Brigit And A Busy 2006!

I am asked to raise my energy and take hold of my healing wand - I do both and I can feel the energy just zapping through me. It's quite exhilarating.

I'm immediately whisked into what I would call an observer post - standing by a rail looking out into nothingness. But then a series of images arrive and they are all of me writing, doing readings and hosting workshop - oh and the last one I had ear phones on.

Off to my right, Brigit approaches me. She gives me a hug and comments that it is nice to see me. I ask her, since cows are a sacred animal to her, if I'm offending her by eating hamburgers (weakness of mine). She does say that while she prefer that I didn't - she understands and if I do, that I always need to remember to think the cow for giving its life in sacrifice. I assured her that I would. She then adds that she would like for me to place out an offering of milk - as she loves milk. No problem - I tell her and I also comment that I am looking for the Triple Goddess statue to place in her honor. I'm assured that I will find the right one.

I ask her what in the world is going on with me - pointing to the images of me running around like a mad woman. I am told how busy I will be come fall 2006 and that I will need extra help. I asked if I will be able to hire my sister to be my personal assistant. She says of course - why do you think she was brought back to Ohio? I remind her that I'm not in the music biz - and she replied that I'm her stepping stone to the music biz. I can live with that.

I also ask about a house that is around the corner from me. If it will sell. She says - when you buy it. Now mind you, this house is out of my current price range - but she says that I will be able to purchase by years end. Hummm.....so I'm staying in Ohio - dang it. She smiles - for now yes -- but not forever.

She goes on to say that I have to work very hard the next couple of months in order to be ready for the fall. But I am also to play - have some time for fun with my son. As when September hits, my free time will be limited.

I ask her about my client and friend who has terminal cancer in NZ. She assures me that my sending energy and light will be helpful in her times of need.

She kisses my forehead and both cheeks and tells me that it is time for me to get back to work. I ask her quickly if she can take me to Atlantis. Another time -she says. I ask - but we are going to find it -- right? She smiles and says -- of course, why do you think you are here? Then she fades from view.

Nice to know that I'll be busy come fall. Books are moving along -- the power outage put me back some - but gaining ground every day!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

New Psychic Column And Power's On!

Power kicked on last night - ya hoo! Okay - I'm working feverishly on my items for the cell phone company - especially since I am behind due to the weather. Plus, I'm trying to avoid watching the movie RUDY with Sean Astin -- I've watched it so many times...but it has that good feel about it, you know?

Any who - so I'm working on my cell phone stuff when I got an idea for a new column. A combination of astrology, numerology and my psychic sense. To start, to see how it goes -- maybe I will do a monthly column and if it goes well, work it from there. I'm trying to think of a name for it. This is what I've come up with so far:

Innerscope
Psychicscope
Psychicscoop
Innerscoop
Psychicast

I think that they might be rather lame. But for now, that's all I got. I'm open to suggestions. The monthly "scoop" will be a bit generalized for now with my psychic impressions as an overview of the month. I'll start this in September when I begin all the other items. I'm really psyched about having daily "open-reading" times for the no appointment is needed.

I've carved out time to get the podcast done tomorrow, as well, as a session. I'm so dang behind -- drives me crazy!

Okay, I know that I have more to chat about -- but it will have to wait!

Catch ya later!

Sweet dreams!
Allie ;)

An Allie Update!

It's now Monday, June 26th -- do you know where your electricity is? Because I don't. I'm at a lose. They're saying that I'll have power by Thursday -- THURSDAY! By then stick a fork in me and I'm done:) The cold shower I took this morning was enough to banish any sexual thoughts I may of had -- for a LONG time! My son, thought I was hilarious. Nice -- real nice:) Hard to believe that he'll be 6 this Sat., July 1st! He had his kid party last weekend (thankfully at a local play park as opposed to our house), and he had a blast. He was so tired today -- poor kid:)

All in all though, the house is still standing and no one in my area was hurt - so that is a very good thing. Had to toss the entire contents of my fridge last night, almost broke my heart. Us being too lazy to go to the store last week actually paid off for a change! Whoo hoo!

I ran my lap top up to the library today and gave it a good charge - as well as my cell phone and iPod:) Needless to say you probably won't be hearing much from me this week, and the podcast is going to be late. I'm hoping that I can do it on Wednesday. I'm behind in the writing commitments I have for $$$. So my battery usage will be spent catching up.

On the flip side I am getting some writing of my own done, provided I can read my handwriting to enter the formulas into the computer! For the family gypsy book all I have to do is finish up the spells. I also made some good headway on my gypsy YA book. I had been stuck for years now on what path the 1st book should take. I finally figured it out! Whoo hoo! So I had to pat myself on the back for that one.

Since there are no lights, my son refused to sleep in his own bed -- too spooky he says. So he's been sleeping with me and the hubby has been in his bed. Let me tell ya - 95% of the dreams I can remember have to do with healing - I'm either learning something new or working on a client. My husband also hasn't had any nightmares - I told him this is because he's not right next to me and therefore. my energy isn't bringing things to the surface.

Speaking of healing - I have a new idea for a book - later on down the pike (maybe) dealing with healing and the variety of methods I use. Good stuff!

I have had some spontaneous visions over the last several days.

1) Ted and I in the middle of Stonehenge. I could hear chanting going on, but I didn't see anyone around. The way we were dressed and the way we looked at one another reminded me of a wedding. We were very Celtic like. The clothes were elegant, but simple in design and fabric.

2) September 9, 2007 will be an important date for me. Not sure why -- yet.

3) Ted and I in Stonehenge - in today's time, sitting on the ground, in the center, watching the sun come up. No one else was around - anywhere.

I also came to a DUH realization over the weekend. You know, there is a difference between knowing something and KNOWING it. I thought I knew all about the Goddess Brigit and her support of me. And then it dawned on me -- she wasn't just helping -- she's my Goddess or Deity. One who I need to set up a space for her in my home and one who can I call on at any time. It was a great big light ball moment. One for which I apologized to Brigit for basically being a dumb ass. She got a kick out of it and assured me that it was okay. I made a promise to myself to learn more about her and I will!

And on that note -- I had better boogie before too much battery power escapes.

Have a great day and I hope to talk to you soon!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Tornado Time!

I'm on dial-up! Eekkkk..... Tornado time! No electric (thank God for lap tops) until who knows when. Wooster got hit pretty good with a tornado. My neighbor's tree decided to break off and hit my roof, spouting and deck. Fun. It came up all of a sudden - no warning, no nothing. So if you do not hear from me for a day or so - this is why. Daylight is almost gone and candlelight isn't cutting it!

Thank God my house is the small one in between two large ones -- they normally take the brunt of damage!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

I'm Energized -- And The Bunny Had Nothing To Do With It!

We were hit by severe thunderstorms from two sides last night. The lightning was a constant flash -- almost as if a fluorescent light kept trying to kick on and did a few hundred times. The thunder was long, I can't ever remember when the rumble lasted so long. My husband and I joked that it sounded like God bought a bowling alley!

But because of my energized environment, I had some jazzed up dreams. The 1st one I had last night, I was at my computer - chatting away with a guy I went to high school with, Todd. He had a web cam on his computer and was moving through his townhouse to show me where he lived. I can remember every detail as he moved through the three floors - it was a pretty nice place. As I was watching his house, I was also writing out a story - I think my Kyra books. I wasn't in my office where I am now, it was a very large space and my desk took up one long wall. The computer flashed a bright light and that is when the 1st lightening strike woke me up.

I can vaguely remember me, Bill and Ted with a counsel of Elders. There was chanting, we three were in white, the energy was very charged. I wish I could remember what was said, but it was in a language that my conscious mind does not understand. From the Elders, a surge of energy hit us, strong enough to send us to our knees.

Another dream I was by myself in the middle of nowhere. A storm raged all around me. I kept hearing a strong male voice tell me - harness the energy. I was to take in the energy around me and refocus it. I was hesitant, I could feel how scared I was -- but the voice said I needed to. I concentrated all of my might into becoming an energetic sponge. After only moments of doing this, I had a surge of energy that I have never felt before -- ever -- and it traveled right up my spine to my head - sending me direct to the ground. At the instant I hit the ground, I shot up in bed. My spine felt like it was on fire, and my head ached something fierce. The storm outside my house was just massive at this point. I couldn't believe that my son wasn't in bed with us!

I am very jazzed today - energetically speaking. A friend of mine needed some healing light as she is trying IVF to get pregnant and today is a big day. When I focused this morning on her, my hands took on a life of their own. The energy ball I had created and focused to send her was awesome - nothing like I've ever done before.

On a separate note, my husband says he is changing the way he lives - a healthier, less negative lifestyle. He brought this up because of the discussion we had with my high energy field bring the negativity buried within him to the surface - causing to him to have nightmares -- night after night. He decided this the other day, went to bed and woke up telling me that the number 77 kept flashing in his dreams. I told him that the angels were giving him a message - I looked it up and it said: Congratulations! You're on the right path mentally and physically. Stick to your intentions and stand your ground. He was pretty pleased with that message.

Ahhh..sleepy head Fred (AKA my son) is finally waking up:) Better run.

Have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)


PS: For anyone lost on the title of this post, I was referring to the Energizer Bunny - the battery mascot:)

New Energy, Ted And A Private Screening!

Using Robert's energy techniques, I raised my energy before I began the session. When I took the healing wand in both hands, the shocks of electrical energy started immediately and grew in intensity for the entire length of this session. Even as I put the wand back on its resting place, my hands still feel the electric pulse of the combination wand/energy. Quite amazing!

This session was as if I was sitting in private movie theater for my own screening.

I immediately was taken to my house, in the front yard. Ted was helping me plant my vegetable garden. He was happy and relaxed. He comments on he had forgotten how much he loved to work in the garden. He thanked me for allowing him to help. It was fun. Next thing I know he is ripping out my front flower bed and replanting it. Sweat pouring down his face, beer in hand. He seemed almost childlike in the happiness that oozed through him. I told him that I would help him put in a garden at this house. He shakes his head and says - why bother? He's never there - either out for business or here.

We're in my house, same time frame. and he comments that I need to get full house air. I laugh and said be lucky I got new windows. He laughs and says - well why not, its not like it's unaffordable to be now. I agreed, but reminded him that I like the windows open and the fan at full tilt. I can't stand being all closed up. Besides, I told him, it makes us enjoy the cold beers even more. He laughs and drinks his beer.

Now I watch he and I at his house in London. I can feel him staring at me, so I ask him what's up? He has that "thinking" look about him, tapping his index finger to his bottom lip. He gets up and says he has some errands to run. He gets up to leave and gives me a kiss bye. Dare I say he was trying to stifle a grin? I stay behind to work. Must of been a day or two later (we are in different clothes) that we are on horseback -- he wants to show me something. I can sense that he is up to something, but he's shielding his thoughts so I don't know what.

I see a glimpse of me about to enter very murky water, a stream. I am told it is toxic and if I go in I could die. I assure the people around me that I will not die. And I wade in. I got the feeling that I was expected to cleanse the water with my healing touch.

A fast glimpse of me and Ted in the healing castle from past visions.

I'm in the astral realm with Archangel Gabriel. She is covering me in this very brilliant yellow/gold light. Almost blinding.

I see my son and I, on a plane in first class seating. He is by the window, I'm next to him. He's excited to take off. I take out a bunch of movies and ask him which DVD he wants to watch. He picks "National Treasure" (which really is one of his favorites).

I'm transported back to when I stepped out of the Star Gate (look back to another session about Lemuria). Ted is telling me that a princess needs to be dressed as one when the public sees her, or she may not be able to have the respect she deserves. Bill is there, in green, and he is leading me away from Ted. I don't know why, and I don't know where we are going. But Ted looks to be in an immense amount of emotional pain and trauma.

I hear a voice tell me not to be frightened, that the changes that are happening are all part of my spiritual growth and progress.

With a massive surge of energy tearing up through the center of my body - I was back and finished.

Wow - that was jazzed! I feel tinglely all over :)

You know, I had one of my vision flashes today of me being hypnotized, on cue, to remove the blockages my human mind has imposed and become Joan of Arc. It was really awesome. I spoke perfect French, could sword fight like a man, and was yelling at poor Bill as if he was still my cleric. Then I heard someone give me another command and I was just me again. Too cool. I wonder if this could be done? To get hypnotized so that your past lives are allow to flow through with clarity? Hummmmm......

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Robert Bruce Workshop Summary - Audio

Allie's experiences at Robert Bruce's two day workshop in Westlake Ohio.

Topics include (in no particular order):

* Energy
* Astral Travel
* Love
* Auras
* People in Workshop
* Robert Bruce
* Spirits
* Negative Entities
* Kundalini Energy
* Planket
* Deja Vu Moments
...And More!

Also can download at iTunes under my podcast - ASK ALLIE

Urge US Fish and Wildlife Service to Save the Sheldon Range Wild Horses!

The U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service (USFWS) has been engineering a plan to eradicate the Sheldon Range wild horses in Nevada. USFWS claims that the Sheldon horses are non-indigenous and feral, and therefore not protected by law. The reasons given for their removal are to protect the water resources and to enhance the populations of pronghorn antelope and sage grouse, two species that bring in revenue from special hunting permits. However, a paper published by USFWS found that wild horses, in reasonable numbers, have no demonstrable adverse affect on these species.

USFWS’s plan, if implemented, would make it impossible for rescues and individuals to directly adopt small numbers of Sheldon horses, as has been done in the past. The “more efficient” plan allows for only mass adoptions of horses to three “carefully screened” agents. The agents will be paid $300 per horse to take them by the truckload. There is no doubt that many of these horses will end up at auction, and ultimately at slaughter. In fact, 40 Sheldon horses bought by one of the agents were recently “bought back” from a slaughter plant by the agent who had previously “adopted” them from USFWS.

Also disturbing, USFWS has announced that they are planning another gather of Sheldon wild horses in June—in the middle of foaling season! A gather at this time represents a cruel assault on the pregnant mares, who may abort their foals, as well as risks to the new-born foals, including foals being separated from their mothers, trampled to death, or run to exhaustion. USFWS has offered no explanation for the unusual timing for the upcoming gather.

America’s wild horses are an icon of the west. The Sheldon Range horses are the very same horses that made it possible for the US government to conquer the west.

Please contact the US Fish and Wildlife Service directly and ask them to put a halt to their plan to eradicate the SheldonRange wild horses!

Help now: https://secure2.convio.net/aspca/site/Advocacy?id=2011

Robert Bruce Workshop Summary

I have so much to share from this weekend that I really don't know where to begin. I'm going to do an audio version of the workshop and put it up here and on the podcast. But I know that some of you prefer to print things out and read them as opposed to listening. So that's why I'm trying to do both. However, there will be more in the audio than here.

Overall the workshop was wonderful. Robert Bruce is a charming man with great energy and wit. As he says, he likes to be cheeky:) A man very much full of life and is very open to sharing his experiences about everything from raising energy, astral projection and healing, to auras, demons and raising Kundalini Energy. He's very forthright on the mistakes he has made - and there have been plenty - in order to help people not make the same mistakes he did. By all accounts, the man really ought to be dead. I'm glad he's not:)

As with everything in life, I took the parts I could use (which was most) and discarded the rest. He teaches on things he has experiences with. Items that are part of his belief system. If he hasn't personally experienced something, then he sticks it in his "to be discovered" list. I think that this is a great way to go.

Here is an overview of some of the things I discovered this weekend:

* The tube I have always seen in the center of my body, the one where I can see and feel the white energy go from my feet, to my head is called the Perineum (connects the base chakra to the crown).

* Learned how to send a ball of energy all over my body. Which expanded on the basics that I already knew. But the part I didn't know was the ball of electric blue light from hip joint to hip joint can stop that horrible respiratory infection I get a few times a year. At first notice of the illness, I am to do the energy -- and I will.

* I had a couple of deja vu moments - where I know that I saw this workshop before. Robert talking about TV signals, another attendee talking about a childhood injury with his shoulders. It was really cool.

* That I don't really love myself. I was rather surprised at this one. Has someone asked me last Monday, I would have said yes. But when Robert said you have to love yourself before you allow someone else to, it struck me that I haven't let anyone that close to me - ever. People have gotten close, but once they get too far in, I put up that wall. There's a difference between being careful and not loving yourself, therefore you do not get the love you actually desire. I know that I know this - the loving yourself before anyone else can - logically I know this and I tell people this all the time. But I didn't think it applied to myself until now. Could be why I haven't had a successful love relationship yet. What I mean by successful is fulfilling to both parties. So I have to start writing down LOVE wherever I can.

* My high energy is causing my husband's nightmares as my energy merging with his brings all deep seeded emotions, feeling, traumas to the surface.

* It's important to clear out emotional baggage

* Use a planket to expand energy and can clear a room:) Imagine a full length board standing next to you attached to your core by hundreds of small rubber bands. Have the planket turn around you - FEEL it turn around you...little by little push the board further from the body and increase it's speed. Imagine a light (any color will do - but I use white) between you and the board. Take the board out as far as you can, moving it as fast as you can. When you are finished, bring the board in and slow it down to a stop. This works - takes practice - but it works. It's important that you FEEL: the board going around you, not just sensing it. Best to do while standing up.

* Treat spirits like you would a stranger. Trust is earned, not automatic.

* To remove a negative entity from you - run across moving water. Could be a stream, a working water hose, your bath tub.

* Moles - can be neg entity attachments, especially the ones that have hair growing thorough them. The mole affects your energy, which can effect your physical body and your energy centers. To get rid of moles: Take a blue ink pen - draw a circle around the mold and then a symbol through the circle/over the mole. Can be any symbol. Repeat daily. Moles can fall off anywhere from a few days to a few months. If you feel yourself ill (vomiting, diarrhea) because of the mole leaving - more than likely it was a neg entity attachment. You can also use iodine (repeat daily) or salt (repeat daily). You could combine the methods. I'm going to try this on a couple of my moles and see what happens.

* I was told to give Robert a message - and I did. Not sure what he'll do - but I delivered it.

* Read, "The Power Of Now" by Eckhart Tolle

* Robert was discussing magic and a person asked about a magic mirror. When Robert was explaining about it - someone asked -- how can you tell the difference in a voice when they say that they want to help you? Tell the difference between a good and bad spirit? This immediately came to mind for me: "Bad voices are forceful and good voices are guiding".

* Imagination = Visualization

* Use energy techniques at bed time for better astral travel, lucid dreams and dream recall. But not more than 10 min of work or you won't sleep! I can say an AMEN about this one.

I could go into all the techniques he used to discuss his NEW energy methods - but it is better if you just read his words: http://www.astraldynamics.com/tutorials/?BoardID=18 of course - better yet if you were with the man and had him explain as you did the exercises. I had done his techniques before, but I learn much better when I listen and do then read and do.

I didn't sleep much at all over the weekend. My body was tired but my mind was moving at warp speed! I would wake up every 35 minutes or so - after a dream visit.

This above really is the tip of what happened. So many great people I haven't even talked about yet. Look for my audio on the workshop. I hope to do it today - but since I still haven't done the podcast (the server is not working with me) maybe I won't get this until tomorrow.

Oh - Bill and Ted where "there" with me, but very much in the background. They knew I had things to learn and their energy respected that.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Quick Workshop Note

Quick note before I dash off to breakfast and the workshop. I've been learning some good information. Some I already knew through my own energy experiences, but it was great to have my experiences validated. Other areas I can really use to help myself not only in healing, but with astral travel and the dream visits. I will have to practice more and keep a log of this as well. Will write more later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Robert Bruce Dinner - Friday Night!

Ahhhh....wireless connections -- it is wonderful! Last night I had dinner with Robert Bruce and many of the workshop attendees. All went well. My friend Lisa is taking the workshop with me -- so that is great! Robert's energy is very intense, very "right there", but he reminds me of a big teddy bear. I didn't get to speak to him at all last night, he was pretty much busy talking it up with the people in his immediate space. I hope to be able to chat with him today. Sleep didn't really happen last night. About every 40 min I woke up, dream time was spent doing a lot of traveling. I do remember something about Robert Bruce, my guide Robert and Ted, but not sure if they were all separate visits or one big one. I'm pretty tired, even all the java I've had hasn't made that much of a dent in my headache. Plus, my face has broken out like some adolescent teen. Now the last time I had traveled so much during the night, had the headaches and the acne breakout - some major shift occurred in my spiritual life. Since I know this weekend is a turning point for me, my physical symptoms are backing it all up.

I just talked to my son, he's cute - asked me if I'm having a good time:) After telling me that he loved me he said he was ready for me to come home:) Then when I told him he'd have one more day at grandma's he got mad at me and said he had to go eat! He did say, though, that he was having a good time. He just hates to be separate from me.

I'd better get ready for the workshop -- don't want to be late! Will add more later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

An Energy Mass, A Gateway And Lemuria?

I tried multiple times to do a session yesterday, wasn't happening. On the other hand, I had no more hangover feelings to cloud the day -- that was a GOOD thing;)

I adopted myself a small black star sapphire sphere and he arrived yesterday. He's about the size of a marble, but he carries with him one heck of a punch. There is a star on two ends of the sphere and if I look him in the light, I can also see traces of ruby. So I guess you could call this a star sapphire/ruby sphere. He really wants me to use him in today's session, so I think that I will do just that!

I, of course, had my session first and then am typing this up afterwards. I can't type and hold a stone spirit at the same time:) I was taken into a vast darkness. One by one I could see little lights, spring up until the darkness was not a complex matrix of lights and colors -- I discovered that I was in the Universe. I'm right by two stars or planets (not sure which), one is blue and the other is violet. I tried to look at me, but realized that I had no body - no arms, legs, nothing -- I was just a big ball of energy. A strange feeling it was, but also comforting. I hear a male voice ask me if I wish to see more. I say yes. The voice tells me not to be frightened, that all will become clear to me. I comment that I'm not frightened, just apprehensive. The voice says something about let me power flow through me for what is feared, blocks the path.

In the quickness of light, I arrive at what I would call a gateway. It reminded me a lot of a black hole, but instead of the blackness, there was a very bright brilliant white light, about the same color as a moonstone. The circumference of the hole was not jagged, but perfectly smooth, with a silvery tint to it. I zip in and immediately it feels like I am on the drug trip of a lifetime with more hallucinations than one could shake a stick at. In the blink of an eye the ride was over and I emerged, as a human. I turned around to see where I had just come from and the exit way was not there. What was there behind me was an entrance way to a cave, but I know that in front of this cave was where I just emerged from.

I look down at myself and I am in some sort of blue dress, nothing on underneath, bare feet -- with the bottom of the dress arriving mid thigh. I feel my head and my hair is up and there is some sort of object on my head. But before I could figure out what it was, Ted arrives. He is dressed in a very elegant, but modest royal blue robe. At first glance he looked like royalty, but not as one would see a royal person today - with all the flash and flair. He asked me how my trip went. I stammered out something I think. He asked if I was well, my energy is off he says. What was I frightened about - he asks. I try to cover up that I don't know what is going on -- but the look on his face showed me that I wasn't getting very far. He tells me that we have to hurry and have me dressed proper. I asked him if he had been through the gateway. He had such an odd look on his face - you know that I have, he says.

Ted cups my face in his hands. I tell him that I'm fine, things were just moving fast and I'm being forgetful. In the back I can see someone in a dark green robe, but that's it. Ted says to me, I hope that you haven't forgotten this -- and he kisses me.

And I'm done. Now I forgot to add that all conversations were done telepathically. Between me and the voice and between me and Ted.

I wonder if this session has to do with the Star Princess/Priestess item I picked up on as well as Lemuria or Atlantis???

I will not be doing a session tomorrow morning before I leave, unless something or someone calls me to it. I don't have plans as of now to get online while I'm gone - but I am taking my lap top.

I'll let you know how it all goes this weekend - the workshop and the PLR:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Focus Group - Erotica Stories

Hi Guys,

I'm in need for a few more females to be part of a focus group for two more lines in development. What this would entail is a read through of the stories and comments if needed.

Please email me (email address is on my profile page or at the main Gypsy Advice site) and I will send you the stories.

These stores deal with sex - if sex offends you, please do not contact me to be part of this group.

Thanks!
Allie ;)

May You Be Blessed!

Spend a few minutes and listen to the message - the images and words are wonderful!

http://www.MayYouBeBlessedMovie.com


Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Your immediate action needed to save the polar bear!

Thanks to courtroom pressure applied by NRDC, the Bush administration has finally agreed to consider federal protection for the polar bear, whose survival is threatened by global warming.

Now, we've got a brief window of opportunity to make our voices heard. The Bush administration has extended its deadline for taking public comments before making its crucial decision about whether or not to protect the polar bear. The new deadline is June 16 -- so we must act quickly and make sure that protection becomes reality!

Go to http://www.savebiogems.org/polar/takeaction.asp right now and tell the Bush administration to protect the polar bear under the Endangered Species Act.

Global warming is rapidly pushing the polar bear to the brink of extinction.

Over the past three decades, more than a million square miles of the Arctic sea ice that polar bears depend on for survival has disappeared. And on the western coast of Canada's Hudson Bay, the ice is melting about three weeks earlier in the spring than it used to.

Polar bears range over hundreds of miles of sea ice in order to find mates, hunt for seals and fatten themselves up for dormancy.

But according to the best available scientific data, global warming could cause the polar bear's sea ice habitat to completely disappear by 2100! No sea ice, no polar bears. It's that simple.

If the polar bear receives federal protection, the Bush administration will be required by law to ensure that any new federal actions -- including those affecting global warming -- do not jeopardize the bear's survival or harm its essential Arctic habitat.

Go to http://www.savebiogems.org/polar/takeaction.aspand tell the Bush administration to ensure that global warming doesn't drive these majestic natives of the far north to extinction.

Thank you for all your efforts to protect polar bears and slow global warming.

Sincerely,
Frances Beinecke
President
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Ted, A Hangover And Me!

I've had too much information coming my way today - too much! So much so that I cannot decipher it all. I can't tell if Bill and Ted are in the states or not. I thought Ted was in London, but now it feel like Texas. I thought Bill was in the states, but now it feel the Netherlands or Denmark -- so I don't have a clue. Think of yourself on a roller coaster and you're speeding down the 1st hill - that is how information is coning at me today. As far as those two are concerned, I'm having a hard time separating fact (their physical location) from what they could be thinking about (which could be another location). This all stems after I woke up and felt like I got beat up by 2 x 4. I did - I felt like I had a full blown hang over without the booze to back it up. The headache, shakes, tummy ache, body ache, overall irritability. As I was on my walk I'm like - enough is enough. With my Archangel support (Michael and Raphael were there) I asked them to get all of the drunken Ted stuff that his energy was nice enough to share with my energy. So we worked on it - removing all of the yuck and replacing it with light -- and then sending light to Ted. By the time mid morning it - I was as good as normal.

Speaking of normal, I really am a dork. But at least I admit it. I spent part of the morning taking picture of me. Yes - there ARE pictures that exist that are not the standard "Allie" picture - LOL! I'm going to get myself a spiritual portrait down, so I was trying to get a picture of me that showed my shoulders and head - but without me flipping off the camera or making a face. I asked my sisters to find me such a pic and they both laughed - my parents - same thing...I was asked if a grade school picture would work! HA! So I took my own darn picture today. After 50 or so - and a sore arm from holding the camera out - I found one that would work. So the picture you see here is me, with hardly any make up on (I really don't wear any anyways), tired, messy hair -- no touch ups...it's just me:) When I get the portrait back, I'll post it too to show you. This picture is the 1st one I smiled in without making a face or anything else in over 10 years (that wasn't a promo picture for something or my wedding). Picture taking, something outside my comfort zone. But my guides keep harping on me (in a very nice way) that I best get used to it. No time like the present.

My poor son had nightmares with Ted in it last night. My son kept trying to protect Ted with a sword - to fend off the bad guys. Bill was there helping my son. He wakes up at 5:00 am and tells me - mom, just go get Ted I need some sleep! LOL! I assured him that if it were that easy I would. He says - it is that easy mom. Kids.

I'm going to try a session later today, after I pick my son up from school. Right now I cannot quiet my mind down enough to get centered. I'm thinking to much about the stuff I need to get done:)

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

I Have A Headache With Bill And Ted Written All Over It!

I can honestly say that I don't know where the day has gone. I spent the better part of the a.m. doing final edits on two of the erotica lines. The afternoon and then this evening I know that I'll be doing the same to make sure they are polished before they had to audio. The launch of the company has been pushed back until late August, beginning of September. Which is perfect for me as I'll be writing my books all summer starting on Monday. My son is home today, much needier than the norm. Maybe he unconsciously is getting jumpy for his 1st day of Kindergarten, which is Aug 23rd.

Remember a few weeks ago when I mentioned that I had something going on behind the scenes in regards to the two guys? Well, I still can't or won't tell you what was done, but it was a success and to me, that's what counts. Success means different things to different people, so don't go jumping to any conclusions:)

I had a couple of people write me and ask what is happening with "The Black Triangle" this summer? In short - nothing. My guides haven't pushed the story, so I am wanting to work on it again come fall. Providing I have all done from the summer that I'm supposed to!

I've tried several times to do a session today with no luck. My mind just cannot quiet down. Bill and Ted are right in my face today -- not so much so that I am "seeing" them, but so that they are in my thoughts. I cam hear different snippets of what is going on in their lives - almost as if I was trying to tune in a radio station and getting it -- but not quite. Ted keeps having words with a younger woman, could be his girlfriend. There's a lot of tension and accusations flying about. Looks like Ted's London flat is in a state of destruction. Almost as if he "lost it" and just started ripping the place apart. My head is killing me from his high state of emotions. I can sense a daughter arriving to check on dad - I think the middle child and she is just beside herself on the state her dad is in. He is supposed to be at work, but didn't want to go as thing there are not going as he wants them to. With a bottle of gin, a couple of pieces of paper, a picture and a painting, he locks himself in his room to be left alone.

God my head is killing me. I've even tried sending light to him, but my head hurts too dang much! My head feels like the "morning after" a big binge. Sheesh -- at least if I'm going to feel this way, let me have the booze to back it up! LOL!

Bill on the other hand, his emotions are not so charged as Ted's. Bill is more like he is in a quest for knowledge. Like he wants to put two and two together and needs a back up to make sure he is correct. He has plenty going on -- so much so that I'm surprised that he has any time on all to find out any information about anything. He's been committing to too many obligations, so he is stressed about that.

SIGH - I love my son but dog gone it he isn't letting me get anything done - LOL!

Have a great evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill, Ted And Odd Happenings!

You know how I always say, Bill's gone -- been gone for awhile and that's the way he likes it? As soon as I write that - he comes back. He's here - not very strong or commanding, but here enough so that I know he's "here". I was working this morning and I felt a cold chill go right up my spine- didn't think much about it since it's the norm for me - but this chill was persistent. So I got up and walked around, didn't see anything. Then I went into my room and got a very loud ringing in my left ear. That is when I about ran into Bill's astral projection. He was standing by my bed as if he was looking down for me. When he turned and saw me, he was gone in a flash -- although his blue eyes lingered for a moment and were the last to disappear. I turned to go back into my office (right next to my bed room) and I had a flash vision of Bill grabbing both of my upper arms. I asked him - what is he doing? He replied -- I have to let you know I'm here. And that was that.

Now the rest of the day thus far has been a bit odd. My phone keeps going off, the computer keeps making a noise. Off to my left I keep seeing flashes of blue and red light. Almost like they are little light balls. To my right - flashes of silver and white light. I feel like it's the 4th of July!

I've been getting subconscious distress calls for health issues. I can hear them before the person actually tells me about it (if they even do). Everyone around me is dealing with something. I feel on health kick overload. But as we know - there's a reason why I have this knowledge. I'm trying to put it to good use:)

Just had a flash of Ted and I at a Better Than Ezra concert with my two sisters. Funny......

To help push me along with the other two gypsy books - I got a call today from the printers, wondering how soon I will get them the books:) I'm like, alright already!! I get it - I get it! Starting next week I am on a book push! I already have my one sister scheduled for two days to come here and read my handwriting to put the formulas into the computer so I can send it to the other sister to format.

As I fell asleep last night, I asked to see more on the Star Gate/Priestess blurb I received the other day. What I remember is a flash of brilliant white light and weightlessness. I don't have a clue what all that means --yet.

Oh - I forgot to tell you that I'm getting a PLR this weekend at the workshop. Well, not during the workshop, but one of the evenings after.......what life to do...what life to do....I think since the last PLR I had focused on Bill that this should be Ted. Don't know - still have a few days to think about it!

Better run and get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

A Goal Book, Directed Energy And Healing!

It is a touch quiet now, so I decide to do the session. I am told to sit with my double Goddess stone, and I do. My left hand tingles something fierce as well as having sharp stabs of pain down the base of my left thumb. The pain subsides a bit as the tingle sensation revs up a notch. I am immediately taken into a very large place, like a large convention area. There are tables and people as far as the eye can see. I see myself at a table with a sign which reads: GYPSY MAGIC WITH ALLIE. I can see my four GM books, along with the free booklets that come with each book (normally download them from my site). Beside all four books I see another book, in orange and yellow. I'm startled by another presence and I look to my right it is Galadriel. I ask her where are we -or where am I at this table? She says I'm at a New Age function - one that holds importance to me. I watch as people come up and converse with me about the books. Many purchase one or two and take the free booklets I offer. Some are signing up for workshops. I see a man, not sure who he is and we are discussing having me do a workshop with him, in 2007.

I ask Galadriel what is the orange/yellow book. She tells me it is my goal book that I have been wanting to write. I ask her when do I do this? She says this summer. I laugh - you have GOT to be kidding? No she says. I have a support staff who is willing to help me - I have to utilize them. There is much travel indicated in 2007, because of what I am doing now. The summer will be very busy she says - keep getting up at 4:00 am and you will get it all done. By the way this is looking - I won't be sleeping much come fall - will I? She smiles at me. Don't think about the WHAT or the HOW - just DO. Time will fly fast. So let me get this straight - this summer you want me to finish the two gypsy magic books, the Easter book, an outline of the YA book AND the goal book? Yes she says. You finish your part, the writing, and all else will finish theirs.

She goes on to say that a big part of 2007 will be me giving workshops to help people attain goals with the help of direct energy- that and discussing soul mates.

Why are you not doing your healing exercise? I've been reading about the Four Pathways to help prepare me. She shakes her head --- no. Galadriel grabs my hand and we leave the New Age gathering. She takes me back to Lemuria, then Atlantis and has me watch myself, Bill and Ted perform healing. Do you see the Four Pathway book in your hands? No I don't. At either place? No. We fast forward it all and we are now in the healing castle that I've been too so many times. She takes me in my office - do you see the book here? I look around, no. She stares at me -- I swear it's right through me. In a very firm voice she says - you must quit wasting time. Though out time you have not needed another to tell you how to heal, nor will you require this assistance in the future. You are a healer - period. I sigh. Can't I use the books as a point of reference, something to help me focus? Yes she says - but you cannot use them as a crutch. There is a big difference. The longer you take, the longer everything takes. What about the workshop next week? She smiles - he is very wise, but is not the final say on the matter. You learn much from him, as he from you. Each of you are a catalyst for the other. A long relationship builds on the foundation from the past to secure your futures.

With that all dissolves and here I am.

Okay - as guidebooks/guides I can handle it -- for the healing. A continuous relationship with Robert - well, since I have a guide named Robert -- a coincidence? The added book. Now, I'm stressed:) Breathe deep Allie -- breathe.

I do remember another part of my dreams from last night. Something about me being one of the Star Princesses or Priestesses of the Star Gate. Not quite sure about this yet, or what it means.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

The Bathroom, Fire Signs And Synchronicities!

The last two nights my dreams have been empathizing release. Friday night I had the Pietersite at my bed side and the dreams were all very very dark that night. They weren't nightmares, and I don't remember much about them, but I can just get a grasp on that I was letting people, places and things go. Wouldn't you know it, when I woke up yesterday I cleaned a good chunk of the say - throwing things out, putting things away. I didn't get the connection until I went to bed last night.

No Pietersite last night. I decided to place it back in the corner of my desk. My guides confirmed it that I no longer need it as a catalyst to change or to reach the Hall of Records. The dreams last night were again release dreams and no - I don't remember them except for this last part: the dang bathroom! (SIGH) It was a unisex bathroom, the walls were yellow, the floor a burnt orange and the doors to the stalls were the same color as the floor. I remark to a man who is in line with me, that this bathroom has been in my dreams, that it is a combination of several different bathrooms. I pointed out the water on the floor, the various toilets with no stalls, no urinals that I could see (which I found odd seeing that men were using this bathroom too) and all the stalls had people in them. I think that I got into one and was able to do my business without too much trouble and I was able to flush. After this, I went into a very large pool room. I wanted to get into this large pool, but I noticed that a woman was swimming laps or something -- and then it was pointed out (or I remembered) that the pool was partitioned off and that I could swim on the other side. So I jumped in and there were many other women in there - all in black one piece suits with while swimming caps on. I did my best to swim around them, and I did. Made a few friends.

When I woke up I indeed really had to go to the bathroom. But I thought the bathroom scene was very interesting seeing that I had been releasing "things" over the weekend. I don't feel any anxiety, I'm not worried about anything. I have a calm about me which is nice. There is some tummy dropping, roller coaster feel -- but I think that it is for the anticipation of the next step, not about what I am leaving behind. I think that the Robert Bruce workshop is going to be a big turning point for me. I guess we'll see - it's less than a week away now.

Bill is no where to be seen or sensed. It is as if he dropped off the face of existence as usually I can pick something up. But nadda - nothing. That shift seemed to have occurred about the same time as I made all of the British connections or synchronicities. I can't even hold Bill in my mind's eye for more than a flash at a time. Talk about wanting to be left alone. I could push it and still make contact, but I do respect boundaries when they are in place - just as he respected mine last year when I had enough of it all. If we're connected through out eternity - time out in this life isn't even a blip in the eternal map, if you know what I mean.

Ted, on the other hand, is right there. When I wake up, go to sleep, get my shower....etc....but he's not an annoyance. He is right there so that I know he's there - but not so much so that I can't get anything else done. This is a good thing and with boundaries that I can handle and work with:) You know, talking about synchronicities, something else dawned on me last night. Both of my husbands are/were fire signs, my sister, fire signs, my best friend since Kindergarten, fire sign, my mother - yep, fire sign. Ted - yep, fire sign. Yes, I have plenty of friends who are other signs as well as my father and my son -- but the majority of people who are predominantly close to me in this life are all fire signs. Food for thought.

I keep being called into a session - but there is too much activity right now for me to be able to center and focus. Since I can feel the tremendous pull, there must be something important that I need to know. So as soon as it chills a bit -- I'll do the session.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

PS: I'm adding this as of 2:28 pm EDT - I was mistaken about Bill being around nadda - I did have a dream visit with him back on June 6th, which I posted about. I felt compelled to add this for some reason....

Pietersite And The Hall Of Records - Part Two!

Okay, I'm tired and have a heck of a headache. It was 4:00 am again for me today...I really wish I'd move it to 5:00 am!! So I wasn't going to go back to the Hall of Records. But then.....I was getting my shoulder tapped by someone...so I thought okay.

With Pietersite in hand, here we go....

My stomach drops like I'm on a roller coaster ride as I zip right to the Hall of Records in super fast motion. I arrive and the same gatekeeper is there. I ask if I have to have another question in order to get in, he says - of course. He asks: why is water...and the rest of this is in French that I don't consciously know. I answer - because it is on the other side of the equator. He smiles and lets me pass. The doors open and the same two that were there earlier greet me again. They let me step past them and I stop, waiting for them to go ahead of me. That is when a noise off to my left catches my attention.

I see Ted looking at something and then he falls over. I rush to him and he is in a black, long sleeve shirt and jeans - no shoes or socks. All over the front of his shirt is blood. He clutches himself and I can smell the sticky ooze of the blood. He begs me to help him. I look around at the two men and ask what should I do? I hear - heal him. Ted says how much he needs me and as he says that - I feel my hands heat up like a furnace. I place my hands over his wound - the smell of the blood almost makes me sick. In an instant it is all gone. He's fine. He now wears the same white garb as everyone else. Ted asks where are we - I tell him. I ask if he's sleeping. He says - passed out is more like it. He asks about me - I reply that I'm in meditation. Just then I can feel my soul being pulled on, called in another direction. I hear one of the people say for me to will him here, not the other way around. I know that they must be talking about Bill. When I will him to come to us, I see him for a split second (so does Ted) and then he is gone. Ted has his hands on his hips and he shakes his head. I hear him mummer - fool.

We now approach our three separate record rooms. I tell Ted lets go in his, but he wants to go in mine. Coming from somewhere I can hear a voice tell me not to be so afraid, to release what I have to. I ask the people we are with if I can read one of the records of the future. He points to an area and tell me to pick. I do and slide out the crystal slab. It's blank. I think to myself, what kind of bs is this? I hear - you ought to know.

I instinctively place my hand on the tablet and I can see some words appear. What I can remember seeing is that the dates October 3, 2006 and July 17, 2007 are very important dates for me. I can tell that Ted has to go and I can hear him ask -- what about us? What can she see about us? One of the guides asks - what do you want and that shall happen. Before either of us could comment, we are released from the area and are done.

Writing it down it seems like I wasn't there for very long, when this session lasted about 30 min. I must not be supposed to remember it all. My headache was gone during the session - but now it's back. Time for my shower and some sleep!

Pleasant Dreams!
Allie;)

Pietersite And The Hall Of Records - Part One!

There are tears just pouring down my face - what a session I just had! I was called to sit with the stone spirit - Pietersite - a spirit I have not sat with, I don't believe, since I adopted him over three years ago. He sits in the back corner of my desk, in the wisdom part (feng shui) of my office.

I help him in my left hand, closed my eyes and away I went. I was taken to a city of white. In front of a huge white structure, looked to be made of marble, moonstone and crystal, stood a man with a long rod. He stopped me from going any further close to this expansive structure (could not see where it would end). He asked me if I am worthy to step through into the Hall of Records. I can feel a pang of fear in my chest, but I push it aside. I tell him yes I am. He then says, to pass you must answer this question: what happens when the canary flies backwards to its roost? Simple - I say....canaries do not fly backwards so nothing happens. He smiles and lets me pass.

I arrive at the massive doors and they just swing open. I have the strangest feeling being here - my trance like state was immediate when I grasped the Pietersite and my soul flew free. Hard to describe. But greeting me are two people clothed all in white. White gowns, something white on their heads. It's strange because I cannot see either of their faces, it is almost as if an actual body under the clothes does not exist. They tell me that they have been waiting and that I am to follow them.

Inside this building is row after row after row of what looks like crystal tablets placed on shelves like a library. We veer off and wind up in a room. The room appears to be longer than it is wide. At the far end is a massive crystal that lets off a brilliant light. On the walls there are rows of those crystal books as far up as the eyes can see. In the center there is a table. By the crystal there is a photograph. I go and look at the photo and it is me, Bill and Ted. Just like we look right now - and we three look very happy as this picture was took. I ask the two that I am with, where am I? In your hall of records is the reply. But I thought the records were out there - why aren't I with everyone else? One says - because you are not like everyone else. This is what you refuse to see. You have a special task, you three. Before I can reply, I am taken back outside of the room and told to look up. I see symbols above the door in this order: a horizontal wavy line, triangle, one straight line, circle with a diagonal line through it, 5-pointed star, a man facing to the right - arms out with a rod or wand laying on his arms horizontally, two wavy lines - horizontal - one over the other. And all of this was over a triangle.

I am told that this is my name - what I am known as in the Divine. I ask how to pronounce it or what does it say?? All I can hear is a C-note. Crystal clear. I am told, that is my name.

Taken back into the room, I now see at the other end - on both walls, are two doorways. I go to the left and I discover this is Bill's room, I run to the other and it is Ted's. But in Ted's room there is also a photo. I grab it and it is of him and me, smiling, as we look today. I ask when was this taken? I am told it has not been taken yet, but very soon. I am then told that I need to do something to move things along. What - I ask? I am to place a crystal into one of these clear cylinder things that are by the picture. Also, on this back wall, he has a large crystal. But I take a crystal from a layout of crystals near by and place it in the cylinder. I am told that it is done.

They tell me that it is time to go. I tell them that I haven't had time to go through any of my records yet. I will come back later today and that is when I will know more.

With that I was done.

Now the tears I felt starting to fall when I grabbed the picture of Ted and I. Not sure what to make of any of this. I will go back later today and see if I can arrive at the same point when I left off. What kind of help does a Pietersite offer: it propels release, acts as a catalyst to change, provides the key to the kingdom of heaven, dispels illusion, opens intuition, helps to access akashic records, grounds one to their etheric body and provides a "whoosh" of energy to be in a meditative state. Wow - and I'm supposed to communicate again with this spirit when I visit the Hall of Records later!

I guess I'll have more to report!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Advanced Chakra Healing, My Walks And Amazon.com

For the last several mornings I've been waking up at 4:00 am. I finish a dream visit (some I remember, some I do not) and simply wake up. There hasn't been a consecutive time that I have awaken, but it is around 4:00. If I think about, and you know me -- of course I will, I started a new book the other day called "Advanced Chakra Healing" about energy mapping on the four (elemental, power, imagination, Divine) pathways. I haven't gotten very far because of my work schedule, but it has confirmed to me what I see when I do energy healing. That each chakra has 4 energy levels or pathways to it. Shift the energy, you shift the pathway thereby shifting the other pathways in that chakra. The more I go along and read this, the more I'll comment. But the techniques I use is a combination of this book, Robert Bruce's NEW energy system and simply my innate healing gift. It's nice to see names or theories behind what I do. Kind of validates what I see and feel - you know?

I wonder if the Four Pathways and 4:00 am are connected?

My walks are very invigorating as well as peaceful in the mornings. I'm greeted by Archangels Michael, Raphael and sometimes Gabriel. I can sense them as they glide along side of me - Michael always on my left and Raphael on my right. If Gabriel arrives, she always steps in front:) They tell me about what I need to get done for the day - briefly - as well as tell me that they are there for heavenly watch as I walk. They tell me if I need any etheric cords severed, or if I need any special healing -- OR if someone needs me to distance heal as I'm walking. Just about every day I'm lucky enough to have a connection to either Bill or Ted. Rarely both during the same walk.

I woke up to a very nice surprise on Amazon.com. "Gypsy Magic For The Lover's Soul" got a good review and pulled it from rank 868, 979 to 93,050:) If you have read either of the two books I've published so far, please stop by Amazon and tell me what you think. I'd like to say, only if you have good comments:) But that wouldn't be fair, would it? Bad reviews bury a book, but good reviews lift it out of the gutter. I'm a very little fish in the big Amazon pond -- I appreciate any help you can give me!

LOVER'S Book:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0977183505/ref=pd_rvi_gw_1/102-1665598-7888141?%5Fencoding=UTF8&v=glance&n=283155

PROSPERITY'S Book (current rank, 1,315,409 - eeek):
http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0977183513/qid=1149763721/sr=1-2/ref=sr_1_2/102-1665598-7888141?s=books&v=glance&n=283155

Thank you!

I'd better run, I have a full plate today!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, A Park Bench, Chocolate And Incomplete!

I did this session this afternoon before Blogger went down:

I'm told to put on the song "Incomplete" by the Backstreet Boys and start the session. I am immediately taken as an observer to a cobblestone street. I can see me, as I am today, walking along, with my hands in my pockets. I have on a short sleeve shirt, jeans and tennis shoes. I look happy, but I don't know why I'm walking by myself. I stop at a park bench, by a lake and sit down. The air is a bit cool, but it is such a beautiful day. I don't think anything could spoil my mood I don't know -- it's hard to explain, but the energy I'm giving off tell me (the observer me) that I'm very happy. And honestly, I have never had a time when I was just happy, so this energy coming from me, while exciting, is foreign to me - the observer.

I place my arm up on the bench, put my head back and close my eyes. Within seconds, Ted sits down next to me with these chocolate things on sticks. They are delicious. I can't explain what I see except to say I have never witnessed either one of us this happy in all the visions I have every had - up to today. Observer me can't help but smile, the happiness is contagious. Up on my right, is observer Ted. He wraps his arms around my waist and says, I told you. Told me what? I ask. That I'd make you happy. I'll love you forever Allie Cat, no matter what the time or place. I'll do everything I can not to let my human stupidly screw this up. You see, without you, I'm incomplete.

I smile at him, I can see in his eyes that he means and feels everything he says. I can also feel this ledge, a level - that a part of me will not let me pass. So instead of replying in the same manner in which I am spoken to, I ask - Where's Bill? Ted shakes his head and focuses my attention on "us" on the bench. He's not there either - Ted replies. We're supposed to work together - I comment. Ted nods, of course and we do. But that there - he turns my attention again to the two on the bench - is something he will not give. I can hear a noise off in the distance. Ted looks at me and smiles -- see you soon. And with that he's gone.

I turn my attention to us again on the bench. We are a mess eating these chocolate things, but neither of us seems to really care. All we do is laugh at one another because of the amount of chocolate we keep getting on ourselves! We're worse than kids! But we're having fun. The more we laugh, the more chocolate we get on ourselves, which in turn makes us laugh harder! We're friends, really good friends that feels comfortable with one another. It's nice - really nice.

I look off to my left and there is Galadriel. She smiles and waves her hand. The scene before me disappears. She tells me that I have much work to accomplish and not to let the future worry me so. Focus in on the present and the future will take care of itself. She assures me that the end of 2006 will be much better than the end of 2005, provided I keep working.

And with that I'm done.

I feel weird. I mean really strange -- it is like my soul got a boast of happiness. My inside is a happy clam, even if my outside really isn't right now (not that I'm unhappy either, I'm just kind of here). I can feel Ted as if he were right in front of me. This is strange, very strange. I did take a new, large, combo of flower essences today. I wonder if this has any baring on it? I'll note how the rest of today goes and into the night. If my dreams reveal any indication of anything. Last night my dreams showed me that even if I die (I was dead in my dream) that I can still contact the living -- and I was shown a large mirror. Hummm......don't like the me being dead part - but I am chalking that up to a part of my life dying and not me - because I was worried about my son, but not so much....can't really explain it!

At least I understand why I was to play that song.

Off to go get my son at school.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

PS: Since I did this session, my body is dead tired from being up since 4:00 am, but that happy feeling is still there - so much so that it tickles my tummy like a roller coaster ride!