Hot Hands, Healing and A Lot Of Writing!

My hands are burning up right now, so I decided to use it to jump into a session. I arrive in an all-white place and it slowly morphs into a lush, and vibrant flower garden. I can hear a waterfall off to my right so I go to investigate. I have bare feet (like I do physically now) I move across the plush feeling green grass over to a man by the waterfall. He turns and it is Jesus. It has been awhile since he and I have had a talk. He is just as happy to see me as I am him. We embrace - he kisses me on the forehead and grabs by hands. He turns them palms up. What do you feel - he asks? Intense heat, I answer. I want you to do what you did last night in the shower, replicate that feeling in your hands. So I take a step back and I focus in on a person who could use some healing energy. I shake my hands repeatedly and then hold them out, by my side, palms up. I can see the energy pushing through my hands - they are hot and they tingle something fierce. Jesus tells me to continue on with what I did last night - so I raise my hands up over my head (palms out, always this way) and back down. I can feel the energy solidifying (so it feels) like it is a big energy of the person I am focusing on. I move my hands over what I feel is their energy body, the energy is just pouring out.

Jesus tells me to wave my hands in front of me, intertwine them like a DNA strand and work for the top of the energy head all the way down to the feet. I am then to finish like I did last night, which is to bring my hands together like in prayer - and then say "Thank you". Jesus smiles at me and comments that I am the chosen one - the one that can heal physical and emotional pain. Bill is the one who can heal emotional and spiritual pain and Ted can heal spiritual and physical. He says that in time we will all come into our gifts. That it is destined that we do.

I ask him, what should I do? My hands are so hot all the time now. A major energy point has opened, he assures me. I am to practice - to send my healing light out daily to whomever I know that needs it. Every day, without fail I need to develop my gifts. I ask if it is okay if I keep doing this in the shower - as no one bothers me then. He laughs and says yes, I do not need any special items around me, for what I ever need - I have - the Divine.

I ask if I can cool my hands off in the water, he smiles and says - of course. I bend down and place my hands in - the water feel so crisp and cool. A dolphin swims up to me and noses my hands. I'm startled and I ask Jesus how can a dolphin be here in a pond? He responds - how can you be here talking to me? What is -- is what is. The dolphin is making himself really known. Jesus tells me to go with him and to remember that I am loved. I grab onto the dolphin and under I go.

I emerge and I say - Atlantis. The dolphin makes a whole bunch of noise - so I turn and say - Lemuria? He nods to me and goes under. More lush surroundings. I see my guide Hanna off in the distance and rush to join her. She hugs me - hello - and instructs me to drink some water - from her hands - from water that is in what reminds me of a large birdbath. I do and the water tastes good. She then instructs me to drink the same water, but from my hands. I do and the water is good - but this time there is a feel to it that I cannot grasp. She tells me that the energy in my hands is transferred to the water - making it a healing water. This is another place for which I am to apply and practice my healing gifts. When I grasp a glass or crystal container, with water, in my hands, my energy is transferred to the water. Making it a healing elixir. This was the one step in my flower essence/gem elixirs that I did not understand before. She tells me that I must get back, for I have much work to do.

I turn and there is my guide Robert. I follow him and I am back in my office. He tells me that I cannot, under any circumstance slack now. I have to push myself to write all summer long. Stop doing readings, workshops classes - hold until fall. I ask about the column and podcast - and blog! He says that all should be put on hold. But I remind him, what if I do that and all forget about me? He says that it will not happen. I ask if I can do things maybe a few days a week? The podcast is only once a week. He thinks about it and agrees.

This summer I am to finish the gypsy magic series, write my children's book on Easter AND have book one done of my gypsy YA series. I of course - laugh. He says this is not a funny matter. It all has to be done. I ask if he and the rest of my guides and angels can give me the focus I need. He says that he will help -- BUT -- all I have to do is let the Divine move through me and I won't have the trouble of focusing. With that he leaves....

And I'm done.

Okay - will have to stop workshops, classes and readings for awhile. I'll juggle all this....I have to. My hands are back to being on fire again!! I guess that this is something that I have to get used to! Just wait until I attend the Robert Bruce workshop and open up more energy centers!

Have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Angel and Guide Workshop in 48 Hours!

Hi Everyone!

This workshop is on Thursday and there is still room for more people!

The phone workshop is on June 1st, in the evening. I will not offer it again until September.

Time: 8:30 pm EDT

Topics Include:

*The difference between a guide, an angel and ascended masters
*Meditation and dream techniques
*Divine signs
*Daily Exercises
*12-step connection program
*Herbs, oil, stone and flower essence helpers
*And more...

From the comfort of your home or car, you can find out the techniques you need to make that connection, understand it and apply it to your life.

Each workshop via teleconference (your phone) has a limit of only 25 participants. There is a minimum of 2 in order for the workshop to go on. If the minimum is not reached, then monies collected will be refunded.

Each workshop will last 1 1/2 - 2 hours and cost $40.00. These workshops are easy on your wallet as well as being a spiritual eye-opener!

What you get for your money:

*A customized book to go with each workshop for each participant to keep. They will be available in PDF format and will be emailed to you before class.
*The workshop itself.
*Q & A sessions during class.
*Free follow-up questions with Allie.

The day of the workshop, Allie will send you the workbook and phone number for you to call in order to connect to the workshop. This is not a toll-free number and you will be responsible for any long-distance charges - about as much as you would pay to talk to Aunt Betty in Toledo!

Okay - enough said. If you are interested, please visit:http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermentworkshops.htm

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

PS: There are still spots available for the Soul Mate Workshop on Wednesday, May 31st!

Water, The Titanic And My Son!

Did you have a nice Memorial Day? I did. My body is dead tired, but I had a nice time visiting with family. My ribs were good - a little toasty - but good. The sauce I made - killer. Plus I made some homemade lemonade, and it tasted sooooo refreshing!

My plan was to head to bed after my shower, since I'm pooped. But as you know about my plans - subject to change!

My son hates the water. Which is the complete opposite of myself and my husband. He never had any tragic mishaps as a child, no logical reason to fear the water. But nevertheless, he panics when water is over his head (bath time is a blast) - under no way shape or form will he stick his head under the water - it takes an act of God just to get him in a pool (you should have seen swimming lessons), no running through sprinklers, etc.... So when I was in the shower I thought to myself - why does he hate the water so much?

Then a flash vision hit me -- the Titanic as it was sinking. I feel someone hold onto me for dear life - I have a small son in my arms - and my son and I get put in the lifeboat. The man is still on the deck - my husband. I watch the ship sink with him on the deck as he watch us move away from the luxury liner. The man, my husband, is my son in my current life. My son in my arms - Ted. Add this to us three during the holocaust - and it is no wonder my son has separation issues - not to mention being in the dark, in an enclosed place and the water....

It's rather odd to think that my son was my husband at one time. But my son is always telling me - I'll take care of you until you die. He's been saying that since he started talking. Now that I think back - I never watch any movie that has to do with the Titanic - I get ill. This extends to any movie about a ship sinking - can't watch it. Same with any movie about the holocaust - again, I get physically sick. I know when I was writing the movie "The Black Triangle" I couldn't help but be sick to my stomach.. I know when I convert it into a book, it's just going to tear me up -- but I also know that it is something that I have to do.

I'm glad my son is in my life again. Now let's hope that we can complete our karma and soul agreement so that he can move to the next soul level in future incarnations.

Off to bed I go!

Sweet Dreams!
Allie :)

Alexandrite, Herkimer Diamond, Emerald And The 3 Stone Pendant

There are times when my guides want me to sit up and notice so bad, that they keep placing the same thing over and over again in my face. And when my angels are also involved - a stronger call I can sense and add in my elementals -- and look out! Well, all 3 worked together today to make me take notice of three separate stones. My guides brought to me Alexandrite, angels brought forth Herkimer Diamond and the elementals brought Emeralds.

It all started when I was looking for an item to profile in the upcoming, "Magical Item of the Week". I had my herbal book out, scanning through to see if something jumped out - nadda. One book about stones fell open, right to the page on Alexandrite. There wasn't much listed for this stone, and although I had that strong feel to explore it more, I turned the page. This is when another stone book I had fell -- right to , you got it, the page on Alexandrite. Okay fine. I heard Hanna, my guide, tell me not to go by the books, but to write what I feel the spirit tell me. So I did, and this is what I wrote:

Alexandrite

Type: Stone
Energy: Projective
Gender: N/A
Planet: Saturn
Elements: Water
Powers: Psychic Awareness, Manifestation, Luck, Love
Imbalances: N/A

Wear to draw in luck and good fortune. Use in mediation or wear to increase psychic awareness and manifestation in recreating ones life with an emphasis on expansiveness and creativity.
Use in love spells, sachets or simply carry to attract not only a powerful spiritual love, but also an explosive physical love. Excellent in drawing one's soul mate towards you.

NOTE: True Alexandrite is rare and expensive. It can look purple to the naked eye and green when held to a light.

I had that feel that I was right on the money with what my guides wanted me to do. But then they through me a curve ball - change your 3 stone pendant and add this spirit. What! My Alexandrite was too big to place in my existing wrap and I had no other wire to work with. Then I hear the angels call for the Herkimer and lastly the elemental call for the Emerald. Okay, I only have one Alexandrite - but I have many Herkimer's and Emeralds. Which ones?? I located the two Herkimer's that are twins/joined and took the smaller of the two. The larger one called out for me to take him. I said - no - you are not going to fit. Then I had a flash of which Emerald they wanted, but I couldn't locate it anywhere. Just when I was about to give up - it rolled towards me. HA!

I worked and I worked and I worked on this. My hands were killing me, I had a poop load of work to do -- but the Divine was adamant about this - the pendant needed changed now. I would get frustrated and then ask the Divine just to flow through me so that I can get this to fit. I was assured that all would go as planned. Work - work......the Emerald and Alexandrite were in...but the Herkimer just wouldn't go. The other half was jumping up and down, waving its hands saying ---HELLO!! So - fine. I picked up that spirit and wouldn't you know. It all went together like a hand and glove. All fit, all worked. Every day I learn more about what it means to have faith and to listen -- not just hear -- but actually listen.

Let me list here quickly what properties and Emerald and a Herkimer Diamond have:

Emerald: Cleopatra loved this stone spirit :) Emphasis loyalty, sensitivity, harmony, tranquility. Assists in memory retention and mental clarity. Symbolizes success in all endeavors of love. Teaches one to combine intelligence with discernment, thereby inducing right action. Activates and stimulates the heart while calming the emotions. Helps to enhance memory and increase mental capacity.

Herkimer Diamond: Assists in stimulating clairvoyance, clairaudience, telepathic communication, awareness, and attunement. Good for information retention. Helps you to be everything you are through self-actualization. Aids in clearing the mind and body of fear and other negative emotions. Can be used as a tool of attunement between people, activities or environment.

I'll be dammed - it just dawned on me: Emerald = my birth stone, Herkimer Diamond = Ted's birth stone (the birth stone is actually a diamond, but a Herkimer is what you use in place of) and Alexandrite = to pull two lover's together. At least it didn't take a 2 x 4 for me to get it this time:) An improvement!

See picture for what the pendant looks like now. Herkimer on top, Alexandrite in the middle and Emerald on the bottom.

I made the mistake last night of asking before I fell asleep, what life will be like when Ted and I are physically communicating. I was up all night long. When I did sleep, I was VERY busy and it was all traveling with Ted. Last night was all about us. I have no idea WHAT happened, just that it HAPPENED. I am sooooooo tired today!

And on that note - I'd better get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Ted, Josh And The Dream Question!

Okay, so I said I'd give you guys an update on if I got an answer to my Josh question. This is what I remember of my dreams:

I did meet Josh in the club. But he had to leave. I saw Ted, he saw me. And we would move through the club looking at one another but not saying anything. This club was attached to a hotel and also to my best friend's church. I had a book on magic and people where having a fit. Then the book turned into one on psychic senses. There was a man here, good looking, who taught preschool and I wanted to get his opinion on tests. We never talked. Instead my friend and I walked all over the church and she showed me a bench with what reminded me of a family shrine. It was their garden in this church - with a bench and behind it a large garden box. There were rows of these garden boxes that belonged to dozens of families. In the box there were flowers, a musical keyboard made of flowers, odd and ends for the kids - a baseball, a glove - all with flowers/shrubs and a wooden memorial to my friend's husband. Had him with a stubble face, it was in bronze, in wood and the wood end had that shinny lacquer over it. I knew that this was my favorite place in this big garden, but I never saw this planting thing until now. I saw Ted again outside.

I'm in a room with 2 girls and one guy - small room. Ted was here to, just watching us.

At the end I'm in that bar/club again. I see him coming towards me in a blue jacket and a newspaper in hand. I jump up and say, Ted. He smiles at me and we go to another table. We hug. He said that everywhere he looked he would see me - that I must want something. When he saw me here in the club, he like -- alright now, I must have to chat with her. And this is why he came over. He talking to me about telepathy and an ancient tribe - I can't remember where, but part of me wants to say South America or Mexico (although as I typed that Tibet popped in my mind) who used telepathy between those who were soul mates and that he and I must be. I was half listening, nodding in agreement, playing with his hair. His hair felt like it hadn't been washed in awhile, it was long and unkempt. I thought to myself how handsome he is now -- but more so when he combs/washes his hair. I told him that I truly didn't want anything from him but his love. He smiled and said he could do that. Goes on to say that he never wants me to go. I see flash of the Ritz hotel in NYC - the gold trim on the building up top.

I left the club with my husband and son. Ted was sitting with my friend. I took a sticker and on apiece of paper I was to place my phone number and use the sticker to stick it to a flower pot. But I woke up.

The parts with Ted were so vivid, so real -- that I know he had to feel it too....and conscious remember. Even if he didn't grasp all of it.

In between seeing Ted, I walked into a big "something" for Bill, like he was being honored - he was there. He saw me, I saw him, we nod but never speak. I left the room and went out to keep looking for Ted - this was still in the same hotel/club/church. Although when Ted would show up, it wasn't that I was looking for him, but more that he was looking for me. But - I don't think that was the case either (as he thought I was looking for him). What I think is that our minds were so in tune with one another that we simply kept showing up at the same place.

I think that Josh was a messenger for Ted and that it was his pull to get me to this place so that Ted and I could have this talk. Now how Ted and Josh are connected to one another, I don't know. We'll see if Josh arrives on the scene any more!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Workshops, Tornados And Maria Shaw!

So I worked my tush off yesterday trying to get ready for the Soul Mate workshop. Added more to the workbook, proofed it -- read more - did more. Got it to where I was happy and sent it out. However -- the workshop never took place last night. Why? Because tornados just love my street. If a funnel cloud touches down anywhere in the Wayne county area, chances are it has hit either my street, or the side street. In either case, I usually lose power and one of my trees come down. Last night was just the case. SIGH. I'm not going to have any trees left at this rate! I still haven't been able to find Raisin the outdoor cat I feed. I really hope he is okay. His actual house, had a huge butt tree fall down and I just pray he was no where near it. I'll look more for him later.

In the mean time , the workshop has been rescheduled for next week (see notice below).

I had a dream the other night with Sawyer from LOST in it again. Same place, a darkened club/bar. I said "Hey Sawyer". He goes "God dam it Allie, you know that's not my name." I'm like - "Yes, I know -- Josh." He replies, "That's better." "So why are we here again?" I ask. "I was hoping you could tell me." he replies, "Isn't this your thing, you know, what you do?" And that's all I can remember.

We keep showing up in the same place, I'll figure it out eventually why and what we're supposed to do in order to learn that lesson and move forward. It just drives me nuts when I can't figure things out. Maybe tonight something will fall into place? I'll ask about it before I fall asleep and let you know the answer I get tomorrow.

Having our annual Memorial Day barbeque over here. Making my ribs, only time I make them all year. They are good........kick butt, Rib Fest good. My husband keeps telling me that I should sell my food...but I remind him that I don't want to cook for a living - at least not now:) I have always wanted to open up a bar/restaurant called "Alley Cat". Now my sister N - she makes killer desserts. My specialty is main courses and my youngest sis does wonderful side dishes:) But if all 3 of us were to work at the same place - two of us would probably die - LOL! And I have no idea who would be the last person standing!

I wanted to do a session today, but there are too many things going on that disturb my trance state, so I will try later. In the mean time, I want to share with you a mini reading I got from a well-known astrologer, Maria Shaw. I ordered a one question reading. My question - of course - was about Bill and Ted. I was hoping that she could shine some light on the romantic & friendship issues as it drives me nuts. Here is what she said:

Dear Allie- I have examined the two charts along with yours and without birth times for the two guys, it may not be as accurate as i would like but and here’s what I found:

There is a very strong bond between you and T. although not an easy one...it is a karmic one....there is some unfinished business from a former lifetime and I am sure you must feel something of the sorts, like a past life connection or something. This T. shows up as a major “relationship” in your astro chart...there is potential. However, he is going through a very dark emotional period this year. Without his birthtime, it hard to say exactly when, but if you haven’t; noticed a depression yet, you will.....there will be anger bubbling up between June 2- July 18 around him....stuff he repressed for a long time. Even though he appears confident and cocky at times, he is very sensitive about how others look at him. He does have an ego and a little bit of a selfish streak too. You would end up feeling as if you were nothing more than a mere servant to him at some point in the relationship and he could be hard on your health. But this bond is so strong from the past life that your soul may need to fulfill it or at least spend some time with him, developing a new relationship and finishing karma from the previous one.

There’s a reason both of these guys are in your life even if they don’t seem to be revealing just why....just yet.

B. is like totally opposite from T. Like night and day. He ironically is also from a past life...in fact many. You have known B. in at least 3 or 4 past lives. There is buried anger from those that needs to be released in this one so you can move on. You and B. have the same emotional needs B. will not be ready to emotionally commit to anyone until 2009. He’s still trying to figure his life out! You have a chance with both ofthem....but over different periods of your life. And one of them, you will have to pursue...the other will be easier. Because the karma between the two of you and the two of them is so intense, it could be that this was a 3 way love triangle in a former lifetime.

In fact, according to your astro chart, one of the reasons that you have reincarnated was to work on relationships! Long term, B. will eventually grow up and be a better mate for you. Even if you can’t see this now. T. will always be about himself even though he can be quite charming. I would not mess with T. for at least 14 months...wait until he gets over the depression and I see nothing but problems for him with the opposite sex for at least a year. However I do see opportunities with both if them.

According to you chart these the biggest times:

October - November 2006
Late July-September 2007

One of them is already involved with someone else or will be very soon, so you will need to wait until that is over. No matter what has went down in the past, you could have something with B. However, I am not ruling out a fling, if the circumstances were ripe, with T. Its all about karma with each of them!

On another note, work hard this year because you are coming into a magnificent time for your career. If you have worked hard since 1999 laying a solid foundation, you will soon be rewarded. If you are on the wrong path, with your career, things will sour, so you will be forced to get on the path the universe wants you to live. The next two years could be amazing for your career! Go for it!

So there you have it. Again -- both men show up. I do like what she said about the career even though I didn't bring it up:) The downward spiral of Ted, already happening. Bill wants to be alone -- yep.

And on this note - I have to get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Soul Mate Quest - Rescheduled + Angel/Guide Workshop -- Both Next Week!

Hi Everyone!

Due to an act of God (tornados) I had to reschedule the Soul Mate workshop for Wednesday May 31st and there is still room for more people!

Both Workshops are next week and I will not offer either again until September.

Soul Mate Quest


Date: May 31, 2006 (Wednesday)
Time: 9:00 pm EDT
Topics Include:

• The difference of a soul mate, soul cluster and soul group
  
• How to spiritually call your soul mate to you via dreams & meditation
  
• Astral sex
  
• Karma
  
• Soul agreements
  
• Connection tips
  
• ...And more!

PLUS!

Connecting To Your Guides and Angels

Date: June 1, 2006 (Thursday)

Time: 8:30 pm EDT

Topics Include:

• The difference between a guide, an angel and ascended masters
  
• Meditation and dream techniques
  
• Signs
  
• Daily Exercises
  
• And more...

From the comfort of your home or car, you can find out the techniques you need to make that connection, understand it and apply it to your life.

Each workshop via teleconference (your phone) has a limit of only 25 participants. There is a minimum of 2 in order for the workshop to go on. If the minimum is not reached, then monies collected will be refunded.

Each workshop will last 1 1/2 - 2 hours and cost $40.00. These workshops are easy on your wallet as well as being a spiritual eye-opener!

What you get for your money:

1. A customized book to go with each workshop for each participant to keep. They will be available in PDF format and will be emailed to you before class.
   
2. The workshop itself.
   
3. Q & A sessions during class.
   
4. Free follow-up questions with Allie.

The day of the workshop, Allie will send you the workbook and phone number for you to call in order to connect to the workshop. This is not a toll-free number and you will be responsible for any long-distance charges - about as much as you would pay to talk to Aunt Betty in Toledo!.

Okay - enough said. If you are interested, please visit:
http://www.blogger.com/

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Angelic Support, Great Energy And Spirits!

This is a good day. I woke up with this feeling of all over goodness, even though my son crawled into bed with me at 4:30 am and I never went back to sleep. I got up at 5:00 am and actually went on my walk. My legs hurt - but that's okay. I had some amazing conversations along the way. The first one to greet me before I even left the house was Ted. An overflow of positive energy surrounded him - he told me that he has hope. That in his heart he knows that dreams can come true. I assured him that he was right.

A few steps out of my house, Bill was there. He didn't say a word to me and I felt a heaviness about him. I reminded him that if he wishes to release the burden he's carrying, Ted and I are always here. All he has to do is call. He gave me a weak smile and faded from view.

I hit the end of my block and am joined by Archangels Michael and Raphael. It's a weird, yet wonderful feel, to sense that an Archangel was on either side of me. Michael, so warrior like, strong, fearless, rugged looking -- but then again not. Raphael, so gentle, very angelic like, very calm and reassuring with features that remind me of a male model with delicate cheekbones and commanding eyes. I can sense that they are glad that I started to walk again. Both work to remove the negative etheric cords that have formed from my connections to other people. The strain from my back dissolves as the cords are sliced and removed. Raphael pours green healing light into me as Michael surrounds me with a whitish/blue light of protection. I ask to also have a golden light of faith placed around me, and they do.

I get home from my walk and my son is just waking back up - my husband leaves for work. He's crying. I ask him what's wrong. He won't answer. I ask if he had a bad dream and he nods -- says he was worried. I asked about what - he said he didn't want to talk about it. He cries again and I ask him to tell me about the dream. He says it's not a dream, but a story. Tell me about the story - I ask. Neither my husband or myself were in his "story" but our cats and dogs were. He still wouldn't tell me what happened - but then he blurts out -- I can't see them. See who? They're there, but I can't see them mommy. Spirits? I ask. Yes, tell them that I can't see them. He turns over on his side, away from me. I comment that he has to tell them that he wants to see them. So he does and I can tell he is watching. He saw something because he turned and snuggled into me. I ask who did he see? He says - they're dead. Okay -- do you know who? I start to name off people, and when I mention my Grams and Gramps P - he says - that's who! I reassure him that they love him more than anything and there is no way any harm would ever come to him because of them. He says he knows, but it still scares him when they do that.

He gets out of bed and moves towards my office - I head to the bathroom. He screams - I ask him what's wrong? He comes running to me and says - Bill is in the office. I asked if he said Hi and he assured me yes. But that Bill looked sad and had suddenly appeared in front of him and that is what scared him. He tells me - I got so scared I thought my brain would fall out! LOL! I assured him that Bill would bring no harm to him and he said he knows that (very sarcastically I might add) - but he was just "there" and that's why he screamed.

The idea I had about Ted a few days ago is going well. Very well. A lot of great energy there -- so much so that I think that has added to the extra bounce in my step! I could kick myself in the ass for not thinking of it sooner.

I hired someone today to come in once a week to de-dustball my house. I do -- I live in one big dustball. Between my cats, dogs, kid, me and my husband who works in a factory -- and that I never clean (unless something threatens to get us) -- something had to be done! I'd rather write than clean, so I made an executive decision. Yeah!

And the sun is shinning to boot! Yeah! Plus the season ending to LOST is on tonight. All I can say is if Charlie, Sawyer or Hurley is gone - I'll be pissed.

Back to work I go! Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Update: FYI for Newbies To The Blog!

Hi Everyone,

Since I stopped updating people about the blog during my podcast, there has been a major jump in people who stop by. If you don't know who is who - then it can get a bit confusing. Especially since I do not use real names, except my own, my guides and the Archangels.

So here is a cheat sheet:

MICHAEL, RAPHAEL, GABRIEL, HANIEL - Archangels

JEZELL, ROBERT and HANNA - Spirit Guides

BRIGIT - Goddess

GALADRIEL - Fairy

BILL and TED - Soul mates - in soul cluster

LARRY - New member soul circle BUT in the inner soul cluster as well

CLIVE, PETER, FRANK and just about anyone else male I've mentioned - Members of soul circle

CINDY - my intutive friend

If I've forgotten anyone - post a note and I'll explain.

Take care!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Soul Mate Quest In 48 Hours!

The phone workshop is on May 25th, in the evening. I will not offer it again until September.

Time: 9:00 pm EDT

Topics Include:

*The difference of a soul mate, soul cluster and soul group
*How to spiritually call your soul mate to you
*How to have astral sex with your soul mate
*How to psychically connect with your soul mate - daily
*And more...

From the comfort of your home or car, you can find out the techniques you need to make that connection, understand it and apply it to your life.

Each workshop via teleconference (your phone) has a limit of only 25 participants. There is a minimum of 2 in order for the workshop to go on. If the minimum is not reached, then monies collected will be refunded.

Each workshop will last 1 1/2 - 2 hours and cost $40.00. These workshops are easy on your wallet as well as being a spiritual eye-opener!

What you get for your money:

1. A customized book to go with each workshop for each participant to keep. They will be available in PDF format and will be emailed to you before class.
2. The workshop itself.
3. Q & A sessions during class.
4. Free follow-up questions with Allie.

The day of the workshop, Allie will send you the workbook and phone number for you to call in order to connect to the workshop. This is not a toll-free number and you will be responsible for any long-distance charges - about as much as you would pay to talk to Aunt Betty in Toledo!

Okay - enough said. If you are interested, please visit:
http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermentworkshops.htm

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Archangels Raphael, Michael And Gabriel!

I'm getting pulled into a session today rather quickly and unexpectedly. In the midst of a beautiful blue sky, Archangels Raphael, Michael and Gabriel are waiting for me. I wonder - why are three Archangels waiting for me -- was it something I said? Raphael smiles -- no, it was something you did. You trusted and you pursued with your heart. This will help heal him.

Michael takes a step toward me - once he has a taste of your energy, it will give him a new reason to fight for his life. He will start to understand why he is here and why he has had that emptiness inside of him. He will not be able to dismiss you.

Gabriel hugs me. She whispers in my ear - you two will make the most loving team. Do not despair as this is the path that was chosen at the start of your earthy incarnation. One path will lead to another.

All three Archangels send an enormous healing light into me - and fade from view.

I am now in basically - nothingness. I turn around to hopefully see something and I spot small dot of light. I am about to enter it when Bill approaches me from the right. He looks tired, but oh -- how do I want to say -- settled. He says to me - I'm sorry. I reply - I'm not. And I enter into the light.

I see Ted in a garden, on a white bench, he is sketching picture after picture. There are dozens of sheets of drawings. I can make out a mill, several versions of a castle, my three-stone pendant, the sun, a lighthouse, an angel, his three girls, birds, cats, dogs, horses -- the list goes on and on. He is sketching like a mad man, trying to pour it all out before he forgets something. He turns and sees me - oh there you are - he remarks. Where did I go? I ask. To talk to Bill - did you two get things squared? I flash back to the brief conversation I just had with Bill - yes, I reply, I think we understand one another now. Ted smiles that - make my legs turn to jelly - smile and tells me to sit.

He goes on to say that he wants to take me to Italy, Spain and Greece. I say - right now? He smiles and says no, not yet, in 2007. I nod - okay, I can do that. I do have a passport that is an empty passport. It's empty Ted says, but that's not possible. Why isn't it - I ask. Because you came to London during the summer - there should be stamps from that - right? I'll have to check - I tell him.

I can see Jezell off to the side, she motions for me to join her. I kiss Ted and off I go.

Jezell is a guide of little chat. She loves just to take me to a scene and point. This time around she takes me to my office, it is dark outside and I am working away on my lap top. I can see a finished copy of my Easter Bunny book (for 4 - 6 year olds) and a marked-up copy of my story about Kyra, the gypsy teen.

I can hear her say "Hurry" and then all fades from view and I'm done.

Short, sweet and I think to the point.

Better get cracking....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

More Info: Valle de San Felix - Project: PASCUA LAMA

I received an email about this project from a concerned person who did some digging:

FYI on the Barrick Gold Corp. project in Chile -- this is their webpage spin on the Pascua Lama project. More info on http://www.rainforest.org/ .

http://www.barrick.com/Default.aspx?SectionID=AE16ED96-78D3-4451-AB11-281B502746FB&LanguageID=1&ProjectId=8fadb7a7-1b99-4e7b-a37d-9da4b178f0b2

Pass the word on!!!!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Yep, Ted Again!

Oh God what a day! I need to go pick up my son very soon from school and my head is just spinning.

I have been seeing 2 numbers all over the dog-gone place today. One is 22 and the other is 222. Long story short is that my deep conviction will make things manifest. Have faith, don't worry - everything will work out for the best for everyone involved.

Don't worry. Hummm.....it's not so much of a worry though is it is an over-thinking process trying to figure out ways to Ted without Bill. Of course, over-thinking has never helped anything, especially connected to these two. I do believe I have something worked out. I'm not going to say what it is right now, as I don't want anyone else's energy to mix in with mine/his and possibly throw things off. So I will let you know what happens. Just cross your fingers:)

On the other hand, I did fall asleep with my dream question about Ted. What I can remember about the dreams is me in a skirt, blouse and boots (which is not me at all) - the skirt being green and white checkered, white boots and white blouse, walking through a downtown. Although I am a jean and sweater girl, I was very comfortable in this outfit - very confident. Behind me the sky was dark and forbidding, in front is was sunny and inviting - with big blue skies and not a cloud in the area. Ted's eyes are green and his favorite color is blue. My take is that is what the green outfit and the blue skies are telling me that things with Ted will move forth along with the troubled times are about to be behind me.

As I walk through this town, I pass a lot of people and I can "hear" what they are thinking. I heard a lot of voices - too many to assimilate. I can remember passing this couple on a pay phone and the man was calling his wife to say he was working, when actually him and the skinny chick next to him were about to head over to the motel.

Next I can remember sitting in a movie theater with a big picnic basket. Bill was with me, and he was annoyed that we were at the movie of all places. I kept telling him to watch - Ted was on screen in what I don't know. But Bill wouldn't watch and I kept bugging him to watch Ted. He was annoyed and shrugged me off. This was another confirmation that Bill is of no help right now.

I saw me under a mighty oak tree just writing like my life depended on it. Again - my writing comes into play.

Have to run and get my son.......

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Ted's Destruction, My Shower And The Archangels!

You know, I never mind having a man in the shower with me, especially if I can con him into shaving my legs. However, when it's Archangels or my guys in astral form, it isn't quite the same - ya know? It's always more fun to grab onto someone solid.

I wasn't going to blog anything today - but after my angelic shower visit, I figured I'm supposed to.

As I'm shampooing my hair with some Lavender shampoo, I hear Archangels Michael and Raphael arrive. I hear them tell me -- you have to save him. I "know" who they are talking about, but I had to ask anyways....who and why can't he save himself?

He's self-destructing -- cannot stay afloat any longer without you. He cannot fall.

I rinse my soap suds off and sigh. Ted -- I know you're talking about Ted. What do you want me to do?

Save him - Archangel Michael says in a very commanding voice.

I don't know how - I say.

Yes you do - Archangel Raphael replies. In your heart, you know.

I - WANT - TO - SCREAM...but I don't as that would alert my household and then it WOULD be far too crowded in my small bathroom.

I can feel a hand on each of my shoulders and it is said in unison - love him.

How do you expect me to get to him?? Bill isn't going to help, that's getting pretty obvious. He doesn't need to hit me upside the head again for me to get it.

The Archangels and I launch into a long conversation after this - so long that I run out of hot water. Ted is on a one-way ticket for destruction - it's as simple as that. He has too many women in and out of his life and he drinks too much. Bill is an island. He wants to come and go as he pleases, with no ties to a relationship, only many friends. What I can't get - is if he wants friends only, and Ted is like a brother to him, why wouldn't he do what he had to do in order to save him? Even if that meant feeling uncomfortable by picking up the phone and calling. Yes, we have been doing the telepathic link and it is strong between us - but it is going to take a materialized phone call to get things moving.

Ted longs for that physical connection that his soul craves with me. He needs that eternal love. He and I made a pact to meet up in this life and this is something that his soul knows...and it hasn't happened. So he gets over the emptiness by the revolving door of women and shuts out our telepathic connection (which he is starting to think that it's all in his head) by drinking.

If I look at my life, I've led the same destructive pattern until about when my son was born. Which is the same time I found out about Bill and Ted. So I am to assume that my soul has known the same thing as Ted's soul. I've had my share of disaster choices in men, in the same revolving fashion and if I were single now....who knows? Plus, Lord knows anyone that has known me from before my son was born knows that I've been one hell of a drinker. Not an alcoholic, but I sure love my beer. I partied hard - and often.

So - now the task at hand is -- how to get to Ted without Bill's help? I still cannot believe that Bill would sit back and watch a friend that he loves self-destruct. The pull I can feel from Ted is all consuming - it's strong -- He-Man strong. I know Bill can feel what I can. I just don't get it. How can a man who I know to be so loving and kind be such a self-centered prick right now? I can understand the why -- I just don't get the why - if that makes sense to anyone but me.

You know, I try so hard to focus in on other aspects of myself, my life, my work and spirituality. But I'm always yanked back in to Ted and Bill. Always. I wish I could cut a break, I wish I could get some help -- earthly help -- to get us together. Why can't it be as obvious to others that us three have to get together. I mean, there has to be someone who reads this blog who knows who Bill and Ted is and can help. I find it hard to believe, if not impossible, that there isn't someone. The world's too big - too many people....and we all know the saying, "It's such a small world".

So what to do -- what to do? This is my dream question for the night. I can't help but think it has something to do about my writing. I'm too tired to think about this any more tonight. Or to ponder more on what the Archangels said. Bottom line is that I have to get to Ted.

Sweet dreams,
Allie:)

Robert Bruce, Hot Hands And Signs!

My son and I did a fun experiment today. He thought it was just the coolest thing:) I was trying to explain to him how we are both healers and that we use energy in order to do this healing. He was getting it - kind of - so I told him to put his hands out, palms up. He did. I placed my hands, palms down, on his. I asked if he could feel the hotness from my hands. He smiles and says yes. So I tell him to leave his hands where they were and I moved mine up. He starts laughing. I ask him if he can feel the energy going through our bodies? He says yes and then says -- it tickles mommy, right up my back. It freaked him after a bit as our hands were really really hot and they were very far apart. When the tingling in his body got to be too much, he broke the connection.

He asked how this is happening. So instead of going into great details about energy -- I simply said that the God (the Divine) gives us energy from above, it passes through the top of our head, travels through our bodies to our hands and the energy from our hands is what heals. He smiles and says - we're one of the special people - right? I said yes, we are very special because we can help other people. He liked that idea. Then it was back to playing "Lord of the Rings" again:)

My hands are major hot today, they just will not stop heating up. I keep going to my animals and placing my hands on them. The dogs keep coming after me for more:) Normally when the hands are this hot, it's usually Ted calling me for healing. I grab my wand and get shocked ASAP! However, I quickly fall into a session and see Ted lying on a bed. He's burning up, crying, has a hard time breathing. He calling out to me to help. I place one hand behind his back and the other on his chest and allow the energy to flow from me into him. He falls asleep in my arms. I let him be and turn to go, but Bill is standing there and extends his arms. He wants me to help him. His face is pale, his eyes bloodshot.

I put my hands on his face, and form a triangle. The energy pours form me into him, pushing out all of the fear, worry, the emotional pain he has burdened himself with for all these years. He is about to fall, but Ted is right there and grabs his hand. I hear a signal from Archangel Raphael that my work is done here. The men I leave are surround by a brilliant white light and I know that they are good for now.

I am getting so many messages for me to start healing again - from other intuitives and their guides. But my guides tell me it is not the time to place the energy healing back. I have other work to do first. But and my guides stress this big BUT....I am to do more with opening up my energy centers. I am to do more to let me fear of failure subside. I have to stop worrying:)

I decided to take a room at the Robert Bruce workshop instead of staying with my friend or driving back and forth. It was something that my guides kept pushing me to do. Why? No clue. But in under a month I'll know since the workshop is June 17 & 18. You know, think about this -- Robert Bruce is a highly advanced soul who is top notch in energy work and astral projection -- the two areas I need help in. The man lives in Australia and he is doing two workshops in the states in 2006. One of them just happens to be in of all places -- Cleveland Ohio? Cleveland? Really -- what are the odds? Especially since I had picked up this man's books over the years and put them back. I kept hearing for me to buy -- but I never did. I finally buy and here he is in Cleveland.

You know me and signs -- I think the RB workshop is one hell of a sign. It's right up there with all of the British signs and Ted.

My dreams last night dealt with me writing. I kept filling up notebook after notebook. Granted, I have six books to get done. I wonder if I can get my astral self to write:) One never knows!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

My Dream Question Answered + A Visit With Ted!

My friend emailed last night after I went to bed. You remember the friend, the one I focused in on during yesterday's session. Before I fell asleep last night I posed the question again about what am I being told that I'm not getting. This is what I remember:

A very vivid dream visit with Ted. I was at a strange house with my family. My son was there as well as my mother, my two sisters, my brother in law and niece, my Uncle E and his whole side of the family. This strange, modern type house was E's - he had just moved in and this was sort of a house warming party.

I look over and there is Ted. I can feel that it is the consensus that I brought him to this gathering - so I assume that I did. I'm nervous, he's shy. We are sitting on a couch and I'm asking him when does he sleep? He replies that he has to go home. I tell him that I wish he wouldn't leave, but I understand. His girls need him - he says - and he needs them. But do you get to sleep - I ask again? He then proceeds to tell me in a very soft voice what his schedule is like when he goes home. He is to be on a plane tonight for London. When he arrives, he will have 15 min to rest, then he has to get ready for a Charity function. He and I are sipping Champagne. He has on a brown leather coat, a blue sweat shirt and blue jeans.

After that he launches more into a British drawl that has me frankly - lost on what he will do for the rest of the day. But I can tell it's a lot and I nod my head like I understand. I ask him about when will he get his next job? He shrugs and says that he doesn't know. The market isn't opening up for him. He's getting older and the jobs just aren't there. I tell him that I'll miss him while he's gone. He caresses my cheek and promises me that he will call when he can.

He asks me about "The Black Triangle" I tell him that I'm going to write the book right after the gypsy magic books are done. He smiles and reminds me that every year he gets older. He gets up and asks someone where the loo is. They are lost so he says then - the bathroom. He goes off and I set my way to go into the very modern kitchen. It's nice - real nice. I'm in Uncle's two door stainless steel refrigerator looking for two beers. I take two cans what I think is a Guinness's, but the language on it reminds me of Japanese. I ask him if these taste like Guinness? The Unk (my nickname for my Uncle) says - yes. He grabs a few beer bottles and says if we like a strong lag, that we should try these. I said we'd take these two for now.

As I walk away I can hear him grab my mom and say - she's with Ted. My mom nods yes - and then adds how pleased she is Unk says, he acts just like a regular ole person. I shout back - that's because he is.

I find Ted outside, he has shed his jacket. He is sitting on the ground, smoking a cig and blowing the smoke onto a very large squirrel who he is holding on its back, between his legs. The ashes are making the squirrel all white and the poor ting is hacking up smoke. Before I could say anything he let's it go. This woman runs up to him and starts yelling at him for that. The squirrel is limping about, hacking and coughing - trying to shake off the white ash of its fur.

He sits down next to me and I ask why did he do that? He's not a mean person. He says that he knows, but every once and again the rough and tumble kid in him and he does something stupid and rash. I hand him the beer and explain that I was looking for Guinness, as they are my favorite, but found these and E says they taste similar. Ted comments - Guinness is your favorite? I open my beer and take a drink - it's good. I nod and says yes. He smiles and says - good.

We are walking through a small town and he takes me down the side of a bridge. We still have the beers in our hands. Under here is the entrance to a cave he found. I tell him that we shouldn't go in, I heard that these were dangerous places as they are connected to old coal mines. He stares at me -- so loving like and says -- I'd die before I let something happen to you. We are squiggling into the opening of the cave on our bellies. We get inside and stand up - it's HUGE and beautiful.

I wake up feeling comforted and reassured.

Now this is the 2nd dream visit that I can remember that Ted was with me and my family. The last time was Thanksgiving dinner.

The dreams I had for the rest of the evening centered around my creativity. That I had to get things done. I still don't know if this is what Ted was talking about me having to know. But this is the 2nd time I asked what am I being told and missing - and the second time I dreamt about my writing. In particular - "The Black Triangle". I'm trying to figure out how to get the gypsy magic books done and then the BT book. So - I will have to assume that this is what I must do. After all, remember how much Robert used to be on me about finishing the books??

Better get to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

The Black Triangle Synopsis And Bill Visits!

I've had a few people email me and ask to know more about "The Black Triangle". I'm flattered that people want to know more. So I put together a synopsis of the screenplay:

A family of gypsies suffers the nightmares of Auschwitz/Birkenau during World War II. Recently reunited after a twenty-year separation, childhood lovers Jeta and Stefan make a promise - that they will survive to begin a new life together after the war. However, this promise seems impossible to keep. After trying to save her father, Jeta is marked for execution. Christian, an SS Officer and an old friend of Stefan’s, saves Jeta and makes her a psychic for Hitler in Munich. In the trials that follow, Jeta and Christian band together to give Hitler useful information as they fight to suppress their growing love for one another. Meanwhile Stefan fights for survival in the camp with what is left of Jeta's family. Then, Berlin gives the order to kill all the gypsies - including Jeta. Trying to escape Jeta almost drowns, but Christian sacrifices his life to save Jeta and their unborn child while Stefan uses his connections at the camp to save those he can from the gas chambers. Stefan and a very pregnant Jeta reunite at the place they were captured – the gypsy camp. When an old enemy arrives at the camp, Jeta must trust her visions and Stefan must rely on his instincts at their last stand for survival.

This is certainly a work in process. Version 7 (I think) is done of the script and if anyone wants to take a look at it - I'd be happy to share and accept any input you are willing to give. I am constantly working on this story when I have time. The novel, of course, will be a lot more detail oriented.

I really wish that I hadn't of been so trusting when I first wrote this script. Both actors who I wrote the script for to begin with -- asked to read it. One based on communications with me and his agent, and the other from a meeting that took place between a friend of mine and the actor. It was my first draft. My friend kept pushing me to let the actors see it. Kept saying that she's been in the biz long enough to know when something is ready -- and the script (in her eyes) was ready. I had my reservations. However - I sent it out. At that same time I found out that this friend took the $$ I had sent her to get me an Entertainment Attorney. When she found out I knew she took my cash - she burned all the bridges - with me and with the actor she had sent the script to. This in turn caused actor number 2 to also say no. So I had the two people in the world that I wrote the script for to read it -- and both turned it down because in essence - it wasn't ready -- and she told God knows what to God knows who. However, on the good side her pushing made me get the story done in the first place.

She and I have not spoken since that time and I need a wish and a prayer to even get this script past the actor's gatekeepers. (SIGH)

So what I am praying for is that I can get the book to do well, to open the eyes of people to the story and then the script. After which -- I will try to approach both actors again. I'm not too proud to beg:) Not about this story anyways.

My son is feelings much better. After a day of throwing up - he is his old self again as night time fell. Fingers crossed that we don't spend the night in the bathroom - again.

As I am writing all of this, I had a flash of Bill in the corner of my room, by the door. I always know when an astral form or spirit is here as my cats zone in on it ASAP. Then they rally around me many times to guard me. But when it's Bill or Ted, they just look and shrug it off. The flash was too fast - I couldn't see much except to know it was him. He's been around me a lot lately. I think he knows on some level how much yapping I've been doing about Ted and wants to make sure that I don't forget about him. Forget -- about him??? Of all people?? That's like forgetting that my head is attached to my body.

Guess what -- Bill will be in London later this year. It's the damn British connection -- again. Ahhh....I must admit, I do love the Brits no matter how much I may bitch about them. Now find me a good looking British man who can speak Italian -- and I am as good as gone!

I'm going to ask again tonight what I am being told that I am missing. Hopefully, I can get some answers!

Off to bed I go!

Sweet dreams:)
Allie;)

The Black Triangle, Merlin And Atlantis!

I didn't have a chance to learn much from my dreams last night. My son was up all night throwing up - so I was up too. Poor little dude. He gets this way when his sinus drain too much into his stomach. So although his sinus are acting like crazy 2-year-olds, I won't know positive until he wakes up. Of course he's staying home from preschool, so that throws the day into a curve ball.

What I do remember from the brief naps I got is me with a pad of paper and a pen. I'm in a school and writing what someone is telling me. Then I see myself outside, on the beach, writing more in this book. What this tells me is that through my creativity are the answers I seek. My feel is that my creativity ties in with Ted.

I'm being pulled in remarkably early into a session. Let's see why.....

I can see myself in a room, appears to be my office with what I am to assume are galley proofs for a book on my desk. Off to my right, Hanna comes to my side. I ask her - what is on my desk. She smiles and tells me to watch. My son comes in, he looks to be around 7 - older than he is today, but not too much older. He has me fix something, I have a cow telling him not to get anything on the proofs. My office phone rings, I answer and I can see my mouth drop. I fall down into my chair and I grab the proofs. I can see the front cover - it is of "The Black Triangle". The background is white with a black triangle in the middle. In the triangle, in white are a row of numbers. If I look at the back, the 1st line reads "What would you do to survive?". The rest is a muddled synopsis of the book.

Hanna tells me telepathically - you will have a decision to make. A powerful force in your world wants you to be a part of them. It would mean money, prestige and respect. But it will also be the convalesces of your soul. You can achieve the same results without the negative forces in your life. No rash choices. Think things through. Do not lose yourself in the excitement of the moment.

I watch myself put the proofs aside and open up a file in my computer. It is the files I have gathered on my soul mate quest. The name of the file is "Trinity". On the shelf, next to my phone are the four magic books in a row. I email someone, attach the file and sit back. I can sense that I am nervous.

I look at Hanna and ask - did I just do the right thing? She nods yes.

She takes my hand and pulls me into a wall of wavy energy. We emerge into what I feel is Atlantis. I am watching Bill, Ted and I walk through a preserved portion. Ted stops as a wave of energy just knocks him back a step. He says - this is it. With that he grabs my hand and we duck into a small room. Inside the room is bare, except for what appears to be a small round table, made of crystal and is connected to the floor. We kneel and place our palms on this table. An energy surge blasts us and what was once all white inside, is now a rainbow of colors. The table lowers into the floor and a door opens. We hesitate long enough to glance at one another and run into the next room. We are in the Crystal Cavern, in the room with the lake.

Hanna tells me that this is enough for now. I tell her I'd like to view more. She says no. Too much has a way of overwhelming me. I know she's right - but that doesn't stop me wanting to stay.

She disappears and I am now in the room Bill and I once were, that was under the cliffs in the UK. I look around, half expecting to see Bill, and instead it is Merlin. He smiles and kisses me on both cheeks. It's been too long he says, but now you are ready. For what -- I ask?? You are now the teacher and are ready to unlock more of your soul inherent gifts. With that he chants a line under his breath and fans out a white powder over me. It feels strange - like when you are using one of those shampoos that is supposed to "awaken" your skull, to tingle.....but this feeling is all over my body. He hands me my healing wand, and tells me to sit with it and empty my mind. I do what I am told. Merlin tells me to think of anything - anything at all and focus on it.

I do, I focus hard in on having a friend email me. During this intense focus, I can see her lying on her back. I'm taken to her where I place my hands over her chest and send in white light. I ask this light to go to all of the places of pain and heal. I look up and Ted is there, but his eyes are not green, but black. He looks to be very evil and sinister. I stare at him and ask why are you looking like that? In a deep voice he says - you know.

It dawns on me and I tell him - you are not the enemy. You are not someone who I should try to avoid, but embrace and love. As I speak the words, I can see the blackness leave him and his eyes turn back to their wonderful green color. He smiles and says, thank you. He grabs me for an embrace, and our energies merge into one. It is all consuming, all full of such a strong energy that we both cannot help but yell in the pure ecstasy of it all. In that split second, I am back with Merlin. He smiles and says - did you see what you were looking for? I reply - I think I have.

Then I'm done.

Time will tell today if my friend emails me. I'll be surprised if she doesn't - but I'll let you know.

I definitely have some food for thought.

Have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

An Urgency, A Puzzle And The British!

I can feel an urgency. A major ass push coming from Ted. He's jumpy, on edge, nervous, anxious.....his voice keeps telling me that I have to understand. There's something I haven't or won't see. I can tell it is just so important that I get this last puzzle piece. This blockage that is keeping us apart. It's almost as if I say a code word and the door will swing open. There's a clock ticking down and once it reaches zero...well that's it.

I'm good at puzzles, mysteries -- always have been. I had a Jr. Detective kit as a kid, read all the Nancy Drew and Hardy Boys books. I figure out the suspense thrillers before I reach half way. I've always been good at it. But why can't I see what is supposed to be so plain in front of me? I keep hearing -- a mix up. A switch.

The universe has put in front of me -- the British. Is this my sign? Is this what I'm supposed to be clueing in on? My little sister marries a man from Manchester England. My other sister's favorite place in the world is London and she would kill to marry a British man. My business partner - in London - British. One of my best friends in the whole wide world is moving to -- you got it -- London in October. In June, the Robert Bruce workshop -- he's British (living in OZ).

I don't know -- I really don't know. This is something that I need to sleep on. I'm going to ask for some guidance during dream time. The question I will pose is : what am I being told that I'm not getting?

If there's anything to report, I'll let you know in the morning.....

Sweet Dreams!
CS - Allie:)

Dream Visits, Rain And A Mysterious Stranger!

Are you tired of the rain? God knows I am and I'm sure the folks in the New England states are too. My kid is stir crazy, my dogs want to eat my house and myself -- the lack of sunshine has caused such a drain on my brain. Constant headaches. However, creative wise, I'm a moving -- so go figure. Last night I'm snoozing away happily, when my cat Darin (yes, he's Samantha's better half) jumps on me and is just screaming up a storm. He will not leave me alone. Licking my face, my hands, my arms, pawing my hair. Finally, I'm like *&^%^%$#$#. He jumps off the bed and yells again (these were not just simple meows mind you). So I get out of bed and I follow. He takes me to the basement and shows me the mess --- the rain had flooded the basement to a point where he could not make it to the litter boxes. I moved them all to safer ground again (had done so earlier in the day) and he jumped in to do his business before I had a chance to go up the stairs. Poor boy -- he really had to go! Now the other cats would have simply went where they pleased, if the boxes were not to their liking. So I waited in the kitchen for Darin to get done and when he came up I gave the guy a treat for waking me up. He ate it and joined me in bed where we both promptly fell asleep.

My dreams last night were interesting. One set of dreams had me in a club with a guy that had played "Chris" on the showed CHARMED. I looked at him and asked him, what are you doing here? He looked at me and replied - I had hoped you could tell me! I can't remember much except that there was another man in this club who I really was attracted to - and it was mutual. But he was off limits and we both knew it. He's either friends with Bill in real life or he is helping him in some way -- or maybe he knows both of us on the astral plane (or has since discovered us in real life as I have Bill) and knows that there is nothing romantic to be had with he and I. I don't know -- but I got the feel that he knew both Bill and I in some capacity. I can't remember a thing about this guy -- very frustrating.

Ahhh..in this club too was the man who plays "Sawyer" on LOST. He's not the man I was attracted to in the dream visit, but he had a connection to the guy from CHARMED. Sawyer is in Chris's (I'm sticking with TV names, instead of real, as it's easier) soul circle and has some sort of protection or guardianship over Chris. Sawyer knew me and gave me one of those - it's about time - speeches. I couldn't get out of him why it's about time -- he kept telling me that I knew.

I leave this club and I'm going to walk back to my hotel. My friend Pat is there and I ask him if he could give me a ride back so I wouldn't have to walk the few blocks. I instinctively knew I was in LA and that for me to walk would mean having to go through a seedy part and I wanted nothing to do with it. So Pat gets into this 1970 - something Camaro. It's all white. He starts it up and exhaust fumes just go everywhere. Sawyer and Chris climb into a car next to us and both make fun of Pat's car. Pat flicks them off or something and we get in and chug off.

I've had several dream over the last few months where Bill flat out ignores me - doesn't say a word, doesn't acknowledge my presence. It got me thinking -- what if he really doesn't see me? So I made note of that as I feel back to sleep after the Darin potty break. I entered into another dream visit where he did not talk to me. So I went around to other people in the dream to see if I could get their attention. I couldn't. This tells me that there are times where I am just an observer of his dreams - just like I can be an observer of his life during meditation sessions. I found this very interesting. I hope that when I go to the Robert Bruce workshop next month that I can learn more about what to do when this happens, if I should do anything and how to remember more.

Oh - one last dream I had last night was a visit with Ted. We were arguing about our relationship. He kept trying to convince me that there was more to it than I thought. He kept bringing up marriage. Something that I'm not seeing or understanding about Bill. Ted won't tell me what it is....but he's determined for me to see that what I think I know, I really don't know. Or something along those lines.

The "Write and Cast Your Own Magic" class is moving along very well. I wasn't sure how this subject would do in email format, but everything is going great! The participants are picking up exactly what I a trying to teach them.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Bill, Ted And I -- It's Time

I'm trying to get readings done and a few other important items before I did today's session. But I am being pulled in by my toenails today. For some reason it is imperative that I go now and post now so that the person who has to see this will. So let's go.....

I am instructed first to put my raw turquoise over my 3rd eye again, and secure with my head band in order to ease my sinus pressure. I do and of course, it is working. I got this pressure today after I sent an enormous ray of light to a friend who is having sinus and lung problems. Even though I had a wall of protection around me, it still came in a bit when I pulled the light back. Okay, now I am instructed to move the turquoise down to the bridge of my nose and secure it there. It feels strange, the way I have this band on my head, but the turquoise is still working. So I can't complain too much.

I can hear Bill calling me so I go. I join him in a the crystal room, where Ted and I were the other night to view our past lives. I tell Bill how surprised I am to see him. He apologizes for the way he has been acting. He knows what I know now and that I'm not bothered by it. He realizes that his fears have been childish and unfounded. He is trying to come out of his self-imposed exile and for me to be patient a bit longer. I agree.

Bill grabs my hand and we stand in front of the various images in front of us. I can see us back as Phillip and Sunshine, very happy and in love. There are also images of us in seats of power - a few scenes we are happy, other's we are not. There are more tragic love scenarios than I thought - just the opposite of Ted. It appears that with both men, I have had the same amount of tragedies and great loves. Ted comes in from the side. He stands and looks at the two of us. Bill tells him to grab my hand. A wave of relief crosses Ted's face and he does just that, grabs my hand. There is an incredible white out. I can see nothing, they can see nothing. We have to close our eyes because the white light hurts so much. A few moments later, we open and are in the meadow.

A beautiful butterfly lands in front of us. It morphs into a fairy princess. Her name is Galadriel (sounded out - Ga- lad-ree-ull). She is a spectacular woman, only about 4 foot in size with a very slender body and blond hair. In her hand she holds a white staff. Telepathically she tells us that we are chosen and now is the time to do our life work. The layers need us, the great ones are counting on us. But we will not do this alone. Our light reaches far and wide to gather the masses under our umbrella. As a whole the layers will take back and claim the wrath of power that has been misused. It will come undone and the layers will heal, slowly. This lifetime is only but a step in the progress we will make. For the next two lifetimes we three will be reborn and rejoined to continue the work. After the 3rd lifetime, we will be free to guide from the other realm. She kisses us each on the forehead and put what appears to be a wreath of light around each of our heads. She leaves us by saying - you are chosen, it will be tempting to misuse what has been given to you. But fear not for two will never let the other one fall. As a trio of light you will conquer any darkness that dwells within your human shells, for your souls are pure light, pure love and it is this of which the layers count on, need, to live, exist and thrive. With this she fades away and we are standing there.

Ted stares at Bill and asks him - are you ready? Bill nods and says yes, I am. I smile at both and remind them that they both know how to find me. Everything fades from view and I am done.

By layers I instinctively feel that she is talking about what we call dimensions. This dimension has been damaged so, that the energy fans out via the trees, plants, stones and takes it up to the next dimension and so forth. By healing at the core, the other dimensions will heal. I also get that this current life is the 1st of the three in which we are chosen to fix what has happened. It will take 3 lifetimes to undo what has been done and/or to prepare people for the next level.

As far as what Bill is talking about -what I know - I do understand what he means. It is of a personal nature to Bill so I'm not going to mention what it is, but he is at least physically aware that this is not an issue with me.

I'm not sure I spelled her name right - she told us what her name was and I interpreted it into words.

Last night I had a dream visit with Bill. I can barely remember it, but he was behind a curtain, hiding. He had a friend who had stopped by with her husband to visit him. But he pretended he didn't know them. I knew he was lying.

Now I am free to get my work done:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

You Light Up My Life

I was told to do this -- and the right person will know why.

You Light Up My Life Lyrics
by Debbie Boone

So many nights I sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark but now
You've come along

You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song


Rollin' at sea, adrift on the water
Could it be finally I'm turning for home?
Finally, a chance to say hey,
I love you
Never again to be all alone


You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song


You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song


It can't be wrong
When it feels so right
cause you
You light up my life

Destiny Rules, My Sister's Home And My Son's Past Lives!

I had a very nice surprise over the weekend, my sister N moved home from CA. She is now back in Ohio, until her move to either NYC or Nashville. She drove all the way from CA, on her own with her little Honda Civic packed to the rim. She told no one here at home of her plans as she wanted to surprise us for Mother's Day - bring us each a bottle of wine. My mother found out Sat night, my other sister knew at the same time (only because N thought she knew -- which she didn't). N thought I knew what was going on as I asked her some odd questions during the week. I guess they were odd, asking her about living arrangements, her job, etc....they came up out of the blue so I asked. Had I been paying attention, I would have zoned in early last week that she was moving home, instead of being the last one to know. But, I'm bogged down with work and other items on my mind which prevented me from hearing what my intuition was telling me. Even after all this time, and with what I know, I still have a hard time hearing. Amazing.

A word to the wise - don't pile so much crap on your plate that you can't hear your intuition.

Remember in an earlier post when I said eventually Bill would realize that Ted was this close and he'd zoom back - only Ted wouldn't step back? Well, I was right -- almost. Bill is back, in a big way. He has let his guard down on his thoughts, just a bit, and let me tell you -- they could make you blush. I can hear him say -- now you know why I was keeping you away. HA! The images or scenes that he allows me to view is enough to have me jump into a pit of ice, just to cool down. (NOTE: Just when I wrote that line, my son's remote control robot took a step towards me - it's turned off. ) Thankfully, I can throw my wall up so that I have a chance to re-shift my focus. It's either this or find a close, willing partner and/or the nearest adult toy store. Good Lord! So this part I was right on.

The part that I was a touch off was Ted. He has backed off. But not as much as normal (NOTE: Damm it ....that robot moved again.....taking out batteries). I heard him say that he stepped back out of respect for Bill. He highly respects Bill and values him as a friend - as well as loves him like a brother. The feelings are mutual between the two.

OKAY - the dang thing MOVED again...it has no batteries. Into the closet it goes......

BTW....if you have sent me email - I'm back logged - give me some time and I will get back:)

My son is talking to his imaginary friends downstairs. I asked them their names and he says that they are Tom and Thomas. I remind him that this is one of his favorite movies and is he sure of the names. He says - yes mamma......these two are not the same like in the movie. In the movie, Tom and Thomas are twins, separated at birth and one is adopted by man, played by Sean Bean. I have yet to find this movie in the states on DVD as it wasn't released worldwide. Of course, makes one wonder why it is on the movie channels from time to time. Any ways....

Still talking about my son. He said that in a past life he was a firefighter. He has been saying this for about the last year. Lately though, he is adamant about being a FF again in this life. He doesn't remember what he name was - but he said he was born in Australia and died in Washington D.C. during a call. He has also mentioned on several occasions that he was a British pilot during WWII and his name was Tim. He also told me the plane he flew and his nickname...but I'll be dammed if I can remember either. I wrote it down. But of course I don't have a clue where.

What Ted said the other night came to pass - keep writing Allie...and he will come. I'm writing and he did. Call it a hunch that Bill stopped by the blog within the last few days - or someone reading for him, regardless what anyone else may say -- I'm sticking to my hunch.

I had an interesting thought last night about Bill and Ted as I was watching the next to the last episode of 'Charmed". After I was aware of who Bill was to me, I was remembering much more of our dream visits. Except now our time together was almost non-existent as he kept passing me off to his friends (since then I had discovered that they were in my soul circle). My visits with his friends ranged from nice and surreal, to very sexual. As he kept handing me off I kept asking "why" - he'd never answer. The feel I got was that he was trying to see if I "belonged" not with him, but with another in the group. One day it dawned on me that he passed me off to everyone BUT Ted. I can still remember asking Bill that during one of our dream visits - how about ted? From that moment on, he never passed me to another one of his friends. Ted had to find his way to me on his own - which he did -- obviously.

My saying - you can't escape destiny - rings true here. Bill tried to keep me away from Ted, did everything he could and Ted arriving could not be stopped. What is destined will come to pass, no matter what you do.

Have a great day and don't forget to check out the new episode of the Ask Allie Podcast!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Valle de San Felix, the purest water in Chile - Project: PASCUA LAMA

We Need To Get The Word Out! Contact Media and Your Enviromental Groups!

In the Valle de San Felix, the purest water in Chile runs from 2 rivers, fed by 2 glaciers.

Water is a most precious resource, and wars will be fought for it.

Indigenous farmers use the water, there is no unemployment, and they provide the second largest source of income for the area.

Under the glaciers has been found a huge deposit of gold, silver and other minerals. To get at these, it would be necessary to break, to destroy the glaciers - something never conceived of in the history of the world - and to make 2 huge holes, each as big as a whole mountain, one for extraction and one for the mine's rubbish tip.

The project is called PASCUA LAMA. The company is called Barrick Gold.

The operation is planned by a multi-national company, one of whose members is George Bush Senior.

The Chilean Government has approved the project to start this year, 2006.

The only reason it hasn't started yet is because the farmers have got a temporary stay of execution.

If they destroy the glaciers, they will not just destroy the source of especially pure water, but they will permanently contaminate the 2 rivers so they will never again be fit for human or animal consumption because of the use of cyanide and sulphuric acid in the extraction process.

Every last gram of gold will go abroad to the multinational company and not one will be left with the people whose land it is. They will only be left with the poisoned water and the resulting illnesses.

The farmers have been fighting a long time for their land, but have beenforbidden to make a TV appeal by a ban from the Ministry of the Interior.

Their only hope now of putting brakes on this project is to get help from international justice.

The world must know what is happening in Chile. The only place to start changing the world is from here.

Cast And Write Your Own Magic Class IN 24 Hours!

The class starts tomorrow, May 15th in the evening. This first class size is small, so you will get more help from me now -- than you will once the class grows in size.

What happens in this class?

Day 1: What makes a great spell?

Day 2: The key components of start of a spell.

Day 3: The key components of end of a spell.

Day 4: The all important middle of a spell.

Day 5: Tackle a spell to bring something specific to you.

Day 6: Tackle a spell to force something away from you.

Day 7: Formulate a spell and submit for Allie's advice.

Each lesson is sent via email from me to you. The lesson is mailed to all of the students by 9:00 pm EDT that day and you will have 24 hours to complete what you can and submit it back to me for comments (if needed) and any questions answered.

Example - Day 1. I will send an email that describes what makes a great spell - the components. The assignment will be for you to find a spell that you think works (can be from a book or a free on via the internet) and tell me/class why you think this spell works based on what I send you.

From there I break it down and we work on the 1st part of a spell you wish to write.

Eventually, on day 7 - everyone will submit a final spell to me. I will send back - privately, my comments and suggestions.

This class will grow as time goes on and more people find out about it. I had considered making it into forum later on, so that everyone can help everyone. At that time, each student will be required to sign a confidentiality statement so that what is discussed in this forum is kept private.

As I said, this class is small and I will keep this class at least (regardless of what size it may grow to in the next 24 hours) working only with me instead on with one another and I jump in atthe end.

Okay - enough said. If you are interested, please visit:
http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Butterflies, Ted And A New Past Life!

Happy Mother's Day to you moms - as well as you dads who fill both pivotal roles. Bless all of you. Parenting is the hardest, and most rewarding, career on Earth. Of course, there are times where I may argue that point:) Today is not one of them. My son made me a very nice yarn/can pencil holder in preschool and presented it to me with pride -- along with a very nice butterfly pencil & eraser.

I've been told for years to embrace the medicine of the butterfly, that this wonderful creature is one of my animal totems. This is why when I get something with a butterfly - it holds a very special meaning to me. No surprise that when I moved into my house, the room that would be my office was already wall papered in flowers & butterflies. I get little butterfly items all the time. To most they would appear to be random, but to me -- I just know;) I also know that I am blessed with the medicines of the Dragonfly, Horse, Panther, Dolphin, Jaguar, Squirrel and Cat.

I have noticed that many people access my site via the "Gypsy Lore" page. Because of this (and since I haven't updated it in years) I'm working on that page. I added a couple more items today. During dream visits last night, Ted kept reiterating about "The Black Triangle" and how I have to get the book done. I can remember one part that he took my hand and we went into a large crystal. Inside the crystal we could look back through our past lives. I didn't realize how many lives he and I have spent together as lovers - a good solid couple - not all tragic lovers as I had come to believe. I asked to be shown about Bill and I. But Ted said that the crystal only shows the past lives of those who were in the chamber. So if I want to know more about Bill and I - he would have to meet me here. But since Bill has walled himself off in some corner, going through some sort of destructive pattern - it will be some time before he and I will visit the crystal.

I can't even telepathically connect to Bill. He has walled himself off from all. There will be a time soon where he will feel that Ted is getting too close to me and he will be back with some strong energy. Now Ted normally steps back when Bill does this - but I don't think that this is the case any longer. Ted is up to the same level we are and is not so easily swayed.

One life in particular stands out from dream time. I was lying in Ted's arms, under a tree. He was reading me poetry - Yeats. In that split second, I could feel all of the love, security and happiness that life brought to both of us. We were not wealthy people, common folk. But he was the country doctor. We were paid in terms of food, favors. We were very rich in friends, love and respect. I wasn't a nurse - but worked hand and hand with him - assisting in herbal remedies. In this current life, I know that Ted is a fan of Yeat's poetry. I wonder if he consciously has made the past life connection?

Last night, my 3-stone pendant has been giving off what I call - a life-force energy. It was under my shirt, on my bare skin and it made my heart chakra tingle - almost like sparks of life force were being exchanged. I find that when this happens - either Ted or Bill have made a shift. And since it was happening so much that the energy was actually annoying with the electrical "pops" it must be both. This morning I can still feel the tingle in my heart chakra. I haven't put my 3-stone pendant on yet to see if anything else happens today.

I'd better get my tush in gear. Meeting my mother for lunch and I wouldn't want to be late!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Telepathic Connection + A Plea From Ted!

I always know when I have a good solid telepathic connection with one of the guys. I get lightheaded, my stomach drops and I have an all-over energy zing. I compare it to the feeling you get when you round a corner, minding your own business and encounter something so amazing - so life-changing that you can't help but smile. A moment of Utopia. That's what it feels like:)

This evening I was in the bathroom, minding my business when I felt the tug to connect. With no trouble at all, I connect immediately to Ted. Our conversation went something like this (T = Ted, A = Allie):

A = Ted?

T = You've got to keep writing, don't stop.

A = Writing about what?

T = You can't stop, not now.

A= About?? My gypsy magic books, workshops, classes, the erotica.....??

T = Us. You need to write more about us.

A = You and Bill?

T = Yes, you're not writing enough. More, more information -- it's imperative now.

A = The blog. Okay - I don't get it. If you know how to contact me, why are we waiting for Bill? Pick up the phone.

T = No, that's not how this is done. I made a promise -- a promise I have to keep. Going around him, it's not the way. You need to open up more, your feelings, daily, even the slightest connection. He'll see it. Then he'll act - but you have to write it. The book, our book. You need to write it.

A = After the magic books I'm working on the Black Triangle.

T = I know, I know -- you must do them both -- at the same time if need be. You're 40th birthday is too late to be done. Has to be before -- has to.

A = Okay, I'll push myself.

T = We're waiting for you.

A = I understand.

I could feel the connection slipping - closing here.

T = Always know that I love you. Always know this -- no matter what. You have my heart, and soul forever......

And that's that.....

I remember a reading that Cindy did for me sometime last year. In it she was very strongly lead to encourage me not to stop writing - Ted told her that I can't stop. We weren't exactly sure what he was talking about -- this shines light on it.

It was very nice that it was Ted. Normally it's Bill, but he's been very quiet lately -- too quiet. I thought that I wrote enough about the two of them and what I felt. Granted -- I don't write everything I feel or do as to me it just doesn't seem significant. But if I take to heart what Ted said and then if I remember back to what Robert said - write it all down. I guess nothing is too small - is it?

Off to bed to see what I can come up with in regards to that nightmare last night.

Sweet dreams!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

A Warning Or Simply A Nightmare?

I had the most disturbing dream this morning. It's now 11:00 am EDT and I've been up since 5:30 am because of this dream. I've gotten busy doing things around the house and tackling my huge email backlog to try to forget what I saw. But, no such luck. I keep thinking about it as soon as my mind has a quiet moment. Since I know I don't really want to go back in to this dream, except to gleam maybe a date, I decided to post about it in hopes that it'll go away. Also - maybe, just maybe, someone had a similar dream and it could mean something.

My sister that lives in CA - N - and I were in Hawaii. I don't know how I got on my own, but I was sliding through a large white structure that was all wet - water was pouring in. People were getting out and making their way home - all ignoring this little goat who was throwing up as it ingested poison. I stopped to help the goat and got a zookeeper to help me. In the zoo, they were opening up all the cages and getting the animals out.

My sister N and I are now in a convertible. We are traveling along the coast of one of the islands. There is some chatting about the events of the day and how odd the animals are acting. I look over to the left and past the other side of the island, off in the distance is a couple hundred miles wide, sheet of water that is solid from the sky to the ocean is moving towards us. I put my glasses on to make sure, and I can see the water looking like a waterfall effect. I comment to my sister and to the man driving the car. We then notice to our right, about the same distance away are what looks like tornados, three of them. that are the same size from the sky to the earth. They are tall, but not wide. They intersect one another and are coming towards us. I comment that the two forces will meet here in the middle, on the island. Storms are starting, thunder, lightning. We are in a convertible - the roof is instantly up. Animals are going nuts in the woods we are traveling through to get to the house.

We are back on the coast and now my other sister is in the car too. All three of us have camera phones and we are recording the water and the tornados coming towards us. Our reasoning is that someday when someone finds these phones and they are dried out - there will be the technology to restore and play what is recorded so that future generations knows what happened - what hit us - what wiped us out.

N and I are staying in a large house - a wealthy house - as guests. We must of just got there because I comment that we do not have to pack, as our suitcase are still full. I hear a comment about no animals a loud. This house is on the coast and the winds are fierce. I am by a huge wall of windows looking out at the water when I see red fire trucks traveling up the beaches, stopping at houses. I know that they are evacuating. Again I hear, no animals. My small 6 lb. cat, Samantha is with us and I comment to N that there is no way in hell I will leave her here. I'll put her in the bag. I comment that my son is safe, and then I look on the TV. There is a press conference going on in Cleveland with a black mayor (dark skin, not the light skin gentleman who is now mayor) that there is no where to run. I'm thinking that my son, his dad and my other animals are back there - what will they do? Then it dawns on me that there is nowhere to hide, no where to be safe. This force of God or weather is hitting on all sides of the North America, with its central target the United States.

They are trying to get as many people as they can underground - deep, deep underground. Somehow they think that they can evacuate the islands and in take us to the center of the US, where there is a massive underground bunker. The only reason we are being taken is that we are with this wealthy family. If we were home, and blue-collar - we would not be taken to this underground place. So I knew, that my son was going to die and I couldn't do a thing about it - all of my friends, family (except my sister) were all going to go and I couldn't do a thing.

I forced myself to wake up. When I did, I had a spitting headache on my right side, front, that I still have. I felt very ill to my stomach. This dream is a definite warning of some kind. But I don't know if it is directed solely at me, or at the public. I did try to go back into the dream to see a date. But I couldn't. My sisters and I look as we do now. Samantha looks as she does now - everyone I know now I was worried about. So whatever this is happens not to far in the future.

If you remember my past meditation sessions, my guides keep telling me that something is going to come and hit me out of the blue, to throw me off guard and there was nothing I could do about it.

This is aggravating. When I woke up the sky was dark, even when the sun was all the way up it was still dark, rainy -- just pure yucky. I do remember another scene in this dream where the water would crash into this sturdy window, that was one side of a bowling alley. It looked really cool, watching the water hit. But I couldn't understand why this structure would not fall apart and into the water. No one seemed concerned that the waves were very intense.

I can see the wall of water and the tornados as plain as day. With the tornados, they were 3 white funnel clouds surrounded by the blackness of the sky. Of course, since they were on water they were, I guess, hurricanes, but they looked to be as tornados.

I don't know if I was supposed to feel better knowing that my bags were still packed and I was ready to go? I did think though that I shouldn't take so much stuff as this was an evacuation, not a move.

Oh - just remembered something else. No one was boarding up their homes to protect them from the onslaught. There was no time. This all took everyone by surprise and there was zero time to prepare. The owners of this house (husband, wife and a couple of adult children) were acknowledging that this house and its contents were going to be washed out to sea. But - they were still taking things off the walls so that they wouldn't fall and break when the water reached them. Now all of a sudden my mother was there helping me take down my Uncle's chiming wall clock that I got after he died. Then I woke up after I got it down. So in this house that I was just visiting I had my cat and now my clock was hanging on the wall. Personal items in a house that I was just visiting.

It's all food for thought -- too much thought. I've never had a dream like this - ever - not of this magnitude where there was so much overall destruction and death. I think that I'll go watch a movie with some hot men in it to help me forget about this for now. If anyone else had a dream like this from last night - let me know.

Something else just came to mind - what if Bill, Ted and I were the white tornados as it felt like two super powers or forces were going up against one another. Hummmm......

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Anger, Change And Significant Events!

Strangely enough, I'm not taken into a strange room, or place this time - but my own house. I look around, there is no one here - not even my animals. I can feel my anger, I'm pissed, real pissed. I grab my son's aluminum baseball bat and just start breaking things. The lamps, the big screen TV. I take the end table and throw it through a front window. I dismantle the DVD player, the VCR, the stereo is in pieces. The whole time I am yelling that I'm an idiot. That how could I have been this stupid. Cuss words are flying out of my mouth. The downstairs computer that my son and husband use is next. I rip it from the cabinet and proceed to beat the crap out of it.

The dining room - toast. The china cabinet - the pictures on my table (except the ones of my son or of my mom, sisters, dad, grandparents) shredded. I'm standing there breathing heavy. I can still feel the rage inside of me when I hear someone clapping. I turn and it's my guide Robert. It's about time - he says. About time for what? I yell. For you to get mad enough to let out your anger. For you to get mad enough that you are ready for a change. For you to be disgusted enough to want something better. For you to be pissed enough that you haven't heard from anyone. You've been holding a lot in - waiting. Holding and little by little the hatred and the anger has been eating at you.

I would have the say that the anger - at least in one respect - is not anger but completely disgust. I say. I agree - Robert says. So now what? I add. Change can finally begin. You have had your friends around you waiting. What friends - I have to ask. This is when I see them. My fairies, elves, gnomes and banshees from the forest here in my home. They are all smiling, carrying on like the Elementals they are.

I throw down the bat and ask Robert. Is anything going to stand in my way now? He shakes his head - no. I have to laugh at that - I've always been my worse enemy - I chime in. All humans are this way - he says.

Can you get us out of here - I ask. With a wave of his hand we are at the beach. Much better. The water is aquamarine, the sand is white. A gentle breeze rolls in off the water. It's perfect - and calming. Robert and I sit underneath a palm tree. I ask him about the dream I had last night:

I can remember entering into the Fairmont Royal York hotel in Toronto with some friends. We are all dressed up nice and I can remember thinking to myself that no one is going to believe what I am wearing. I comment to them that I was here during the Canada/USA Businesswomen's Trade Summit in 1999 (which in reality - I was). I commented that I got to meet the Secretary of Commerce as well as top officials in the Canadian government. It was a wonderful week. They couldn't believe that I was chosen to be there and I had to convince them that I was indeed - there. We walk into one of the ballrooms and it is all of my high school mates from my class (85) but also from 82 - 84 (which I had plenty of friends). I walk over to my two friends Ken and Pat. Ken is working on his nails (I don't know) and Pat is working on a project with I think Todd. Pat comments that in the 30+ years he has known me this is the first sexy dress he has ever seen me in. I ask if it looks okay -and they all agree that it does. There is another man at the small table - his name is Jack or John and he says "Hi Alison" and I don't know what to say back as I don't know his name. Pat jumps up and tells me - he is so and so (can't remember) and I says Hi back. But he is the imagine of an actor I think I saw on TV once, can't remember his name or what I even saw him in -- I just know he was a TV actor. Anyways - he gets up and leaves.

That is when another guy named AK, about age 28, and has NOTHING to do with my high school goes walking past me and hits the double doors to the outside. I tell him to wait up and he does. Now we are both outside the hotel on some covered walkway/sidewalk. I am fixing something on my foot when I notice he is really upset. He hands me a can of Guinness and goes on to explain that his wife D is here with a date. Now D has nothing to do with my school either. I ask how he's doing and he says that he isn't coping well. I ask what is she going to do when his work is done - he says -- find more work. That is unless I know something. I assure him that he's a brilliant man and that he will find plenty of work.

Then I wake up.

So Robert says - what do you need to know? What's the dream mean? He replies: The trade show - a significant event in your life - right? (Right) High school - a significant event in your life - right? (Unfortunately Right). Then you helping AK will be another significant event in your life. Be on the look out for him. With that Robert disappears and I'm done.

Interesting -- very interesting. The whole session really. I rather liked kicking the crap out of my house - even if it was only on the astral plane. It did relieve some tension - that's for sure! Especially since I did discover some disturbing tid bits today that disgust the hell out of me. I'm not going to get into it - but it was enough to flip a switch in my brain.

Have an awaking day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Stress, A Decision And Destiny!

I'm under a pile of deadlines, not sleeping, eating too much....sigh...I have a dog (Brodie) getting his mouth and a cyst operated on today, a 10 year old cat (Samantha) who insists she is a kitten and refuses to leave me alone, another dog (Indy) who is constantly whining as he misses Brodie, another cat (Trouble) who insists that my house is his litter box and last -- but not least...my son is graduating from Preschool this week. This means a new outfit, hair cut....and he'll be home a lot more which mean I'll have a harder time getting any work done.

I've been so overwhelmed that I forgot about a function I have to attend Thursday night for my son. So I had to move the Unlocking Your Psychic Senses workshop to the 18th which made the Contacting Angels and Spirits workshop move to June 1st. SIGH.

So, in light of all this, I decided to sit with my very calming elestrial smoky amethyst today. I'm immediately taken into a room where Bill and Ted sit opposite one another . Ted in a chair and Bill on a couch. Bill's clasped hands are out in front of him, head down. Ted is leaned back in the chair rubbing his chin. Neither man looks like they shaved in a few days. I hear Ted say - Well? Bill replies, I'll do it. When? Ted asks. Soon, Bill says placing a small smile on his face. Bill's eyes look red, mostly I think from no sleep. Ted looks tired too, but not as haggard as Bill. You promise - Ted asks. Bill says nothing but nods. A beautiful smile spreads across Ted's face. Bill still looks worried, but relieved that he has made a decision about something.

I look off to my right and it's Jezell. It has been awhile since I've seen her in meditation instead of dream time. Without saying a word she takes my hand and leads me through the wall. We exit and we are in a hospital. She takes me to a room, I think we are in a ICU unit and points. I look in and it's me, hooked up to some machines. I ask her how did I get here and what can I do to prevent it. She grabs my hand and we exit and arrive in the meadow where she tells me to stand still. I do and she waves her hands around me and in that same instant, a full length mirror appears. I can see a lot of black mingled in with my purple, pink and blue aura. I ask her if I had a heart attack because of stress? She nods her head. What do I do not to wind up there. She matter a factly says - ease your stress. How? Start walking again, eat better foods, make time for daily meditation and time for you. Lastly she says - you know what else needs to be done -- and this will happen soon, with something that will hit you from left field. Stay focused and finish. Baby steps - all will get done. With that, a beautiful white horse arrives. Jezell tells me to get on and ride to my destiny. I get on and the horse takes off.

We end up at the ocean, walking through the surf. I can smell that ocean smell. The horse stops and I look over - there is the lighthouse I have seen in many previous visions and on the sand - Bill and Ted. I climb down off the horse and am greeted by two big hugs that let me know I've been missed. In my mind's eye, as we hug - flashes of visions pop in my head -- I see us huddled around a table, looking at a very old book with leather binding, at the Crystal Cave in Mexico, Aztec ruins and finally just seeing our faces light up as we discover something important.

Then I'm done.

Nice to know my stress will land my butt in the hospital. I keep being told that I have to get my blood pressure down and I guess I'd better.

And on that note -- back to work I go -- gotta stay focused!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Dreams, Telepathic Connection And Faden Crystals!

My dreams have been so jammed packed as of late. I'm traveling all over the place, meeting so many different people. I can barely remember meeting someone new last night. He was a man, about age 40 - 45, with blondish brown hair cut short - almost like a military cut, but not quite that short. He worked second shift, lived in an apartment or condo, owned a dog. There was light banter going in, friendly conversation with an attraction. But I don't know his name, or where he's from. Eye color I think is blue, maybe green - but it's his smile I remember the most. Very sexy, but very shy. I can remember showing up at his home with a friend of mine and giving him a coupon for dog food. I can't even remember what friend I was with, expect that it was a female. He was surprised that I was there that late at night to give him a coupon. We both knew it was an excuse. He was a shy person, and would run his fingers through his hair and scratch the back of his head when he was nervous. I wish I could remember more. He did remind me a lot of Ted, but did not have speak in a British tone of voice.

I don't know what it is about me and dream bathrooms. But I was in a spooky location, at night, with some girlfriends. We had to change our clothes as we were going out clubbing. My friends were in a bathroom, but it was a public bathroom, in a house. I have over my shoulder some clothes on hangers. I move around the girls to go to the line of stalls. But I can't go in there because the floor is covered in water. The stalls were not dirty at all, but the water was running from the toilets on the floors, and the water flowed past me. The toilets were almost up hill a touch so that the water ran down past me. The water came out from both sides of the stall, but in the middle it was dry. I was in my bare feet and did not want to step in the water. So I changed in front of everyone. My shirts were not acceptable (according to my friends) because they were damaged somehow. So I wore a rose colored outfit where the top was strapless. I remember feeling out of sorts. Next thing I can remember is that we were going to a meeting first, I'm thinking with vampires to see who had control over this domain. I woke myself up.

I can remember going on bridges over water, racing in cars. Traveling to large white schools that were dome shaped. People, people everywhere. You know that feeling when you are asleep that you are falling and the bed moves? Well, I had that too the other night, but I can remember my astral body connecting to my physical body by going in feet first. It was a strange sensation!

I've been working a lot on the telepathic connection to both Bill and Ted. I have to mentally remember to lower my protective shield to my mind. It's a hard thing to remember as I've perfected my protection over the years. I'm trying to work out a way that those two have access to me without lowering my shield to others. This is a complicated task. While working on this I finally realized that during my younger years why no one could give me an accurate reading - I wasn't giving them permission to gain access to my energy. I think that this is a big reason why most people who try to do a reading for me cannot pick up on either Bill or Ted as they do not give that person permission to access their energy. They are consciously aware, as am I, that although we have a natural shield around us to protect outsiders from reading our thoughts, we can strengthen it. Now I have to apply this same principle to allowing the both of them in.

I am continuously connecting to the two of them during the day without going into a meditation. I'm trying to be able to do it at will as I'm engaged in another activity, such as making dinner, getting my shower or while working. I want to reconfigure my three stone pendant to include a faden crystal, but thus far I haven't found on that will fit. So I have been carrying one around with me as well as having another one next to my bed at night. If you are not familiar to what a faden is:

Faden Quartz are crystals that have a clearly visible, milky, feather line, that usually runs through the crystal. This "string" or "thread" that is perpendicular to the growth of the crystal is unique to Fadens. Faden lines manifest primarily in tabby shaped crystals, but have on extremely rare occasions been found in a normal single point crystal. It is believed that the line represents the seed point of growth and they have the ability to activate or start new growth within one's self or within someone you are working with, utilizing healing energy. The Faden crystal is one of connection, stimulation and furthering connective forces between the self and that which is chosen as the recipient. It is also a stone for the exploration of the parallel dimensions of ones reality. It strengthens the "silver cord" and produces an energy, which both promotes and protects one during flight. This crystal facilitates the attunement between the self and another; similar to the action produced by the Herkimer Diamond. It assists in producing and maintaining the ethereal connection, which one has with another (on any planes, in all dimensions). It is a stone for finding ones complement on the physical plane, serving as a magnetic field to attract ones counterpart and to facilitate an unfathomable energy transfer between the self and the other. Bent threads or curved-like fibers in the crystal, instead of the linear fibers help with future-telling and telepathic activities.From “Love is in the Earth” by Melody

I have both the linear and curved fadens. The curved is what I carry with me during the day, and the linear is by my bed. I have also been using the Spider Lily essence from Green Hope Farms ( http://www.greenhopeessences.com/) as it strengthens telepathic abilities.

I'd better get back to work!

Have a wonderful weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Larry, The Meadow And GI Joe!

I found myself not able to focus on my own, so I grabbed my wand for some much needed support. As soon as my hands grabbed a hold of both sides, the zaps of electricity started - a very strange feeling! Through a mist, I see my meadow. All in spring time bloom, it looked very lovely. Off to my right is Larry! He smiles at me as those blue eyes of his just twinkle with happiness to see me. We embrace and I tell him how glad I am to see him again -- and that it's been far too long! We walk through the grass, I ask him what has he been up to- he replies, a bit of work, but mostly just relaxing and taking a break from it all. He comments that I should do that. I laugh and say if I had the funds like you, I probably would. He says - in due time.

He asks me about my birthday. It was nice and quiet I reply, I even got a nap in:) But for my 40th I'd like to shake things up a bit and do something more exciting than sleeping. Although I did love that long overdue nap! Larry asks if I have heard from the guys yet. I tell him that if I had, he would surely know. That's when he called me a smart ass and I just smiled. He grabs my hand and takes me towards a set of trees. The large tree in the middle I remember as being the one that Bill and I entered and traveled up on many occasions. He said no - not that one and he is walking towards another tree. But the is tree doesn't "open" like the big tree does so I stop. He asks me if I trust him -- and I say, of course. So he walks into the tree (like he is just a spirit) and I follow. What happens next can best be described as moving at the speed of light through the root systems. I could feel the different roots, but we were traveling so fast that I couldn't tell which way was up. We exit and I see a river, with a nice big rock next to it.

We lie down on the rock, and he asks me if I remember this place. Barely I mention - why? Because it is the same place where one of my guides brought me and I was to come back to rejuvenate -- and I didn't. Ahhh..yes, now I remember. That is when the little fairies, gnomes and other woodland creatures appeared. Larry wanted me to close my eyes so that we could practice the telepathic connection. He says that I haven't been connecting to him much - and I would agree. My connections seem to immediately go to Bill. But as I close my eyes, this little fairy keeps tickling my nose! So I shoo her away and concentrate on the sound of the river. I could sense another presence so I opened my eyes and there next to me is Bill! Larry opens his eyes and they shake hands with Bill thanking Larry for bring me here. Larry disappears and Bill leans down to kiss me - this is when it all disappears.

Standing in front of me now is my deceased Uncle Bernie. I ask - couldn't you have waited just a few minutes? He smiles and says no or I would have. He tells me that time is running out and that I have to get my work done. Time is running out how I ask? Why do people keep telling me this but don't tell me what's coming up for me to be prepared for. He tells me to quit arguing with him and just get back to work. No more meetings with the guys until my work is done. I remind him that I didn't ask to meet up with them, that is simply where the session took me. So he chimes in - and then the session took you to me. Now if you want to know what you need to be prepared for - find your staple remover. He left with an - I love you....and I was done.

Now - the whole staple remover thing is an inside joke. When I was about 11, I my friend and I spent the night at my grandma's (Bernie and my dad's mother). We stayed in his old room since it had bunk beds. On one of the beds sat a "GI Joe" doll. Being the curious girls we were, we wanted to see if Joe had a penis. Much to our dismay, his pants were stapled on. So we couldn't check. That Christmas, my Uncle Bernie gave me a staple remover. No one got it but me and I laughed my butt off - as well as turned 10 shades of red. Grams must of told him what we were doing - LOL! So his mention of the staple remover could mean: my husband is going to cheat on me and I'll find out or things are not what they appear. My money is on the last one. As we know - time will tell. But I will be cautious until whatever comes to light does.

And on that note - back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

My Birthday And Busyness!

I thought to myself, I can have a nice quiet birthday - read some, take a nap..you know, stuff I never have a chance to do. But, I decided to keep my son home from school one more day because of is cough. I did hear him trying to hack up a lung during the night, but it wasn't as bad as usual. Better safe than sorry is my motto. I told him out of all the people I could have spent my special day with, I choose him:) That seemed to make him happy. Now if I can only con him into a nap -- that would make me even happier!

I've tried a few times today to get a good session going. But I'll I've been permitted to see are snippets of things, except for the opening bit. I walked into a whirlwind, things were flying everywhere - I could make out papers, books, airline tickets and a lap top as they swirled around me. I could hear my son call for mom. Then the whole scene did a flip flop where the floor was now the sky and I was hanging upside down. I heard my guide Robert say - I told you to get the books done.

Then I'm right-side up and this is where the snippets begin:.

- Me at a round table with I think 8 other people. Looks like we have dinner in front of us.
- Me and another at a bookstore, rummaging through a stack of collectable books.
- I fall flat on my face while at a castle, I don't trip, so I must pass out. Ted's there.
- Bill in the center of a huge mess - like he went nuts and destroyed a whole room in his rage.

Then that's it. I've tried to go deeper today, but I'm not allowed. All I keep getting is a wall, which means I'm not supposed to see anything else today. It's odd, because when I try, all I can sense in my brain is a bunch of busyness, it's hard to zone in. So I'm not trying any longer.

I have still to yet make my birthday wish. My wish is simple - to be happy.

Have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

MIA, BTE And Robert Bruce

Yes, I'm fully aware that I've been MIA the last several days. But I have some good excuses - no really I do. For one - I jumped the gun last week about my son. Over the weekend it was horrible - absolutely horrible his cough. It kept us both awake over the weekend and I kept myself up last night hacking up a lung. Whatever bug has snarled me is similar to his, but not exact. Although my birthday is tomorrow (May 2), I was hoping for a decent day. Last laugh is on me as I think my voice will be gone, if not almost gone by the time I wake up. I've been conserving my voice strength today - hoping to drag it out:) You never know when you'll get an important phone call and you want to be able to chat when you get it!

So my son is on a bunch of new meds - we'll see where this gets us.

I did end up going to the BTE (Better than Ezra) concert on Friday and let me tell you - the guys rocked! It was a great time. My fav song of their is 'Desperately Waiting", second fav "Juicy" (if you watch Desperate Housewife's, you may know this song already). But they sounded great. Went to a local bar afterwards and kept drinking Guinness:) No worries, I wasn't driving:) In fact, I spent the night at my friends house. If you get a chance to see BTE, I would -- you won't be disappointed.

If I didn't know any better, I would say that Bill was in my area yesterday/last night. My dreams, in what sleep I did get, were really out there with me searching everywhere for Ted and Ted being one step ahead of me...and Bill kept sending me in the wrong direction. What makes this dream time make me think that he was in the area is that its presence was so strong - it was a very powerful pull. No matter how many times I woke up, I dropped right back in where I left off.

I did sign up for the advanced Robert Bruce workshop in Cleveland for June 17/18. I'm really excited about this!! He'll be talking about: OBE's, Energy work, Clairvoyance, Exorcism/Psychic Protection. If anyone happens to go there - stop by and say hi!

I'm still desperately behind in emails. Please be patient just a bit longer.......

I'm really tired now and need to head to bed. I haven't had it in me to do a session, no energy - no time. But tomorrow I'm going to make sure I get one in! I just wanted you to know I wasn't completely MIA and to say "thanks" to the few people who called/emailed about my son. I appreciate it:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)