An Innocent Question, The Guys And Cheat Peeps!

My kid and I are driving back home from his allergist appointment. It's only a 5 min trip - but it was one of the longest of my life today.

So my son asks -- how does a man and woman make a baby? I cringed. He's 7 for God sake -- isn't it too early to wonder? But like me -- he's always curious and loves to seek out answers. So I plunged in with a man has little fishy things and a woman has an egg - they get together and bingo -- a baby starts to form. A fish mom? Like the kind you eat (yes my mind went directly to oral sex but I didn't go there). No honey - more like tadpoles (I secretly prayed that this conversation would end. No such luck.) How do the tadpoles come out? From a man's hands? Oh crap -- how do I handle this one - SIGH - let's jump into the truth -- from a man's penis. Oh -- what happens to the pee then? I don't know honey - I'm not a man. Why don't you ask your dad?

So does the egg crack inside of the mom and then the baby grows. Yes I said (I know - a little white lie). But mom - how do the tadpoles get to the egg?

LOOK HONEY LOOK AT THAT BIG FLUFFY WHITE DOG!!

He looked...

..I zoomed into the driveway and parked the car.

Mom?

Let's go play the x-box! I shouted.

Alright mom!

Situation defused.

This last week has been very hectic. So much to do and not enough time to get it all done. So I've had to prioritize -- work that I get paid to do 1st and if there is time - free stuff 2nd. This is why the blogs, podcast and the AA column are all way behind.

As I was putting my PR together for the Cheat Peeps release -- I remembered something that Ethan said (from May 21st 2007):

"In a couple of months my career is going to take an interesting twist. What kind of twist - I ask. Ethan says a good twist and one that builds on the foundation I already have laid for myself. And -he says - it will take the ease considerably off of my money woes. I like that idea greatly! But he says he can't tell me what and he can't tell me when as I may stop doing what I have to do in order to bring it about. He stresses again -- keep writing! So I will - I will! He says that when I make it through the next several months that Ted will be waiting for me - that he will be on the other side of these tough times just like he said he would. And if things get so stressful that I find it hard to breath - just remember that simple fact -- Ted will be there when it's over."

Although I'm investigating for CP - there is a fair amount of writing involved -- I wonder?

I posted in the OBE Sex blog a reading I got from Tracey about the guys -- what can I say -- I love readings. But I didn't post all of it and I omitted Will and Matt. Here's it all - I love it when I have my knowledge conformed:)

We see that Bill has absolutely no control over his sexual thoughts, visions and urges and you are literally sexually on his mind continually. He is trying to focus his mind elsewhere but the more he tries not to think of the telepathic/dream sex encounters the more he thinks of them and it seems they can come up at the most inopportune times for him. He is finding himself having constant sexual thoughts. He cannot seem to stop the strong sexual influence that these encounters are having upon him. He is transmitting energy towards you and it is very strong and his emotions are up and down and his sexual urges are constant. His thoughts are so erotic and he keeps seeing scenes in his mind and he has to satisfy himself, relief or pleasure himself if you will in order to gain some amount of relief. The visions are very intense. When he has the encounters he feels very tired as if he has just had a sexual encounter. He feels very vulnerable right now and very connected to you in a way that he cannot really describe though he is writing about it. The feelings that are coming over him are very powerful and the sexual encounters very real.

Ted is experiencing similar issues with his sexual thoughts and urges except that he is so sensitive that he experiences orgasms at the time of the encounters almost always and sometimes when he thinks of the experiences. He is experiencing some serious urgings and longings for you though not just sexually. These are emotional, mental, physical and so much deeper and more intense than they have been in the past. He is so sensitive in a sexual way
that he has great sensitivity in his groin area - is very sensitive to touch and is finding himself having different sex partners trying to relieve some of his extra sexual energy and sensitivity. He is having a sexual peak in his life, and he is enjoying the feelings and sensations, but he longs for you. He has experienced some depression and feelings of incompleteness, loneliness, and a great deal of anxiety in the past few weeks. He seems to be coming out of it now but wishes he did not have to deal with some of the headaches of his life. There seems to have been some trouble between him and his kids as well as some issues in the career. In the career there are people that aggravate him and he often lets it go but recently spoke his mind. He seems to hate when he does that as it does not gain merit for his career but it relief's some of his hostilities towards people who aggravate him greatly. He has been speaking to you or trying to talk to you about things going on in his life and is unsure you are hearing him or that his words are being received, are reaching you.

We see that Will enjoys his telepathic dream encounters with you. He smiles with the thought of these, of you, has a sunny disposition because of them. It is like you are a ray of sunlight in his life guiding him and he is consciously aware that you are with him and a part of his journey though he is not quite sure the how and when of things. He seems to think about these encounters and to do so bring him pleasure. He has been very happy lately, in the past months, and your energy and light have brought him creative inspiration and ideas, concepts, thoughts, and he is connecting some of these to you and waiting for you to enter his life at the right time. There is a knowing within that you will arrive in his life. He feels secure and happy about this knowingness.

Matt is somewhat behind the others right now as we see there is much on his mind as of late. He has some personal issues as well as career affairs that he is working on right now. He is having trouble remembering his dreams, though there are some that are so vivid that he does not forget. He remembers your face, your smile, your dark hair, the shape of your eyes – he cannot get this image out of his mind. He seems to know you – to know he knows you. He is trying to figure things out more, to understand. He feels a little crazy as some visions and or dreams are reoccurring and he is trying to understand the meaning of these. He seems to be distracted and is not as focused on things as he should be because he thinks about these much of the time. He feels a little lonely, alone, removed from others right now. He needs more work or money.

The dream state is busy. There is lots going on as you sleep. We see that you are to focus on things outside your ordinary arena of awareness though it is not important that you remember your dreams. You are overcoming barriers in your dream state. There is no conscious effort on your part that is needed. Let go of any frustration about not remembering. Your concern for the daily world is drifting away and the soul looks forward to dream time because you shut off the internal voice, dialogue of the daily concerns if you will. You are going to gain greater energy as you are letting go of negative energy, old energy, freeing space for positive energy, while receiving sleep time, rest, rather than having to consciously participate and be aware of dream details. If there is anything that requires your special attention you will be consciously made aware of it thus worry not that you are missing anything. There is nothing that you should be writing down at this time.

Matt being behind is a given - he was the last one to jump on board. I am absolutely certain that I will physically meet Will this year. Don't know how or exactly when - but it doesn't matter. Bill and Ted -- what I wouldn't do to tie them up on a bed and have my way with them - lol! My dream state is off the charts. Odd that I'm really not al that tired.

Speaking of which -- better get to bed:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

An Update On Allie - Cheat Peeps Is Born!

I'm still alive:) I've had a sick son, tons of work to do and I started a new business.

As most of you know -- many months ago I discovered that my now ex-husband was cheating on me with some chick he met online.

Had I not known where to dig for information on my ex and his tramp - I probably would not have been able to walk off with everything including the house, cars, the 401K and alimony.

Now that I'm in the dating world - I am discovering that people are not as upfront as they should be.

Doing some research for a friend on a potiential partner helped her not get herself into deep trouble down the line (they were talking about moving in together) and saved her years of problems and a poop-load of cash.

My intutive skills will only go so far as people like to see proof on paper. Therefore, I decided to put my investigative skills to use for other people. I hate to see another person get cheated on and/or lied to - it burns me up.

So I created: http://www.cheatpeeps.com/

Please feel free to look around - add your affair/cheater tale to the blog.

If you see any typos or anything not cool - let me know.

And please pass my site on to your friends. I'm working on a PR piece now.

I PROMISE to write more later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill And Ted...

...Have stopped by the blog today. One went on to the OBE sex blog.

Do I have physical proof? Of course not.

But my soul mate meter is on full tilt -- the last time it was like that I was in the same room as Bill:)

This indeed puts a smile on Allie's face.

A good day indeed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Matt, Blue Waters And Next Week!

I had a very nice dream visit with Matt this morning. It started with me going on a trip some where. I'm on the phone for what feels like the millionth time, trying to call for my flight - or something pertaining to my trip. I'm talking to another woman while I'm calling. Someone answers, but then hangs upon me. I hit redial. Now a man answers and tells me that all is on schedule and that my plane is waiting for me.

The next thing I know I am high on a cliff overlooking the bluest waters I've ever seen. Below me are a large group of people (men, women, children, all races) who want to get into the water. There are 5 inlets to which you can stand in line and go out into the water. The water has some nice waves to it - but nothing major.

I watch people get into line. I study the 5 inlets to see which one is the least rocky. The one on the far left (which would be inlet 1 I think) has minimal rocks. I think to myself - why aren't more people going there? They are picking the more difficult paths. So I go down to inlet 1 where I see a Hawaiian male teen and a Caucasian woman waiting to get into the inlet next. I let the teen go in front of me -- and then I said out loud - this is an ocean! Why do we have to go in one by one? It's big enough for everyone.

So I waded into the water and dove under. It felt like a slice of heaven. The water was choppy, but manageable. In the distance I se a group of people - I swim towards them knowing that Matt is out there. Sure enough, there he is - shirtless and beautiful. He has his back to me, but senses that I am behind him and turns around. His mouth is open to say something and I say (not sure out loud or telepathically) - you should be able to read my mind by now.

He smiles and kisses me.

Matt asks if I'm going to be part of the log rafting trip next week. We keep kissing and I nod - yes. The trip was a week from yesterday - so it should be next Sat Aug 25th.

I start to tell Matt (in between more kissing) that I'll be done in a few minutes next week. Then I corrected myself and said I'll be finished with him in a few minutes (without saying we both knew I was talking about oral sex) and he says - thank you. I'll return the favor. He then says - I can't believe this is all real.

I woke up.

I could still feel his hands on my body and his lips on mine. A nice way to start my morning.

I get from my guide Ethan that Matt is catching on -- faster than I think he is -- and he'll get the message when the time is right (which is soon). When I ask Ethan what message? He smiles and says nothing.

BTW...I'm cross posting this entry to Allie's 2 Cents and OBE sex since it has elements in it that fits both blogs.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

You know what sucks?

The fact that I'm sitting here dying to flirt with someone -- and there's no one to flirt with.

Maybe I should just go to bed instead of drinking wine - LOL.

You know how long it's been since I've had a physcial conversation with the opposite sex that wasn't work related or didn't have to pertain to my son? Years -- yes, I said years. I haven't flirted or been in an actual loving relationship in over 10 years.

You do remember how to do those things - right? I mean I can write about sex without a problem and relationships as well. But I can't remember what it's like to french kiss someone.

Okay, I'm going to bum myself out -- I'd better stop:)

But seriously, where's a good flirt when you need it?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dating, A Bit Shocked And Stuff!

I'm shocked -- I am -- really. Not one person - not ONE took advantage of my confession time yesterday. This tells me that 1) You guys are too damn smart and already figured it out 2) Don't give a damn 3) Give a damn but was afraid of the karma law kicking in as you KNOW you'd tell someone! But at any rate, I don't see the opportunity coming around again any time soon. Of course - I never thought this one would come up - LOL. So who knows?

My ex continues to trash me - it's so very pathetic. He even had the nerve to have one of his whores meet him and my son out yesterday. Am I taking the high road? I sure am trying. Did I mention to him to socialize on his own time? You betcha ya. We'll see - the man wouldn't know how to tell the truth even if his life depended on it.

Men continue to be scared off by my dating profiles - LOL. Thus far it appears that the men in my area want a lazy, dumb woman who can't tell when a man is lying. So not me. I'll have to expand my search. Of course out of the blue yesterday my son and I had this conversation:

Him - Did you call Bill yet?
Me - No - I don't know his number.
Him - It's time for you two to get married and to have another baby. Ted will help.

Now when I asked the kid how Ted will help (so many scenarios went through my mind - lol), he just shrugged and walked off. The kid hasn't mentioned Bill or Ted in at least 6 months, so I was really surprised when he started that conversation. But from his mouth to the Divine's ears:)

Last night I had an interesting dream - and I actually wrote it down! I was being set up on a blind date. When I saw the man come walking towards me, I thought he was a guy I went to high school with - Dave Dietry. He hugged a woman, the woman who was in charge of the dinner - and my surprise date - and I knew it was Dave. Same good looks - even though they were hidden under a well trimmed beard and moustache -- but the guy was still hot after all these years. He came over to me and he knew who I was immediately and gave me a hug. I had on my perfume (Tuscany) and he took a whiff of it and purred in my ear how good I smelled. I remember feeling the butterflies in my stomach and asking myself if I'm dreaming -- because I had to be. Then I stared at him and realized how close to Ted he looked.

Then the dream shifted to me showing someone my office. It was in an old building - a building that was old and very cool. Myself and a woman went into an office, 530, and it was a good size. I assumed it was my office. I was looking around and noticed a stereo and then a man's leather soft sided briefcase (the kind that slings over your shoulder) and I knew that this wasn't my place. So me and this woman went in search of my office and we found one office sliced down the middle with the numbers 531 & 532. I opened 532 and it was my office - very apparent that I hadn't been there in a very long time. There was a vase of flowers -and they were all dead but a strand of purple flowers - still alive. I wish I could remember what type of flowers they were. They reminded me of lilacs (which is my favorite). Somehow the number 613 came into play, but I can't remember how.

After I woke up I went to Classmates.com and posted that I am looking for Dave. His name has popped into my head several times in the last couple of weeks -- and now with that dream -- who knows? I really haven't thought about him in over 20 years.

I have a web cam now on my computer. I have no idea how to use the silly thing:)

I'm going to offer more readings via Skype and Second Life.

We are so close to closing a winger of a deal for my co = Whispers Media! I get to be as raunchy and as bad as I want (writing wise)! I LOVE it!

Oh - BTW - completely off the depression meds - have been since last Sat:)

Off for some dinner and CSI!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

For Today ONLY - I'll Confess...

...Yes I will. If you email me a guess on who Bill, Ted, Will or Matt really are in reality - I will tell you if you are right, wrong or close. You can guess as many times as you want -- but it is for TODAY (Aug 16, 2007) until midnight ET ONLY.

My guides are telling me to do it -- so here I am. When I ask "why", Ethan informs me that although I am the beacon, the extra white light of those who know and are supportive will help to draw all of us together. Us working together is a benefit and a must for mankind. Those who are not supportive of the union will have their energy blocked for their input is not for the greater good. Ethan keeps saying -- it's time.

BUT -- you must keep your mouth shut and not spread who they really are around. Because although the negative energy will be blocked, the Spirit wants the energy of the universe to work TOWARDS the union - not to protect it. Now if the word does spread where it is not needed, my guides have informed me that karma is a bitch and those with loose mouths will get repayed in due time.

Now for those of you who have been reading this blog for awhile - you've got to know or at least be pretty damn close. I drop hints all the time:)

Email me at: allie @ gypsyadvice dot com (replace the "dot" with a "." and smash it all together to actually email me).

Remember - today only.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

FYI - OBE Sex Blog

Hi Guys,

Just in case you forgot or maybe never knew -- I am now posting all of my OBE sex experience over at the other blog. Bill has been a busy man.....

http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

A Lighthouse, Dream Time And Second Life!

A lighthouse. That's what I keep seeing everywhere I turn. A lighthouse. Last year or was it the year before I had several visions of Bill on the beach with Ted and I arriving on horseback. I can see the lighthouse as plain as day in my mind -- it has a white house off to the side of it - yet it's connected to the lighthouse. The lighthouse itself is white until you get to the top, then it has a red stripe around it and the top is black. From the beach standpoint, it looks like there is tall grass that separates the actual beach from the lighthouse property. There's many stairs. I keep sensing it's the East Coast - for some reason though, Oregon just popped into my head. I have no clue.

But back to the lighthouse. When I ask my guide Ethan why I am shown the lighthouse repeatedly he gives me two answers:

1) I'm the beacon of light for my soul circle (which we knew)
2) Bill and I will own the same lighthouse in this lifetime that we were light keepers of in a past life. Ethan goes on to say that the lighthouse is currently haunted pending our arrival. It appears to be haunted by "us". Since our souls know no bounds and are timeless -- our souls have reached beyond our current bodies into this lighthouse (and into the past) to keep everyone away but us. The same thing is being used by Ted and I and our Dunshire Castle. No wonder I'm tired all the time - lol!

Ethan keeps telling me to send out the light -- it has to be a constant beacon. This is why Bill is so strong with me lately - he has caught the beacon - consciously - and he is holding on. Ted catches it consciously - but then his she-devil girlfriend does God knows what and he drops the connection - when she's gone, he reconnects. Matt - no clue yet and Will is trying. Constant - constant Ethan tells me. He's pounding it home so that I get it -- and I do. I really need to set myself up on a schedule that I can live with. If everything is written down and with times next to it - I do much better.

My dream time is so busy these days. I mean stupid busy like I'm being trained for something. By the time I'm actually awake I can't remember what I dreamed about - except in some rare instances. I need to push myself to write things down. I know I NEED to -- but for some reason I can't get myself to. I don't get why. Ha - Ethan just said I'm being lazy. Okay -- I'll give him that, I probably am. He says -- that if I am really ready for the next step in my development and with the guys - I'll listen to him and write things down. I have to remember my dreams. It's critical - Ethan says.

Visit my office in Second Life: http://slurl.com/secondlife/Pastiche/20/220/26

To join Second Life (and it's FREE) CLICK HERE

Speaking of Second Life - I'm going to start to do readings there in my office. Stay tuned for more info!

Okay - I have a hungry kid barking at my heels -- better go make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Allie, The Computer And Now A Gas Leak!

Because of some generous folks, I was able to get a new computer - thank you! Unfortuately though, all of my writing was still lost on the hard drive. So if you have ever taken a class or a workshop from me and I sent you class material -- could you please email it to me @ allie @ gypsyadvice dot com -- it would save me tons of hours trying to recreate it all.

After the computer thing -- I now have a major gas leak. SIGH. So I need to get a plummer out here to fix things so that they can turn my gas back on before winter. Thankfully my stove and hot water heater are both electric.

I lost ALL Ask Allie questions from Aug 8th back -- so if you sent a question to the podcast, column or both --please resend.

Anyone know of a good astrology program for transits that works on Windows Vista? So far I can't find one.

I have so much to fill you guys in on and no time to do it right now. Bill has been a very busy boy - very busy. I swear I could reach out and touch him.

More later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Computer Blew Up

Remember the heat on the computer I told you about? Well the damn thing burnt up...fried itself. SIGH.

All my writng, emails and client readings...gone.

No idea what I'm going to do...no $$$ for a new one.

I have people who have ordered readings, but their info was on the computer and there's no way for me to email them since I do not have their email on my blackberry.

Speaking of which, I forgot to pay this bill (twice) as I figured food was more important. So whop knows how long I will have this access.

Ex thinks that this is funny.

Needless to say, I have not had a good day :( and the above was just the tip of the iceburg, but I don't want to cry too much.....

I know this all happened for a reason, only I don't know what it is.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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Updates, Bill And Changes Ahead!

Boy - where to start here? I've had a lot of stuff going on in the last several days. Let's see if I can give you a quick run down of each item....

- Bill and I had a dream visit where we were at a party. He was outside on a picnic table and I was inside looking out at him. I saw his son walking around, talking to a friend. I went to go talk to Bill and a good looking woman sat down at the table. I decided that now wasn't the right time. Nothing about where I was or what was going on was familiar to me. The people I had no clue except for Bill and his son. I determined that I walked into one of Bill's dreams.

- An OBE with Bill - wrote about it in the OBE blog.

- Ethan has been chattering around my head. I am to turn the Empowerment E-class and Workshops into an Empowerment Self-Serve. Meaning that I am to talk all of my classes and condense them into small e-books for people to download and use whenever they want. Then discontinue the workshops and classes. The coaching I am to up the price and add more information to the page. The MP3 readings -- I am to add a couple of readings here as well.

- OBE book -- I am to offer the people who get picked to have their story included $50 and a copy of the book. I am also to get going on that book.

- First, before that book, I have to stop being so hard on myself about script rewrites. I'm my worst critic. Just get them done Ethan says - quit being such a wimp:)

- Oh, no more live shows for now - Ethan says I just do not have the time. Maybe in 2008 I can give it another go. That's okay though - last week's trial run was too dang funny!

- I am to make a DVD set of my magic course. Not sure how I'll do this one -- but Ethan was pretty straight forward about the fact that I have to figure out how.

- I need to lose weight. I want my outer body to reflect the inner happiness that I feel. Besides - when I do date again I don't want to be so self conscious -- and I want to be healthy:) So this SAT I am trying out for NBC's "Biggest Loser". We'll see....

- The other day my smoke alarm outside my office kept going off. I'd tell it to shut up and it would. This went on for over an hour -- I knew that it was my friend Dave stopping by and saying Hi as he was a fireman. No matter how many times I told him to stop with the alarm - he would and then 5 min later start up again. So I'm like - fine..and went looking through my house for smoke. Nothing. I came back up to my office and sat down and it went off again. I'm like - damn, has to be something in my office. I normally use my wireless keyboard when I'm at my desk - so I don't touch my laptop for the most part. But now I did and dang gone it all -- it was HOT! I mean - hot - hot. I shut it down, let it set - and the alarm hasn't come back on again. And yes - I did tell him thank you.

- I have my own office in Second Life now -- I don't know the surl off the top of my head -- but if you go in and do a search for "Ask Allie" you should find my office. I want to start to do readings there as well.

So that's a quick run down. Today I keep getting that feeling that something big is coming up. I can't put my finger on it - but I can feel it. Something good - something long overdue -- but it's on the way. I kept getting flash visions of me being in an office, with an assistant. I don't know - I really don't. But it factors in to what I keep feeling about that good thing happening. I'm not going to worry about it -- just keep moving ahead.

And speaking about moving ahead -- emotionally, mentally, spiritually and physically I feel great! I'm almost off those depression drugs altogether - 3 more 1/2 pills to take and I'm done. I no longer hold resentment or bitterness towards my ex - I, in a way, feel sorry for him. He doesn't know how to make it on his own and he really doesn't want to try. In fact, he's on a date right now. I'm just pleased that after Sept 19th that he will no longer legally be my husband. Ironically our anniversary is Sept 14th (11 years) and the pastor that married us just died of heart complications.

But I really am doing well. And my son seems to be doing well too. All of your well-wishes and white light has helped tremendously -- thank you!

And on that note it's time to pooper scoop litter boxes, collect trash and put together my brand new electric lawn mower:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

LEAVING DOGS IN HOT CARS IS CONSIDERED CRUELTY TO ANIMALS

Print this out and place it on a windshield if you see an animal in a car during all this heat. Follow the advice and get the animal help ASAP.

By Abigail Van Buren

DEAR ABBY: For the second time this week, I saw a dog left in a car while its owner went shopping. Please remind your readers that anything over 70 degrees -- or even 65 on a sunny day -- can mean that the inside of a car will quickly climb to more than 100 degrees!

The dog today, an adorable pug, was panting desperately against the window, which had not even been cracked a couple of inches in an attempt to do the right thing. Abby, the car had a couple of doggie decals on it, as if the owners believed themselves to be animal lovers!

Please also let your readers know it's OK to leave a polite note on a car, telling the owner that it's too hot to leave a dog in a car, and to alert the manager of the store (if they know which one) so an announcement can be made that there is a dog in distress. It is worth the extra minute to try to courteously educate and alert the careless animal owner. -- NO DOGS IN THE CAR AFTER MEMORIAL DAY

DEAR NO DOGS: Thank you for your important message. I spoke with Capt. David Havard of the Los Angeles SPCA, who kindly provided the following information: "Leaving a dog in a car can be considered neglect or abuse. There are laws governing cruelty to animals, and enforcement of those laws would fall under local jurisdiction."

So, readers, if you see a pet left in a parked car, the first thing to do would be to alert security personnel for the parking lot. And if the lot has no security personnel on duty, notify the police. Leaving a note on the offender's car is not enough, because the poor animal could be dead by the time the owner returns.

My Schedule, Sanctuary, And Opportunities!

I grabbed my healing wand and sat for a session. I was immediately taken to a beach house. The room I was in was very open and spacious. Outside the sliding doors is a huge deck and a few steps beyond the deck, the ocean. My initial feel was that this was Hawaii. From my right comes Ethan. He gives me a hug. I ask where am I at? He says Sanctuary. I say - come again? He says - sanctuary, your sanctuary. Let me show you something. He opens double cherry doors and we enter in to what looks like Sherlock Homes study. It's very inviting with a fire in the fireplace. I love it. He then has me follow him to another room. He opens the door and the windowless room is padded - all 4 walls, the back of the door and the floor, with a stripers pole in the corner. I laugh -- it's my sex room I've always wanted. Ethan smiles and says yes it is. He then shows me the kitchen of my dreams!

We go back to the spacious room and I ask if we can go out on the deck. We do and it is so beautiful and comforting. We sit down in matching deck chairs. I ask why am I here - why is this place my sanctuary? Ethan goes on to say that the next six months - well, year really is going to be incredibly busy. So very busy that I will get stressed big time now and again -- and when I do I am to come here to relax and rejuvenate. I ask what will be so busy? Your career he says. Writing, writing, writing -- you have things that will finally move forward and because of this you will have an insane writing schedule. What about my readings? Oh - he says - that is off the board as well. You think your client list is large now? Just wait Ethan says. That is why it is important for you to get yourself on a schedule now - today - something you can stick with. There is a lot you must fit in on a daily basis - 7 days a week. You won't have any time off -- even when you are out of town you will be working. When you are not busy with work, you will have your son and your house to take care of. Plus -- don't forget about yourself. You need to take care of your mental health when your schedule goes off the charts.

There will be no time for a love life during this time. What! I cry -- come on, give me something here. Being a nun will interfere with my mental health! He laughs -- sex won't be a problem if you want it -- you'll have it. But you won't have time to build any worthwhile relationships right now. So if I want to be a seedy tramp and have one night stands I can? Yes he says. Hummm.......well at least I won't have to be a nun!

Ethan says again how important it is for me to set a schedule for myself. It is of vital importance. Okay - I will - no more worries on that front. If you could help me get up in the morning the 1st time my alarm goes off - it will be appreciated. He agrees.

Should I continue to open up my gate? He says it's open - hence why so many opportunities are and will be flying my way. But yes - I have to maintain that gate. Should I try to draw the guys near to me? He shakes his head - already done. Matt is on your site - although he doesn't know why. Bill checks out your site when he can - knows why he does - but still doesn't know what to do about it. Is this why the dream I had last night had Bill in it - but we didn't speak? Ethan nods - yes. You entered one of his dreams and he knew you were there. Your sense told you not to approach him as it would freak him out seeing that it was his dream. But he knew you were there - remembers you being there after he woke up -- but still is at a loss on what to do. Ted, of course, knows all about you and want to get to you ASAP. But he has that woman around him still. Yeah, I say, the bitch from hell is still sucking the life out of him. He nods - Ted doesn't want to be alone. So he figures that she is better than no one right now. But in his heart he knows that you are single. And his situation will change within the next 3 months. You wait and see. Will too knows about you and has engaged a psychic to help him understand and to open up more. So you see - they are right there.

Is there anything else that I need to know right now? What about money? Ethan smiles -- I know you are worried about making ends meet -- but you will have enough to get by. You won't be rich - not yet - but what you use you will have a replacement. When one ave for money closes, another one opens. Trust in the process. Now go back and get to work. You have a long - yet fruitful and happy - year ahead of you!

And that was that.....

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)