George, Swinging And Will's Upset!

I want to send blessing and love to all of my friends in the New Orleans area and all other areas of the gulf where Gustav may strike. In New Orleans - who is going to capture and save the cats of Jackson Square? Surely something has to be done for them - some sort of shelter - right? The new picture in my profile is of me and one of my sisters drinking far too much in NOLA. It's funny - I'm considered the "normal" sister - LOL! So you can imagine what my two sisters are like - ha! My poor parents....

Speaking of parents - me in particular - I have survived the 1st week of school. I only had to be a drill sergeant this morning. Not bad -- but I have a feeling it will become the norm until June 2009.

Brodie (the black lab) is back on a host of meds. This round though has really given him the one-two punch. He's no where near his normal self. I hope this junk get knocked out of him this time around. I put a call to the vet to find out what I can do for him.

Okay - 8 hours has past since I wrote the above. Brodie got worse - back to the vet. Taking him off the meds in the short term to see if that's it - then we'll go from there. She (the vet) says that if they can't get his congestion under control - and thus far they've ran all the tests they can - then they'll check for cancer. SIGH. If I have to put them down I'll be a fricken mess.

And my son is sick.....

In the midst of everything today - Tracey and I were chatting and I asked her thoughts on George. I mentioned to her about the visions I keep getting of George and I "swinging". This is what she said:

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:52:39 PM): I see that george does know what you know - he knew before you knew - and its like he's been waiting for you to catch up if you will. I see him smiling brightly like - welcome aboard, Allie. Glad you finally made it. He's got a psychic that he works with who is also a spiritual teacher and she has worked with him a great deal. He seems to remember visions and dreams vividly. He does watch your blog. He would be happy to swing - that's something that you can count on. He's smiling - I keep seeing this big bright smile on his face. He knows you know now and he's happy.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:53:38 PM): I see that he's got a clear picture of the swinging activity that you see - perhaps more detailed - sometimes he seems to hold these thoughts in his mind - like he holds the visions and enjoys them like a fantasy except it feels real to him.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:08 PM): He seems to be having instances where he visits you. He's been laying next to you in your bed. Have you felt his energy?

Allie (8/29/2008 2:54:18 PM): very much so

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:19 PM): I see like a thermal image next to you in bed.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:36 PM): He's very hot - he's got healing qualities - but sexually - omg!!!!!!!!!!!!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:54:57 PM): He's got a lot of sexual energy and stamina. He can do hours of sex!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:26 PM): He's got this weird charisma

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:30 PM): He's sort of a playboy

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:35 PM): and yet intimate at the same time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:39 PM): he can be your friend

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:41 PM): and your lover

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:47 PM): not like FWB

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:50 PM): but deeper

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:55:55 PM): he's charming

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:07 PM): I get that he's been wondering about you lately.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:13 PM): He thinks you should move to LA.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:17 PM): Not NY

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:24 PM): have you spoken about that on your blog or something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:39 PM): he's not feeling it for you in NYC

Allie (8/29/2008 2:56:41 PM): I think that I'll be in LA 1st. Yes - talked about moving to NYC on the blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:47 PM): okay

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:51 PM): well, George says no

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:55 PM): its not for Allie

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:56:57 PM): not now

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:07 PM): he seems to trust his psychic friend

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:13 PM): she says you are going to be in LA

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:38 PM): he's thought of making a comment on your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:44 PM): something to let you know its him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:47 PM): without saying it

Allie (8/29/2008 2:57:48 PM): he can comment any time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:57:58 PM): he was thinking of asking you about swinging

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:05 PM): if you are into it or something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:23 PM): I sense the move to LA is going to be in late part of next year

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:38 PM): is your sister thinking of returning

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:42 PM): I get her around you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:48 PM): not sure if she just goes with you to help

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:58:51 PM): or moves there too

Allie (8/29/2008 2:58:55 PM): no - not as far as I know. But she would be the one to help me move

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:01 PM): ah that's it then

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:08 PM): your son will like it there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:12 PM): of course

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:16 PM): he is happy anywhere

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:28 PM): I get that George wants to take you to a suite

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:30 PM): in a hotel

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:33 PM): in LA

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:39 PM): he thinks you will like this place

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:54 PM): he has a lot of thoughts - his mind is always twirling

yecart68 (8/29/2008 2:59:58 PM): but not like Bill

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:02 PM): not really deep stuff

Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:10 PM): no - he's not like Bill or Will in that respect

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:15 PM): not at all

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:22 PM): he would say he's shallow

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:25 PM): but I don't think so

Allie (8/29/2008 3:00:39 PM): I don't think so either

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:00:56 PM): he's in his own world and he's pretty happy there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:00 PM): he's kind of arrogant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:05 PM): a little sarcastic

Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:09 PM): so will he be able to tie up the karma he has with me?

Allie (8/29/2008 3:01:22 PM): I would say yes - arrogant and sarcastic

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:44 PM): I get that he will - he knows he owes you - he knows about the karma

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:51 PM): He's got no problem with that

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:01:59 PM): Its like okay - no problem

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:00 PM): he's been waiting on you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:02 PM): to come around

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:06 PM): and figure out he's there

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:12 PM): and in your group

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:25 PM): like he's enjoyed it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:27 PM): waiting on you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:31 PM): knowing he has a secret

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:44 PM): he's got this grin - smile thing going on

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:51 PM): he likes you

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:54 PM): he loves reading your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:02:58 PM): you make him laugh

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:05 PM): he likes it when you are mad about something

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:27 PM): thinks he would love to F*** the mad out of you! (his thoughts - sorry)

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:40 PM): he's thinking that you are brilliant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:44 PM): in your writing

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:46 PM): just your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:03:49 PM): is brilliant

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:03 PM): he thinks you are so much more ahead of most ppl.

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:06 PM): like he and a friend of his

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:17 PM): apparently they talk a lot about psychic stuff if you will

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:26 PM): his friend sees the psychic too

Allie (8/29/2008 3:04:36 PM): and this friend knows about me?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:38 PM): yes

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:44 PM): he's not read your blog

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:04:51 PM): but G has told him about so many things

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:03 PM): and he seems to resonate with it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:07 PM): like he feels that its true

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:13 PM): that there is a connection

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:27 PM): and he is a little more serious than G

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:32 PM): like more of a thinker at times

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:35 PM): G talks he listens

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:55 PM): they are close

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:05:59 PM): good friends

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:04 PM): and they talk about everything

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:09 PM): now I know that Will is watching what is going on - what does he think and will he do anything?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:14 PM): so yes, you have been the topic more than once

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:24 PM): Will is upset with you

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:27 PM): lol- I think that's good

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:28 PM): he's jealous

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:30 PM): upset with me?

Allie (8/29/2008 3:06:36 PM): hell - what nerve is that?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:06:51 PM): thinks he's been wronged in some way

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:04 PM): yes - what nerve is that

Allie (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): the man knows how to use a phone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:06 PM): he's pouty

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:16 PM): and he's sulking

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:22 PM): and feeling like you are over him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:32 PM): like you have just moved on

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:39 PM): left him behind

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:46 PM): he's kind of depressed

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:54 PM): he's down and out

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:07:59 PM): and feeling lonely and alone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:09 PM): I see him sitting in this nice apt or suite

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:12 PM): and he's bored

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:14 PM): and alone

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:21 PM): he's not drinking

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:26 PM): but he's smoking cigars?

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:29 PM): stinks in there

Allie (8/29/2008 3:08:32 PM): all he has to do is call - one phone call - that's it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:43 PM): for some reason he's not doing it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:53 PM): its like he's feeling rejected but its all in his mind

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:08:59 PM): like all he has to do is call

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:06 PM): he's holding himself back

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:10 PM): and screwing things up

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:23 PM): he's fooling himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:32 PM): my sense is that on some level he's punishing himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:39 PM): like he's sabotaging his own happiness

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:48 PM): and is angry with you - feeling you rejected him

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:09:52 PM): but that's not true

Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:04 PM): no - it's not true - not at all

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:07 PM): he's been having a hard time

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:08 PM): he's not doing well with his work

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:12 PM): can't sleep

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:16 PM): he's got insomnia

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:20 PM): nothing works

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:29 PM): he's got everything

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:33 PM): and is depressed

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:39 PM): he thinks that to himself

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:10:44 PM): that he should not be depressed

Allie (8/29/2008 3:10:52 PM): because he doesn't have the one thing he needs - and that's me

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:00 PM): that sums it up!

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:08 PM): he's missing a vital part of his life

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:14 PM): so he feels incomplete

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:20 PM): and he needs to snap out of this

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:22 PM): as you know

Allie (8/29/2008 3:11:41 PM): if he wants to snap out - it has to be before I meet George or forget it

yecart68 (8/29/2008 3:11:50 PM): no kidding

George and hours of sex -- that's a pleasant mental picture:) Will - I don't know whether to throttle him or rip off all his clothes and have my way with him. Maybe a bit of both.

And on that note - I'm exhausted. Off to bed and hopefully with an eventful dream time!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

George, Iris And Will!

What a busy day so far! It's keeping me on my toes - that's for sure! I was on the Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com this morning from 10:15 - 10:30 am ET if you want to catch when it repeats this evening. We chatted about the number 5, OBE sex, the newsletter and George. It was - as usual - a good time.

Iris is pushing me so hard to finish this draft of DREAMERS. She knows it's the last one - that it's the one who will get the show sold. I must admit, as much as I want to get on with my life, I'll miss Iris and her no-nonsense guiding. Iris is what they call the big guns. She shows up when a major life change is on hand - a life change that once it happens, there is no going back to the way life had been. For those in her charge she only shows up once -maybe twice in a lifetime. But when she does - it going to be a blow-your-socks-off change. She's moving on to one of my clients. This client already knows that Iris is on her way - she's showed up plenty of times already, just watching. The client called me yesterday, out of the blue, to chat. She's worried about Iris. I assured her there's nothing to worry about. She asked how will she know if she's hearing Iris? Before I could answer, she launched into "her" idea about going to vet clinics (she is to be an animal healer) and giving away free energy healing for practice - she went on to say a few more ideas. When she paused -- I jumped in. So, you want to know how you will hear Iris? What were you just telling me? SILENCE. Then Oh @hit. Yep -- Iris had been chatting with her all along:) She how she works?

LOL.

So I'm waiting on Andrew to then show up and take over my love life. Andrew, from all accounts, was such a loving and giving soul when he was alive. My Great Grandmother (his mom) was a moonshine runner (family had their own speakeasy, gambling and moonshine operation). When she was caught by the police, Andrew took the rap for her and went to jail. That's what kind of guy he was -- my grams loved him so dang much. When he died of pneumonia he was 29 (he was 10 years older than grams) they had been married for 2 years. Anyways - not only was he kind, but he was forthright and could also stand up and be heard. Something - as you know - I need. No passive guides for me - I need people in the trenches:) My mother still has Andrew and grams wedding rings. I think I'll hunt them out when I'm at her house this weekend.

My son - so far - likes school and is staying out of trouble. Every morning we are going over the rules of what he should not do in school - coupled with him raising his energy walls. Once a week I'm doing the laying on the stones - and he has a few amethysts in his room. I'll get his energy straightened out eventually.

Now that I've had a reading about George - guess who is slowly pushing his way back more into my energy field - yep - Will. It's kind of like - I know I'm not going to do anything but I don't want you to forget about me because of George - type of energy. Lord - how can one forget about their other half? But with Will's energy comes a mentoring energy as well. It's hard to describe - it's a love energy, but one where he is a teacher and not a lover. Like this all started out years ago when he first contacted me - he was to be a mentor or teacher of sorts and it appears that his energy has stepped back into that role. I wonder how I can be in the same room and not want to kiss the hell out of him? Well, I may want - but as long as he is in the teacher/mentor role, it's a line I will not cross. It's strange with Will - there is no karma to tie up, no lessons to learn - but we have a mutual mission that has to be accomplished together. It is rather refreshing not to have past karma with someone.

George and I have past karma - he making things up with me. If he wants to make things right in this life, I do believe that I will let him do just that. It's a strong urge from him to make things right - I would say it's a primal urge. It's something that his soul is hungry to do - something he must do. And when approached in this lifetime, I will let him do it. When I came to solid grips with that decision, more visions started flying in - and I'm not ignoring them any longer. I've had visions of George and our friendship/relationship for years now - and I have just pushed them to the side. They have been around since I discovered Bill and this whole world opened up to me. I'd love to see George and Bill have a talk - it would be very interesting. Both are deeply committed souls - wanting to make the world a better place for mankind, animals and the environment. Both are Democrats and outspoken.

The visions I get with George in them revolve around children. My son, George's friends children and more. There's always laughter and good feelings. He's always doing things for me - I can see me telling him just to stop it. But that's what he wants to do -- keep giving and giving. The whole thing just seems so surreal to me right now.

I can hear someone now saying - what if Will wakes up and comes to his senses about more than a mentor relationship? If he does so before I get involved with someone, then I'm open to it. If it happens after, then he's too late. At least in this life.

Time to get back to work:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Karma, George And Will!

Oh for the love of Goddess and all that's sane -- what a day thus far. I thought things would run more smooth since my son is back at school. That podcast of mine took 7 - yes 7 tries to get it to go. My brain was actually getting fried from having to repeat the same thing so many times. It's all because of that George. Yes - George. You know who you are George...in fact, I'll also bet that Will knows which George I'm talking about too although I'm almost certain they haven't met -- yet.

Okay - so over the weekend I was thinking back on my life - especially back to my childhood (I took out my old diary's) and I discovered that most of my Ken dolls I named "George", my pet I wanted to name "George" I even wrote that my husband's name was "George". This got me thinking about George. His energy is what Will's was - very persistent and patient. But with one difference from my side - I am keeping him at a distance on purpose. But I don't know why I'm doing that. George by all outward appearances is kind, generous, creative, handsome and exactly how Samantha described my future mate to be (although I did think at 1st this was Mr. Client guy - I was hoping actually that it was Mr. Client Guy and not George who 1st popped into my head): He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man? But it's like he is going to come around even more when you move.

Now right now I don't "know" George - so again when his named popped into my head, I dismissed it.

But this made me shift through my old chat logs with Tracey and came upon an old reading that she kept saying the name George in. One of the people I was asking about kept saying George and I had no idea what she was talking about. This was back in May I think. So -- this all led me to ask Maria Shaw about George and I got her answer right before I did the podcast - blew my mind away and explained a lot:

This guy shows up in the marriage part of your chart......I think the past life has to do with the fact that you were married three times in other lifetimes. He feels a strong need to be with you....like he is supposed to be with you but I am not so sure you want to remarry him again! One relationship lifetime he was abusive. The other one he was a drinker and the other one he was a good man. He was never the woman. He had to learn about his male energy (side) so always reincarnated as a male. It is he who cannot let you go. He has a strong need to possesses you. You feel a connection but also something is not right. He will revert back to old patterns from those lifetimes with control and your soul knows it doesn't want to go there but he wishes to fix the karma. He really does but do you wish to sacrifice another lifetime to allow him to do it? It is up to you! He has a Pisces rising sign (addictions) that falls in the 5th house of your chart which rules love affairs.....and taking risks in love. It also speaks on where your personal wounding is (for Allie). He wounded you in former lifetimes. His moon opposes your Jupiter EXACT. He may not support your traveling or even your spiritual growth in time to come. He may go along with it now but long term could limit your spiritual growth and advancement.

In his chart you show up as someone who could be financially supportive of him as well as someone to teach him his self worth. You also show up in the house of marriage! Go figure. Those past life aspects are pretty strong in both your charts and in the same places too. And yes, your moon shows up in the 12th house of his chart...which is one if not the biggest indicator of past life ties. I took a class in this years ago and this is amazing. Many marriage connections. I am fearful of the things I mentioned above; addiction, temper, possessiveness, control issues once he is married to you.....his past life personality may shine through eventually. But it is UP TO YOU. You have your reservations about this. You should but since you say he is patient then you have time. Take your time. The findings could be exciting, revealing and release you of karma for good with this man. OR you could choose to marry him and work them through. It is your choice.

So -- after I collected my thoughts and stopped yelling "SOB" & "you've got to be kidding me" at the computer - it all made sense. Why his energy is always there pursuing me and why I am very standoff-ish about him. It took me a few rereads but something else hit me. When I was married to George 1st he was abusive - my 1st ex husband in this life was abusive, the 2nd time I married George he was an alcoholic - ex husband #2 was yes, an alcoholic. The 3rd time George was a good guy and everyone has told me that my last partner will be a good one and it will be a past life connection. Could my soul actually have sought out the 1st 2 husbands in order to get that part of my experience with George out of the way? So that when he does come along I let him in? Could it also be that I am alone now to work on me and build me and my spirituality up so he will not have a chance to try to control?

I don't know....but it actually all makes sense to me without me trying to have it all fit. It's not something that I had to work on. Now if I am with George, then I'm not with Will. And if I'm not with Will then I'm not with Bill later on -- and then we do not complete whatever it is we are to complete this time around. We'll have to try it again.

Being with George is something that is up to me while being with Will is something that is up to Will.

Will I be as scared of George as Will is of me? No. Because I understand.

So George - what in the hell are you waiting on? Seriously. Will hasn't made a move and who knows if he will. Let's see if you have more guts than I give you credit for:)

Now on an unrelated kind of note - I had this wacked out dream the other night. I was walking along side a castle with someone - I can't remember who - but I was telling him that he was in my soul circle. I was trying to tell him without sounding like a nut job. But as I was telling him the castle was getting ready for battle and there was a spy in our castle. We (as I guess I was the queen) built a secret chamber under the castle so that my son could hide out there during the war. He had enough food, water and air to last him several years. I was to go to battle with everyone else. But I was told no - that I had to go below with my son and ensure his survival. It was too important to have him survive - since I was a warrior as well, I could battle anyone that found us.

Then I woke up.

And on that note - I gotta run. I still have a crap load of emails in my inbox. many of you have a ordered readings, classes and coaching - I'll get back to everyone as soon as I can.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Allie, Empowerment Coaching And Will!

Back from Florida - still in one piece after tropical storm Fay came through. I spent most of my trip helping my dad but the hurricane stutters on and then staying inside because of the rain & wind. But we did get to go to the gulf and do some swimming which was great! It was my son's 1st time being in the ocean/gulf and he had a really great time. It was nice to visit with my dad and step-mom. Hopefully we can do it again soon - this time in better weather! My son and I are going away for the weekend - so I'll be back to my reg schedule come Monday.

My inbox is jammed packed - over 1000 emails in there. Give me time to weed it out and get back to you if you wrote me while I was gone.

My son starts school on Monday. He's excited - let's hope he keeps up that enthusiasm. And with him starting school - the Empowerment Coach prices go back up to reg price. If you want a deal on coaching - buy now and use by the end of 2008. I only put the coaching on sale during the summer season. In case you don't know what I can help you with during a coaching month - here's a list:

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Oh - have you noticed the change in my profile picture? That's the kid and I and my dad's house. That's the only picture I have of my son on the web site and I'm not sure how long I'll leave it up there.

Today from 4 pm - 5 pm ET I will be on Connecting The Light with Mike Quinsey @ http://www.bbsradio.com/bbc/connecting_the_light.php

While I was gone, Will's energy was really strong. It still is - but during those 5 days in FL it was mucho strong. I kept expecting to turn around and see him. Ay down time I had, I kept hearing him say "Hi" and that he missed me. I also keep getting the feeling that he and I meeting again is coming up soon. By soon I mean by the end of 2008. I don't know how or why - but I can just feel that energy. I guess that if it is supposed to happen, that the Divine will arrange things so that it does happen.

I decided to join the dating sites again. But this time I'm not looking to meet anyone - just if it happens that's great. Does that make sense? I'm joining without any expectations.

I'm also taking a copywriting class. Even if I don't work as a full-fledged copywriter - it can't hurt to learn how to write like one. Plus, it'll be a good supplemental income.

I've also decided to close Cheat Peeps at the end of this month. My life is taking me in another direction and that company is anchored to my past.

By being in FL -it also added more fuel to the fire for us to get the hell out of Ohio and to a coast.

Podcast will be back on Monday.

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!

Allie :)

Will, Bill, Atlantis And Energy Work!

All I have to say is why didn't I think of this:

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=250280309940

God that would have been great!! HA! But that's long over and I'm finally - I do believe - all over it. I feel that over the last year no matter how happy I was to be rid of the negative weight my marriage brought me - I still held onto some of the anger. But oddly enough - I just woke up this week and it was gone. Don't know why - don't know how - but that doesn't matter. I also had an unexpected shift that resulted in a determination to move out of Ohio. Sure I've always said I wanted to -- but now I'm determined to -- that's a whole different ball game.

I'm getting ready to leave for FL. If you've emailed me and I haven't gotten back to you yet - the odds are slim that I will before I leave. Although I am taking my lap top with me. This only in case I'm inspired to write - I've had some interest in Dreamers so I have to redo that again. I'll be by the gulf - lounging on the beach for 5 days - and I do get my best ideas in and around water -- so you never know. The lounging part al depends on how much my father drives me crazy - or the combo of my father and my son - through my step-mom into the mix and I just don't know. It won't be a dull trip - that's for sure! My son is excited that I won't work (technically) for 5 days - he's excited we get to play all the time:) His favorites games are Trouble and Uno! I'm trying to get him interested in Clue - but so far no deal.

My son is all signed up to go back to his school upon our return from FL. I don't know if it was good or bad that the principal remembered him by name. I'm thinking bad. He's kind of of excited to go - that should last maybe a week - probably more like 3 days. I'm working on him energy wise - the laying of the stones is going well. I am also working on him after he goes to bed with what I call Energy Smoothing. It's taking the uneven parts of his energy field and making them smooth. I don't do this over him while he's asleep - but I stay in my office while he's in bed. I can zone in on his energy field and pour colors into his energy field or take the excess away. Then it's like my hands go over his energy field to smooth out the rough edges - it's a pretty cool process that I had a dream about weeks ago. I had forgotten about even having the dream until I went back through my dream journal the other day. In the dream I was in Atlantis. I was working on Ted's energy with the process I described above. As I was working on his energy, Bill was placing different crystals/stones in this water channel that ran around the outside of the crystal bed Ted was on - it was very cool. I would shift energy, Bill would then change stones and I would fine tune Ted once again. This went on until when Bill changed stones - Ted's energy wouldn't flux, but stayed smooth. I haven't quite figured out how to incorporate the crystal table/water channel with stones. Unless I worked on him while he took a shower - and I could but some crystals/stones around the tub. Humm...

When I get done with my son - I should work on Ted. That man and his energy - dang it's all screwed up. I don't see how that man functions on a day-to-day basis. His face/energy did come by yesterday - but it was a very short visit. It was almost as if he was checking in on me and then he left. I tried to get him to come back - no dice.

Bill is in my dreams a lot lately. Mostly we are doing the same thing we always do - pour over notes, books and maps. This last dream we were in a very dusty, moldy - haven't been touched in over 200 years - type of room. Whatever clue we found in the previous dream led is here (I, of course, didn't write that dream down). Both of us kept coughing because of all of the dust we stirred every time we moved. We were looking for a book that had 3 interlocking silver circles and the circles were interlocked so that it formed a triangle. We searched and searched and finally found it. Bill removed it from the shelf and we thumbed through it. There wasn't anything there. He was complaining - and I took my flashlight and shown it into the empty space where the book has been. I saw something.....told Bill to come here and we removed some books. Back into the shelf was a 3 stone lock - meaning there were places for the placement of 3 stones. We looked at one another - we need Ted. Both of us looked panicked - Ted isn't the most reliable one on the planet these days. Bill said he'd work on him -- and he left, I woke up. No wonder Ted's energy came through earlier in the day (it just dawned on me - duh), we needed him in our dream visit.

Iris told me this morning that her time with me is almost over - at least for now. I asked who was coming next, she said my guide Andrew. I asked if he was my great uncle Andrew who was actual my grandma's 1st husband (had pneumonia and died - then she married his brother - my gramps). When she answered me - I had a hard time receiving her answer as my brain got involved and wanted it to be a yes. So I took a step back, cleared my mind and asked to see a picture of my guide Andrew. It was a picture of my Uncle Andrew. I'm curious to see how this is going to play out as the stories I heard from Grams about him was that he was a very loving, kind and gentle man. Nothing like his brothers. I asked Iris what is his purpose with me? She said to find love. That's a good thing:) But Iris will be here for a spell longer - she said as soon as one thing slips into place in regards to my career - the door closes with her (for now and she stressed the FOR NOW part - lol). She of course, did not tell me what needs to slip into place - but I'm sure it has to do with my screenwriting -- or -- my OBE Sex workshops.

Last night Will actually popped in while I was taking a shower. No - nothing happened. But the exchange went something like this:

W: It's about time.
A: What?
W: It's about time that you let me back in.
A: Last time I checked you were old enough to use the phone without your mommies permission.
He didn't say a word for a few moments and then....
W: I know. But we're going to see each other soon.
A: We are? Why?
W: Does the why matter?
A: Yep.
W: I don't know the why except that it has something to do with your Dreamers.
A: Why can't you pick up the phone - seriously. Your girlfriend has plenty of male friends and you have plenty of female friends. Why can't I just be one of those friends?
W: Because -- it wouldn't work that way and you know it.
A: Do I now? I know how to say no.
He shot me a sideways look, raised an eyebrow (damn it was cute).
W: No you don't.
A: You do not have that much power of me -- now if you were British AND could speak Italian, you may stand a chance.
Will smiles.
W: We'll see. In the mean time, I can't call.
A: And in the mean time I am not waiting around - nor am I putting the energy into having you contact me.
W: I know. I know. (in a very irritated voice)
A: Now go place house or whatever it is you do and let me finish my shower.
W: You're bull headed.
A: And you're a chicken shit.

And he was gone. He did leave with that cute grin of his. I guess we'll see what happens once I finish the latest version of Dreamers.

BTW -- has anyone seen the trailer to Burn After Reading ? I have to see the movie just because Brad Pitt is such a dork in this trailer -- and George Clooney is not far behind.

I don't know if you noticed or not, but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com this week. Maria's producer, Joe, was in the hospital. He's out and feeling okay now - thanks goodness, he's good person -- and apparently no one has my contact information except Joe. Next week I'll be in FL so I won't be on either.

On that note I am out of here. If anything exciting happens I'll send you a message on the Crackberry. If not - see you in a week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Lighthouse, My Prosperity Grid And Empowerment Classes!

Boy this week has been busy - just trying to get caught up has been a chore and a half! I'm heading outside today to give my yard some much needed TLC! It's in such a state of overgrowth. It's supposed to be sunny and 73 today - just perfect for outside work!

I'm trying something new with my son this week - laying on the stones. He doesn't sit still for very long, so I have been putting off doing it. But his aggressive behavior this morning warranted a try. I had him lie down - with a crystal point about his head pointing down: and a stone on each chakra: amethyst, azurite, emerald, citrine, honey calcite and a ruby - with another crystal point at his feet pointing down. He said immediately that he could feel like a burning from his head all the way down to his feet along the chakra line. He actually laid there for 15 min (I was impressed it was that long) and when I took the stones off, the ones at the brow, throat and heart were very warm to touch. He felt the most activity in his brow chakra, At 1st I had a purple fluorite there - but it was too strong and was giving him a headache - so I grabbed the amethyst and did a switch. I want to get a couple of big amethyst's for his room. I have tried to get him to wear one or to put it in his pocket - but he loses them all.

I'm going to do this with him once a day for while and see what happens. I also have to remember that no matter what he says or does - I have to control my anger as his energy absorbs it and then all hell breaks loose. I have discovered though, that he has been by dad in a couple of past lives. Hence why he has such a hard time listening to me and doesn't appreciate being "demanded" to do something. Demanded is his word - all I do is ask - and then ask again.

I had a nice chakra grid set up for Will during his healing with Tracey. I took it down this morning. I am very open and willing to communicate and meet/be with the guys on a spiritual level - anytime, anywhere. But as far as me trying to shift their energy so that they make physical contact - I'm done. I'm very firm with the "I'm Done" too -must be the Taurus in me :) They all know where to find me and if they ever want to talk - they know how I can be reached.

So after I took down Will's grid - I decided to do one for me (which is a first). I decided on a prosperity/abundance grid - when I laid them down I focused in on my career. In the middle I have a aventurine heart to represent me, along with a stauroliteutile (fairy cross) and rutile. Around them I have 3 malachite's, 1 emerald, 1 aventurines and 1 aquamarine. Around this I have 9 quartz crystals with the points inward. 3-6-9 are the stones.

I want to get a statue of Aphrodite and one of Brigit. Ever since Amy in NOLA suggest I call Aphrodite in to help me with my life, I have felt her very strong presence around me. Iris suggested that I find a stature in her honor - I told her that was fine, but Brigit deserves one too. She agreed.

I found the lighthouse that has been in my visions with Bill and Ted. I stumbled across it and knew immediately, that this was the one I saw: http://www.gallooislandlighthouse.com/ of course in my visions it is painted, fixed up - etc....but that's it. I about fell over when I came across it. My son and I were talking about lighthouses and he mentioned how he'd love to live in one - well I'd love it too - so I thought I'd look around, just for the hell of it. And wouldn't you know - it's for sale - for $295k. Actually - the whole dang island is for sale too (for something like $17.5 mil) - it would make a GREAT spiritual retreat - the whole island. With the lighthouse being the central point for healing, readings - etc..... Of course my son wants me to buy it right now (the lighthouse, not the island) -- I told him that I don't have the cash right now, but if we are to have it in this life, then we will:)

I have updated the Empowerment eClass page for Sept - new prices and a new class: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm

The sale for Empowerment Coaching ends in 2 weeks. Buy now, use later -- just as long as it is by the end of 2008: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm payment plans are available on all of the coaching plans.

Lastly - I have started an OBE Sex newsletter. It'll be bi-weekly and cover:

- A OBE story not found on the blog.
- New S.ex Position (do-able in both OBE & Physical)
- Sexual Energy Exercise- OBE S.ex Tip

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/obesex/join

Tonight I will be on:

The Unexplained World

From 10:00 pm EDT - 11:00 pm as to talk about OBE sex and guides/angels!

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw

And on that note - outside I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

NOLA, OBE Sex Workshop And My Readings!

Well before anyone asks - Nickelodeon took a pass on the project for now. They need some things changed and some established talent w/credits, to come on board. We are invited to resubmit later on down the road. So we'll see. Am I bummed? Not really. I'm so used to being shot down that it really doesn't phase me any more. Now when I finally get a yes - that will register. So back to the drawing board on this - DREAMERS and the new project I just started.

I did not see Will in NOLA and I can honestly say that I didn't care. In fact, I'm at that point that if I never see him again in this life - I'm fine with it. I can still push his buttons 24/7 and no matter who he's with, they'll never be able to do that.

NOLA really was a blast. I met a lot of fabo people while I was there. I did spend Sat. night stumbling down Bourbon St. with my sister and a good friend of mine. We all know that if I start crying - my friend starts calling me a fucking whore and my sister says - it's all good....that we've had too much and it's time to stop:) The only thing that was wrong with me Sun was that I was tired. I never got sick, nor did I have a hangover:) I did go to Jackson Square (which I LOVED) and saw all of the stray cats that the town feeds. I also got a reading by a woman named Fox. I'll tell you what she said - along with Amy, an angel reader - what she had to say in a bit.

My OBE sex talk went well - a few people looked confused - some looked like they were too advanced with what I was trying to teach -- and others had no idea why they were drawn to the talk. That is until they got a reading from me and had "uh-ha" moments! I met many people who are still trying to get their lives back on track after Katrina. Others I met were dealing with discovering and/or meeting with their soul mate/soul clusters. One young woman I met was so gifted at seeing the dead - I mean WOW gifted. She is trying to get a handle on how to help them. One tall spirit guy was standing behind me as we talked and he kept touching me - very interesting. But she is a wow factor -- honestly - she has more of a gifted insight than John Edwards and Sylvia Browne combined (not to mention the original Ghost Whisperer). Anyways - I'd love to see where she is in a few years.

I did do a ghost/vampire tour which was a blast. Our feet hurt so we left it early - but we still had a good time. The French Quarter was nice - I liked the houses and just the "oldness" of that place. I rode the street car/trolley to get to The House Of Broel in the Garden District (where Maria had the show). We were stuck in Atlanta until late Monday night (weather related) - but the time I got home it was early Tuesday morning. And I'm still tired.

Now both readings - very similar in scope. Amy said that I have to trademark my OBE stuff and start doing workshops on my own. Doesn't matter if I have one couple show up - that this is where my bread and butter lies. That it will propel me to an area I didn't think possible. I do agree - I have to come up with something and I would love to give workshops on OBE sex - my problem is that I don't know how -- meaning I don't know how to come up with a curriculum. I guess I could base it on my OBE email class? And what I'm putting in my book? What else? Both ladies said that my energy is not putting out the right vibes to attract a love - that I'm prickly. Both wanted to know about the fireman and that I shouldn't keep him at arms length. Both said I scared off Will (by him reading my blog) and the person he is with doesn't scare him - he's more in control with her. Whatever. Both said that they doubt that Will and I will do what we have to in this life as he's too scared to take the next step. So oh goody - I get to come back and do this again.

Amy wants me to evoke Aphrodite. Say she wall help me lower my guard and allow someone into my life. Fox said I won't be getting laid till about forever. Both said that I have to focus and not to dawdle with what is in front of me - take the bull by the horns - etc....

Let's see money will continue to be tight but I will find a way to make ends meet. 2009 will be a great year - more money will start to come my way end of 2008. That's all I can remember.

I did feel something shift while I was in NO - I have to idea what, but it was good and had to do with my career. Time will tell.

Back to thinking about the OBE workshop. 3 days - one day per method. Ohh..I just thought of some wonderful oils & incense combos that would be a fabo part of the workshop. Plus crystal sex toys - oh yes - you heard correctly. I did have some OBE experiences while in NO. I have to find the time tonight to write them in the OBE sex blog.

Just so you know - I will be in FL from Aug 16 - 20 with my son to see my dad and step-mom. Then my son starts school the next week. Dang - where did the summer go?

My email is so scary that I don't even want to think about it. But I will eventually get back to everyone.

Oh - I did Maria's show live in NO on Monday instead of being on today -- but you probably already figured that out. I still would have loved to have my own show on Psychiconair.com - but I guess that it wasn't meant to be.

Which gets me to thinking about an OBE sex radio show - again. What in Goddesses name would I have on that show? Readings - sex & love - obviously. But what else? I wonder if I could have a co-host? Hey Matt (he knows who I'm talking about)...what do you think? Okay - I'm just thinking -- and on that note...

...I'm off to get my shower!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

PS: I'm Alive...

...not so sure about well. But I am alive. Just very tired and very busy. I hope to update the blog later today - if not, then tomorrow. Hell - I finally just got the podcast done!

Yes I had fun in NOLA and no I did not see Will.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)