How Hot Is Hell...

...Because I think I'm living it. It is so hot here. I mean hell-like hot. The air is muggy and dense...and we are without air conditioning. I'm just sitting here and I have sweat pouring down me. Yuck. I like it if I sweat to be at least doing something fun in order to create the sweat - ya know? And working out at a gym doesn't count (neither does house work).

I have been offered a chance to collaborate on an interesting series of books (non-fiction) dealing with what I am currently going through regarding soul mates, and having the gift of foresight. Although this isn't my story - but another couple. I haven't decided what to do as of yet, although it is a project that I am really interested in. It's all about time. When Robert was harping on me all last year and the start of this year to get the gypsy magic books done - he wasn't joking. Now I'm beginning to feel too overwhelmed, even though logically I know I can do it all.

Speaking of being able to do it all, I keep hearing messages via the route of impressions rather than actual audio -- for me to drop doing my email reading when I re-up in Sept. I don't know -- I really don't. I know that what they say is for my greater good and the good of the majority -- but there are people who can only get an email reading only because of time difference. Maybe if I simplify it. Instead of offering 12 different email reading - offer a one question and two question reading and let the client pick what method: spiritual, tarot, rune or numerology. Hummm...that would work I think. Email readings take me forever to do - but I like doing them. Yes, I like this idea and I got the okay from above:) Cool. For more in depth, they can turn to a phone or chat reading. Glad I got that worked out.

Now, I keep telling myself that I have to have an action day - one day a week where I do "me" marketing. I suck at selling myself.......I also have to have two "No Appointment" days.

So thus far this is what I think my week will look like once I start back up with the readings:

Monday - Podcast, email readings/phone or chat appointments, blog, freelance work

Tuesday - No appointment day, writing if there are no readings

Wednesday - Action marketing day, email readings/phone or chat appointments, blog, freelance work

Thursday - No appointment day, writing if there are no readings

Friday - Ask Allie columns for following week, email readings/phone or chat appointments, blog

Hummm...so when would I write my new column I want to -- and how do I fit in all of my duties with the audio company? Hummmm..........I have to be careful not to take time away from my son on the weekends or in the evening before he goes to bed.

Okay, so when is the best day/night for the phone workshops? Monday nights? Probably not. Friday nights? Maybe. I don't know -- what do you think? Time wise - 8 - 10 pm EST?

I'm thinking too much, aren't I? Trying to plan everything out. I don't know why I do this to myself as things never go as I plan it:) But I do like to work it out anyways.

Well poo bear. I'll blame it on the heat - dang it is still fricken HOT. It's now 9:30 pm and I'm still sweating just as much as when I started to write this entry back at 2:00 pm. Yuck!

I'm curious to see what life cycle I'm in right now. I think I'll ask my runes. Hold on. I chose three runes, or should I say they chose me as they basically leaped out of the bag.

Overview of the situation- Ansuz (signals) reversed
Challenge - Isa (standstill)
Course of action called for - Eihwaz (defense)

Both Isa and Eihwaz read the same way upright and reversed.

In a nut shell, I could use a cold beer:) No, really, what the overview means is that I have a concern that I'm wasting time or motions, that what I'm doing or not doing is not getting me anywhere. That I have a lack of clarity or awareness in a past or present issue. However, what's happening to me is timely. If the well seems clogged (so to speak) clean out the old.

My challenge in all this is to realize that things are at a standstill for a reason - or so they appear to be at a standstill - but there are things going on behind the scenes. Even if a lake appears frozen, there is still movement beneath the layers of stillness. I'm flying solo now as I do not have anyone to lean on - I am not to put my trust in others, but to go within, renew and watch for the signs of rebirth.

My course of action here is patience, perseverance and foresight. Delays and obstacles are in place for a reason - to make beneficial outcomes. I have to make a decision and once I do so, the doing becomes effortless as the Divine supports and empowers my choice. Through inconvenience and discomfort, growth is promoted.

Remember the shift I mentioned last week? There is always a calm before the storm. I asked the runes yes/no if this cycle deals with Bill and Ted -no. My career - no. My home life - no. My gypsy magic books - no. Other projects - no. My life in general - yes.

The rune that gave me the yes is Algiz (protection). This is all about the control of emotions here during a time of transitions, shifts in life-course, accelerated life change -- I am not to collapse myself into my emotions, both the high and the low. I have to remain mindful that timely right action and correct conduct are my true means of protection (although I would have to argue about the guides, angels and my won energy field as protection). If I feel pain, I have to stay with it - live through it -- feel it, observe it, stay with it. I cannot pull down the wool over my eyes and deny what's happening. I WILL progress, knowing that is my protection.

I think that this all ties in with my spiritual portrait that I got. Remember that - the picture I took of myself? Well the portrait is done and on it's way from Germany as we speak. I was told by the woman who did the portrait, that once I have it all in my hands, that she will then send it all to me via online so that I can post it on the site. But it is important that I have it in my hands 1st and feel it -- experience the meaning.

I asked the runes again if the portrait has a purpose in this cycle and I drew Ehwaz (movement) -- which is the rune of transition, transit, movement, a new life. I need to share my gifts and good fortune. There is an improvement or bettering of a situation. Moral effort and steadfastness are required.

I thought I was excited before to get my portrait - now I KNOW I'm excited. But I have to remember not to collapse in the emotions. I love my runes.

Now it's time for sleep -- well an attempt to sleep since it is too dang hot. I hope to have some sweet dream visits.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Hotels, Galadriel And Whips!

The title sounds kind of kinky doesn't it? Well, the post is not -- sorry -- read on:

I know, where have I been? Home, busy. Writing and taking care of business. However, I haven't made much head way on the spell books. Instead my focus has been on the kids Easter book, Kyra and the audio company. I know, what a combination!

BTW Leann - I saw your post after I wrote all this out -- I had to come by and add this though before I uploaded it to the blog:) Thanks for checking!

My experiment with iodine and mole removal is working. They are shrinking, even so slowly, but they are going bye-bye. As they shrink, I can feel my string want to control what happens with Bill/Ted fade and in it's place, handing it all over to the Divine. I know what the end result will be with us three, and I can't help but be ancy. But it's not so bad now. Of course, it does help that the two of them are immersed in their own projects so there is thought time among us, just not as much. I have managed to tap into their creativity and merge it with my own, at the same time allowing my creativity to flow through them. So I wonder how their creative projects will turn out with our combined energies?

My dreams of late are dealing with hotels again. But I'm not lost, or in anything run down. They are upscale and I am very comfortable there. The elevators work, there is room service and I think even a spa! It feels like a convention of sorts, as there are so many people here and we all chat like we know one another. I know that I am getting close to checking out, but I still have a month or so before I do. This hotel has been in my dreamtime every night for the last two weeks. I know that Bill was there also, as well as in a dream visit by/in a large white house on the ocean.

Myspace.com deleted my account. I don't know why - and they haven't gotten back to me yet. Go figure. But there is a reason for everything - isn't there?

I haven't had a session in about a week and it feels odd. I'd better have one - don't you think?

I'm taken into a mental institution. I look around, I'm able to move about, but I'm in a padded room. Not very nice. Off to my right Galadriel arrives. I ask her why am I here? She says for future reference. I ask - for what - for me? She smiles and says no, my books. That sends a sigh of relief through me. She says that she has to show me something. I follow her and we arrive in what must be a 5 star hotel. Very nice, very plush. I see my son lying on a bed playing with his Leapster. Off in the distance I can see my sister and my mother. I look at her and say - now what? She replies that I really need to get ready, life will be moving fast come fall and I won't have much time to think, let alone write.

I comment - I know, the spell books. She shakes her head. No, the two children's books. You mean Kyra and the other with the Easter bunny? She nods. The spell books will come, this is not the time for them for the time was in the past. Now you must move forward or risk staying where you are. Good Lord, I say. What about Gypsy Advice? What about my no appointment times, workshops and classes. You need to start them now - she says - for they are much sought after. But I don't have time now, I comment back. You need to cut the dead weight for after your audio company premieres, you will not know one day from the next. I don't think I like that - I say. It doesn't matter, for what will be will be. You can either prepare for it, or sit back and let it run over you. But either way it will happen.

I guess I need to start getting up again? She nods. I've just been so tired, that I can't get up early. Yes you can - she says - and you must. Time is wasting.

What do I work on 1st, Kyra or the bunny? Both. Finish the 1st draft of the bunny and send it off for comments. While you are waiting for comments, get the outline done for Kyra. You need to stop fighting the flow, work with the energy and things will happen at a better pace. Fighting the flow? How about trying to work with a 6 year old attached to my rear end! That is where my problem lies. She laughs.....no it is not for he is not with you 24/7. Okay, what about Cera, the new cat who keeps running off with all of my stones - regardless of size? No, not an excuse.

Damn, I say. Well, if I need to crack the whip I can't do it by chatting with you - correct? With that she smiles and faded from view.

SIGH -- guides!

Back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Shift Is In The Air...

No time for a session right now, although I can sense, somewhere under the water, one will be coming on whether I want it or not. A shift is in the air, I can feel it. It's psychic scent is all over me like a bad hair day. But this shift isn't bad --oh no -- but very good and VERY overdue:) I don't know which sector of my life the shift is coming -- but when it does it will be shift and change my little corner of Ohio for the better.

Over the weekend I finally had a visit from Bill. Our dream visits have sorely been lacking as of late. My guess is his erratic travel and/or sleep schedule. Here's how the dream went:

"We were at a party, I saw him from across the way. This place we were in was familiar, we had been here before in other dreams (although I think the last place I remember it was in a dream with Ted). We chatted a bit and decided to get out of the party. We were both very laid back and relaxed with one another. At the next party we had these necklaces on. I can't remember what - but each of us had I think 3 on. He laid back on the floor and I snuggled into him. I made a comment about this faded black t-shirt (the same one he had worn in previous dream visits) and grabbed it, on his tummy, and then let to fall back. He chuckles. A shift is in the air and he says - mood changed, its time to go. I feel that the change was that of friendship and being laid back and relaxed, to one of sex -- like a swingers party. But we had to take the necklaces off 1st. We did and placed them in small baggies. But when I was looking at them, Bill picked one up and said that this wasn't his. I asked - can we sort this out outside this party? He agreed. He helped me gather up the necklaces and went in front of me. I got sidetracked by a bathroom. I knew that I had to go -- but I also knew he was waiting for me outside. I was torn at what to do, but I headed to the bathroom thinking that he would wait for me. I woke up - and I did have to go to the bathroom.

The dream felt very nice, relaxed and one of friendship and respect. Bill looked scruffy, but good, like he had been doing a lot of thinking and he lifted a weight off his shoulders. "

So I told Cindy about the dream and said I think he'll be visiting her soon.

Sure enough -- she emailed me this morning:

"Good morning! Do I have some interesting information for you.

Okay, Bill visits me in a dream last night.

He calls me on my cell phone and asks me to pick him up at the airport in New Orleans in three hours. I say, sure, you know who I am? He says, well, don't you know who I am? I laugh and say, I guess you have a point.

I call you on your cell phone, but I do not get an answer so I leave a message.

I leave for New Orleans immediately. I get to the area of the airport and I am looking for strange and unusual vehicles. Then I go in the airport and I am looking for people that could possibly harm Bill????

I feel that it is safe so I call him on the plane and say....you are safe for landing...

He gets off the plane and he has on all black, sunglasses, pants, t-shirt except his hat, he is wearing a baseball hat with some team on it...though I do not remember what baseball team the hat was orange...

We rush out of the airport and rather than getting in my car, we get into another car. The car is a red mustang GT. I remember that because I used to have one.

We head to the French Quarter and I take him into the back entrance on a hotel that I know....the Montelone on Royal Street. We go up the elevator to a large suite.

He changes his clothes:)

Then he says....here is a cell phone that you can use to reach me anytime. It is linked to mine. I want you to answer this phone whenever it rings. Do not give the number to anyone else. It will always be me that calls. If it rings you must answer it. I say sure, okay.

My actual cell phone rings....its you....I look at him and I say, its Allie, he says answer it. I say okay. I tell you who I am with and you ask if you can speak to him. I hand him the phone. He says....its time. Be in NO ASAP. We will pick you up.

Then I woke up...."

So -- are you following this -- I email her back with this reply:

"HA!

Guess what? I got a text message on my phone at 7:39 am - no message in it and with no reply information! Just like it appeared out of no where. The symbols in the FROM: is what reminds me either of a bottle or a screwdriver and the "@". Now -- I have not been able to get the new message indicator off my phone! I have no more messages of any kind -- yet the darn thing will not go away!

He needs a direct link to you -- so make sure you leave it open for him and when he jingles -- answer:) He is also looking to you for psychic protection. "

Too cool.....she leaves me a message in her dream -- now I can't get the message indicator off my phone! I wonder what will happen next?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Magic, Mystery And A Virtual Book Tour!

I've been working my tush off the last couple of days. That's a good thing since I feel like I'm making some headway! Remember the message I was to get on the 17th? Well I forgot to tell you that I got it -- a kitten. A little kitty just showed up on my doorstep - just m-e-o-w-ing away! She's adorable with green eyes, just like Ted. I took her to the vet to get her checked out before I bring her inside. I'm still awaiting her blood tests results to see if she's healthy. Poor thing though, she showed up with a huge amount of ticks on her. They say that they can't feel them, but it still had to be annoying on some level! Her name is Cera, after the Cera in the "Land Before Time" stories. I wanted to call her peanut butter (as her fur makes her look like a reese's candy) but was out voted.

So what information does a cat bring?

According to author Ted Andrews of Animal Speaks, cats wild or domestic have certain qualities in common. They are associated with myth and lore, magic and mystery. Nine lives, curiosity, independence, cleverness, unpredictability and healing. Those with this medicine should also study its color, size and breed for a deeper understanding. She is a kitten, small, short hair torti shell - with deep green eyes and what I noticed 1st about her. The brown/gold of her fir, green of her eyes-- if I go by the colors, stands for:

Gold: Fosters understanding and attracts the powers of cosmic influences; luck or money, or solar energy.

Brown: Earthly, balanced color; material increase; eliminates indecisiveness; improves powers of concentration, study, telepathy; increases financial success; locates objects that have been lost.

Green: Promotes prosperity, fertility, success; stimulates good luck, money, harmony, and rejuvenation.

I HAVE been working better since she arrived. Read on...

Cats have more rods in the retinas of their eyes which enable them to see effectively in the dark. The dark is often associated with mankind's fears. Since the car is at home in the dark, it serves as a valuable ally into the world of the supernatural and the unknown and can help those with this totem move through their fears efficiently.

My fear - is the fear of success -- always has been -- go figure. Success = change and while I do like change, the Taurus in me has a hard time with it. But once it rolls, I'm fine:)

The energy field of a cat rotates is a counterclockwise direction, the opposite of a human energy field. Because of this, cats have the ability to absorb and neutralize energy that affects humans in a negative way. This is part of the healing medicine that the cat holds.

HA! I've talked about how much negative energy is around me. No wonder I have so many cats:)

If something affects you in a negative way place a cat on your lap or find a cat to pet. Your energy field will immediately realign itself and inner balance will be restored.

AMEN to that!

Because of their x-ray vision, acute hearing and high intelligence they were used throughout history as guardians and protectors. In ancient Egypt cats guarded the temple gates and were used to ward off evil.

If cat appears in your life the blending of magic and mystery is on its way!

Okay, I must admit -- very cool. Will let you know:)

I'm considering doing a virtual book tour that would center on blogs. I visit blogs of places where they might be interested in my books/services - I will accept a few questions to answer in each blog -- and I will give a way a book from each blog out of the people who submit a question. I'd like to do this from all over the world, so if you have any blogs to suggest, please send them to me. I'd like to do this from Sept - Nov of this year. Three blogs a week for three months.
Back to work I go!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Upstream, Downstream And Destinations!

I'm at the stream, alone, looking around. I can see white light in the distance. It arrives next to me and it is Galadriel. She asks me if I would like to investigate the stream. I tell her yes. She asks - which way do you want to go? I comment that to the right, downstream would be easier to navigate. But I want to go upstream and find out where it takes me. She agrees and I go -- up stream, in the water, trudging all the way. I know - why not walk along the outside, I don't know. I love the water.

I trudge away, hitting my feet a few times on rocks, stumbling at times and ending up in the water. But it wasn't anything I couldn't handle. I round a turn towards the left and the stream ends at a large castle. Looks to me that it turns into the moat that surrounds the castle. I ask Galadriel who owns this place? She says - doesn't it look familiar? I stare at it and it does -- but I can't place it yet. I enter into the castle and it has not been occupied in quite sometime. Looks like one of those haunted castles from the movies. Everything in it's place, all it needs is elbow grease. I tell her that it could be beautiful again with a lot of work. She asks me if I want to see where the stream takes me downstream - the original way my intuition told me to go. I said sure and took one last look around at the marvelous tapestries, the deep red (yet dusty) carpets -- and took a really good look at the huge double staircase right in the middle of this hall. And we left.

I now move downstream without any trouble. I stumbled I think once, but no face in first like before. I round the corner to the right and it seems to end -- at a castle, in the moat. Yep - same castle. I look at Galadriel and she doesn't say a word. I move inside the castle and it is indeed the same one - but this time around it is not dusty, or even dirty. Everything is how it should be if someone lived there.

Okay - and the lesson here is?

She smiles. You tell me, she replies.

My intuition told me to take the easy way, but my curiosity sent me the hard way - both arrived at the same destination. Had I trusted my intuition, I would have arrived at the same result without the grief.

Good, she says, but also you were never given anything you couldn't handle, even the obstacles.

So what I am to bring from all this is that the destination is set and if I would just trust my intuition and follow it instead of my human brain or curiosity, things would flow easer for me?

Correct.

I do remember the castle -- it just dawned on me that this was from when I was a kid. This castle would always try to disappear from my view in my dreams - no matter if I was in it or approaching it. Now that it is almost 30 years later and obviously rock solid and not fading from view -- I take it to mean that I am closing in on what is supposed to be.

Galadriel smiles at me.

You never did say -- who owns this castle?

You do of course -- is her reply and she fades from view. With that, I decided that I best get back to work.

Time to stop letting my curiosity to get the better of me and instead, just trust myself. I want to see more of my castle!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Oh We Of Little Faith, Intention And Trust!

I went to raise my energy for today's session and wouldn't you know that Ted just appeared next to me, with that grin on his face -- and took a nibble of my neck. Now, if there is one place on me where I can lose any sense or sensibility, it's at the base of my neck. Tricky bastard, he can be Extremely Dangerous! After a zap of energy ran down my spine, he whispers a "see you later" and disappears. Like it wasn't hot enough here in Ohio -- now for sure I'm going to need to cool down with a cold shower!

I enter the session at the boulder. I move into the ice cold water of the stream and lay down, it feels so refreshing against my skin. My eyes are closed and I'm there, just enjoying the pleasure of it all. I hear a splash and Ted lies down next to me in the stream. I ask him - why did you do that? He laughs -- to see if I could. HA! So I call him a tricky bastard and you know what he says -- you haven't seen anything yet.

SIGH

I hear a high pitch tone in my left ear. I get up to see what it could be, Ted stays put. I follow the sound over to the cave. It's very dark and has that musty smell to it. I know that I'm supposed to go in there, but I can't see and I ram my foot into a rock. I hear a voice say - light the way. Not knowing what or how - I ask. I hear the same sentence again. Something inside me just knows what they are talking about and I summon light from the Divine. Within moments, I have a brilliant white light surrounding me, and it lights my way. I run into a large congregation of balloons. They are floating about me with strings attached to them. I push my way through and stop at a fork in my path. To the left it is smooth - to the right it is jagged. Although I normally always pick the right in anything, I went to the left. The floor beneath my bare feet feel like silk - but it is a very fine sand. I follow this path, with it's few turns and wind up at Ted's house. I look around and I do not hear anyone - but my instinct tells me to go to another room. Here I can see a portrait of me on a wall above the fireplace. It's quite good as it looks like me and I look happy. I poke around a bit more and I find a studio. So many pictures - such talent. I hear a movement behind me and it's Brigit.

We say our hellos. She asks me if I had a hard time getting here? I told her no I didn't. She asked about seeing where I was going and picking the path. I related my story (although I knew she already knew) and she asks if it has dawned on me? I look at her and reply - you mean going outside my comfort zone and my channeling the light of the Divine with trusting my inner faith I am able to guide myself down my path - without many hassles or problems? She nods.

I know I say -- us humans have a hard time of just having faith -- not only in our destiny and the Divine, but in ourselves. Brigit says - you are not supposed to have to work so hard. Put your intention out there, and have faith that all will be taken care of. Life should be 90% faith, 10% work, not the other way around.

I agree. She tells me that I need to get back. Today's the 17th and I should be getting a message today.

With that I was done.

Message? I sure hope it is a good message!

I gave a lot of thought to many things over the weekend:

1) Leann. In regards to your comment the other day about finally finding someone after you made the decision to move back home. This got me thinking - have you ever noticed how things finally happen to us when we are not thinking so much about them? This is because we have finally released our desires into the Divine and they are taking care of it. Enjoy this relationship for it has been Divinely connected. What about moving home? This relationship has happened for a reason. Think about it.

This is really a good lesson for all of us. About being chained at the hip to an outcome we so desperately desire. Let it go and allow the miracles of the Divine take over.

2) My books about Kyra the teenage gypsy. I may make her my age - after all, write what you know -- right? I keep thinking about all of the magical heroines that are out there for older teens and young adults. Although there are many ones for adults - there are not as many. I don't know - just don't know. Food for thought.

3) I'm going to expand my message board this fall. Right now I only have a spot for scams. But I'm going to make way for magic/spell help, divination help, soul mates, dreams, angels and guides.

4) Ted was everywhere this weekend. I mean all over the darn place. Without me searching for him. A sign? I'd like to think so.

5) My life. I need to take my own advice - period.

And on that note -- back to work I go!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Getting Close, Being Hurt And The Eternal Connection!

I have been being bothered since I woke up this morning. I'm irritated and being that someone will not leave me alone, I'd better go see what they want. I am immediately taken back to the boulder on the stream from the other day. This time though, Bill is sitting on it waiting for me.

A = Allie, B = Bill

B - You forgot about me.
A - I did what?
B - Forgot about me. You cast me aside like some stranger.
A - I never forgot about you.
B - Well, it feels that way.
A - Why? Because Ted has been around and you haven't?
B - No. Because you haven't tried.
A - Oh for God sakes. Try? To do what? Huh? What else am I supposed to do? You come in and out of my spiritual life like a damn yo-yo. Something I don't appreciate.

B - Don't give up on me.
A - I never did. But I'm also not going to beat my head against the wall waiting for your return. I deserve better.

Bill nods in agreement and jumps off the boulder. I can feel my blood getting hotter by the second.

A - What do you want from me? What am I supposed to do?
B - Do not give up on me.

A - You know, when I discovered all of this - you, me, Ted -- you were so far advanced spiritually than Ted - that neither one of us thought he'd ever catch up. But he did - in fact - he surpassed you. By your choice, you've gone back to the beginning.

B - I have some things I still need to figure out.

A - Well Sherlock, while you are figuring things out, guess what? I'm not a figment of your imagination. I'm not a figment of Ted's imagination. I'm a real person - flesh and blood. I'm alive, breathing and I have feelings. Feelings that get hurt everytime you cast me aside and step out of my life.

B - I'm sorry.

A - Sorry doesn't cut it for me any more. All three of us are here on Earth for the same variety of reasons: to clear up our past karma with one another, to work on relationships, to help mankind and to rediscover Atlantis. If we don't get it right this time around, then we'll have to come back and do this all over again. I don't want to do this again - I want to evolve.

Bill doesn't say one word. Instead his focus is on the water. I go next to him and make him look at me. His blue eyes are red, bloodshot. He tries to hold back tears, but they won't stop flowing.

A - For one minute, just think about me. Do you think that this is easy for me? It's not. Every day I have to deal with who you two are, the feelings that are associated with you two, the knowledge of who you are and the barrier of not being able to do anything about it. I am at your mercy - you and Ted. I don't like it, I don't want it - but that's how it is. I've made all of the moves that I can. The next step is yours -- and his. But I'll say one thing for Ted, is that he does not yo-yo in and out of my spiritual life. He is there, like a rock, always trying to make my life better, trying to advance us. But we're stuck - we all are until YOU decide what you are doing. Until that point, I'm going to protect myself form being hurt by you. My love for you and for Ted is unconditional and eternal - but I will not be a doormat - not for anyone. I respect myself far too much for that.

B - But I don't want to have you and then lose you.

A - Lose me to who?

B - To Ted. You two are to be together. I know this. And I can't bare to see it happen. I can't stand back and watch you two together - I can't.

A - You're not going to lose me to Ted, nor is Ted going to lose me to you. We're ETERNALLY connected - there is no separation.

Unknown to either of us, Ted arrives. T = Ted.

T - So what's it going to be man? Are you going to keep us in limbo forever? Or are you going to do something. I'm tired of this, she's tired of this.

Ted grabs a hold of Bill's shoulders.

T - I love you like a brother, I'd do anything for you. I'd even die for you if I had to. But I won't give her up. I can't give her up - not for you, and not for God. And neither should you. Have a little faith.

B - I don't know what to do. I don't want to get hurt.

A - None of us do! Why do you think we have very few close relationships? I can count on one hand how many people know the real me - all of the real me. And you know what? I only need two fingers - one for you and the other for you. That's part of my problem - why I'm here -- why we're all here. It's much easier to have superficial relationships where the person only knows a fraction of you. That way when the relationship is over - only that part of you hurts -the part that they knew. But it's also a lonely way to live and you can't love anybody like that - not really. It's impossible to get close to anyone or to let anyone get close to you when you are that guarded.

Ted leans back on the boulder - stares at Bill and then back at me.

T - So what do you say? We're stuck with each other for all of eternity. We'd might as well make the best of it and get along - together - in the real world.

Bill thinks about it. He paces and you can tell that he is mentally trying to figure it all out.

B - I suppose we do have some wrongs to make right.
T - Yes brother we do - to her. We have a lot of ass kissing to do in this life.

I, of course, have to bend over and comment:

A - I for one am ready to have my ass kissed.

Someone smacks my butt!

A - Who did that?

The guys point to one another.

SIGH!

T - Are we ready to roll?

Ted and I stare at Bill. A smile creeps across his face. He nods.

A - Good! Besides, I need you two to help me out with sex in reality.

The guys look at each other and grin.

A - Not in the way that you're thinking. But I appreciate the thought. And someday, I'd appreciate the effort.

Ted laughs.

T - She is one of us, isn't she?
B - God help us, I think she is.

Bill turns and looks at Ted.

T - Don't worry, I'll take care of her.

With that, all fades from view.

DOUBLE SIGH!

Now maybe I'll be able to get back to work.

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Mental Note To Self!

Watch the name calling!

When I did the below posting - I had to repost it several times as I kept putting Bill and Ted's REAL names in there. It's getting harder and harder for me not to say who they really are - although I will push on and keep the status quo.

Not sure if this tells me that things are getting closer? Or if I'm just getting sloppy?

Who knows?

But I found interesting and aggravating!

Crystal Sunshine!

A Three-Way Telepathic Connection And A New Location!

I'm a busy person today - lots to do, tired and a mild hangover to boot, when I keep being pulled into a session. So here goes:

I see Ted sitting on a boulder by a running stream. The grass around him is tall and lush. The water sounds like a slice of heaven with the birds as an angelic choir. He's very busy pulling apart blades of grass to a point where I don't think he knows I'm there. I move closer and call out his name. He stops playing with the grass, but keeps his head down. A smile spreads across his profile and for a moment I thought he was happy- but when he lifted his eyes to meet mine, I knew I was wrong. His sea-green eyes that usually make me forget who I am, were completely red from numerous broken blood vessels in his eyes.

A choked whispers says -- thank you. I ask him - for what? Defending me - he says. I smile and reply -- I'd die for you. He nods - and I you. So, I continue, defending was a piece of cake. He chuckles a bit. I move behind him and wrap my arms around him, easing his head back to lie on my chest. The wound cuts deep, too deep for me to heal - he says. Bill appears out of no where and replies - then let me heal you.

All of the emotional baggage that Ted carries with him has dulled his light, made his soul struggle to carry on and with the huge misunderstanding about the meadow - it was his last straw. With me in the back and Bill upfront, we are able to get a lot of the black, useless baggage out of him. He comments that he feels better but there is still pain. I tell him that there are some things that others cannot heal - he has to make some firm decisions about life and without seeking or needing the approval of others - just move down his soul's path. People will drop out of his life, but where they leave, other's suited more towards his life's purpose will arrive. There's a reason for everything and we are not to understand or even agree with it all. The Divine has the bigger picture at hand so we have to trust that we/you are being led into the right direction.

Bill places his hands on Ted's knees and says - besides, now you two know who turned you in at the Sacred Circle. So you could split us up? Ted inquires. Bill nods. My forehead rests on Ted - he's right I say. I can't believe neither of us saw it. Bill says, none of us did. But now we know -- and we're better off.

I unwrap myself from Ted and slide into the cool stream. It feel good on my bare feet. I look up the way and I can see a cave. Any idea what's in that cave? I ask the guys. They follow where I point and they both shake their heads. You want to find out - I ask. Brigit arrives and tells us that we will have to investigate later - right now she needs to talk to me.

Brigit and I walk up the side of the stream. It's good to see you I say -- good to see you too - she replies. How's your telepathy coming along? Good - I say. In fact, I think that I discovered the way - just today - how to tap into their energy, their power and skills. Did you merge the three? No, I used it to wake myself up and make my headache go away. She shakes her head. No, that is not what you are to do. Selfishness is not the way. I didn't think that I was being selfish.

She stops walking and looks at me. Look at it this way, what did they get out of the connection besides a energy drain? I did send them back my love and energy. So they received a benefit form the connection? I'd like to think they did. Then you merged -- you did not take. See the difference? I nod - yes I do.

Good she says, go back to your office and try it again. This time solidify the connection and pump the combined energy through all three of you -- and see what happens.

And with that she was gone and I was done.

You know me - I had to try this when I got "back". I reached out and wrapped my energy around each man. Through Bill, I push my energy through him and from him he reached over and connected with Ted. We had a three-way current going. I then imagined a large, electric blue, energy ball moving to and through each of us, repeatedly, - gathering speed as it went along. The energy fried my butt (in a good way) and it also formed, I guess one would call it an anxiety pit, in my stomach. So I have to figure out a way to filter out the worry or anxiety from another while this three-way connection is going. Baby steps -- but it is all coming together.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Meadow Was Destroyed And A Friendship Is Over

I have a short day today, and my son is sick, so I hadn't planned on doing a session. Yet I am being pulled into one - so here I go.

I am taken immediately to our meadow. When I arrive I can see that everything is dark and charred - very disturbing. Ted is there and he comes over to me wit tears in his eyes. I look at him and ask - why? He crying now as he says - I had no choice, they were coming. Who was coming - I ask? The other "us" he says. I don't get it - what other "us"? When Atlantis split, he says, we were divided into a good half and essentially a bad - greedy half. The energy of this place was drawing the greedy half - as it was meant too - but soon, if this place had not been wiped out, they would have grabbed hold and their strength would have grown.

Bill appears and continues: just as we come here for strength, they would have too - until this became a vortex for evil, not good as the Divine has intended. This was needed to draw out the bad so that they could be banished away. Ted chimes in - and it worked. See - look beneath the darkness of destruction and you can see life re-appearing.

I do look - closely, and I can see the lushness of the meadow coming to light - pushing through the darkness.

I didn't know what else to do - Ted says. Nether of us did - Bill adds. What did I do here? You don't remember - asked Ted. No, I don't know. Your added light is what drew the whole group here - so that they could be banished all at once. So I was a beacon? Ted nods - yes.

Ted can't stop crying. I can feel her anger - he says. Please get her to understand that I wasn't doing anything with malice or that she had misinterpreted any of her signs from the Divine. Sometimes you have to do what appears wrong, in order to save what is right.

I tell him that I will try, but she doesn't listen to me very often as she and I work on different wave lengths - or so it seems. Although, we do seem to merge from time to time:) He makes me promise - and I do.

Bill gives me a kiss on the forehead and tells us that he has some items to tend to - and he leaves.

Ted plops himself on the ground and won't stop crying. So I sit next to him and hold him as I would my son, assuring him that all will be okay.

And with that I'm done.

Unfortunately for me - the woman who owns the meadow doesn't believe a word of it as it was destroyed. She thinks it was done for personal gain. So our friendship is over. Not sure what Ted will do now as she is going after him full force - and I think myself and Bill as well. All I can do is protect us.

**I want to add something here - I'm hurt really hurt that she would even assume that Ted, Bill or I would ever do anything to hurt her or anyone/anything that she loves. It wounds me - deeply. I can't get her to see that it was done out of love and for protection. Now there is nothing there that anyone has to fear.

I had a chat with Bill, Ted, Clive, Peter and Larry and it is agreed that we cannot go back there - at least not in this lifetime.

So it is with a heavy heart that I say good-bye to my meadow. And although she and I are no longer friends, I wish her nothing but the best and a long and loving life.**

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

The Scared Circle, Spirals And Atlantis!

What a day! Nothing in terms of the amount of work I got done - which was ZERO! But in terms of new information I have on myself and the guys in relation to the Star Gate and Atlantis. It has been a fun day of discovery. A friend of mine (the one who owns the meadow that I visit in my sessions) went to a show where they had rock art. She wrote me to look at her blog to see if anything resonated with me as she sensed it would. And she was right. She also mentioned that Ted has been bothering her -- just like Bill has been after Cindy. They've both been in my face in Friday -- and you know what? That's fine. I'm learning how to work around them or maybe I should say - through them.

Now, when I went to look at the pictures, I almost fell over. There was a rock on the rock formation I recognized as being a symbol of a protective circle. A large white stone with a smooth hole in it brought tears to my eyes. It looked exactly how one of the structures I've entered in my Atlantis visions.

Now for the Sun Rock. This is a large new moon shaped rock that lies on its side. When I saw it I immediately -saw a circle with these 1/2 moon rocks in it. I knew that this was the Scared Circle where, the Star Gate Royalty would gather to discuss. It was a very sacred circle, where we gathered together, not separately. The insides of the 1/2 moons, of course, were our chairs or thrones with the inner part as shiny as the moon rock picture in your blog. I also had a very clearer vision of what had happened to Ted and I back then. I was sitting in my seat, by myself, which was forbidden. Head back, eyes closed I was thinking about Ted. He approached me and kneeled at my feet. We expressed love for one another and mentioned that we need to get out before someone sees us. But instead of leaving, we made love and were observed doing so by another princess who in turn went and got Bill. He came and Ted and I were split up. This is where a past vision I had comes in with Bill taking me away.

When Ted came to me in the circle, I do remember discussing with him how much we preferred being energy forms instead of being stuck in the bodies. The bodies were too limiting. We commented on how before, to have sex all we had to do was merge our energy - now we have to be careful of what we put where! LOL.

Some of the stones had spirals. My gut feel is that they are a key to finding Atlantis. If you remember my past posts, you know that my feel is that the triad is to find Atlantis. I have a spiral fascination. If you could look at Bill's work - you would see that he too does -- and some of the jewelry that Ted has designed has -- you guessed it - spirals. I'm convinced that what we need - a step - is to be found in the Mayan ruins. I looked and sure enough, spirals are connected to the Mayan ruins, as well as Peru and Egypt. I keep hearing look for the temple with the 3 spirals. It doesn't matter if someone else finds it before we do as we are the only ones who can open the portal. So I'm pretty confident that no matter what I read about Atlantis - it isn't about THE Atlantis.

So much information in my mind from the last several days. No wonder my face broke out! Now it's time for me to head to bed. I so love dreamtime.

Sweet Dreams!
Allie ;)

A Healing Session, Ted And Bill!

I had the most amazing healing session this morning. I wanted to send healing energy to my friend in NZ. I took my healing wand and settled in, opening up and activating my energy via Robert Bruce's methods. My hands zapped, fully charged with energy. I saw my astral self moving through the astral layers to find her. As I approached, I could see that her base chakra was still clogged, so I called out to Archangels Raphael and Michael to join me. They did, ASAP. I asked Michael to help me clean the chakra. He poured the gunk cleaner (my name for it) into the chakra while I sent white and green energy into the energy portal. I could see the black gunk fly out as the chakra was healing and activating. I asked Raphael to send more light into her, while I moved to the front. I also asked Michael to remove any etheric cords that are not for her highest good.

As the two Archangels were working on their areas, I literally went into her body and straight to her bowel where I saw the cancer. It reminded me of the Blob from the old sci-fi movies. I used the energy to scrunch it up, open up the imagination/reality portal and shove it through. The cancer is still there, but I pushed it to another plane so that it does not affect her physical body. I then moved to her liver and then her lungs, doing there what I had done to the bowels. The cancer, although very strong and negatively charged, is not match for the power of the Divine when put up one on one.

I exited her body and stood in front of her. The Archangels were also finished. Starting at the base chakra from the front, I worked my way up activating each chakra as Raphael worked on the back chakra's and Michael worked on the energy centers in her feet. Before I knew it, all chakras were clean, activated to have energy flow through her without any stoppages. She emitted a very strong white light from every pour of her body.

With that we took our leave.

I just wanted to share because it was so amazing. I don't know if she feels any different yet, as I haven't heard back from her.

The past couple of days I will hear family members ask me a question or comment as plain as day. When I go to answer, they are either no where to be found or they say that they didn't say anything. To me this means that my telepathic gift is strengthening. This morning I heard Ted - clear as a bell, but it was only one word and I have no idea what that word even was -- I just heard something.

I am being very cautious as to my thoughts. I am only focusing on what I want, not what I don't want. It a difficult task to do 24/7, but as soon as a negative thought creeps in, I use my imagination and push it out with a floor broom. Works every time.

Spells are coming along. As long as I stay away from technology I can work well. As soon as a electronic device is in my path - forget it. Cell phones, computers, X-Box....all bad!

Speaking of bad - I have been working on the moles on my left leg. I had used the blue pen ink for a couple of weeks and indeed both moles shrank. Now I turned to using iodine and they are still shrinking, ever so slowly. Maybe by the time summer is over they will be gone! I must admit that as soon as I started to work on them, my outlook improved almost immediately - on everything.

Seems that Bill visited Cindy the other night and freaked the poor girl out. She heard a knock on her door - she answered, no one there. This happened several times until finally she called out to the spirit realm - who's there? No answer. She then went into the bathroom, closed the door and there was the knock! She looked into the mirror and asked - who's there? Bill materialized as clear as the nose on her face. She stayed calm and asked what she could help him with. He replied that he has been trying to get a hold of her and she hasn't answered. So she asked again, what can I help you with? He didn't say a word - just faded from view. Men! Out with your feelings I say!

I keep hearing pops - like the Rice Krispies cereal. Very odd.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

California, England Or Ohio?

Today I feel like I'm on an emotional overload, and I'm not sure why. Both men have been front and center - so in my face. They both haven't done this together in a very long time. So something must be up, I just can't hone in on what it is. I was fine when I woke up, and then about 9:00 am EDT is when it all started. Maybe the reason will come to me during my session - we'll see. But, luckily since I know the emotions are not mine, I can block them and I have.

For my session, I am drawn into an office. Looks to be Bill's office with things piled places. I'm looking around when I see Bill come in with a folder full of papers. They actually look to be pages of my blog. When to my right, astral Bill joins me with a big ole grin on his face. I tell him - it's about time. He gives me one of those have cocked grins and replies - I had some things to sort out. Are they sorted - I ask. Almost - is his reply. Give me just a few more months and I will be where I need to. Good I say, I'll be where I need to be as well. He grabs my hand and says, come with me.

We emerge in a very modern, and lighted place. The building looks to have many skylights on the roof and some big windows along one of the wall to where there is a great view of the ocean. How do you like it - he inquires. I'm looking around, liking what I see and I tell him so. He says good - because I'm selling it. I laugh - to me I ask. No. But to buy this -- and he grabs my hand again and off we go.

This time we emerge with green grass under our feet, blue skies and I can see horses in the distance. I'm buying this -- he tells me. Where is this? I ask as I glance around. It's a place called Dragonfly Ranch. I tell him it's great. Nice pool, land, horses....it really looks like a great place. But then I have to ask - what does this have to do with me? He laughs -- what do you think? Sometimes I don't want to be psychic - so why don't you tell me. He shakes his head - no. If I don't know then I will have to figure it out. Are you talking about my son and I living here? He shrugs and says, if you two would like to. I think that I have a house in Ohio that I like. He gives me one of those looks like - you're kidding, right - and says, I thought you wanted out of Ohio. I shrug and say - I do. But on my terms. He laughs and says, okay.

Ted arrives to my left and asks Bill - can I show her now? Bill says yes. So I say good bye to Bill and Ted takes me off to an English country estate. Old, made of stone -- very stately, very ENGLISH. I tell him that this is a nice place. Great fountain, yards, etc...but why am I here? Next thing I know he takes me inside and we're watching a scene unfold. I am giving a butler (I'm guessing here since I've never had one) directions about a party that is coming up. I hear a bunch of kids moving our way and my son is in the lead. He looks to be about 8. Very handsome - and big he is - towers over his friends. I see Ted come in and tell myself and the butler something to which the butler looks back and me and I nod -- off he goes. Ted opens the fridge and wants to grab some of the food - says he wants a snack, but I won't let him.

I look at astral Ted and ask -- is this my house too? He smiles and says - if you want. But what about Ohio I ask? What about it? We come to Ohio to visit too. I look at him and I have to comment about how much information he and Bill just sent my way. He agrees, it's a lot to absorb. But since all 3 of us are privy to the information, it is felt that we can all handle it.

I comment out loud that this is all the information I want right now -- and I'm brought right out of the session.

Not that any of this is a surprise -- I don't know, it's just odd to see and absorb. The place where Ted was, I've had visions about that place before - I think once when a whirlwind dropped me off. With Bill and the ranch, it is familiar -- but I can't place it right now.

At least now I can see why the two of them are both "right there" -- a lot of triad activity going on!

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dreams And Odd Phone Calls!

The dreams I had last night feel very surreal to me. It was almost as if I was moving through the fantasies of another, and quite possibly I was. I can remember a castle, woods, running through the woods - laughing like I was being chased, Ted was there and I can barely make out Bill standing by laughing and carrying on. There was fog, a calm lake and the dinging of a bell - something close to what you would hear at the docks when ships come in.

At the very end I can remember Ted saying - no matter what you do, I'm not going anywhere. And then the phone rang and woke me up. Now yesterday morning and twice today - I've gotten some odd cell phone calls. Twice I wasn't by the phone to answer - but this morning at 5:15 am I did (the call that woke me up from the dream). The caller is "Unknown" and there is no phone number shown. They don't say anything, all I can hear is moving about and noise in the background. Like when someone bumps their cell phone by mistake and it calls the 1st number in the phone book. Now very few people actually have my cell number - so I'm not sure what is going on. But I took the two times today (5:15 and 6:06) and looked up what the numbers stand for:

515: You have the power to change your life in amazing ways, simply by changing your thoughts and beliefs. Now more than ever, it's important to only focus upon what you desire.

I would agree on the above - big time - as I've done it before.

606: Allow God to be the center of your support so that all third-dimensional needs flow easily to you and your loves ones.

Again - agree.

So until I know different - I'm taking these calls as messages from my angels and guides.

I had a flash vision about the tree down the street. I indeed planted it, but I did not live in that house - it wasn't there when I was there. They were woods that my father and I loved to go in to get away from it all.

Until later -- have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

A New Past Life, The Airport And Personal Power!

I had a really nice walk this morning. For the last 5 years I have always passed by a house I love with a tree that I just adore. Every day I've passed the house/tree, I could hear the tree begging me to come over. I never did - until today. I placed my hands on the tree and got the jolt of my life. In that instant I saw me, as a little girl in a previous lifetime, plant that tree. It was awesome. No wonder that tree/house had caught my attention as soon as I moved to Wooster back in 2001. I had lived there before. The tree asked me to be its caretaker again, that it has much to share with me and wishes until I am the caretaker - that I visit often. I promised that I would. The house was once a grand house - complete with an apartment over it's detached garage. However, now the house has been sliced up into apartments - I would assume that the owner gets a better rate of return on her investment. It had to, at one time, have at least 4 bedrooms with a master bedroom and a place for the servants - plus a dining room, parlor, living room, kitchen, ballroom, breakfast room and laundry area.

I want to change that house back into a house. But that is going to take some cash -- some cold hard cash. I'd better get cracking!

Now that the house is relatively quiet, I though that I would try to do a session today (as soon as I typed that - the doorbell rang - LOL).

I'm taken into an airport. I'm sitting down, text messengering someone on the phone. I'm impressed by the speed of my fingers, looks like I finally have it down! My sister walks over to me and hands me a slip of paper. She says that it is a woman who wants a reading - she recognized me, but didn't want to be rude and approach. So she handed my sister her phone number. She said anytime at any price. I asked my sister if she told the woman to make an appointment with my office. She nodded yes she did - but that the woman thought it would be better if I was handed the phone number. My sis asked if I want her to take care of it (meaning throw the number away) and I told her no - give it to me. I placed it in a folder. I asked her where is my son? She said over there watching outside. I motion for him to come over and he does. Just then another person approaches us and says - so this is your son -- he is exactly how you describe him! I pull my son a bit closer and tell the person thank you. I am asked for an autograph (although I don't know what I am signing) and I happily oblige this person.

My sister opens this appointment book and her and I run down what I am to do once we land - it appears to be in NYC. It feels to me, that right now we are in Chicago. After NYC we get to go back home until it is time to go to London for something. I ask my sister to book a vacation to NZ for us after the London trip and then asked her to call home and speak to Bess about the status of the house and animals -- and that I will talk to her later.

I glance over and Josh (Sawyer from LOST) sits down next to me. I asked him - what's up? He smiles and says - don't you know darlin`? I comment - enlighten me. He flashes this look, it's hard to describe, but it is sexy and mischievous all at once. He replies - oh I plan to, don't you worry. With that he gets up and walks away.

And with that - I am done.

I thought that this was too short of a session, but when I tried to go back in all I saw was a woman falling down a flight of wooden stairs - a large set of stairs as one would find in an old, big house. But I wasn't permitted to see anything else.

So I guess that is that.

I've been working really hard on the next gypsy magic book. Adding things, deleting others. I hope to be close to being done with the spells later today. That would leave the part on the holocaust that I want to write about for the Gypsy Lore section.

I had a thought today about asking the input or advice from others to back up what I think about myself or my visions. A friend of mine once told me - when in doubt, go back to the truth. And she couldn't have been more correct. Most of us, myself included, get so wrapped up in looking for the support from others instead of putting forth the same effort to get that same support from ourselves. We look for answers about our life externally, instead of going to where all the answers are stored - internally. No matter who you ask for help, no one can get it right - in the terms of advice - all the time. Except that is, if you ask yourself. Our souls have it all mapped out already - the past, present and the future that is still yet to be written (which is not to be confused with destiny as it is mapped out already - the future is only the road map to get you to destiny). All we have to do is to develop the ability to listen, and then TRUST our own Divine wisdom.

This is what I've been working on too - to trust me about me. I have no doubt about what I tell other people about them. But I doubt me about me a good chunk of the time. That's silly and I aim to stop it. So now everytime I want to run out and ask an opinion of another, I still myself and then ask my question. The answer I get, no matter what it is, I'm learning to trust it and go in that direction. I haven't been disappointed in myself yet. The big shift came when I finally stopped trying to figure out the "how" of things. I have complete confidence in myself (which is new) and in the Divine (status quo) that things will work out how they are supposed to. I got to thank Merlin again for being so pushy about that Manifestation Journal - it really changed my outlook on me.

I have also come to the conclusion that when you ask another for their advice, you give away a touch of your own personal power. The more you put the trust in others instead of yourself, the more power you give away. This is why so many people feel drained and hopeless - they willing gave their power away. They relied on the opinions of others more than they relied on their own opinion. Thankfully, one can stop it ASAP and begin immediately to regain their strength & power. Try it, you'll be glad you did.

My new cell phone should be here any minute! I am soooooo excited. Although I like my current phone - the battery power bites and the signal strength is even worse. Now no matter who calls and no matter where I am at -- I should be able to answer:) Ya-hoo!

BTW...I know that I have a TON of email to get caught up on. I will - but email isn't a big priority of mine while I'm trying to get the writing done. So please be patient. If it is an emergency and you really need a reply soon - indicate that in the subject line. Thanks!

Have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Manifestation Journal, My Son And Bill!

I had a dream last night that Merlin was giving me some words about the fact that I hadn't started my Manifestation journal yet. I promised him that I would today - and I have. I happened to have a journal sitting around that I haven't written in, so I decided to use it. I've tried to do the journal son the computer but it isn't the same thing - you know? So for now, I'm going to write down a weekly manifestation list and a daily jot of what did manifest. Sometimes the little things go buy and we don't take notice. But if it hadn't been for the little tings, then the big things cannot happen. I also decided, this morning, that I would stop "How-ing" myself to death and just let things unfold like they should. The fact that I'm not trying to figure out the HOW or WHEN to things is a biggie manifestation in itself. I've always been the kind who had to work things out - on paper. Now I don't have to - it's a nice and new freedom.

My son's birthday was Saturday the 1st. He's officially 6. We had a good day - went to see CARS and then to his favorite restaurant, which thankfully is not McDonalds! This evening my family is coming over for a little party - both for him and the 4th. Then we are all heading down to the town's firework show - always a good one!

Writing hasn't gotten very far at all this week. I've been busy with the erotica stuff. The stories have went to get voiced and now we are working on logo's and all of the promotional items. It's fun. We're looking at a launch for the end of August.

I had a few good names submitted for my new column. My two favorites thus far are "Allie's AstroCast" and "GypsyCast". I may not use anything to make the cast except for my own Divinely guided insight. I have also been thinking of a "Daily Message" too. I may call it the "Divine Message" or "Spiritual Message" of the day (or week). I'm tossing around a lot of things really. I want to redesign my monthly Numerscope too. Or maybe add the "Cast" with the "Message" into a newsletter.

Before I forget - Amazon.com now have my books at 23% off - they are now at $9.23. Good price. Especially seeing you get the book AND a booklet of one of my workshops.
You can find either one here:
http://www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/search-handle-url/index=books&field-author-exact=Allie%20Theiss&rank=-relevance%2C%2Bavailability%2C-daterank/102-1665598-7888141

My headaches are back as well as my face breaking out -- guess more changes are coming!

I had a telepathic connection to Bill yesterday. I'm not trying to force the connections - I'm just letting them happen when they need to. I can always tell when it is an actual connection or just my imagination kicking in. When it is an actual connection, I get very lightheaded and my tummy gets queasy. I'm learning how to recognize the connection without the physical side effects - so I'm trying to balance and ground when it happens. I feel very lofty otherwise.

My son woke up the other day and said he had a dream about me. He was my husband (I never told him about the Titanic vision), we were both 59 and we had 10 kids. He couldn't remember anything else. But he was a pleased as punch that he was my husband. It was so cute.

Well, party guests will be here before I know it and I haven't finished making the food! So I'd better run! I'll try to get a session in tomorrow!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)