George, Swinging And Will's Upset!
I want to send blessing and love to all of my friends in the New Orleans area and all other areas of the gulf where Gustav may strike. In New Orleans - who is going to capture and save the cats of Jackson Square? Surely something has to be done for them - some sort of shelter - right? The new picture in my profile is of me and one of my sisters drinking far too much in NOLA. It's funny - I'm considered the "normal" sister - LOL! So you can imagine what my two sisters are like - ha! My poor parents....
Speaking of parents - me in particular - I have survived the 1st week of school. I only had to be a drill sergeant this morning. Not bad -- but I have a feeling it will become the norm until June 2009.
Brodie (the black lab) is back on a host of meds. This round though has really given him the one-two punch. He's no where near his normal self. I hope this junk get knocked out of him this time around. I put a call to the vet to find out what I can do for him.
Okay - 8 hours has past since I wrote the above. Brodie got worse - back to the vet. Taking him off the meds in the short term to see if that's it - then we'll go from there. She (the vet) says that if they can't get his congestion under control - and thus far they've ran all the tests they can - then they'll check for cancer. SIGH. If I have to put them down I'll be a fricken mess.
And my son is sick.....
In the midst of everything today - Tracey and I were chatting and I asked her thoughts on George. I mentioned to her about the visions I keep getting of George and I "swinging". This is what she said:
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:52:39 PM): I see that george does know what you know - he knew before you knew - and its like he's been waiting for you to catch up if you will. I see him smiling brightly like - welcome aboard, Allie. Glad you finally made it. He's got a psychic that he works with who is also a spiritual teacher and she has worked with him a great deal. He seems to remember visions and dreams vividly. He does watch your blog. He would be happy to swing - that's something that you can count on. He's smiling - I keep seeing this big bright smile on his face. He knows you know now and he's happy.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:53:38 PM): I see that he's got a clear picture of the swinging activity that you see - perhaps more detailed - sometimes he seems to hold these thoughts in his mind - like he holds the visions and enjoys them like a fantasy except it feels real to him.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:08 PM): He seems to be having instances where he visits you. He's been laying next to you in your bed. Have you felt his energy?
Allie (8/29/2008 2:54:18 PM): very much so
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:19 PM): I see like a thermal image next to you in bed.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:36 PM): He's very hot - he's got healing qualities - but sexually - omg!!!!!!!!!!!!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:57 PM): He's got a lot of sexual energy and stamina. He can do hours of sex!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:26 PM): He's got this weird charisma
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:30 PM): He's sort of a playboy
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:35 PM): and yet intimate at the same time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:39 PM): he can be your friend
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:41 PM): and your lover
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:47 PM): not like FWB
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:50 PM): but deeper
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:55 PM): he's charming
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:07 PM): I get that he's been wondering about you lately.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:13 PM): He thinks you should move to LA.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:17 PM): Not NY
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:24 PM): have you spoken about that on your blog or something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:39 PM): he's not feeling it for you in NYC
Allie (8/29/2008 2:56:41 PM): I think that I'll be in LA 1st. Yes - talked about moving to NYC on the blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:47 PM): okay
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:51 PM): well, George says no
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:55 PM): its not for Allie
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:57 PM): not now
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:07 PM): he seems to trust his psychic friend
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:13 PM): she says you are going to be in LA
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:38 PM): he's thought of making a comment on your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:44 PM): something to let you know its him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:47 PM): without saying it
Allie (8/29/2008 2:57:48 PM): he can comment any time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:58 PM): he was thinking of asking you about swinging
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:05 PM): if you are into it or something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:23 PM): I sense the move to LA is going to be in late part of next year
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:38 PM): is your sister thinking of returning
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:42 PM): I get her around you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:48 PM): not sure if she just goes with you to help
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:51 PM): or moves there too
Allie (8/29/2008 2:58:55 PM): no - not as far as I know. But she would be the one to help me move
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:01 PM): ah that's it then
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:08 PM): your son will like it there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:12 PM): of course
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:16 PM): he is happy anywhere
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:28 PM): I get that George wants to take you to a suite
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:30 PM): in a hotel
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:33 PM): in LA
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:39 PM): he thinks you will like this place
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:54 PM): he has a lot of thoughts - his mind is always twirling
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:58 PM): but not like Bill
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:02 PM): not really deep stuff
Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:10 PM): no - he's not like Bill or Will in that respect
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:15 PM): not at all
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:22 PM): he would say he's shallow
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:25 PM): but I don't think so
Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:39 PM): I don't think so either
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:56 PM): he's in his own world and he's pretty happy there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:00 PM): he's kind of arrogant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:05 PM): a little sarcastic
Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:09 PM): so will he be able to tie up the karma he has with me?
Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:22 PM): I would say yes - arrogant and sarcastic
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:44 PM): I get that he will - he knows he owes you - he knows about the karma
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:51 PM): He's got no problem with that
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:59 PM): Its like okay - no problem
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:00 PM): he's been waiting on you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:02 PM): to come around
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:06 PM): and figure out he's there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:12 PM): and in your group
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:25 PM): like he's enjoyed it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:27 PM): waiting on you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:31 PM): knowing he has a secret
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:44 PM): he's got this grin - smile thing going on
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:51 PM): he likes you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:54 PM): he loves reading your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:58 PM): you make him laugh
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:05 PM): he likes it when you are mad about something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:27 PM): thinks he would love to F*** the mad out of you! (his thoughts - sorry)
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:40 PM): he's thinking that you are brilliant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:44 PM): in your writing
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:46 PM): just your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:49 PM): is brilliant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:03 PM): he thinks you are so much more ahead of most ppl.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:06 PM): like he and a friend of his
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:17 PM): apparently they talk a lot about psychic stuff if you will
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:26 PM): his friend sees the psychic too
Allie (8/29/2008 3:04:36 PM): and this friend knows about me?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:38 PM): yes
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:44 PM): he's not read your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:51 PM): but G has told him about so many things
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:03 PM): and he seems to resonate with it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:07 PM): like he feels that its true
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:13 PM): that there is a connection
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:27 PM): and he is a little more serious than G
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:32 PM): like more of a thinker at times
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:35 PM): G talks he listens
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:55 PM): they are close
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:59 PM): good friends
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:04 PM): and they talk about everything
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:09 PM): now I know that Will is watching what is going on - what does he think and will he do anything?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:14 PM): so yes, you have been the topic more than once
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:24 PM): Will is upset with you
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:27 PM): lol- I think that's good
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:28 PM): he's jealous
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:30 PM): upset with me?
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:36 PM): hell - what nerve is that?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:51 PM): thinks he's been wronged in some way
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:04 PM): yes - what nerve is that
Allie (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): the man knows how to use a phone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): he's pouty
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:16 PM): and he's sulking
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:22 PM): and feeling like you are over him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:32 PM): like you have just moved on
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:39 PM): left him behind
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:46 PM): he's kind of depressed
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:54 PM): he's down and out
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:59 PM): and feeling lonely and alone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:09 PM): I see him sitting in this nice apt or suite
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:12 PM): and he's bored
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:14 PM): and alone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:21 PM): he's not drinking
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:26 PM): but he's smoking cigars?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:29 PM): stinks in there
Allie (8/29/2008 3:08:32 PM): all he has to do is call - one phone call - that's it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:43 PM): for some reason he's not doing it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:53 PM): its like he's feeling rejected but its all in his mind
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:59 PM): like all he has to do is call
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:06 PM): he's holding himself back
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:10 PM): and screwing things up
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:23 PM): he's fooling himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:32 PM): my sense is that on some level he's punishing himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:39 PM): like he's sabotaging his own happiness
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:48 PM): and is angry with you - feeling you rejected him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:52 PM): but that's not true
Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:04 PM): no - it's not true - not at all
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:07 PM): he's been having a hard time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:08 PM): he's not doing well with his work
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:12 PM): can't sleep
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:16 PM): he's got insomnia
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:20 PM): nothing works
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:29 PM): he's got everything
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:33 PM): and is depressed
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:39 PM): he thinks that to himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:44 PM): that he should not be depressed
Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:52 PM): because he doesn't have the one thing he needs - and that's me
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:00 PM): that sums it up!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:08 PM): he's missing a vital part of his life
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:14 PM): so he feels incomplete
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:20 PM): and he needs to snap out of this
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:22 PM): as you know
Allie (8/29/2008 3:11:41 PM): if he wants to snap out - it has to be before I meet George or forget it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:50 PM): no kidding
George and hours of sex -- that's a pleasant mental picture:) Will - I don't know whether to throttle him or rip off all his clothes and have my way with him. Maybe a bit of both.
And on that note - I'm exhausted. Off to bed and hopefully with an eventful dream time!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
Speaking of parents - me in particular - I have survived the 1st week of school. I only had to be a drill sergeant this morning. Not bad -- but I have a feeling it will become the norm until June 2009.
Brodie (the black lab) is back on a host of meds. This round though has really given him the one-two punch. He's no where near his normal self. I hope this junk get knocked out of him this time around. I put a call to the vet to find out what I can do for him.
Okay - 8 hours has past since I wrote the above. Brodie got worse - back to the vet. Taking him off the meds in the short term to see if that's it - then we'll go from there. She (the vet) says that if they can't get his congestion under control - and thus far they've ran all the tests they can - then they'll check for cancer. SIGH. If I have to put them down I'll be a fricken mess.
And my son is sick.....
In the midst of everything today - Tracey and I were chatting and I asked her thoughts on George. I mentioned to her about the visions I keep getting of George and I "swinging". This is what she said:
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:52:39 PM): I see that george does know what you know - he knew before you knew - and its like he's been waiting for you to catch up if you will. I see him smiling brightly like - welcome aboard, Allie. Glad you finally made it. He's got a psychic that he works with who is also a spiritual teacher and she has worked with him a great deal. He seems to remember visions and dreams vividly. He does watch your blog. He would be happy to swing - that's something that you can count on. He's smiling - I keep seeing this big bright smile on his face. He knows you know now and he's happy.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:53:38 PM): I see that he's got a clear picture of the swinging activity that you see - perhaps more detailed - sometimes he seems to hold these thoughts in his mind - like he holds the visions and enjoys them like a fantasy except it feels real to him.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:08 PM): He seems to be having instances where he visits you. He's been laying next to you in your bed. Have you felt his energy?
Allie (8/29/2008 2:54:18 PM): very much so
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:19 PM): I see like a thermal image next to you in bed.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:36 PM): He's very hot - he's got healing qualities - but sexually - omg!!!!!!!!!!!!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:57 PM): He's got a lot of sexual energy and stamina. He can do hours of sex!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:26 PM): He's got this weird charisma
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:30 PM): He's sort of a playboy
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:35 PM): and yet intimate at the same time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:39 PM): he can be your friend
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:41 PM): and your lover
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:47 PM): not like FWB
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:50 PM): but deeper
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:55 PM): he's charming
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:07 PM): I get that he's been wondering about you lately.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:13 PM): He thinks you should move to LA.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:17 PM): Not NY
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:24 PM): have you spoken about that on your blog or something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:39 PM): he's not feeling it for you in NYC
Allie (8/29/2008 2:56:41 PM): I think that I'll be in LA 1st. Yes - talked about moving to NYC on the blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:47 PM): okay
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:51 PM): well, George says no
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:55 PM): its not for Allie
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:57 PM): not now
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:07 PM): he seems to trust his psychic friend
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:13 PM): she says you are going to be in LA
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:38 PM): he's thought of making a comment on your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:44 PM): something to let you know its him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:47 PM): without saying it
Allie (8/29/2008 2:57:48 PM): he can comment any time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:58 PM): he was thinking of asking you about swinging
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:05 PM): if you are into it or something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:23 PM): I sense the move to LA is going to be in late part of next year
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:38 PM): is your sister thinking of returning
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:42 PM): I get her around you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:48 PM): not sure if she just goes with you to help
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:51 PM): or moves there too
Allie (8/29/2008 2:58:55 PM): no - not as far as I know. But she would be the one to help me move
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:01 PM): ah that's it then
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:08 PM): your son will like it there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:12 PM): of course
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:16 PM): he is happy anywhere
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:28 PM): I get that George wants to take you to a suite
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:30 PM): in a hotel
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:33 PM): in LA
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:39 PM): he thinks you will like this place
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:54 PM): he has a lot of thoughts - his mind is always twirling
yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:58 PM): but not like Bill
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:02 PM): not really deep stuff
Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:10 PM): no - he's not like Bill or Will in that respect
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:15 PM): not at all
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:22 PM): he would say he's shallow
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:25 PM): but I don't think so
Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:39 PM): I don't think so either
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:56 PM): he's in his own world and he's pretty happy there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:00 PM): he's kind of arrogant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:05 PM): a little sarcastic
Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:09 PM): so will he be able to tie up the karma he has with me?
Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:22 PM): I would say yes - arrogant and sarcastic
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:44 PM): I get that he will - he knows he owes you - he knows about the karma
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:51 PM): He's got no problem with that
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:59 PM): Its like okay - no problem
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:00 PM): he's been waiting on you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:02 PM): to come around
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:06 PM): and figure out he's there
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:12 PM): and in your group
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:25 PM): like he's enjoyed it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:27 PM): waiting on you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:31 PM): knowing he has a secret
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:44 PM): he's got this grin - smile thing going on
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:51 PM): he likes you
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:54 PM): he loves reading your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:58 PM): you make him laugh
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:05 PM): he likes it when you are mad about something
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:27 PM): thinks he would love to F*** the mad out of you! (his thoughts - sorry)
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:40 PM): he's thinking that you are brilliant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:44 PM): in your writing
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:46 PM): just your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:49 PM): is brilliant
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:03 PM): he thinks you are so much more ahead of most ppl.
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:06 PM): like he and a friend of his
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:17 PM): apparently they talk a lot about psychic stuff if you will
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:26 PM): his friend sees the psychic too
Allie (8/29/2008 3:04:36 PM): and this friend knows about me?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:38 PM): yes
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:44 PM): he's not read your blog
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:51 PM): but G has told him about so many things
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:03 PM): and he seems to resonate with it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:07 PM): like he feels that its true
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:13 PM): that there is a connection
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:27 PM): and he is a little more serious than G
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:32 PM): like more of a thinker at times
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:35 PM): G talks he listens
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:55 PM): they are close
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:59 PM): good friends
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:04 PM): and they talk about everything
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:09 PM): now I know that Will is watching what is going on - what does he think and will he do anything?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:14 PM): so yes, you have been the topic more than once
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:24 PM): Will is upset with you
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:27 PM): lol- I think that's good
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:28 PM): he's jealous
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:30 PM): upset with me?
Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:36 PM): hell - what nerve is that?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:51 PM): thinks he's been wronged in some way
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:04 PM): yes - what nerve is that
Allie (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): the man knows how to use a phone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): he's pouty
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:16 PM): and he's sulking
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:22 PM): and feeling like you are over him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:32 PM): like you have just moved on
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:39 PM): left him behind
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:46 PM): he's kind of depressed
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:54 PM): he's down and out
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:59 PM): and feeling lonely and alone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:09 PM): I see him sitting in this nice apt or suite
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:12 PM): and he's bored
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:14 PM): and alone
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:21 PM): he's not drinking
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:26 PM): but he's smoking cigars?
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:29 PM): stinks in there
Allie (8/29/2008 3:08:32 PM): all he has to do is call - one phone call - that's it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:43 PM): for some reason he's not doing it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:53 PM): its like he's feeling rejected but its all in his mind
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:59 PM): like all he has to do is call
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:06 PM): he's holding himself back
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:10 PM): and screwing things up
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:23 PM): he's fooling himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:32 PM): my sense is that on some level he's punishing himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:39 PM): like he's sabotaging his own happiness
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:48 PM): and is angry with you - feeling you rejected him
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:52 PM): but that's not true
Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:04 PM): no - it's not true - not at all
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:07 PM): he's been having a hard time
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:08 PM): he's not doing well with his work
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:12 PM): can't sleep
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:16 PM): he's got insomnia
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:20 PM): nothing works
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:29 PM): he's got everything
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:33 PM): and is depressed
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:39 PM): he thinks that to himself
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:44 PM): that he should not be depressed
Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:52 PM): because he doesn't have the one thing he needs - and that's me
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:00 PM): that sums it up!
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:08 PM): he's missing a vital part of his life
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:14 PM): so he feels incomplete
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:20 PM): and he needs to snap out of this
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:22 PM): as you know
Allie (8/29/2008 3:11:41 PM): if he wants to snap out - it has to be before I meet George or forget it
yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:50 PM): no kidding
George and hours of sex -- that's a pleasant mental picture:) Will - I don't know whether to throttle him or rip off all his clothes and have my way with him. Maybe a bit of both.
And on that note - I'm exhausted. Off to bed and hopefully with an eventful dream time!
Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
Labels: Allie, George, Reading, Soul Circle, Soul Mates, Tracey, Will
posted by Allie @ 10:12 PM
5 Comments:
At 6:16 PM,
Bizarro Aunt Jackie said…
Ok, I must say that Will is being a big baby and he needs to start taking responsibility for his part in all this. He could get things settled up and come and be with you, but he chooses to think it is "too complicated" or something, or for what ever reason, that he can't yet?? It's his fault for the wasted time, You're right there, ready... What-EVAR!!! Get With The Program WILL!
If George is ready to man-up and be the guy, and you two can enjoy some happy times together Go for it! I am happy for you... Best of luck with all of this!
The saga never ceases to entertain Aunt Jackie :))
CS... AJ
( sorry I am too lazy to switch out of my "Bizarro" account today... Blame it on the moon... but it's still me. Maybe even more so )
At 7:04 PM,
Allie said…
It never ceases to entertain me either -- can't tell if that's good or bad:)
Glad you could stop by no matter what id you post under.
CS - Allie :)
At 4:22 PM,
Anonymous said…
YAY for swinging and having fun! lol - glad to read that all is well with you and yours. thank gosh Gustave wasn't as bad as a lot of people feared - now everyone is wondering what Hannah is going to do.
LA?! ahhhh man - well, now that I think about it - NY is REALLY crazy hectic. maybe LA IS a good look for you. lol - funny picture of you and your sister.
hey - so your son AND your dog are sick? Wow. is that some sort of empathic connection between the two of them? in either case, i'm sorry to hear about your dog - it's frustrating when a beloved pet is ill - even more so because they can't just tell you what's wrong with them.
wow - oh well Will - he'll be alright. He should just give you a call Allie, for God sake, and all of that depressing crap will go away. How hard is that? I just can't get over the irony of it all - a person subjected to public eye having the jitters contacting one person as opposed to a person subjected to one-on-one contact having jitters about being subjected to public speaking, etc. how ironic?
At 9:19 AM,
Anonymous said…
p.s. wait a second - do you think that whenever you are engaged in an intimate situation with someone else, Will feels it and vice versa because somebody feels the other's life and the other is usually in the dark - usually. do you agree?
At 9:25 AM,
Allie said…
Yep -- I've blogged about this somewhere in this blog. But yes - I can feel when they (as in Will, Bill and Ted) are in an intimate situations as they can when I am engaged in the same. I can also feel when they're sick, happy, upset, drunk, depressed and so forth - and vice versa.
CS - Allie :)
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