Update On Allie's Big Life Change!

This past weekend was rather surreal. What's been going on with me is that I found out upon my return from ARK, that my husband was cheating on me and now we're getting divorced. I'm thinking it's his guilt talking, but he's not fighting me on a thing. So with this uncontested divorce I will be single by the time my son starts school! YEAH! The guy is still lying to me and is thinking he is getting away with it -- SIGH -- if I hadn't foiled his plans he was going to walk out of the house in Aug to go to "work" and instead hop a plane to Sweden, leaving my son and I high, dry and screwed. What kind of father leaves his son without any support, ins. and basically says - oh well? My son does not deserve that treatment. Leaving me is one thing -- I say don't let the door hit you in the ass - but our son? Who worships his father? It's unforgivable. Oh, and yeah, his Swedish ^%$# Katarina J (yes I know her last name, email and phone number -- boy they are tempting to post), reads this blog -- but I don't care. She has 2 kids too that she's dumping with her ex (she is in the process of a divorce too - big surprise) to run away and get married to my ex! She and my soon-to-be ex deserve one another. And I deserve to be happy -- and I will! The reason this all hit me for a loop is that I'm a Taurus through and through -- change in my routine, my life, upsets the hell out of me -- even if it is something I want. Plus, I couldn't get over the sheer fact that he was this stupid and had the nerve to think I was.

So we discussed things this past weekend, told him everything I knew and that I filed for a divorce. I'd been living with him for 1 1/2 months knowing what I know and not saying anything. Why? Because I had a series of dreams the week before I found all this out and in the dreams he is on the computer typing to the bimbo and I had enough -- I told him as much and kicked him out. But -- as soon as I did that - a feeling of dread came over me -- how was I going to support my son and I - not to manage all the animals? So when things were discovered I kept my cool as well as I could. And it is paying off. He'll be out of the house in a couple of weeks and I even told him that I'd help him pack in order to speed up the process.

Now you know what the donation button is for and why this is such a huge life change. Since I have to support my son, me and the animals from this moment on - I would appreciate it if you guys kept being my psychic pimp and referred me out to your friends and family - thanks!

I've been told many times that the hold up with Bill and Ted was with me still being married. Well - this is no longer a problem, now is it? I'm ready for the next phase in my life -- bring it on!

I don't know who has been spending more time with me energy wise - Bill or Ted. They are around a lot these last few days. It's been nice to feel their presence. In fact, I can feel Bill right now, behind me, tickling my neck. The rascal:)

I'm being very precise in my magical journal what I want in life. If you remember (and maybe you don't cause it's been a while) - Merlin wanted me to keep a manifestation journal since I have the gift of manifestation or projecting -- however you want to see it. I haven't really done one all the way because of prying eyes in the household. Well, it isn't something I have to worry about anylonger so I'm writing in it. I'm writing everything positive I want - not one negative comment. Last week I could feel another shift in my life - before the hubby and I talked about the divorce - I can feel a bigger shift coming - one that is huge and will take me further down the path I am meant to travel.

It's all very exciting -- isn't it??

I did do the podcast today - hours ago - but for some reason I can't get it post. Will work more on it later.

And on that note I have to run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)