The Crystal Cavern and Atlantis or Lemuria?

I don't know why - but this session I was instructed to start about 5 minutes late. No idea why?

I can see Bill and I hiking when I'm drawn to these wonderful painted rocks (naturally painted rocks like in the SW). I follow the course of them and I find a cave. I call out to Bill to join me, but I don't wait - I just go inside. It is cold, wet. I grab my small flashlight and look around. In the distance I can see a brilliant light. I call again for Bill and he's at my side. I ask him what's that - he shines his light but he doesn't know. We deice to go look together. We are walking back hieroglyphics in a small, tight walkway. I can see a man on a horse, a triangle, a sun, moon, a five-pointed star and a red circle - looks like a red planet. We want to stop and keep looking at all of these painting - there are dozens of them...I can see a building - maybe in the 1800's, more horses, a bottle of booze, green grass, flowers, a white pyramid and a round - what looks like white bowl with liquid and a face inside.

The light keeps drawing us. We discuss if we should get the others and we decide if it is interesting then we'll go get them.

We move into the light and emerge into the crystal cavern. I look back to where we just walked from, and the walkway is gone. It's a solid crystal wall. Bill says that he has been here before - I comment that so have I - many times. The walls still have that brilliant white light. I see the small lake and tell Bill about the container with the 3 balls on top which is buried below. He asks me if the balls move and I reply that in a vision I had they do move in order to open this vessel. We both want to go in. Just then a woman appears with strikingly beautiful blond hair, long white robe. Bill calls her Catherine. In ways she reminds me a lot of Cate Blanchard - but this woman's features are fine - like china.

She explains to me that she is one of Bill's guides and that she is instructed to stand by in case she is needed. At that time, a guide of my Abraham arrives - looking like such a wise, old sage. Catherine and Abraham appear to know one another. I greet him. He tells me that he too is here in case we require help. Bill and I look at one another, kick off our shoes. We start to take off most of our clothes - but then think about the starkness of the area - how cold will it be? Bill checks the water and finds that it is warm, like an underground spring. So we undress and dive in.

We dive down and we both see the 3 balls sticking up through the white sand. He taps me on the shoulder and points to his eyes - I know that he feels someone is watching us - invisible - here and I feel the same, so I nod. We are both digging like crazy to get the container loose. No matter how much sand we dig, it doesn't seem to work. We go back to the top. When we hit top water, I ask why can't we dig any sand away? Catherine smiles and suggests that perhaps there needs to be another way. We take a deep breath and go back under.

He digs while I try to move the balls on top. I can move one - and only one. I get his attention and he stops digging to help. He too can move one - but neither of us can move the 3rd - no matter how hard we try. Back to the top side. He asks - does Ted need to be here for the 3rd ball to move. Abraham tells him - correct. How are we to find this place again once we find Ted? Catherine says that Ted will come to us and when he does we will be permitted to come back. For us not to worry about the how. I ask if that container has to do with Atlantis or Lemuria? I am told not to worry about what is inside right now. We are asked if we found anything else down there. Bill and I look at one another - take a deep breath and dive.

We split up and look around. He excitedly tries to get me to go over to him as if he pushes he shows me a door. I have found a door as well. We nod for each of us to go through and as I push to exit - I come out of it and the session ends.

Drat - I really wanted to see through that door!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A New Guide - Jeremiah And Kyra, My Gypsy Girl!

I am in a very large and white cloud. For some reason this cloud seems fluffier than most and it has a purplish or violet swirl inside of it, very beautiful. I can feel the midst on my face - reminds me of an early morning dew. There's no one around - it is completely quiet. Very soothing, almost Zen-like. No one is arriving and all I can see is this cloud so I sit down to wait. A man emerges, he tells me his name is Jeremiah. I introduce myself and he laughs -he already knows who I am. I tell him that the does not look familiar to me. He says that he is another guide of mine - that I have many guides in service to me. I am Divinely blessed and should trust myself as such. I should not hold back.

I'm staring at him - he has brown eyes just like mine, long eye lashes. His hair is short - reminds me of a military cut. His robe is burgundy and he has a book in his hand. I ask him what book is that? He says don't you recognize it? From where I'm standing looks like an ordinary hardcover book with a dust jacket. I tell him, from here - no. He holds it up to be and it says "From Dusk Till Dawn" with a picture of a cloud, tarot cards and a crystal ball. My name is underneath. The dust jacket is yellow. That's my book - I ask. He comes over to me and I thumb through it. It's about Kyra my teenage gypsy girl, but here she is not a teenager but a young woman with a small boy. I'm surprised by this. I look at the publication date and it says March 2007. He takes the book back.

I ask him - why did I change her to be older? He says that I will find out why. He's not here to tell me how to do things, but to show me that they happen. He says that it is his job to help me remove my fears. To let go of learned notions about what I can and cannot do. For me to realize that I am stronger than I give myself credit for. I ask if he can give me more time in the day so that I can get everything done. He tells me that if I want something bad enough - I make the time. With that he places his hands on me and I can feel something be taken - some sort of energy - but I don't know what. I do feel lighter when he is finished. With that he takes his leave.

A window opens up and I can see myself outside - horses in the distance. I'm at a picnic table, enjoying a cup of coffee. My phone rings. I answer it and I can tell by the look on my face that this is a good call. My mouth is hanging open:) I can hear myself say - how much? What about the scripts? That too? How much? I say something about Warner's and close the phone. I sit there - jump up and run into the house. I guess I'm now in my office as a fax is coming through. I take it and sure enough it is a contract for my gypsy girl (well woman) Kyra series of books along with the movie rights. I'm not sure who started screaming first - me in the vision or me watching. I watch me run outside and the window closes.

And that was it.

Interesting today that I finally wrote in my manifestation journal and what I wrote about was Kyra and that book series.

Today's just trucking along. I've gotten a lot accomplished so far. Let's see how far I can push myself. If I stay away from listening to my iTunes - I should get a good chunk of work done:)

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Brain Dead Fred....

...Or that is at least how I feel today! I busted butt over the weekend to get the December Numerscope, daily birthdays and horoscopes done for the overseas cell phone company. Whew! The Numerscope and birthdays weren't bad - but that darn horoscope about did me in:) Lucky for me though, that the cell phone company does not have exclusive rights to the content - so in December I'll be adding a new daily horoscope/birthday page. I'll also syndicate both and make then available for free content for other web sites.

I still haven't heard back from the radio station. But I went to their site and they raised their fees for a radio show - pretty much. So now I don't know what I'm going to do. I may go back to Live365 and have a live show - but I can't take call-ins. Questions would have to be emailed or sent to me via IM as before. I COULD get my behind in gear and get the Podcast going. That I can do for a low cost myself. My son asked me today is I wish I had 10 hands so I could get it all done. I laughed:)

I've had some really odd dreams over the weekend:

1) I was in court - but the case wasn't against me. The judge favored the other party. After court I was at the coat rack - the judge (female) came up and we were chatting like friends. I mention something that there would be an appeal - she said she had no choice but to rule as she did. She had on a red jacket and skirt outfit, short blond hair - almost in a bob, and glasses. I keep thinking her name was Jessie. But we hugged and we both agreed that it is good that we leave what happens in the court room in the court and it doesn't affect our friendship.

2) I was on the beach and pointed to a big white house - said something to the effect that Bill and Ted were going to buy it for me. The two women I was with laughed. I told them we'll see.

3) I entered a theater without a ticket. I passed a woman named Stacey and said I had a pass. I remember being at the concession stand when someone was telling me about my big boyfriend (whatever the heck that meant) and I knew they were talking about Ted. He was waiting for me in a booth.

4) This one was REALLY odd. I was in a bathroom. I had to go #2 and I knew it was going to be bad. But there were no toilets. Somehow a friend of mine got a toilet and leaned it back - rested it so that I could sit on it and it would flush (no idea how). I kept telling everyone (there were about 7 -9 people here) to leave as this was going to be bad. No one would budge. I was very embarrassed and a woman said - you're among friends -- we've got your back. So I went.

5) I had an dream (I think) of me having an OBE talking to Bill having an OBE while my husband was having an OBE watching Bill and I talk. Whew! I woke up from this thinking -- what the hell?

6) There was something about a car - I had control of the wheel, top down, at night and it was a great ride.

I know there's more - but that is all I can remember right now.

I also tried to get caught up on my screenwriting homework - HA! Almost - but no cigar. I still had one assignment to go and then the new one was posted today. So now I need to do two.

Never heard back from iVilliage - bummer. If just to have someone take a chance on me....sigh.....oh well. Eventually someone will notice something:)

Have you ever KNOWN someone who had information to help you but REFUSED to acknowledge that they knew anything? This is something that just irks me to no end. I don't know why some people have to be like that. A control issue maybe. But I guess they will learn the hard way that not helping will be worse off for them in the long run as nothing ever stays secret forever. Eventually all comes out. After all - you can't ignore destiny.

Time for me to get some shut eye:) Have a great evening!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Spain, My Imagination And Manifestation!

I find myself watching Ted at a dining room table. He appears to be with his two oldest daughters and they are eating a meal with roasted potatoes, some sort of white meat, bread, and a mixture of vegetables. The middle child is excitingly telling her dad about something at school. She pulls out a report - some sort of account of her progress. He is very pleased. I then see only him with a large pad of paper. He's sketching a mill with a water wheel. He seems pleased with the picture. His phone rings and his mood changes to sour. He picks it up and answers in a very derogatory tone - from what he says it appears to be his girlfriend.

I watch him a bit longer. He finishes the call, puts away the paper and proceeds into the living room. He pours himself a drink of maybe - brandy? Drinks it, moves to the refrigerator and grabs a beer. He grabs a smoke, a heavy jacket and moves outdoors.

I look over to my right and Hanna appears. She stands next to me and asks if I'm done watching. I ask her - why what else do you have? She laughs and grabs my hand.

We emerge in what looks like Spain. I've never been to Spain so I'm not 100% positive - just a sense. We are in a large house - it's old, very old. Very comfortable and tastefully decorated. I'm walking on a nice tile floor when we enter into a bedroom. Looks to be a teen's room and there my son as a teenager on the bed drawing. He doesn't see me but he lifts his head as if he sense's I'm there and then says - hi mom. What a smart butt. I move over to his bed, I really want to move something - like a ghost - but I can't. Frustrated I ask Hanna why we're here. She smiles and says it is a FYI.

Next she takes me to an office. I can tell its my office by the amount of stones and crystals I have around. I see some awards on the wall - they belong to me. Something from the gov't as an entrepreneur of the year 2017 or something like that. Where the computer should be is gone. There are pictures everywhere of my son and a variety of animals that I do not currently have with me. Some cats, dogs and horses.

The phone rings and I hear Bill pick it up.

Hanna bids her farewell and Merlin arrives. I tell him how nice it is to see him. He asks me to follow him through a door. I do and I am now in the castle - that is the healing center. I am watching me work over someone - I have my healing wand, and there are stones on this person. I am chanting something but I don't know. Merlin wants me to follow him again and I do - but this time we end up in what I would call a fairy time castle.

I ask where we are and he says inside my imagination. I laugh and tell him that who knows what will show up then. He says that I have to learn to pull my imagination into reality. I don't understand. Merlin says that imagination is a horrible term. All imagination is an altered reality on the 6th plane of existence. Imagination was a term used by someone who did not believe - and it caught on like a plague of the mind. He says that I have a gift of manifestation - of what I perceive in my imagination can and will because a reality as long as I permit it to come forth. So far I push things off as if "you got to be kidding" and he says that is wrong. I agree - never meant to do that. He highly suggests that I set aside time every day to jot down what it is in my imagination and then to write underneath - I give myself permission to make what I see be as real as the moon and the sun. He wants me to keep a journal of what I "see" and then what manifests. The more of what I see coming true the more I will work on it. He also tells me that I am not working on my moving objects with my mind - but that my telepathically is coming along remarkably well.. My visionary gift is blossoming. I am not to shrug off what I see as speculation.

He then asks me how is my writing coming along. I finished book 2 - waiting for others to do their part. He is happy. Asked if I have started to work on Kyra, my teenage gypsy story. I say no - I've put that on the back burner. He shakes his head and says that is a no-no. I tell him - I have no time. He tells me to work on the manifestation, and I'll be amazed at what I can do. He mentions that things will accelerate even more and that I need to hold on for 2006 as many changes will be swift - some planned but most unexpected. So I need to get my world into order. He winks and he leaves.

With that I'm done.

What a week! My son has pneumonia and we've spent every day but Turkey Day at the doctors. Poor kid got two shots on Tuesday and two on Wednesday! But had it not been for the shots - he would of been in the hospital. I went to my mom's house - solo for Turkey Day and brought home good food for the guys to eat. He's doing much better today - he's up playing, eating and his cough is loose. All good signs:)

Raisin - the outdoor cat that isn't mine - is begging me to come indoors. It is cold-cold-cold here. Last year I brought him up to my office and would keep him during the night to stay warm. But my 3 cats were against it and sprayed everything in sight - all winter. So not to have a repeat, I'm not bring him in. However, I did order him an igloo dog house - good down to 40 below and it should get here soon. It's been on back order.

All of a sudden my son wants to take flower essence. This was a sudden change of heart. I'm taking some wonderful essences from both Green Hope Farms and Sparkling Lotus - as well as my combo I made from FES. I seem to be hooks on the Red Shisto from GHF. I love the tangy flavor. It's like my energy can not get enough of it. The RS is actually used as a preservative in the essences and is not a flower essences per say - on it's own. Any way - his favorite ones at the moment are Bottle Brush (GHF) and Green Zynnia (SL).

I'm working on my information today for the cell phone numerology I'm doing. I have a boat load of stuff due on Monday. Waiting on some answers from the radio show people - I'm trying to get either a Friday or Saturday night time slot. This show will be 1 hr 1 day a week (for now). I'll be looking for sponsors. So if you know of any alternative health. divination or metaphysical related business that could use some inexpensive advertising - send them my way!

BTW...book two is done:) Just waiting on everyone else to do their part.

Have a great day!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

7th Dimension and Ted's Anger!

I enter into a room. Sitting on a chair is Ted. He looks unshaven, unwashed and an overall mess. He's smoking a cigarette. I start to walk towards him and Peter appears, gives him a strong cup of coffee. Ted turns and sees me. He looks away. I reach him and ask him what's wrong. He turns to me - his eyes are very bloodshot - and says that he can't take it any more. He doesn't want any connections -- nothing. He asks me to go away. I'm shocked and I look at Peter and back at Ted. I tell Ted that he can't mean that. Why would he want me to go away?

He turns to me - his face is red and angry and screams - because you picked him! I tell him that I didn't pick anyone. I put my hand on his shoulder and he pushes me hard. Peter tells me that I'd better go. I don't want to go - I tell him. I'll take care of him, just go before you make it worse - Peter tells me. Off to my right I see a bright light. From the light steps Archangel Raphael and Archangel Gabriel. They motion for me to go to them.

As we 3 enter the light - I can hear Ted sob. I can feel his pain - man does it hurt. We exit the light and we are in the same place. I see Peter comforting Ted. The Archangels say nothing to me - but I know that they want me to send healing light. From my hot hands comes a mixture of red, orange and white light. They spiral into Ted's heart charka and disperse throughout his body. His anger subsides as the light is in him. Peter looks around - I feel that he is looking for me. Ted collapses, Peter places him on the ground. There is nothing on the ground when Ted lays down, but them under him and up around him springs our meadow - full of life, color and positive energy. Peter glances around and smiles - he looks around and simply says - thata` girl.

The next thing I know is that I am in a very large, all white place. You would think that it would be cold here - but the air is very comfortable. I see many many people walking around all in white. I have an Archangel on each side of me. I ask - where are we going? Archangel Gabriel says for an assignment. Archangel Raphael disappears and now it is just the two of us. The floor reminds me of white marble and the walls of moonstone. We are walking through a maze of corridors when I realize that we are in the same complex I have had in so many dreams/visions. I ask - where is this place? I am told the 7th dimension. I have to ask - where's that? Gabriel smiles and tells me not to think about it so much - it will all come to me naturally.

We enter into a very large library - there are hundreds of thousands of books - as far back as the eye can see. We move through the cases and we get a book with my name on it. Archangel Gabriel places it on a table. I open it and it is all in symbols - reminds me of runes - but there are more symbols than are in a runic alphabet. I am told to just place my hands on the book. I do. A pair of hands cover mine.

With that I'm pushed out - so to speak and I'm done. When this session was finished - I had a stabbing headache caddy corner from my left eye on my forehead.

This weekend was very odd - dream wise. As always - I slept with my wand on my night stand, but I also took in my Moldavite and Augite. With this combination my dream visits seem to explode in number and most of the time I can remember quite a bit. Except this time I remember being told that I wasn't going to remember. That the visits were for my subconscious as not to overload my conscious. So I guess my new information will trickle to me when it is supposed to. That's all I would need is to fry my brain with information overload!

Seems the push for my radio show is back on again. I'll let you know more details as soon as I know them!

My son is sick :( A wicked cough and fever just sprung up out of no where. Since we had such a problem with his lungs last year I called his doc who said that pneumonia is really going around and he wanted to see him. So we go - he doesn't have it - but he's on meds to prevent it from catching. He is also not to go to preschool this week.

Better get to work!

Until later....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Peter Just -- Shows Up!

I'm getting pulled in early today - not sure why, but I've got that chill, energy vibe going. So let's see where it takes me.

As an observer, I am watching myself and Bill on the beach. I look up and down the coastline and I can see some houses far off into the distance. In front of me is a light house. It has red, black and white on it. Looks old - and east coast like. I can smell that this is the Atlantic, not the Pacific ocean. Bill is waving his hands back and forth as he talks, making big gestures at the light house and then out to the ocean. He is very excited. I take a step towards "us" so that I can hear what he's saying, but an arm grabs me and pulls me back. It's Ted:) I ask him- where have you been. He smiles and says - working. We small talk about how each other has been and I comment that the smokes too much. He says that I sound like his girls - I tell him good. I want to hear what Bill and I are saying as we both look pretty excited now about something. I take another step to "us" and this time another hand stops me.

Now I look over and it's Peter. I tell him that was fast. Ted walks up to him- looking very suspicious and comments - yeah - too fast. I say that it took Ted a couple of years to just show up on this plane. Peter says - I've been waiting for you to find me. I shout - why can't you guys just wear a sign "Allie come find me" and I'll be there. Peter laughs - he thinks that is pretty darn funny. I'll give him funny. With the three of them there (although Bill is in "reality") the energy is a lot and I can feel myself shaking (in the real world) with an energy overload. Grrr....I hate this. I surround myself with a white light to try to balance the energy. It appears to work. I look at "me" and I can see that I was shaking too. Bill asks if I had an energy rush (don't know why I can hear THAT so clearly) and I tell him yes. He is looking around and says that he can feel it too.

Peter comments that he's impressed by the way Bill tuned into us being here. Ted comes up next to me and puts his arm around me - pulls me close and territorial like. Something that Peter notices and smiles. He says that he is no threat to either Ted or Bill. I chime in that I agree, that he is in the same boat as Clive - a trusted friend. This helps to ease some of the tension from Ted's energy. Ted cusses and in a flash he's gone. In fact - all is gone and Peter and I are standing in the clouds.

I look at Peter and ask- now what? He says - how about a hug? I agree. The hug is warm, inviting and feels very safe. By the intensity of his hug, I can tell he is very grateful that I found him. Now we are both starting to tremble (as I am in real life) with the energy overload. He kisses me on the top of the head and says - I'll see you soon. He's gone.

I'm having a hard time with this last shaking bit. The energy surges and trembles will not go away. Archangel Michael arrives and hands me his sword. It's heavy and takes both hands for me to hold it. There are markings on the blade. Symbols that are hard for me to explain, yet I know it's a personal message to me. I nod and the symbols disappear and he takes back his sword. In a nutshell, the message was that I'm safe and have the strength of a warrior - fear not type of message. Before I can ask him anything he leaves. I'm standing there - nothing around and no one to talk to. I see a light off in the distance so I move to it. It's Bill along with Archangel Jeremiel.

Bill says that Cindy sent the angels to find me:) He smiles, puts out this hands and comments - I know, I know...I'll make the call! Archangel Jeremiel sends a purple light into us both. It is warm, soothing yet invigorating. I can feel doors open up in my mind - yet I can't se what is beyond the open doorway. Bill looks at me and asks - did you feel that?? I said - yes. He says that he has to go but that he will touch base soon.

And that was it!

I find it interesting that Peter knew I'd find him - wasn't freaked out about it and embraced the contact.

I took my essence after the session and it helped to chill out any zings of energy.

Man- it is soooooooo cold up here!!

Until Later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dreams, Soul Circle and a Shift!

I'm off to bed in hopes of a decent night sleep. The last couple nights my sleep has been close to zero. Last night it was stupid dreams about my husband driving the car from the back seat and me yelling for him to give me control - which he finally did. This dream then morphed into me driving a run away Amish buggy w/2 horses. I know - I'm following the theme - my life is in the control of others, or so I perceive it to be. Not to sure if I would agree with that. Although if the dreams mean that others will TRY to take control (I did manage to take control of the out of control vehicles in each dream) and even though I have to struggle - I will win. Now THAT I can sink my teeth into.

I made an amazing discovery yesterday. I found another member of my soul-circle. 6'2' - blue eyes and sexy as hell. The Divine has one heck of a sense of humor sticking these hot men in my soul circle. So far I'm the only woman - odds I like:) I have known of this man since 1983 - it took 22 years for something to "click" and it finally did last night. I saw him and I felt the same BUZZ I do when I see Ted. Since I'm now very conscious of my "feelings" and what I "sense" I explored this one further. And I'll be dammed:) I couldn't believe it. I gotta give this guy a name...let's see....Bob..no that could get confusing with my guide Robert. I got it - Peter. Sounds like a plan. I emailed him - nothing major mind you - just a nice hello....etc......I'm not expecting an email back - but I had to say something.

Today I felt a shift. Not sure what kind of shift - but when I consulted my intuitive friends if they felt anything - they didn't. So it was all about me. It's hard to describe the shift - I'll chalk it up to feeling pressure in your ears and when you turn your head a certain way your ears pop and you can hear normal. My energy shifted and I felt more attune to the energy around me.

Back to Peter. All day that man just sat in the third-eye area. No matter what I tried to work on today - there he was. No matter who I tried to think of - there he was. The pressure in my third-eye area was similar to if I was lying on my back and someone placed a medium size rock on my forehead. During the day - I could feel Bill trying to capture my attention but couldn't. Just a couple of hours ago he pushed Peter to the side - the pressure on my third-eye eased up and Bill was smiling like a cat who just caught a canary!

My right eye keeps twitching and it is very annoying. So which ever one of the guys has this going on - keep it to yourself:)

Speaking of guys - I have a friend that passed away a couple of years ago in an auto accident. Surprisingly, he was the only one killed - his children and wife were just fine. Any way - Dave has been showing up A LOT the last several months. Now he is bugging me to try automatic writing - just me, him, a pen and some paper. Now heck - I can't read my writing when I'm paying attention to what I write! I'm not so sure how I'm going to read my writing if he's doing the work.

My mom actually is getting some flower essence from me - I couldn't believe it! It's the first time she has actually asked for my help in this manner! Whoo hoo!

It's soooooo cold here! What I wouldn't do to be in Mexico right now in the sun!

Until Later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill and South America!

I am burning the Frankincense and Myrrh as I go about today's session.

I immediately have an energy rush - one that turns me ice cold and then burning hot. My hands feel like they are on fire. I'm in hospital, no one can see me, I'm walking through what looks to be ER. This isn't in the US - but by the way people are speaking and the condition of the hospital, I instinctively know I'm in South America. I see an injured man, doctors are working on him and the heart stops -. The doctor calls the death at 11:28.am I can see the man's soul float above his body. He looks at me - I'm surprised he can see me and asks if I'm an angel. I tell him no I'm not. but that I know one will be here shortly. Just then a fair-hared man, dressed all in white with soft brown eyes walks up to him and holds out his hand. The man takes it - there is a blinding white light and they go into it.

I'm standing there looking around wondering what I am to do. I see Brigit - I am thankful for a familiar face. I ask her why am I here? She takes my hand and leads me down the hall, up through a floor and into a ward with many beds. In one bed lies a man, maybe about 34 years old, looks to be in good shape, but he is having a very hard time breathing. Next to him sits Bill. He is conversing with the man in Spanish. I tell Bill to place his hands on the man - anywhere. He starts to- then pulls back. I tell him again. He grasps the man's forearm and I can see a white light shoot through Bill and into the man. It takes them both by surprise and Bill yanks his hand back. I tell him no - put it back. He does and the white light shoots through again. The man begins to have an easier time breathing and tells Bill that he always knew he was an angel. Bill smiles.

Next thing I know I am in a car with Bill - he doesn't know I'm there - well, I'm not physically there. He's thinking - overthinking what had just happened. I can read his thoughts =-he thinks that if this is true than all else must me true too. He stares at his hand - then the other one. They are very hot still. He sighs to himself and thinks - what is he to do now?

I decide then and there to send healing light into him- maybe , just maybe it will help push what disbelief is in him - out. I send a yellowish, purple light into him. He takes a deep breath. He shakes,. Says - man that was weird. He then smiles to himself and says thank you. I can see as the light is going into to him, the cobwebs being sorted and kicked out of his head. He thinks more clear now. He reaches over to the seat (he's in the back seat as another is driving - I too am in the back) and grabs a leather bound journal and pours all his thoughts into it. His eyes brim with tears -but they are tears of happiness. A shift occurred and the last piece kicked into place erasing his doubt. He grabs a calendar and thumbs through it. The rest of 2005 is booked solid of obligations. Looks to be he is in NYC again in Dec for a couple of days. He has notes on who he must see. I can see a R - there's more but is too scribbled and in "Bill" speak. He flips to 2006 and puts a big ole star on the top of the page.

Brigit pulls my hand and we leave.

We are now in my meadow. It's very beautiful and peaceful. She asks me if I would like to see something - so I say sure. She waves her hand and what's lush and alive around us, turns to a stark contrast of browns, grays with no apparent life. I look around and ask her why did you do that? She comments that maybe I would want to see what it really looks like here. The wind is pretty fierce, it is cold. I can see a stone fence - maybe up to my waist, reminds me of what I would see in the NE USA. Brown grass. I ask Brigit if it's like it here all the time - she says no. It's fall- almost winter. I ask can she tell me where I am. She says no - but that I will see it and it will click ASAP that this is the meadow on the astral plane.

With that she bids me good-bye and I am done.

Man- did I write A LOT! This lasted almost 25 minutes of my hands moving non-stop. I better go back and hit spell check!

I started this session at about 11:25 - so seeing a time of death at 11:28 isn't far fetched.

I didn't get much accomplished yesterday. I spent most of the day with a headache. I've had this killer headache for the last week - almost 2 weeks now. I get a sense that both Bill and Ted have these headaches too. I "checked" on them yesterday and they both were feeling the same pain I was - but they had shakes and I did not. Bill wasn't sure what was going on and Ted thought it could be nicotine withdraw - so he smoked more. NOT what his lungs need right now.

Until later.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Movie Of Upcoming Events!

I was instructed to get a stone spirit for today's session - the name of it is Mother's Heart. It is a stone spirit that synchronizes our heart with the heart of creation - to the magic of Earth, to the Mother herself at a spiritual level. It teaches you strength through love. This is the same spirit that when I took it as one to LA in Sept - it came back in two. The split was something I had not discovered until the next day I was home.

I entered into what looks like a movie theater. It is dark - but I can barely make out the seats. A blinding light captures my attention and I see Archangel's Gabriel and Haniel are here. They ask me to take a seat. I do and they sit - one on each side. I can sense another presence and I turn around - it's my guide Robert. He waves. I tell the angels that I'm a bit lost here - why am I sitting in a theater? Don't tell me I've reach the end of my life and this is a reflection back? They say no - but that I am to pay attention nonetheless.

The screen lights up and I see a hospital. I look very sad - but no tears are in my eyes. I ask why aren't I crying? I am told it is shock. I then see myself in a black suit, at a funeral home. I know this home - I had been here when my father-in-law passed away. I am not being shown whose funeral this is - when I ask - I am told that I do not need to know. Personally - I think I do I tell them. I then hear Robert say it is too much for my human mind to absorb. I ask if my son is okay - this isn't his funeral? I am assured that it is not and he is perfectly fine.

I can then see myself talking on the phone in my office - I burst into tears. I'm then on a plane - staring out the window. next up, it appears that I am moving through LAX with my cell phone attached to my ear. I ask - who am I meeting? I am told - my future. Any more insight than that? Archangel Gabriel tells me that I already know the answer to this.

I see a quick secession of images:

Me in Italy - obviously very happy. Then in Spain - I look ecstatic. This next picture must be New Zealand as I've seen this outdoor cafe, cobblestone street and fountain before. I am working on my lap top when my son runs up to me.

I am then shown a simple white dress, the ocean, a villa and dogs and cats.

The screen goes black.

I ask if that's it? They said that it is enough.

Enough of what I ask? Of the next year. Archangel Gabriel tells me that I must be strong. That I am never alone and always have the support and love of the Divine. Archangel Haniel reminds me that no matter what -I HAVE to get my books done. Nothing can stand in the way. With that they both leave.

I look back at Robert and ask - what's going on? He tells me that I'd better hold on. With a smile and a wave he is gone.

And I'm done.

Nothing like a vague session on a Monday to make a week interesting. I'll be overthinking this probably for most of the week. Since Mercury Retro started today (and goes until Dec 3rd) communications of all kinds can be messed up - both in reality and on other planes. So don't sign any contracts or start something new during this time. A MR is great for ending things, putting things in order and working on psychic development.

I managed to get caught up on my screenwriting AND put most of book 2 into the computer over the weekend;) My goal is to have it all to my sister by this coming weekend so that she can format it. WHOO HOO! Love my new essence combo:)

Until later....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Robert, Archangels and the Tepee!

I started today's session by asking Robert - my guide - to show his face. He is always around - always - yammering at me his $.02..not that I mind his $.02 - I could use the advice:) But I cannot ever remember "seeing" him - so I ask him to step up.

He's about 5'11" with black hair and the deepest blue eyes that I have ever seen. He says that he does not let me see him much as he does not want me to confuse him with Bill. I said it is possible - but not probable that I would do that. The eyes are different. He laughs. You've always been a smart ass he says. I ask - I didn't think guides were supposed to use foul language. He smiles back and says some charges just bring it out of them! HA! I ask him if he would show his face more often, I like to see who is talking to me and especially when one gives advice.

I mention that he thinks a lot like Bill - over thinking sometimes. He comments that he is not as bad as he used to be. He likes things planned and orderly - I must admit - so do I. He sits down and gets a real thoughtful look on his face and asks me - why am I dragging my feet on the books? How many times do I need the message? I told him I'm not dragging on purpose - maybe because I see the overall picture and it gets too involved - or overwhelming and I shut down. I'm a simple girl who likes simple things - period. He says that I may be simple - but my life will not be that way. Now do I want to set the course on my own and enjoy the ride? Or do I want to be thrown into it and be stressed over the ride? Choice is up to me but the ending will be the same. After all - he stresses - one cannot ignore destiny.

Hummmmm...this I think about and agree that it would be better for me if I enjoyed the ride. So he tells me my goal for the weekend is to get all of book 2 entered into the computer. I ask for the extra energy. Archangel Raphael appears and sends an infusion of white and orange light into me. It helps me feel charged right now - I can tell that I have that boast. I thank him and he leaves. Archangel Gabriel and Archangel Haniel arrive. Robert is still here. I welcome the angels and ask why are they here.

Up to this point, I had been standing and Robert had been sitting on a boulder - I didn't see any other landscape. When I ask the angels why they are here - the landscape comes into view and behind Robert is a small lake with a wonderful waterfall. I have seen this image before. I look to my left and across the lake and there is the tepee.

I look at the three of them to see if someone will tell me anything. Archangel Gabriel smiles and from her is a white/bluish light that encircles me. Archangel Haniel sends to me a whitish/yellow light. I'm not entirely sure of either purpose - but when they were done they said their good byes and fade from view. I look at Robert, raise my eyebrows. He jerks his head back towards the teepee - they're waiting - he says. Then he too disappears.

Next thing I know is that I am in the tepee with Bill and Ted. Both men are in there - naked - and in a trance like state. Neither acknowledge that I have arrived. I look down at myself and notice that I too am naked. I join the men and two young women pour a sweet-smelling oil over my body. It's warm and tingles. It smells like a combination of Lavender, Rose and Rose Geranium. I close my eyes. I can hear the Shaman chant words that I know, but don't "know", I couldn't translate if my life depended on it. What I am sure about is that they are in the Lakota dialect. The three of us - our astral bodies - stand next to our physical bodies. We all seem shocked - not sure why. We stand shoulder to shoulder and the Shaman smudges us - not sure with what because I can't smell anything. But we each had a flash of fear as we merged into one person. I can't even describe it except to say that all of our feelings, emotions, thoughts, etc....were transferred to the other two - so all three of us are essentially - one. We are not a man or a woman - just a being of light. A very powerful and centered light. The Shaman utters a phrase and next thing I knew we were finished, back in our physical bodies and we open our eyes.

I was done and back at my computer.

But I'm not done yet - I still want to talk to Robert- so I call him back. I have been told (by him via another) that I need to be more "Oprah" like and less "Sylvia Browne" - that since people naturally come to me for aid - that my energy needs to be more calm, kinder, gentler. I don't quite understand how I am supposed to do this as I didn't think I was doing it wrong to begin with. He tells me that I've never been wrong being who I am - but that I've shut away the kinder side of myself - the empathic side. Okay - any hints on that? He smiles - so I take it that I have to find out on my own. He agrees - he says it is the only way I learn things since I am too stubborn to take the word of another. Sheesh. Anything else I should do? He tells me that I have to make my web site - softer. Huh? And I do that....? He says I'll know when I find it. I tell him that he's lots of help. He says he's a guide, not a worker. I have to try not to force anything, but to let it flow. Do not over think as it will take longer to make the changes I need instead of sooner. Just do what I have to do and stop worrying about the "doing". Then he tells me to get back to work.

Yesterday I was in such a funk...a stupid self-centered, self-pity funk. I HATE IT when this happens - it never lasts long. But it was long enough until I made myself a new flower essences combo of:

Morning Glory
Walnut
Cayenne
California Poppy
Lavender
Yarrow
Pink Yarrow
Iris
Indian Paintbrush
Indian Pink
Blackberry
Madia

In spring water, some coconut oil and a double-terminated Herkimer Diamond. Now normally I use the non-evasive method of having the crystal in one glass bowl and the water in another glass bowl - place the stone bowl into the water bowl and let the energy transfer that way. But my guide - and it was Robert - told me just to place the whole crystal into the bottle. So I did. I call this combination:

"Get my butt into gear"

Strange name - but fitting. And - WOW - does it work! Immediately I felt the change. It was awesome:) So I ought to be able to keep my focus and work all day long!

Okay - off to work I go! Have a great day!!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

I Really Needed This - "Again".

I haven't heard this song in about forever - although I have it on my iTunes. Today for some reason I came across it. As soon as Lenny Kravitz struck the first note for "Again" I had a massive energy surge go through me. I decided to find the lyrics:

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Know that you are walking right through my door

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Until you cried, never

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

At every time I've always known
That you where there, upon your throne
A lonely queen without her king
I longed for you, my love forever

All of my life

Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

(SIGH) This is really fitting -and I'm glad I found it today. I needed something - anything - to help me keep the faith. This helped.

I've seen Bill in person, twice in my life so far - once as a kid and then 20+ years later. I'm looking forward to the next time.

Until later....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill...more Bill and Merlin!

I have had such an overwhelming pull to connect to Bill today that it is unreal. Yesterday was the same - but the connection today has the kind of power in it that can change lives - do you know what I mean? I can feel him pulling me. I've never felt such a tug where I can lapse into a connection "like that" with no thought first. The connection is like turning on and off a light - it's that instantaneous today.

That said, I'm letting him pull me into a loft. It is well - a loft - large, spacious - brick - great views of NYC. Open, airy and I don't know - it feels so refreshing here. I see artwork everywhere - a blue couch. A TV. I call out to see if someone is home - no one is answering...so I'll keep looking around. I can't get over how big this place is. I move towards the back and I can see Bill on a bed. He sits in the center, legs folded - hands out - palms up - touching forefinger to thumb. Then in a flash I see him, next to "him". His astral body is out and looking at me.

I smile and say - you called? He laughs and says he doesn't have a lot of time. For what I ask? I hear a woman's voice and a door slam shut. He looks at me and says very soon Sunshine - very soon. He's snapped back into his body and I'm outta there like the wind.

I end up at the ocean. I know that someone needs my help - some of my light - so I am content to sit in the sand and send it out. I can seen the light circling him - white and red light - spiraling up his body while a sea of black gunk pour out from the top of his head. I can see light hitting him from a different direction - and it is from Cindy - she too is surrounded by a sharp bright light. I hold this for as long as I can. When I'm done - I am still the only one on the beach. Off to my right Merlin comes over and sits next to me.

He asks me if I have been practicing? I shake my head - haven't had the time to concentrate. He says that I have not been given anything I cannot handle. With that he leaves.

I have a flash of Bill and I in what I think is Italy - Tuscany? We are walking along a cobble stone street - looking into shops. Then we are on a train then in a villa in Spain.

The connection with Bill keeps interrupting my session. He's just so in my face. The energy is so intense that the front of my face feels strange - tingly with pressure on my cheeks (I don't have any sinus problems) - I keep wanting to smile, but I don't; have a reason for it. This is so-so strange - like nothing I have ever felt. I have to cut my normal session short - because he won't let me have it.

Wonder if there is a change in the air? I can feel myself at the cusp of something - only I'm not entirely sure what the whole experience will be. I have allot of energy surging through me today. But it is an energy that I can handle. There is no shaking, or headaches. Only the feeling of me having an IV of coffee dripping into my vein!

Since I have a feeling work will be a challenge today - I had better get at it!

Until later....

Crystal Sunshine,
Allie ;)

3yr Anniversary About Bill and Divinely Inspired Meetings!

I have felt this intense pull to get me to do a session since yesterday evening. But I had too much to do and kept telling the feeling to go away. Well - it didn't and my work load never let up either. Maybe if I had just given in last night my work load may not have been so heavy today:)

I'm sitting her at my keyboard typing away for this session - I hope to catch all the mistakes before I post:)

I am dawn into a meadow - my meadow - and the birds are singing so sweetly - butterflies are in the air. I'm looking around and I see Cindy come up to me and ask me if I'm ready yet? Before I can answer, Clive arrives and tells me that I must make haste - get along straight away he says and pats me on the butt. I'm walking and there are many people just standing around - they all look dressed up like this is a formal occasion. I look down at myself and I'm in my bare feet and in a white bath robe - a very comfortable robe I may add. I peek under the robe and it doesn't look like I have much on. The more I look around the more it looks like a wedding.
I see Brigit off to my right - she smiles and waves me over. As I'm moving towards her, I look over to an archway of white flowers and I see Bill. He looks at me and gives me a smile that would melt what's left of the Artic ice cap. I stop in my tracks. He looks so....radiant. Brigit tugs at my arm, we exchange pleasantries and without a warning - she grabs my hand and we disappear into a cloud. I asked her - why did she do that? She tells me that I saw all I am to see at the moment.

We emerge and I'm in - I want to say - India. I ask - why am I here? She nods over to the right and I see Ted. From a distance he looks very handsome - I know my breath catches in my throat. Brigit pulls me closer and I can see how tired he looks. He is worn out, dog tired. Without even thinking I immediately go to him and place my hands on his shoulders. My hands warm up to an unreal heat and there is a white/yellow and purple light pouring from my hands into his body. I can tell his life force is getting a much needed charge. He stands and I take my hands from him. He mentions that he needs to place a call and goes to a satellite phone. He dials - waits and then says - Hey. Brigit grabs my hand again and I am off into the clouds.

She takes me to the ocean and points. I see a dolphin. She tells me to grab on. As I wade out to meet the dolphin I am suddenly surrounded by a jungle. I have a male lion staring right at me, as well as a jaguar, black panther and a cougar. I know that I love cats - but I've never been surrounded by them before. At first I'm nervous. I then hear a soft voice tell me not to be afraid. For some reason, I sit down. All of the animals lie around me. The jaguar lays his head on my lap and playfully paws at me.

This scene dissolves around me and I am back in the clouds with Merlin standing there. I tell him - I always knew you were real. He laughs. I ask what an honor it is to be in his presence - and then ask why. He tells me that it is time. Time for what I ask. He waves his hand in front of my face and an energy surge goes through my body. Afterwards - I'm not drained - just the opposite. I ask him if he just unlocked a gift. He tells me that he has helped me rediscover. Of course I have to ask what? He smiles and says that I've always known. I stare at him and his staff goes from his hand to me. He smiles. I smile back. I ask if there is anything else (and I give him back his staff) - he tells me again that I already know - I've used two, but another has been revealed. With that he disappears.

Archangel Raphael arrives in his place. I tell him that this is a very busy session - I'm being visited by many. Jesus arrives and comments that the time is right for it to be. I tell him that I wish someone would just talk plain English and tell me what is going to happen. Jesus kisses me on top of the head. Archangel Raphael is joined by Archangels Michael, Uriel, Haniel and Jeremiel. They blow me a kiss and as they fade form view I hear Raphael say that I must finish up.

That was it.

Now since today is the 3 year anniversary of my discovery of my connection to Bill - maybe this is why I had such a Divine presence today? I mean I had many Archangels, Bill, Ted, Clive, Cindy, Brigit, Jesus, Merlin and a host of animal guides. I get this message for me not to worry. To flow. To trust. To focus on now.

With as tired as I am (up at 4:00 am for a trip to Wal-Mart - long story short, my son needed a shirt for preschool today, my husband was supposed to pick it up after work. He didn't - so at 4:00 am when I found out - I just got up as I knew I wouldn't go back to sleep) my mind is very alert now.

Since I was just a wee kid I had dreams about me being able to move objects with my mind. Not just a pencil - but larger objects. I wonder????

I'm pretty darn proud of myself! Over the weekend I got my section done on Flower Essence: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/flower_essences.htm I did it in one night - way past my bedtime. Thankfully Archangel Raphael's energy stayed with me! Now I can use another infuse so I can get everything else done this week;)

Have a great day!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Life in the 1920's and Archangel Raphael!

I'm in a dark place - like a room with the lights turned off - no windows. I see a light - a door opens and light streams through like a beacon. I cautiously move my way to the door and push it open. The light is blinding - I have to squint. When I can finally see, I discover that I'm on a city sidewalk. By my dress, it appears to be life in the 1920's. There are children playing and a row of Brownstones in front of me. I don't know why - but I am to enter 809 - so I go to the door and knock. No one answers. It's unlocked so I enter. I call out - hello? No one answers. So I call out again. Nothing. This place feels familiar - like it is in a previous vision - the one where Bill (Frank) killed Ted (Nick). I move past the front staircase and go towards what I'm guessing is a kitchen. I open it and there he is - Nick.

Hi love - he says. I say hi yourself. He comes over and gives me a big kiss. Should I be here - I ask? He laugh and says - why not? That's when Frank comes through the back door and grabs by butt - kiss me on the cheek. He goes over to Nick and asks what he's making. Seems Nick likes to cook. He places some cornbeef on rye sandwiches down on the kitchen table. We all sit down.

The room morphs into a underground tunnel. My stomach is upset and I feel very scared. I'm running as fast as I can and I can hear Frank screaming at me - get back here.

Next thing I know - I'm running to a police station. This is still in the 1920's. I can see things fast forward (so very odd looking) and I'm now in a cabin in the woods - in the middle of no where. I'm alone and this is still the 1920's. I hear a knock at the door. It's nighttime. My dog is going crazy. I open it and someone says - hi Sara. Next thing I hear is a gun going off and a sharp pain in my chest.

I'm in the clouds. I see Archangel Raphael. I ask him - why did I have to see that part of the past life. Doesn't anything good come out of it? He replies that many good things come out of it and I will see all - in time - when I am meant to. He wants me to follow him - so I do.

We walk trough a door and I am in a hospital. There are many sick children around, this looks to be a third-world country. I look at him and ask what does he want? He tells me to move to my destiny. I don't know why- but I can sense that he wants me to cast a blanket healing. One that will encompass all in the room. The realization of that made me shudder - like I was cold. I close my eyes and hold my hands out - palm up. Light pours from my hands to encircle every child in this large - dormitory -style room. My hands are tingling and are very hot. When I am finished Archangel Raphael nods his head and we exit. We are back in the clouds.

He tell me that he is pleased that I have finally taken ownership of my gift and that I am now offering to be of service to others. He mentions though - that I really need to finish whatever part of the current book I need to. Then get the essences down before the next week is out. I asked him if he could please supply me with the energy I need to perform these tasks. He sends a very warm and inviting light into my body. I ask if this will help me with the little sleep I will get. He smiles and says yes.

I can hear a phone ringing in the distance. He smiles and says that is the call I've been waiting for. With that - I'm done.

Interesting - no?

I find it interesting that the 1920's keeps popping up. I really do wish I'd see more good stuff than bad from that period. I guess I made my mistake when Ted/Nick makes a move on me:) I hope to get more done this weekend in regards to the essences and the book. I don't want to drink more coffee than I already do - so I hope that the extra energy I got in the session kicks in!

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Energy Healing and Positive Vibes!

I've been working my tush off all day. So much so that I've barely been online even to obsessively check my email! Readings - out the wazoo. Not complaining - not one bit. Seems that my gifts are ever expanding as I have never (until today) gotten so many nice emails that I hit the nail on the had - or that the clients got goosebumps as they read the reading. It was really nice to hear something positive.

I worked on the numerology and horoscope readings for the cell phone service. Pretty easy stuff - just time consuming!

I had every intention on catching up on my screenwriting homework, seeing that I'm 3 lessons behind. But the Divine kept nagging at me to get going and place my services up for energy healing. So I finally did! If the mood strikes you - check out the page here: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/energy_light_healing.htm I really am quite proud of myself as it was just not so long ago that I didn't want much to do with my healing abilities and wished that they would just go away! I hope I can be of use to others.

Eventually I'll get the Flower Essence service open. I'm not going to make them - per say. There are many other quite skilled in that aspect and I know I'm not one of them. Instead - I'm going to mix dosage bottles for people based on what area they wish to work on. Now this I know I have an intuitive zoned skill in.

Still trying to get "Ask Allie" into a print publication or a popular portal - so far no such luck. After 4 years of trying it sure does get frustrating. But I'm not about to give up.

Bill stopped by to visit today as I was working. I yelled at him to get his @ss in gear and slammed the door in his face. Probably not the most friendly or tender way to go. But I'd like to reach out and actually touch him - not have my hand pass right through him. Needless to say - he's been absent the rest of the day and Ted has not been around at all.

It's time to go get the kid for preschool!

Until later....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

Up, Up and AWAY!

Again solo - no wand. I am being swept up into a whirlwind. The wind is very powerful, but it isn't hurting me. Instead it lifts me up and rapidly carries me over a great distance and places me on the ground with ease. Where I'm at now, I can see a bench made of concrete - looks old, maybe its stone. I'm not positive. But the ground below my feet has a deep green grass. There are many flowers in bloom. If I look up and to my right there is a large white house - modern in style (not old like the castles, but not so new that it as built before 1945) - with many windows. There is a massive deck that encompasses the back. Along the border of this property are trees - a forest. If I look more closely at the plants - I can tell that this is spring time as there are more buds then there are actual blooms.

I approach the house look through the sliding door to a walk out basement (looks more like a game room) - but it is dark inside and the door is locked. So I climb the steps to the deck and I see that there is a nice hot tub there - seats six. I can hear kids playing somewhere outside so I go to investigate. where there are kids there should be adults - right? I move towards the sounds and I can see a nice patio, with a great pool. The children are in the distance. I can see horses.

A man startles me by asking - dinner at 6? His voice suggests that he is British. I look at him and say - ahhhhh..yes? Very well then is his reply and he goes back into the house.

The wind scoops me up again and it feels like it is taking me back - but not all the way to the beginning where I started this session. Instead - I am in a house - an older house. I look outside and there is snow on the ground. I have on a sweater, jeans and a glass of red wine in my hand. I hear someone tell me to check the fruit cellar for something. As I make my way - I hear a door bell. I look in the fruit cellar and whatever it is I'm looking for is not there. So I go back up and as I round the corner to tell the female voice that it isn't there (okay -- side note - I'm am starting that annoying shaking right now) and that is when I see him. Bill. He has a bottle of wine in one hand, a book in the other and he is kissing the hostess on both cheeks. The hostess has shoulder length dirty blond hair and an apron that says "Kiss the cook (You'll enjoy the taste)" Which I take to mean that whatever she is cooking - you will taste it as you kiss her and she must be a good cook:)

I glance to my right and I see a young Indian girl wave at me to come over. I do and she grabs my hand and into a cloud we go (the annoying shaking ends). I emerge and there is the same Shaman I've had in other visits in the same teepee. He motions for me to sit and I do. He tells me that I will cover a swift and quick distance and to not be frightened. The eagle is with me and will guide me safely to my destination. Channels will be complete. Tasks will finish. What will be is supposed to be. The hunt is over.

With that a big black bear comes in. It startles me, but for some reason I am not frightened. It lays down next to me and I am told to be at peace with it. I lay my head down on this big bear and then it's over and I'm back at my computer again.

I love it when doors open - sights revealed. I wonder where this path is going to take me?? Of course all paths will lead me to the same conclusion - but it's fun to speculate on how each path will pan out.

Until later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)