OBE Sex, Will And Chances Are!

I'm trying to make it on 4 hours a sleep-- it's not working. I almost took a nap today but didn't have the energy to move the cats out of my way. I know -- pathetic -- but yet it's true. I have about another 600 emails to wade through so if your email is in the black hole of my inbox, I'll try to get back to you before I turn 41 and just so you know -- I'll be 40 on Wednesday.

As I was packing to head back home, I couldn't find my iPod. I looked for that darn thing all over the room - inside and out of my suitcase, purse, the bathroom, in drawers -- everywhere. It was no where to be found. I told my roomies that someone (in the spiritual sense) moved it and when they're ready to give it back I'll find it. About an hour later I had an inkling to check under the lid of the open suitcase -- and there it was. The song it was playing (it was off when I lost it and the last song was no where near this one) -- Chances Are. Bill. I should of known. He has been there on the fringes of my energy field for weeks now. Not really saying much, not interfering at all -- but just hanging around watching and waiting. Not sure what he's waiting for -- but seeing that it's Bill I'm talking about it doesn't surprise me. He loves to overthink everything. I wonder how long it takes him to make a decision on what to order in a restaurant?

I washed off all the crystals today. Some of them are beautiful - others, well let's just say only a mother could love them:) Good thing I'm their caretaker or they probably would have been discarded. What can I say? I love stones:) I did find a great deal on a crystal/glass ball - a REAL good deal. So this baby looks very cool in my office and I do love gazing into it. I also found a good deal on a selenite wand. In case you do not know what selenite is good for, it can be used to strengthen telepathic connections, access past and future lives and can cut through all the crap and bring awareness into a situation. I wasn't going to get it, but it kept calling me. So there you go:)

I never did finish the whole Will, erotic, bath-time story did I? Well -- this was such a vivid dream that I still remember the details a week later:) We were in this huge bathroom with a claw-foot tub. The bath had a set of long double doors that were wide open to let a wonderful breeze circulate through the room. The room had a combination scent of honeysuckle and lilac. It was like the winds would alternate which scent it would bring into the room -- it was lovely. I'm in a white silk robe that came down mid-thigh -- nothing on underneath. He too had on a silk robe and nothing else. The tub was full of bubble bath and beside the tub was a metal table with champagne, strawberries and cream.

Will slid in the tub first and instructed me to slide in with my back facing him. I poured the champagne, gave us each a glass. I leaned and rested on Will's chest. He would scoop up the strawberries, trail them through the cream and feed them to me. Wow -- it was awesome. He wouldn't let me feed him at all -- he said that it was my turn and I didn't complain. He poured the best smelling peach shampoo I have ever smelled, on my hair. I thought that I was going to sink all the way down in the tub with the way his strong finger tips massaged my head. I could have had him do that forever. Shampoo finished, conditioner put in and rinsed -- then it was time to wash my body -- Sweet Home Alabama -- his hands are sheer magic. No matter what part of me he cleaned, his touch was like fire. I started to wonder if there was a mud puddle around just so I could get all dirty to repeat this process. By the time our bath time was over -- there was more water on the floor than in the tub!

Yes -- I could get very explicit if I wanted to -- but this blog isn't the place for it. I'm seriously considering starting an OBE sex blog just so I can be more detailed about what happens. I can write it -- I have no problems there -- it's the offending people part I'm trying to avoid -- about sex that is since this isn't a "sex" blog. So -- a definite consideration is the OBE sex blog -- watch this space!

Speaking of the OBE sex (telepathic, astral and dream sex) I told a few people about the book I'm writing and they were pretty damn excited about it:) Fingers crossed that I can get this done sooner rather than later:)

Will did hang around the entire weekend. But this telepathic sex was down and hungry like. I would sit there staring out the car (or airplane) window and all of a sudden the telepathic connection of his lips devouring mine kept coming into play. But his passion didn't stop with the lips - oh no - every part of him was on fire and it was like he could not get enough. Very - very intense.

Speaking of intense -- it's time for me to start to get ready for the L word chat:) Have you been to Second Life and joined in on the chat? If you haven't you should:)

Catch you later.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Full Day Of Readings!

Wow what a day! I met so many cool people today at the psychic fair! It was great! Why haven't I done this sooner? I know why --- cause I've been a chicken shit, that' why!

You'd never know that I'm a shy person by nature...in fact, when - meet people in person for the first time (if I've known them online or via the phone before) always comment...you sure are quiet! HA!

No part of me was quiet today:) I really got into the readings. I was worried about all of the energy in the room and if - could zone in --- not a problem!

I'm also not one to sit alone in a restaurant, but here I am in Bennigans, enjoying my Guiness and about to enjoy my cheeseburger:) so all is good!

My dreams last night...man. Someone new showed up that I have thought about a lot over the years when I think about the 3 guys, but never knew why-- I still don't know why -- but everytime Jack (not real name) showed up last night, he was in my dreams, and I would ask why was he here..and he always gave me the same answer...I'm just checking on you--are you okay? I would assure him that I was and he would go away.

I'm still not sure why he's there (besides the obvious of checking). I mean why me? What connection do we have? More mysteries.....I can't wait to try to figure this out!

Food is here and so is another beer:) gotta fly...heading home tomorrow. This was such a positive experience for me!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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Crystal Mining And Past Lives

I forgot to write yesterday about my breathing experience! We went to the gardens for some rest and relaxation. Afterwards we came back to the hotel for a breathing exercise.

The object of this was to bring up things that were repressed in our souls and cells. The key here was the intake of breath--that and as soon as the breath was out, there was no break--you had to go right back into another breath.

I got very light headed and my tummy was very upset. Next thing - knew I was astral traveling to another life -- I did this 5 times -- each life ended with me being killed because of my gifts. I saw Will in all of them with the last life me getting my hands chopped off due to me being a healer. When I was done with my breathing, my hands were burning up! I don't know why this didn't sink in sooner for me or maybe release sooner that in the past I was killed for using my gifts. Makes a lot of sense on why it took me so long to embrace what I do and why I still shy away from being known.

Now today. Digging for crystals was great! I found many cool iyems to take home to the office :) But I think the red clay is in my pores and will seep out bit by bit. I finally have found a key crystal that will help me unlock more of what my purpose here is. This same crystal is also an Isis, rainbow and something else I can't remember.

My talk on power crystals went well...it was much shorter than it was supposed to be seeing that we didn't do it on Mt. Ida but back at the hotel. It was a long day and we were all tired. So I didn't do my meditation part.

Okay, well its late and all my roommates are a sleep. More tommorrow -- I'm having a good time.

Oh, one more thing..we did do a meditation with a woman who used singing bowls. My third eye tingled all the way through and until way after...it was so COOL!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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On My Way To ARK

I may not have my computer, but I've got the Crackberry (AKA Blackberry ) so I can post via this way.....but there's no spell check, so bear with me.

My goal is to post every day while I'm here....but you know how well my best laid plans go :)

I brought a long Bill's stone, the one I got in CA. It's been emiting a very stong vibe. I knew better than to have it next to me as I slept. Dreams last night were of Will. He's right there...and I could've sworn that he was in the Atlanta airport yesterday.

Will's essence is pouring through me...if I didn't know any better I'd swear that'll I'll see him this weekend.

More later.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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The Black Triangle, My Poor Brain And Being Bathed!

I have been writing basically non-stop since 6:00 am this morning and it is now 9:30 pm. My brain hurts -- it hurts so much that I totally forgot my dinner date with my best friend to celebrate her 40th b-day -- 1st get-together I forgot in 35 years. My schedule tomorrow looks just as insane. I'm trying to fit in 7 days worth of work in 2 days and it's just about killing me. I leave Wed morning for my trip to ARK - one trip I am certainly looking forward to!

I had a bloody brilliant idea for meeting Will. I don't know why I didn't think of it sooner. It's brilliant I tell you. But I can't tell you what that great idea is until I implement it:) So you'll know this fall after I meet him:) And I know hands down, that I will meet him.

I spent all weekend rewriting - again - The Black Triangle. I'm shipping it off to the Nicholl Fellowship (http://www.oscars.org/nicholl/ ) Wednesday morning before I catch my flight. This is the #1 screenwriting contest to be in -- even only placing in the semi-finals is a high honor. I've worked so hard on this -- so hard to make it right. But I'm not doing it for me really -- but the hundreds of thousands of gypsies that died during the holocaust and hardly anyone knows about it. I am amazed at how many people when I bring up the script say -- the gypsies were in the holocaust? I didn't know that! I've had to tweak it as not to confuse people. I'm overzealous in wanting to tell the gypsy side of the story and I've put in too many people and too many experiences. So I've had to do a lot of weeding out. Any positive energy you can send to this script would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!

Will greeted me last night or should I say woke me up last night in the most erotic way. He was washing my hair. I don't know about you, but I find someone bathing me very sensual and sexy. The water is a turn-on for me anyway -- but add a caring soul to that mix and it is dynamite!

I'd love to write more - but I'm out of time for now. If I'm lucky I will try to add another entry Tuesday evening. If not -- maybe I can add some when I'm gone:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Maria Shaw’s 1st Annual Cosmic Connection Convention

Here's the Metaphysical Conference that you've been waiting for!

Hosted and Organized by the country's top celebrity astrologer and
metaphysical author, Maria Shaw

Allie will be speaking about - How to Unlock Your Psychic Senses! &
How to Read The Tarot!

Maria Shaw’s 1st Annual Cosmic Connection Convention

Friday September 28- Sunday September 30

Midland Valley Plaza Convention Center

Midland MI

Dear Friends; Do not let the price of my convention fool you! I am purposely keeping the price very very low so everyone can attend. I want everyone who feels they need or want to be here to be able to come. In other areas, this type of gathering could cost as much as $400 per person. Mine is under $100 if you book early. Similar events I have attended, have cost several hundreds of dollars and more. So in keeping the price low, I would ask that you spread the word and tell your friends all over the country to join us. It will be so wonderful to be around spiritually minded individuals and share their knowledge. You are probably reading this because you are supposed to be a part of the conference. Whether you are a speaker, a reader or a guest, we are all on this spiritual journey and path together. I invite you to share your wonderful spirit and energy at my first Cosmic Connection Convention.

National Speakers from all over the country and Canada!!!!

Learn How to Develop Your Intuition, Read the mystical Tarot, Decode hidden messages in numerology, Learn to meditate, explore your spirituality, Connect with your Guardian Angel and Spirit Guides, Discover ancient spiritual teachings, Work with karma, past life issues and find your soul mate!


Two Conference Tracks- Below is just a sampling of some of the classes and workshop included. We will be adding many more as the months pass and speakers are confirmed from the United States and Canada. We have already had confirmation from authors and speakers in Texas, Minnesota, Michigan, California, Ohio, Louisiana, Illinois and Canada. We will be adding at least 10 more classes to the list for the second conference track. There will be two conference rooms with classes running concurrently so you will have plenty to choose from that suits your interest.

The Muses Hall

One great room dedicated to metaphysical musings. Dozens of respected mediums, astrologers, palmists, psychic and tarot readers from all over the county and Canada coming in. Huge crystal and gem area with over 4,000 pieces. Aura photography, astrological reports, new age book sale, angel artists, holistic health professionals, massage and body workers. Open 8a.m. to 10p.m. Friday and Saturday. Sunday 8a.m. to 5p.m.

The Huron Room and the Erie Room

Conference Tracks with authors, metaphysical experts and speakers, here to assist you on your spiritual journey. You can pick and choose your classes for the day. Some of the topics we are waiting to confirm are ghosts and the spirit world, "The Secret", Working on Karma, Recognizing your soul's purpose and much more. Each guest will be given a wristband to wear which
will offer admittance to all of the classes and the Muses Hall at any time starting at 8a.m.


Special Evening Events

Will be held in the Huron Room and are included in your cost. The special events run after dinner. You can also spend time in the Muses Hall and visit our gem area, a reading, speak with new age experts and authors, visit the aura photography area, get a relaxing massage and much more!

Friday

Check - in 8 a.m. - 9 a.m.

10 a.m - 11:30 a.m.- -How To Read the Tarot; Learn the ancient art of tarot reading; the history behind the cards as well as how the tarot can help you in making decisions on a daily basis. Learn how to do layouts and spreads that reveal answers for love, health, career and much more. Maria Shaw's Tarot Kits for Beginners will be available in the Muses Hall if you need them for this class. Otherwise, bring your own deck!

11:30a.m. - 1p.m. - Numerology - The Power in Numbers; Decipher the
Universe's Code

Every day we see numbers, everywhere! Do you constantly see the same ones over and over? Do you know that using number patterns is one way the universe can send you secret messages? Learn more about how your birth numbers and even your birth "name" number can affect your entire life. Sometimes, just by altering a few letters in your name, you can change your life. Also this class will show you how to predict your future using numerology.
What lies ahead? Numbers will and can reveal your destiny!

Break for Lunch

2p.m. - 3:30p.m.- Learn how to Meditate -Can't relax? Or are you just not sure you are getting enough from your meditation? Learn the art and some special techniques that will help you relax, receive messages and use meditation to improve your health, intuition and life! Many people say they have never meditated or feel they can't. Think about this; you're driving on the highway and your mind wanders and before you know it, you've already driven 40 minutes
and are at your destination. It seems as if the time has just flown by. Does this sound familiar? If so, you can meditate and our expert will show you how you easily can train yourself at will in a few short steps. A beautiful, soothing guided meditation is also offered with this class.


4p.m. - 5:30p.m. - Dreams and Interpretation. Decode the hidden messages in your dreams. Examine the different types of dreams and learn how to interpret and understand their meanings. Examples shared by audience members will be interpreted by our panel of dream experts. Bring your dream to class!

Break for dinner

7:30p.m. - 9:30p.m.

Past Life Meditation class and soul mate class

Maria Shaw will speak on the karmic connections we all have with special people and the relationships in our lives. Find out who your soul mate really is. You may be surprised! We will explore the past life, karmic ties and soul mate connections to gain a better understanding of why we draw certain people to us. There will also be a guided meditation that will help you discover your pecial true soul mate.

Saturday

9am. - 10:30a.m. - Connecting with your angels and sprit guides. Ever wonder who's working behind the scenes to help you get through a difficult period? Who's got your back? Discover your guardian angel and how you can call on them to assist you in your every day life. The theory of spirit guides will also be explored. At different points in our lives, we need special spiritual
guidance and this is often when spirit guides appear as wonderful teachers. Learn how to tap into the power they wish to share with you, to recognize the signals they are sending you and most importantly how to make them a part of your daily life on a conscious level. For many of your in this class, your angel and spirit guides' names will be revealed!

11;00a.m. 12:30p.m.- How to Us a Pendulum

This wonderful ancient tool is probably the easiest one you will ever use to attain answers from the universe. You will learn how to use the pendulum to get yes and no answers, to make choices that are for your highest good as well as keep you from making huge mistakes. Demonstrations for the audience and a hand on approach will be offered.

2p.m. - 3:30p.m. -Palm reading 101

Wash your hands and come to class! Learn what the lines in your palms reveal about your personality and your future. Are you destined to marry more than once? How many children will you have? How strong is your love life? When will you move or travel? Are you psychic? The lines reveal so much so about your past, present and future. Time lines will be broken down for you so you can predict your life path up to age 70!

4:p.m. - 5:30p.m. - How to get anything you want; attract love into your life increase your prosperity; the power of attraction- You have feel as if you life is stagnant or if you;re always getting a bum rap. Doors closed? Money issues? Heartache? Family problems? You can get anything you want if you understand the ancient laws and the power of attraction. This is a class you won't want to miss. Our panel of experts will share their wisdom on the power of attraction. learn to change your life for the better, make things happen and draw your needs, wants and desires. Make your dreams come true!

Psychic fun fair and Muses Hall open all day from 8a.m. to 10p.m.

Break for dinner

7:30pm. To 9:30p.m. - The Psychic Circle -Our gifted mediums will offer a gallery type meeting, similar to what John Edwards does on Crossing Over. Come with an open mind. Connect with your loved ones, receives channeled messages and more!

Sunday Morning Prayer for Peace Circle 8:30-a.m. J

Join us for a spiritual message and prayer circle.

9a.m,. -10:30 a.m.- Working with your energy field for a healthier you! Balancing your chakras (the seven points in your energy field), understanding the aura and how to project, protect and work with it. Thoughts are energy too. Money is a form of energy. Our emotions produce energy and in turn, our body, mind and spirit react. This is an interactive class with a hands on approach with a panel of experts.

11 a.m. - 12:30 p.m.- The Age of the Soul - Discover the age of your soul and
its lesson. More details coming

Break or lunch

2:00 to 3:30 p.m.- Sun Sign astrology. Maria's new book Maria Shaw's Sun Signs is here! In this class you will learn the basics about each zodiac sign, helping you to understand your mate's lover's child's and even you nemesis' personality. Maria will also give her 2008 predications for each sign, the economy and much more!


4p.m. Closing meditation, remarks and raffle. We will close the conference with a short, peaceful meditation so we will continue to carry the energy and spiritual connections we have made over this weekend in our hearts and mind into the coming weeks and months ahead. We will also have a raffle of gift items donated by many of the speakers and readers.

WATCH THIS SPACE -- MORE INFORMATION COMING SOON ABOUT MORE CLASSES

Prices

**You Have To Tell Them That ALLIE Sent You!**

Early Bird Special - Book before June 1st and save $50!

Price $99 before June 1st

Book between June 1- August 1 -Pay the discounted rate of $115

August 2- September 10 price of $125

September 11- September 28- full payment of $149 is due

Walk-in the day of the event-pay full price all three days - $149

Day passes - $50 each day

Price includes wristband to all classes, Muses Hall, workshops,
special evening events, prayer circles, etc. Additional fees for
individual readings in the Muses Hall, overnight accommodations.

Credit Cards accepted. Refunds minus $50 fee. After that, no refunds for any
reasons. But ticket is transferable.

Reserve seating

Limited number of people due to space and availability

Nefertiti,Bill And Dimming The Light!

As I was falling asleep last night, I was walking along my dream path, with the goddess Brigit, towards my dream portal/work area. I asked her if she would take me to the one I would marry someday in this lifetime. I know that I will be married again - at some point in time - but it is not necessarily a marriage on paper. I wanted to visit Ted this night as it was his birthday and I asked to be taken to Will and to Bill. She agreed. She then told me was the one that I remember the visit with when I awaken will be the one I am married to, but to remember that marriage can mean a spiritual/physical union and not a legal/physical union. I told her I understood.

Right before we were to part ways, she asked me something -- Why do you dim your light? My reply was that I didn't know that I had. She said -- Do you believe in your heart that you were Joan of Arc? I nod. Do you believe in your heart that you were Cleopatra? I didn't react. Why can you believe you were one great woman and not the other? Why do you not see that you have been an influential woman during most of your time on earth? Why do you not understand how influential you are in this life time? Because it just sounds far fetched, even to me. Look to Nefertiti for her life holds answers to your life now. And with that Brigit was gone and I entered the dream portal.

I kept waking up last night after visits from Ted. I knew Ted was there -- but I couldn't remember what happened at all. I don't remember Will at all last night. But Bill -- him I remember and I also remember part of the visit. We were with a lot of people at a party (seems to be a recurring theme with us). He was sitting against a wall watching everyone. I sat down next to him and asked how he was doing. He shrugged -not bad. I had on a nice blouse, a jacket, slacks and panty hose (I remember this really well as I never dress up). I slid off my shoes, hoping that my feet didn't stink to bad:) I placed both of my legs on Bill's lap. He took my left foot and started to massage it. Now that felt great! I had a large white purse/shoulder bag -- init my cell phone started to ring. I had to take my legs off of Bill to rummage through the bag - -and I had clothes in it - to find the phone. I answered it and it was Ted -- wanting to know if I saw Bill. When I told Ted that Bill was right here and I told Bill that it was Ted on the phone -- I woke up.

So I guess I had the answer to my question -- Bill. But then again at the end, I remember Ted being there although it was via the phone. Seems like I can never get a straight answer when it comes to these two!

Interesting about Brigit's referral to me dimming my own light. I hadn't thought of it in that manner, but she's right. I think that it is interesting that she mentioned Nefertiti, one of the Egyptian Queens: http://www.pbs.org/empires/egypt/newkingdom/nefertiti.html who knows where this is going to take me once I start to explore!

Off to get a move on -- big load of work today!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Nefertiti,Bill And Dimming The Light!

As I was falling asleep last night, I was walking along my dream path, with the goddess Brigit, towards my dream portal/work area. I asked her if she would take me to the one I would marry someday in this lifetime. I know that I will be married again - at some point in time - but it is not necessarily a marriage on paper. I wanted to visit Ted this night as it was his birthday and I asked to be taken to Will and to Bill. She agreed. She then told me was the one that I remember the visit with when I awaken will be the one I am married to, but to remember that marriage can mean a spiritual/physical union and not a legal/physical union. I told her I understood.

Right before we were to part ways, she asked me something -- Why do you dim your light? My reply was that I didn't know that I had. She said -- Do you believe in your heart that you were Joan of Arc? I nod. Do you believe in your heart that you were Cleopatra? I didn't react. Why can you believe you were one great woman and not the other? Why do you not see that you have been an influential woman during most of your time on earth? Why do you not understand how influential you are in this life time? Because it just sounds far fetched, even to me. Look to Nefertiti for her life holds answers to your life now. And with that Brigit was gone and I entered the dream portal.

I kept waking up last night after visits from Ted. I knew Ted was there -- but I couldn't remember what happened at all. I don't remember Will at all last night. But Bill -- him I remember and I also remember part of the visit. We were with a lot of people at a party (seems to be a recurring theme with us). He was sitting against a wall watching everyone. I sat down next to him and asked how he was doing. He shrugged -not bad. I had on a nice blouse, a jacket, slacks and panty hose (I remember this really well as I never dress up). I slid off my shoes, hoping that my feet didn't stink to bad:) I placed both of my legs on Bill's lap. He took my left foot and started to massage it. Now that felt great! I had a large white purse/shoulder bag -- init my cell phone started to ring. I had to take my legs off of Bill to rummage through the bag - -and I had clothes in it - to find the phone. I answered it and it was Ted -- wanting to know if I saw Bill. When I told Ted that Bill was right here and I told Bill that it was Ted on the phone -- I woke up.

So I guess I had the answer to my question -- Bill. But then again at the end, I remember Ted being there although it was via the phone. Seems like I can never get a straight answer when it comes to these two!

Interesting about Brigit's referral to me dimming my own light. I hadn't thought of it in that manner, but she's right. I think that it is interesting that she mentioned Nefertiti, one of the Egyptian Queens: http://www.pbs.org/empires/egypt/newkingdom/nefertiti.html who knows where this is going to take me once I start to explore!

Off to get a move on -- big load of work today!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

A Health Snafu And Ted's Birthday!

Can a person be dirt tired? Because that is what I feel like right now - dirt tired. I only got 3 hours of sleep last night. Not sure why, could have been the touch of anxiety I had about today. Ovarian cancer runs ramped on my mother's side of the family. So far it is guilty in killing 90% of the females - the last one to be my grandmother. Well I went in for my "pain in the side" annual exam and they didn't like what they found kicking about in my uterus -- so I had some ultrasounds done today and my boobs squashed for good measure since I'll be 40 in 2 weeks. The tech had some problems getting to see what he needed to see for the internal ultrasound as he murmured under his breath. Anyways - I'll have the results back in a few days. I told my family not to worry, it'll be my heart, not cancer that takes me out and not until I'm either 88 or 92. Of course the heart will take me out before that - I think in my 40's - but I come back.

And on another, more pleasant note -- today is Ted's birthday! Happy birthday Ted! He's a whole 48 now:)

I'd like to write more -- but I really do need to get to bed. I'll continue on tomorrow!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Salem Witch Tour, Site Changes And An Assistant!

How did your weekend go? Mine was busy finishing up The Black Triangle. I completely gutted the screenplay and redid it. Same theme of love and hope (concentration camp, love triangle) but I added new scenes and new locations -- so it really does sound good. Pat Pat on my back....I've put it aside to let it simmer for a few days and then I'll give it another go at it later on in the week -- just in time to submit it to some high-profile contests. Fingers crossed!

I also found myself unwinding last night playing The Lord of the Rings RP game. You simply do not know how much time has past until you look up at the clock and realize it's 1:00 am!

I am really considering some changes to the site and to what I offer in the way of services. I know I want to add a forum for astral travel, magic, dreams, past lives and OBE sex (dream, astral and telepathic) -- and a page on each of the 3 OBE sex methods with tips on how to do the basic stuff -- and a notice that I am collecting stories to put in a book. I may change my readings too. I haven't really decided on that once. Take for instance the Basic reading I have for $20. A person now asks 1 question and normally gets 3 paragraphs back as an answer. But I'm thinking if I have 3 paragraphs -- they could also have the option of asking 3 questions and getting a 1 paragraph answer on each. I'm going to think it all over next week while I am with Maria Shaw in Ark. for our Healing Arts weekend! I can't wait! If you are in the area, (Holiday Inn Express- 4253 Central Ave. Hot Spring AR 71913 Phone 501-520-6400 ) stop by on Sat 11 am - 5 pm as I'll be doing readings in person:)

Also - speaking of can't wait -- I'm booked for Maria Shaw's Salem weekend in Oct! I'll be talking about magic and witchcraft! This will be soooooo cool:) I need to get it up on the site. Spots are going fast, so if you want to be a part of it, here's the scoop:

Maria Shaw's Salem Witch Tour - October 4-7, 2007

You've studied the Salem Witch Trials in grade school. You've read the ghastly accounts of witch hangings in the 1600's. Perhaps you've felt compelled to visit. Maybe you feel a "connection" to this historic city. Now's your chance to experience a piece of history for yourself...on Maria Shaw’s Salem Witch Tour.

Join The National Enquirer's Celebrity Astrologer Maria Shaw for her 4-day Salem Witch Tour, celebrating the Halloween season in historic Salem, Massachusetts. Your "bewitching" weekend will include guest speakers, magical sites and visits to places filled with hauntings and history of the Salem witch-era. As part of Maria's group, you'll be staying at a comfortable hotel in Danvers, Massachusetts the actual site of the witch "hangings". Known in 1692 as Salem Village, Danvers was the birthplace of witchcraft in Essex County. Our group will tour spectacular sites and museums including Putman Cemetery, Site of Salem Village Meetinghouse and Wadsworth Cemetery.

Salem, only 9 miles away, takes great care to present a special array of fun and witchcraft during the month of October. We will stroll down Essex Street, feel the energy near the “Burying Point” and browse the shops at Pickering Wharf. Maria will host classes with experts and authors, offering a look from historical and modern day perspective on witches and their craft. Enjoy classes, planned tours and group events that include a Psychic Fun Fair on Saturday.

These are just a few of the sites that are included:

Salem Witch Museum - She afflicts me! She comes to me at night and torments me! She's a witch! Words such as these struck terror into the hearts of Salem townspeople in the early spring of 1692 as hysterical young girls called out names. The Salem Witch Museum brings you there, back to Salem 1692.

Salem Trolley - Take a fun and fascinating one hour tour of Salem and then use the trolley as an all day shuttle to see the things you want to see the most. Hop on and off all day to see every sight in Salem. A convenient and informative way of seeing Salem.

House of Seven Gables - Includes a guided tour of the Turner-Ingersoll Mansion (The House of the Seven Gables), a visit to the Nathaniel Hawthorne House, the Counting House, the Colonial Revival Gardens, and the waterfront.

Single $629 - Double $459 – Triple $399 - Quad $369 - Five (roll away) $349

All prices are per person and include accommodations for 3 nights, breakfast, admission tickets to sites listed, classes, lectures and special events planned by Maria Shaw. Space is limited. We only reserved a limited number of rooms so please call as soon as possible to pay your non-refundable deposit of $150. Final Payment must be paid prior to August 1st, 2007. (Does not include food or transportation)

Contact Clay Thomas 504.231.9127 to reserve your spot on this Bewitching Tour! Email: clayrolfs@yahoo.com or see more at www.MariaShaw.com

**Make sure you tell Clay that Allie sent you!**

Singles can inquire about sharing rooms, we will help but it’s not a guarantee.

So guys if you can make it we'd have a blast!

Okay - so back to what I want to do. I also want to get certified in PLR (past life regression). I'm not sure I'd want to be a PLR therapist, but I'd have a wide open market if I did. The closest one to me is either in Cleveland or in Columbus. So it's 2 hours each way no matter how I would look at it! Plus I'll be talking my courses for the Rosicrucian Order. I keep waiting for my guides to tell me I'm too busy and to slow down on something -- but I have yet to hear that. What I am still hearing through is why isn't the last gypsy magic book done? Almost -- almost.

BTW...I really do have to start looking for an assistant to help with the forums, editing and a few other tasks. Any one interested? If so -- email me.

Okay - back to work I go! Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Rosicrucian Order, Crazy Dreams And Ouch!

Okay, so yesterday I wiped out in front of my son's school - this made it time #6 of Allie's wipe outs during the school season. This time around my right ankle gave out and down I went. I screwed up my left knee pretty good and my right elbow hurt like hell. This morning I get up and it felt like a freight train hit me. My husband tells me - welcome to your 40's. I remind the smart ass that I still have 21 days left in my 30's. Then today I went to the OBGYN for my yearly torture session - ladies, you know what I'm talking about. So about right now I'm feel like complete crap. Add to that the pressure cooker I feel like I'm in and we have a winner! Thank God it's 20 min and count down to Sawyer.

Last week I decided to become part of the Rosicrucian Order (http://www.rosicrucian.org/home.html) as I feel it is something that is in tune with my soul. It has all of the components that I have been looking for including healing and Atlantis. Since I have made that decision - I have been having some difficult dream visits. I can't pin point much - except that Will is in all of them and they deal with secrets, magic, death and betrayal -- with Will and I taking the brunt of things. I do have a flash memory of being in a school again and one of being with Merlin. But with Merlin I remember him saying -- you are not going to remember this as your conscious cannot comprehend yet. And I'll be dammed if he wasn't right - I can't remember a thing after that.

With only a couple weeks left until the big screenwriting contests deadlines - I have ripped about The Black Triangle. And I mean ripped apart. I think part of my pressure cooker feeling is the pressure I feel to get it done. I know that it's a now or never thing and it's driving me mad. Trying to work it in with all of my obligations is a nightmare in itself. And for taking a short time out to play the Lord Of The Rings online RP game - not a chance.

Will and Ted have been sharing my energy space respectfully for the last several days. Will is who is prevalent right now. This quiet and shy man -- I wonder if he will be this sexually intense with me in person as he is telepathically? Telepathic sex seems to be his favorite. Dream or astral I think he can take or leave -- but telepathic is instantaneous and something that he knows he can remember and consciously control. And boy -- has that man been hot lately! His blue eyes just bore into me -- he's so intense.

There's much more to write but I'm brain dead right now:)

And on this note I'm going to grab myself a beer and settle in for some serious down time and watch LOST:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

A Nightmare, Life Force And Ted!

What a weekend! Easter was fabo..and my ham was even better than that! Best one to date I believe - the ham that is...not the holiday:) I also spent some much needed down time playing my Lord of the Rings online role playing game. Man...it rocks:) I forgot how much I enjoyed playing a RP game. The other part of the weekend had me ripping apart The Black Triangle -- again. It's been rearranged, torn part and looking damn good about now. I have a few more things to change on it which I'll work on before I host the L Word's Monday night sex chat as Alison Ashby. It's nice as now they have two of our stories playing during the chat in case someone wants to listen. The two tonight I wrote both of them.....so I'm kind of partial to people listening to them. More info on how to join us for FREE along the right side bar of this blog.

I had actually started to write this entry last night as Brigit keeps tell me to relay this nightmare I had -- one that is way too vivid in my mind. I hate these type of dream visits, especially when I'm an observer only and not able to change anything. Okay -- so there are a hundred or so people in this very old and very large house. It actually reminded me more of a small castle than a house. The two that live there, a young couple in their 30's, are the life of the party. Everyone loves them and everyone is having a great time. There is an abundance of drugs and booze floating around. I'm watching all of this and I ask myself -- how did these two get so much money -- especially since I had this sense that it was old money, old money not from either one of their families?

Someone shows up next to me - all in white and asks if I really want to know why. I feel a sense of dread grow in my stomach, but my curiosity got the best of me so I say - yes. I see the house rewind in time a year earlier. There were many people around, another party. The young man was coming into a lavish bedroom with a huge 4 poster bed made of cherry, with a deep red comforter. It was a great room and a great bed. There is a woman lying in the middle of the bed, asleep. She has long dark hair, a long but elegant nose. Fine features, thin body - but healthy looking. She's on top of the bed like she passed out -- wearing white shorts and a pink short sleeve shirt. The man takes a glass next to the bed and places it in the base of a planter.

The woman is barely conscious. The younger woman I saw with him in the future comes in and they put this woman on a large rug -- the kind the mob would use to roll a dead body up in. The older woman tries to struggle, but she is powerless to do much. People are coming in and out of this room, but no one seems to be helping the woman. The two younger ones place liquid cement in this woman's nose and mouth. Then they roll her up into the carpet and walk away. I can see the carpet move as she struggles to breathe. Her legs kicks out, I can see the bottom half of her. I can feel her life force draining from her and I'm filled with this severe panic. I know (for some reason) that a certain being should not see me here observing as harm could come to me and my family if I am caught witnessing this. I guess that I am also this woman's assistant (somehow...I don't know) and I have a great affection for her in this life time. Seeing her die and not being able to help her is just killing me. I scream that I've seen enough and everything is fast forward to the present where I see the young - married - couple enjoying this dead woman's money. Seems that her death was ruled natural and he inherited everything.

What I don't get is how did they get the hardened cement from her nose without leaving any evidence behind? And why am I watching all of this? What purpose is it to me? All I have to do is think about this dream and it make me ill. So there you go. I was just told that the purpose is not for me but for someone who will read this blog. It will strike a cord with them.

Lately I have been able to tastes Ted's essence -- and don't get all dirty minded there -- I mean it, his life force--I can feel it, taste it, smell it. He is very here all the time now. There's such a change with him and Will. I can feel either man touch me while I'm awake, while I'm going about my day-to-day things. The touches aren't sexual in nature, but small energy caresses to let me know that they are here. Ted consciously is seeking me out. He knows where I'm at, he knows how to find me -- and he has a hard time understanding all of this. But he willing to take a chance on something because so far his life choices (in love and in friendship) haven't really been all that good. I think that he is tired of feeling like he does and that is why he is willing to try this. Will on the other hand is also reaching out consciously -- but he does not know it's "me". So in his conscious mind he is searching for the energetic spiritual body of someone who he has this longing for. He has no idea what I look like (unlike Ted) so he does not have a face to go along with the energy. Since Will is higher up the spiritual food chain than I am -- and he did find me to begin with -- I am positive that he will figure this out. Even if he arrives at this blog "by accident".

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, Ted, A Circle And A Triangle!

I woke up this morning to feel Ted's breath on my face. It was shocking and comforting at the same time. I always wonder how that can be -- how can I bring someone from my dreams into the reality plane or are my dreams actually the reality plane and what I think is reality is actually my dreams? Or could it be that Ted exists on the dream plane and in the reality plane simultaneously? Many have a theory that there is no past-present-future...only NOW...with all three happening at once on different planes of existence. This got me to thinking -- what if I am involved with Ted, Bill and Will on three different planes and I have tapped into my eternal energy -- and now since I am aware of it, that I am consciously aware of the feeling and emotions associated wit those three lifetimes as well as this lifetime and this is why sometimes the day-to-day living can be so damn difficult? It can be hard to live with the emotions and feelings of people who are not physically in your current life. I used to think it was a burden, carrying that all around. But now I realize it is a gift -- it is a blessing to know that no matter what -- I am never really alone...none of us are. And that is a definite blessing.

To be honest, I'm not entirely sure what happened to have Ted make this shift back into my energy field. Well, I shouldn't say back....he is always there and the connection is one that is solid, strong and does not waver (just as with Bill and Will) - but it takes a lot of conscious energy to transmit enough signal to be forefront in a person's mind. It's not an easy thing to do and it does take considerable effort. Not that the connection itself is effort - but to push forth so much of one's own energy in order to get another person's energy to react. It's draining and that is why it is always important that when you are in a relationship with another person that you keep being separate people as well as working/living in unison. To put forth that kind of effort to be that connect to another being drains you so much that a person can be susceptible to a range of illnesses. So if a connection like this is something that you want to push - make sure it is done in small doses. And it is good to note that if the person who is receiving all your energy does not know how to channel it properly (this is something that I am still working on -- not easy at all) then the extra energy can clog their mind to such an extent that they feel powerless to do anything but sit there and think about you.

I want to do a quick session before I start my day. I am immediately whisked away to the bottom of what appears to be a pyramid. Bill, Ted and I are in a small room. I can see symbols of flowing water, the sun, a triangle, two men and one woman with the woman out front - servants or just people are on their knees in front of her. I can also see 3 dots and the all-seeing eye. It's fuzzy, but I make out the woman from a previous scene with something in her hand and is putting it over a fire - the object turns to steam and then I see the two men holding a vial of something. We are looking at the symbols and Bill pulls out a leather book. On the front it has a triangle with a circle inside of it and on the back it's reversed - the circle with the triangle inside of it. He opens the book and we're talking about what we think the symbols mean - they deal with Atlantis. On the next wall we can see a symbol of a chest, there are rolls and stones/crystals from what I can make out sticking out from it. The three people are there again placing a lid on it. The box floats in the center of them and in the next scene it is just the three of them alone. Ted says something and we look at the other wall - this is when we realize that the chamber we are in is shaped like a triangle with three walls and a pointed roof. Ted is commenting on the symbols around the door of dead bodies, a war scene when we heard a snap - like one of us stepped on something and the door shut. We look down at our feet and it appears that all three of us are standing on three separate pressure points. Of course the door will not go up.

We discussed briefly on what would have happened if just one or two of us stood on the pressure points without the third. But we couldn't tell if anything would come from the walls. So we sat there and I comment -- where's Indiana Jones when you need him? I got a small chuckle from that. The guys are looking around to see how we could get out...when I look at the floor. There is a triangle with 3 dots on it. I look at the room, back down at the floor and notice that the 3 dots are positioned at the same local as the corners of the room. I tell the guys to come here and each stand on a dot. We hold hands....that is when I notice that we have created a triangle within the circle on the floor and if you take the whole room into account...the circle is within a triangle. So since the triangle within the circle appeared on the back of the book that Bill has, it reasoned with me that this was the way for us to get out.

We sit on the ground, hand in hand. And I relate that the people on the walls must be us -- well "us" but the essence of us in the Atlantis life. Our souls hid the Records Of Atlantis and only our souls can get it back -- thereby getting us out of this room. We knew that we had to tap into the inner us for the answers - our souls had the key, not our human minds/body. So that's what we did, let our minds go and traveled within. I have no clue what happened next besides a bright light and the door opened. But when we went to look out the door we were no longer in the pyramid - but it was all white. Before any of us could go through the door to see what lay beyond, the session was terminated.

How interesting. I had been seeing a triangle in a circle and a circle in a triangle now for several days and last night I kept drawing the symbols, it was like a sudden obsession to write them everywhere. Now I know why.

Time to get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Ted, Dreams And Change!

Okay, to keep my sense of humor today in the midst of a God awful pile of work, I sung Barry Manilow songs all day -- and lost my voice. Yep, that's right -- the Manilow made me lose my voice. My two favorites today - Daybreak and I Can't Smile Without You. With those two songs I'd actually get up and dance like I was on stage. America's Funniest Home Videos would have had a field day with me! So if I had so much work and the odds of me being tired are high -- why aren't I in bed? Cause it's LOST night silly -- that's why. The only time I would miss my man Sawyer is if I wasn't home or dead. And I guess if I'm dead I'm not home -- right?

But all in all I have been in a great mood today -- despite losing the voice, the work and the temperature changing from 75 yesterday to 20 today. I've got that feeling -- you know the one -- that feeling that something else just fell into place and that something is going to change because of it? It's right there -- just on the outskirts of my life -- just waiting for that moment when it can step in and change my life. I can feel it's energy - it's excitement to shift my life in a new direction. I for one told it to come on -- I'm ready!

I had that feeling today that Ted had stopped by the blog. Maybe not today or yesterday -- but it was recent. He knows he's Ted and that shit-ass grin of his is plastered on his face. Although he's not entirely sure how to approach me. Could this be the change I'm sensing -- that change that is waiting in life's wings? I honestly don't know -- but I hope that he's at least part of it. But in the mean time he is still in my dream visits.

Last night he wanted me to go to London with him. We were in, I think NYC. I asked why....he said he had something to show me. We arrive at a castle -- I know from past visions and such that this is Dunshine Castle. We walk inside and it is as it's always -- dirty and hasn't been used in forever. He announces that he wants me to move to London and that he'll buy this castle for us to live in. I replied that I have animals and a son and I can't just pick them up and move them over the pond to live in an old, drafty castle. He replied - aye - I had thought of that. He proceeds to tell me that he has plans on updating the castle and getting it in livable condition. I asked how -- this has to be more money than you have....it's too much. He shakes his head and said -- I sold me club. I knew what he meant -- and it shocked the hell out of me. I opened my mouth to protest -- and he said he'd do anything in the world for me. Then -- that kiss. Damn him -- even as I woke up my knees were weak! I could still feel his lips pressed to mine. Oh how I wanted to go back.....but no such luck...it was time to get up. But that kiss set me off on the right foot - that's for sure:)

So Ted's birthday is coming up and I sent him a present. I know he'll like it....call it an intuitional feel if you will:) But more important than that is that he will "get" it -- he will know why I sent what I sent. God I love it when a plan comes together!

There was something else in my dreams last night that I think are worth writing down. I'm in a class room full of kids. A good chunk of them are from the movie "Remember The Titans" especially Gerry Bertier (not the actual Gerry, but the actor playing Gerry - but playing Gerry) -- behind me was the principal which I didn't see, but that I think it was Will. Gerry wanted his pencil sharpened -- so I sharpened it with a manual pencil sharpener (you know the kind they have at schools or had on the wall near the door or chalk board). I made a comment about the point and he yanked it from my hands. Before I could say anything, the principal (which I think was Will) started to say something to him. I next remember looking at this bag of candy this girl had -- it was unusual and two of the hard candies were a light blue and a violet. It was commented that she was handing them out to the Hollywood stars as they drove by and usually they just pitch what people give them. But when they tried the candy they were hooked. It was homemade and simply delicious. I remember rthe light blue had a tropical flavor to it -- maybe pina colda. Next I was in an elevator with three other women. As the white elevator with a triangle top climbed - it liked to swing side to side -- so we had to hold on. Very odd.

Off to get ready for LOST -- have a great night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dreamscape, Stonehenge and Alchemy!

I'm in a pretty good mood today - despite the fact that I had to rerecord my podcast 4 times! Speaking of the podcast, I put in there a spell from the upcoming book, Gypsy Magic For The Dreamer's Soul about "Dedicating Your Dream Trio" (Dream Diary, Dream Stone and Dream Portal/Workspace): you can listen to it here:
http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/2007/04/ask-allie-04-02-2007.html

Gosh, I have such a different perspective on life since that connection to Will solidified last week. I still get ticked, don't get me wrong, but not nearly to the heights that I did before. I'm more like a duck with water rolling off my back. It's nice -- so nice. I want to shout from the highest mountain top about Will....I have a silly high-school grin on my face. And what I mean by that is the thrill you would get back in high school when the person you had been interested in finally says "Hi" -- you can't stop grinning. That's how I am.

And that's how I found Bill today. I had a quick session before I picked up my son from school. I found Bill back at the meadow, chewing on a piece of tall grass. He had a silly grin on his face -- real goofy like. I asked how he was doing - with a smile on my face -- and he replied great. He said - I've been watching you and you're smiling a lot these days. Looks like Will was better for you than I thought - or hoped he would be. I hugged Bill. Don't worry Bill, he doesn't replace you or Ted -- he a compliment to the trio. Although I haven't figured out how this all fits together yet. Bill grinned a cute little devilish grin and cocked his head to the side -- I know -- he said. Care to fill me in - I asked? He shook his head -- nope, you need to figure it out -- just don't overthink it! Ha! This came from the King of overthinking! I told him that I'm determined to figure it all out -- therefore I will.

That was when Ted came up behind me and wrapped his arms around me - hi beautiful - that drop-dead gorgeous British voice whispered into my ear. Man -- why does this guy always make my knees go weak? He gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked in front me so that I could look at the two of them together. Ted said to Bill - she's smiles a lot now. Bill replied - yeah, and it's not because of us! So the two of them ribbed me for a spell.

Then it goes serious for a moment. It was great seeing you two again. Good to see you too Sunshine - Bill said. Yes, very good to see you -- Ted replied. I have to get back and get my son. Could you both do me a favor and keep putting your energy into Will and I physically meeting? Then we can all get together and get to work. Bill and Ted both nod. Bill went on to add - there's a lot to do. We need to tend to the Sacred Circle. Ted and I voice our agreements -- and I leave.

I feel the growing urgency to our life mission. I can also feel the tractor beam pull to Will and the quickness that we have to get something done. It's that "what" I don't get. I know that Bill and Ted have to do with Atlantis. But Will -- my gut says something about Alchemy - the true Alchemy and the magic involved with it -- not the generic term that new age circles seem to spin on it -- reminds me of the spin that the advertisers and some new age people put on soul mates. I don't know -- I can't overthink it -- so if I chill, it may come to me:)

I keep having little snippets of scenes from Stonehenge. I haven't had these types of visions since I had one of Ted and I in the center of Stonehenge -- in the midst of getting married or some sort of sexual ritual. But with these flashes all I am getting are Bill, Ted, Will and I there - all in cloaks - I can see dark brown cloaks and white cloaks. Not sure what kind we have on, I can't remember. It's all there at the tip of my conscious mind....just like when you're hunting for a word or phrase to describe something and it's right there on the tip of your tongue but you can't quite get it.

Off to make supper! Have a great evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)