Allie's Two Cents

Personal Intuitive Advisor and Syndicated Columnist "Ask Allie", two cents on metaphysical topics: soul mates, astral sex, telepathic communications, healing, divination, astral travel, dreams, etc..., writing and her spiritual progress.

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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Hot Hands, Healing and A Lot Of Writing!

My hands are burning up right now, so I decided to use it to jump into a session. I arrive in an all-white place and it slowly morphs into a lush, and vibrant flower garden. I can hear a waterfall off to my right so I go to investigate. I have bare feet (like I do physically now) I move across the plush feeling green grass over to a man by the waterfall. He turns and it is Jesus. It has been awhile since he and I have had a talk. He is just as happy to see me as I am him. We embrace - he kisses me on the forehead and grabs by hands. He turns them palms up. What do you feel - he asks? Intense heat, I answer. I want you to do what you did last night in the shower, replicate that feeling in your hands. So I take a step back and I focus in on a person who could use some healing energy. I shake my hands repeatedly and then hold them out, by my side, palms up. I can see the energy pushing through my hands - they are hot and they tingle something fierce. Jesus tells me to continue on with what I did last night - so I raise my hands up over my head (palms out, always this way) and back down. I can feel the energy solidifying (so it feels) like it is a big energy of the person I am focusing on. I move my hands over what I feel is their energy body, the energy is just pouring out.

Jesus tells me to wave my hands in front of me, intertwine them like a DNA strand and work for the top of the energy head all the way down to the feet. I am then to finish like I did last night, which is to bring my hands together like in prayer - and then say "Thank you". Jesus smiles at me and comments that I am the chosen one - the one that can heal physical and emotional pain. Bill is the one who can heal emotional and spiritual pain and Ted can heal spiritual and physical. He says that in time we will all come into our gifts. That it is destined that we do.

I ask him, what should I do? My hands are so hot all the time now. A major energy point has opened, he assures me. I am to practice - to send my healing light out daily to whomever I know that needs it. Every day, without fail I need to develop my gifts. I ask if it is okay if I keep doing this in the shower - as no one bothers me then. He laughs and says yes, I do not need any special items around me, for what I ever need - I have - the Divine.

I ask if I can cool my hands off in the water, he smiles and says - of course. I bend down and place my hands in - the water feel so crisp and cool. A dolphin swims up to me and noses my hands. I'm startled and I ask Jesus how can a dolphin be here in a pond? He responds - how can you be here talking to me? What is -- is what is. The dolphin is making himself really known. Jesus tells me to go with him and to remember that I am loved. I grab onto the dolphin and under I go.

I emerge and I say - Atlantis. The dolphin makes a whole bunch of noise - so I turn and say - Lemuria? He nods to me and goes under. More lush surroundings. I see my guide Hanna off in the distance and rush to join her. She hugs me - hello - and instructs me to drink some water - from her hands - from water that is in what reminds me of a large birdbath. I do and the water tastes good. She then instructs me to drink the same water, but from my hands. I do and the water is good - but this time there is a feel to it that I cannot grasp. She tells me that the energy in my hands is transferred to the water - making it a healing water. This is another place for which I am to apply and practice my healing gifts. When I grasp a glass or crystal container, with water, in my hands, my energy is transferred to the water. Making it a healing elixir. This was the one step in my flower essence/gem elixirs that I did not understand before. She tells me that I must get back, for I have much work to do.

I turn and there is my guide Robert. I follow him and I am back in my office. He tells me that I cannot, under any circumstance slack now. I have to push myself to write all summer long. Stop doing readings, workshops classes - hold until fall. I ask about the column and podcast - and blog! He says that all should be put on hold. But I remind him, what if I do that and all forget about me? He says that it will not happen. I ask if I can do things maybe a few days a week? The podcast is only once a week. He thinks about it and agrees.

This summer I am to finish the gypsy magic series, write my children's book on Easter AND have book one done of my gypsy YA series. I of course - laugh. He says this is not a funny matter. It all has to be done. I ask if he and the rest of my guides and angels can give me the focus I need. He says that he will help -- BUT -- all I have to do is let the Divine move through me and I won't have the trouble of focusing. With that he leaves....

And I'm done.

Okay - will have to stop workshops, classes and readings for awhile. I'll juggle all this....I have to. My hands are back to being on fire again!! I guess that this is something that I have to get used to! Just wait until I attend the Robert Bruce workshop and open up more energy centers!

Have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Angel and Guide Workshop in 48 Hours!

Hi Everyone!

This workshop is on Thursday and there is still room for more people!

The phone workshop is on June 1st, in the evening. I will not offer it again until September.

Time: 8:30 pm EDT

Topics Include:

*The difference between a guide, an angel and ascended masters
*Meditation and dream techniques
*Divine signs
*Daily Exercises
*12-step connection program
*Herbs, oil, stone and flower essence helpers
*And more...

From the comfort of your home or car, you can find out the techniques you need to make that connection, understand it and apply it to your life.

Each workshop via teleconference (your phone) has a limit of only 25 participants. There is a minimum of 2 in order for the workshop to go on. If the minimum is not reached, then monies collected will be refunded.

Each workshop will last 1 1/2 - 2 hours and cost $40.00. These workshops are easy on your wallet as well as being a spiritual eye-opener!

What you get for your money:

*A customized book to go with each workshop for each participant to keep. They will be available in PDF format and will be emailed to you before class.
*The workshop itself.
*Q & A sessions during class.
*Free follow-up questions with Allie.

The day of the workshop, Allie will send you the workbook and phone number for you to call in order to connect to the workshop. This is not a toll-free number and you will be responsible for any long-distance charges - about as much as you would pay to talk to Aunt Betty in Toledo!

Okay - enough said. If you are interested, please visit:http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermentworkshops.htm

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)

PS: There are still spots available for the Soul Mate Workshop on Wednesday, May 31st!
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Monday, May 29, 2006

Water, The Titanic And My Son!

Did you have a nice Memorial Day? I did. My body is dead tired, but I had a nice time visiting with family. My ribs were good - a little toasty - but good. The sauce I made - killer. Plus I made some homemade lemonade, and it tasted sooooo refreshing!

My plan was to head to bed after my shower, since I'm pooped. But as you know about my plans - subject to change!

My son hates the water. Which is the complete opposite of myself and my husband. He never had any tragic mishaps as a child, no logical reason to fear the water. But nevertheless, he panics when water is over his head (bath time is a blast) - under no way shape or form will he stick his head under the water - it takes an act of God just to get him in a pool (you should have seen swimming lessons), no running through sprinklers, etc.... So when I was in the shower I thought to myself - why does he hate the water so much?

Then a flash vision hit me -- the Titanic as it was sinking. I feel someone hold onto me for dear life - I have a small son in my arms - and my son and I get put in the lifeboat. The man is still on the deck - my husband. I watch the ship sink with him on the deck as he watch us move away from the luxury liner. The man, my husband, is my son in my current life. My son in my arms - Ted. Add this to us three during the holocaust - and it is no wonder my son has separation issues - not to mention being in the dark, in an enclosed place and the water....

It's rather odd to think that my son was my husband at one time. But my son is always telling me - I'll take care of you until you die. He's been saying that since he started talking. Now that I think back - I never watch any movie that has to do with the Titanic - I get ill. This extends to any movie about a ship sinking - can't watch it. Same with any movie about the holocaust - again, I get physically sick. I know when I was writing the movie "The Black Triangle" I couldn't help but be sick to my stomach.. I know when I convert it into a book, it's just going to tear me up -- but I also know that it is something that I have to do.

I'm glad my son is in my life again. Now let's hope that we can complete our karma and soul agreement so that he can move to the next soul level in future incarnations.

Off to bed I go!

Sweet Dreams!
Allie :)
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Sunday, May 28, 2006

Alexandrite, Herkimer Diamond, Emerald And The 3 Stone Pendant


There are times when my guides want me to sit up and notice so bad, that they keep placing the same thing over and over again in my face. And when my angels are also involved - a stronger call I can sense and add in my elementals -- and look out! Well, all 3 worked together today to make me take notice of three separate stones. My guides brought to me Alexandrite, angels brought forth Herkimer Diamond and the elementals brought Emeralds.

It all started when I was looking for an item to profile in the upcoming, "Magical Item of the Week". I had my herbal book out, scanning through to see if something jumped out - nadda. One book about stones fell open, right to the page on Alexandrite. There wasn't much listed for this stone, and although I had that strong feel to explore it more, I turned the page. This is when another stone book I had fell -- right to , you got it, the page on Alexandrite. Okay fine. I heard Hanna, my guide, tell me not to go by the books, but to write what I feel the spirit tell me. So I did, and this is what I wrote:

Alexandrite

Type: Stone
Energy: Projective
Gender: N/A
Planet: Saturn
Elements: Water
Powers: Psychic Awareness, Manifestation, Luck, Love
Imbalances: N/A

Wear to draw in luck and good fortune. Use in mediation or wear to increase psychic awareness and manifestation in recreating ones life with an emphasis on expansiveness and creativity.
Use in love spells, sachets or simply carry to attract not only a powerful spiritual love, but also an explosive physical love. Excellent in drawing one's soul mate towards you.

NOTE: True Alexandrite is rare and expensive. It can look purple to the naked eye and green when held to a light.

I had that feel that I was right on the money with what my guides wanted me to do. But then they through me a curve ball - change your 3 stone pendant and add this spirit. What! My Alexandrite was too big to place in my existing wrap and I had no other wire to work with. Then I hear the angels call for the Herkimer and lastly the elemental call for the Emerald. Okay, I only have one Alexandrite - but I have many Herkimer's and Emeralds. Which ones?? I located the two Herkimer's that are twins/joined and took the smaller of the two. The larger one called out for me to take him. I said - no - you are not going to fit. Then I had a flash of which Emerald they wanted, but I couldn't locate it anywhere. Just when I was about to give up - it rolled towards me. HA!

I worked and I worked and I worked on this. My hands were killing me, I had a poop load of work to do -- but the Divine was adamant about this - the pendant needed changed now. I would get frustrated and then ask the Divine just to flow through me so that I can get this to fit. I was assured that all would go as planned. Work - work......the Emerald and Alexandrite were in...but the Herkimer just wouldn't go. The other half was jumping up and down, waving its hands saying ---HELLO!! So - fine. I picked up that spirit and wouldn't you know. It all went together like a hand and glove. All fit, all worked. Every day I learn more about what it means to have faith and to listen -- not just hear -- but actually listen.

Let me list here quickly what properties and Emerald and a Herkimer Diamond have:

Emerald: Cleopatra loved this stone spirit :) Emphasis loyalty, sensitivity, harmony, tranquility. Assists in memory retention and mental clarity. Symbolizes success in all endeavors of love. Teaches one to combine intelligence with discernment, thereby inducing right action. Activates and stimulates the heart while calming the emotions. Helps to enhance memory and increase mental capacity.

Herkimer Diamond: Assists in stimulating clairvoyance, clairaudience, telepathic communication, awareness, and attunement. Good for information retention. Helps you to be everything you are through self-actualization. Aids in clearing the mind and body of fear and other negative emotions. Can be used as a tool of attunement between people, activities or environment.

I'll be dammed - it just dawned on me: Emerald = my birth stone, Herkimer Diamond = Ted's birth stone (the birth stone is actually a diamond, but a Herkimer is what you use in place of) and Alexandrite = to pull two lover's together. At least it didn't take a 2 x 4 for me to get it this time:) An improvement!

See picture for what the pendant looks like now. Herkimer on top, Alexandrite in the middle and Emerald on the bottom.

I made the mistake last night of asking before I fell asleep, what life will be like when Ted and I are physically communicating. I was up all night long. When I did sleep, I was VERY busy and it was all traveling with Ted. Last night was all about us. I have no idea WHAT happened, just that it HAPPENED. I am sooooooo tired today!

And on that note - I'd better get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

Ted, Josh And The Dream Question!

Okay, so I said I'd give you guys an update on if I got an answer to my Josh question. This is what I remember of my dreams:

I did meet Josh in the club. But he had to leave. I saw Ted, he saw me. And we would move through the club looking at one another but not saying anything. This club was attached to a hotel and also to my best friend's church. I had a book on magic and people where having a fit. Then the book turned into one on psychic senses. There was a man here, good looking, who taught preschool and I wanted to get his opinion on tests. We never talked. Instead my friend and I walked all over the church and she showed me a bench with what reminded me of a family shrine. It was their garden in this church - with a bench and behind it a large garden box. There were rows of these garden boxes that belonged to dozens of families. In the box there were flowers, a musical keyboard made of flowers, odd and ends for the kids - a baseball, a glove - all with flowers/shrubs and a wooden memorial to my friend's husband. Had him with a stubble face, it was in bronze, in wood and the wood end had that shinny lacquer over it. I knew that this was my favorite place in this big garden, but I never saw this planting thing until now. I saw Ted again outside.

I'm in a room with 2 girls and one guy - small room. Ted was here to, just watching us.

At the end I'm in that bar/club again. I see him coming towards me in a blue jacket and a newspaper in hand. I jump up and say, Ted. He smiles at me and we go to another table. We hug. He said that everywhere he looked he would see me - that I must want something. When he saw me here in the club, he like -- alright now, I must have to chat with her. And this is why he came over. He talking to me about telepathy and an ancient tribe - I can't remember where, but part of me wants to say South America or Mexico (although as I typed that Tibet popped in my mind) who used telepathy between those who were soul mates and that he and I must be. I was half listening, nodding in agreement, playing with his hair. His hair felt like it hadn't been washed in awhile, it was long and unkempt. I thought to myself how handsome he is now -- but more so when he combs/washes his hair. I told him that I truly didn't want anything from him but his love. He smiled and said he could do that. Goes on to say that he never wants me to go. I see flash of the Ritz hotel in NYC - the gold trim on the building up top.

I left the club with my husband and son. Ted was sitting with my friend. I took a sticker and on apiece of paper I was to place my phone number and use the sticker to stick it to a flower pot. But I woke up.

The parts with Ted were so vivid, so real -- that I know he had to feel it too....and conscious remember. Even if he didn't grasp all of it.

In between seeing Ted, I walked into a big "something" for Bill, like he was being honored - he was there. He saw me, I saw him, we nod but never speak. I left the room and went out to keep looking for Ted - this was still in the same hotel/club/church. Although when Ted would show up, it wasn't that I was looking for him, but more that he was looking for me. But - I don't think that was the case either (as he thought I was looking for him). What I think is that our minds were so in tune with one another that we simply kept showing up at the same place.

I think that Josh was a messenger for Ted and that it was his pull to get me to this place so that Ted and I could have this talk. Now how Ted and Josh are connected to one another, I don't know. We'll see if Josh arrives on the scene any more!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)
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Friday, May 26, 2006

Workshops, Tornados And Maria Shaw!

So I worked my tush off yesterday trying to get ready for the Soul Mate workshop. Added more to the workbook, proofed it -- read more - did more. Got it to where I was happy and sent it out. However -- the workshop never took place last night. Why? Because tornados just love my street. If a funnel cloud touches down anywhere in the Wayne county area, chances are it has hit either my street, or the side street. In either case, I usually lose power and one of my trees come down. Last night was just the case. SIGH. I'm not going to have any trees left at this rate! I still haven't been able to find Raisin the outdoor cat I feed. I really hope he is okay. His actual house, had a huge butt tree fall down and I just pray he was no where near it. I'll look more for him later.

In the mean time , the workshop has been rescheduled for next week (see notice below).

I had a dream the other night with Sawyer from LOST in it again. Same place, a darkened club/bar. I said "Hey Sawyer". He goes "God dam it Allie, you know that's not my name." I'm like - "Yes, I know -- Josh." He replies, "That's better." "So why are we here again?" I ask. "I was hoping you could tell me." he replies, "Isn't this your thing, you know, what you do?" And that's all I can remember.

We keep showing up in the same place, I'll figure it out eventually why and what we're supposed to do in order to learn that lesson and move forward. It just drives me nuts when I can't figure things out. Maybe tonight something will fall into place? I'll ask about it before I fall asleep and let you know the answer I get tomorrow.

Having our annual Memorial Day barbeque over here. Making my ribs, only time I make them all year. They are good........kick butt, Rib Fest good. My husband keeps telling me that I should sell my food...but I remind him that I don't want to cook for a living - at least not now:) I have always wanted to open up a bar/restaurant called "Alley Cat". Now my sister N - she makes killer desserts. My specialty is main courses and my youngest sis does wonderful side dishes:) But if all 3 of us were to work at the same place - two of us would probably die - LOL! And I have no idea who would be the last person standing!

I wanted to do a session today, but there are too many things going on that disturb my trance state, so I will try later. In the mean time, I want to share with you a mini reading I got from a well-known astrologer, Maria Shaw. I ordered a one question reading. My question - of course - was about Bill and Ted. I was hoping that she could shine some light on the romantic & friendship issues as it drives me nuts. Here is what she said:

Dear Allie- I have examined the two charts along with yours and without birth times for the two guys, it may not be as accurate as i would like but and here’s what I found:

There is a very strong bond between you and T. although not an easy one...it is a karmic one....there is some unfinished business from a former lifetime and I am sure you must feel something of the sorts, like a past life connection or something. This T. shows up as a major “relationship” in your astro chart...there is potential. However, he is going through a very dark emotional period this year. Without his birthtime, it hard to say exactly when, but if you haven’t; noticed a depression yet, you will.....there will be anger bubbling up between June 2- July 18 around him....stuff he repressed for a long time. Even though he appears confident and cocky at times, he is very sensitive about how others look at him. He does have an ego and a little bit of a selfish streak too. You would end up feeling as if you were nothing more than a mere servant to him at some point in the relationship and he could be hard on your health. But this bond is so strong from the past life that your soul may need to fulfill it or at least spend some time with him, developing a new relationship and finishing karma from the previous one.

There’s a reason both of these guys are in your life even if they don’t seem to be revealing just why....just yet.

B. is like totally opposite from T. Like night and day. He ironically is also from a past life...in fact many. You have known B. in at least 3 or 4 past lives. There is buried anger from those that needs to be released in this one so you can move on. You and B. have the same emotional needs B. will not be ready to emotionally commit to anyone until 2009. He’s still trying to figure his life out! You have a chance with both ofthem....but over different periods of your life. And one of them, you will have to pursue...the other will be easier. Because the karma between the two of you and the two of them is so intense, it could be that this was a 3 way love triangle in a former lifetime.

In fact, according to your astro chart, one of the reasons that you have reincarnated was to work on relationships! Long term, B. will eventually grow up and be a better mate for you. Even if you can’t see this now. T. will always be about himself even though he can be quite charming. I would not mess with T. for at least 14 months...wait until he gets over the depression and I see nothing but problems for him with the opposite sex for at least a year. However I do see opportunities with both if them.

According to you chart these the biggest times:

October - November 2006
Late July-September 2007

One of them is already involved with someone else or will be very soon, so you will need to wait until that is over. No matter what has went down in the past, you could have something with B. However, I am not ruling out a fling, if the circumstances were ripe, with T. Its all about karma with each of them!

On another note, work hard this year because you are coming into a magnificent time for your career. If you have worked hard since 1999 laying a solid foundation, you will soon be rewarded. If you are on the wrong path, with your career, things will sour, so you will be forced to get on the path the universe wants you to live. The next two years could be amazing for your career! Go for it!

So there you have it. Again -- both men show up. I do like what she said about the career even though I didn't bring it up:) The downward spiral of Ted, already happening. Bill wants to be alone -- yep.

And on this note - I have to get back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)
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Soul Mate Quest - Rescheduled + Angel/Guide Workshop -- Both Next Week!

Hi Everyone!

Due to an act of God (tornados) I had to reschedule the Soul Mate workshop for Wednesday May 31st and there is still room for more people!

Both Workshops are next week and I will not offer either again until September.

Soul Mate Quest


Date: May 31, 2006 (Wednesday)
Time: 9:00 pm EDT
Topics Include:


  • The difference of a soul mate, soul cluster and soul group
  • How to spiritually call your soul mate to you via dreams & meditation
  • Astral sex
  • Karma
  • Soul agreements
  • Connection tips
  • ...And more!

PLUS!


Connecting To Your Guides and Angels


Date: June 1, 2006 (Thursday)


Time: 8:30 pm EDT


Topics Include:



  • The difference between a guide, an angel and ascended masters
  • Meditation and dream techniques
  • Signs
  • Daily Exercises
  • And more...

From the comfort of your home or car, you can find out the techniques you need to make that connection, understand it and apply it to your life.

Each workshop via teleconference (your phone) has a limit of only 25 participants. There is a minimum of 2 in order for the workshop to go on. If the minimum is not reached, then monies collected will be refunded.


Each workshop will last 1 1/2 - 2 hours and cost $40.00. These workshops are easy on your wallet as well as being a spiritual eye-opener!


What you get for your money:

  1. A customized book to go with each workshop for each participant to keep. They will be available in PDF format and will be emailed to you before class.
  2. The workshop itself.
  3. Q & A sessions during class.
  4. Free follow-up questions with Allie.

The day of the workshop, Allie will send you the workbook and phone number for you to call in order to connect to the workshop. This is not a toll-free number and you will be responsible for any long-distance charges - about as much as you would pay to talk to Aunt Betty in Toledo!.

Okay - enough said. If you are interested, please visit:
http://www.blogger.com/


Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)



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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Angelic Support, Great Energy And Spirits!

This is a good day. I woke up with this feeling of all over goodness, even though my son crawled into bed with me at 4:30 am and I never went back to sleep. I got up at 5:00 am and actually went on my walk. My legs hurt - but that's okay. I had some amazing conversations along the way. The first one to greet me before I even left the house was Ted. An overflow of positive energy surrounded him - he told me that he has hope. That in his heart he knows that dreams can come true. I assured him that he was right.

A few steps out of my house, Bill was there. He didn't say a word to me and I felt a heaviness about him. I reminded him that if he wishes to release the burden he's carrying, Ted and I are always here. All he has to do is call. He gave me a weak smile and faded from view.

I hit the end of my block and am joined by Archangels Michael and Raphael. It's a weird, yet wonderful feel, to sense that an Archangel was on either side of me. Michael, so warrior like, strong, fearless, rugged looking -- but then again not. Raphael, so gentle, very angelic like, very calm and reassuring with features that remind me of a male model with delicate cheekbones and commanding eyes. I can sense that they are glad that I started to walk again. Both work to remove the negative etheric cords that have formed from my connections to other people. The strain from my back dissolves as the cords are sliced and removed. Raphael pours green healing light into me as Michael surrounds me with a whitish/blue light of protection. I ask to also have a golden light of faith placed around me, and they do.

I get home from my walk and my son is just waking back up - my husband leaves for work. He's crying. I ask him what's wrong. He won't answer. I ask if he had a bad dream and he nods -- says he was worried. I asked about what - he said he didn't want to talk about it. He cries again and I ask him to tell me about the dream. He says it's not a dream, but a story. Tell me about the story - I ask. Neither my husband or myself were in his "story" but our cats and dogs were. He still wouldn't tell me what happened - but then he blurts out -- I can't see them. See who? They're there, but I can't see them mommy. Spirits? I ask. Yes, tell them that I can't see them. He turns over on his side, away from me. I comment that he has to tell them that he wants to see them. So he does and I can tell he is watching. He saw something because he turned and snuggled into me. I ask who did he see? He says - they're dead. Okay -- do you know who? I start to name off people, and when I mention my Grams and Gramps P - he says - that's who! I reassure him that they love him more than anything and there is no way any harm would ever come to him because of them. He says he knows, but it still scares him when they do that.

He gets out of bed and moves towards my office - I head to the bathroom. He screams - I ask him what's wrong? He comes running to me and says - Bill is in the office. I asked if he said Hi and he assured me yes. But that Bill looked sad and had suddenly appeared in front of him and that is what scared him. He tells me - I got so scared I thought my brain would fall out! LOL! I assured him that Bill would bring no harm to him and he said he knows that (very sarcastically I might add) - but he was just "there" and that's why he screamed.

The idea I had about Ted a few days ago is going well. Very well. A lot of great energy there -- so much so that I think that has added to the extra bounce in my step! I could kick myself in the ass for not thinking of it sooner.

I hired someone today to come in once a week to de-dustball my house. I do -- I live in one big dustball. Between my cats, dogs, kid, me and my husband who works in a factory -- and that I never clean (unless something threatens to get us) -- something had to be done! I'd rather write than clean, so I made an executive decision. Yeah!

And the sun is shinning to boot! Yeah! Plus the season ending to LOST is on tonight. All I can say is if Charlie, Sawyer or Hurley is gone - I'll be pissed.

Back to work I go! Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

Update: FYI for Newbies To The Blog!

Hi Everyone,

Since I stopped updating people about the blog during my podcast, there has been a major jump in people who stop by. If you don't know who is who - then it can get a bit confusing. Especially since I do not use real names, except my own, my guides and the Archangels.

So here is a cheat sheet:

MICHAEL, RAPHAEL, GABRIEL, HANIEL - Archangels

JEZELL, ROBERT and HANNA - Spirit Guides

BRIGIT - Goddess

GALADRIEL - Fairy

BILL and TED - Soul mates - in soul cluster

LARRY - New member soul circle BUT in the inner soul cluster as well

CLIVE, PETER, FRANK and just about anyone else male I've mentioned - Members of soul circle

CINDY - my intutive friend

If I've forgotten anyone - post a note and I'll explain.

Take care!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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Soul Mate Quest In 48 Hours!

The phone workshop is on May 25th, in the evening. I will not offer it again until September.

Time: 9:00 pm EDT

Topics Include:

*The difference of a soul mate, soul cluster and soul group
*How to spiritually call your soul mate to you
*How to have astral sex with your soul mate
*How to psychically connect with your soul mate - daily
*And more...

From the comfort of your home or car, you can find out the techniques you need to make that connection, understand it and apply it to your life.

Each workshop via teleconference (your phone) has a limit of only 25 participants. There is a minimum of 2 in order for the workshop to go on. If the minimum is not reached, then monies collected will be refunded.

Each workshop will last 1 1/2 - 2 hours and cost $40.00. These workshops are easy on your wallet as well as being a spiritual eye-opener!

What you get for your money:

1. A customized book to go with each workshop for each participant to keep. They will be available in PDF format and will be emailed to you before class.
2. The workshop itself.
3. Q & A sessions during class.
4. Free follow-up questions with Allie.

The day of the workshop, Allie will send you the workbook and phone number for you to call in order to connect to the workshop. This is not a toll-free number and you will be responsible for any long-distance charges - about as much as you would pay to talk to Aunt Betty in Toledo!

Okay - enough said. If you are interested, please visit:
http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermentworkshops.htm

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)
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Archangels Raphael, Michael And Gabriel!

I'm getting pulled into a session today rather quickly and unexpectedly. In the midst of a beautiful blue sky, Archangels Raphael, Michael and Gabriel are waiting for me. I wonder - why are three Archangels waiting for me -- was it something I said? Raphael smiles -- no, it was something you did. You trusted and you pursued with your heart. This will help heal him.

Michael takes a step toward me - once he has a taste of your energy, it will give him a new reason to fight for his life. He will start to understand why he is here and why he has had that emptiness inside of him. He will not be able to dismiss you.

Gabriel hugs me. She whispers in my ear - you two will make the most loving team. Do not despair as this is the path that was chosen at the start of your earthy incarnation. One path will lead to another.

All three Archangels send an enormous healing light into me - and fade from view.

I am now in basically - nothingness. I turn around to hopefully see something and I spot small dot of light. I am about to enter it when Bill approaches me from the right. He looks tired, but oh -- how do I want to say -- settled. He says to me - I'm sorry. I reply - I'm not. And I enter into the light.

I see Ted in a garden, on a white bench, he is sketching picture after picture. There are dozens of sheets of drawings. I can make out a mill, several versions of a castle, my three-stone pendant, the sun, a lighthouse, an angel, his three girls, birds, cats, dogs, horses -- the list goes on and on. He is sketching like a mad man, trying to pour it all out before he forgets something. He turns and sees me - oh there you are - he remarks. Where did I go? I ask. To talk to Bill - did you two get things squared? I flash back to the brief conversation I just had with Bill - yes, I reply, I think we understand one another now. Ted smiles that - make my legs turn to jelly - smile and tells me to sit.

He goes on to say that he wants to take me to Italy, Spain and Greece. I say - right now? He smiles and says no, not yet, in 2007. I nod - okay, I can do that. I do have a passport that is an empty passport. It's empty Ted says, but that's not possible. Why isn't it - I ask. Because you came to London during the summer - there should be stamps from that - right? I'll have to check - I tell him.

I can see Jezell off to the side, she motions for me to join her. I kiss Ted and off I go.

Jezell is a guide of little chat. She loves just to take me to a scene and point. This time around she takes me to my office, it is dark outside and I am working away on my lap top. I can see a finished copy of my Easter Bunny book (for 4 - 6 year olds) and a marked-up copy of my story about Kyra, the gypsy teen.

I can hear her say "Hurry" and then all fades from view and I'm done.

Short, sweet and I think to the point.

Better get cracking....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
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More Info: Valle de San Felix - Project: PASCUA LAMA

I received an email about this project from a concerned person who did some digging:

FYI on the Barrick Gold Corp. project in Chile -- this is their webpage spin on the Pascua Lama project. More info on http://www.rainforest.org/ .

http://www.barrick.com/Default.aspx?SectionID=AE16ED96-78D3-4451-AB11-281B502746FB&LanguageID=1&ProjectId=8fadb7a7-1b99-4e7b-a37d-9da4b178f0b2

Pass the word on!!!!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)
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Monday, May 22, 2006

Yep, Ted Again!

Oh God what a day! I need to go pick up my son very soon from school and my head is just spinning.

I have been seeing 2 numbers all over the dog-gone place today. One is 22 and the other is 222. Long story short is that my deep conviction will make things manifest. Have faith, don't worry - everything will work out for the best for everyone involved.

Don't worry. Hummm.....it's not so much of a worry though is it is an over-thinking process trying to figure out ways to Ted without Bill. Of course, over-thinking has never helped anything, especially connected to these two. I do believe I have something worked out. I'm not going to say what it is right now, as I don't want anyone else's energy to mix in with mine/his and possibly throw things off. So I will let you know what happens. Just cross your fingers:)

On the other hand, I did fall asleep with my dream question about Ted. What I can remember about the dreams is me in a skirt, blouse and boots (which is not me at all) - the skirt being green and white checkered, white boots and white blouse, walking through a downtown. Although I am a jean and sweater girl, I was very comfortable in this outfit - very confident. Behind me the sky was dark and forbidding, in front is was sunny and inviting - with big blue skies and not a cloud in the area. Ted's eyes are green and his favorite color is blue. My take is that is what the green outfit and the blue skies are telling me that things with Ted will move forth along with the troubled times are about to be behind me.

As I walk through this town, I pass a lot of people and I can "hear" what they are thinking. I heard a lot of voices - too many to assimilate. I can remember passing this couple on a pay phone and the man was calling his wife to say he was working, when actually him and the skinny chick next to him were about to head over to the motel.

Next I can remember sitting in a movie theater with a big picnic basket. Bill was with me, and he was annoyed that we were at the movie of all places. I kept telling him to watch - Ted was on screen in what I don't know. But Bill wouldn't watch and I kept bugging him to watch Ted. He was annoyed and shrugged me off. This was another confirmation that Bill is of no help right now.

I saw me under a mighty oak tree just writing like my life depended on it. Again - my writing comes into play.

Have to run and get my son.......

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
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Sunday, May 21, 2006

Ted's Destruction, My Shower And The Archangels!

You know, I never mind having a man in the shower with me, especially if I can con him into shaving my legs. However, when it's Archangels or my guys in astral form, it isn't quite the same - ya know? It's always more fun to grab onto someone solid.

I wasn't going to blog anything today - but after my angelic shower visit, I figured I'm supposed to.

As I'm shampooing my hair with some Lavender shampoo, I hear Archangels Michael and Raphael arrive. I hear them tell me -- you have to save him. I "know" who they are talking about, but I had to ask anyways....who and why can't he save himself?

He's self-destructing -- cannot stay afloat any longer without you. He cannot fall.

I rinse my soap suds off and sigh. Ted -- I know you're talking about Ted. What do you want me to do?

Save him - Archangel Michael says in a very commanding voice.

I don't know how - I say.

Yes you do - Archangel Raphael replies. In your heart, you know.

I - WANT - TO - SCREAM...but I don't as that would alert my household and then it WOULD be far too crowded in my small bathroom.

I can feel a hand on each of my shoulders and it is said in unison - love him.

How do you expect me to get to him?? Bill isn't going to help, that's getting pretty obvious. He doesn't need to hit me upside the head again for me to get it.

The Archangels and I launch into a long conversation after this - so long that I run out of hot water. Ted is on a one-way ticket for destruction - it's as simple as that. He has too many women in and out of his life and he drinks too much. Bill is an island. He wants to come and go as he pleases, with no ties to a relationship, only many friends. What I can't get - is if he wants friends only, and Ted is like a brother to him, why wouldn't he do what he had to do in order to save him? Even if that meant feeling uncomfortable by picking up the phone and calling. Yes, we have been doing the telepathic link and it is strong between us - but it is going to take a materialized phone call to get things moving.

Ted longs for that physical connection that his soul craves with me. He needs that eternal love. He and I made a pact to meet up in this life and this is something that his soul knows...and it hasn't happened. So he gets over the emptiness by the revolving door of women and shuts out our telepathic connection (which he is starting to think that it's all in his head) by drinking.

If I look at my life, I've led the same destructive pattern until about when my son was born. Which is the same time I found out about Bill and Ted. So I am to assume that my soul has known the same thing as Ted's soul. I've had my share of disaster choices in men, in the same revolving fashion and if I were single now....who knows? Plus, Lord knows anyone that has known me from before my son was born knows that I've been one hell of a drinker. Not an alcoholic, but I sure love my beer. I partied hard - and often.

So - now the task at hand is -- how to get to Ted without Bill's help? I still cannot believe that Bill would sit back and watch a friend that he loves self-destruct. The pull I can feel from Ted is all consuming - it's strong -- He-Man strong. I know Bill can feel what I can. I just don't get it. How can a man who I know to be so loving and kind be such a self-centered prick right now? I can understand the why -- I just don't get the why - if that makes sense to anyone but me.

You know, I try so hard to focus in on other aspects of myself, my life, my work and spirituality. But I'm always yanked back in to Ted and Bill. Always. I wish I could cut a break, I wish I could get some help -- earthly help -- to get us together. Why can't it be as obvious to others that us three have to get together. I mean, there has to be someone who reads this blog who knows who Bill and Ted is and can help. I find it hard to believe, if not impossible, that there isn't someone. The world's too big - too many people....and we all know the saying, "It's such a small world".

So what to do -- what to do? This is my dream question for the night. I can't help but think it has something to do about my writing. I'm too tired to think about this any more tonight. Or to ponder more on what the Archangels said. Bottom line is that I have to get to Ted.

Sweet dreams,
Allie:)
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Saturday, May 20, 2006

Robert Bruce, Hot Hands And Signs!

My son and I did a fun experiment today. He thought it was just the coolest thing:) I was trying to explain to him how we are both healers and that we use energy in order to do this healing. He was getting it - kind of - so I told him to put his hands out, palms up. He did. I placed my hands, palms down, on his. I asked if he could feel the hotness from my hands. He smiles and says yes. So I tell him to leave his hands where they were and I moved mine up. He starts laughing. I ask him if he can feel the energy going through our bodies? He says yes and then says -- it tickles mommy, right up my back. It freaked him after a bit as our hands were really really hot and they were very far apart. When the tingling in his body got to be too much, he broke the connection.

He asked how this is happening. So instead of going into great details about energy -- I simply said that the God (the Divine) gives us energy from above, it passes through the top of our head, travels through our bodies to our hands and the energy from our hands is what heals. He smiles and says - we're one of the special people - right? I said yes, we are very special because we can help other people. He liked that idea. Then it was back to playing "Lord of the Rings" again:)

My hands are major hot today, they just will not stop heating up. I keep going to my animals and placing my hands on them. The dogs keep coming after me for more:) Normally when the hands are this hot, it's usually Ted calling me for healing. I grab my wand and get shocked ASAP! However, I quickly fall into a session and see Ted lying on a bed. He's burning up, crying, has a hard time breathing. He calling out to me to help. I place one hand behind his back and the other on his chest and allow the energy to flow from me into him. He falls asleep in my arms. I let him be and turn to go, but Bill is standing there and extends his arms. He wants me to help him. His face is pale, his eyes bloodshot.

I put my hands on his face, and form a triangle. The energy pours form me into him, pushing out all of the fear, worry, the emotional pain he has burdened himself with for all these years. He is about to fall, but Ted is right there and grabs his hand. I hear a signal from Archangel Raphael that my work is done here. The men I leave are surround by a brilliant white light and I know that they are good for now.

I am getting so many messages for me to start healing again - from other intuitives and their guides. But my guides tell me it is not the time to place the energy healing back. I have other work to do first. But and my guides stress this big BUT....I am to do more with opening up my energy centers. I am to do more to let me fear of failure subside. I have to stop worrying:)

I decided to take a room at the Robert Bruce workshop instead of staying with my friend or driving back and forth. It was something that my guides kept pushing me to do. Why? No clue. But in under a month I'll know since the workshop is June 17 & 18. You know, think about this -- Robert Bruce is a highly advanced soul who is top notch in energy work and astral projection -- the two areas I need help in. The man lives in Australia and he is doing two workshops in the states in 2006. One of them just happens to be in of all places -- Cleveland Ohio? Cleveland? Really -- what are the odds? Especially since I had picked up this man's books over the years and put them back. I kept hearing for me to buy -- but I never did. I finally buy and here he is in Cleveland.

You know me and signs -- I think the RB workshop is one hell of a sign. It's right up there with all of the British signs and Ted.

My dreams last night dealt with me writing. I kept filling up notebook after notebook. Granted, I have six books to get done. I wonder if I can get my astral self to write:) One never knows!

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)
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Friday, May 19, 2006

My Dream Question Answered + A Visit With Ted!

My friend emailed last night after I went to bed. You remember the friend, the one I focused in on during yesterday's session. Before I fell asleep last night I posed the question again about what am I being told that I'm not getting. This is what I remember:

A very vivid dream visit with Ted. I was at a strange house with my family. My son was there as well as my mother, my two sisters, my brother in law and niece, my Uncle E and his whole side of the family. This strange, modern type house was E's - he had just moved in and this was sort of a house warming party.

I look over and there is Ted. I can feel that it is the consensus that I brought him to this gathering - so I assume that I did. I'm nervous, he's shy. We are sitting on a couch and I'm asking him when does he sleep? He replies that he has to go home. I tell him that I wish he wouldn't leave, but I understand. His girls need him - he says - and he needs them. But do you get to sleep - I ask again? He then proceeds to tell me in a very soft voice what his schedule is like when he goes home. He is to be on a plane tonight for London. When he arrives, he will have 15 min to rest, then he has to get ready for a Charity function. He and I are sipping Champagne. He has on a brown leather coat, a blue sweat shirt and blue jeans.

After that he launches more into a British drawl that has me frankly - lost on what he will do for the rest of the day. But I can tell it's a lot and I nod my head like I understand. I ask him about when will he get his next job? He shrugs and says that he doesn't know. The market isn't opening up for him. He's getting older and the jobs just aren't there. I tell him that I'll miss him while he's gone. He caresses my cheek and promises me that he will call when he can.

He asks me about "The Black Triangle" I tell him that I'm going to write the book right after the gypsy magic books are done. He smiles and reminds me that every year he gets older. He gets up and asks someone where the loo is. They are lost so he says then - the bathroom. He goes off and I set my way to go into the very modern kitchen. It's nice - real nice. I'm in Uncle's two door stainless steel refrigerator looking for two beers. I take two cans what I think is a Guinness's, but the language on it reminds me of Japanese. I ask him if these taste like Guinness? The Unk (my nickname for my Uncle) says - yes. He grabs a few beer bottles and says if we like a strong lag, that we should try these. I said we'd take these two for now.

As I walk away I can hear him grab my mom and say - she's with Ted. My mom nods yes - and then adds how pleased she is Unk says, he acts just like a regular ole person. I shout back - that's because he is.

I find Ted outside, he has shed his jacket. He is sitting on the ground, smoking a cig and blowing the smoke onto a very large squirrel who he is holding on its back, between his legs. The ashes are making the squirrel all white and the poor ting is hacking up smoke. Before I could say anything he let's it go. This woman runs up to him and starts yelling at him for that. The squirrel is limping about, hacking and coughing - trying to shake off the white ash of its fur.

He sits down next to me and I ask why did he do that? He's not a mean person. He says that he knows, but every once and again the rough and tumble kid in him and he does something stupid and rash. I hand him the beer and explain that I was looking for Guinness, as they are my favorite, but found these and E says they taste similar. Ted comments - Guinness is your favorite? I open my beer and take a drink - it's good. I nod and says yes. He smiles and says - good.

We are walking through a small town and he takes me down the side of a bridge. We still have the beers in our hands. Under here is the entrance to a cave he found. I tell him that we shouldn't go in, I heard that these were dangerous places as they are connected to old coal mines. He stares at me -- so loving like and says -- I'd die before I let something happen to you. We are squiggling into the opening of the cave on our bellies. We get inside and stand up - it's HUGE and beautiful.

I wake up feeling comforted and reassured.

Now this is the 2nd dream visit that I can remember that Ted was with me and my family. The last time was Thanksgiving dinner.

The dreams I had for the rest of the evening centered around my creativity. That I had to get things done. I still don't know if this is what Ted was talking about me having to know. But this is the 2nd time I asked what am I being told and missing - and the second time I dreamt about my writing. In particular - "The Black Triangle". I'm trying to figure out how to get the gypsy magic books done and then the BT book. So - I will have to assume that this is what I must do. After all, remember how much Robert used to be on me about finishing the books??

Better get to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)
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Thursday, May 18, 2006

The Black Triangle Synopsis And Bill Visits!

I've had a few people email me and ask to know more about "The Black Triangle". I'm flattered that people want to know more. So I put together a synopsis of the screenplay:

A family of gypsies suffers the nightmares of Auschwitz/Birkenau during World War II. Recently reunited after a twenty-year separation, childhood lovers Jeta and Stefan make a promise - that they will survive to begin a new life together after the war. However, this promise seems impossible to keep. After trying to save her father, Jeta is marked for execution. Christian, an SS Officer and an old friend of Stefan’s, saves Jeta and makes her a psychic for Hitler in Munich. In the trials that follow, Jeta and Christian band together to give Hitler useful information as they fight to suppress their growing love for one another. Meanwhile Stefan fights for survival in the camp with what is left of Jeta's family. Then, Berlin gives the order to kill all the gypsies - including Jeta. Trying to escape Jeta almost drowns, but Christian sacrifices his life to save Jeta and their unborn child while Stefan uses his connections at the camp to save those he can from the gas chambers. Stefan and a very pregnant Jeta reunite at the place they were captured – the gypsy camp. When an old enemy arrives at the camp, Jeta must trust her visions and Stefan must rely on his instincts at their last stand for survival.

This is certainly a work in process. Version 7 (I think) is done of the script and if anyone wants to take a look at it - I'd be happy to share and accept any input you are willing to give. I am constantly working on this story when I have time. The novel, of course, will be a lot more detail oriented.

I really wish that I hadn't of been so trusting when I first wrote this script. Both actors who I wrote the script for to begin with -- asked to read it. One based on communications with me and his agent, and the other from a meeting that took place between a friend of mine and the actor. It was my first draft. My friend kept pushing me to let the actors see it. Kept saying that she's been in the biz long enough to know when something is ready -- and the script (in her eyes) was ready. I had my reservations. However - I sent it out. At that same time I found out that this friend took the $$ I had sent her to get me an Entertainment Attorney. When she found out I knew she took my cash - she burned all the bridges - with me and with the actor she had sent the script to. This in turn caused actor number 2 to also say no. So I had the two people in the world that I wrote the script for to read it -- and both turned it down because in essence - it wasn't ready -- and she told God knows what to God knows who. However, on the good side her pushing made me get the story done in the first place.

She and I have not spoken since that time and I need a wish and a prayer to even get this script past the actor's gatekeepers. (SIGH)

So what I am praying for is that I can get the book to do well, to open the eyes of people to the story and then the script. After which -- I will try to approach both actors again. I'm not too proud to beg:) Not about this story anyways.

My son is feelings much better. After a day of throwing up - he is his old self again as night time fell. Fingers crossed that we don't spend the night in the bathroom - again.

As I am writing all of this, I had a flash of Bill in the corner of my room, by the door. I always know when an astral form or spirit is here as my cats zone in on it ASAP. Then they rally around me many times to guard me. But when it's Bill or Ted, they just look and shrug it off. The flash was too fast - I couldn't see much except to know it was him. He's been around me a lot lately. I think he knows on some level how much yapping I've been doing about Ted and wants to make sure that I don't forget about him. Forget -- about him??? Of all people?? That's like forgetting that my head is attached to my body.

Guess what -- Bill will be in London later this year. It's the damn British connection -- again. Ahhh....I must admit, I do love the Brits no matter how much I may bitch about them. Now find me a good looking British man who can speak Italian -- and I am as good as gone!

I'm going to ask again tonight what I am being told that I am missing. Hopefully, I can get some answers!

Off to bed I go!

Sweet dreams:)
Allie;)
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The Black Triangle, Merlin And Atlantis!

I didn't have a chance to learn much from my dreams last night. My son was up all night throwing up - so I was up too. Poor little dude. He gets this way when his sinus drain too much into his stomach. So although his sinus are acting like crazy 2-year-olds, I won't know positive until he wakes up. Of course he's staying home from preschool, so that throws the day into a curve ball.

What I do remember from the brief naps I got is me with a pad of paper and a pen. I'm in a school and writing what someone is telling me. Then I see myself outside, on the beach, writing more in this book. What this tells me is that through my creativity are the answers I seek. My feel is that my creativity ties in with Ted.

I'm being pulled in remarkably early into a session. Let's see why.....

I can see myself in a room, appears to be my office with what I am to assume are galley proofs for a book on my desk. Off to my right, Hanna comes to my side. I ask her - what is on my desk. She smiles and tells me to watch. My son comes in, he looks to be around 7 - older than he is today, but not too much older. He has me fix something, I have a cow telling him not to get anything on the proofs. My office phone rings, I answer and I can see my mouth drop. I fall down into my chair and I grab the proofs. I can see the front cover - it is of "The Black Triangle". The background is white with a black triangle in the middle. In the triangle, in white are a row of numbers. If I look at the back, the 1st line reads "What would you do to survive?". The rest is a muddled synopsis of the book.

Hanna tells me telepathically - you will have a decision to make. A powerful force in your world wants you to be a part of them. It would mean money, prestige and respect. But it will also be the convalesces of your soul. You can achieve the same results without the negative forces in your life. No rash choices. Think things through. Do not lose yourself in the excitement of the moment.

I watch myself put the proofs aside and open up a file in my computer. It is the files I have gathered on my soul mate quest. The name of the file is "Trinity". On the shelf, next to my phone are the four magic books in a row. I email someone, attach the file and sit back. I can sense that I am nervous.

I look at Hanna and ask - did I just do the right thing? She nods yes.

She takes my hand and pulls me into a wall of wavy energy. We emerge into what I feel is Atlantis. I am watching Bill, Ted and I walk through a preserved portion. Ted stops as a wave of energy just knocks him back a step. He says - this is it. With that he grabs my hand and we duck into a small room. Inside the room is bare, except for what appears to be a small round table, made of crystal and is connected to the floor. We kneel and place our palms on this table. An energy surge blasts us and what was once all white inside, is now a rainbow of colors. The table lowers into the floor and a door opens. We hesitate long enough to glance at one another and run into the next room. We are in the Crystal Cavern, in the room with the lake.

Hanna tells me that this is enough for now. I tell her I'd like to view more. She says no. Too much has a way of overwhelming me. I know she's right - but that doesn't stop me wanting to stay.

She disappears and I am now in the room Bill and I once were, that was under the cliffs in the UK. I look around, half expecting to see Bill, and instead it is Merlin. He smiles and kisses me on both cheeks. It's been too long he says, but now you are ready. For what -- I ask?? You are now the teacher and are ready to unlock more of your soul inherent gifts. With that he chants a line under his breath and fans out a white powder over me. It feels strange - like when you are using one of those shampoos that is supposed to "awaken" your skull, to tingle.....but this feeling is all over my body. He hands me my healing wand, and tells me to sit with it and empty my mind. I do what I am told. Merlin tells me to think of anything - anything at all and focus on it.

I do, I focus hard in on having a friend email me. During this intense focus, I can see her lying on her back. I'm taken to her where I place my hands over her chest and send in white light. I ask this light to go to all of the places of pain and heal. I look up and Ted is there, but his eyes are not green, but black. He looks to be very evil and sinister. I stare at him and ask why are you looking like that? In a deep voice he says - you know.

It dawns on me and I tell him - you are not the enemy. You are not someone who I should try to avoid, but embrace and love. As I speak the words, I can see the blackness leave him and his eyes turn back to their wonderful green color. He smiles and says, thank you. He grabs me for an embrace, and our energies merge into one. It is all consuming, all full of such a strong energy that we both cannot help but yell in the pure ecstasy of it all. In that split second, I am back with Merlin. He smiles and says - did you see what you were looking for? I reply - I think I have.

Then I'm done.

Time will tell today if my friend emails me. I'll be surprised if she doesn't - but I'll let you know.

I definitely have some food for thought.

Have a wonderful day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie;)
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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

An Urgency, A Puzzle And The British!

I can feel an urgency. A major ass push coming from Ted. He's jumpy, on edge, nervous, anxious.....his voice keeps telling me that I have to understand. There's something I haven't or won't see. I can tell it is just so important that I get this last puzzle piece. This blockage that is keeping us apart. It's almost as if I say a code word and the door will swing open. There's a clock ticking down and once it reaches zero...well that's it.

I'm good at puzzles, mysteries -- always have been. I had a Jr. Detective kit as a kid, read all the Nancy Drew and Hardy Boys books. I figure out the suspense thrillers before I reach half way. I've always been good at it. But why can't I see what is supposed to be so plain in front of me? I keep hearing -- a mix up. A switch.

The universe has put in front of me -- the British. Is this my sign? Is this what I'm supposed to be clueing in on? My little sister marries a man from Manchester England. My other sister's favorite place in the world is London and she would kill to marry a British man. My business partner - in London - British. One of my best friends in the whole wide world is moving to -- you got it -- London in October. In June, the Robert Bruce workshop -- he's British (living in OZ).

I don't know -- I really don't know. This is something that I need to sleep on. I'm going to ask for some guidance during dream time. The question I will pose is : what am I being told that I'm not getting?

If there's anything to report, I'll let you know in the morning.....

Sweet Dreams!
CS - Allie:)
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Dream Visits, Rain And A Mysterious Stranger!

Are you tired of the rain? God knows I am and I'm sure the folks in the New England states are too. My kid is stir crazy, my dogs want to eat my house and myself -- the lack of sunshine has caused such a drain on my brain. Constant headaches. However, creative wise, I'm a moving -- so go figure. Last night I'm snoozing away happily, when my cat Darin (yes, he's Samantha's better half) jumps on me and is just screaming up a storm. He will not leave me alone. Licking my face, my hands, my arms, pawing my hair. Finally, I'm like *&^%^%$#$#. He jumps off the bed and yells again (these were not just simple meows mind you). So I get out of bed and I follow. He takes me to the basement and shows me the mess --- the rain had flooded the basement to a point where he could not make it to the litter boxes. I moved them all to safer ground again (had done so earlier in the day) and he jumped in to do his business before I had a chance to go up the stairs. Poor boy -- he really had to go! Now the other cats would have simply went where they pleased, if the boxes were not to their liking. So I waited in the kitchen for Darin to get done and when he came up I gave the guy a treat for waking me up. He ate it and joined me in bed where we both promptly fell asleep.

My dreams last night were interesting. One set of dreams had me in a club with a guy that had played "Chris" on the showed CHARMED. I looked at him and asked him, what are you doing here? He looked at me and replied - I had hoped you could tell me! I can't remember much except that there was another man in this club who I really was attracted to - and it was mutual. But he was off limits and we both knew it. He's either friends with Bill in real life or he is helping him in some way -- or maybe he knows both of us on the astral plane (or has since discovered us in real life as I have Bill) and knows that there is nothing romantic to be had with he and I. I don't know -- but I got the feel that he knew both Bill and I in some capacity. I can't remember a thing about this guy -- very frustrating.

Ahhh..in this club too was the man who plays "Sawyer" on LOST. He's not the man I was attracted to in the dream visit, but he had a connection to the guy from CHARMED. Sawyer is in Chris's (I'm sticking with TV names, instead of real, as it's easier) soul circle and has some sort of protection or guardianship over Chris. Sawyer knew me and gave me one of those - it's about time - speeches. I couldn't get out of him why it's about time -- he kept telling me that I knew.

I leave this club and I'm going to walk back to my hotel. My friend Pat is there and I ask him if he could give me a ride back so I wouldn't have to walk the few blocks. I instinctively knew I was in LA and that for me to walk would mean having to go through a seedy part and I wanted nothing to do with it. So Pat gets into this 1970 - something Camaro. It's all white. He starts it up and exhaust fumes just go everywhere. Sawyer and Chris climb into a car next to us and both make fun of Pat's car. Pat flicks them off or something and we get in and chug off.

I've had several dream over the last few months where Bill flat out ignores me - doesn't say a word, doesn't acknowledge my presence. It got me thinking -- what if he really doesn't see me? So I made note of that as I feel back to sleep after the Darin potty break. I entered into another dream visit where he did not talk to me. So I went around to other people in the dream to see if I could get their attention. I couldn't. This tells me that there are times where I am just an observer of his dreams - just like I can be an observer of his life during meditation sessions. I found this very interesting. I hope that when I go to the Robert Bruce workshop next month that I can learn more about what to do when this happens, if I should do anything and how to remember more.

Oh - one last dream I had last night was a visit with Ted. We were arguing about our relationship. He kept trying to convince me that there was more to it than I thought. He kept bringing up marriage. Something that I'm not seeing or understanding about Bill. Ted won't tell me what it is....but he's determined for me to see that what I think I know, I really don't know. Or something along those lines.

The "Write and Cast Your Own Magic" class is moving along very well. I wasn't sure how this subject would do in email format, but everything is going great! The participants are picking up exactly what I a trying to teach them.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)
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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Bill, Ted And I -- It's Time

I'm trying to get readings done and a few other important items before I did today's session. But I am being pulled in by my toenails today. For some reason it is imperative that I go now and post now so that the person who has to see this will. So let's go.....

I am instructed first to put my raw turquoise over my 3rd eye again, and secure with my head band in order to ease my sinus pressure. I do and of course, it is working. I got this pressure today after I sent an enormous ray of light to a friend who is having sinus and lung problems. Even though I had a wall of protection around me, it still came in a bit when I pulled the light back. Okay, now I am instructed to move the turquoise down to the bridge of my nose and secure it there. It feels strange, the way I have this band on my head, but the turquoise is still working. So I can't complain too much.

I can hear Bill calling me so I go. I join him in a the crystal room, where Ted and I were the other night to view our past lives. I tell Bill how surprised I am to see him. He apologizes for the way he has been acting. He knows what I know now and that I'm not bothered by it. He realizes that his fears have been childish and unfounded. He is trying to come out of his self-imposed exile and for me to be patient a bit longer. I agree.

Bill grabs my hand and we stand in front of the various images in front of us. I can see us back as Phillip and Sunshine, very happy and in love. There are also images of us in seats of power - a few scenes we are happy, other's we are not. There are more tragic love scenarios than I thought - just the opposite of Ted. It appears that with both men, I have had the same amount of tragedies and great loves. Ted comes in from the side. He stands and looks at the two of us. Bill tells him to grab my hand. A wave of relief crosses Ted's face and he does just that, grabs my hand. There is an incredible white out. I can see nothing, they can see nothing. We have to close our eyes because the white light hurts so much. A few moments later, we open and are in the meadow.

A beautiful butterfly lands in front of us. It morphs into a fairy princess. Her name is Galadriel (sounded out - Ga- lad-ree-ull). She is a spectacular woman, only about 4 foot in size with a very slender body and blond hair. In her hand she holds a white staff. Telepathically she tells us that we are chosen and now is the time to do our life work. The layers need us, the great ones are counting on us. But we will not do this alone. Our light reaches far and wide to gather the masses under our umbrella. As a whole the layers will take back and claim the wrath of power that has been misused. It will come undone and the layers will heal, slowly. This lifetime is only but a step in the progress we will make. For the next two lifetimes we three will be reborn and rejoined to continue the work. After the 3rd lifetime, we will be free to guide from the other realm. She kisses us each on the forehead and put what appears to be a wreath of light around each of our heads. She leaves us by saying - you are chosen, it will be tempting to misuse what has been given to you. But fear not for two will never let the other one fall. As a trio of light you will conquer any darkness that dwells within your human shells, for your souls are pure light, pure love and it is this of which the layers count on, need, to live, exist and thrive. With this she fades away and we are standing there.

Ted stares at Bill and asks him - are you ready? Bill nods and says yes, I am. I smile at both and remind them that they both know how to find me. Everything fades from view and I am done.

By layers I instinctively feel that she is talking about what we call dimensions. This dimension has been damaged so, that the energy fans out via the trees, plants, stones and takes it up to the next dimension and so forth. By healing at the core, the other dimensions will heal. I also get that this current life is the 1st of the three in which we are chosen to fix what has happened. It will take 3 lifetimes to undo what has been done and/or to prepare people for the next level.

As far as what Bill is talking about -what I know - I do understand what he means. It is of a personal nature to Bill so I'm not going to mention what it is, but he is at least physically aware that this is not an issue with me.

I'm not sure I spelled her name right - she told us what her name was and I interpreted it into words.

Last night I had a dream visit with Bill. I can barely remember it, but he was behind a curtain, hiding. He had a friend who had stopped by with her husband to visit him. But he pretended he didn't know them.