Headaches, Change And Will!

I woke up again this morning with a killer headache. My dreams have been very active the last two nights. So much so that I spend most of my night tossing and turning. What bugs me is that I can't really grasp what I dreamt about (besides Will). There's fast moving water and fire. I can briefly remember running towards something as everyone else was running away. Other things that I can remember snippets are guns being fired, and a wave of peace. When this type of dreaming happens w/me waking up with a headache - some big change usually happens in my life. It could be good or bad -- don't know. I could use some good:)

Now if I can't sleep as well as having the above, then it's a change coming for a large group of people -- this is what happened to me before 9/11, Katrina and the 2005 Tsunami. So if the no sleep happens - I'll let you know.

Either way something is going to shift in my life. I've told myself to pay better attention to the dreams.

I noticed the clock this morning -- it didn't say 8:12, instead it was 8:05. Now 805 stands for: The changes that you're considering or experiencing are Divinely guided, and they help you to be more financially secure.

Hummm...I'm not considering any changes right now -- but if you take in account my dreams -- then the changes being made must be to give me a better financial foundation. That would be nice.

I know that I am trying to revamp things to give myself some more writing time. It's hard for me to do anything past 4:30 when I go pick up my son. I get him, do house work, supper, homework, some play time, his bath, bed and then some more house work. By this time it's 10:00 and I'm pooped. I do keep trying to get up sooner - but me and the snooze button are loving each other way to much. I think that I'll ask my guides for help on that.

Speaking of guides, as I was falling asleep last night, I was walking down my path toward my dream portal when I saw Edward and Ethan. They said that everything is going as it should and that I need not worry so much. Then Edward chimes in and says my worries take me away from my path. Ethan adds - they need to feel your light. My goal was to walk through the portal and go see Will. But as I moved closer to it, I could see him standing there waiting for me. I asked him what in the heck is he doing? He replied - you were coming to se me anyways - right? I nodded. Well, I though I'd save you the trouble of finding me and enter into our dreams side by side. I asked - how can you be here and enter into my portal and not your own. He smiled and said - I have so much to teach you. And we walked through.

I barely remember the visit since it was at the start of the night and then I had all of that activity (which Will might have been a big part of - I don't know). What I do remember is him showing me a large leather bound book that we wrote our "teachings" into centuries ago. The place we were at was our magic room on the astral plane.

Keen was a waste of time today -- as it had been all week thanks to that wonderful person who left me the negative feedback. If you can respond to my plea of help in the below posting -- that would be great. But I'm not going to leave it there very long - so if you look below this and there is no posting about Keen, then I erased it.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Help Allie Out!

I need some help guys. Remember that wonderful person who "bombed" my Keen account? Well, their little stunt is costing me days of business - about a weeks worth - and with Christmas here I can't afford to lose that much business. Until I can get her comments moved off of the 1st page of my listing, this will go on.

This is where you come in. If you let me read for you on Keen, I will send you 3 free minutes to chat - but you also have to have at least 1 minute of pay time in order to leave feedback. I'm at 2.99 a min. So if we chat for 4 min, it'll cost you $2.99. If you are already on Keen, let me know what your id (via my gypsyadvice email) is and I'll send you the free minutes. If you are not on Keen, use the button below to join:




and then email me at allie @ gypsyadvice .com . DO NOT email through Keen's email service as they moderator it. Then after our convo - leave me the good feedback (if I deserve good, if not, just don't leave anything please) and that will help me out big time.

Again - I would appreciate any help you can give me.

Thanks!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, 8:12 And The Carnival!

8:12. That's what I saw on my clock yet again this morning:) Got it....I'm holding steady on my affirmations. I know that everything will work out -- even if it doesn't seem that way right now. My guides gave me another message today. On Keen there are people who like to "bomb" a members account. They do this by staying on the phone for little over a minute and then leaving horrible feedback. This feedback brings down the score of the advisor and usually new clients take a few days to come to you. Well it happened to me. Last week - on the 20th, two people (although I FEEL it's the same person with 2 id's) called - did more talking then me, hung up and then left horrible feedback. So on Monday & Tuesday when I was on Keen, I had maybe 2 or 3 calls both days - all the while people kept clicking on my listing and draining cash from my account. So -- anyways today -- when I logged onto my account, I went and looked at the listing that got "bomb". When the feedback popped up - all of the good feedback showed up and the two lines where the bad feedback was listed - was blank. Then a few second later they were visible. So my guides were telling me to focus in on the positive of the other scores and not the negative scores. That's what I have been doing today and I've had some pretty good new clients.

Most of my encounters with Will are telepathic. We have had plenty of dream encounters and sex - but most of our connections are telepathic (like today in the shower - wink, wink). So when I do have a dream visit with Will, it really stands out as memorable. Last night/this morning was such a time. We were in a group of people, outside, and he had on a beige winter jacket with a baseball cap. I'm on the other side of the party (this for some reason was at a carnival) and I'm looking around while I'm talking to some guy who just going about his money. That is when I see Will -- at the same time he sees me. I don't even say bye to the guy I'm chatting with to make a bee line to Will. Our eyes never leave one another. I'm standing in front of him and we're both smiling. "Hi" I said. He just keeps smiling. Then he just grabbed me and hugged me tight. He kept saying that he was so happy. I told him -- I'm happy you found me. He didn't say anything - if fact he got really shy and didn't want to show much emotion. I then said -- I'm happy you found what you were looking for. With his head down and turned away from me he nodded. He wouldn't let me look into his eyes.

He turned and looked at me and I could see what he was trying to hide - his eyes were brimming over with tears. He grabbed my head and kissed me. Soft at first, but the longer our lips were touching , the more intense the kiss got. We finished kissing and our heads turned so that my right cheek and his left cheek were touching one another. I could feel a wetness on my face so I pulled away and a gallon of tears just came crashing down between us, soaking us both. I asked if he was crying (and it was apparent that he was, his face was drenched) and he said it must be me -- as he turned to dry off his face.

My mother and I head over to talk to an old teacher of mine from 6th grade who was also my b-ball coach -- he are sitting on a game booth that isn't operating, along side this blond woman. In the row before that game booth, I see Will sitting on a platform, on a stool. I told my mom to go on over and I'll be with her in just a second. I run up to Will and he hugs me tight. I ask him if it's okay if I kiss him in front of people - he's like, of course it is -- and he lays a big one on me:) He talks about how happy he is again -and he then says that he had searched for me for so long and he's just so happy that he found me. He's been looking for lifetimes. He hugs me tight and kisses me again.

Next thing I can remember is he and I talking again and he's saying that the blond lady had some health concerns for me. I'm like - I feel fine, what can be wrong. He said she said that I'm pregnant. I laughed and said there's no way. It's been so long since I've had sex I might be considered a born-again virgin. We laughed about that. He said, but really, she said you're pregnant. I said - maybe in the future - but not now. I don't have any children - he said. I know, I replied.

I see Will a few more places at the carnival - he talking to people or playing a game. Any time we see each other we hug and kiss. We are both very happy and that happiness exudes from every pore of our being.

Last place I can remember seeing him is in the workout room in a hotel. The room is round. And he's on a machine working on his arms. I see him and throw my arms around him, he dips me and kisses me. He tells me again how happy he is. This hotel is also a residence. I remember knowing it was the Waldorf, the Towers. I was surprised I knew that even though I was inside and not outside the hotel.

Then I woke up briefly and tried to go back into the dream but it wasn't going to happen. I figured Will woke up and had to get out of bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

812, Ted And Positive Thinking!

812. That's the number I keep seeing in the morning. Last Wed and then yesterday and today, I would walk into my bedroom after my shower - that's what time it was: 8:12. So I looked it up to see what it may mean and this is what I found: Continue your affirmations for abundance, as they're making your dreams a reality. Keep believing in miracles.

Works for me. As I mentioned yesterday I am working hard on thought control -- and I'm doing really well with it. If any negative thoughts pop in my head I am able to pop them right back out. And I feel really good now - the energy around me is very positive and productive.

Several months ago (sometime in the spring) I was reading an article about a guy who started a business. It seemed like a good business and I had a vibe that it would do well for him if he really put the time into it. More than that, I felt that this guy was a all-over good guy and I thought to myself -- I hope I can meet someone like him! Well -- I did just that. Actually - I met him, the guy from the article. He feels to be a nice person - kind and genuine. Who knows if this will develop to anything past friendship, but he's a good person. So I hope to keep him in my life regardless if he's a romantic interest or not. And before you ask - yes, he has read this blog -- and all of the other blogs too. He does have an open mind -- and I did tell him to ask any questions he wants, I'll answer. It should be an interesting chat. At least he lives here, in Wooster. I don't have to drive 30+ minutes to get to him.

I've noticed that when I do practice positive thought control, I am blessed with meeting new people. I'm always blessed with meeting new people, but the people I meet when I'm positive seem to reflect me (as like attracts like) so it's a great exchange of communications. I'm surprised though on how many people I meet on MySpace. I do not have a lot of extra time to email or keep up correspondence of any kind, yet people still find me on MySpace. Amazing.

Brigit came to see me today during a brief mediation that I did. She welcomed me and asked me to follow her. I did and she pointed to a large round window and told me to watch. I went up to it and I could see Ted throwing things out. Boxes of stuff with items just haphazardly thrown into it. The house was a mess. It looked like a hell of a fight went on recently. He had his back to me throwing stuff in a box. He stopped, rubbed his lower back, stood up straight and turned around. That's when I saw his face. It looked like someone threw something heavy at his left cheek. It was swollen and black and blue. He had a cut on his forehead - over his right eye brow. His eyes were blood shot and he just looked a bloody mess. I placed my hands on the glass and leaned. He turned right towards me. He didn't see me - but he kept staring in my direction. Brigit said - he senses your presence. Tears trickled down Ted's face. He stopped looking at my direction, wiped his tears, took a deep breath and took a box out of the room.

I looked at Brigit who said - he's finally had enough. He sweeping out the old to usher in a new life. He has felt your light and it has healed him. Don't give up on Ted -- he's never been at a lower spot and you are the only person who can get him through it. His soul feeds off of your soul - but not in a harmful way. Keep positive and not only will your life alter, but so will his. Never lose sight of the end result, It can be too easy to get lost in the what if's and the details. You're going in the right direction. You all are.

And that was that.

It is good to hear that Ted is getting things straightened out. He's long overdue for a fresh start. Fingers crossed that this new start doesn't land him in a bigger hole - I'll remain positive that it won't:)

Will is always close by my side. I can hear his voice acting like my muse. I'm grateful that we've been able to shift his powerhouse of energy into creative workings instead of only telepathic & dream sex. It makes my days much more productive.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Thoughts And Energy!

Time again for the hunt for Alison Ashby. Seems the promo's for my Pillow Talk on the L Word is gathering steam. Tonight's topic - BDSM. Ought to be an interesting chat indeed! If you've ever wondered how to join me for this free chat, it's free to join The L Word in the virtual world Second Life. Click here to register and download the software: http://lword.sheeplabs.com/cgi-bin/sl_register_user.pl you can find me at the amphitheatre at 10:00 pm EST/7:00 pm SL (second life).

Waiting for the school to call me -- maybe they won't but I bet they probably should of. Why? Because my son went to school with a headache. When this happens - he has an 85% chance of getting the flu. Happens like clockwork. So we'll see if he's in that 15% today:) (I wrote this all this morning. He came home from school fine, but his eyes tell me that he is coming down with something)

By nature I am not an aggressive person. I get mad - blow it off and that's that. If you've done me wrong or my family wrong, I have a very hard time though with forgiveness. But being angry and being aggressive although they can be one in the same, can be separate. I'm working hard to separate them when it deals with my ex. If he invades my thoughts at all, it spikes my blood pressure and alters my mood for the worse. So I have been practicing a ton of thought control over the last week - especially over the weekend. He told our son that he'd see him and then didn't bother to show up or call. My poor son, he doesn't know why his dad does this. I can't tell him because dad is a selfish ass. So I try to divert his attention and it works for awhile - but I can still tell he's sad. So a part of me would like to bash in my ex's head with a baseball bat - the other part of me wishes he would fall off the face of the Earth and explode. Because if you're going to fall of the face of the earth, you might as well do it with style. SIGH. So I push out those thoughts when they crop up and insert thoughts that make me happy:)

Back to the whole thought thing though. I am amazed at how my thoughts shift my energy. When I think about the ex - I can feel my energy shrink and get negative. I can then feel my body getting sick, feels wore down - etc... as soon as I shift it to say Will, my energy immediately shifts to a very positive feel and if I'm ill, I can feel the illness dissipate. When I think about debts - the energy gets all funky like it does it with ex - think about having enough money to pay bills, get an RV and etc....the energy shifts to positive. When the energy around me is positive, I attract good things, more work and give more accurate readings than when my energy is all ratty and blah. Depending on my energy is when I attract certain clients to me - positive energy brings positive clients and positive people into my life.

The way mind and energy works together is a wondrous thing.

I had a dream visit with Ted the other night. We were at -- what else but a party -- and he was chain smoking up a storm - pacing back and forth, one cig after another. He had on a gray hoodie and blue jeans, tennis shoes. I really remember the dull gray as it made his deep green eyes really stand out. . Someone told me that he liked a 13 year old girl -- which I thought was way gross - so I went to talk to him about it. Said that person was mistaken and that he had a daughter who was 13 and looks just like a little woman and it freaks him out. He goes on to say that he has always liked women who are 10 - 20 years younger than him. He said - you almost fit in that age bracket. For the life of me I couldn't remember his age. I kept calling him 45 - but I knew I was 40 and that didn't make sense. Then it dawned on me that he was 48. I grabbed him by the shoulders and drew his face to mine. I told him that I had been looking for an excuse to work out -- maybe he can be my excuse. His eyes lit up -- he said -- that would work you know. That would get you in. I said - it would? He's like hell ya it would. My thought - what a superficial ass. But he had been acting like an ass now for weeks.

I sat down at a long table - he was to sit across form me and we were going to play a game of cards. But he stood against the wall chain smoking. I looked at the guy he was to sit next to and that guy was a non smoker - I think that most of the people at the table were one. So I jerked my head to the left saying - come on -- sit. And he did. But he took the smoke and exhaled it right in that guys face. I said -- that does it. You are a fucking ass and I'm done. I woke myself up.

Now - is there any reason for him to act like an ass? No. But lately that is how he is acting. I wonder where the sweet man went? And I wonder what will make him come back? I think he needs some more light sent to him.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Good Vs. Evil, Will, Ted And My Son!

Yesterday there seemed to be a rush on "Alison Ashby". Not sure why - but many people are arriving to this blog just by sticking that name into their favorite search engine. If you don't know, Alison Ashby is the name I use on the L Word's Monday night sex chat - Pillow Talk. I would be the host for that chat and it's always interesting and never turns out the same twice. My kind of chat!

You know what I just discovered today? That my divorce was filed on Will's birthday. LOL. For some reason I find that funny -- and interesting. I wonder if I wrote that in the blog back on Will's birthday? Could be. I'm lucky I remember what happened last week.

I did not spend the weekend as I had planned. What was the plan was to rake some leaves, write DREAMERS and work on the book project I'm doing with someone (not the OBE project). What happened instead was I indeed did the leaves on Sunday - raked them until I got blisters on my thumbs (that should have been safe under my gloves) and my arms ached. However, Monday morning it looked just as bad as the two trees that hadn't let all the way loose yet did so this Monday morning. SIGH. They're staying there. Plus on Sat. I spent the time cleaning mold off my son's walls and ceiling. I'm a very observant person and when I saw the amount of mold all over my son's room - I was beyond shocked. How could I have not seen it sooner? His room stays closed so the cats don't pee all over his room and for the last 2 weeks, his vaporizer has been going. Put hot moist air with no circulation and you have mold. Duh Allie. So I spent Sat. cleaning his room and burning my lungs with bleach fumes (yes, I did have his windows open and the ceiling fan on) -- it was great. But the mold was all gone.

So during the podcast yesterday I mentioned America's Psychic Challenge - which is a show here in the states on Lifetime. Each week 4 psychics go through a series of tests and collects points on the answers they get right. The top two point winners move to the next round, the bottom two are eliminated. I had a client suggest that I should do this -- and I had a few more earlier in the year say the same thing. When I mentioned it on the podcast, and how do I find out about casting - low and behold a client went looking and sent me the scoop. Now all I have to do is fill out the paperwork and put together my 5 min audition tape. One of my sisters said they tape it for me on Turkey Day. I'll drop it in the mail on Friday and we'll see. Every time I mention it I get butterflies in the tummy. It's butterflies and then a warm wave of calm with the electric tingles. It sounds rather ego-ish to say I know I'll be on -- but I do know I'll be on - lol. I'll just state for the record that I have a good feeling about this and leave it at that.

I had a dream visit with Ted the other night and he was being so high on himself. It was almost as if he was saying -- hey, look at me I'm great! We were at a party (what is it with me and a large group of people in the dream visits with Bill and Ted), and he was outside goofing off. Someone was filming him and he was just so smug. I told him to get off his high horse and get realistic. He said - no, I don't have to be and I don't want to be. I replied - so you get rid of the Ms. Negativity and you act like a school boy? He smiled and got into my face -- yes, he replied, because I feel free, and I'm worth it. And then he ran off to a group of scantly clad women. I shook my head and thought - mid-life crisis time. Personally, in the physical world, if he is going through that, I want no part of it. I'll see him once he hits the flip side:) Yeah - what in the hell am I saying -- do you think I'd turn down a meet with Ted just because he's reliving adolescence? Nahhhh:) It's nice enough that I can walk away when I want to.

No sign of Bill or Matt lately. Not even crumbs. When I try to communicate with either - I get a busy signal (so to speak). So I know that both do not want to be disturbed and I'll honor that.

I had a very odd dream over the weekend - I woke myself up because I just didn't want to know more. I'm in a area with rolling hills -the grass is green. There are people everywhere - or so I think. What I am seeing is beyond the veil - I am seeing the spirit world. There are thousands of people moving about. I am walking along with my cell phone - looking at my son's picture and seeing that I have only 2 bars on my battery. I chew myself out as I know that there is no chance for me to charge my phone before "it" starts. As I'm walking down a hill towards a small town, to my left I see Archangel Michael. Behind him, three people across and I lost count how deep - are young people in purplish robes, all holding candles, the pass me. Heading into what I turn around and see as a swirling black cloud high overhead of the land. I turn and keep walking toward the town - knowing that the battle between good and evil is about to happen. I can feel it - the battle and I am supposed to be in the center of it all. But it is important to me to get to this town. I enter a small pub and see a group of people. One of the people is my ex husband's uncle. We chat for a bit and I tell him to get the biggest steak -- eat like it's his last meal. He smiled and said - sure! I gave him a fake smile knowing it was to be his last meal and said that I had to find my son.

Everywhere I walk, I can see tons of spirits - but no other human can - that is until I find my son who is with his dad. He wants to come with me - I tell him no., he can't help. He's upset as he knows he has the power to help. I tell him that he does, but I remind him that once this is over, there will have to be a leader - someone that people can look up to. He says that he doesn't want to do it without me. That he can help me now. I tell him that this is something I must do on my own and that his dad has survival skills and will be able to take care of him until he is older. My goal, I tell him, is to come back for him. He gives me a huge and a kiss - he's crying. We both know that we'll not see one another again in this life. I actually hug my ex and tell him to take care and take care of our son. I turn around and start walking back - while I can hear my son crying and begging me to stay.

I'm standing with Will in front of this massive dark cloud. For as far as the eye can see, you can see candles lit. Still - no one else can see the people/angels but now Will and I. He looks at me and asks if I'm ready. I say yes. We walk down a football field to the other side and next to the blackness. I wake up.

What was strange about all of that is that Will and I (and I too think my son) could see all of the angels and the deceased walking about and we knew it was going to be a good vs. bad battle - but most of mankind did not. But what happens in the spiritual world will effect life on earth -- I saw weather patterns out of control and WW3 -- all because of the battle on the spiritual level which was being fueled by the attitudes, thoughts and therefore energy, of the physical level. All way too intense for me.

Amazing on Keen. I have been doing well, having some good people to talk to. And I knew it would happen eventually - someone calling just to give me a bad rating. She didn't let me get a word in edge wise - hung up - and then said I was making things up. What a bitch. But I guess jealously will do that to you - now won't it? Make you bitter and just down right mean. Glad to know that what goes around will come around - it's comforting really:)

Okay -- off to work.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, The Beach And Keen!

Last night Will came to me as I was about to go to sleep and he said Hi:) I asked if he was out and about on Bourbon St. He said no. Then he said he was sorry - but the day was so long that he couldn't keep his eyes open. After work he got something to eat, did grab a quick drink and headed to bed. The next day (today) was supposed to be just as busy. He must have mumbled sorry about 3 times, I could tell that he was falling asleep fast and I turn off the conversation so that he could go to sleep. But me - being me - had to go join him in the dream world, so he is where I placed all of my concentration as I fell asleep.

Our dream visit was short and sweet as he really just needed to crash and rest - we were on an island, not sure where. And he and I were walking around in shorts, t-shirts and bare feet. A black dog (that looked like my lab Brodie) was off in the distance chewing on a large stick. The air was warm, with a slight breeze coming off the water. Will grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. After a long kiss he asked - can we come back here? I smiled and said of course. And it ended.

Today in the shower, I was working on my energy raising when I felt his presence. I asked him to step back as I was right in the middle of this and I didn't want to lose my consentration. He said - I know...but today is going to be busy. Just wanted to tell you that I love you and sorry I couldn't see your sister last night. And he was gone.

I could tell today that he was really busy but he kept popping in and out to see how I was doing. My day today was very busy and will continue to be so until I go to sleep. I have to get ready here in a few minutes to take my son back to the school for a family dinner and a movie date:) So it's pizza, milk and "Meet The Roberson's". Hopefully, he can sit through the entire film. He usually gets ancy 1/2 way through.

Besides writing today and doing readings - I started my calls on Keen. It went really well and I was busy when I had my call number on. If any of you are interested (you get 3 minutes free):




Now I'm off....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Good Morning Beautiful And Guides!

Will must meditate in the morning or at least set time aside for spiritual growth, since the connection is growing so much stronger. I was in the kitchen this morning - about 7:30 am EST, when I felt a tingly wave come over me - then butterflies in my stomach. I could feel him, his energy felt like a big fluffy comforter wrapping me on a very chilly day. He smiles, and it causes me to smile.

A smile already and I haven't even jumped into the shower yet.

In the shower he as there, but not there. I could feel him trying to stay strongly connected, but that someone or something was pulling his attention away. He must have moved because as I have 1/2 way into washing my hair I here - Good morning beautiful - in that southern drawl that I just love. I told him about my sister being down in NO today and that he needs to be on Bourbon St. tonight. He's like - really? He said he'd make a point of being out tonight for awhile. I mentioned that if I know where she'll be I'll put it in the blog, he said with work today he won't have a chance to get online. So he wants me to telepathically give him places. Okay I told him:)

We talked about him coming up here and how he couldn't make it before the new year. He kept repeating my address:) Of course as he talking to me he's kissing on me too. I kept thinking about what Tracey said about us -- and I couldn't help but laugh. He's like - what are you laughing about? I told him to read the blog. But the telepathic sex continued and I found myself responding just as I done the day before. Only since I was prepared for it this time - it didn't throw me for a loop. That said, I still was very pleasantly devoured - lol.

Funny - I had a few people yesterday get in touch with me and mention - in nice flowery terms - that my muse is alive and well and I can tell a great story. I assured them that it wasn't a story and even though my muse is alive, it wasn't my imagination working overtime. But do I care that people don't believe me? Nope. However, I do feel a touch sorry for them as if they think it is all in the imagination (and in my opinion, imagination gets a very bad rap as people take imagination = fantasy and they are TWO separate things...but anyways), then they will never have the courage to go forth and try it for themselves. And let me tell you - even if you try a telepathic connection or sex half assed - it is still an interesting experience!

My guide Edward just came and chatted into my ear - wants me to concentrate he said. No messing around, no letting myself get distracted. He said, Will's on his way and when he gets here (2008) I have to be ready or his arrival will be delayed. Do I want it delayed? I assured him no - then no distractions. Check boss.

Brigit has also stopped by -- this was odd as she hasn't been around in while. She wants me to follow her - so I do. She shows me a window, in the window I see Ted. He's piling stuff into a box. He's using his arms to sweep stuff off of a dining room table and into a box. You saved him - she said. You're intervention has freed him from her grasp. He's moving on. Be prepared for him to have more of an impact on your life.

Will showed up -- out of the blue - told Brigit - she's not going to him. She's mine. I turned to Will and said - I'm "belong" to no one. That's not what I meant - he said. I mean that you're mine, your my girl. I said - yes I am. But as being part of Ted's cluster, we have a responsibility to both him and Bill - not to mention Matt. I know - Will said - I just lost my head. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and said - I need to get back. And he was gone.

Brigit looked at me and I shrugged. She laughed and said - he really loves you. You're home to him. I smiled - I know. But what about Ted? Bill? All in due time - for now, you continue to be their white light - their power grid. Will is where you must be right now -- it is something that you know and understand. Yes I said.

Edward showed up - let her get back to work. Brigit laughed and said - you've always been the iron fist. And for a reason - Edward bellowed. LOL -- guides.

Everyone left and here I am.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Operation Will!

Okay, this what my sister said about New Orleans:

Well, I don't remember bar names. I do know I will be at a bar called, "Jean Lafittes". It's on Bourbon. Very cool bar. The building was built in 1799?? 1783??? Late 1700's anyways. It's the oldest working bar in the U.S. It is my favorite place, and I always grab a beer there. I'm sure we will be all over Bourbon St. Hell, I could always call you and tell you names, and you could write a blog then. hahahah. Ok, I'll be in touch!!

And knowing my sister - she'll do just that.

Okay Will - she's about 5'7" - looks just like me but thinner and smaller boobs:) She'll have a smile on her face and a young man on her arm -- and she'll be trashed - lol:)

Okay, Operation Will is on!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Holy Shit Will!

Wow - wow - fricken wow!! I had the most AMAZING experience will Will this morning while I was in the shower. I had to talk to Tracey ASAP -- just to make sure I wasn't nuts. My energy is different now., I feel alive -- and excited -not sexually, but excited to be alive. I can't stop smiling....

Below is our convo:

Allie (11/13/2007 11:20:21 AM): Thanks for fitting me in at such a short notice

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:27 AM): Anytime

Allie (11/13/2007 11:20:39 AM): but what happened today just wow - throw my ass into a loop

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:52 AM): oh boy

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:20:53 AM): what happened

Allie (11/13/2007 11:21:37 AM): I was in the shower, minding own biz I was going to do my energy exercises when I felt Will's presence. He told me to wait a min from the energy ex and I said sure

Allie (11/13/2007 11:22:13 AM): The next thing I knew we were telepathically connect (like normal) but this was really - really strong, like he was testing out a theory

Allie (11/13/2007 11:22:59 AM): I opened (this is in the connection now) my front door and there he was - smiling. I couldn't believe he was there and I touched his face - he was crying. I hugged him when I realized he was real and invited him in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:12 AM): I commented that I didn't shave my legs and he laughed

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:18 AM): how bad is it? he asked

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:31 AM): I showed him and he laughed again. I said - yeah, I need to take care of this

Allie (11/13/2007 11:23:49 AM): so he went into my office and looked around - loved the books I have - he has most of the same

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:09 AM): I'm in the shower shaving and he is in the bathroom talking to me through the curtain

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:16 AM): he said that he should just come in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:26 AM): and I told him if he did we're staying in here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:34 AM): so he took the book and went into my bed room

Allie (11/13/2007 11:24:50 AM): I finished the shower, just wrapped my towel around me and I went in

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:20 AM): He kissed me - so soft and full of passion. I normally feel him

when he does this -- but I could have sworn that he was really right here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:26 AM): that I could reach out and touch him

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:36 AM): my lips responded as if he actually was here

Allie (11/13/2007 11:25:59 AM): and I found myself kissing air (I was still in the shower physically - BTW)

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:26:45 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:26:47 AM): he ripped up my towel and we were both on my be. I really can't put this into words, but I felt his hands, mouth all over my body and my physical body (in the shower) was on fire

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:08 AM): my physical body had an energy shooting threw it that I never had before - ever

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:49 AM): you know when you are actually having sex with someone and noises slip out (if you are having any fun) because you can't help it? well that was me in the shower

Allie (11/13/2007 11:27:59 AM): it was like I was there - but I wasn't there

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:28:10 AM): Amazing!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:33 AM): and at the end -- it was really the end and my body responded but the energy that zipped through me was the most amazing feeling

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:44 AM): I felt like a firecracker

Allie (11/13/2007 11:28:51 AM): a very white light one

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:00 AM): and he told me that he's coming to get me

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:04 AM): get me in a good way'

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:17 AM): and he wanted me to repeat my address to him over and over again

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:29 AM): he told me that the scene we just had was how it was going to be when he showed up

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:40 AM): I asked him to give me a date - so that I can shave

Allie (11/13/2007 11:29:43 AM): he said no

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:08 AM): then I could feel his energy body - soul merge in my body - I could feel the man in there -inside

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:18 AM): he's like - so this is what it's like to be really inside of you
Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:19 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:30:25 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:42 AM): and I did my energy work - he did it with me and I could feel our combined energies getting stronger

Allie (11/13/2007 11:30:53 AM): and he said again - I'm coming for you

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:03 AM): he repeated my address back I don't know how many times

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:17 AM): and my body now -- still feels as tingly as before

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:20 AM): I feel so alive

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:28 AM): that is the only way to describe it

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:38 AM): please tell me that he was conscious of this as well

Allie (11/13/2007 11:31:52 AM): after this I'll tell you what my son said

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:31:58 AM): I get a definite yes to that

Allie (11/13/2007 11:33:26 AM): I've never felt so alive and excited - not sexually excited - but excited about life.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:33:57 AM): I get his ability to open to you and communicate with you is completely wide open and clear. He can hear and see with clarity and is very aware of your oneness. I get that he has been meditating and working on his ability to clear his mind and clearly see - and hear and has been doing some exercises and has gotten some type of energy clearing or cleansing. It was believed that there was a block and now he is completely spiritually open and able to tune in on all levels!

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:23 AM): The connection between you is deeper - he feels this too - he could feel all the sensations as if he were there.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:31 AM): He has the address.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:48 AM): He has it and do not be surprised if he shows up because I got 'homecoming'

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:34:56 AM): He is ready for the homecoming.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:19 AM): He feels love, compassion, appreciation - sees you as a potential lover, companion and friend.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:33 AM): He feels very alive right now - sex energizes him.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:35:41 AM): He is feeling peaceful.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:04 AM): He has profound and intense feelings, sensations - he is referring to this as after shocks and he smiles.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:36:16 AM): yeah -- I can understand that

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:23 AM): He did experience this on a core level.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:36:46 AM): And - I am getting something about him receiving insight or information about the two of you in a past life.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:02 AM): In this past life you were separated due to different races. This was very painful.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:25 AM): He will not let you be separated in this life just because you travel in different social circles if you will.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:37:37 AM): He will make contact with you and he is likely to just show up.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:00 AM): I can't stop smiling -- it's the strangest thing. My tummy has butterflies

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:04 AM): He is ready and he hopes you are ready so shave your legs and keep them shaved.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:11 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:11 AM): HE is smiling too

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:19 AM): yeah - be ready

Allie (11/13/2007 11:38:23 AM): yeah -- they need shaved -- will do

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:31 AM): he won't wait for you to shave them though

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:37 AM): so either way

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:40 AM): it does not matter

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:38:52 AM): its like he will not care

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:02 AM): about your legs being unshaven

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:12 AM): he thinks so what

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:21 AM): he does not want to hump your legs

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:22 AM): lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:39:24 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:26 AM): he's kinda funny

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:34 AM): has a sense of humor

Allie (11/13/2007 11:39:37 AM): yes he does

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:51 AM): he seems to be feeling pretty chipper now

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:39:54 AM): feisty

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:09 AM): his strong energy has gotten to my son too. He said the other day out of the blue that Will is coming and that he needs to clean his room

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:30 AM): no way! that child is so psychic!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:31 AM): then - that Will and I will get married and he'll have a baby sister

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:35 AM): sooo sensitive

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:37 AM): I asked about Bill

Allie (11/13/2007 11:40:42 AM): he said after Will dies

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:46 AM): oh

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:48 AM): wow

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:40:51 AM): so intuitive

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:12 AM): Will is doing a spiritual workshop - going to one.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:18 AM): He is having a lot of dreams.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:41:30 AM): He is seeing scenes in his mind - like a movie.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:41:48 AM): he is -- I've had the thought for weeks now about Will and I being together and one of the things is how the soul survives. We're going to show the world that he will come back for me - in a spiritual sense.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:06 AM): he gets cancer - but it's a blood clot that kills him

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:20 AM): he knows it's coming and Bill is there too

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:29 AM): it's like he hands me off to Bill

Allie (11/13/2007 11:42:31 AM): so to speak

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:33 AM): In one of them he sees himself riding bareback on a brown horse with his head down like he is injured after a battle and realizes that he got shot by a white man - he is an Indian in the dream but knows its him. this place where he is shot is the cancer area.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:51 AM): or clot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:42:53 AM): rather

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:08 AM): wow

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:11 AM): I sense that he is taking some type of advanced courses spiritually.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:22 AM): he has to be in order to push forward

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:24 AM): Its like he gets some personalized attention.

Allie (11/13/2007 11:43:35 AM): he's in new Orleans right now - so maybe he is seeing someone there too

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:47 AM): In this class - and its about telepathic communication and also past lives.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:43:53 AM): Awesome.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:06 AM): He is going to get some more healing too.

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:16 AM): and you are right

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:20 AM): its at his current location

Allie (11/13/2007 11:44:33 AM): are you still seeing him showing up after the 1st? Or do you think it could be sooner?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:39 AM): they will help him physically, mentally, emotionally and with spiritual issues.......

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:52 AM): after the 1st - sooner is a problem

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:57 AM): he can't before then

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:44:59 AM): or he would

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:07 AM): today would not be quick enough

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:21 AM): when he gets his one on one sessions

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:23 AM): look out

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:35 AM): because he will connect on an even deeper level

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:44 AM): and the passion will be like an animal

Allie (11/13/2007 11:45:49 AM): wow -- and this one threw me

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:54 AM): he wants more

Allie (11/13/2007 11:45:58 AM): so do I

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:45:59 AM): now he really wants you

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:46:15 AM): so his longings will increase - his need - very strong!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:46:30 AM): too bad I can't fast forward to the 1st

Allie (11/13/2007 11:47:13 AM): he's a very intense person

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:16 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:28 AM): well - he is up to the challenge

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:30 AM): so look out

Allie (11/13/2007 11:47:33 AM): amen - so am I

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:43 AM): he will be spiritualized by then

Allie (11/13/2007 11:47:44 AM): what can you see of our relationship?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:47:48 AM): the energy will be hyped

Allie (11/13/2007 11:48:00 AM): I know that it will not be an easy one - but ones with lessons usually aren't

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:05 AM): well - I like, your son do see a little girl

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:14 AM): and surprisingly blonde

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:18 AM): beautiful

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:23 AM): but your eyes

Allie (11/13/2007 11:48:25 AM): he's blond -- and he has no kids, that I know of

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:33 AM): and she's lovely

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:37 AM): smart

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:42 AM): very psychic

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:49 AM): surprise surprise

Allie (11/13/2007 11:48:53 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:56 AM): and I do see you two fighting a lot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:48:59 AM): you and the daughter

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:02 AM): in later years

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:08 AM): teens

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:10 AM): ugh

Allie (11/13/2007 11:49:10 AM): just great

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:16 AM): she's hard headed

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:19 AM): strong willed

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:36 AM): not like your sweet boy

Allie (11/13/2007 11:49:41 AM): as long as her and my son take care of one another, that's all that matters

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:45 AM): she is full of drama at times

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:54 AM): yes, she and he get along great

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:49:56 AM): perfectly

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:02 AM): she is like you and her father

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:10 AM): she can write, direct and act

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:16 AM): wow -- too cool

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:16 AM): so she is really something

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:20 AM): and sing

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:23 AM): dance

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:26 AM): beautiful

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:28 AM): anyway

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:30 AM): wow -- too cool

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:32 AM): moving to you and will

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:34 AM): any idea when?

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:39 AM): she will come about

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:47 AM): I sense some arguments btw you two too

Allie (11/13/2007 11:50:53 AM): Will's 53 now

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:50:55 AM): she will come soon after you and will connect

Allie (11/13/2007 11:51:00 AM): okay

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:05 AM): its like uh-oh

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:08 AM): oops!

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:11 AM): surprise!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:51:13 AM): will he be happy?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:19 AM): fertile myrtle

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:23 AM): yes he will

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:30 AM): he will be surprised

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:36 AM): but happy

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:41 AM): I sense a marriage

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:54 AM): and the two of you have serious sex issues

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:51:57 AM): lots of sex

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:10 AM): and I see you with him at black tie events

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:15 AM): does he go to a lot of them

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:22 AM): I keep seeing you in diff dresses

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:25 AM): and him in tuxedos

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:28 AM): and limos

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:35 AM): its awards

Allie (11/13/2007 11:52:42 AM): sweet

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:44 AM): you two are going to work together

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:48 AM): and get awards

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:51 AM): this is good

Allie (11/13/2007 11:52:53 AM): super sweet

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:52:53 AM): success

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:03 AM): and I see him wanting to disappear

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:06 AM): just the four of you

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:10 AM): all the time

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:17 AM): lets get away

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:19 AM): just us

Allie (11/13/2007 11:53:34 AM): but I'm too busy right? and this causes friction?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:37 AM): kids learning - education may be different than you expect

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:53:48 AM): a little yes

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:00 AM): but you learn to adjust and move around a lot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:08 AM): I see you travelling a lot

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:17 AM): planes, trains and autos - lol

Allie (11/13/2007 11:54:21 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:24 AM): you are moving all the time

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:30 AM): its good though

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:33 AM): you love it

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:42 AM): and have a very sophisticated look

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:45 AM): about you

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:51 AM): and you have help

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:54:54 AM): will is helpful

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:00 AM): believe it or not

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:02 AM): he is

Allie (11/13/2007 11:55:04 AM): a helpful man - imagine that

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:05 AM): he will help you

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:11 AM): he's capable

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:13 AM): and strong

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:16 AM): and really kind

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:17 AM): loving

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:20 AM): good dad

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:22 AM): loves your son

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:24 AM): hates your ex

Allie (11/13/2007 11:55:28 AM): good man

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:29 AM): thinks he's a piece of shit

Allie (11/13/2007 11:55:35 AM): well...

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:37 AM): its like

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:40 AM): yeah you can see him

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:44 AM): come to London asshole

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:48 AM): anytime

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:55:55 AM): you know

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:02 AM): its like will does not want to cooperate with him

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:07 AM): but he acts so nice

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:16 AM): he feels like money talks

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:25 AM): like well look

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:30 AM): since you can't come

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:35 AM): I will send you a little money

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:45 AM): and its like he buys him away

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:56:48 AM): if that makes sense

Allie (11/13/2007 11:56:53 AM): it makes sense

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:05 AM): he just wants your son to be happy

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:08 AM): and normal

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:13 AM): he's protective

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:17 AM): how do we do it with me in Wooster and him in CA in 2008?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:17 AM): your son is sensitive

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:22 AM): yes, he is very sensitive

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:30 AM): you will do it

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:33 AM): on the airplane

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:37 AM): and in the car

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:39 AM): elevators

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:45 AM): lol

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:45 AM): lol -sex

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:47 AM): you two

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:48 AM): gosh

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:50 AM): no shame

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:51 AM): I meant the relationship - not sex

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:57:54 AM): I know

Allie (11/13/2007 11:57:55 AM): lolololo

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:01 AM): just thought you might like that update

Allie (11/13/2007 11:58:05 AM): love it

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:08 AM): its just back and forth

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:17 AM): lots of back and forth

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:21 AM): effort - work

Allie (11/13/2007 11:58:24 AM): do we finally live in the same house?

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:24 AM): a little difficult

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:35 AM): yes eventually

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:41 AM): and basically you do

Allie (11/13/2007 11:58:42 AM): I would hope if I have his girl

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:58:49 AM): yes

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:07 AM): well Allie lots of exciting things for you!

Allie (11/13/2007 11:59:09 AM): did you ever think you and I would talk about me with someone before Bill? I know I never thought so

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:13 AM): wowwwwiiiieeee

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:15 AM): no

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:17 AM): I did not

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:21 AM): actually

Allie (11/13/2007 11:59:27 AM): Will blindsided us

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:36 AM): but will is awesome

yecart68 (11/13/2007 11:59:40 AM): his energy is awesome

Now, I JUST talked to my sister and guess we're she's going tomorrow? New Orleans! She's only there a day for some fun and drinking on Bourbon St. So Will, since I know you read this blog, I'll post what bar she'll probably be at Wed night.

It's like a have a pop rocks factory inside my body and it's all going off at once. Too weird:)

Back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will And Our Telepathic Connection!

Will.

I wasn't going to write in the blog this weekend because I'm on a roll with DREAMERS, despite my son being connect to my hip. But I couldn't help but post after the shear strength of Will -- I had to write. He is infused into the depth of my molecules. It's hard to describe - but I can feel his energy coursing through my body. It's an amazing feeling. It's like he's saying -- come on honey, get busy. A"muse" me, be creative. But at the same time, he is also saying that our love is eternal, and stronger than anything on earth.

I had a chat reading with Tracey last week about Will. I wanted another person's take on what I was feeling - as there are times that even I doubt what I see and feel.

Here's a part of the conversation (excuse the horrible spelling on my part):

Allie (11/8/2007 10:16:31 AM): With Will -- is he consciously aware of the tremendous energy he sends my way? We telpacially connect all the time -- I can't believe that he isn't aware that he's doing it. With him I know that it's not an "if" when we meet, but a "when". Is he getting help to advance spiritually? To make connections?

Allie (11/8/2007 10:16:54 AM): he is more powerful than Ted or Bill

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:20:04 AM): I do get that Will is consciously connecting to you telepathically - and he seems to have spiritual gifts in this regard - he can read minds - communicate telepathically - is a highly gifted intuitive.....and ... he has discovered that he can connect to you and he likes being able to connect with you. He is getting help in terms of working with a spiritual guru (his words) - someone who has helped him to meditate and open his third eye - chakras - and done some developmental exercises, work. He is working wtih this person in terms of learning about astral travel, dream visits and out of body experiences. He is reading a lot of books and has read a lot of spiritual books on these matters - as well as healing - with crystals and reiki - and shaman - Native American Indian practices, ritual

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:20:46 AM): He seems to be very close to a man - the primary spiritual person working with him is a man. I sense strongly that he is from Arizona.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:09 AM): This man also has two woman that work with him and they have helped Will as well.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:17 AM): He seems to get readings from the woman.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:30 AM): And - some type of ritual work - or maybe spell or healing work.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:46 AM): I sense Native American Indian presence within this group of three....

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:21:59 AM): Its either their Guides or they are Native American Indian

Allie (11/8/2007 10:22:14 AM): have they told him how important I am to him? Or is this something he alrady knew - and they just confirmed it?

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:22:15 AM): Will seems to be advancing at a rapid pace compared to Ted and Bill.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:23:09 AM): He already knew this and they confirmed it for him. They seem to think you are an Indian or were an Indian. They 'see' your long black hair - and see you around the 'sacred fire'

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:23:39 AM): They seem to feel you are an elder....were an elder....and healer - having knowledge of medicene and healing

Allie (11/8/2007 10:23:50 AM): it's as if Will is not scared by the conenction like Bill and Ted can be. He is pushing - WIll is pushing hard to make the connections.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:01 AM): So - I sense that Will is not afraid to come forward.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:06 AM): There is lots of confidence with him.

Allie (11/8/2007 10:24:08 AM): I think that Will and I were just that in many past lives.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:18 AM): He feels supported by these spiritual people helping him.

Allie (11/8/2007 10:24:28 AM): I think too that this is why I am able to use Will's name on the blog- I don't have to hide him

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:38 AM): But, he does realize he has spiritual strength and power.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:24:44 AM): right

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:25:12 AM): I also sense that Will is going to come forward.

Allie (11/8/2007 10:25:18 AM): any idea if he has been by the Whispers Media site and then over to my Gypsy Advice site?

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:25:20 AM): i.e. there won't be a long delay for him

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:25:54 AM): I get yes - to both - that he has been on your sites...and has read everything on them

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:05 AM): its as if he has checked it out thoroughly

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:15 AM): he knows you are writing about him

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:22 AM): he knows about Bill

Allie (11/8/2007 10:26:26 AM): did he know it was me when he got my letter? That I am the one that he has been conatcting?

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:28 AM): and he thinks another is xxx

Allie (11/8/2007 10:26:35 AM): so he knows that "Bill" is xxx?

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:38 AM): yes

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:44 AM): and he thinks the other is xxx

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:50 AM): but is not sure yet

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:26:59 AM): and he sees them as being a part of the past with you

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:07 AM): its as if he sees them as pale faces

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:10 AM): in the past

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:13 AM): meaning white men

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:38 AM): he seems to be trying to put it together

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:40 AM): for himself

Allie (11/8/2007 10:27:43 AM): was it Will and maybe his spiirtual people that got me to write that letter to Will?

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:46 AM): he did know it was you

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:27:49 AM): when he got the letter

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:00 AM): yes - the inspiration came from them

Allie (11/8/2007 10:28:15 AM): and my guides just nudged me along

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:29 AM): yes and he seems to be bold

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:30 AM): feeling bold

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:35 AM): like he will just call you up

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:41 AM): and say - allie - its will

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:43 AM): i think you know me

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:48 AM): and why i am calling

Allie (11/8/2007 10:28:51 AM): that's good though that he has been by the site and knows when I write about Will it's him

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:28:54 AM): or he might just show up

Allie (11/8/2007 10:29:01 AM): he knows I'm single

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:03 AM): hes very bold

Allie (11/8/2007 10:29:08 AM): good -- be bold

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:10 AM): his energy is strong

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:12 AM): confident

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:13 AM): sure

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:21 AM): not wishy washy

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:24 AM): like Bill

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:32 AM): and no drama like between Bill and Ted

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:41 AM): will likes to have things simple

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:44 AM): out in the open

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:47 AM): no drama

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:52 AM): he is straight forward

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:29:57 AM): what you see is what you get

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:01 AM): if you like him great

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:07 AM): if you don't he does not care - lol

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:10 AM): but most people do

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:16 AM): those that are not threatened

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:21 AM): by his confidence

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:37 AM): he is thinking of talking to Bill

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:40 AM): or trying to

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:46 AM): but he is not sure about this

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:52 AM): he does not want Bill to think he is nuts

Allie (11/8/2007 10:30:56 AM): Bill is in NM right now

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:30:57 AM): but at that same time

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:31:02 AM): he is not sure that he cares

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:31:05 AM): what Bill thinks

And then it went on later about Will after we talked about Ted & Bill for a spell:

Allie (11/8/2007 10:37:46 AM): any idea when Will or Ted may conact me

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:37:55 AM): I sense that Will will contact you first.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:37:58 AM): This feels short term.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:14 AM): It should be perhaps as soon as before the 1st.....

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:20 AM): end of the year - late dec

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:29 AM): and Ted will come in the Spring

Allie (11/8/2007 10:38:30 AM): what a way to ring in the new year

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:33 AM): YES

Allie (11/8/2007 10:38:47 AM): is Bill going to move at all?

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:38:51 AM): and Will is going to contact you - this you can count on

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:39:07 AM): Ted - has some issues - and he needs help to get through this phase...

Allie (11/8/2007 10:39:34 AM): I know Will - will. It's a certainity that I've never felt before.

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:39:55 AM): Bill is sitting in this circle - sitting indian style with his arms out by his side - palms up - meditating and chanting - as if he is tuning everything and everyone out - he is going to his place if you will - detached and removed right now

Allie (11/8/2007 10:40:58 AM): so WIll stops by the site - does Bill or Ted still do?

Allie (11/8/2007 10:41:11 AM): and dos Will stop by often?

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:41:15 AM): Ted has not in awhile - I get no there

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:41:39 AM): Will refers to it every few days - he looks for new postings - I am assuming this is on your blog

Allie (11/8/2007 10:41:46 AM): yes it is

yecart68 (11/8/2007 10:42:04 AM): Bill has been to the site lately - in the past few weeks - but its on again off again with Bill

I know that none of the above surprises me - but it was nice to hear it all the same. After Will and I meet, we can at least discuss the images/feelings that we get from one another. But until then, I have to discuss them with someone else - keeps me sane.

Wouldn't you like to be the fly on the wall if Will just showed up at my house? He's in New Orleans right now, so I doubt if he'd pop up soon. I'd probably make him pinch me to make sure that I wasn't dreaming:)

Speaking of dreaming:

Friday night -- my dream visit was at someone's house. My two sister's and I were there, in a crowd of people - my sisters were sitting on a couch and I was across from them in a chair. The house looked like it was decorated in the 70's - reminded me of my Grams T's house. Anyway - I said to them -- guess who called? And they gave me a look like - do tell. I dropped my voice and looked around -- Bill called. One of my sister's said -- you mean it wasn't --- shhhh, I interrupted and I looked about, no - it was Bill (the silent implied person was Ted). They were shocked and so was I. A sister asked -- what did he say? He said that the time was near - to be patient Really? They were surprised....

Saturday night -- Will. The first dream visit we were on stage, performing a 2 person play about our connection and the road we each took in order to get where we're at. He and I are up on stage and his side of the stage has a song playing - Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne - and on my side of the stage I started singing the song. The theater was sold out where we were performing and I can still feel the butterflies that we in my stomach.

The other dream visit Will kisses me on the forehead and says anywhere. The next thing I know we are at a resort North Island at Seychelles and it is hands down, the most beautiful place I have ever been. I'm looking around, tears are falling down my face and he says -- will this do? I throw my arms around him and say - thank you. We were out in the water, naked, swimming by a cove when you know some sex had to be a part of it:) I'll cover that in a bit at the OBE Sex blog.

When I woke up this morning, his energy was just coursing through me and 5 hours later - it still is.

On that note - I must shower, get some work done and prepare for the Steelers/Browns game! Go Steelers!

Here's hoping my creative muse continues....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Will And The Skank!

Before I went to bed last night, I grabbed my deck of nature-speak tarot cards and asked up my upcoming dream time with Will. The cards basically said - nope, nadda, no dream time together. Confused as to what in the world was going on - I brushed it off and got ready for bed. As I was lying down I heard Edward say - you're not visiting Will tonight. I'm like - WHAT! Come on -- why not? Edward said - because Ted needs you - he's in a bad way emotionally and needs more of your energy. I asked if I could visit Will after Ted, and Edward said that it's a given but I won't remember any of it. Damn it -- I thought to my self.

I reached out to Ted and I could see him with a bottle of gin, in the dark, just drinking away. Around him was a bunch of little black bugs - I call them negativity bugs - that you really had to push away in order to see him. Through a back door I see that girlfriend of his, looking happy and chipper - seems she was just out with some friends. She says something derogatory about Ted - about his age and that he's a has-been, grabs a set of keys and leaves again. That's when Ted put down the glass and started to chug from the bottle. Wow -- it was a bad scene. I told Edward that I had to get to Ted's subconscious - he agreed. I went to my dream portal and entered Ted's subconscious.

It was a scene right out of a Tim Burton movie - very dark, very wacky and out there. I could see Ted being controlled by puppet strings. I tried to get Ted's attention, but all I could do was see him cry. The strings wouldn't allow him to face my direction - so all he could do was cry. I went to approach Ted, and these creatures popped out. Now had this been my dream, let me tell you I would have woken myself up. It was such a dark, disgusting place. Off to my right I sensed something, turned and saw Bill! He asked if I needed any help - and I said yes. Off to my left Will showed up -- that's what we're here for Will said.

Bill and Will kept the dark creatures busy while I went up and behind Ted - turned my right hand into a blade and cut the puppet strings. He fell and Bill ran and caught him while Will was using magic to keep the evil at bay. I heard Will yell that he couldn't keep these guys busy for much longer and that we had to get Ted out now. Bill told Ted - don't worry buddy, we're here for you. Ted's eyes searched for me - once he found me he said - thank you.

I woke up with a start. My heart was beating so hard. I was sweating. I turned the light on and my cats were just staring at me - my black lab, Brodie, came trotting over to the bed. I got up, got a glass of water, went to the bathroom, checked on my son (who is sick again), told all of the animals that I'm cool - and went back to bed.

But I left my light on. That skanky bitch of a girlfriend -- ughhhhhh, why does he let her control him? . I know that I should be all loving -- etc....but if someone screws with my son, my family or my guys -- and hell hath no fury. Since I know the wench can't survive in white light -- that's what I'm going to bathe her in -- that is one of my missions for the day. The other one is infusing Ted with as much white light love and power as I can muster.

Any ways -- the only dream I remember after that was my great aunt Helen buying another restaurant -- seems in the dream every time she finds a good place to eat - she bought it. In real life the woman has a ton of money and as far as I know, no restaurants. Go figure.

So I woke up this morning and no Will. I tried to telepathically connect and I hit a wall. Dumbfounded, I got up and went along with my morning. I'm in the shower and I hear Will say - Hi! And where have you been? Was my response.

W: I didn't mean to distract you.
A: Distract me?
W: Yeah, from writing -- that wasn't the result I was looking for.
A: Well what in the hell did you expect? And -- by the way, I'm still writing.
W: But not fueled by passion.
A: I wouldn't go that far....
W: When was the last time a story kept you up all night? How long has it been since a story drove you to write?

Silence.

W: Al?
A: It's been awhile.
W: Exactly!
A: So what are you trying to be, my muse?
W: You have a God given talent that you're just pissing away.
A: So is that a yes?
W: Damn it - yes.
A: So we have to figure out how to have your energy inspire me creatively and not sexually.
W: No more sex for you.
A: What! Now come on....
W: Okay, maybe sometimes.
A: I do have other sources.
W: We talked, and they're behind me 100%.

I'm grumbling in the shower -- now saying anything to him, just cussing to myself.

W: I can hear that.
A: Good - saves me from saying it.

Will SIGHS big time.

W: Stop being so damn difficult.
A: Did you ask your guru how to channel the energy better so that I can get it to spur me on creatively?
W: He said that we have to figure out.
A: Oh, well what good is that?
W: Oh -- do you tell people how to do things? Or do you make them figure it out?

Silence.

W: That's what I thought. You and I both know that unless someone figures it out on their own that they won't take it seriously.
A: You're not REALLY going to leave me alone are you?

Silence.

Allie smiles.

A: Good.
W: The writer's strike, it's your in -- don't waste it.
A: I won't.
W: Love you Allie.
A: Love you too.

And that was that...

That is the one thing I love about telepathic communications - I remember every last detail.

Now to turn Will's energy into more of a muse than a sexual thing. This isn't going to be easy. As soon as his energy touches me, (well it always is touching me, but you know what I mean) being turned on is an immediate response. I can do this...

Back to work I go...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Will And More Will!

Good Lord, Will's energy is so strong. Much stronger than any energy Bill or Ted have been able to expend towards me or each other thus far. My heart keep racing, my hands are on fire and I have the tickling in my belly - the kind of tickle you get when you see someone that you really like or are attracted to. Now this energy surge has been going on since a week or so ago. And it's constant - there is no fluctuation - no down one second and up the next. It's a constant state of "ON". But - I have noticed that this constant state of "ON" gets stronger every day. So while the energy isn't variable throughout the day, each day it does increase in small increments throughout that day. It's almost as if Will had a light bulb moment and has now turned his attention to making a stronger connection.

Unfortunately, when my computer crashed a few months back, I lost all of the readings I had done on Will (there weren't that many, but still) - one was really very interesting from Maria Shaw, and she doesn't save the readings after she does them. So I have no way to get it back and post it for you guys. But the gist of the reading was once an energy likes ours is connected, there is no turning back. It gets stronger and stronger and there's no way to deny it. The energy is a once in a lifetime connection. It's not an easy match up - there is a huge roller coaster of events that happen with big extremes of good and bad. But then again, being part of a soul cluster/circle is not an easy thing. I want easy -- I want good times noodle salad. But I do want someone who pushes and challenges me -- I think Will could push me to places that no one else could. Why? I don't know -- it's just a feeling I get. Bill too could push me and make me grow - but I don't think he has as much of an impact as Will.

I don't know why I feel that. Maybe because I know that Will is a mentor and that I will learn from him - where both Bill and Ted are learning at the same time as I. And Matt -- well, he's my fun buddy - he has a good job as far as I'm concerned.

Speaking of which - I didn't forget that Matt had a birthday over the weekend - Nov 4th to be exact. He's still a pup in his late 30's:) Happy Birthday Matthew!

I have been a good girl and raising my energy in the morning. I find that it is easier to do when I'm in the shower as opposed to turning off the email. I'm a mail whore - email, snail mail - I just love mail. Can't always get to it to respond, but I love it just the same:) This could be why Will is much stronger- hell, the man could be raising his energy too. And I get a "yes" from my guide Edward. In fact - Edward says that Will has taken it upon himself to learn as much as he can about how to connect. Plus learn about past lives, soul mates and etc.....as he knows he has found someone he has been looking for (which would be me) and now that I've made contact - he's a quandary on what to do now. Life changing things have a way if making someone put on the brakes and think.

If the energy is this strong when we're apart - can you just imagine what it will be like when we're physically in the same room? I have no doubt that this is in the cards (so to speak) and had I not put off contacting him via that letter - this meeting, I'm sure, would have already taken place. But it's a comfort to know that it will.

Just like it will with Bill in 2008. No doubt in my mind - none that he and I will be in the same room and have a very interesting, if not mind blowing, conversation.

And Ted - no doubt in 2008, if not sooner as he will discover that his negative girlfriend has been destroying what I had sent him and has not allowed any correspondence to go through between him and I. Every fiber of my being knows that he has written me, but she threw it away before it could be mailed. He'll come to his senses and realize that the numbers in his phone that are missing, the web sites gone from his computer, the letters not mailed to various people will all have a common denominator - her.

Saw my 1st snowflake of the 2007-2008 snow season today. Of course this 1st flake has many followers:) Not too enthused about the snow. Maybe it's because I'm the one who has to shovel my long drive this year;)

Last night Will was the last person on my mind as I fell asleep and the 1st person I thought of as I contemplated killing my alarm this morning. In between that time, we had a very interesting dream visit. Let me explain -- I walked into an auditorium, with people milling about everywhere. I had a picture in my hands, a picture of Will with short hair (like it normally is) and I was looking for him. I'd pass someone, look at the picture and look at the guy. I didn't talk to anyone, just kept looking.

Then I found a man on the stage, sitting down, that looked like Will. I held up the picture next to his face and he asked if he was the guy in the picture? I said close enough -- you're hair's too long (it was way past his shoulders and in a ponytail), but it's you. So I jumped up on the stage and sat next to him. He asked to look at the picture and I gave it to him -- he said it was an old picture and that he'd been looking for me for a long time. I told him that his eyes would give him away, not matter what the rest of him looked like. He replied -- I was counting on that. So I asked - now what? He replied - we wait.

Then I woke up. I found that dream interesting because I knew who I had to look for, found him, he said he had been looking for me and now that we found one another we had to wait for further instructions. And that last part is something I've felt for some time now -- that I/we won't be getting instructions on what we need to do until we're all together. Plus, it is in line with what Edward said - that Will is at a