Jessie Davis, My Divorce And Manifestation!

Tracey and I will not be doing sessions for a while. Her mother is building a healing center in CA (which is fabo) and she'll be helping her mother get set up. So maybe in 2008 we can start up again.

I keep hearing my guide Ethan telling me not to stop writing. Write-write-write he says -- but when I try nothing comes out. I'm not used to writer's block, so this is yet something new for me to work through. But I have to as I think when I write more my mind will not drift to things that piss me off:)

For some reason I keep seeing me with a police officer. Not getting in trouble or anything, but it seems like flirtation and a date. I do not know any police officers, so I'm not sure where this is coming from. But it'll be interesting to see if anything comes of it. I'm all for a date:) Heck, I haven't dated in 15 years. LOL! I hope I remember how.

I haven't been sleeping well lately. And no - it has nothing to do with the divorce as I'm fine with that. There's a girl here in Ohio that is nine months pregnant and missing. Maybe you've heard of her -- her name is Jessie Davis. The main suspect, or so it seems, is the father of her baby - a married police officer named Bobby Cutts Jr. But I don't think he had anything to do with the woman's disappearance for her 2 year old (who he is also the father of) was left at the home and was found two days later by Jessie's mother - fine - but in very soiled diapers. Although the man does have a host of problems and I can certainly see why he is a suspect. But - the toddler hasn't said a thing about daddy being there when his mom disappeard - nothing. I think that he can be involved indirectly - by saying something to the wrong person - but as much as I want to think that he did it, I can't.

Then there was a newborn baby girl (Jessie is due to have a baby girl) that showed up here outside of Wooster on the doorstep of someone in a wicker basket. They are doing DNA tests on the baby to see if she is Jessie's. The baby is white - Jessie's other child is mixed as she is white and the father is black.

I can see Jessie on a bed, crying - begging for them to leave her alone. Then I can see her wrapped up in the comforter at the bottom of a lake. It's very disturbing and it has been keeping me up every night. So last night I did send a tip in to the Stark County Sheriff office saying that I think she is in the quarry off of Fromes Ave NE - and who I think is more involved than the baby's father. But I know how law enforcement views psychics and I swear -- I really pray with everything in me that I'm wrong. I really - really want to be wrong. I'm very good at what I do - but now I want to be piss poor and have it all wrong. My mother's house is right in between the boyfriend's house and Jessie's.

Any ways - I hope that they find the Jessie and it would be nice if all of you could send light and energy to Jessie, her family, to the thousands of people who are looking for her and her 2 year old son.

Back to my divorce. Things are moving along. My husband was served his papers yesterday and he will be out of my house right after our son's birthday (which is July 1st). I'm doing much-much better with this as I know that I will be just fine and in fact improve in every shape way and form after he is out of the house and I can cleanse the house of its negativity. I really am looking forward to being single. It's been a long time and I will like not having to share my nice king size water bed:) Or not having to worry about anyone but me and my son (and animals).

And I am trying really hard on forgiveness. I know that this is something that I have to do in order to be able to move on and be happy. Not an easy task. But If I can handle sleeping in the same bed with my husband for almost 2 months with knowing what I knew and not blowing a gasket - I think that I can do just about anything:)

I do plan on heading back out to CA in Sept -- hopefully to run into Bill once again. I don't have any dates yet for it -- but once things are settled I'll let you know.

I've also been trying to work out a outline for my OBE book - but writer's block is getting in my way. In case you haven't checked out the OBE (dream sex, astral sex and telepathic sex) blog you should: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html and if you would like to contribute to the blog - either on a reg basis or if you want to just email me a story and I'll submit it -- please -- let me know.

My dreams have been really funky lately -- but I've been a bad girl and am just rolling over and going back to sleep instead of writing them down and by the time I'm awake in the morning I only remember fleeting moments.

I wanted to give myself a Rune reading to see what cycle I'm in. I drew:

Present Situation: Laguz (Flow): Flow, water, sea, a fertility source, the healing power of renewal. Life energy and organic growth. Imagination and psychic matters. Dreams, fantasies, mysteries, the unknown, the hidden, the deep, the underworld. Success in travel or acquisition, but with the possibility of loss.

Attitude to take: Perth (Initiation): Uncertain meaning, a secret matter, a mystery, hidden things and occult abilities. Initiation, knowledge of one's destiny, knowledge of future matters, determining the future or your path. Pertaining to things feminine, feminine mysteries including female fertility, and vagina. Good lot, fellowship and joy. Evolutionary change.

Consequence of attitude taken: Algiz (Protection): Protection, a shield. The protective urge to shelter oneself or others. Defense, warding off of evil, shield, guardian. Connection with the gods, awakening, higher life. It can be used to channel energies appropriately. Follow your instincts. Keep hold of success or maintain a position won or earned.

The above all makes complete sense with what I am currently going through and what I think will happen in the upcoming year.

I had a chat with my intuitive friend Sky today and she was really driving home that my powers of manifestation are incredibly strong right now and will grow as soon as my husband moves out. So I have to be very careful what I am thinking about. All I know is that between what Sky said today and the above rune reading - I'm pretty damn pleased with the path my life is taking. I wonder if Bill, Ted and Will will be able to feel my manifestation powers at work:)

Off to find my son some birthday presents - hard to believe he'll be 7 in just over a week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)