Allie's Two Cents: May 2008

Friday, May 30, 2008

Okay Allie -- Breathe!

Labels: Allie, Archives

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Psychiconair.com, Bill, Ted, Will And Destiny Markers!

Think Allie -- think. That's what I've been trying to do for the last several hours since my mom dropped on me that she cannot watch my son while I attend my conferences and do my talks & readings. Work changed her schedule and she cannot have a flex schedule. So she can watch him on the weekends - but Thur & Fri is out. But without Thur & Fri - there's no weekend. His dad is a no (besides the fact that he is completely unreliable - knowing that I was out of town he would take my son to see his children - this is a complete no-no and is in the divorce agreement. But he would do so and tell my son to lie - just like he did several years ago and my kid has horrible nightmares that I was going to leave him because he saw his two evil half siblings behind my back...anyways), my sisters - a complete no as well. I have no friends here - my neighbors are cool and would help with some things if I needed it - watching my son for several days is not one of them.

So what in the hell am I going to do? The only think I can do is bring him. But heck - how am I going to do readings if he is right there? And how can I talk about OBE sex during a workshop if he's sitting right there? UGH! I talked to my son about this and he said he'd do readings too - we can be a mother - son team. I reminded him he'd only be 8 at the time and adults probably wouldn't listen to what he had to say. He assured me they would - lol.

UGH -- I hate not having a plan. I'm a planner - I like plans. I'll figure something out - I always do. I just don't know what right now. I could win a lot of money -- or sell a script and then I could hire someone to watch the tyke while I work and take the both of them.

Speaking of scripts - I'm pretty damn determined to get DREAMERS done sooner rather than later (and no -- I'm not rushing it) especially after seeing Indy. I have no comment really except that Indy's crystal skull needed one of those head shrinkers from a remote Amazon tribe. But I say this as I'll be writing a lot over the next several weeks. Breathe deep if the posts aren't on scheduled every week. I will at least post twice because I have stuff that I need to share with everyone. I get crabby if I don't blog:)

But I will be able to share every week on The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com! I'll be there weekly every Wednesday - starting today - in the 10:00 hour. Today we'll talk about OBE sex -- not sure what we'll discuss every week. I think it'll be a surprise. I'm excited to be a regular contributor. Okay - was just on - from 10:16 or so until 10:30. Chatted about the OBE sex and also the Magical Item of the Week:)

Bill. Man he is back and persistent. But he's not a pain. He's visiting me in my dreams every night - I know he's there - but I don't remember the whole scope of the visits. We are always with a group of people to start with -- we chat for a bit -- then either we are on a countryside or on a ship. None of the visits are draining - all are positive. During the waking hours he is also there, in my energy field, more on the fringe than close in my face. He's not draining - he's contributing. It's almost as if he's contemplating a major life change and he's hanging out with me while he thinks things over. Maybe he'll get married again like Ted did? I have no idea what it is - but I do know he's doing a lot of heavy thinking. He won't allow me any further into his mind, and I'm not pushing it. On the way back this morning from dropping my son off at school, Iris joined me. I asked her why is Bill back? She said he feels you're safe and comforting - he needs to think some things through. But what does he have to do about Will (because I can feel this also has something to do with him) and she replied - who is the one soul who is major competition for your heart - the one Will could worry about? I would guess either Bill or Ted -- she says no -- Bill. When Bill and Ted said bye to you many moons again - it is because Will is to be with you and your energy. They have stepped back out of respect for your twin connection to Will. Both men know that you and Will being together is needed in order for hundreds, many thousands of people to reach their next Destiny Marker. If the stakes were not so high, they would not have pulled back. And Ted wouldn't have felt lonely and gotten married - I add. Iris says - correct.

So since we all have free will - and this includes Will - what if he decides that our connection is too powerful, that it scares him, and he prefers not to deal with it. There's no "what if" Iris says, the Divine will keep putting you two together - or should I say, putting you in his path, until he says yes. This is something that has to happen - if not, then thousands of souls have to do this life over again - and none of them want that. If Will and I are some sort of key to something bigger - why won't you tell me what. Because you'll write about it in your blog, Will will read it, and it'll push him away even further. Besides, it's best if you two are on a need to know basis.

Okay - so why does Will and I have to be together for Bill and Ted? Because you and Will unlock something within one another, that once it is unlocked in you, it will unlock in Bill and Ted - then you 3 can move forth with your destiny. So my destiny with Bill and Ted is separate from what I'm doing with Will? Correct - separate but completmenory - you need both halves. Your destiny will not work unless both halves are activated and for that to happen - Will is it. Okay - so if I get this straight I have two seperate paths which lead me to my destiny in this life time. In this lifetime and beyond - Iris adds.

Then I arrived home and she was gone.

So what in the hell am I supposed to be doing while Will contemplates? His energy has pulled way back and walls have gone up. I'm not treading over there to find out what's going on specifically- what I feel is that he had to attend to some unpleasant things and is now just paying attention to himself. So - I will let the man be. In the mean time -- time waits for no one -- and I'm a busy gal. Maybe not relationship wise, but I have enough on my plate to keep me occupied and out of trouble:) Besides, with my son out of school - who knows when I'll have a moment of peace:)

I have been contemplating - again - studying past life regression. There's no one in this area that does it - no one. You either have to travel to Cleveland or Columbus. Both are about 1 1/2 away in good weather. I found that Dick Sutphen is teaching courses this summer in NYC: http://www.fellowshipsspirit.org/spiritually_based_hypno_plr.php but I run into the problem with my son. No one to watch him so that I can go get training. I have thought about a home study program. I just don't know. I do know that this is something I want to do - I just don't know how to go about doing it. Iris just showed up - she says don't worry about it, it's not on your life's path. You'll design a course of study for people to have improved sex lives via OBE sex - that's part of your path. Move on she says...

Okay - that was one way to take care of that. I still want to do it though - dang it:)

There's only so many hours in that day - speaking of which I got to move on to the next item on my list....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Labels: Bill, Destiny Markers, Iris, Maria Shaw, Psychiconair, Soul Circle, Soul Mates, Spirit Guides, Ted, Will, Writing

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Short Odds And Ends!

Before I forget - again - a reminder that Monday the Mercury Retrograde starts and will be with us until June 19th. It's not a good time to start anything new, move, travel or sign any contracts. However, it is a great time to clean, throw stuff away, tie up lose ends and finish projects.

Got the notes back on DREAMERS - more rewrites are needed - but they're not that bad this time around.

Have you watched National Treasure 2? If you have, the Presidents Book - that is almost exactly how the book looks that I see Bill hold in my Atlantis visions. But the leather is a darker color and the cover is a lot more beat up.

My son played his first Little League game today. They got killed:) But they all tried their best.

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Labels: Allie, Atlantis, Bill, Writing

Friday, May 23, 2008

Allie, Iris And A True Love!

You know, I've tried watching Medium so many times, but I have it all figured out within the first 5 - 10 min and it ruins everything - same happens with Ghost Whisper and the Dead Zone (when it was on). The only shows that give me food for thought at least 1/2 the time are the CSI, Law & Order and Monk. SIGH. Same thing happens when I read a mystery book - before I hit 1/2 way I have it solved. Dang it all. But that's something I'd love to write - a mystery movie with the viewer having to figure out who done it. Whoever solves the crime sends in a solution. Then the ones who have it right get put in a hopper and a winner is pulled. The whole movie is told through the eyes of the PI hired by the victims family. So what the PI sees, the audience sees. Then after it is out of the theaters & is in DVD, there will be a second mystery to solve. The secondary mystery is located within the main mystery but you don't really notice it as you're paying attention to #1. It's a concept that's been knocking about in my mind for many years.

I'm not sure if I will get the podcast done on Monday. My mom and sister are coming over for a picnic and then it's off to see Indy. I don't care if it has been 19 years since the last movie - Indy is still hot.

For those of you who have been following this blog for awhile you know how I can be a reading junkie. I love getting readings - although I don't get them near what I used to - I'm still tickled when I do get one regardless of the info getting. For my birthday a client surprised ME with a reading. Yeah - I was tickled:) I thought I'd share it with you, I hope she doesn't mind (I don't think she does or I wouldn't share).

The spread I've chosen is called The Birthday Spread, and I found it on a tarot forum I belong to. It is 9 cards and tells you about your past influences, accomplishments of the past year, issues you carry forward into this year, where you are at the moment, challenges you may face in the upcoming year, goals you can achieve this year, the overall focus of your year, and your birthday gift, which is a blessing you will receive during the year. I really love this spread, it reminds me of a solar return almost :) The tarot deck I'll be using is Tarot of a Moon Garden in case you want to google for images of the cards that appear in your reading.

First of all, I just have to say when I drew your cards, you pulled 5 major arcana cards! WOW!!! I have never done a reading like that before! And I think you know that 5 in numerology indicates major changes are ahead!! And because the major arcana usually represents themes or big issues. Psychically, I receive that this is going to be a TREMENDOUS year for you. Clairvoyantly, I see moving toward the East and I am seeing happiness not only for you, but for your son as well. I feel a lot of warmth and laughter. I also see a man walking into your life when you make this move. He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man? But it's like he is going to come around even more when you move. I see your business doing tremendously well and your going to write another book for publishing based on dreams and dream interpretation.

Ok with that said, this is what the cards are telling me in the spread I am doing for you:

Card #1 - Past influences that are ending or passing out of your life - Three of Cups - I want to say that you aren't playing the victim anymore. It's like you've underwent through some hard times this past year. You've dealt with the hard times as best as you can, and God is rewarding you. Three is a number of creativity and communications. You probably felt a creative growth spurt this year and you have learned some lessons on how to expand your horizons with regards to your creativity. Your creativity will always be there, don't worry, but it's like the past year, you were on this major creative growth spurt. You were blossoming with ideas all over the place. Also, in my card, there is three fairies in cups. I'm feeling this was a great year for networking for your business and you have reaped the benefits of this networking. The moon in the card is a bright yellowish-orange color and that signifies happiness. It took you awhile to get there, but there is just major happiness flowing from you.

Card #2 - Accomplishments of the past year to reflect on - Temperance - Whenever I think of Temperance, it usually means patience to me. So I am thinking that you have had to learn to be patient and learn to work with your energies in order to manifest your desires. You had to make things work. You were not only patient, but you knew the meaning of "hard work" and you see the rewards that have come with this hard work. I'm also getting that you are trusting your guides more than ever. You have always listened to them, but there was some doubt. But this past year, you learned that they have been more right than wrong. You are becoming more intuitive and more aware. There is a unicorn behind the angel who is pouring a rainbow into a cup in the card, and the unicorn to me symbolizes extra protection and good luck. Your angels were certainly helping you accomplish your goals and made you go after your dreams. There is a path behind the angel, which I think is going to be the angel's next venture which leads to some mountains. You are more prepared than ever for this challenge. Way to go Allie! :)

Card #3 - Issues, tasks, or goals carried forward from last year into the coming year - The Sun - You are learning to trust. I'm feeling you have major trust issues. You don't trust just anyone. They have to understand you. You get along with everyone, but you sometimes feel that you are lacking friends who understand the real Allie. I'm also getting that you will continue to work with your guides more in an every day basis and they are going to lead you to some new people who will understand the real Allie. And these people will be in your life FOREVER. Also, The Sun can indicate partnership, so you may decide to write a book with someone, start a business with someone, or you could enter into a new relationship this year. And this relationship you will learn from. And you will be happy. I feel nothing but good from this card for you. It's just all about working with people and perhaps you may become involved with someone (maybe the man I saw at the beginning of this reading ;) ).

Card #4 - Where you are right now - Justice - You are receiving what you so rightfully deserved. You are in a happy place. The wrongs have been righted. You are ready for your next battle in the game of life. You feel you can tackle anything that comes your way (and you can!). The moon in the card to me represents that there are higher forces working with you. You are always going to have an uplifting from anything no matter what. Nothing will ever be complete doomsday for you.

Card #5 - New influences that will be coming into your life in the near future - The Emperor - When I first saw this card, I immediately thought of a teacher/father figure. He is going to be someone that you can confide in, someone you will go to for advice, and someone who is as spiritually enlightened as you are. I'm feeling that he could have Aries energy since The Emperor is sitting on a throne with Ram horns. And I really feel a masculine energy in this card too. This person could also be a female, just someone who has a lot of masculine energy. I really could be wrong, but I feel this will be a male more than likely, and this could be the man that I'm seeing you enter into a relationship with. He's going to be very loving. You will be his Goddess ;) It's like first he'll come into your life as a teacher, but then he will become a lover.

Card #6 Challenges you may face in the coming year - The Magician - You may have writer's block or not all the desire to do as many readings as you have been doing. You've expanded your energy so much on helping people that you will want a vacation. Make sure you are taking time out for yourself, even if it post pones readings. Your energy may ware thin. Be sure to get lots of sleep. Don't be on the go all the time. And I'm feeling a lot of movement within this card, so I think there may be some stress with moving, but that's natural :) Make sure you breathe and just take time out for yourself once in awhile. You may also feel that there is some blockage or deception, but remember, you can overcome anything! You are a very powerful wizard ;) (since the card has a wizard for the Magician). You are a wiz! Your metaphysical and spiritual knowledge will help you fight your writer's block and intuitive blocks and/or the people you feel that are deceiving you.

Card #7 - Goals you can achieve in the coming year - Knight of Swords - You are going to continue to fight for what you believe in. And the result will be very positive for you. I'm feeling your trust issues will be tackled and you'll have such numerous support from people. I feel you are going to complete something that is either draining your energy or you just don't have time for anymore.

Card #8 - The Overall focus or outlook for the coming year - Four of Pentacles - This is going to be ALL ABOUT YOU! YOU! YOU! YOU! ALLIE! ALLIE! ALLIE! You will focus more on yourself this year and I see you focusing on your writing more. Your business is going to get so busy with your appearances on Maria's show, you may also get a radio show of your own! You have to remember when to say no to the people who you can turn away. You will know who to say no to because they will support you no matter what. I'm seeing a move in this card as finances will be ok to move. You will be in a much happier place and you are just so thankful for the way things have turned out.

Card #9 - Your birthday gift - a blessing you will receive during the year - Queen of Staffs - You are going to become a business savvy woman. You are going to be balanced (or at least seem to be balanced LOL). I also see a new pet. This pet you are going to be so attached to. It's going to be a stray, but you are so drawn to it, like it's a past life connection or something. You are going to start feeling beautiful and will want to flaunt what you got ;) And you are a beautiful soul. The Queen of Staffs also means a good friend and mother and devoted wife. So this year could be...it. Even though you are in your money year, I still feel that romance will blossom for you and this could lead into a marriage or long term relationship. You are never going to be broke, you will always have just enough to get by when times are rough.

The guy she described in the beginning sounds a lot like Will - except that Will's hair isn't black. But heck, as long as I meet a good guy who is good to me and my son - I don't care who he is. She's not the only one who has told me that I'll be moving east and it could be as early as mid summer. Plus - again not the only one who says I will burn out and want to slow down some this summer. So if I try to work in moderation now - maybe I won't burn out this summer?

Iris and I had a little chat about romance last night. I asked her how a SOB like my ex could find someone (although he had several while we were married) and move in with them -- when me -- the nice person - still hasn't found anyone. She said -- well Allie, you're ex will take anyone and while his girlfriend has a kind heart, he'll mess that one up too. And then he'll go on to the next and so forth. You on the other hand know what you will accept and will not accept. You have asked the Divine to send you a true love - not just any love - and that is what you are waiting for. Just anyone will not due for you - you refuse to accept anyone into your life -- and the life of your son -- who doesn't have your highest good in mind. Because of this, only men who meet the conditions set out by you will be brought to you. And where you live - there isn't many - if any. You'll meet your love when you are out of town. And before you ask - I will not tell you if it's Will or not. It should be - but he has free will to turn his back. If he does that - then you will be brought another true love as you have more than one. Fear not for you will be in a positive, loving relationship by the end of 2009. In the grand scheme of things, another year or so isn't that long. Besides, your work load is heavy now and is about to get heavier. There's only so much time in a day.

And yes, there is only so much time in the day. And with school ending next Friday, my days will be busier. Although he is going to go to his favorite day camp 3x a week this summer - I still have to pay for it - so it's more work for me:)

On that note - it's time for me to go and get some more things done. For those of you in the states, have a great Memorial Day weekend and stay safe.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Labels: Allie, Iris, Love, Reading, Spirit Guides, Will

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Dreams, Death, The 1920's And The Crystal Skulls!

This is the 2nd time I've tried to write this post. The first time - when I was almost done - my computer crashed and I lost it. That's how my day has been moving along. Two steps forward and three back. So being pissed at losing my last entry - I took a long break before I tried this again. Plus -- all day I have not been able to post to my blogger account. I've had to switch to the blog being hosted on blogger and then switch back to it being hosted on gypsyadvice in order for anything to show up. What I've been trying to do today is find another blog template for Allie's Two Cents. This one bores me to tears. I wasted half the day looking around and trying to find one that would work with blogger & my site (and yes, I did a search for blogger templates - but they have to be the classic style and not XML) and I gave up. I have been thinking of switching it al over to Word Press since it is a better platform all the way around. It's just going through all the steps of setting up the blog and then transferring all of the current content over (as I say a little prayer).

The last dream I had this morning was my ex husband #2 and I in an airplane that looked like the Enterprise from Star Trek. In the "captains" chair sat a man - I have no idea who he was as I never saw his face, only heard his voice. The windshield of the plane has a shield over it so we could not see outside. It felt like we were flipping back and forth - the man told my ex that he has to get over there and fly the plane. He said no - he can't do it. The man said that he had to - my ex was frantic - couldn't fly the plane. I could feel us spiraling down, he still wouldn't take the controls. I tried talking him into it - but he never would listen to me, so he didn't here either. Next thing I know the shield slid open and I could see the rapidly approaching runway. The inside of this plan was now a Cessna - with someone in the pilot & co pilot seat. Behind them sat my two sisters, behind them my mom and my son, and lastly - my ex and I. I hear the instrument warnings go off. I glance out the window and see the runway under us. I brace for impact -- which was rough and bounced the plane all over the place. I heard a voice yell to slam the brakes as the end of the runway was coming up. I leaned so that I could see and we were at the end of the runway. My son reached his hand back, I grabbed it, We all ducked and closed our eyes. I could feel something go through us. The pain - also went right through me. I could hear the fire trucks coming towards us. My dog Brodie barks and wakes me up - I yell at him to shut up and I fall back to sleep. I open my eyes to see what's going on and I'm outside the plane. The plane is totaled. It's smashed. I know I'm dead. I look around and no one else from the plane is with me - so I figure they are all still alive. As I I move towards the plane, time speeds up so that when I get to the plane everyone is on a stretcher and being carried out. They are trying to revive me. I sense someone next to me -- they tell me that I have to go back. I don't want to. She says that I must -- then she adds in, do you want your ex to raise your son -- good point. You still have a lot of work to do - you need to assemble the council. The council? I ask. She says - you'll figure it out. Next thing I know I'm opening my eyes in my body - I do feel the pain now -- and that pain causes me to wake up.

Now - I laid there for awhile and thought about this dream. The first part felt like I was in my ex's dream. My family was his family for so long that it doesn't surprise me that he would have had them in his dream. When the dog woke me up I glanced at the clock - it would of been time for my ex to wake up for work. So when I feel back to sleep his dream had shifted to my dream. I wish I could remember who the woman was -- I feel she was Iris, but when I ask Iris, she doesn't say anything. It wasn't a dream that worried me or scared me when I finally woke up - just the opposite really. I got the message that I have something important to do and no matter what comes my way - I have to do it. Push ahead and persevere.

I just got an email with the subject heading "Update your penis". Snicker. What would I do if I had one? Stick the tip into the USB port and download something new and amazing? LOL. Spam -- it cracks me up.

Monday night I had a past life dream of the 1920's. It took place in NYC (as all of my past life 1920 vision have) in a Speakeasy. I was in a far corner at a table with two socialites - we were discussing money - main I was giving them a reading on how to advance their fortunes. Bill and Ted were a couple of tables over. An alarm went off - the Feds were here to raid the place. Within seconds the booze was gone - I heard a bunch of bottles drop. I knew that they were swimming in the sewer system. By the time the Feds got in, it looked like a respectable diner. After they came in, Will pushed through the crowd. He might of been a Fed - but just the feeling I got was that he played both sides of the fence. He walked right over to me and grabbed my arm. Bill and Ted stood up. I had a flash vision of this place being turned into a blood bath - so I quickly told the guys to sit down, I'll go with him. As Will lead me from the place -- I woke up.

Both nights I can remember fragments of dream visit with the crystal skulls. In each dream the skulls were present, as well as a very large waterfall and a crystal & stone temple. I can see myself going into a cave, crossing an underground river. But I can't remember any more than that.

Also Sawyer showed up -- we argued about what we were going to go see. I wanted to check out some island - he said he had enough of those - lol. So I suggested going back to the past and looking around - oh no, he wanted to move to the future. I suggested another planet - he wanted another galaxy. So what did we end up doing? Sitting at a bar during the 1940's and drinking some strong shit.

I'm surprised lately how much of an effort Ted is making to telepathically communicate with me. He's been asking - are you there? Have you left? When can I see you? Ramblings on about how crazy his wife is (hell, I could have told him that). I've told him not to be such a stranger and he promises that he won't be. He said that he feels stronger when his energy is connect to mine - I tried to explain why, but he was gone.

I had a moment yesterday where I felt Will link to me and through his eyes I could see him looking at my business card. It gave my energy field a nice rush:)

What else happened? Oh - yesterday I was sitting on the potty doing my thing, when an upper tooth on my left side started to ache (again - an ongoing problem) I asked for some help here - I have no time for pain. I sensed Archangel Michael on my left - then my friend Dave showed up. He told Archangel Michael that he's take care of this. I got so emotional when Dave showed up - I have no clue why. But I could feel his hand over my left cheek with my left cheek getting very hot. It was all very cool (so to speak). He and I chatted a bit - told him thanks. And I could of sworn he tried to hug me but he went right through -- a very funky feeling. My tooth did feel much better.

Off to hopefully get my shower and then call it an early evening. I got my changes back for THE BLACK TRIANGLE and I have some work to get going on starting tomorrow.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Labels: 1920, Allie, Angels, Atlantis, Bill, Crystal Skulls, Death, dream visits, dreams, Sawyer, Soul Circle, Soul Mates, Spirit Guides, Ted, telepathic connection, Will, Writing

Monday, May 19, 2008

Atlantis, The Crystal Skulls And My Son!

No need to send out Special Forces - I am alive and well. I've just been very busy. The doctor's appointment with my son went as planned- he has the problem with his eyes that we suspected - he has to work 300% harder to focus than the normal person. Explains the headaches, short attention span. We start therapy in June. If I can get to him to do exercises at night (as therapy will cause him headaches) then we'll be in it 3 months instead of 6. And - I hope - it will cost me a lot less.

Finished DREAMERS over the weekend. It got the two thumbs up from my manager - not fingers crossed that the powers that be like this version. I also wrote a rough draft of a treatment for a Nickelodeon TV show. I was surprised how easy it came together. This week I start my rewrite of THE BLACK TRIANGLE and finish up on the unnamed Nick treatment. But the Nick show I set in NYC as I did DREAMERS. I figure if I'm there - would be better to have the two shows close to one another.

But in rewriting DREAMERS I've had some funky dreams about the crystal skulls and Atlantis. In the dreams Bill has that brown leather covered book and he and Ted are arguing about which way to go. I'm off looking at a symbol (A crystal skull in the center of a triangle) on a wall (I believe we're in a pyramid) and call Will over. He and I discuss where we've seen it before - I go over, grab the book out of Bill's hands and flip through it. This symbol is carved over the entrance to the room that houses the Atlantis Time Capsule. Bill and Ted place some big stones under the entrance of our current room (yes, we have seen too many movies). I fish out of my back pack a crystal skull which was wrapped in a purple cloth. I hold face the skull to the symbol on the wall. There was a light exchange between the symbol & the skull and the wall fell back.

We move into the next chamber and there is a thin, stone table in the center. In this table (or actually a pedestal) are three large notches. Bill and Ted took their crystal skulls from their back packs. We told Will it might be better if he stepped from the room - he said not a chance in hell. Us 3 put each of the crystal skulls into a notch with the front of the skulls facing inward. Once we did that the pedestal started to turn clockwise and lower. I remember my stomach feel very queasy and getting very lightheaded. It felt as if the floor dropped out from under us -- and that caused me to wake up.

This happened three nights in a row with each time the floor dropped (I think) it woke me up. Each time I woke up my heart was pounding something fierce and I was too energized to go back to sleep.

I am a firm believer in the crystal skulls and in Atlantis. I base my belief on my dreams, meditations and past life regression sessions. I personally do not think any of the 13 skulls have been found yet. Despite what has been written. I do think that the skulls that have been unearthed thus far hold a wealth of positive energy. The natural disasters that have been happening over the last two - three years, I feel, is to help uncover the skulls. If the skulls had been placed where they were not to be found until the time is right -- it would have had to have been some kick ass hiding places.

I find the legend of the 13 crystal skulls fascinating as I do the myth about Atlantis. It doesn't surprise me at all that the new Indiana Jones flick deals with a crystal skull.

Because I've been writing during my free time instead of writing in the blogs or returning emails -- by inbox is a natural disaster of it's own.

I still haven't uploaded the orb pictures to my computer -- I know, I know -- I'll get one it:)

And on that note - back to work I go:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Labels: Allie, Atlantis, Bill, Crystal Skulls, Soul Circle, Ted, Will, Writing

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

NYC, Bill And A Book!

Will. Boy - is his energy strong. I'm so tempted do go rummaging around that mind of his to discover what he's up to. But he'll know I'm there. And he'll probably be a bit upset with me - so I won't. But let me tell you the temptation is strong to do so. I'm so damn curious:) But we know what curiosity does, don't we? It either kills us or makes us stronger. I'd like to lean towards this would make me stronger, but I won't let the temptation get the better of me.

My son is soooooo happy. Why? Because my TV pilot DREAMERS was based in Mass. Well, I changed it to NYC and he is beyond excited. I told you we were going to move there!! He shouted that over and over again -- see mom I am psychic:) LOL. That kid. But I've been working on it - not much time for anything else like writing in the blog or returning emails. So if there's an email from you in that inbox of mine -- don't hold your breath. I have until Friday evening to get this draft done. And now that I switched it to NYC - things are flowing a lot easier.

Tomorrow I take my son in for his series of eye tests. Wish me luck that the sensor motor problem he has isn't as severe as they think it is.

My sister is flying to London tomorrow to go to a concert. A concert. The only reason she's going across the pond. Am I jealous? Heck yeah. She's seeing my 80's groups dog gone it! Rick Astley. Go ahead, roll your eyes, but I just love that guy. Besides, I've always wanted to go to the UK. Hopefully I'll get to go in 2009! You know me and British guys - just love them.

Since I've been back home I'm sleeping better. I still have some of my headache - but nothing like last week - nothing. So the shift did occur over the weekend like it was supposed to.

Bill has been around lately. It's good to feel more of his energy. He has such a way of pushing my buttons - both good and bad. He has been showing up in my dream visits. He keeps showing me this leather bound book that reminds me of one I had in a vision of him, me and Ted about Atlantis. He very insistent that I memorize this book. There are a lot of hand drawn maps, notes and symbols. But when I wake up - no matter how much I program myself to remember what he shows me, it skips away. All very frustrating. I guess when the time comes and I do run into that book in the physical sense, I will have one of those "moments" that click. Besides the book, I keep trying to find Bill. One second he's there in the dream - and then he's lost in a crowd and I run around trying to find him. When I do - it's back to that book which he keeps under his arm. Then he's gone again. Why does he have to jump in and out? Can't he just stay? SIGH.

But with him arriving more often - it feels to me that the stay of contact with me, him and Ted is coming to a close. All I have to say for that is thank goodness!

And on that note - time to get my son, go to little league and then work on DREAMERS!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Monday, May 12, 2008

Catch Up Time....

MI was a bust - damn it all! I did though love seeing everyone. Our bunch of psychics that get together are a good bunch - what happens in the psychic tent stays in the psychic tent - lol. I wish that they all didn't live so far away - or should I say I wish I didn't live so far away. So I drove all the way there, spent $$$ on a really nice hotel room that I stayed in alone, stayed out in the rain for a spell and came back home. I could, though, have had the chance to pick one of several happy-go-lucky college students at the hoedown. I was propositioned many times over. It was a nice esteem boast:) No new hot men on Sunday. I honestly cannot figure out why I had to be there. But even the feeling I had Sunday morning and the tarot cards I threw down as a back up all showed the same thing - I had to be there and it was because of my love life. And that day was Sunday- not Saturday. Completely baffled.

When I got home I threw down the cards again and sure enough - whatever was supposed to happen did happen and things are moving in the direction they are supposed to. I asked Iris - what direction - she told me not to get bogged down by the details. Just that everything will work out. Okay super guide guru - I will take her word for it. The energy though was so charged this past weekend. I didn't sleep at all Sat night. Every time I did doze, I woke up 20 min later with Will on my mind. I'd fall back to sleep and do it all over again. Sunday it was if my nerve endings were on the outside of my body. My mind was going full tilt - too bad my body couldn't even come close to keeping up!

I just wish it didn't have to cost me so dang much to get up there to MI and then not see the fruits of my labor. That said - I am very grateful that we don't live in China or Myanman -- or even where all the tornados hit in the states. So I am grateful for many things....

Sawyer - he's so damn funny. For the last two years (I've lost count of the actual time frame) he has been visiting me in my dreams almost every night. I know he wasn't me to call him Josh - but I won't - just for the sheer fact it bothers him. That man has figured out all the buttons to push on my radar - so if I can push just one on him - I'm going for it. Every dream visit we start off by arguing - every single one. Then we're smart asses (gee - what a surprise) and finally we end up chatting like old buddies about some subject. As much as I really, really would love to turn him into a sexual fantasy (boy would I ) it doesn't feel right. SIGH. So to me he's my Sawyer - the southern sass. Eventually some day I'll figure out why he keeps showing up and what our connection happens to be. He just smiles when I ask him - says I'm the psychic so I have to figure it out. To which I point out -- so are you!

Heath is now good on when to pop in and out of my space. We had a chat and I told him that he can't just pop in whenever he felt like it. I like talking to him and going over the mysteries of life - the why, what and how of things - but there has to be some boundaries. I attributed it to him sitting at a table with Michelle or his daughter and a fan would come up for an autograph. Whatever mood he was in with his table mate - was stopped as soon as the fan arrived. Then once the fan was gone - it was difficult to get back into that mood again. He agreed. So now if I'm doing a reading or writing -- I can sense him show up, but he hovers in the background until I am done. Then he steps forward. Works much better this way.

Will. I'll be dammed if I can't figure him out. He has been right there since last week. So right there that his energy field was my energy field. Which - is the norm anyways - but I don't know -0- the energy fields were closer? I don't know know how to put it. But all my dreams (if they don't have Sawyer in it) they have Will in it. Not a bad way to dream if you ask me. But - I can't really remember the dreams - just that he was there. Now I had a dream visit or two or three with ex husband #1 and I remember some of them -- nothing earth shattering (besides the fact that he was in my dream to start with) just us sitting around talking. He and I were always better friends than anything else - and I always did like chatting with him. I do remember checking in on him to make sure he was okay.

Just got an email - I have to run, get my shower, put on coffee and finish DREAMERS if not tonight - then really damn soon. Wish me luck....I haven't done a real late nighter since college and that was 20 years ago.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Labels: Allie, change, Love, Sawyer, Soul Circle, Soul Mates, Will, Writing

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Off To MI, Spider Sense Is On High Alert!

My headache has been full tilt all week. It has just been nuts. I know that Will is not "in" my energy like he's my astral body -- but he is still very much here. And I mean he has zoned in big time. I have no idea what he's doing - but it's something that has me under consideration.

That said - my spider sense is on high alert. I know this weekend will bring a love into my life. I just know it with every sense that I have. I have been seeing me walking around the corner and my heart stopping in my throat. It's a vision that I've had repeatedly all week long. I have no idea who I am running into or being introduced to - but it is someone who will take my breath away. It's a major - holy shit - happening.

And no - I honestly have no idea if it is Will. I mean - what would he be doing at a hoedown in Detroit? But I asked the universe to please send me someone as I'm tired of being alone. And if Will doesn't want to step up - then please send someone. I've been alone for over 10 years and I'm tired of it. Just because I was divorced only last year doesn't make me alone for only a year -- trust me, my ex and I have been apart for a very long time. I think that's why I was so surprised that my son was conceived. I was like - how'd that happen - lol.

It's also not Bill, Ted, Matt or even Sawyer who I will run into:) And BTW -- Heath and I have come to a mutual satisfying resolve about him popping in and out to chat.

Any ways - heading out the door now to go to my niece's 4th b-day party and then it's off to MI. I'll have the crackberry with me - so when I'm swept off my feet, I'll tell you about it -- much later:)

If all else fails and there's no love this weekend -- I still know that I'll have a good weekend as I'll be spending it with people I both like and respect -- and I know they return the feelings.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Labels: Allie, Bill, Love, Matt, Sawyer, Ted, Will

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

I'm Alive, So Much To Say And A Killer Headache!

I have a killer headache. But I wanted to at least say hi and let you know we made it back in one piece. The kid and I had a great time in NYC - simply fabo! There were a few times that I could of pulled my hair out -- but overall it was just a lot of fun. His favorite part was Central Park. I didn't have a fav part (except maybe the pizza and cheesecake - lol). We had a great time at the Empire State Building. Only the over stimuli of all the people wigged him out. At first I was like "Whoa" what the hell was that? He calmed down after a bit. Since I heard the ESB was haunted due to past suicides - I took my camera and took some shots. Side 6 that faces the GE building gave me a couple of orb shots. As soon as I have a chance I will post them. The kid didn't want to leave - and neither did I. I promised him we'd go back by September - sooner if I have a reason (cough, cough, hack). Got back late Sunday night - after wading through the 500+ emails, I fell asleep about 1:00 am. Too bad I felt so stinking tired when I woke up.

In fact - no matter what time I go to bed, I feel the same crap-o when I get up. I am exhausted. I know that Will has hijacked my energy - he's attached to me. Not sure why - maybe feeling remorse for not seeing us while we were in the city - who knows? But I can only keep this up for so long.

Good ole Sawyer has been a frequent dream guest and Heath Ledger is standing beside me (actually looking over my shoulder) as I type.

I am so tired and my headache is so out of control that I have to go lie down.

I hope to be able to do more of an update before I go to MI on Sat/Sun for the hoedown:) Thurs I am playing chaperone for my son's zoo trip. I hope I survive it:)

There's a lot to catch you up on - Sawyer, Heath and Will in particular. Behind Heath is Iris and Merlin. I can tell I'm in for something big to happen.

Oh - and Tom Cruise. I have no idea what he wants in my dream visits - but he acts like we go back a way. More later....

I know the headaches are a combo of Will being "in" my energy - and I mean IN. And me shifting - expanding - to another level. It's a drained headache (on the sides) combined with a third eye wham-o.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Labels: Allie, change, dream visits, Iris, Merlin, Sawyer, Spirit Guides, Will

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Pizza

Got it...and it's a small slice of heaven at Ray's Pizza on 7th :)

Yummy.....

Cs - Allie :)
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Central Park

It's sunny, a bitb cool and simply wonderful. We're in the kids part of central park south. He's having fun playing with the kids.

He just ran over to remind me that he wants to move here :)

CS- Allie :)
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Update NYC

We're having a blast. But man are we tired;) The American Museum of Natural History about killed us. The walk there was about 20 blocks (same as the ESB) but it was along Central Park West so it didn't seem as long. The museum itself was huge and the kid wore out way before we saw everything.

Bought him a hemitate ring to ground him and what do you know but it broke before we left. Even tired he bounced off the walls. Went and got him a new one. Bought one for me too...actually for Will. I hope to be able to give it to him soon.

Had my cheesecake - yummy! No pizza yet. Went to FAO Swartz this morning. Heading out in a few to go play in Central Park for the whole afternoon and going to Times Square tonight.

Thanks to all who have wished me a happu b-day either by email or here at the blog.

Off to go play!

CS - Allie :)

Ps: both my son and I still agree that we'd like to move here :)
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Thursday, May 01, 2008

Empire State Building

Well we made it to NYC and right now we're on the bottom floor of the Empire State Building eating at the Heartland Brewery. The cheeseburg is great:). Afterwards we're heading up to the NySkyride and then the observatory.

My son couldn't believe we walked all this way - lol!

He wants to move here. In fact, before we left I found out he told his dad we were moving here. He loves all the people and the action. I must admit I do too.

CS - Allie ;)
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I'm Outta Here!

I think that we're finally packed. Plane takes off at 2:20 so it's time for us to scoot. Taking the Crackberry with me so I can report as we go (gee - are we excited to be there or what).

Tonight it's the Empire State Building and NYC SkyRide. Friday heading to the American Museum of Natural History and FAO Swartz. Saturday - Central Park & The Central Park Zoo -- maybe back to FAO:)

Already scooped out pizza and burger places. My hotel lobby (we're around Central Park West) has a Starbucks in the lobby - how cool is that?

Send good wishes our way -- you never know who we may - or may not - bump into!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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