My Schedule, Sanctuary, And Opportunities!

I grabbed my healing wand and sat for a session. I was immediately taken to a beach house. The room I was in was very open and spacious. Outside the sliding doors is a huge deck and a few steps beyond the deck, the ocean. My initial feel was that this was Hawaii. From my right comes Ethan. He gives me a hug. I ask where am I at? He says Sanctuary. I say - come again? He says - sanctuary, your sanctuary. Let me show you something. He opens double cherry doors and we enter in to what looks like Sherlock Homes study. It's very inviting with a fire in the fireplace. I love it. He then has me follow him to another room. He opens the door and the windowless room is padded - all 4 walls, the back of the door and the floor, with a stripers pole in the corner. I laugh -- it's my sex room I've always wanted. Ethan smiles and says yes it is. He then shows me the kitchen of my dreams!

We go back to the spacious room and I ask if we can go out on the deck. We do and it is so beautiful and comforting. We sit down in matching deck chairs. I ask why am I here - why is this place my sanctuary? Ethan goes on to say that the next six months - well, year really is going to be incredibly busy. So very busy that I will get stressed big time now and again -- and when I do I am to come here to relax and rejuvenate. I ask what will be so busy? Your career he says. Writing, writing, writing -- you have things that will finally move forward and because of this you will have an insane writing schedule. What about my readings? Oh - he says - that is off the board as well. You think your client list is large now? Just wait Ethan says. That is why it is important for you to get yourself on a schedule now - today - something you can stick with. There is a lot you must fit in on a daily basis - 7 days a week. You won't have any time off -- even when you are out of town you will be working. When you are not busy with work, you will have your son and your house to take care of. Plus -- don't forget about yourself. You need to take care of your mental health when your schedule goes off the charts.

There will be no time for a love life during this time. What! I cry -- come on, give me something here. Being a nun will interfere with my mental health! He laughs -- sex won't be a problem if you want it -- you'll have it. But you won't have time to build any worthwhile relationships right now. So if I want to be a seedy tramp and have one night stands I can? Yes he says. Hummm.......well at least I won't have to be a nun!

Ethan says again how important it is for me to set a schedule for myself. It is of vital importance. Okay - I will - no more worries on that front. If you could help me get up in the morning the 1st time my alarm goes off - it will be appreciated. He agrees.

Should I continue to open up my gate? He says it's open - hence why so many opportunities are and will be flying my way. But yes - I have to maintain that gate. Should I try to draw the guys near to me? He shakes his head - already done. Matt is on your site - although he doesn't know why. Bill checks out your site when he can - knows why he does - but still doesn't know what to do about it. Is this why the dream I had last night had Bill in it - but we didn't speak? Ethan nods - yes. You entered one of his dreams and he knew you were there. Your sense told you not to approach him as it would freak him out seeing that it was his dream. But he knew you were there - remembers you being there after he woke up -- but still is at a loss on what to do. Ted, of course, knows all about you and want to get to you ASAP. But he has that woman around him still. Yeah, I say, the bitch from hell is still sucking the life out of him. He nods - Ted doesn't want to be alone. So he figures that she is better than no one right now. But in his heart he knows that you are single. And his situation will change within the next 3 months. You wait and see. Will too knows about you and has engaged a psychic to help him understand and to open up more. So you see - they are right there.

Is there anything else that I need to know right now? What about money? Ethan smiles -- I know you are worried about making ends meet -- but you will have enough to get by. You won't be rich - not yet - but what you use you will have a replacement. When one ave for money closes, another one opens. Trust in the process. Now go back and get to work. You have a long - yet fruitful and happy - year ahead of you!

And that was that.....

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)