Will, Psychic Pimps And Dream Visits!

Halloween during a Mercury Retrograde. Not fair - not fair at all! Why? Because I have always done a spell on Halloween night - usually around midnight. No matter what spell I've ever cast, it has come to pass. But not this year as magic during the MR can have a horrible outcome! Why? Because during magic what you are doing is communicating your intention to the Divine. Mercury is the planet of communication. When that puppy travels backwards - normal day to day communications go screwy and with magic -- ouch! Either things can turn out the exact opposite of what you want or it only happens 1/2 way. Either result is not good. So this year I will refrain from my magical Halloween fun until next year.

My son is so excited to go trick or treating tonight. Was I ever that excited to get gobs of candy? I know my dad was - lol. But I'm sure I loved my chocolate high as well. But we will be out and about around 6:30. He's going as Batman this year.

The yard work I did, ripping up all of the garden plants to prepare the ground for winter, almost killed my lower arms. I haven't even started on the front or side beds yet and the odds of me actually doing so are slim. But I will at least think about it:) BTW...I re-caulking of the bathtub was a complete success. No more leaks! Yay me!

I need you guys to be my psychic pimps again. Two reasons: 1) my dryer blew up and it's 11 years old. Putting $160 into it is silly when I can get a new dryer for about $250. The only problem I do not have either amount handy - so I need dryer money. 2) The other night I had the most amazing experience with Will (details below) and when I was lying in my bed saying "come on all ready" - my guides are telling me again - "you're not known enough." I have no idea what kind of well-known they want me - but the more people I help, the more my name will get out there - right? So this is why I need the pimping help. Thank you in advance.

My hat's off to single mothers with more than one child. I don't know how they do it. I'm busting butt with just one kid, 2 dogs, 4 cats, and a house. I can't imagine having two or more children and doing this. It's been what - almost 4 months and I'm still not down to a workable routine. I roll out of bed at 6:30 am, check email, do online banking stuff, and off to take care of the animals. By 7:30 my son is up, I grab him breakfast and I jump in the shower. By 8:45 we're walking to school. I work from 9 - 5 each day until I pick my son up from the after school program. From 5 - 6 I do house work & make dinner. From 6 - 8 it's me and my son time (and outside work time). 8 - it's his shower. 8:30 he's in bed and I read to him. 9 rolls around and I throw a load of laundry in (to hang around the house the next day to dry). 9:15 - 10:00 I try to catch up on email (lol - now that's a laugh, but I am making headway). By 10:00 I'm in bed ready to have a do over starting at 6:30 am.

On weekends I've set aside for writing. How much I get done depends on if my son is here or at his dad's. Of course when he gets back from dad's, he's a handful and a half. So I'm not sure it's worth him going over -- but he is crazy about his dad.

And somehow I'm supposed to date in the midst of all of this. No wonder my guides said - no - there won't be any real dating going on. Sex - yes if you want it - but no real dating. Did I tell you I canceled all of the dating sites I was on? SIGH - there's just no time. Maybe once I get my routine down, I may work dating in -- but it won't be for awhile.

Will. Now this man has been on the front lines for several days now. I can always feel his energy with me - always. And if I feel myself getting really upset about something I used to have to ask for his help, now he senses it and just shows up. Sunday I was just in a state - between my dryer breaking, my son coming home with a major attitude problem and finding out that my ex has his gf spend the night when my son is over there (hence the need I think for the attitude adjustment). And I could not sleep. The next thing I knew it was 2:30 am and I'm still awake. I could feel his energy come in and snuggle in behind me. I fell asleep immediately. Now Monday I felt horrible - I was sick yet again. So sick that I had to cancel my L Word chat. Now during Monday I could feel him all around me - saying let it go, it'll make you sick - let it go (the anger and frustration) and I wouldn't. I could feel him try to pull it out of me - but I held on - I was pissed.

Part of me was thinking to myself that I'm just "delusional" about Will (yes, from time to time if I'm in a pissy mood I do still think that way - thankfully I'm not pissy too often) and that I should just ignore it. That is when a client who knows who Will is emailed me about Will. I then knew - that no, I wasn't delusional. This was just another sign that I'm on track. Monday night as I very sickly laid down on my bed, I asked for an attitude adjustment by morning. Well, I got it -- and it was Will who helped.

In the dream visit we were at the beach - it was night and I could hear the waves crashing against the sand. He and I were walking, talking about some project when we stopped walking and rested on a large boulder. We were still chattering away, bouncing ideas off of each other. I could tell that we were both really excited about the ideas being discussed (too bad I can't remember the actual ideas). Who knows how it happened, but our faces were close and he said something and I lost my train of thought completely. He looked at me and asked if I was okay. I stumbled over my words, but I asked him to repeat what he asked as my thoughts escaped me. He repeated and I opened my mouth to answer -- and again I couldn't. I just looked at him. He mumbled something under his breath and kissed me. It was a good kiss too. I remember pulling back just grinning. He said that it'll all work out, and to stop worrying. I could hear my alarm off in the distance. He said - I'm not done with you yet.

And I woke up, in a decent mood - feeling better - a definite attitude adjustment. And he was right, he wasn't done. The telepathic sex was amazing. All still at the ocean and I could feel the coolness of the rock on my butt. More about this at the OBE sex blog.

My guide Edward just told me that there is no more email in the morning before my son gets up. It is a time for energy work and for reflection. If I put side the 15 - 20 min in the morning that was email time, I will find a significant change in my day. He hasn't been wrong yet - so starting on Friday (after the MR goes direct) I will start my retraining.

As I've been writing today's entry, I have been getting the biggest jolt of energy through me. It's the trembling thing when I know a shift has occurred. Edward tell same it deal with Will. It was a change on his side. He tells me that Will has my letter and is contemplating what to do next. Energy guys -- for those of you who know who Will is - please send him a dose of strength energy to contact me. For those of you who don't know who he actually is - Will is really his name and that alone will be very helpful to put energy to his name. Will found me - not the other way around, so I can't see why he will have problem contacting me. Thank you bunches in advance.

Bill and Ted are both on the outskirts of my energy. They are there - but they are not there. I think that I will try to help them focus more on the connection - to make it stronger. The connection is permanent already, but they have a habit of throwing up a semi-wall when they work and that makes the connection just a bit more convoluted. The energy connection can help them overcome their current personal and business difficulties.

Matthew jumps in and out of the energy field. He knows but he doesn't know what is going on. Eventually he'll catch on - I just have to keep sending him the group's energy.

I asked Edward about me going in and drawing the guys to me like a portal -- as I've done before. He says we're past that - they are alrady drawn to me. When I ask what I should be doing - he tells me to close my eyes and grab my healing wand. The 1st thing I saw was a blinding sun. I could hear Edwards's voice ask me if I knew what I was looking at. I said sure - the sun. What does the sun do - he asked? It gives off positive, life affirming energy as well as a life force - it helps things grow. Correct he said. Now put these on. I put on a pair of sun glasses. Edward tells me to look again at the sun and behind the radiant rays I can see me. Edward tells me that that is what I am to do - give off the positive. life affirming and life force energy. He tells me to look away from the sun and I can see all 4 guys, basking in the sun's glow. See Edward said - you be the sun and they will come closer to you. The morning energy raising and reflection - plus you getting more known will cause this to happen. You'll notice almost an immediate change in everything as soon as you start to follow the plan.

I think I may start tomorrow. I can hear him say - good idea, Retrograde or not, it will still work.

And on that note - time for me to get back to work.

Happy Halloween!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Writing, Crystals And Clive!

Re-caulking the bathtub is much more fun after drinking two glasses of wine. I should know, I just did it. All of the directions that I read kept telling me how to caulk while keeping it pretty. Hell - I could care less about pretty - I just wanted better. Plus I really want the water to stop tricking down to my kitchen ceiling where I now have mold growing. Tomorrow it's me, bleach and that ceiling. But even if it does look like a two year old did it - I still did a handy chore all by myself. And I'm pretty darn proud of me:)

The re-caulking of the bathtub has been an all day project. So between that and getting my son ready and to his dad's house - I have been working on DREAMERS. It's going really well and I hope to have it handed off to my manager soon. That'll be a load off - getting that done. Then I can shift back to THE BLACK TRIANGLE unless I get rewrite notes (which I probably will). The same premise to DREAMERS as before, I'm I'm shifting a lot of stuff and adding things in....so I hope it flows better.

Strangely enough - today in the mail I received The Motion Picture Directory For Products And Services (for TV and Theatre) for the NYC area. What's odd - is that I never ordered it. It just showed up. So someone who didn't know I got divorced (had my married last name onthe label) and knew my home address (very few do) had it sent to me. Since there is not such thing as a coincidence -- and I'm just now getting back to DREAMERS -- humm....

Next week I'll be revamping GypsyAdvice to - I hope - make things less confusing. And (fingers crossed) I will have Empowerment U up and running. I'm taking the workshops & e-class and turning them into self-serve classes. Price wise - it all depends how much info is in there. I think that they will start at $9.95 - but not to exceed $29.95. We'll see how it goes.

When I was at the Universal Light Expo a couple of weekends ago - I was visiting the crystal skull I never adopted and another crystal spirit caught my eye. I put the skull down and went to the far table. I picked up the water clear quartz and noticed a bunch of inclusions as well as rainbows. I look at the price - though nah - and put it down. I kept looking around in that general area, and this crystal kept calling me back. Literally calling me back - pick me - it kept yelling. Finally I said - fine. I picked it up and gave it to Tom (the owner) and he said - how much you want to give me for it? You decide. He's like - no honey, that's not the way it works. So I chose $15 less than what he had it ticketed for - and he said SOLD!

Now when I got it home, it said it wanted to be in my bed room - fine - I put it on my dresser across from my bed. For 2 weeks it was across my bed and I could tell it wanted to be next to my bed. So last night I moved it to my nightstand. I could hear it tell me that it wanted to sleep in bed with me -- usually if a crystal/stone tells me that, it means that dream time is going to be very active. And that's exactly what happened. It was very active. I don't really remember any of it. I could have written things down when I got up, but I was too pissed cause I was too tired that I didn't want to write anything down.

Now for today, it really hasn't left my side. I decided to look up this seven-faced wonder (this has so many facets to it that I wonder if it's 10-sides, not counting the bottom), along with it's inclusions and see what I have. Well, from what I discovered it's a clear, rainbow, channeler quartz with ajoite and limonite. So it is for moving away negativity, getting specific answers to specific questions, to gain info in a specific area, heightens communication and creativity, it will also stimulate meetings between souls who have agreed to meet during this lifetime and it'll shift me into stability and comfort. There's more - but that's the gist of it - and it sounds good to me! I'm looking forward to meditating with it to discover it's hidden wisdom. I'm not too sure though if I will take it back to bed or put to across the room. Right now though, this spirit is so smooth that I can't help but touch it - and touch it -- and touch it...

BTW...my one sister is out in LA and she ran into Clive (remember Clive, part of my soul circle) - she says he's pretty hot. Yep -- thought as much.

And on that note,I have a pitiful looking black lab (Brodie) who wants to go outside. Better go...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Past Life Regression, Atlantis And Will!

I had a dream Monday night with my Grams P in it. I was at a house (it was my house, but it wasn't by house) and it was raining outside (as it was in the physical reality). I had a porch sale going on and I remembered everything was out there and it was raining. So I ran downstairs and as I got to my front door, it burst open and my mom, and youngest sister came in - sis had her newborn with her. In the midst of them was Grams P. It must of been the look on my face as she said - I know honey, I'm dead. She was holding my niece but my niece didn't see her. I wondered if anyone else wondered why a baby was suspended in mid air - but no one else came in the room. I started to tear up and tell Grams how much I missed her. She said she knew and that she's always around (then she said some choice words about my ex - lol). The reason that she stopped by to see me is that although she has only been in the spiritual realm a short time (6 years), it is very well known how much the heavens love me and they are proud of what I am doing. I am very well thought of and the Divine knows that I will get my job done here on Earth. Then she smiled and faded away - I woke up.

I thought that was great that Grams came to me with that message. Sometimes its tough for me to see if I'm making any differences in the world and even harder to envision how it is to come to pass - the big picture that I've seen about what I am to do. So the confirmation from her was great.

Just to note - I am beyond busy. So if you sent me an email and it's been over a month with no reply - resend. My inbox is a fricken nightmare.

BTW...found my psychic manger/agent:) Yay! We're going to streamline some things on the site. No worries - I will still do what I do - but the information won't be so overwhelming:) Our first stop is to revamp and then promote my presence on Keen. Then we'll move form there.

About Paris, France in May 2008 - I'm going there for fun. BUT - I am open to doing readings while I am there. I'll remind you to set up an appointment before I go if you want one. In Greece - I am working Maria Shaw's psychic cruise. So I will be doing readings on the ship.

Now yesterday I went and had my PLR done. It was wonderful! We're going to try to meet once a month with the next appointment on Nov 13th. I asked her to take me to lifetimes that were important to me know. And since Merlin was chatting in my ear on the way down, I should of guessed where my 1st stop would be: The year 1100. I arrived in a hut (which is what I called it, but I should have said cottage). To my left there was a stone fireplace, lit, with a pot of water getting ready to boil. I could smell freshly baked bread. At the table was me, my son, a woman who I think her name is Angie, Ted and Will. We were working on a magical experiment with levitation. There was a big bowl in the center of the table and we were adding or subtracting herbs to see how high or long a rock would float. I looked about outside the hut - way up in the sky and saw that I was in Scotland - left side of the country.

Next I was in 1697. I was in a dungeon or jail awaiting execution. Next to me - as Will - he to was awaiting a trial. They were beating the crap out of him to get him to confess to being a witch - which he wouldn't. Once I couldn't hear his screams any more, they came to me. I told them to do what they will. How we got there is a woman had an infection on her thigh - a pretty bad one. Against the advice of her husband (he wanted her to go to the doctor and have her leg removed) she came to Will and I and we healed her. This pissed off the husband - so we were turned in as witches. They got Will 1st and I ran. But someone who I thought was my friend, turned me in. They were taking us to the gallows when I walked out of this life.

The year 0 was interesting. Yep - said 0. I was at a place with 9 stone chairs in a circle and a fire pit in the center. To the right of me was a cave, but in front of the cave was a star portal. The portal was invisible to al but who was supposed to use it (I've had this place in past visions). Bill and Ted were there and we all jumped into it and was at earth in a blink of an eye. We were actually in Atlantis - 3500 BC was the date. I could tell it was the ending of Atlantis. But around me was these beautiful crystal pyramids. Inside each pyramid was a centralized crystal along with a crystal trough where water flowed through. In telling about the level of royalty I was, I decided to want to speed back through the portal and go back. But it was odd cause my voice shifted - got deeper and wiser sounding. Cindy asked about Atlantis and were is it now - is it here in earth. My response was no, it's not here on earth physically, but shifted into another dimension to keep it safe. When the time is right - it will shift back into the earth's physical reality. There were messages about how toxic the earth is and that the physical body is so temporary. And that Allie shouldn't worry so much about the time capsule (it was strange referring to me in the 3rd person) as it will resurface when it needs to. Cindy asked about my name and what I look like - the planet I come from. And I remember smiling and saying - look up at your night sky to Venus and then look diagonally up to your right. There we are. When pushed about a name - it was told that we've had enough information at that time. I think here my conscious mind was interfering as I was trying to logically figure everything it (duh Allie). So I'll have her take me deeper next time.

Next up 535 and I saw me as Joan of Arc. Only Joan was born until the 1400's, so I'm not sure how I could see me as Joan in that year - unless that person was to become Joan. Or I got the year wrong - don't know. But as soon as I stepped from the door - I smelled death. All over the place. Dead warriors - it was very disturbing. Flash forward to being in bed with the Bishop (Ted) with the Cleric (Bill) coming to get me and me escaping out the back. I still don't know....how 535 and Joan. Maybe I'll figure it out in the next session. Cindy asked how it was to be Joan - and I said it felt very heavy.

And that was it. The session was an hour long and I have it all in tape (thank goodness) - so obviously there is more there than what I put above. But I wanted to give you an overview. A more detailed account I'll put in the book. Very enlightening!

Now it did feel like I was channeling someone when I was in the 0 year. On the way down to Columbus, Merlin kept chattering to me that he wants me to be his channel and I keep saying no. I'm not comfortable with channeling. I wonder if the 0 person was Merlin? Humm.....HA -- I'm getting a gruff - NO - in my right ear from Merlin. That was funny.

You know what I just thought of? When I would write about Tracey before, I always called her Cindy (made up name) just in case she didn't want me to use her real name. And who is it that is doing my PLR's? Cindy (real name). Unreal.

I'd better get going on that podcast of mine!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Robert Bruce, PLR And Happy Birthday Bill!

I can't even begin to tell you how tired I am. Plus it really was a piss poor day. I should be in a rotten mood - especially since the Indians got hammered and it's raining. But surprising, I'm in a really good mood. Oh - and did I mention I'm getting sick (and so is my son)?

No - I haven't done the podcast yet. Probably not until tomorrow afternoon or maybe Wednesday - all depending.

There's so much I want to chat about - but let me try to tell you as much as I can in a short period of time so that I can go to bed.

1) I'm getting a past life regression tomorrow! I met the woman, Cindy, at the ULE. Something told us both to go to Ted Andrews booth - and we did. Now I'm going back down to the Columbus area tomorrow about 11:00 am in my appointment. I'm really excited to go. My hope is that I can go se her once or twice a month and draw out what we can about my past lives. This way I can document them in a book. My goal for Tues is to go to Atlantis and to go back to when I was a princess of the Star Gate. Very curious about both.

2) For those of you who have been here a while know how much I love Robert Bruce. He's a good guy, honest and can laugh at himself. Plus, his energy methods are top notch. Last weekend I went to his workshop and had a fabo time. Next year when he's in the Cleveland area he's going to have a workshop for kids - which I will take my son to - as well as certifying teachers to teach his energy method - I will be there for that. The venue in Hinckley was great, the people there were very nice and it was a very uplifting weekend. If you don't have his book "Energy Ways" you really should get it - no matter whose energy method you have learned in the past.

3) Happy birthday to Bill on Oct 20th! I didn't forget - even sung the man happy b-day -- but had no time to jot it down in the blog. Happy 49th Bill -- XXOO!

4) Ted -- he has been struggling to get through to me. I can feel him right there and then getting yanked back. It's the she devil. That evil woman - -God I wish he would just wake up and dump her ass. Even if he and I never speak a word to one another -- she is toxic to his soul. Yucky ka-ka-poo!

5) Back to Bill. He's right here -and then gets yanked away. I get tired of trying to connect with him so I pull back a bit and it is almost as if his energy arms reach out frantically and pull me back. He's overworked and very stressed right now. All he wants to do is to go off on his own and be creative.

6) May 2008 I'll be in Paris France - November 2008 - Venice Italy and Greece. I'm beyond psyched for both! More as both times get closer. But if you are in the UK or France -let me know and maybe we can chat while I'm there! For Venice and Greece -- I will be in Venice for a couple of days and then I hop a cruise ship for Greece. So if you can make it to Venice - let me know. We are also stopping at all of the Greek islands -- again, let me know:)

7) I may have found an agent for my metaphysical stuff. Ask and you shall receive:) We'll see.

8) I am also going to write a book on psychic scams - what they are - how to spot one and what to do. Along with actual happenings. So now I'm working on: OBE sex book, psychic scam book, past life book and my DREAMERS script. Although the only actual writing I'm getting done is on DREAMERS. I need two of me.

9) Speaking of which -- I have the email from fricken hell. If you have sent me something and it's been over a month - resend the email as it is way way lost. Everyone else hang in there.

And that's about it for now. I know I have more -- like Bill being in my dreams every darn night -- some he is in my dreams other times I am in his. Oh - and I am going to do an OBE sex board/community.

I need to go to bed......

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Universal Light Expo, Ted Andrews And My Gypsy Magic Books!

Wow - what a weekend! The Universal Light Expo in Columbus went great. The energy this year was at positive full tilt. My talk about Gypsy Magic went well - although I didn't talk about half the things I wanted to - yet I ended my talk early. Why? Because while there were several people in the class that were at a magical stage where they could handle more creative or advanced spell work - I also felt a stronger vibe that there were a few people in there that were just at the beginning stages and if I gave them too much information, that they would jump into something that they were not ready for -- and it would backfire. So I held back - considerably.

The book sales went well - many people who bought last years 2 books, bought this year the 2 new ones to round out the set. I was asked over and over about when is my next book is coming out - and what it will be on. I was very flattered that people wanted to know more. When I mentioned it'll be about OBE sex - that seemed to peek all of their interests. So I know with that book that I am on the right track.

A woman who was at my talk came up to me afterwards and asked who were the three men that kept dodging around me - and without giving it much thought I said it was Robert, Edward and Ethan - my guides. However, it just dawned on me that I was wrong. Yes, the guides were there - but that wasn't who she saw -- she saw Bill, Ted and Will. Ethan says had I paid attention I would have known that I was telling her the wrong names.

I've been getting a lot of flack lately from the guides - saying that I'm not paying attention. I would agree - to a point. I do pay attention, just not as much as they want me to. I have too much on my mind and on my plate. I will try to do better - because I can feel with the changes coming up in my life, I am going to have to listen in order to make the right moves.

A couple of stores approached me and want to carry my book as well as two separate people running two different events, invited me to be a part of their workshops.

Something else really great happened while I was there. The 1st metaphysical book I ever picked up was by Ted Andrews - Uncovering Your Past Lives. When I heard he was going to be at the expo, I brought my book to have him sign it. I kept putting it off, and putting it off - when I heard Edward tell me to go. So I did. I met him, he signed my book and as I was asking him about past lives -- who can I turn to help me -- etc...he replied for me to find a hypnotherapist that can do past lives -- I was about to say that has been a futile search, when this woman pops up and says "I do that"! Here her and Ted know each other - and her booth was on the other aisle - someone told her to "go see Ted" - she had no idea why. Ted's like - well this is cool - you two are here for each other.

She took me over to her booth so we could chat more - and I realized that her booth was the one I kept being stopped at all weekend long. Repeatedly I passed the booth and looked at her picture - no matter where I would go in that hall - I ended up there. But I knew it wasn't for a reading. I was floored when I realized it was her. So -- she's down around Columbus and I'm going for a past life regression on Oct 23rd:) I am sooooooo looking forward to it! My plan is to write a book about my sessions. We'll see how often I can afford to go with her --or if we can work out a deal where we work on the book together. I don't know which way it'll swing right now -- but I am so psyched. What time period do I want to go to 1st? Either Atlantis or Joan of Arc days. I'll let the universe direct me to what is more important for me to know right now. And move on from there.

I did get a reading over the weekend -- cause you know me - I can be a reading junkie:) Her name was Michelle and she used a really cool tarot deck that I forget what the name is. I 1st asked about Will - basically with Will she says that there is a very controlling woman around him and although it's a very destructive relationship, he feels some type of obligation to her. He and I will have a good business relationship and adopt a very close friendship - the odds of sex are high but a long-term romance is probably out of the question. Okay - she was right in line with what I already thought. Next up - career/money -- I have to focus more and develop a plan. Where do I want to go? How big do I want the business to grow? Thinking about it is great - but I have to write it down. If I take time to write screenplays - I have to remember to keep writing books in order to keep my name out there. Money out will be replaced by money in -- so no worries. Again - yep, in line with what I thought. Last up (this was a 15 min reading), I asked about Bill. Now I know asking someone about Bill or Ted without telling them their real names and a history on both is simply not fair. The energy is too intertwined. I asked about Bill - but used his real name - however, I didn't give any other information about him. What she picked up is that he is unmoving, and although he is growing leaps and bounds spirituality, he refuses to budge into the direction he is supposed to go. She saw lots of sex here - tons matter of fact (poor woman, it embarrassed her to tell me - I'm like hell ya), but as far as a relationship that is worthwhile and romantic - nope nadda. In fact, she sees me reaching a wall and to a point I finally say enough is enough and I pull back my energy. She only looks 12 - 18 months a head tops - so what lies beyond that she couldn't tell me. But seeing that I'm not supposed to settle down again until 2010 - 2012 -- her reading only takes me to the start of 2009. She couldn't help but smile -- told me that I was a very interesting read. Very nice woman -- I'm sure I'll go back to her next year.

I also adopted some really nice crystal spirits. Some of my favorites were from Gemworld, LTD (gemworld2@yahoo.com.br) who had fabo crystal pieces at reasonable prices from Brazil, that they mine and polish themselves. It's a definite that I will adopt from them again. I was bummed that my crystal skull I was looking at last year - and this year - was adopted out at the end of the weekend. I did have many chances to bring him home - but I couldn't see myself using 2 house payments to do so -- at least not yet.

I met a lot of great people and just had a blast this time around. I'm also going to ask the Expo people if I can talk about OBE sex next year.

I have met a great guy via MySpace (of all places), who knows all about me yet hasn't run away in fear yet:) I'll let you know if anything comes of it -- he's a nice guy so I hope at least friendship stays around. But let me tell you. the last three times I've dozed off - the OBE sex was intense.

I took a 3 hour nap today. I started this entry this morning and I had to nap -- just had to.

My son was so cute when I picked him up from my mom's last night. He drew me 2 pictures when we got home. One was a circle with the words: You are my love. And the second was another circle that he said was a postcard and it said: I had good days with you mom. I just love that little guy....

And I'd better get to work....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, The Letter And 49!

Well, I did it finally - I sent Will his letter. I overnighted it to make sure he gets it before Mercury goes retro. Something kept bothering me about the 49 message I got from my angels the other day. I know that I need to finish up DREAMERS, that's a given. But it still wasn't what the angels were talking about -- the way I figured that out is that the message wouldn't leave my mind. So I knew because of that - I had applied the message to the wrong thing. I asked my angels to give me another sign about what they were talking about -- and that is when I immediately heard to read this small chapt I have about telepathic connections. The specific part was how someone receives telepathic messages that are sent to them. The message often takes the form of intuition that urges the person to contact the transmitter. This can also come in the form of "hearing" the message or having it transmitted into dreams. Right when I read that - I heard Will's voice - contact me, I don't know how to find you. Contact me - Contact me. So it was another affirmation for me - that he has been trying to get me to contact him.

It then hit me square in the third eye what the message was from my angels. CONTACT WILL. He's the unfinished project -- making contact with him will allow other things to fall into place and I/we can move forward with my true purpose which deal with the Divine mission. When I finally "got it", the cold chills that ran through me was incredible cool! Plus yesterday when I was doing the podcast, my guides (Edward and Ethan with Merlin hanging back) kept hitting home about my past lives -- my past lives are a key to the future. They would not drop it -- I finally had to tune them out to continue on with the podcast. But I got it -- my past lives, including Atlantis, is the key to my Divine mission. I love that they say they want me to jump into my past lives by myself and record my sessions -- this is how someone will be drawn to my energy.

Today is a new moon in Libra - BTW....and this is what it means:

The New Moon in Libra invites a fresh look at relationships. Putting an existing partnership back on track or opening the door to new connections is a natural expression of the Sun and Moon's union in this couple-oriented sign. An intuitive trine to the New Moon from spiritual Neptune adds imagination and forgiveness to smooth the road to more harmonious alliances, while an uplifting sextile from optimistic Jupiter expands the field of possibilities for co-operative ventures.

I couldn't have timed sending the letter at a better time if I tried.

I really don't want to work today. All I want to do is watch movies and chill. SIGH. No such luck though:)

Will was in my dreams most of the night. He spent a lot of time playing with my hair. Not sure why - but I enjoyed it. We spent most of the dream visit, in bed, talking about the past and present. He wanted to talk about the future when Bill & Ted are in the picture and I told him that I didn't want to talk about them right now. He and I were in a plush hotel - going to go speak to a ballroom full of people - on what subject I'm not rightly sure as I woke up before we got to the ball room. But from the convo we had - it appeared to be about past lives and soul circles. I woke up surrounded with a very positive and life affirming energy. It was awesome!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Falling Behind, John And The Sex Of Strangers!

Nope - you're not missing the podcast, I haven't done it yet. It's on the "to-do" list for tomorrow. My son had a doctor's appointment today, and that took time that seemed to snowball - and then my phone just kept ringing. And here you are - 9:20 pm Monday night and no podcast in sight.

Sunday I had something odd happen to me at Applebee's. My son and I were there enjoying our lunch when all of a sudden I "saw" and "heard" the sexual fantasies and sex lives of the people around me. I'm like - what the hell? I couldn't shut it off right away either -- it just bombarded me from all sides and let me tell you - some of the people that were near me were scary with their clothes on. But to see them naked in the midst of sex -- I lost my appetite. I have no idea why this happened or if it will happen again. But it's really odd when you can see the guy next to you in leather with a woman (not his wife who was sitting right there) in handcuffs begging for more. Wow it was strange!

Sunday night I had a great dream with John in it (for those of you who do not know who John is - he is in my soul circle and John is not his real name). We were holding hands over an open pit fire. We were amused at something -- but I commented that we could get in a lot of trouble together. He laughed and said he knows. But we agreed that in this life it isn't going to happen. I can still smell his cologne - no idea of the name of it. We were dancing around the fire and I was leading. For some reason we found that funny - seems I have never led before with him. He commented that he will always be there at my side - if not physically, the in spirit. He knows me - knows I exists in the same manner as Matt does - but isn't sure of the particulars. He wants to talk to Will about all of this (Will and John know each other in real life).

Again Sat & Sun night I had dreams about a younger guy -- I keep thinking he is the guy I met at the College of Wooster last year (after my talk) and both nights it was sexual -- I kept telling him I don't go for younger guys. And he kept saying that I must be mistaken - lol. I can see his body perfectly - but not his face. And that's aggravating - as I can't tell positive or not if it was that guy from COW or not. Grrrr,,,,,,I was happy that he could last for as long as I wanted him too - lol!

I still haven't been able to shake that bug I got last Tuesday. It's not that bad -- but it is still very annoying.

I kept seeing the number 49 today. So I looked it up and here's what it means: The angels ask you to get to work on your Divine mission without delay. Now is the time to finish any incomplete projects. Clear the space in your calendar to work on your true priorities.

Now -- all weekend I tried to finish DREAMERS and didn't get it done as my ex didn't pick up our son like he was supposed to. As much as I love spending time with my son - it's very difficult to be creative with him underfoot. So now I'm trying to work in time to finish it -- but this week I won't be able to and this weekend I'll be gone in Columbus at the Universal Light Expo. I'm trying not to push myself too much as with my divorce - went my health insurenace. So I am paying more attention to my body - when it's tired, it's tired and I'm not pushing it any more.

Time to go get ready for my sex chat on The L Word!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Harrison Ford, Maria Shaw And Another Benchmark!

Okay - so I'm sick, my son is sick and we've had two days of complete togetherness.He is now bouncing off the walls (which I would assume is a good sign) and I'm just hoping to make it to the walls. Now mind you, it's not as bad as yesterday which was - I pray I can stay off the bed for more than 15 min at a time. So I'm pleased with the improvement. But gosh- I hate being sick and my throat is killing me. I knew when I was trying to give my talk on intuition and I kept messing up on a bunch of words, that I had been talking too much -- and I did -- I talked non stop almost for 3 days straight. No wonder my throat is bugging me. But in the mean time I have a ton of yard work that awaits me -- and waits, and waits. I got a nasty note from postal dude saying I have to do something about the bees near my porch. Now mind you these bees have been there since March - and now he complains. They're almost at the end of their cycle - right? Bees are a sign of good fortune and I really don't want to kill anyone - and potentially kill my good fortune:)

I had a very distrubing dream about Harrison Ford Tues night/Wed Morning and then I woke up Wed being sick. I saw both of my sisters throughout the day and finally the middle sis asked how I was doing (with the good ole hand on my shoulder). I replied - fine, why? Her face went white and she's like oh --- you don't know. Know what-- I asked??? Harrison's dead -- she said. This information, in the real world would be enough to really hit me - same as when my mom found out that Elvis died. The same knock in my gut happened in my dream. Seems - the story was - that Harrison just finished Indy 4 and went out on his boat for some R & R. 4 days after he left, the toothpick (otherwise known as Calistia Flockheart) called in and reported him missing. They went to the boat and discovered he had a heart attack and had been dead for several days. Meaning as soon - almost - he got on the water, he died. I immediately looked at my sis and said that Calistia did it - she poisoned him somehow. That is why she waited so long to make the call. Her excuse for not reporting it sooner was that she thought Harrison wanted time to himself and that's why he wasn't answering her calls.

That made me wake up. I was so upset when I opened my peepers that it didn't surprise me that I didn't feel good. In my dream the news knocked the wind out of my sail and when I was awake, I had no energy. Hearing that HF was dead would almost be as devastating as hearing about Will and Matt being dead - but no one but my son could could come close (or in my son's case beat) the feeling I would get if Bill or Ted were dead. Which got me to thinking.....what in the world is taking so darn long. If we're supposed to meet - and we are - and I passed my benchmarks - then why now is there a hold up? Edward tells me - just now - that I have to be better known 1st. Better known as in how - in what field? He said the how, when and why will take care of it's self as long as I keep pushing myself. Just great -- another benchmark to make. But - he says - that I am on Bill and Ted's radar - so things are drawing closer, not further away. Plus with everything I am doing and writing about - I am getting better well known. One thing lead to another -- the snowball effect.

And Edward says -- love is not on my radar for awhile. But there is a glimmer of hope towards the end of Oct. But bedsides that - nothing pops up until mid next year at the earliest.

I had asked Maria Shaw about life in the next six months and this is what she had to say:

"Your money will be okay...don't worry. You are protected now and nothing will fail. You are actually in a good cycle now and until end of year so don't worry. Your writing is really getting noticed in 2008. You have short stories, computer interest, lots more PR due to your readings, writings and teaching. This next year could be huge for this. You could move in early 2008 or 2009 (all year are great aspects to move).

Even with Neptune on your moon (making you more psychic) and feeling confused, you are able to make wise decisions. You are a lot more stable emotionally that you one would think! Relationships? Possibly meeting someone in late October/November; like minded, party or Halloween thing or even though your work. Just average guy but kinda quirky. Then next year is even better for new romance; especially around birthday time. You will get a check or some money from another source (ex husband?) soon or within days if you already haven't. Also more possibly in late January and onward of 2008. In Feb and lasting until June 2008, you have the greatest chance of getting a book published, getting more recognition, newspaper and articles, more long distance travel and much more teaching becomes available to you as well. Your career then goes gang busters May 2008- July 2008. Don't take a vacation then because you may miss out on good things....very busy then....great job opportunities too. Your biggest disappointment will be friendships. Best year for romance 2010. Marriage? 2012."

In line really with what Edward had to say and what Ethan had said in the past. Humm...marriage in 2012? That sounds okay - not in a big hurry. For my 41st b-day I am actually planning on being in Paris (as in France) so some great romance then would be great!

Ted finally made an appearance the other night - which is about time. I'm amazed what a tender soul he can be when he wants to. Bill - he's MIA. But with both of us working, I don't have time to make the contact (as I'm sure he doesn't have the time either).

I have a couple of dogs staring at me that they have to go "outside potty". Better fly.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)