The Guys, Robert Bruce, And Allie's Divorce!
Spring time I'm going to add horse back riding lessons to the list as well as swimming lessons (swimming lessons would be for him - not me). But what I'm going to start doing is swimming every morning after I drop him off at school.
How am I going to fit all of this in? Glad you asked!
The message I'm getting from my guide Jezell is that if I take all of these classes/lessons -- then when I sit down and work doing the day I won't be as distracted. The lessons will help me to focus. To me this makes sense - especially with the karate and fencing lessons. Plus I need to get out more and away from my computer. Doing so will help me not to zone so much as I'm sitting in front of it:)
I'm also cutting way back on my readings. Granted - and yes I realize - that it is how I make the bulk of my $$$ right now. But I have to walk a fine line and get my writing the way I want it to be going. In order to do that - I have to cut back on readings. They take me out of the writing mode and it's hard to get back into it. I lose too much time in the transition.
But -- if things go as I want - my focus will improve - so who knows?
I also want to try to find some kickboxing lessons. If I could do that during the day -- that would be grand. I'm either going to set aside 10 min at night or in the morning for mediation. I can never sit longer than 10 min -- no matter how hard I try.
The last 1 1/2 weeks or so, I've noticed that I've had a lot of hits from the Chicago area on this blog. I've always had some -- but it's been since the 6th or so. It really didn't dawn on me, the increase, until yesterday -- and then it hit me like a Mac truck -- Ted's in Chicago. And guess when he got there? Yep - around the 6th. He still isn't coming through all that well to me. But when he does, his energy looks better. I am still sending him light on a daily basis and forcing through Bill to get to Ted for the connection. Ted's energy doesn't seem that heavy.
Will -- he's something else. He tickled my mind in a great session of telepathic sex. His energy always brings a smile to my face. Ted and Bill can bring with them sadness and anger along with the joy/love they bring. But Will is nothing but joy/love and I am finding out that Matt is the same. This only reinforces my feel that with Will and Matt, our lessons have been finished. Bill, Ted and I - not yet. Matt arrives sporadically though the day. His smile is the 1st thing I notice and his blue eyes just twinkle mischievously. Will I am to learn from - or relearn from previous lifetimes. He's here to teach me. Matt is here - I believe to show me how to have fun. It's just the sense I get.
As a group we have work to accomplish - which will be revealed once we're all together.
I'm still working on the letter I am to send to Will. No worries - I know that there is no such thing as perfect. But I wouldn't mind it being close;)
My divorce hearing is tomorrow - wed - morning at 9:30 am! I cannot wait to get this over with! I have put aside most of tomorrow to just relax and enjoy the knowledge that the past is behind me. And wouldn't you know my gypsy magic book has made it through pre-press and should be up on Amazon.com soon. Wouldn't it be a hoot if it happened tomorrow as well?
Oh - and this blog and the labels that are underneath. Blogger just added the labels within the last - what -- 8 months? I haven't gone through and labeled most of the old posts. So if you are looking for information on Bill and Ted - they go all the way back to the start. Will and Matt are labeled when they arrived in my life.
You know how much I love Robert Bruce? If you've been reading this long enough - you know. I'm attending his workshop in Hinckley Ohio on Oct 20 & 21. It deals with energy work and it felt fitting to do so on Bill's b-day weekend (he turns 49 on the 20th). I'm trying to incorporate Robert's energy techniques with my desire to unlock past lives. If his energy methods improve your immune system, enhances energy, healings, helps appetite/weight, increases development of spiritual and psychic abilities (and yes - they do all of that -- I know from personal experience) -- then why can't it be used to unlock past lives? Or -- if you think about it - what if we are living past, present and future now -- with time being vertical and not horizontal? If our soul's are pure energy being shoved into this physical human shell - then by moving and increasing energy, my conscious mind should be able to tap into the trove of energy memories. Makes sense to me.
Someone once asked me -- why am I so interested in past lives? Because to me -- it tells me who I am (soul wise) and why I'm here (in this current life time). Can you imagine how well I'll do in fencing if I can tap into my Joan of Arc memories?
And on that note - back to work I go!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)
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