - I don't know?
How can you not remember? You're psychic for God sake.
Ted stands in between us and stares down Jeff. Leave her alone.
He beat you, Jeff pushes Ted out of the way, he beat you every day all the time. And he had whores, dozens of them. Until I killed him, until I took you away from all that and treated you how you should of been treated. We had a long and wonderful marriage until you died, and I died shortly afterwards.
I move away from both men. I don't remember that part of the past life.
Ted moves to me - I'm not like that in this life, I would never do that to you. I want to cherish you, to love you and take care of you.
Jeff moves next to Ted and I. I'm not here to mess anything up with anyone. Think about it Allie, think about when I show up in your life -- it's usually when something major happens, a life change - right?
I agree since the last time was when I was pregnant and my son was born (age 32) -- time before that I was getting divorced (age 24) -- time before that I tried to kill myself (age 16). Seems like every 8 years -- but this time 7 -- I ask him if he's early this time. He says no -- you're ahead of schedule.
And with that all disappears and I'm done.
I did dream about Jeff last night -- it was strange as I was so shocked to see him -- and it seemed him me. Jeff is 2 years older than me with dark hair and beautiful brown eyes. I'm going to have to go back and learn more about this past life.
I'll be interested to see what happens -- or if why he is here is to help with what I decided over the weekend.
As always - time will tell.
BTW...if you sent me an email -- I am so incredibly busy right now that my email is backed up worse than it's been for months. So please be patient with me;)
And LOST starts tonight - Whoo Hoo!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)
Labels: Ted
posted by Allie @ 1:16 PM
5 Comments:
At 2:22 PM,
Leann said…
If I were only aware enough to have payed attention when all the major life transitions happened for me I may have seen some type of pattern to dreams/people/ whatever. Unfortunately, this whole psychic / spriritual thing is farily new to me....well last three years or so.
Anyway, I hope you are successful in finding more out about this past life with Jeff.
As I'm going thru my "challenges" I'm having more validation moments from dreams. Those dejavu moments where I know I've been in a place, experience before.
Sorry....I rambled off on my own tangent.
Have a blessed day
Leann
At 4:52 AM,
What is my art? said…
Allie,
These men are trapped in the dark side and BOTH of them are here to lead you away from the "decision" you made earlier.
You're walking into this barefoot and blindfolded!
You SHOULD be looking into your future and NOT your past. You can get lost there and may not be able to find your way home.....like these two.
GREED has taken control of their spirit and they're not here in your best interest.....they're here for theirs!
Your past live(s) are NOT relevant and can only cause SEVERE damage in this life.
You're treading on dangerous waters Allie.....I HIGHLY recommend walking away.
At 4:04 PM,
Allie said…
Hey Leann!
Those dejavu moments are pretty cool - aren't they? Okay - so you've been at the spirtual thing for three years - it doesn't matter if it was 5 min or 20 years,just as long as you're doing it!
Everything takes time and all advance at their own speed in their own way!
Cs - Allie :)
At 4:57 PM,
Allie said…
Hey Art,
Guess what? You're doing it again - assuming you know me and you don't. You have NO CLUE what decision I made nor is it your business. I fail to see why you think you have an inner track on me and my soul mates and cannot fathom why you do not understand that you don't. Okay, your advice is to be helpful to push me in some direction that you think I need to go. I get that. But the way you put things all it serves to do is piss me off. What you need to do is to back off and talk with me - not at me like I'm some 6 year old.
Next you need to understand that what I post here in the blog is a fraction of my life - not all of it. I'm not walking anywhere blindfolded and barefoot (which BTW...what is wrong with bare feet?) - I am very aware of my surroundings. As far as the past goes - it's an interest, not an obsession -- there is a difference. I look at the past to see how and why it has influenced my present and I use that information combined with me being in the present and focused in on the NOW to chart a course to my future. So it's not the past that anyone should be stuck in nor is it the future - it is the here and now and that is what I am doing.
As far as your comment about the past not being relevant to the present - that is just so wrong and I'm leaving it at that.
I will give you though, that both men appear to be greedy in this blurb in my blog. I don't know about Jeff yet - even if he does always appear when I have a life change AND has been supportive, but if you read more about Ted you will discover that he is not as greedy as you assume him to be.
I'm not the one treading on dangerous waters. I suggest that you take a step back, think before you type and learn how to talk WITH a person, not at them. Until you learn how to do that and to stop assuming that you know me, I would appreciate if you would stop commenting in my blog. All it does is create a negative energy that I do not want.
Best of luck on your discoveries,
Allie
At 4:03 PM,
Kirk said…
Sorry but everyone's past life is relevant... that is just silliest thing to say.
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