Attitude, Intention And Progress!

When I get upset, I shut down - emotionally, spiritual and physically. It's hard for anyone to break through to me when I am that closed off. But Will -- he never gives up. All day yesterday as I was crying over Girlfriend Kitty - he kept saying -- let me in, let me in, I can help you. I could feel the warmth of his love and light pushing to get through. He really pushed too -- there was not one moment where he backed off. I finally allowed him in around 10:30 pm last night. Every time a GFK image came into my mind or I could hear her getting hit by the car - or feel her overwhelming fear - he was there to push it aside and bring himself into focus. He knows as well as I that anytime he's here - I feel loved and very calm. This kept going on until after midnight when I finally went to sleep. I did try to go to sleep earlier - but then I remembered "10 Items or Less" was on -- and I wanted to laugh (and I did). As I was falling asleep Will and I had an amazing telepathic connection all the way into the dream world and into our first dream visit. In the telepathic connection - we were in log cabin in the middle of a mountain range (feels like Smokey Mountains), and we were each finishing up on some writing. He was making changes to a script, and I was making changes in a book I was writing. He came up behind me and kissed me several times on the neck - and asked me if I was hungry:) This shifted into the dream visit we were making lasagna in a very big - and nice - country kitchen - in that cabin. He kept trying to distract me from making the sauce - a kiss here - a touch there -- you can imagine where this lead to...

When I woke up this morning, Ted was the first person on my mind. I can still remember his laugh. That's what I heard as I was coming out of my sleep - he was laughing. In this dream visit he and I were sitting on a rocky coast - I think in Wales - and we were talking. I mentioned something about pink handcuffs and leather -- and he just started cracking up. I caressed his face and told him how much I missed that laugh. He said - you're good for me and for a laugh. And he just kept on chuckling until I became fully awake. His green eyes looked so -- what do I want to say? Snappy. Yes, they looked snappy. It has been a very long time since I saw his eyes looks so alive.

I am a big into manifestation and intention. When I do reading or write spells for people, I do everything I can for them not to be so focused on the outcome, but instead let it go. This has always been a chore for myself, so I know how hard it is to do. Plus, that attitude is everything - if an attitude reflects that something will not happen, then it won't. But I came across an article which sums things up pretty well:

Adapted from How to Know God, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2000).

Before you become master of your own life, you feel inadequate and powerless. Unforeseen things happen all the time. By contrast, after you assume authorship of your own life, outcomes are never in doubt. No matter what happens to you, each event has a place and a meaning. You also begin to master the art of manifestation. You just intend a thing and it happens. You co-create with the universe.

SIMPLE SOLUTION: When highly successful people are interviewed, many times they repeat the same formula: "I had a dream and I stuck with it, because I was certain that it would come true." This attitude is a symptom—one might say the symptom—of co-creation.

The following qualities can be seen in people who have mastered the art of intention:

1. They are not attached to the past of how things should turn out.
2. They adapt quickly to errors and mistakes.
3. They have good antennae and are alert to tiny signals.
4. They have a good connection between mind and body.
5. They have no trouble embracing uncertainty and ambiguity.
6. They remain patient about the outcome to their desires, trusting the universe to bring results.
7. They make karmic connections and are able to see the meaning in chance events.

I am steadfast in my attitude that:

1. Will and I will be together in a relationship
2. I will sell DREAMERS to a TV network
3. That Will will intro me to Bill who will in turn intro me to Ted
4. That I am happy, loved and successful

And I leave it go at that. I'm no longer attached to the "how" "when" or the "why". Although I am always curious how things are progressing.

Plus - this is a big one - I have finally adopted (and believe) the attitude of that I deserve it. I still worry from time to time that I'm not good enough to be with Will. But anytime that thought passes into my head - guess what? You got it - he's there with that incredible love and energy to tell me otherwise.

I haven't felt Merlin in quite sometime -- but he's right here on my left. He wants me to burn some frankincense in my office. Be right back.....

Okay - he had me add some cloves and myrrh to the frankcensense. Then open one of my windows in my office a crack. After I did what he requested, he faded from view.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Mirror, Energy And A Death!

My heart's heavy today. One of the stray cats I've been feeding for the last 6 years was hit and killed by a car this morning. After being hit she ran to my neighbor's yard where she died. I learned about this after I took my son to school. I had just fed the cat only an hour before. Girlfriend Kitty (yes, I made up that name) had the bluest eyes I had ever seen, softest - whitest fur and was such an independent soul. She was always so anal about looking both ways before crossing the street and never doing so in rush hour traffic. But today she did both - and her nine lives were up. She never liked men - and my neighbor came out to get his paper (and mind you this man wouldn't harm a soul) and she freaked - and ran right into a car - it ran her over and she turned around and ran back into his yard (which is where she started) - and died.

Poor Raisin (the stray I bring in when it's cold and GFK boyfriend) just sat there and watched the horror unfold. I haven't seen him since all of this happened. I get so very attached to the animals I care for. I've found over the years that I have a harder time dealing with an animal's death than a human's. Although I don't do death well at all. I know what happens to the souls after death - but as I've stated in the past I'm physical person - I like to physically be around someone.

And just yesterday I asked Raisin what am I going to do with him and GFK when I move? He I would take with me - but I was worried about her. I guess the universe answered that question.

Now my day started off rather grand. I again didn't fall asleep until after midnight and my dream time was all Will and Bill from what I remember. Little fragments of things - Will and I sitting under a tree, Bill and I going over a layout to a book - things like that. When I woke up and took care of the my son and the animals, I went in the bathroom to get my shower. As the shower was running I looked in the mirror before I climbed into the shower and I saw Will. His face, his smile -- which was a first - seeing him in a mirror - but when I placed my hand on the mirror where his face was - a shot of energy flew into me, making me take a step back and gasp for breath. Now THAT was strange. My feel here is since mirrors are windows/doorways to other dimensions, he either astral traveled or dream traveled into that dimension, looking out at me. This is why I could see him and why I was zapped as it was his energy in that mirror. I wonder if he has any recollection of doing this?

I'm not getting much done today because I cannot concentrate. But I'm going to keep trying.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Willy P, Ted And Astral Travel!

What a weekend! I spent it writing and finishing up the latest round of DREAMERS. The TV series bible is sitting in the hands of the owner of the management agency - waiting to see what he says about it. Fingers crossed. Ahh..just heard (isn't it nice when things just happen like that -- now if only Will could do the same) -- he's intrigued -- that's a good sign:) But I have more work to do on the format. Will do -- will do:)

The last 12 hours that Will has popped into my head - I keep hearing "Willy P" - which sounds like " Will he pee?" and I keep cracking up. I have no idea why that is in my head, but there you go.

For those of you who have sent me email - I am way -way - way far behind. Which to most doesn't come as too much of a surprise - but still.

Ted has been inching his way back into my energy. He's there - but he's not there. Hard to describe as he's always connected - but he has shifted himself to be on the fringe so that he's part of my energy, but not part of my daily routine. Does that make sense? He's very sad - and not sober very often. I have watched him repeatedly in the same vision throw a whisky bottle against a wall. Just really slam it. He's so angry and upset. Light - I'm sending white light to him all the time. Some days I wonder if I even make a dent in his negativity armor. This is the 1st time me - Ted, Bill and Will have all been single at the same time. Matt has a gal - but it won't last much longer. What does this all mean? No idea.

For those of you who have been sending your good and positive thoughts about Will and I being together - thank you. Please keep sending the light to join he and I - it's making a difference, I can tell that it is. He's so close that I can almost taste him. Sounds sexual - but that's not the way I mean it. You know how you see a piece of fruit or maybe a chocolate cake and your taste buds kick into overdrive because you can taste it without actually tasting it? Your energy connects with the objects energy and that is why it is like you are actually tasting the yummy of your desire. Well that's the same way here. He's not here in the physical sense, but he's so close to being here that I can almost taste him. It's almost as if I moved to the left a touch, it wouldn't be an "almost" any longer. And this has got my energy body in high gear. Man -- the hair keeps standing up on my arms. It feel like someone is trailing their fingers up and down my back. It's wild. He's right there --- UGH!! So close -- so close. The dream sex last night was intense.

My intuitive friend Sky suggested that I listen more to music to tune in to things. I didn't know what she was talking about at the time (this was several weeks ago) as I listen to music all the time. But as I was getting ready for bed it dawned on me - listen to my iPod while I'm bed before I fall asleep. I used to do this all the time 16+ years ago (but it was with my cassette player - lol). So I did do just that last night. My astral body kept floating out and mingling about on the closest astral layer -- then a note or something in a song would bring me back and then I would go again. After an hour of being an astral yo-yo I turned off the iPod and went to sleep. But I'm going to try again tonight.

Only 3 days until LOST and Sawyer.........I am soooooo excited!

I had an light bulb moment today - this will be a repeat for those of you who listen to the podcast - I'm going to start a sex talk radio show. Now it isn't "sex talk" but talk about sex with guests who can chat it up with me. Since Mercury went retro today I won't be starting it until after Feb 19th - but I'm pretty psyched about it. I have a good feeling about it:)

And on that note - the kid just came home from his dad's so I have to run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Attention Will!

This one's for you...

Allie (1/25/2008 4:13:06 PM): okay - Will. Something shifted yesterday and to say that his energy is stronger would be an understatement

Allie (1/25/2008 4:13:18 PM): did he stop by my blog? or what has happened

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:13:58 PM): okay - I get yes - that he did stop by your blog - as well I sense that he has had some kind of major energy boost from doing so

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:14:44 PM): its like he is completely open .... he's excited - elated - there is positive energy all around him - he seems to be elated - I keep getting that - a smile from ear to ear

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:14:59 PM): he's feeling like he's not crazy

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:15:06 PM): he was thinking he was half crazy

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:15:11 PM): and now he feels very validated

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:15:22 PM): he seems to be feeling like he knows where he is heading now

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:15:29 PM): he knows what direction he is to move in

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:15:36 PM): he is stuck right now though

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:15:50 PM): not sure what he's working on but he seems to be in a critical stage

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:16:05 PM): he's very intense - he is buying books

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:16:11 PM): he has bought tons of books

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:16:19 PM): and he's working on things metaphysical

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:17:32 PM): he's trying to understand auras and chakras - and soul mates/twin flames and has all kinds of questions and is reading four or five books - he's reading about channeling - astral travel - and dreams - and he's just full of knowledge - he cannot seem to absorb enough - he's wanting to know more about you - what you do - he's been back to your website

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:18:04 PM): he's read more information - and has been really putting things together - in his mind - he's advancing - he's really thinking about things

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:18:19 PM): and he's feeling like his experiences will be a great edition to your work?

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:18:27 PM): lend credibility to it or something

Allie (1/25/2008 4:18:30 PM): yes they well

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:18:32 PM): draw attention

Allie (1/25/2008 4:18:32 PM): will

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:18:43 PM): he really wants to put some things together

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:18:48 PM): he's writing - reading

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:18:52 PM): and he's going to see someone

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:19:03 PM): to help him with some of his personal fields of energy

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:19:12 PM): like he's interested to find out if he has any blocks

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:19:18 PM): or if he needs any work done

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:19:26 PM): he's been having some weird experiences

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:19:34 PM): seeing some orbs and stuff

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:19:56 PM): he's feeling like he is having some strange dreams and experiences

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:20:02 PM): do you know where he is staying at the moment

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:20:07 PM): I sense that he's not at home

Allie (1/25/2008 4:20:07 PM): no I don't

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:20:18 PM): meaning his home

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:20:23 PM): but that its a home - an older one

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:20:58 PM): and there are some things going on there - but its around him - its like he is starting to see Spirit if you will - to sense Guides around him - but he does not know what yet exactly

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:21:02 PM): but as you know

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:21:06 PM): there is light all around him

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:21:13 PM): he's just starting to see it if you will

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:21:38 PM): he's feeling very good right now - physically - he's sexually stimulated - needs some relief there

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:21:50 PM): he's thinking that he's not too old for anything

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:21:52 PM): not sure why

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:21:57 PM): but he's felt old lately

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:05 PM): and now he's feeling completely frisky

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:17 PM): he's thinking about how he can approach you

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:20 PM): what's the best way

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:22 PM): of course

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:26 PM): he likes the direct approach

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:32 PM): but he thought about posting something

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:40 PM): do you have a way he can post something on your website

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:45 PM): someway he can communicate

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:22:54 PM): he was thinking of posting something there

Allie (1/25/2008 4:22:59 PM): yes - he can post through the blogs - or I have a feedback form and an email

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:23:11 PM): I sense that he would like to

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:23:14 PM): post something

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:23:19 PM): without you knowing its him

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:23:27 PM): and see if you know its him

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:23:41 PM): and then he sort of laughs because he knows you will

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:00 PM): so he's not so sure that's a big deal - but he does think of posting something to you

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:15 PM): I also sense that when his current project is done

Allie (1/25/2008 4:24:15 PM): I wish he would

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:24 PM): he may likely show up

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:27 PM): just be there

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:29 PM): one day

Allie (1/25/2008 4:24:33 PM): on my doorstep?

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:33 PM): unexpectantly

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:36 PM): yes

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:40 PM): that he will just show up

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:49 PM): for God's sake - starting wearing some make up

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:50 PM): lol

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:55 PM): its like his approach

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:24:57 PM): is direct

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:25:00 PM): I keep getting this

Allie (1/25/2008 4:25:05 PM): first 1/2 of 2008 he'll show up?

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:25:12 PM): he does not want to beat around the bush

Allie (1/25/2008 4:25:19 PM): wear make -up - lol....and I don't wear any

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:25:25 PM): I know

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:25:27 PM): I was kidding

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:25:34 PM): I don't either

Allie (1/25/2008 4:25:37 PM): I know

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:25:53 PM): I sense that he will show up - Allie - he may be earlier than expected

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:00 PM): he seems far to excited at the moment

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:04 PM): and once he gets going

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:13 PM): its like with the books

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:17 PM): he does not buy one book

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:24 PM): he gets hundreds of dollars worth

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:29 PM): and reads five at a time

Allie (1/25/2008 4:26:31 PM): that's what I do

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:39 PM): he's really trying to catch up

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:40 PM): lol

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:46 PM): he wants to know what you know

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:55 PM): and he's interested

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:26:57 PM): and intrigued

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:01 PM): and taking it all in

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:09 PM): I sense that the biggest pull towards you....

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:11 PM): sex

Allie (1/25/2008 4:27:16 PM): yep

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:20 PM): he's just feeling this sexual energy

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:26 PM): that's a lusty type feeling

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:30 PM): that he's never felt

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:43 PM): like a dog in heat

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:52 PM): he's really having some intense dreams

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:27:58 PM): he's never had these before

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:28:01 PM): that he can remember

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:28:13 PM): worse than when he was having the 'wet dreams' in his youth

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:28:53 PM): he's really feeling like he does not want to just satisfy his desires though - like just be with someone

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:01 PM): he has a sense it would not be enough

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:05 PM): not fulfilling

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:14 PM): does he wear glasses normally

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:20 PM): because I see these glasses on him

Allie (1/25/2008 4:29:30 PM): when he's not working

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:36 PM): he's got them on the end of his nose

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:39 PM): while he is reading

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:44 PM): sitting by a fire

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:50 PM): books all around him

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:54 PM): he's very intelligent

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:29:59 PM): lots of mind power

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:30:08 PM): and he's really focusing on you

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:30:12 PM): in his thoughts

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:30:13 PM): your eyes

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:30:23 PM): he cannot get the imagine of your eyes out of his mind

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:30:24 PM): like

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:30:28 PM): when he has these dreams

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:30:37 PM): of all this sex - he's always looking into your eyes

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:30:49 PM): and he cannot seem to get your eyes out of his mind

Allie (1/25/2008 4:31:01 PM): I know the feeling

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:31:05 PM): he seems to feel kind of lonely right now

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:31:12 PM): he's been alone a lot

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:31:17 PM): when he has free time

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:31:23 PM): and he's feeling lonely

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:31:30 PM): thinks you could liven things up

Allie (1/25/2008 4:31:34 PM): does he have visions or visits of our future like I do?

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:31:38 PM): he's thought about sending for you

Allie (1/25/2008 4:31:41 PM): and I could liven things up

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:32:15 PM): yes - he does - and he's truly amazed by the visions and dreams that he's having - and he feels like he has been skyrocketed to another dimension if that makes sense

Allie (1/25/2008 4:32:24 PM): makes sense

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:32:27 PM): its like a whole new world is opening to him

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:32:33 PM): and he's has thought about sending for you

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:32:45 PM): and I am not sure if he is southern, country - or what

Allie (1/25/2008 4:32:51 PM): southern man

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:32:53 PM): but I sense a drawl about him

Allie (1/25/2008 4:32:59 PM): born in SC

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:33:01 PM): like - I could 'send' for her

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:33:09 PM): which makes me laugh

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:33:13 PM): being southern myself

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:33:21 PM): you might have to be southern to understand that

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:33:28 PM): but, I got it right away

Allie (1/25/2008 4:33:30 PM): yes - being northern I don't know what it means

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:33:35 PM): lol

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:33:47 PM): its like he could arrange to have you come to him

Allie (1/25/2008 4:33:54 PM): I'd go

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:34:00 PM): he's thinking

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:34:07 PM): his mind is just thinking away

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:34:26 PM): he's very sweet - he wants to make an impression

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:34:40 PM): he can be grandeous at times - but he senses its not needed

Allie (1/25/2008 4:34:54 PM): he just needs to show up - I'm easy

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:35:14 PM): he's very much wanting to read all of the stuff on your website

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:35:22 PM): he's skimmed through it

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:35:27 PM): he has not read everything yet

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:35:36 PM): but my sense is he wants to read all of it

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:35:42 PM): and he wants copies of your books

Allie (1/25/2008 4:35:57 PM): he's not going to be wishy washy like Bill then - right?

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:36:07 PM): no - he's not wishy washy

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:36:18 PM): he's very much the kind of person that just acts

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:36:25 PM): if that makes sense

Allie (1/25/2008 4:36:30 PM): yes it does

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:36:31 PM): he does not think about things

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:36:34 PM): he just does them

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:36:41 PM): B is one of a kind

Allie (1/25/2008 4:36:45 PM): yes he is

Allie (1/25/2008 4:37:02 PM): any chance that Will will arrive before my May 2nd birthday?

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:37:28 PM): I do get a sense that he just might show up before then, Allie
yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:37:48 PM): he may just - I sense he is not the type of person that holds back really

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:37:51 PM): he's very forward

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:37:54 PM): upfront

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:37:58 PM): and does whatever he wants

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:38:00 PM): lol

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:38:11 PM): he does not care what other people think either

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:38:16 PM): strong willed to say the least

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:38:25 PM): but tender, tender on the inside

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:38:30 PM): very loving and warm

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:38:34 PM): generous

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:38:45 PM): he's wanting you - BAD

Allie (1/25/2008 4:38:50 PM): good

Allie (1/25/2008 4:39:00 PM): thinking I'll be pregnant in 2009?

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:39:01 PM): so I don't see him being able to put those strong urges to the side for long

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:39:18 PM): yes - I think you will be having enough sex to accomplish that

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:39:23 PM): and you better be careful

Allie (1/25/2008 4:39:27 PM): lol

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:39:27 PM): after the 1st one

Allie (1/25/2008 4:39:35 PM): what? after the 1st one

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:39:36 PM): because it might happen again if you are not careful

Allie (1/25/2008 4:39:41 PM): oh boy

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:39:44 PM): yep

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:39:48 PM): better be careful

Allie (1/25/2008 4:39:52 PM): I will

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:39:58 PM): Yes you WILL

Allie (1/25/2008 4:40:05 PM): lol - damn that fertile man

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:40:13 PM): yep

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:40:23 PM): the both of you together!!!!!!!!!

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:40:27 PM): rabbits!

Allie (1/25/2008 4:40:27 PM): yes

Allie (1/25/2008 4:40:35 PM): that's the way I want it

Allie (1/25/2008 4:40:52 PM): I'll be tired

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:41:00 PM): yes, but it will be worth it

Allie (1/25/2008 4:41:17 PM): anything else you getting about him? Does his intuit say about me what you say about Will?

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:41:30 PM): yes

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:41:38 PM): he's got the right connection

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:42:07 PM): its like he's getting validation - after validation

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:42:22 PM): even strange things

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:42:26 PM): like

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:42:32 PM): him feeling guided to check your blog

yecart68 (1/25/2008 4:42:43 PM): its making the hairs on his arms stand up

Allie (1/25/2008 4:42:53 PM): cool

And there you go Will:)

I've always said that life after life we can change gender, race and social standing. But the one thing that never changes are our eyes. And that's why you can never forget the eyes that are the windows to a soul's eternal connection.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)


Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Visions And 10 Items Or Less!

It's amazing how one thing leads to another and before you know it hours have gone by. That's what happened to me today. I decided to throw out a couple of things, which lead me to cleaning out a file cabinet and the throwing the cabinet away - which lead to working on my lighthouse fountain to get it working - which led to the reorder of stones/crystals and books in my office. It's all much better now - better energy - but a 10 min project took 4 hours, And now I have a huge pile of more magazines in the middle of my office and they are too heavy for me to carry anywhere. So at some point in time I'll have to rearrange them in smaller piles so that I can get them outside.

I broke out my new Feng Shui book and that's what got me started on this rearranging adventure. My office need a full weekend of me working on it and nothing else. I'm thankful though that I got the stale energy moving.

What even brought me to the Feng Shui book today was the shift I felt yesterday. I could feel something else fall into place in bring Will and I together. I felt that piece shift and fall into place. As soon as that happened, Will energy was right in my face (in a very loving manner mind you) and ahs grown stronger than it once was. I didn't think it could get stronger - but what do you know. That man is always full of surprises.

During on of the strong energy connections I saw he and I in bed together. We had just finished making love for the first time and were facing one another - propped up on an elbow. He's caressing my face and I could feel such an overwhelming sense of happiness and love. I said - I love you. He smiled and said - I love you. Tears were streaming down our faces. He leaned in to kiss me and we were exploring each other once again. I make a comment that I have to get to the airport and he says we have time. Cut to Burbank Airport and he's dropping me off. I'm crying, he's crying -- he says that he'll see me real soon. We kiss - hug -- and me, my carry on and one suitcase head into the airport. I check in and go to wait by my gate. I reach into my carryon for my computer and I see a card and a small box. I open the card - it's pink - and it in is a message from Will saying how much he loves me. Okay - so now I'm crying again. Then I open the box -- init is a diamond heart pendant on a silver chain. I cried more. I kept thinking -- when did he get this? We met yesterday morning and were together since. So I called him. I told him thank you and that I love him. Before I could ask when -- he said during lunch - which was why he was late getting back to the meeting. As soon as he saw me he just knew it was "me" - and that he and I would be inseperatable.

After that I kept getting visions of him here at my house helping with dinner, feeding the animals and he and I breaking my kid out of school for the day. On this last one - Will surprises me by showing up on my doorstep. After some serious "us" time - we go to get my son out of school. Will waits outside while I go in and get him. I don't tell the kid what's going on -- but as soon as we hit the outside door and he sees Will - his face lights up and he screams "WILL" and runs to him full blast right into Will's arms. Will comments how heavy he is. And my son is just going - I missed you so much. Will replies tat he missed him too -- that he missed him and his mom so much that it was hard for him to breathe.

I cried after that one because my son was so happy - man was he happy. He just lit up like a firecracker on the 4th of July.

I received an email yesterday from a woman who is experiencing the same connection that Will and I have with a man she knows. It's almost identical -- what's different is that she physcially talks to her partner where Will and I do not. Another woman I did a reading for was having the same mind blowing telepathic sex with someone - like Will and I. But again - it is different for her because she physically chats with him. Both women gave me a validation and I to them. It's nice when you find someone who shares the same experiences as you do.

Heath did come back to see me later on Wednesday. After talking to Dave, he seemed better. He told me that he had to go talk care of his family and then go away for awhile, but that he'd be back.

Have you watched that show "10 Items or Less" on TBS? If you haven't - you should. It's fricken hilarious. The show is about a loser guy who is running his family's grocery store after his father died. The guy - Leslie - tries so hard to complete against the giant chain grocery store - Supervalu Mart. Think of your mom and pop stop going up against Wal-Mart. The show is part script - part improv. It really is funny. The whole cast is great and works well together. If there are any major egos - you wouldn't know it on camera. I had to go to iTunes and download the 1st two seasons.

Still working on DREAMERS. The rewrites are going well:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Death, Skeptical And Will!

I'm having a hard time getting anything done this morning as I'm having a horrible time dealing with the actor Heath Ledger's death. Absolutely horrible. I'll be dammed if I don't know why this is so tough for me. I've watched some of his movies - he felt like a very kind and gifted soul. Granted - age 28 is too young to die. I can't recall meeting him on any level at any time. That doesn't mean I haven't - I just don't remember if I had. I'm trying to avoid the news as I keep seeing news about his death. It only makes me cry and cry and cry. The way my emotions are acting you would have thought we were friends. I believe I can feel his presence in my office. I can feel his sadness - he cries and he's quiet. He's scared - he feels like an idiot. But I'm not one to jump on if it is actually him I feel. I keep trying to give myself reality checks. Yet - he's still here. My office is very cold - no matter how much heat I keep pumping into the room. When I allow myself to believe it is him - I get that energy rush through my body. The energy that tells me I'm not crazy. Yet --- I'm still skeptical. I can't help but ask myself - why would he come to me when there are many known and gifted mediums? Why am I having such a hard time with his death?

I can feel my friend Dave. Heath is off to my right - Dave to my left. I ask Dave if he will talk to Heath. He says yes. I can hear Heath saying - what have I done? What have I done? I introduce them - Dave this is Heath, Heath this is Dave. Dave's a friend of mine who was a firefighter and police office who died in a car accident because he did not have his seat belt on when he ran a stop sign. Dave says - accidents are not accidents. Dave helps Heath up. Heath looks back and me and I tell him that he can come back anytime - but that Dave needs to talk to him about what is going on. The two of them disappear.

My office is still chilly - but I can no longer see my breath - which is nice.

Now I KNOW that was Dave and I know we had a convo. So why is it so difficult for me to wrap my mind around Heath? Because in life he was famous? Could be. Or it could be that I'm a huge skeptic until something happens to me several times over. I can still see Heath in my mind's eye - very vivid. I don't know why he keeps showing me a mole on his back left hip. I have no idea if the man actually had one -- or why he would show this to me.

So here I am baffled and sad.

On the other side of my emotions - I am elated at the good news I got about Bill and about Matt. Very - very - very proud of them both. And very happy about what has taken place in their lives. Yesterday I cried for Bill - but it was a very happy cry. I'm just so damn proud of him.

Yesterday as well, images of my meadow had been entering my thoughts. I'm not sure why as I haven't even thought about the place in a long time. But something about it keeps calling me to return.

My son and I just received our yellow belts in our karate class:) He was so tickled. I signed up to take a weapons class from the same place. I'm excited about that. So Tues & Thurs are my lesson days for karate and weapons:)

I had to just chuckle. Will is off to my left. He's standing there with his hands in his pockets. I asked what he's doing and he replies - waiting for you to ask me for help. Help for what, I ask. To take away your pain - he replies. As soon as Will replies to me, my hands get very hot. The kind of hot that happens when I do energy work. His energy is behind me - his left hand over the left side of my face, his right hand on my right shoulder. I can feel the pain of my tooth and the pain of Heath being removed from my body. I feel very light as this is going on. Will moves his right hand down to my right elbow to take away the pain of the tennis elbow. I hear him whisper - I'm always here for you - always. Then I hear him think - not like those other two (Bill and Ted). He moves around front and tells me that he loves me. In a blink of an eye, he's gone.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Son, Bill And Dreams!

My hair is the bomb. It looks so fabo that I should have done this years ago. My son loves it - says it makes me look fancy - lol! All night he kept telling me how beautiful I was. And the kid needed to make some bonus points - I'll explain that in a bit. He and I went out to eat last night and the male population in the restaurant was pretty attentive - age didn't really matter. First time in a long time I've had anyone take a second glance at me. It was nice:) I think I'll keep this color;) It's much darker now with a great reddish = purplish tint. I definitely look younger.

Now my son. He has been very disruptive in class. I just found this out on Friday right before he brought home his report card. His grades are excellent - but his work attitude during school hours are piss poor. His disturbs other students, is loud, day dreams too much (yet can tell the teacher how to do whatever it is they are working on) and has regressed in every work habit category on the report card. SIGH. When his teacher called me that morning and told me about it - I thought about it for a bit and then I told her - he's bored. So now they are going to test him for being gifted. I wanted to tell him that yeah - he's gifted - he's psychic - but that would freak her I think. Plus - he is an empath and I've been trying to work on an energy shield for him to take to school. I think that this will help him to chill at school. As far as being gifted - the kid is in 1st grade and is doing 4th grade math and reading at home. So what do you think? We'll see what happen in Feb when he's tested. Right now I just need to keep him out of the principals office.

He and I have had many talks about him being gifted - in the metaphysical sense. There are times he believes me and other times when he doesn't. So I asked Tracey to do a couple of questions for him - one was his gifts and the other was his life purpose. This is what she said:


We see he has many, many spiritual gifts. He is a pure and true channel for Spirit, in word, deed, and action, having the ability to do automatic writing, verbal channeling, and spirit communication. He has many psychic gifts, the gift of knowing, sensing, seeing, visioning, dreaming, and perceiving. He is a gifted empath. He has artistic abilities, the ability to do spirit art, spiritual expression with much strength and inspiration. He has the gifts of discernment, wisdom, knowledge, and mercy, compassion. He is going to lead, teach, counsel, minister, guide, others, in his lifetime. He has telepathic gifts.

He has many purposes in this life as he is lead others to higher consciousness in this life, a higher level of evolution, is enlightened, and therefore enlightening. He is a spiritual humanitarian leading humanity into the highest consciousness and light, healing. He has much ancient wisdom combined with new spiritual insights, ideas, ideals, thoughts and perspectives that will make positive changes in the collective consciousness of all.

His Higher callings will be direct from Spirit and he will know these and hear these clearly, specifically and he will answer his higher callings and fulfill his missions on Earth. He will actively seek his spiritual purposes. He will always seek the illusive truth, search for the deeper meaning and purpose in all situations. He already recognizes his spiritual self and will answer the calls to express this in the directions that he is called to in this life.

Then I asked about him and Will:


He and Will are going to be very close to one another, developing a strong bond and friendship built on trust and mutual respect. They will have an instant rapport with one another. He is highly intuitive and he knows things before they happen and this allows him to know and sense whom he can trust in his life and with those whom he loves.

There will be a deep relationship formed between the two of them. There will be no distinction that he is your son, that Will is his step father, as Will is going to treat him as his own son, and your son will treat him as his dad. The two of them will have much love, admiration and affection for one another. They will spend much time with one another. They will be friends, companions, and yet he will have the utmost respect for him, and see Will as someone he can trust and listen to and will value his support, and even considerations in times when he needs to have heart to heart talks that may be difficult for both of them.

To say that my son was overjoyed not only by his information - but that of Will, was an understatement.

I of course asked about the guys and they are all where I thought they would be. Even poor Ted who I had a telepathic sex encounter with the other day. Will is always around me - very strong and very loving - Bill is like a big shinning star, Ted is in the depths of despair and Matt is learning.

I had a great dream visit with Bill last night. We, of course, were with a large group of people. He had a very large leather bound book - his memory book - that had journal entries, pictures, ticket stubs - anything that would anchor a memory. He let me flip through the book. There was one entry in particular that had to do with a birthday party. I can remember an "L" being on a slip of paper in that book. It was a long word that started with the L and it was the only word on that paper. I gave the book back to Bill - but then I wanted to see it again. he told me okay - but -- and I chimed in - I know, I'll keep your entries private. As he handed me the book - he asked why my Mini Cooper was parked in a different spot. Knowing that I've never told him I have a Mini, I thought to myself (HA - I knew you read my blog) - but didn't say a word. Just took the book.

As I was thumbing through it - I realized it was about all of Bill's lives and although the book was light - it was never ending. At the start was a 5 -pointed star. On each of the tips were names: Ted, Bill, Matt, Will and a name I couldn't read -- and then my name was in the center.
The place I was at was very dark, like a library - but felt more like a very large coffee house. It was comfy and there were floor pillows all over the place. Bill sat down next to me and asked me how I was doing. I replied - I though you'd never ask.

Then I woke up.

My son is home today from school - hence why I am behind in everything and I have not recorded my podcast yet. When he goes to his Tiger Cub meeting with his dad, I'm hoping to do it then:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Barry Manilow, Will And Time!

Barry Manilow on the iPod again -- this time "Weekend In New England" (my favorite) and all I can see is Will and I running over cobblestones - in the midst of a heavy downpour - and entering a bar housed in a stone building - in Salem Mass. I can see some more short glimpses: us once we enter the bar shaking off the rain and laughing because we're soaked, us sitting at a table eating sandwiches, drinking beer and noting that people were staring at us. It doesn't matter what BM song comes on - I get visions with all of them. For example:

Can't Smile Without You & Daybreak: Us on stage during our 2 man play.
Even Now: Us on Oprah talking about our connection.
This One's For You & Ready To Take A Chance Again: Will taking me to Bill's house.

And so forth - and so on.

I've been thinking some about our connection and (not) making that phone call. If he and I made a soul promise to connect in this life - then we will connect no matter what. If we didn't - no matter what I do or say, it won't happen. No how I push - it will not happen, if it is supposed to, before the time we set. This also goes for Bill, Ted and Matt. In a way it's frustrating - but also comforting as everything is happening because it's supposed to happen. I still don't get why Will and I didn't physically meet last year when all of my spidey powers said we were going to. It could have been what I felt was the emergence of a more powerful connection where it would feel as if we were in the same place - which did happen - and I could have used my wishful thinking and turned it into a physical meet.

In my quest to get rid of stuff (much to the horror of my son), I came across a few resources (compliments of Care2.com) that could help you declutter as well:

National Mailing Lists
The Direct Marketing Association (The DMA) is a trade association of businesses who advertise their products and services directly to consumers by mail, telephone, magazine, Internet, radio or television. Fortunately, they allow consumers to manage their preferences about how their names are used on mailing lists. Managing your preference here can wipe out much, but not all, of your junk mail in one fell swoop. Hurray!

Catalogs
Catalog Choice allows you to select the catalogs you no longer want to receive and then they contact the catalog provider and request your name be removed form their list. You need to select all of the catalogs you wish to stop, but this service is great because it requires only one registration and they take care of all of the correspondence. You should have a copy of the catalogs that you wish to discontinue so that you can get the code from the mailing label. The rest is very simple.

Pre-Approved Offers of Credit.
This one is especially annoying, since pre-approved offers of credit tempt you to accrue debt and pose identity theft opportunities. There are four credit bureaus in the United States: Equifax, Experian, TransUnion and Innovis. Many companies that you do business with share their data with these bureaus. In turn, the bureaus rent their lists to banks and creditors. Although specific financial information isn't included in these databases, they do categorize the lists by general income brackets and consumer habits. The insurance industry also uses these lists to solicit business. Thankfully, the federal Fair Credit Reporting Act and some states' laws require credit reporting companies to delete any consumer's name and address from mailing lists at the consumer's request. You can do so by calling (888) 5OPTOUT (888-567-8688) to opt out of the mailing lists for all four of the credit bureaus.

My credit card debt is gone - my credit cards are in my safety deposit box (except of one for emergencies) and I am going to do everything in my power to keep it that way. I'm dropping off at the recycling center today 15 years worth of Writer's Digest magazine. 15 years worth! Plus all of the other magazines that I've had lying around. I let all of my subscriptions run out and I'm not renewing. I bought a couple of fun things from Sony for the house - sending them back. I also informed my son that I'll be canceling cable soon. Reason? The expense and all the darn commercials. He wants everything and it is just plain stupid how they market to kids. No wonder the country is in a credit mess.

I'm also moving stones/crystals around my house to create a nice flow of energy.

The last several days I have been driving around a new 2008 Mini Copper S. Why? Because the dealership in Columbus still has my car. They found some things that needed replaced so they gave me this loaner care. Now my S is a super charge car. This Mini is a turbo. Good lord does it have power. I hit 110 mph on the highway without breaking a sweat. Of course, I slowed it down - no need for a ticket. But it was fun!

I'm outta here in an hour to get my hair colored. I'm a bit nervous since this is the 1st coloring I've ever had. I told my son about it - he asked me not to look like a tomato head. I promised him I'd do my best - lol!

I saw a friend that I hadn't talked to since I got married this last time and she told me that I seem lighter. My energy doesn't feel heavy like it did before -- then she asked - what did I do? I told her divorce:) She said it agreed with me and I agreed with her completely. She's not the only one who has said that to me. People have mentioned that I do seem more energized, lighter and happier. I would agree. This is what happens to anyone who follows what their soul wants them to do. But it isn't just the divorce that has changed my energy (although it was a big part). I also am writing more. I know that this is where my purpose lies - in writing (among other things I haven't figured out), not in giving readings. So I've tried to shift my focus without breaking my bank account:) It hasn't been easy since I've been doing readings more than writing for such a long time.

Plus I'm trying to incorporate the meditation, energy raising and some exercise into my daily routine. Focus, focus, focus -- that's the key. And thankfully, I finally figured that out:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Writing, Will And Ted!

Where to start today? Well - first up I have not been able to post to my OBE blog. For whatever reason, I can't. I have put in request to Blogger and thus far have not heard a thing. The other blogs post just fine - so I know it's not my web hosting company. And I have something really interesting to post too -- grrrr. No - I'm not going to post it here. Although I am tempted to.

DREAMERS is going well:) As I'm working on DREAMERS I am also working on shaping up the OBE book. I'm not sure why I'm so nervous to write this book - but I am. I have to have it done and to the printers by July - and that's stretching it. As always - I am looking for OBE sex stories to include in the book. When I concentrate on the OBE book - I can see glimpses of Will and I talking around the world about soul mates and OBE experiences. He's my #1 cheerleader and I his.

I am also about to start rewriting THE BLACK TRIANGLE as soon as DREAMERS is squared away. I have 2 other scripts that need written - one dealing with past lives and the other about comas.

A note about Ted -- it has been very hard for me to connect with him consciously. But during dream time I know that I have spent time with him because of the flashes I get of him and I chatting - him getting angry & throwing things, him crying etc... Well it appears that my subconscious efforts have done some good after all. Ted - who was to get married last week - called off the wedding 24 hours before hand. No reason was given except for citing person reasons (isn't calling off a wedding a very personal choice). I only hope that he has checked himself into rehab since his nuptials have been canceled and praying that during another drug induced binge that it does not go back on again. He's a very angry and unhappy man.

My smoke detector had been doing that annoying beep sound - not because there was a fire, but because my friend Dave was trying to say Hi. As soon as I said Hi back - the beeps stopped. I have noticed though that the last several days the beeps are happening every morning as soon as I wake up and as soon as I say - Hi Dave - they stop:)

Last night I was walking through the upper hallway and got an overpowering scent of Roses. After I went through it - I went back to se if the smell was still there - it wasn't. I said Hello? A chill went speeding through my body. At first it was my ex husband's mother coming to tell me sorry her son's an idiot. I told her that there's no reason to be sorry - his stupidity is his problem, not mine. Then it was as if someone gave her the push and my Grams T was there telling me that I'll find love -- and that she doesn't like my hair - lol! I told her yes - I know I'll find love and I'm getting my hair done on Thursday - that seemed to please her.

When I get my hair done on Thursday, I'm actually getting it colored! 1st time for it. I don't have any gray to hide - I just need something different. So it'll be a reddish/purplish color. I'm excited:)

I finally bought some land in Second Life and have set up my own home:) Now I need to find some furniture:) Check it out - look around the beach front property;
http://slurl.com/secondlife/Gypsy/33/82/22 Just don't go looking around on other people's property. They get upset. If you haven't become a part of Second Life it's free to join:)

Off to get my son to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Declutter, Maria Shaw And Will!

Before you ask, no I haven't called Will and I won't. If he and I made a soul agreement to meet as I intuitively know we have in this life - then we'll meet when we are supposed whether we call each other or not. But Will and I did have a nice telepathic encounter - that was fun -- and very interesting seeing I saw & felt what was going on in a spilt screen format.

No more stressing over Will, Bill, Ted, Matt or anything else that I figure out or meet. No more stressing to finish things. I'm steadfast in creating for myself as stress-less life. Meaning not stress free - because that's impossible - but less stress than I have now. And I stress by worrying and obsessing about that worry. My guides want me to get things done - but not by stressing me out, rather having me focus. They also want me to take a step back and chill. I have to find daily time to reflect and meditate. I know that I keep saying that I will - but I never do. It's a time thing. But if I look closer at it - it isn't really time but a focus thing. I have enough time to get everything done that I have to do - but I have to learn how to focus. By mediating, even if its only for 10 min a day, will help me get in focus - I do believe. Plus - I let me energy raising slip - bad Allie. So if I can train myself to do the energy raising in the morning and the meditation before I go to bed - it's a winner.

I'm also trying to ease back on the java. I love coffee - love it, love it, love it. But I drink at least a pot a day - sometimes 2 depending.

While I was going through my email this morning, I noticed an email from Overstock - free shipping. So I click on it and look around. I look around my office and decide -- I need a bigger bookcase (I DO have piles of books all over my office). As I was about to hit the last button to conform my sale - it dawned on me -- I shouldn't be getting a bookshelf to house more stuff - I should be getting rid of the stuff so that what I have fits! This little tid bit compliments, I'm sure. of the History of Stuff video. So I canceled my order and stared at my office. All of my books -- get rid of some of them? Oh God -- that sounds like a horrible thought! Then I considered the 10 years of Writer's Digest magazines I had stuffed in a bookshelf. Will I actually read them? I highly doubt it. They've been read once and I never even got the issues from the last 8 months (I did let this subscription run out). I would be able to put books in there. So then I would have to think what to do with what I still had -- take them down to the used bookstore for credit. Brilliant idea. Then I thought of my son's room that is a neat freak's worst nightmare. Time to go through that and either donate or take down to the used bookstore. After thinking about all this -- I came across this article:

Declutter Your Way to Peace and Beauty

By Annie B. Bond, author of Home Enlightenment (Rodale, 2005).

Practitioners of meditation have long known that spiritual growth leads to less clutter, but a new trend does it in reverse. People are now decluttering their way to spiritual growth! The end result from both processes is the same: Simplicity brought about by a yearning for peaceful beauty. Peaceful beauty! Such a place is not where you find old stuck energy that has ended in a confused mess! No wonder the No. 1 rule of feng shui is to remove clutter! Declutter your way to spiritual growth using Clutter Codes. Here's what they are, and how they help:

SIMPLE SOLUTION:

Decluttering your way to spiritual growth is about dealing with the issues of our lives that come up when dealing with the clutter. Are your mother's ashes on the mantle piece? Are you 50 years old and still have every test and paper from high school? Instead of seeing clutter as a meaningless mess, you can classify it and begin to understand its place in your life. Some clutter can stay, some must go. Coping with the meaning of the clutter provides spiritual healing.

Tag all of your clutter with one of the following Clutter Codes. I've given some examples for each one. Once you've coded your clutter, resolve clutter that falls in the "stagnant" code first.
Stagnant energy holds you back and festers. On the other end of the spectrum, "active" clutter can remain. Active energy is alive and vibrant!

Stagnant: Things that you can no longer use.A pile of magazines and catalogs that has been read or are no longer relevant and out of date. (You know you will never go back to them.)Clothes that no longer fit.Old vitamins and pills.Expired coupons.

Stuck: Things that you will probably not use.Papers, magazines, fliers that you think you might peruse but most likely will eventually become stagnant.Books you may or may not read, but probably won't.The high school papers, mentioned above.Broken items that you want to fix, but probably won't.Unfinished craft projects.

Waiting: Things you use very occasionally or seasonally.Holiday and seasonal decorations that aren't stored coherently.Seasonal clothing and sporting equipment that don't have an off-season home.

Active and Disorganized: Things that you use regularly, but not frequently.Clothes, papers, projects that are may be used within a few weeks but that are "homeless" in that they are not filed, processed or stored in a way that is out of the way. (This is more about "mess" than "clutter.")Kitchen appliances that you use only occasionally.

Active: Things that you actively useActivities of the day, or the next few days, that are in process.Things that you like easy access to for daily use—sunglasses, coats, schoolbags, etc.
And since I do not believe that things "just happen" I took this as a sign that I am definitely on the right track.

I'm going to go through and re-Feng Shui my house. I haven't done it since the ex moved and this too is long overdo.

But this weekend I am putting away Christmas decorations and working on DREAMERS. We're making head way. As soon as we're done, I can move forward to THE BLACK TRIANGLE:)

For those of you who have been thinking about coming to see me at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention #2 in Lansing MI - I really hope you're going to!

Here some info:
Three Magical Days and NightsBrand News Workshops! Some never before seen in MichiganFebruary 29, March 1, 2, 2008Hampton Inn off Canal Rd 517-627-8381 - Hotel Number

Special nightly room rates $69 includes hot breakfast Save $30! Be sure to ask for the Maria Shaw Conference Rate.

The conference itself which runs from 10a.m on Friday to 5p.m. Sunday is offered at only $99 per person to the first 50 guests who sign up. The price jumps to $150 after those slots are filled. We will have close to 20 speakers, readers and holistic health practitioners. Call 810-631-6887 to register.

Muses Hall - Readings from over a dozen psychics, palm, tarot and astrologers. Make prior appointments or just walk in. Gem and crystal area as well as huge jewelry, new age book sale and more. Relocation reports and natal charts available too. The Muses Hall will be open 9a.m. to 11p.m. Friday and Saturday. 9a.m. to 5p.m. on Sunday.

The two classes I am teaching are Gypsy Magic and OBE Experiences:) To find out more information: http://www.mariashaw.com/convention/ I would love to see you guys and at these conventions are the only times I do in person readings!

I just bought myself a piece of land in Second Life - beach front on a private island:) More when I have a house built!

Time to get my son!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

The Story Of Stuff

This is a must see video... (takes a few minutes to load... but worth the wait)

http://www.storyofstuff.com/

It's a real eye opener. View it and pass it around.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Maria Shaw And Dreamers!

Ahhhh...the sound of silence:) My son had been with me since Dec 14th and needless to say - it was not quiet around here. In fact - it sounded like a cross between a construction site (noise, not foul language) and a race track (compliments of the X-box 360). Work - was non existent. I did get a chance to go see National Treasure 2 (not as good as #1, they should of let Ed Harris be a really bad guy like Sean Bean was) and Alvin & The Chipmunks (cute movie). Drove to mom's house several times and ate too many Christmas cookies:)

Christmas was good - my son got too much and I do love my video iPod that Santa got me:) New Years Eve my son and I went out to eat and that's when we saw the chipmunks. All in all -- it was a good holiday season for me. My son, of course, couldn't figure out why he only saw his dad once over break when dad was off work too. I'm not one for lying, but I made something up about where his dad was and that seemed to pacify his emotions. You'd never know the guy lives less than a mile down the road.

I pulled all of my dating profiles off the dating web sites. I've decided that the men there just don't "get" me and it' a waste of my time and energy. Eventually someone will enter my life and treat me and my son right:)

I asked Maria Shaw about Will. He has been on my mind and since I discovered his phone number -- my guides have been non-stop in wanting me to call. I have a hard time ordering pizza - let alone picking up the phone and calling Will. What would I say? What would he say? So I had hoped that Maria would tell me that it would be okay and he would just come to me - no need to call or take action. I mean - he found ME to begin with! He needs to do something.

This is what she said:

Will has aspects between Jan 10-15th and a real big aspect on the 18th of January but there is a limited time frame on that day...only on that day, not the day after. He also has good aspects this coming Sat/Sun to meet some one.....so the early part of this year, I can tell you he is open to a relationship. The time is ripe....the cosmic forces are working in harmony. Someone will waltz into his life around these periods that he would take notice of.
Where are you going to be? This would be great time to reach out or be where he is at. He would be open and intrigued by a new relationship at this point but it would not get off the ground until mars went direct after the 28th of January. However, you do have a mercury retrograde coming at that time as well.

GOOD TIME TO WORK WITH BOSS OR THOSE IN CONTROL NOW THROUGH JAN 5TH

Now through early January we get a cycle that is great for getting the assistance or approval of leaders and people who have authority and control. These are people who can help you and they're more willing than ever at this point to give you their help if you approach them in an appropriate way. If you have a project that could benefit from some assistance, take advantage of this!

Allie- reach out to his "go to" people to set up a New Year's reading for him. Tell him you are doing this as research for your new book or your web site, etc. Whatever you can think of that comes from truth that can get you in a position to be on contact...whether it be on the phone or in person, I don't care but this is just one way I was thinking you could handle this. If this doesn't work, put your intuition to work on how to get to him. I feel you have already done a great deal of psychic work on him and making that soul/spiritual connection, now it's time to make physical or verbal contact. Each year, around this time, psychics and astrologers are asked for new years predictions, this time would make logical sense for you to ask for an interview request. If you don't think you can get it, then ask a person in the media you know to arrange it for you; like a local TV or radio producer who has contacts.But as New Years draw to a close, the aspects and the time element wane, so get moving with your research tomorrow. Also check his schedule out and see if he is even in the country or if he is vacationing someone else over the holidays. I feel he is on a trip. I see a hotel on southeast coast or even foreign country but he is headed back home.

You chart shows good aspects after the mercury retrograde in late February/March BUT you have to put forth the effort and put yourself where he is....he may not come to you all the time, even though you can certainly draw energy to you and manifest he appears in a nearby town etc. but you gotta go after him.

The other aspects that are very good for meeting are late April and May.

Allie - you really have nothing to hold you back energetically now, putting you two together unless he has a jealous woman around him....but you are free now of another attachment so you can fly! You need to manifest a baby sitter who can drive your son to school if you need to chase down Will!!!!

You will not meet him unless you go to him.........at this point, his chart is saying Jupiter oppose the sun, conjunct mars and oppose 4 other planets, which means people coming to him...new relationships drawn to him, coming at him. The opportunity is there for him to notice you, you have to find a way to reach out. The intense feelings you are having is the universe's way of saying "ACT NOW!". I am sure they have been growing in intensity and hit hard in late November and December when one aspect peaked. Check his location out and manifest a way to get to meet him. It's not impossible...difficult maybe...but not impossible.

@UCK! That was my reaction. What in the hell am I to do? I have about as much chance as climbing Mt. Everest barefoot as I do making up an excuse for him. And yes -- I hear you and I've tried to be positive about it. Trying very-very hard to do so. But I am painfully shy when it comes to picking up a phone. It's stupid. I honestly only order pizza from Papa Johns as I can order it online and not have to speak to someone. How goofy is that? Now if someone calls me - I'm fine. So I don't know what I'm going to do.

So I have to say - HELP, HELP, HELP universe and bring someone to me now that can make this connection! (thank you)

On another front - I finished the latest draft of DREAMERS like a good girl and it's in my manager's hands for a read-through. The guides of course were pushing me on that as well:)

I had an interesting dream this morning: I had a dream where I was lying on a couch, watching TV. There were people in my house - like at a party. All of a these men in all black came scaling down and landed on my balcony. They came in and I said - I've been off my computer for 6 days - it wasn't me. He said - we had a signal from here. I said - if you had a signal then why would it be me if -- and he finished - lived west of here. Exactly - it's not me - but someone hacked into the system and pretended to be me. This place I was at was my 2nd place in the city and the place with the computer in question was out at my other house in the country.

Then I was lying in bed and Bill stood at the bedroom door. I asked him to come here and he did come around to the other side of the bed and leaned over to me. I put my arms around him, he laid his head on my chest and asked how I was doing. I told him that I was very tired, but not as tired as he was. I had a feeling that whatever he was doing was very physically draining.

Then I woke up.

Off to get my son.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)