A Small Update

I'm tired - bone tired. But my mind is moving -- always thinking -- always doing SOMETHING. SIGH. They postponed my husband's surgery due to a heart attack he had last night. He's in the local hospital, hooked up to a bunch of stuff while they try to determine what to do. What everyone is in agreement with is that he needs his nasal cavity surgery ASAP and they only way to do this is for him to pass a stress test. So that is scheduled for the morning. They have to determine how many tumors he has, where they have spread to, if they can operate, etc.....

I'm kinda of sitting here like a lump, not really sure what to do. I know what I should do -- and that is go to sleep. But then I see the work piled up on my desk....and now that hubby has been put on medical leave at work....and today in the ER (for 7 hours) was not cheap. Nor is his current care. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful that we have a branch of the Cleveland Clinic in Wooster (of all places) and that he is getting top notch care. But I know insurance -- and I know what lies ahead for me with my husband off of work. I'm just venting I suppose as keeping this inside isn't doing me any good. And since it is imperative to my husband and my son that I hold it together -- hold it together I will. I'll worry in the shower...or vent in my blog:)

Thanks for listening.

I think that I'm heading to bed. If I'm lucky I may have a sweet dream or two:)

Good night.....
Allie :)