Matt, An Allie Update And Becoming A Psychic PI!
I betcha thought that I was either dead, sick -- or too damn depressed to write in the blog. Well, if you did - you were wrong:) I've been too darn busy! My son turned 7 on July 1st and has been off all week from day care as they were closed. Add to that the soon to be ex is out and now I'm pulling single mom duties (although not too far of a stretch from what I did every day anyways) and that I landed a few more writing gigs. My days have been chalked full of work and more work. As soon as I can get a routine down I'll be A-Ok. But in the mean time I'm losing sleep and probably drinking too much coffee!
My family's funny -- they keep checking up on me to see how I'm doing now that the ex has moved out. I laugh at them --- they're well meaning but good Lord, I'm doing great. In fact, I haven't done this good in what -- 23 years (7 years of husband 1, 15 years of husband 2 and 2 years of being without a date and very broke). So I tell them -- no worries!
But since I don't have a rhythm down yet, many things have slipped in the last several weeks -- this blog, the OBE blog, my email, the Ask Allie column....but with the graces of the Divine I'll get into the swing sooner rather than later.
I'm calm, cool and collective:) I must admit though, I had been worried about making ends meet. But I'm not worried any more. I'm pushing forward to make it and I will not think anything different -- as you know what I always say about thoughts! That thoughts create your reality! I know that everything has a reason and a place -- so in my heart I know that situations will be brought to me where I can make a living and still have time with my son. Now if I would only have enough faith that I could get everything done that I want to in a day - LOL!
On top of all of this, I am seriously considering taking classes on how to be a PI (Private Investigator). I discovered that I liked uncovering all of the dirt on my ex and I'm good at investigating. Combine that with my psychic skills and I can be a psychic PI:) I already thought of a name -- Gypsy Fire Investigations -- Lighting a flame to expose the truth! I mentioned something about this to my mother -- and while she thinks I'd be stellar in this -- she asks me when am I going to first have the time to study -- and then have the time to work? My reply -- I don't know but somehow everything will fall into place. My thought was after I got my PI license was to go back to college and finish my degree (I am a forever senior) but instead of Business Admin (yuck) it would be in Criminal Justice. So I would have a lot of other classes to take. But I'm getting way ahead of myself here -- let's just see if I can find the time to be a PI.
Spiritually -- I'm sure that I've grown somehow in the last 14 days -- but I haven't done any sessions. I know -- shame on me. Once the kid goes back to day care on Monday I should be able to include that back into my daily life. I have had some interesting OBE sex experiences -- which I will write about in the OBE sex blog later on tonight.
I need to also restart in my manifestation journal since Merlin is on my back about it.
Oh -- I knew I forgot to tell you guys something -- if you listened to my podcast for June 30th, you would have heard me talk about Matt. Who's Matt you ask? Another member of my soul circle -- he just blew me away out of left field. The dream visit I had with him was amazing with us running around without any underwear or pants on -- but we had shirts. I told him about the erotica I write and the sex toys I test -- and he told me to stop because I was having an affect on him (Allie clears her throat) -- which I noticed since he had no pants on! Then we went in to watch a movie. I can still feel his skin -- him holding my hand. It was as if the Divine zapped a whole lighting force through the both of us. He asked me -- did you feel that? I said yeah -- we stopped holding hands and then held hands once more - same outcome. We got into the movie at 5:50 pm and I had to be at work by 6:30 pm and at 6:20 I left. When I woke up I just laid there -- I could still feel his skin, smell his scent -- see those blue eyes. And - BTW - Matt is his real name in real life. My guides tell me that I do not have to make up a name like I did for Bill and Ted -- rather I can use his real name like I do Will. Have I ever met Matt in real life? No -- not yet. But I have every confidence that I will.
I asked Tracey about Matt. I always still like to get a 2nd opinion -- especially when someone new pops up. She said straight up that he is part of my soul circle, he knows my name and what I look like. Only problem is that he doesn't know I'm alive in this lifetime. So I asked for a short reading on Matt and this is what she had to say:
Matthew is thinking that his experiences with regard to you are somewhat confusing and he is having a hard time understanding what is happening and most importantly if you are his soul mate. He continues to focus on a visage of your eyes and is feeling familiarity and a deeper desire to continue to discover more insight and information.
He sees himself sitting with you in a restaurant in Los Angeles, one that he really enjoys. In this vision, he reaches for your hands across the table and you offer your hands to him and he experiences electric feelings, surges throughout his entire body. As this happens all pains are healed and he feels warm sensations all over. He is looking deeply into your eyes and experiencing such warmth and love, belonging, finding his place in the universe as being connected to you.
The two of you are friends from many lifetimes, having shared many incarnations together, and having touched one another’s souls deeply, leaving positive imprints on one another’s souls, so profoundly that each are able to view the other remotely, are so closely linked that you can communicate telepathically, soul to soul, as each are able to just know what the other is thinking, feeling, and each are sensitive to the hurts of the other. Each is aware of one another’s needs, wants, desires, and in separation each are experiencing a certain amount of agony. There is a feeling of security within this connection.
In your past lives, you have loved one another passionately and had very intense romantic relationships. You have spent many moments enjoying one another sexually, intimately, physically as well as connecting on deep emotional levels. You have had the ability to be open and express feelings sincerely, honestly, from the depths of the soul, and the need for love, intimacy and understanding have been fulfilled in past associations. In past lives you have been one to be more influential than he and have aided him in making good social contacts allowing him to enter higher circles and this influence allowed him to rise to the prestige of his life and he is to return this favor in this life due to his great appreciation for the good contacts.
And you know me -- I had to ask about Will:
Will is seeking answers to the many questions he has with regard to you and why your smile appears to him so often. He continues hear your name in his dreams, and he sees himself running towards you and before he reaches you the dream ends. There is a knowing that he will reach you and that he will be in touch with you in the near future.
There is a knowing that there is love between you that fills his wants and needs for true love. He wants to remove what keeps you separate but is unsure how to go about this. His dreams are more vivid than ever before and he wants results in terms of being closer to you and spending time enjoying the way your mind works.
There is a knowing that you are meant to be together, to come together and when your spouse is out of the way completely it is as if he appears in your life once more. Will is going through a stage of intense spiritual growth, having visions, dreams and considering the meaning of existence and his place in the Universe. This is leading him to seeking higher knowledge and wisdom and there is contact with a Buddhist type monk, or sage, prophet and this is helping Will to become more aware, awake spiritually.
And honestly -- do you really think I could go without asking about Bill and Ted:
Bill’s ability to tune into your vibrations and energy is greatly enhanced and he is able to control this more and more, and he is seeing that the ability to connect to you on other dimensions is not an ordinary thing to do but rather extraordinary. Rather than puzzling him there is an awareness of supernatural abilities.
He is able to see the past together and is experiencing precognitive dreams and visions that allow him to see the future possibilities between you. He is learning how to tune out the world and its issues and problems so that he can meditate and connect to you consciously.
His intuition tells him that he must find your location and make attempts to connect, to look for you and to try to reestablish a connection in the physical world. Many of his questions about you are being answered as he looks onward to find answers and information.
There is a certain amount of fear as he looks to the past connections as he has lost you in the past and does not want to repeat past patterns that brought confusion. He wants to experience true harmony and connection so that many want, needs, desires are fulfilled. Bill is breaking free of the limitations of the physical existence, is rising above earth bound issues and is moving to a higher state of consciousness.
Ted’s desires and yearnings for connection are great as he feels almost broken hearted in separation. He wants to draw you to him, to establish some form of contact that leads you to a way of contacting him so that it is you that makes the connection and therefore he does not seemingly cause any issues between him and Bill.
He finds you to be the object of his desire in his dreams and fantasies, and is having vivid dreams about seducing you. There is a desire to be with you romantically, physically, and he is worried about the future that he sees in his dreams as he is fearful that things between he and Bill will not go well if he is able to obtain your love, and feels almost as if it would be like having an affair where he has to hide and avoid being exposed. There is a fear that Bill’s jealousy will get in the way of what Ted wants with you.
He feels more competent to express mental and emotional states in an open way. He has self-confidence, and expresses his feelings in direct ways. He is surer of himself. Personal self-esteem is increased and allows for expression of feelings. Communication flows freely. He feels open about expressing his ideas and is willing to hear others as well. He wants to call or visit you.
He visions himself being a faithful lover to you and this is an area where he feels he has lacked in the past in relationships, as he has either wanted to have affairs or partaken in such. Ted is suffering in his personal life and relationships having a difficult time relating and connecting with others and he does not want the connections around him, is not feeling a sense of connection with those that would be in his life. He is thinking of you and often and is in agony without you in the physical.
What else did I ask about -- my love life and career/finances. And I was assured that both will be fabo as long as I held faith that what will be brought to me is what I need at that time:)
Do you have information overload yet? See what happens when I don't post for awhile....
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
My family's funny -- they keep checking up on me to see how I'm doing now that the ex has moved out. I laugh at them --- they're well meaning but good Lord, I'm doing great. In fact, I haven't done this good in what -- 23 years (7 years of husband 1, 15 years of husband 2 and 2 years of being without a date and very broke). So I tell them -- no worries!
But since I don't have a rhythm down yet, many things have slipped in the last several weeks -- this blog, the OBE blog, my email, the Ask Allie column....but with the graces of the Divine I'll get into the swing sooner rather than later.
I'm calm, cool and collective:) I must admit though, I had been worried about making ends meet. But I'm not worried any more. I'm pushing forward to make it and I will not think anything different -- as you know what I always say about thoughts! That thoughts create your reality! I know that everything has a reason and a place -- so in my heart I know that situations will be brought to me where I can make a living and still have time with my son. Now if I would only have enough faith that I could get everything done that I want to in a day - LOL!
On top of all of this, I am seriously considering taking classes on how to be a PI (Private Investigator). I discovered that I liked uncovering all of the dirt on my ex and I'm good at investigating. Combine that with my psychic skills and I can be a psychic PI:) I already thought of a name -- Gypsy Fire Investigations -- Lighting a flame to expose the truth! I mentioned something about this to my mother -- and while she thinks I'd be stellar in this -- she asks me when am I going to first have the time to study -- and then have the time to work? My reply -- I don't know but somehow everything will fall into place. My thought was after I got my PI license was to go back to college and finish my degree (I am a forever senior) but instead of Business Admin (yuck) it would be in Criminal Justice. So I would have a lot of other classes to take. But I'm getting way ahead of myself here -- let's just see if I can find the time to be a PI.
Spiritually -- I'm sure that I've grown somehow in the last 14 days -- but I haven't done any sessions. I know -- shame on me. Once the kid goes back to day care on Monday I should be able to include that back into my daily life. I have had some interesting OBE sex experiences -- which I will write about in the OBE sex blog later on tonight.
I need to also restart in my manifestation journal since Merlin is on my back about it.
Oh -- I knew I forgot to tell you guys something -- if you listened to my podcast for June 30th, you would have heard me talk about Matt. Who's Matt you ask? Another member of my soul circle -- he just blew me away out of left field. The dream visit I had with him was amazing with us running around without any underwear or pants on -- but we had shirts. I told him about the erotica I write and the sex toys I test -- and he told me to stop because I was having an affect on him (Allie clears her throat) -- which I noticed since he had no pants on! Then we went in to watch a movie. I can still feel his skin -- him holding my hand. It was as if the Divine zapped a whole lighting force through the both of us. He asked me -- did you feel that? I said yeah -- we stopped holding hands and then held hands once more - same outcome. We got into the movie at 5:50 pm and I had to be at work by 6:30 pm and at 6:20 I left. When I woke up I just laid there -- I could still feel his skin, smell his scent -- see those blue eyes. And - BTW - Matt is his real name in real life. My guides tell me that I do not have to make up a name like I did for Bill and Ted -- rather I can use his real name like I do Will. Have I ever met Matt in real life? No -- not yet. But I have every confidence that I will.
I asked Tracey about Matt. I always still like to get a 2nd opinion -- especially when someone new pops up. She said straight up that he is part of my soul circle, he knows my name and what I look like. Only problem is that he doesn't know I'm alive in this lifetime. So I asked for a short reading on Matt and this is what she had to say:
Matthew is thinking that his experiences with regard to you are somewhat confusing and he is having a hard time understanding what is happening and most importantly if you are his soul mate. He continues to focus on a visage of your eyes and is feeling familiarity and a deeper desire to continue to discover more insight and information.
He sees himself sitting with you in a restaurant in Los Angeles, one that he really enjoys. In this vision, he reaches for your hands across the table and you offer your hands to him and he experiences electric feelings, surges throughout his entire body. As this happens all pains are healed and he feels warm sensations all over. He is looking deeply into your eyes and experiencing such warmth and love, belonging, finding his place in the universe as being connected to you.
The two of you are friends from many lifetimes, having shared many incarnations together, and having touched one another’s souls deeply, leaving positive imprints on one another’s souls, so profoundly that each are able to view the other remotely, are so closely linked that you can communicate telepathically, soul to soul, as each are able to just know what the other is thinking, feeling, and each are sensitive to the hurts of the other. Each is aware of one another’s needs, wants, desires, and in separation each are experiencing a certain amount of agony. There is a feeling of security within this connection.
In your past lives, you have loved one another passionately and had very intense romantic relationships. You have spent many moments enjoying one another sexually, intimately, physically as well as connecting on deep emotional levels. You have had the ability to be open and express feelings sincerely, honestly, from the depths of the soul, and the need for love, intimacy and understanding have been fulfilled in past associations. In past lives you have been one to be more influential than he and have aided him in making good social contacts allowing him to enter higher circles and this influence allowed him to rise to the prestige of his life and he is to return this favor in this life due to his great appreciation for the good contacts.
And you know me -- I had to ask about Will:
Will is seeking answers to the many questions he has with regard to you and why your smile appears to him so often. He continues hear your name in his dreams, and he sees himself running towards you and before he reaches you the dream ends. There is a knowing that he will reach you and that he will be in touch with you in the near future.
There is a knowing that there is love between you that fills his wants and needs for true love. He wants to remove what keeps you separate but is unsure how to go about this. His dreams are more vivid than ever before and he wants results in terms of being closer to you and spending time enjoying the way your mind works.
There is a knowing that you are meant to be together, to come together and when your spouse is out of the way completely it is as if he appears in your life once more. Will is going through a stage of intense spiritual growth, having visions, dreams and considering the meaning of existence and his place in the Universe. This is leading him to seeking higher knowledge and wisdom and there is contact with a Buddhist type monk, or sage, prophet and this is helping Will to become more aware, awake spiritually.
And honestly -- do you really think I could go without asking about Bill and Ted:
Bill’s ability to tune into your vibrations and energy is greatly enhanced and he is able to control this more and more, and he is seeing that the ability to connect to you on other dimensions is not an ordinary thing to do but rather extraordinary. Rather than puzzling him there is an awareness of supernatural abilities.
He is able to see the past together and is experiencing precognitive dreams and visions that allow him to see the future possibilities between you. He is learning how to tune out the world and its issues and problems so that he can meditate and connect to you consciously.
His intuition tells him that he must find your location and make attempts to connect, to look for you and to try to reestablish a connection in the physical world. Many of his questions about you are being answered as he looks onward to find answers and information.
There is a certain amount of fear as he looks to the past connections as he has lost you in the past and does not want to repeat past patterns that brought confusion. He wants to experience true harmony and connection so that many want, needs, desires are fulfilled. Bill is breaking free of the limitations of the physical existence, is rising above earth bound issues and is moving to a higher state of consciousness.
Ted’s desires and yearnings for connection are great as he feels almost broken hearted in separation. He wants to draw you to him, to establish some form of contact that leads you to a way of contacting him so that it is you that makes the connection and therefore he does not seemingly cause any issues between him and Bill.
He finds you to be the object of his desire in his dreams and fantasies, and is having vivid dreams about seducing you. There is a desire to be with you romantically, physically, and he is worried about the future that he sees in his dreams as he is fearful that things between he and Bill will not go well if he is able to obtain your love, and feels almost as if it would be like having an affair where he has to hide and avoid being exposed. There is a fear that Bill’s jealousy will get in the way of what Ted wants with you.
He feels more competent to express mental and emotional states in an open way. He has self-confidence, and expresses his feelings in direct ways. He is surer of himself. Personal self-esteem is increased and allows for expression of feelings. Communication flows freely. He feels open about expressing his ideas and is willing to hear others as well. He wants to call or visit you.
He visions himself being a faithful lover to you and this is an area where he feels he has lacked in the past in relationships, as he has either wanted to have affairs or partaken in such. Ted is suffering in his personal life and relationships having a difficult time relating and connecting with others and he does not want the connections around him, is not feeling a sense of connection with those that would be in his life. He is thinking of you and often and is in agony without you in the physical.
What else did I ask about -- my love life and career/finances. And I was assured that both will be fabo as long as I held faith that what will be brought to me is what I need at that time:)
Do you have information overload yet? See what happens when I don't post for awhile....
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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