Dracula's Castle, Workshops and Money!

Something or someone has been pulling on me the last several days to have a session . But I couldn't find the time or the calm center I needed to have one - until now. I am not using the wand today - flying solo again. Although it does sit right beside me.

I walk into the clouds and see Hanna immediately. She kisses me on both cheeks and holds out her hands for me to grasp. I ask where are we going and she only gives me a smile. We jump into the clouds and emerge in a vision I've seen before. I'm pacing in a "green room" and Cindy is there lending me support, I'm very nervous. As I'm watching myself I turn to Hanna and tell her that this is before a workshop and I'm nervous. I've seen this before - why again. She mentally tells me that this isn't the same - by all appearance from this POV it does appear the same, but I need to stop assuming and open my eyes for nothing is ever like it appears to be.

I look out into the crowd and instead of seeing a few people - I see a few thousand. I can feel my throat close up in fear. I tell Hanna - you've got to be kidding me. She smiles. Then she tells me to look again. I do and I see him - in the front row is Bill. Hanna says that he is always here. That he travels with me and always sits in the same place in the audience. He is my rock - my focal point if I get too nervous. That calms me - to know he is there. I ask if he comes up on stage with me at all? She says all depends on the workshop. I tell Hanna that this is great and all - probably makes me a good deal of money. She agrees. But am I really helping anyone I ask? I don't want the money if it isn't helping others.

She just looks at me. I see a flash of the healing center I have in the castle. I get it now.....I tell her..this pays for the center? She nods in agreement. That these workshops give me the capital I need to open the center and to set it up as I want it to be. I ask if I do anything else with the money - does it benefit society?

Hanna takes me outside the theater to the lobby - and there are books - by me - at tables. Along with some essences and other items. She wants me to look at the books. I can see the Gypsy Magic series, the Empower your Life workbook (which is the workshop), my novel, "The Black Triangle" and my account of my soul mate journey. But there is one book - that is yellow - but I cannot see the cover, it's blanked out. It's all over the place and I can see a sign where it says that this book is on the NY bestseller list. I ask - which book is this? She replies that I haven't thought of it yet - but when I do it will be 'The One".

I ask Hanna - where is the castle - Germany? She smiles. I see another flash - it's in Spain! But I know that there is a house in Germany. I ask her again what else do I do with the money I make? She grabs my hand and we leave the area and into the clouds.

In a montage I can see:
Delivering presents to orphanages
Touring an animal sanctuary
Watching a house be built for an abused woman shelter

Now this makes me happy - to see that I am helping others. We emerge from the clouds into Romania. In fact - we are at the base of Vlad the Impaler (Dracula) castle. I ask what are we doing here? She says it's mine. I'm like - what? She says that the proof is discovered to show that my family are descendants of Vlad. One way or the other - I'm the only one with the means to keep the castle from falling to rubble. She grabs my hand and says we're going in. I'm like - heck no we're not. Can't you feel the heaviness - all that negativity? That place will eat me alive. She surrounds me with white and gold light - then smiles. I roll my eyes as I LIKED my excuse for not going in.

We enter. My skin feels electric. Energy is spiraling up from my feet and out the top of my head. It's a combination of the heebie jeebies and the start of the energy zap I get when I'm on to something. I can see tortured spirit after spirit coming towards me. They get within a few feet of me and they shoot straight up into the sky - to the heavens. They keep doing this one by one - two by two...and each time the get by me and shoot up - I can feel my energy grow stronger. It is getting to a point where I feel like I'm going to just start shaking because of the energy and then it dawns on me: These are earth bound spirits who are attracted to the white light (the white/gold light that Hanna placed around me) when they come in contact with the light - the Divine grabs them and takes them to the heavens (since in all reality I am, as we all are, connected directly to the energy of the universe). Once I came to this realization - I had a handle on the strong energy that came through me. I looked at Hanna and said - I have to do this throughout the whole castle. She nods.

I remind her - doesn't she know that today is Halloween? She nods and says - not today am I going to do this. I reply - I have to do this with my physical body here? She smiles. Darn it all. But I won't be alone Hanna says - I will have help. This way I am going to remove the evil, save the castle and the surrounding area as it will be used for another purpose instead of scaring people.

She gives me a kiss on each cheek again - and it's over.

What a weekend! I survived Trick or Treating last night:) Some of the kids were just so darn cute - others were very gross and still some of the older ones were too darn lazy to dress up. But it was still fun and my son had a blast!

I finished writing book two - "Gypsy Magic for the Prosperity's Soul" YEAH! Just like I was told to:) Now to go through all of the other steps so I can get this out as soon as possible.

Hope all have a great Halloween, no matter how you celebrate it!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Evil - AGAIN and the Funeral.

I'm soooooo tired today. I'm barely able to keep my peepers open. No - not sick. Nightmares all last night - well - for the better part of the night. All I can remember now is me and another woman in my house - but it is not my current house. This house was mostly white, very large, three levels. I thought my son was at a friends house and my husband wasn't there. The woman and I were in a bedroom and "evil" was floating around. I was able to contain it in a holder of sorts. The container was hollow on the inside, but it had a small crack that ran through it where I was able to insert the evil - which was in a midst form. I had to put some insulation or something like that around the edges (the container looked like a horseshoe) in order to keep the evil inside. I remember saying that this evil should be okay - it's not as strong as before. But the evil leaked out and was coming towards us. I remember being really - really scared. I saw that evil had taken on a face and it was just like the face I saw during a vision on my walk the other day (the one Archangel Michael and Raphael said it was an old friend of mine who tried to get my to follow the dark path). I woke myself up - fell back to sleep right back where I left off. This thing is chasing me and the woman through the house. I get outside and I'm like - oh my God - my animals are in there - they can't fight evil. Then for some reason I thought my son was in there. Now I'm in a huge panic.

I tried to get back in to fight back I was soooo scared. I remember waking up again thinking - I haven't had a nightmare in years - why now???? I then fell back to sleep to where I left off. This evil thing was right in my face and it scared the living crap out of me. I can still feel how fast my heart was racing. When I woke up again - this time I was pretty pissed falling back to sleep and I asked my guides and angels to come with me - surround me with the white and gold light - and send this evil back to where it came from. I remember going right back where I left off - but now surrounded by a brilliant white light. That was the last of that dream that I remember.

I can sense that I had some dream visits with both Bill and Ted after that - only I don't know what happened.

Now for the funeral today - it went as well as can be expected. It was difficult seeing Rick lie there like that. But I saw him and his dad standing off to the side. They were making some wise cracks at me and also reassuring me that they were okay. At one point Rick sat in the seat next to me and asked how was I doing? He was touched by the amount of people crying. He wanted me to tell his mom that he's fine. His dad came up behind him and said that he'll show Rick the ropes:) I didn't tell his mother anything today as she was operating on autopilot. Maybe at Thanksgiving.

During the services at the funeral home - I had such a high level of peace and calm within me - even when I was crying. I kept zoning out during the service and that is when I would feel the calm. At the same time I felt that calm, I could also feel someone tugging at my soul wanting me to come out and play. It was very persistent. In the past this has always been Bill who tugs at me - I tend to think it was him again. He felt my pain and wanted to comfort me any way he could - knowing full well that if he got me on the astral plane that I would cheer up:) But I'm still not 100% it was him.

I think I'll be heading to bed soon. Got some emails to handle and then I pray whatever evil thing was lurking around me is now gone. Only nice dreams tonight! Except I do have a small worry though - in my family deaths always comes in 3's. I suspect who the other two will be and one will be a surprise to most when it happens.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

An Interesting Walk This Morning!

I get up this morning for my walk. It's cold outside and my eyes tear up immediately because of the cold. In the flash that my tears fell - I saw...well...a creature. Probably about 6'4", yellowish eyes that look like it oozed evil, his body was in a state of decomposing and his hair was matted with mud. I thought to myself "what the @uck?". I use my hand to shoo him out of the way (like he was a whiff of smoke) - he leaves and comes right back. I look at him and tell him that I don't have time for this crap - it's Halloween and I don't feel like being scared. Next thing I know Archangels Michael and Raphael literally swoop in and banish it away.

I ask them what in the heck was that? Archangel Michael replies an old friend. I'm thinking that I don't have any friends that looked that evil. Archangel Raphael jumps in and says that he was good at one time - but took the dark path and lost the light. I asked what does he want? Their reply - to lead me down the dark path. HA! I told them both not to worry - I'm not going anywhere. They reply that they know - but that they are always around - just in case. They strengthen the gold light around me and I continue on my walk.

Now I can barely see them ahead of me as I'm walking. They are making their presence felt but they are not overdoing it. I start to get flash visions that I swear, are straight out of a sci-fi movie, but they're not.

I can see me up on a high platform - many steps below me - on three sides. There is a wall behind me with an entranceway. Next to me is Ted. He looks - I don't know - very regal? But I instinctively know that he is not on the same social level as I am - he's one step below me. But that doesn't seem to phase him at all. We both look very happy and at peace. We are overlooking a city(?) at night. The platform I am on looks violet and has a slight glow under my feet.

Bill walks up the stairs - to the left of me - and in his hands rests the object I saw at the bottom of the lake in the crystal cavern - from yesterday's session.

Out of nowhere - Mr. Evil guy shows up in my minds eye again and interrupts the vision. Before the Archangels could do anything - and I don't know how I did this - but I sent a very concentrated beam of white light into my old friend and saw him disintegrate into nothing but a speck.

I went straight back into the vision - the object with the three balls on top looks to be shaped like a big challis on the bottom. I look at the object and with my mind, I move the three balls - they are like a code or key to open this container. In the middle it appears that the top can open - and fall back as if on a hinge, but there is no visible hinge.

The container levitates - we three outstretch or hands and light pours form us into the container. I don't know what information is being transmitted. I hold out my right hand and I move my wand (exactly like the one I use today) with my mind, into it.

Then that's it. Nothing more than that on the way back. I spent the rest of the time marveling how good Ted looked in the vision. He never looked so calm and happy.

Time to get my kid up for school.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, a Mill, a Crystal Cavern and a New Guide!

I'm jumping in solo - without the wand - as instructed to do (again) by Brigit. The message I'm getting is that I am to sit with my hands on the keyboard and just type away. Let's pray the spell check does its job! So here goes.....what a lovely field I'm in - so many flowers, yellow white..but mostly purple. Actually lavender - what a surprise (not really). I look to my right and there is a woman there - with shoulder length blond hair - her hair looks like it is flowing in the wind - but I don't feel a breeze. She extends her hand and her name is Hanna - she is a guide of mine who has been waiting in the background until I was ready for her. Her eyes are unreal - one is blue and one is green. It's hard to look at both eyes at the same time - she says that my perception of the eyes will change over time and I will not notice a difference. I feel that this is also a meaning towards Bill and Ted - that they will merge so tightly that it will no longer matter "who" I'm with - at least spiritually they will be one. This is the message I'm hearing - from somewhere but not from Hanna.

I ask Hanna why are we here and what is she to help me with? She tells me to take her hand. I do.. We are flying high above the flower fields - the yellow, white, and purple flowers look very beautiful from up above - there are little patches of red here and there - scattered throughout. We land outside of what reminds me of a old flour mill - has the water wheel and all - but the outside is brick. She opens the door and motions for me to go inside.

I do and I'm not in a mill - but a home - a one room home with a fireplace, a queen size bed. Although the outside of the building looked like it hadn't been taken care of - the inside looked just fine - like its in use. Nothing broken - no webs - nothing. It's lived in and looks very cozy. I see the back door opening and through it is Ted. He's dressed in a red flannel shirt, jeans, boots - his hair is long, he has a beard and moustache. He looks up - sees me and grins. Comes over and says "Hi Allie" - give me a big kiss. His whiskers tickle my face. His lips are very cold. He gives me a bare hug. Before I forget - he entered with his arms full of wood - he put the wood down and then came over to me - taking of his gloves as he moved closer. I look at the walls and I now see pictures - sketches of various items. Tear drops, spirals, a crystal, the water wheel, a castle, lips, what looks like my eyes (and my lips too I might add).

Hanna is still standing next to me not saying a thing. But Ted doesn't acknowledge her presence - just mine. Hanna grabs my hand and I see me get pulled from "me". So who Ted was kissing - talking to was my physical self. Not the energy form for which I entered the mill. Before Hanna and I leave I ask why did she bring me here? She replies - so that I would stop worrying. Unfortunately, I don't know which worry she is referring to - the worry on how Ted is now (as he looks and feels like hell) or the worry about the conflicting views on either Bill or Ted - which worry? (SIGH)

I'm still confused as she pulls me through the wall and into a large crystal cavern. This is something straight out of a book I was writing. It's massive - with shimming crystals all around. Off to the side is a small lake. I can see my breath in here - but I'm not cold. This place has amazing energy. Hanna asks if this is familiar and I mention about the story I was writing. She then asks when I wrote the story - did this place seem familiar then? I said yes. But I still don't know where I'm at. She says that it will come in time - stop trying to push it. What kind of guide are you - I ask???
She says that she is to help me with what has been, what is now and what will be so that I focus on the present. There have been many guides before her who have stressed how important is that I get my work done - yet I'm not done. Okay - so why this cave - why are we here?

She tells me to go look at the water. I do. Lean closer she says - I do. Then she pushes me in. Something is pulling me down - some unseen force. I'm trying not to panic. I can hear her say for me to stop struggling. I do and I land at the bottom. I can feel soon that my air is going to give out so I am looking around to see what it is I'm supposed to see so I can get back up there. I see in the corner - buried almost to the top a container of sorts - hard to describe but I see silver, copper and gold on it - each is a round ball. It has been here for awhile. I'm trying to remove the white sand from around this when I can sense that it is time for me to resurface. I do.

I ask Hanna what is that object? She says I cannot get it out alone. That I need Bill and Ted to help. Only with the three of us will it allow itself to be removed. I asked her why is there no growth down there - no plants, no fish, no nothing. She says that it is a sacred place.

She points to a stone on the floor. She tells me to pick it up and study it. It is green and white - well it's a crystal - smooth with green inside of it. She tells me that I have this spirit that I need to find it and keep it close to me. I tell her - not sure if I have it. She says I do - but I have forgotten. Just like I've forgotten the other information of old.

With that she tells me that I've seen enough for one day. That she wants me done with my books - the current one (book) by this weekend. All the writing. It HAS to be done and she is so strong about that - this has to be done. She says that I've been given enough warnings - there are no excuses.

With that I come back and here I am.

Let me say....boy I need spell check. Hold on a sec! I might add that this session lasted about 40 minutes unlike the usual 15 with I meditate.

Okay - looking back over what I wrote. The castle that Ted drew was the same castle I've had in my other visions of the place where I have a clinic in another 10 years.

I did find the stone Hanna said I had. She's right - had forgotten all about this one. It's a lithium-included quartz with one striated crystal inside and it looks as if it has some yellow/gold stuff along inside of it - the main crystal also has another smaller crystal inside (so it makes two - for a total of three crystals - interesting...no?) that has rainbows in it. You know- the more I look at it - the more I realize that this is the crystal that Ted had sketched and was up on the wall.

The floor of the crystal cavern had white sand or dirt on it. The whole place just sparkled like there was an unseen light source in there and the crystals were reflecting the light.

Okay - that's about it!

Friday is the funeral - so I will not do a session that day. I may do one tomorrow or on Sat - I haven't decided yet. I guess we'll see what calls out to me.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

What the Hell?!

What in the hell is going on? I'm shaking so hard that it is difficult to type. The energy that is surging through my body is overpowering - making my hands turn from hot to ice in a snap and creating a hell of a headache. It's 9:57 am EDT right now and this has been going on for the last 20 min or so. This is the 2nd day in a row - the 3rd day in under a week - where this energy forces its way through me. The pressure dropped in my office too. But I didn't hear a hum or a ring in my ears, so I know that I'm not being visited by anyone. At least anyone who has passed over or a guide/angel. I felt something on my right cheek - a kiss maybe? From who? Bill? Could he have had another break though? Good lord - when all of the doors are open for him like they are for me...will I feel this much energy all the time? Does he feel it? What will happen when we are both in the same room?

I can see Bill sitting -- looking at something. But I don't know what and I don't know where. All I can see is his blue eyes and that they are tearing up.

I wish I was next to him to give him a tissue.

The energy has taken a short break. Nope...very short...it's back again.

Okay - going to try to get some work done. I wonder what kind of door has opened now? Where will it lead? Will either of us have the guts to follow the path that is in front of us?

Time will tell.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

PS: my hands are on fire again.......(sigh)

PPS: it lasted 1 hr 15 min. Stopped for about 30 min and started all over again. I have a constant feel as if a IV is draining espresso into my blood system. This is unreal.

ASPCA: PREMARIN MARES AND FOALS URGENTLY NEED YOUR HELP!

DEADLINE: October 31st!

Winter is fast approaching in Canada! The leaves are changing; there is a chill in the air; and it recently snowed in Alberta. Sadly, this signals the end of this year’s rescue opportunity for Premarin mares and foals. The ranchers will be forced to bring the horses out of pasture. Since it is extremely costly for the ranchers to feed them hay and grains, nearly 200 hundred horses will end up at auction, many of whom will be slaughtered. Please adopt and save a Premarin horse from slaughter.

Please go to PMU Rescue or The Animali Farm for a list of Premarin horses currently available for adoption or click here to read more.

Sincerely,
Jill Buckley, Esq.
Legislative Liaison, Western Region

The 1920's, My Abilities and I Need to Prepare!

I sat with my wand. Upon entering a group of clouds - a voice tells me that meditation is not needed. I emerge and Brigit is standing there. She tells me that I need to trust my abilities and that I can connect and unconnect at will - while being fully conscious. I tell her that this is more comfortable for me. She says that my abilities will not grow until I place more faith in myself. I tell her okay - from now on I will connect at will. This pleases her.

Off to my right I sense my Uncle Wally coming towards me. He tells me that Rick (my cousin) is fine and that his emotions are too raw to connect with me at the moment. He says that both Rick and I need to chill out (so to speak) before we connect - but he promises that it will be soon. I thank him and he moves off into the clouds.

I ask Brigit to take away any obstacles that is standing in the way for me to heal and to be on my path. She says that she cannot. Just then a light blinds me and out steps Jesus - behind him are the Archangels. I ask him for his help. With love he tells me that I always have his help and support. I mention about the obstacles - for all 3 of us - to be removed so that we can travel on our path together. I don't remember exactly - but he says something to the affect that I must be prepared. That it is time to let go of the past to make room for the future. That it is of the utmost importance that I be prepared - for myself and my son - by the end of 2005. Better yet - by December. I tell him that's too soon. He replies that I can do anything I want to - I'm never given an unfair burden to master. All I have to do is "do".

I'm joined by Bill. He takes me in his arms and gives me such a wonderful kiss - I swear that I could actually "feel" the kiss. When it was done - I feel a hand on my back - I turn around and it's Ted. He gives me the same - deep - toe curling kiss. We three are told to join hands. A powerful white energy embraces all of us. Next thing I know we're in the roaring 1920's.

Bill/Frank back slaps me on my face. He does it again. At least now I know where I got my bruises in an earlier past life recall - and when Ted/Nick says that his boss is closing the place down - that would've been Bill/Frank. He's screaming at me to quit. That he doesn't want me to work there any more. I'm crying telling him that I'm good at the uncover work - that I'm learning a lot about our competition. He puts his hands around my throat and is strangling me - screaming like a mad man that I like the job too much - I must be a whore - sleeping with the enemy. He flies off of me and it's Ted/Nick. He tells Frank to get a grip. Frank pulls out a gun and points it at Nick - tells him to mind his own business. Nick tries to calm Frank down saying it doesn't do the business any good to have him go off on his wife. Nick helps me up - asks me if I'm okay. I can tell by looking into his eyes that he's in love with me. By the smile on his face, I must reflect the same feelings. Frank doesn't notice a thing - he's over pouring himself a drink.

Now we are back in the clouds - they disappear and we're in the meadow. I wake up.

About 10 minutes before I started the session, I had that energy rush, shakes, etc...that I had on Friday. When I was done with the session, I still had them.....only during the session I couldn't feel it. An hour later - I still have that raw emotional surge. Only this time I can't tell if it is Bill or Ted who has had a breakthrough. I want to say Ted - but my inner voice is telling me no - it's Bill. His third eye has finally opened more and he can "see" me better.

Bill's back in the states again - I can always tell when he is overseas or home. The energy level is different.

My cousin did die this morning. It hurt like hell when my grandma died a few years ago - hurt worse when my uncle passed away (at 49) a couple of years ago...but my cousin was 42. That's four years older than me - and this is like a stake through my heart. Nothing I cannot get through - it's just so hard for me to believe that his physical presence is no longer. My dad and step mom are riding out Wilma - they went down to FL on Sat.

Spell for the new book are coming along. Slower - much slower than I want. But at least something is happening.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Oregon Cougars under pressure

Oregon Cougars Still Need Your Support

It’s not too late!

Comment deadline: October 31, 2005

It’s not too late to express your dismay at Oregon Department of Fish and Wildlife’s (ODFW) plan to reduce cougar populations in that state to 1994 levels.

This Cougar Management Plan (CMP) is not based on sound science rather, it’s an effort to work around two voter-supported measures to protect Oregon’s cougar population.

The CMP could mean 782 cougars are killed each year for the next five years in Oregon. In just one year, that is a 195% increase. over the number of cougars killed in 2004! Furthermore, the CMP goal is to have 45% of the take be females--that's 350 cats not including the orphaned kittens that will starve to death as a result of losing their mothers. That's not a balanced approach to wildlife management.

While more cougars are being killed today by sport hunting than ever before in the state (largely due to a dramatic reduction in the cost of a cougar tag), ODFW would like to further reduce the cougar population by approximately 40%. Not only will more citizens be encouraged to hunt for cougars, but if quotas are not met, ODFW would like to hire federal and state hunters to eliminate cougars to meet the quota BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY. This means that the hired guns will be authorized to use snares, poison and dogs if they so desire to achieve the desired kill quota.

You can send an email to Oregon’s Fish and Wildlife Commission as easily as completing the form on our website. Please, add your own comments—your voice counts!

Click or copy and paste to act now! (http://cougarfund.org/takeaction.php#31)

Or write:

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It's an outrage: Congress may strip horse slaughter ban

With your help, both the U.S. Senate and House of Representatives overwhelmingly voted to ban horse slaughter in the United States. All of your great work was essential to these dual victories in Congress.

But that work is in danger of being undone!

We fear that the horse slaughter ban is going to be stripped during final passage of the Agriculture Appropriations bill. We cannot allow this outrageous action -- which would violate the overwhelming majorities in both the House and the Senate. If the horse slaughter ban is dropped, nearly 100,000 horses will be slaughtered for human consumption overseas next year.

We have only days left before this issue is decided.

Reach for your phone now and call your two U.S. Senators and Representative in Washington, D.C. and urge them to oppose the final Agriculture Appropriations conference report if it doesn't contain the horse slaughter ban.

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Unsure what to say? Just follow this script for your phone call:

"Hello, I'm calling from [your town and state] to let you know I've heard that the ban on horse slaughter in the Agriculture Appropriations bill is being stripped by the conference committee. After landslide votes in both House and Senate, that is an outrage. I want [your Representative or Senators' names] to oppose any Agriculture Appropriations conference report that doesn't include the ban on horse slaughter. Thank you."

We need a massive outcry in the halls of Congress immediately if we hope to save our horses. Thank you for your fast action on this critical issue.

Sincerely,
Wayne Pacelle
President & CEOThe Humane Society of the United States

Is This How I will Meet Ted?

I got a heavy nod today not to go into my usual meditation - but to sit at my keyboard and just type. I'm not sure why I have these sessions, maybe to make me realize that I don't need mediation to see -- I don't know. But here goes.....

I'm in a house - it is more white on a beach - with a large sliding glass door to the outside. If I'm looking at the glass door - to the right is a kitchen - to the left a dining area and then down to a sunken living room with a fireplace at the far left end. Beyond the fireplace to the left, is a hallway to bed rooms. Behind me is a hallway that leads to the front door. A double front door really - wooden - but only the right side gets used.

I'm now outside the house and I'm walking across a deck, down stairs to the beach. Out by the ocean is Clive - hair all tousled, pants folded up to his shins, barefoot. He's looking for stones and asks if I want to as well. But of course I do. We have a merry ole time looking for stones, making a pile. It's a lot of fun - much laughter and just good all over feelings. He pulls out his cell and takes a look at something and says that he's ready to go in.

So here we are carrying this mountain of stones in our arms back to the house. He found one special stone that looked like a crystal and give it to me - I placed it in my pockets. A black dog - looks like a Newfoundland, comes with us - we are joking that this dog is big enough to be a pack mule:)

We go inside and set down the rocks ear the door. Clive looks up and says - Ted! My heart stops. I can feel myself about to hyperventilate as I slowly look up and next to Bill - there he is. Oh my good God does he look good. His hair is rather long, has a moustache and beard - looks very handsome. I glance over at Bill like - couldn't you have warned me?

I just blurt out - Ted! And then I tone it down walk over and hold out my hand to introduce myself. He grabs it - boy does he smile big - but he also has a look in his eyes of either pure panic, disbelief or both. When we shake - a few lights actually burst - the lightbulbs all just pop. It was unnerving.

I stammer over my words and mention that I can't find the rock that Clive just gave me (he and I both know its in my pocket) and I comment that I'm going to go out an get it. Ted pipes up - do I need an extra set of eyes? I just stare at him. He walks closer. I can help - he says. I look over at Bill - he doesn't say anything. I smile and say - sure - I'd like the help. Even though I was going outside to get away from Ted and gather my thoughts - pull myself together.

So we're down at the beach looking - I take the stone out and drop it onto the sand. He comes across it and "finds' it. I thank him. He holds it up to the sunlight and he can see something inside the stone. He brings it to me and our faces are almost touching - not sure who has more of a problem talking - me or him. But I can see some fluid - like an embryo in the stone.

We going back to the house and Bill and Clive are on the deck waiting for us - they are lounging - but I know that they were watching us. Comment that Ted found the stone. Bill gets up and puts his arms around me as we walk indoors - he whispers if I'm okay. I can barely stand - the emotional overload of having all 3 of them in the same place is too difficult for my human body to handle. I look at Bill and I have a heart attack. As I'm going down and all three are around me - all I can remember saying is for Ted not to leave. I was afraid I was scaring him away or something. Next thing I see is that I'm waking up in the hospital - only Bill is in the room with me. I ask about my son - he says that he is home with Ted and Clive.

And that's all that comes to me.

I've always had visions were when I finally meet Ted, Clive is already there. But I've never had the vision in such detail before. I'm curious to see how things transpire over the next year.

I'm getting my laptop today - yeah!! In al of my visions with the guys, I've had a laptop - silver/gray. But I couldn't figure out why it was silver when the one I wanted was black. Well - there was a sale and wouldn't you know it - I bought a silver one - wireless. I didn't realize it was the same one I'd been seeing for years until I looked back at my journal. Yet another step closer....

Let's just pray I get all of my files transferred over to the laptop with a crash or losing anything:)

The activity or viewing on this blog has been very interesting over the last couple of weeks - even more interesting now as I have people from all over the world reading about my highs and lows. Thank you for passing on this blog to your friends, family and co-workers!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Some Insight on Bill!

When I'm perplexed (especially about Bill and Ted) I turn to my voice of reason - Cindy. I asked her to give me a low down on what today's meditation meant for me as I was left after the session feeling more confused than when I went in. This was her response:

Okay, what I am getting about your meditation is that Bill is having lots of success in his business life. There are many engagements that people are trying to pull him into though neither his success or this constant nagging is making him feel happy or fulfilled.

There is someone of the opposite sex (I sense his ex-wife) that has been a significant role in his life, but that he is having a hard time with right now. He feels that there is a lack of faithfulness or loyalty to him and it pisses him off to the max.

He is trying to stay on top of things in his life, trying to keep up with records as advised, but having a hard time hanging onto receipts and things like this.

He wants you in his bed, and he wants to be physically intimate with you. He feels security in this idea.

His mind is being restored and renewed and he is looking to the past (again ex-wife relationship) and realizing that he does want domestic bliss and happiness, peace, but not with her. He feels she was not the right person for him. He feels that she lacked emotional support and stability for him. He needs a strong woman, who has a healthy sense of self, not one who is so self-absorbed and selfish, though he feels that he is guilty of being selfish. He feels poorly for the consequences of the decisions he made about her on some level but he knows that he did the right thing where she is concerned.

He is struggling with lack of intimacy in his life. His friends are not there for him really and he feels cautious and disconnected from everyone and in some way is alienating people so that he can be by himself. He does realize he needs to tone his attitude down a bit but he does not want to do so. He feels like being moody and an ass to others so they will leave him alone. He feels like that is the only way he can get quiet time.

He feels that you have many aspirations, potential and he loves your spiritual self, and your body, mind and spirit, but he is concerned about the love triangle that he keeps seeing in his dreams and visions lately. He is disturbed about Ted and feeling somewhat worried.

He is communicating with you mentally, through the subconscious mind and he feels he made a mistake in disconnecting for a while. He feels distant. He is reconnecting to the union between you through the spiritual realm and he feels like he has been too grounded on the physical realm, reality, and he wants reassurance from you that you are receiving him fully.

I hope this helps.

I told Cindy how amazed I was that she got all of this from my short session. She laughed and replied that the information kept pouring in. She could sense that it was information that I needed to know -- now. So she went with the flow!

Needless to say -- Bill is back -- and boy is he back.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Archangel Jeremiel, the 1920'S and Bill!

This session was strange. It was suggested for me not to sit with the wand again - but this time I did. I had a real hard time focusing as something kept trying to steer me away. I never did figure out what or who - but it was annoying just the same.

I started by watching Bill write in bed. Looked like a leather bound journal. He's just writing and writing - head bent over as he concentrates. Then I see him in a car - writing. He chews on the end of the pen and when he is stopped - takes the pen and traces some picture on the driver's side window - reminds me allot of my trinity pendant. He grumbles about something - crunches up his mouth - sighs and writes on his forearm.

I'm then in the clouds - I look over and it is Archangel Jeremiel. I ask him what is he doing here. He replies that I called on him last night (which I did) to help me strengthen my clairvoyance and prophetic visions. I'm staring at him and he smiles. I tell him that I never expected him in a beard and moustache - but clean shaven. He laughs and says that many people have told him that. I comment that he reminds me a lot of Jesus - he is pleased and honored by my comment.

He asks me if I'm ready to see the future. I tell him yes. He has me sit on an invisible chair and through the clouds I can see a screen - not an actual screen - but something that would represent one. Before he begins - I place my hand on his left arm and ask him if there are things in here that I can change - or is everything sealed. He says I can't ignore fate. I'm not so sure now that I want to know - especially the bad that I cannot change. He says it's time.

So I'm getting glimpses of things:

--me and my son living in this house
--hurricane wiping out my dad's home
--My son running up to Bill (my son is either 5 or 6) and saying "Look mom - it's Bill" Bill bends down to talk to him. My son says - you and my mom are going to get married. Bill looks at me and smiles. He shrugs and says - kids have been known to be psychic.
--Ted, Bill and I in a log cabin - me on my lap top showing them something

And that's it. Archangel Jeremiel disappears and now I'm back in the 1920's where I left off in the last session.

Frank/Bill is pulling me by the arm down a hall and then a wooden staircase (staircase is against the wall - reminds me of a Victorian house) and into a black car - a driver opens up the back door and Frank pushes me in. I'm shaking - a combination of fear and nerves. He says - Sheila, you ain't nothin` but a whore. He grabs my face and says - but you're MY whore and ain't no one gonna ever have ya but me.

With that I woke up.

Now my dad and step mom are moving to Fl - today - and will arrive on Sat - one day before Wilma hits their home. They are in Punta Gorda and right in the path. Dad went down a month ago - to start his new job and took the cats and birds with him. So when he steps off the plane today in Ohio - the cats and birds are still in FL. Dad, step mom and the dogs are leaving today to drive down. Needless to say they're worried and now so am I.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

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Bill's Breakthrough, the Shakes and Chances Are!

I'm going to try to describe what just happened to me - I only hope I can.

When I find some knowledge or have a vision of what I know is the truth and connected to me - either in this life, past life or the future - I have a surge of energy pass through me. From the base of my spine, up through all the charka's and out my crown. This is how I know when I'm on track or not.

Years ago, when I discovered who Bill was to me - the energy surge was so intense that my legs gave away and I fell on the floor. For the next hour or so - I kept shaking - like I was tossed out in the middle of winter with only a thin jacket to keep me warm. No matter how hard I tried - I couldn't stop the shaking. Energy surges kept traveling my spine as I connected one memory after another to Bill. I felt sick to my stomach and light-headed.

When I discovered Ted. The same happened - only it wasn't as intense. The flood of memories didn't come as rapidly - not as many doors unlocked. Since then - the doors have unlocked with Ted - but it didn't happen all at once as it did with Bill.

Which leads me to what happened today.

I think Bill had a massive break-through. One that sent him into an emotional state. Why do I think this? I'm writing my new script - loosely based on us - but with more of a thriller element. Anyways - I'm writing about Bill's character - Peter - when he awakens from a nightmare about someone trying to kill Sara (me).

I had a flash vision of Bill bolting up in his bed - screaming my name. He looks around - grabs his head and is just saying - no-no-no. He lies back down, grabs his pillow and hugs it tight. He crying - sobbing.

This is when the exact emotional/energy occurrence that happened in 2002 (as described above) happened again to me. But this time it wasn't me seeing images - it was Bill. I could see him - he just lies there and just keeps saying - oh my God.

I see him sitting up again in his bed, talking with his hands, saying - how could I've missed it? She was right there. RIGHT THERE! He flings back the covers. Slams his hands down on the bed - with closed fists - and gets up.

I don't know what he saw. I think that it is safe to say he realized I was there at the party on Sept 21st (if you don't know about my CA trip - see the archives for Sept 23 http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/2005/09/saw-bill-my-script-and-new-way-of.html). However, he had to of experienced the same succession of flashes I had 3 years ago. There's no other explanation to why I felt it to. Which means on Nov 7, 2002 - when I had my realization - he had this energy boast but didn't know why.

Another step taken - a needed door opened and exposed. "Chances Are" we're finally traveling the same path.

I wonder what will happen next?

Until tomorrow!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Joan of Arc and the 1920's!

Gosh, where to begin on this one. I kept hearing a voice tell me to do this solo - no wand, no crystals - nothing. I felt strange doing the session this way - but I went ahead and listened.

I stepped out into nothingness - or it felt like I was walking on air. Very odd. In the blink of an eye a white swirl of energy came from the ground, surrounded me and exited up towards the heavens. I looked and I saw Joan of Arc (me) helping Cardinal Henry Beaufort (Ted) on with a red cape? Or robe? He was standing in front of a mirror and I was trying top make sure he looked presentable.

Off to my right, Ted arrives. I ask him what's he doing here. He doesn't know - last thing he remembers is falling asleep on the airplane. He watches the Joan/Henry scene unfold with me. He comes up behind me, wraps his arms around me and says - see...God couldn't keep us apart. I turn around and I tell him - what are you talking about? He says - our love. No matter how much you deny it - it's there. I know it's there - I say. But you and I do not belong together. He replies - yes we do. Despite all of the odds in every life time we are together - if only for a small time.

Because we're not supposed to be together! I cry.

Next thing we know, we are looking at a scene from the 1920's. He and I are in bed, must of just finished making love as he is holding me tight. I tell him that I'd better get going. He sits up on his elbow and begs me to stay a little longer. He reaches into the nightstand and pulls out a beautiful engagement ring and asks me to marry him. At first I'm very happy - but then the smile fades and I remind him that I can't. He says lets run away. I tell him that his brother would never allow it.

We hear a click. I look up and there is Bill with a gun, pointed at Ted's head. I say - Frank, let him go. He tell me to get out of the bed. I won't go. He and Ted argue - Bill/Frank says that he'll never let Ted/Nick have me. He fires and puts a bullet in Ted's head. Blood splatters all over me. I sit there in total shock. Bill/Frank pulls me out of bed and men come in to wrap Ted (Nick) up in plastic.

I look at Ted. He stares at me. He then says - I'll find you and take good care of you. He can't stop me this time. With that he's gone.

In a flash, I'm in a round, natural spring. Bill is there as well. Without even thinking - I fly into his arms. He hugs me tight. I comment how much I miss him and he echoes the feelings. I ask what are we doing here? He doesn't know. There are three young children pouring water over our heads - reminded me of a baptism. The water felt very cleansing and refreshing. I press my cheek on his chest - next to his heart - and tell him that he has to let me in. He says he knows - but he's scared. I remind him - so am I.

I'm not really sure about this part - but he, I and Ted - all naked - are wrapped up together, by a white binding, into a cocoon and buried. I can feel all three of us "shoot" out of there - our souls anyway - and go on with our current lives.

I'm in an office and it seems like I am getting ready to go to England for something - I don't know what. It has something to do with the books - but it isn't a signing or anything. I'm not sure what. It feel like either London or Cambridge.

Then I woke up.

Very odd session.....

That's the most those two have been around in weeks. This tells me something is up - something....not sure what....will be happening this week.

I discovered that Ted was the Cardinal the other day as I was looking up to see whatever happened to Joan's ashes. It was that same eerie bolt of energy that ran up my spine. So odd.

Over the weekend I moved and dusted my stones/crystals. I usually only do this twice a year. When you have a few thousand stones (most in the same room) it tends to take awhile. I moved stones around - all because of what my guides were telling me to do. They had me move my bamboo plant from the top of the fireplace - straight into cat territory. I'm not sure why - but I keep being told not to move it. I hope it accomplishes its task before it becomes breakfast, lunch and dinner.

I was also instructed to move all of my crystals/stones out of my bedroom. No idea why. I still dreamed the same - or so I think.

Over the weekend I got the urge to try to find my old pen pal from high school. His name was Nicholas and he was a blondish brown haired, blue-eyed boy from Northern Italy. I wish I could remember his last name or town. I don't know if I saved any of the letters - it's been 20 years. I checked in the house and they're not here. They may be in the garage - don't know - I'll have to check.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Odd Session with Lemuria and a Black Void.

This was one very weird session. Odd. Odd. Odd. And boy, when it was over I came out of it with one whopper of a headache. Thankfully - it didn't last long!

I only sat with my wand today. I kept hearing a voice telling me to sit solo - but I didn't want to. So then I hear that this will be the last time with the wand.

I enter into blackness - like a void. I'm without a body - just an energy blob floating around. I start to see stars and then many planets. I feel a presence beside me. But I cannot see anyone. The atmosphere is very dense - almost to a point when one could get smashed by the pressure. I guess it is a good thing that I don't have a body. There is a voice that says - you don't belong here. You're not ready.

I get yanked back and shoved into my body. Next thing I know I am face down in a bed of flowers. I get up, and brush myself off. Looking down at myself, I can see that I'm in a light purple or violet robe with bare feet. I look up and I can see a trio of young girls running towards me - and they start brushing me off. I'm thinking - what the?

I flash to where I am standing at the threshold of the opening of a large building - a temple maybe? I'm high up, over the people below. I look down and Bill and Ted are both there on one knee - as if they are in service to me. I can sense Cindy off to my right - all in white - with a large scroll in her hands. It contains something of importance.

Then I'm inside this place - and I have a semi-circle altar (reminds me of a command post) with raised symbols and crystal/stones. There are a group of people behind me - waiting for me to do something. A young girl hand me an empty crystal vial. I glace over to my right and there are rows and rows of crystal bowls. I look in a few and they have water in them - but I know that they have been charged in some way - and all differently for different purposes.

I can see myself simultaneously in two worlds. Here - which I intuitively know is Lemuria and then in Atlantis. I see two of me working - healing....it's like I'm alive at both places at once. It's really hard to explain. But each of me was having a vision of me. That's enough to drive you crazy - isn't it?

Now I'm getting up out of a huge bed. A girl comes over and places a garment - robe around me - as I slept naked. The bed is in the back of this modest size room - with a window next to it. Sunlight is streaming in. I make my way through the L-shaped room towards the door when I feel a hand yank me out of me. So now I'm watching me leave.

I look to see who did that and it's Clive! I ask him what's going on? He's says I'm it. I'm what I ask? Royalty. I'm what -a queen? He shakes his head - no. But I might as well be. Everyone hinges their lives on what I say or see really. That's too much power for anyone - he agrees. I ask how do I do? He says very well - I die nobly. Or actually I'm killed - but I knew it was coming and I told them to go ahead - I'll only come back more powerful. They stuck some sort of lighting rod into me.

Okay - so I ask him about Atlantis. Is that going on now to? He says no. That's my next life. And I was right - I did get more powerful. He gives me a kiss on the forehead and tells me to get back to work.

I wake up with that headache.

Yeah - I'm confused here. I'll sort it all out somehow. There's a reason why now of all times these messages are coming through. I guess time will tell - won't it?

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Atlantis and Lemuria!

I decided to try something different today. I held my wand, but instead of the 3 crystals, I placed my Russian Astrophylite w/ Garnet sphere in front of me.

I'm sitting on the beach, looking out across the ocean when a man clothed in a deep red/purple outfit - like royalty - approaches me from the left. I look up and it is my guide Sir Edward. I comment that I haven't seen him in a while. He smiles and says he's always there - trying to guide me. But I've been on the stubborn side lately. I ask how? He says that I've been to concentrated in the ending - not the path and this is why I keep getting stuck. I comment that this has all changed and he agrees - that recently he has noticed a change in my attitude and that it is a good thing. He comments that he doesn't have much to say to me - only wanted to take the chance to say hello and remind me that he is always there if I need him.

I'm admiring the view of the ocean. It's such a beautiful site. I close my eyes and I can feel a strong white light surrounding me. It feel very energetic and loving all at the same time. The sound of a dolphin can be heard. I keep my eyes closed. The dolphin is very persistent. I open my eyes and there he is in the water - dancing about trying to get my attention. I know that he wants me to grab onto his fin. So I wade out and grab on.

We dive under and go down at such a high speed - I was surprised that I was able to hold on! Then we turned and shot up through the surface - then back down again. The jumping up and racing down continued for a bit - until I let go and went to the surface to catch my breath. The dolphin hits the surface and nudges me with its nose a few times. I pet it. He likes the attention. Then he turns to have me grab on again. Before I grab his fin - I take a big breath. Down we go.....

My eyes are open and I'm looking through the green/blue water at the fish and plants. It is all so lovely - so calming. We go down in a cave and pop up through the surface. I recognize it immediately - or so I thought. Atlantis. The dolphin starts to talk - a lot. I take a better look around and I see that it's not Atlantis - but Lemuria. I'm shocked. The dolphin says something else and then leaves.

Now I'm confused. It is all white like Atlantis. But I notice as I'm stepping on the white pavement, that it lights up under my feet. Reminded me of the old disco floors:) But when I take my foot off, the light goes out. I move over to a corner and when I do - I am engulfed in a very intense light. At that moment I ask for help - to release the obstacles, open the doors of my gifts, I'm ready - I will handle al of it. My body feels like it is on fire. As quickly as it arrived - it disappeared. I look down and in the midst of all the white stands a four leaf clover - not the plant - but made out of stone, out of Jade.

I bend down to feel the clover and I hear the words 'Have Faith". Then I wake up.

For some reason I have arthritis in my left hand today. After I released the wand - my hand didn't hurt for a good 5 minutes - until I thought that it didn't hurt:)

Lemuria - for some reason being part of that lost civilization has never entered my mind. I don't know why. If I had to pick a place that I was sure I was part of, it would be ancient Egypt. But I couldn't tell you when or who I was. There has to be some connection to my great interest in Egypt - to a point that I major in Archeology on college (before changing to accounting so that I could earn a living). But I've never been overly interested in dolphins - which are connected to Lemuria. I mean I love them, but I'm not so interested that I collect dolphin items like some people I know.

I'll have to try to look into Lemuria more - see how it is connected to Atlantis. Some say that they existed at the same time, while others say Lemuria came first.

Another interesting nugget into my soul's make-up!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

A New Past Life - The Roaring 1920's!

It was suggested to me today that I simply close my eyes at my desk, with my hands on the keyboard for this session - and just type.

I am sitting in he clouds overlooking a city. I looks like NYC and it is very busy and beautiful. To my right comes an angel, Archangel Michael to be exact. I'm very honored to have home here and I tell him just that. He smiles and holds out his hand. I take it and we sore through the clouds to what looks like the 1920's in NYC. I'm behind a bar, serving drinks. There are men and women around, great music, everyone is having a good time. There is a large man at the front door, letting people in. My guess is that I'm in a Speakeasy. I ask Archangel Michael and he doesn't say a word, only nods for me to watch "me".

The more I look at me, the more I can pick out faded bruises on my face. My smile is fake as well as my display of kindness towards the patrons. I see Ted in the back. He is wearing a suit - looks very handsome. He nods for me to join him. I tell the other woman that I'll be right back, I look around and I follow him.

Right when I hit the back room - I hear all hell break loose out front. Ted grabs my hand, moves a shelf and behind it is a tunnel. We jump in and run like hell until we end up in what I think is the NYC swear system. I ask "Nick" what is going on? He tells me that his boss doesn't like the competition - so he's closing the joint. He gives me a deep kiss - tells me to go down the pipe until I can hear bells and then turn left until it dead ends. The way Ted is talking it is in 1920's lingo, but for some reason I'm writing it as present time speech - not sure why. Archangel Michael is there and he takes my hand. I don't want to go I tell him. I have too many questions - where are we? What's my name? What's going on. All he says - in time. And we go through the sewer pipe.

We emerge in present day LAX. I'm sitting down, at an airport restaurant, laptop out - typing away. The place is packed. I hear the hostess tell someone that there are no more seats available. I look up and it's Ted. I go up to the hostess and tell her that he can share a table with me - I don't bite.

I'm then whisked to today - to Monday Oct 10th - again in LA, but I'm in a hotel room - Ted's room and I'm an observer. He is washing his face - his eyes look like hell. He launches into a coughing fit and then takes some pills. There is no one in the room but him - and he is so very tired. Worn out. I look over and it is no longer Archangel Michael but Raphael who is now beside me. I know what this means - Ted needs more healing. I send a combination of red, green and white light into his chest - right lung to be exact. I can see him flinch. He shivers as if he is cold. I can barely hear him say - make it go away. He lies down on his bed and closes his eyes.

Now I'm back into the clouds. I tell Raphael that I want to talk to Bill. He says that it is not up to him. I ask that he make it up to him. He says that Bill does not want any connection right now. I ask why - I can feel his pain, his longing - why? Because, he replies, if you connect to him you will not get your work done and it is important that you do.

With that I come out of this meditative trance I was in. I look back at what I've typed - it's legible to a point:) Good thing I have spellchecker!

I think it's great that another past life is emerging. I have always had a fascination with the 20's and Speakeasy's - now I'm beginning to understand why!

So much for me wanting to stay disconnected from the two of them. But I can't help to want a connection - even if it is small. I understand though, why I can't have the connection now and I'm okay with it. The time will come. Until that time, I'll just keep working!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

My Interview, The Confidence Essence and Back To Business!

Hi All!

I gave an interview yesterday (Sat) to "A Story to Tell" from Global Talk Radio and the interview is up on the site! It's part of the Oct 10th program http://www.globaltalkradio.com/shows/astorytotell/ and you will need Windows Media Player to listen to it. It was good practice for me - I listen back to myself and I cringe as I say "Um" too much:) I'll have to work on that! I'm the last person out of four - you can listen to the other 3 great authors - or you can fast forward through their interviews to get to mine. This is the site where I hope to be hosting my own show (Global Talk Radio) come November.

I also got a sign to open up for business again - so I'm back to doing readings, spells and sachets! For now - I'm not going to add the energy healing and flower essence until November.

Remember the confidence essence I was supposed to make - the one Archangel Raphael was nudging me to do? Well I have been taking it now for 8 days. I think I might have made it too powerful. Why? Because this is what I've taken on:

*A 6 month class on improving my script writing (starting a new script)
*A 2 month class on rewriting a script (rewriting the gypsy - concentration script)
*Became a staff writer for "Out of Darkness"
*Writing the "Gypsy Magic" books
*Doing my readings, spells and sachets
*Starting a new radio show/podcast
*Offering healing services (energy and essence) come November
*Writing my "Ask Allie" column
*Writing my "Magical Item of the Week" snippet
*This blog
*Writing my monthly Numerscope
*And finally.....starting on my gypsy teen novel

Am I nuts? Beginning to think I am:)

Hope all is well with everyone! Thanks to all who so have taken my workshop poll so far. If you haven't there is still time to cast your vote at http://www.gypsyadvice.com

Until Tomorrow...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

iVillage, My Radio Show and the Future!

I sat today with my wand and 3 crystals. No other stones - but - I did change the stones in my 3 stone pendant. I took out the Lapis and added Moonstone. So now I have Emerald, Moonstone and Herkimer Diamond.

I entered directly into the castle/healing center and waiting for me was Brigit. I was very happy to see her as she me. I ask her what are we doing here and she tells me to look into the mirror (we are in my office). I do and I am certainly older, with my hair up in a bun, a few wrinkles and lines (not many) and a few strands of gray hair. I ask Brigit my age - she tells me to tell her. I guessed late 50's, she agreed. Brigit says she wants to show me something.

We are walking down a hall, out of the healing area, and I see the red carpet, stone floor, red drapes, tapestries, nice pictures line the hallway and even a suit of armor! We emerge into what looks like a grand entrance with a huge staircase, chandelier - very open area. In the center I see a young man. I ask who is that? Brigit tells me to look closer. I see that it is my son! Man, is he handsome. He is in the center messing with something - not sure what.

But I have an "ah-ha" moment. I turn to Brigit and say - now I know why when I ask about where is my son - is he okay - etc...you've always looked at me and smiled. He's older! She agrees.

I then see a teen girl - guessing to be 15 - 16 go up to him. She's got reddish/brown hair and striking blue eyes. I ask who is that? Brigit smiles. I look and look - the it dawns on me - she's my daughter. The one that Ted delivers. I say - that's my daughter. Brigit agrees. With Bill. She says - of course. I ask what's her name? I hear nothing back. Again - a "ah-ha" moments - her name is Sean. Brigit laughs and agrees.

I ask where is my husband or actually by now, ex-husband? Does our son have a good relationship with his father? She says nothing for a spell and then only says - he's around all the time. Of course I know what this means - if I'm say 57 - that would make him 62, and there is no way he'll live that long. So I ask her when did it happen? She tells me that I can't concern myself with that information. No mater when the time comes - it will happen no matter what any of us is doing. I need to concentrate on today - not what tomorrow might bring.

I see Clive go up to my son. Clive is my son's best friend. The two of them are always hanging out together. Kind of like Clive is my son's big brother. I ask about Bill and Ted - how does my son get along with them? Great she says - no worries. She tells me that he is one heck of a healer - helps out here and is more gifted than anyone could have imagined. That made me smile.

She then proceeds to tell me that this is all down the road - way into the future and I need not be so concerned how I will do this all as it will evolve over time. It looks to be that the healing center is around when I'm 50. I ask her about the road to get to here.

We arrive in a back room - like a green room on talk shows. I see that Cindy is trying to calm me down - to release my tension and fears. I ask what is going on. Brigit asks - how old do I look? I comment like I do now. She says - exactly. What am I doing? She tells me to go look. I glance out into a room full of maybe 100 people. I'm like - eeek! She smiles and says that I do great. This is the stepping stone. I ask to what? And I'm shown a variety of images:

Me in front of a VERY large audience - talking about empowering your life.
Me at a radio station, with my own show.
Me at a computer - writing my column.
Me at a meeting - not sure what - but it looked to be of producers. Not sure.
Me at a book-signing.

I know - a lot of "me" isn't there? That is what I told Brigit. She replies back that it may be a lot of "me" but that "me" helps other people with my words. So in retrospect - it's not all about me - but about me helping them. This is good because I was starting to feel self-centered and selfish. Like I did all this to advance me and not them. She assured me that this wasn't the case.

She pulls me aside and tells me to stop worrying about doing and just do it. Don't worry about what tomorrow brings - just what I can do today. I tell her that I will work on it. Now that I know my son is fine - that is a big weight off my shoulders. She kisses my cheeks and reminds me that I am loved.

I wake up.

Funny that she would show me a radio station. I decided just this morning to host my own radio show again. Once a week - live - so that people can call in to ask their questions (or they can IM me). Then I'll turn the radio show into a Podcast. There will be a number for people to call from within the US and then another number for International callers. It will be an internet show - meaning you cannot jump into your car and turn on the station. But fingers crossed that someday you will be able to!

I did submit my information to www.ivillage.com with hopes that they agree to bring on my Ask Allie column under their site. It's been a few weeks and I haven't heard back from them. Maybe if you guys have a chance - you can send ONE email (please do not spam this nice lady) and suggest that iVillage add my column to their wonderful content:

Michelle Band
Editorial Group Administrator
212.600.6028
editors@mail.ivillage.com

Quite possibility, if they can be shown that there is an current interest in the column (besides me saying that there is) that they might just take a chance. If you do this - a very big "Thank You" from me!

My bathroom is still in a state of disarray. Good thing I have another half bath:) It would be all done and put back together - but we keep deciding on getting more things done. Finally today - just a few minutes ago - this guy came out to give me an estimate on getting a tree trimmed back. I called over 10 places and he's the only guy who said he'd show - and did. I need to use my fireplace this winter and can't do it wit this HUGE branch over my chimney.

Better get back to work. I have a meeting tonight on the series I am writing for along with a homework assignment about a new script I'm writing about soul mates (but as more of a thriller/love story).

Until Later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

Trapped New Orleans pets still being rescued!

By Laura Parker and Anita Manning,

USA TODAY Thu Oct 6, 6:46 AM ET

For weeks after Hurricane Katrina struck, the only noise here in the empty neighborhoods of sodden houses was the barking of dogs. Then the barking stopped. Dogs are still here, but many are too hoarse and weak to make a sound. Many others have died. But hundreds of volunteer pet rescuers insist it's not too late.

"The animals we are finding now are emaciated and sick and lonely, but we are still finding them alive," says Wayne Pacelle, president of the Humane Society of the United States.

Across the New Orleans area, the largest pet rescue operation in U.S. history has been a backdrop to the human suffering and the questions of how and when communities can be rebuilt. But from the start, pets have been part of the story - from the tens of thousands of animals left behind by their owners because shelters and hotels wouldn't accept them, to the scattered residents who risked their lives and refused to evacuate so they could stay with their pets.

Five weeks after the flooding began, animal rescue teams continue to fan across New Orleans and surrounding parishes every day at dawn in a race against diminishing odds. They gather up hundreds of desperate pets every day - more than 8,000 so far. And they leave behind fresh water and dry food for the dogs and cats roaming the streets that rescuers do not have enough staff to find or collect.

"We have left out tens of thousands of pounds of food and water to extend their lives," Pacelle says.

The Humane Society of the United States, the American Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (ASPCA) and other rescuers say they have no way of knowing precisely how many pets were left behind when the area was evacuated just before the storm hit Aug. 29. Surveys by the American Veterinary Medical Association indicate that two-thirds of U.S. households have at least one pet.

The number of rescued animals has so overwhelmed the temporary shelters set up by the Humane Society in nearby Gonzales, La., and Hattiesburg, Miss., that some pets are being flown to shelters in two dozen other states. The need for shelter space also has led the Humane Society to send more than 200 animals to temporary quarters on the grounds of two Louisiana prisons, where inmates are caring for rescued animals, Pacelle says.

It's become a small-scale version of the hur