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Monday, April 28, 2008

Allie's Mayan Astrology Report

If you listened to the podcast - I talked about Mayan astrology and mentioned that I'd post my report....here it is.

I think a few areas will make you smile (like yep -- that's her), I know I did! I always joke that once I'm commited to something or someone - I'm as faithful as a dog. You'll see what I mean by this below. And sex -- no wonder it's on my mind.

BTW -- I got this report at http://www.onereed.com/

Maya * Aztec Astrology Report
(Copyright © One Reed Publications, 2006)

Prepared for A Theiss

born May 2, 1967

DAY-SIGN: 13-Dog
(Maya: 13-Oc)

YEAR: South-8 (Tikal System)

13-DAY PERIOD: 1-Knife
(Maya: 1-Etz'nab)

NIGHT LORD: 7

VENUS PHASE: Evening Star


Introduction - The Astrology of Time

The ancient Maya and Aztec astrologers studied the mysterious influence of the rhythms of the sky on earthly life. Everyone knows the Sun rises and sets every day -- this is the basic rhythm of life around which we set our clocks and calendars. What the ancient astrologers discovered was that other time cycles existed that were multiples of this basic day cycle. This fact was discovered about 100 years ago in Europe and these cycles (there are many of them) are now called biorhythms.

The most important time cycles in ancient Mayan and Aztec astrology are those of the day, 9-days, 13-days, and 20-days. Additionally, years are counted also, in groups of 4 and 13. Each day is then part of several other cycles, so no two days are exactly the same. Your Maya/Aztec horoscope below shows exactly where in each of the cycles you were born. Each category below examines a specific cycle and a specific aspect of your personality. Keep in mind that our personalities are complex and contain many contradictions. All of us present a different "face" depending on who we meet. The delineations below will reflect this, but they will also give you a clear picture of who you really are. The true value of astrology lies in self-knowledge, the first step to wisdom.



Your Most Personal Traits -- The Day-Sign of Your Birth

Here are your strongest and most obvious personality traits. The delineation below describes who you are and how you appear to others, at least on the surface. In Aztec astrology this part of your horoscope is your Tonalli, or Day-Sign, the form bestowed upon you by the Sun.
Dog: You are probably a good team player, and loyalty is definitely one of your best traits. You instinctively know who has what rank and this understanding allows you to be patient and wait your turn for leadership. Your many experiences as a follower and good team member have prepared you for the leadership positions you ultimately seek. You may now, or eventually, run your own business -- and, because of your experience, you will know how to be a good employer. You know how to inspire loyalty in others because you have such a good understanding of it yourself.

You may have a special liking for short-distance travel. Owning a car, boat or even plane is an important issue for you. You like patrolling your "territory" but you are not so keenly interested in really distant places. You have a strong neighborhood interest and will usually know everyone on your block or in your town.

Many Dog personalities are very creative. The arts, particularly music and drawing or painting may appeal to you. While you are usually not particularly daring or experimental in these areas, you have a good sense of harmony and rhythm and have the potential to become quite popular. You approach your art form as a craft to be learned and mastered. You are technique conscious. On the other hand, you may reveal your creativity in the social and political arenas. You might aspire to public positions or attempt to provide social leadership through teaching, education or social service work. Politics is important to you and you are usually well-informed regarding current events.

It is probable that your father was your most influential parent. He may have provided you with a legacy, financial or career-wise. Such an arrangement often creates a situation where you have no choice but to follow the pattern set by your parent. For some of you, this situation is not so favorable. There may be rivalry between yourself and your father and much time may be spent in rebellion. Ultimately, you must make peace with your parents, and accept what you were given or whatever you were not given. This theme has even deeper connotations when looked at from a larger cultural perspective -- the homeland as father or parent. Many of you born under this day-sign will have a strong loyalty to community, city or country and will become involved in the political process. Some of you may even become patriotic leaders who help guide your community, large or small, into the future.

One of the problems that you may have in close relationships has to do with emotional maturity. You have strong feelings about territory and can be quite jealous when it comes to sharing and trusting in relationships. You need to know clearly just what the pecking order is and where the boundary lines are drawn. If these are not clear, an insecurity crisis occurs and your response is usually not friendly. In many cases, you may be holding a double standard. You will have one set of rules for your mate, and one for you. It is in these instances that some real work on emotional maturity is needed. Ultimately, your territorial instincts are deep and not easily accessible.

Itzcuintli was the Aztec name for this day-sign, which translates as dog. It is the tenth of the twenty day-signs and was symbolized by the head of that animal. The dog that the Aztecs were most familiar with was a small, nearly hairless, dog that was sometimes used as food. In myth the dog was the companion and guide of the soul as it travelled through the underworld. Perhaps due to this association, the Aztec deity Mictlantecuhtli, the lord of the underworld, was the ruler of this sign. In spite of all this "darkness" the Aztecs did consider this a fortunate sign and those born under it were generous, prolific and likely to rise in life. This observation seems to be just as true today.

The personality of your day-sign is reflected in the planet and sign emphasis in your Western astrological chart. In your birthchart the signs Taurus and Scorpio, or the planets Venus and Pluto, are probably emphasized in some way. These symbolize your deep instincts and loyalty. The sign Leo, or a prominent Sun, may symbolize both your father complex and creative drives.



Your Deeper Self -- the 13-day Week of Your Birth

Each of us reacts to the world around us in different ways. Our reactions are mostly unconscious; they represent what our deeper self needs. Our reactions both attract and repel us from things, people, and situations. What we like, what we like to do, and who we really are is shown by the 13-day week called the Trecena that we were born under. Each of these periods begins with the number 1 and the name of the day-sign that starts it. A number is attached to your position within the 13-day period that may be an important number for you.

You were born on the last day of the 13-day period beginning with 1-Knife. Beneath your surface personality you are a person who seeks out challenges and powerful experiences. You are going to do what you want to do, mostly on your terms, come hell or high water. You are willing to go the distance, including personal sacrifice, to bring out changes in yourself and in others. You are restless, and possibly a bit unstable in ways, but you are persistent and quite devoted to what you perceive to be your calling in life.

At times you take some fairly serious risks -- or you are attracted to others that do so. You may also find it necessary at times to sacrifice personal interests in order to realize your ideals. The most important thing in your life is the cultivation and development of good judgment.

The things of everyday life that most people are interested in bore you. You require a lot of stimulus and you like to be on the cutting edge of things. Something, or someone, has to be big and important for it, or them, to hold your interest. Because of this reaction pattern you are driven toward either surrounding yourself with strong-willed, interesting characters, or you move yourself into the spotlight or some important position.

You have leadership abilities, but they don't come as a given. You must work to improve them. Your problems lie in expecting others to make the same sacrifices that you have. One result of this conflict is that you like to be independent, but not necessarily responsible for a lot of people. Ultimately, you are a pragmatist and will find a place for yourself that works the best, even if a few things must be sacrificed.

Both Dog and Knife are signs of the North, a direction symbolic of rationality and understanding. You are either an intellectual, or you attempt to solve your problems through logic and reason. This may work for you in career matters, but it could be a problem in relationships with very emotional persons. Your mind is your strength, and yet a great challenge as well.



What You Share With the Others of Your Birth Year

The Maya and Aztec astrologers recognized that each year produces a unique group of people. Each individual year in a 52-year cycle is linked with a number and a compass direction that has an astrological meaning. The delineation below says something about you in only a general sense. It describes the general traits that you share with others born in your year.

You were born during the year called 8-South. From the perspective of ancient Mexico, the South is a region characterized by the triumph of life over nature. The South is where the uncontrolled growth of the jungle overuns even the mountains. Accordingly, the southern direction symbolizes power and energies of feelings and emotions. Being born during a year of the South, you are probably strongly motivated by your feelings and emotions, in a general sense at least.

You are strongly driven by what you feel you need to do, not just what you think you need to do. The urgings within you have a great deal of power and may sometimes cause you do to things that others deem irrational. To others you may seem confused. On some occasions that may be so, but more often your instincts and feelings prove to be correct and appropriate. This is your gift -- sensitivity of feelings. Your challenge is to develop your mind and understand choice from a different perspective.

The number 8 preceding your birth direction indicates that you have a need to align your world with that of others. Your quest for personal stability and solidity requires significant adaptation to the lives of others around you.



Your Deepest and Darkest Motivations -- the Night Lord

The ancient Mayan and Aztec astrologers used a 9-day cycle of gods and goddesses called the "Lords of the Night." These deities symbolize the workings of your deepest and darkest self, parts of you that others may not know of or understand. They also symbolize the deepest forces behind your "will to exist."

You were born under the seventh Lord of the Night. The goddess Tlazolteotl (Tlah-zole-TAY-ot-el) is your ruling deity. She was a confession goddess, one who was said to consume a person's sins, particularly their sexual sins. She was also a goddess of purification and healing. The symbolism of this goddess suggests that you are a person who may struggle with strong, socially unacceptable, urges.

Your desire nature is very strong. You also have a strong investment in presenting a socially acceptable face to the world. How do you reconcile these opposing needs? You cannot repress your urges to power, or sexual urges forever, eventually you must face this conflict directly. Perhaps you have "sinned" or simply said or did something that is against your better judgment. You will need to settle the imbalance somehow, if only for your peace of mind. A kind of penance, or self-inflicted punishment, may be your typical reaction to this kind of situation. Or maybe you never do anything "wrong," but hold many unsociable thoughts. Perhaps you bury yourself in work in an attempt to deny your deeper urges. Often times, this kind of repression makes you become a fanatic about order and cleanliness. You want at all costs to be in control of your outer world, because your inner world is not so controllable.

You are strongly motivated by relationships, partnering, and working with the public. You are indeed a very social person and you judge yourself by your company. You are also motivated by aesthetics, comforts, or material security. You like the finer things of life, or at least have more than a casual appreciation for music or art. All of this is in contrast to your deeper urges. Be careful what you say or do if you lead a public life.

Your inner conflict is great and so you need to heal yourself from time to time. You need to be more accepting of who you are, and especially be accepting of your darker urges. Repressing them makes your life worse. No one is perfect. Don't hide part of yourself under the rug. Find ways to creatively explore your deeper urges such as through art, or through psychotherapy. When you heal yourself, you will become a healer of others.



Your Patterns of Relationship -- The Phase of Venus

Maya and Aztec astrologers observed the phases of the planet Venus and correlated them with events on earth. Venus has four basic phases: morning star, evening star, and two conjunctions with the Sun. The phase of Venus you were born under symbolizes your relationship patterns -- how you approach and become involved with others, both individuals and groups.
You were born with Venus in its Evening Star phase. According to the Maya, this is a 250-day period when Venus is visible after the Sun sets. This phase follows the Superior Conjunction phase and precedes the Inferior Conjunction phase.

For you, feelings and emotions arise after an action has been taken. In making judgments, which you do very well, you evaluate what has happened against the background of society's rules and values. You instinctively understand the power, and perhaps the correctness, of the world as it is and has been. The values and morals of the past are important to you and your vision is one that has probably been strongly influenced by tradition.

There is a sense of inevitable compromise in your life, possibly a reaction to your awareness of having been strongly imprinted by society, culture or your parents. One result of this may be seen in your stance towards the powers that be. It is possible that deep down you are troubled by your conditioning and how it causes you to evaluate and interpret the world in a certain way. But this is very subtle and most of you will only notice this pattern in a general way, far more obvious when viewed over the course of a lifetime.

One positive manifestation of evening star Venus is that you may become, consciously or unconsciously, successful due to the fact that you personify certain family and traditional values. In extreme cases, you could become a hero, a person who represents what your society truly believes in. It is through participation with the traditions and cultural definitions of reality that you achieve emotional satisfaction and success in life.


Your Days of Peak Experience

From time to time we experience periods where our lives seem to be rushing forward -- almost out of control. Sometimes we accomplish great things during these periods; sometimes we become stressed or fail at something. More often we find that our experience of life is more intense, and richer. The Maya astrologers discovered such a cycle: your "peak" dates in this cycle are listed below.

You will probably find that your experience of life becomes more intense about five days before the peak date and then builds. Keywords displayed next to the dates are a suggestion of how to focus your energies.



Critical day list for A Theiss (born May 02, 1967)

Report start date: Jan 01 2008
Report end date: Dec 31 2012

Critical Day Phase Day No./Name Direction Keyword

Fri Feb 1 2008 1/4 13 Eagle West journey
Sun Apr 6 2008 1/2 13 Flower South assist
Tue Jun 10 2008 3/4 13 Serpent East stand firm
Thu Aug 14 2008 Full 13 Dog North join
Sat Oct 18 2008 1/4 13 Eagle West journey
Mon Dec 22 2008 1/2 13 Flower South assist
Wed Feb 25 2009 3/4 13 Serpent East stand firm
Fri May 1 2009 Full 13 Dog North join
Sun Jul 5 2009 1/4 13 Eagle West journey
Tue Sep 8 2009 1/2 13 Flower South assist
Thu Nov 12 2009 3/4 13 Serpent East stand firm
Sat Jan 16 2010 Full 13 Dog North join
Mon Mar 22 2010 1/4 13 Eagle West journey
Wed May 26 2010 1/2 13 Flower South assist
Fri Jul 30 2010 3/4 13 Serpent East stand firm
Sun Oct 3 2010 Full 13 Dog North join
Tue Dec 7 2010 1/4 13 Eagle West journey
Thu Feb 10 2011 1/2 13 Flower South assist
Sat Apr 16 2011 3/4 13 Serpent East stand firm
Mon Jun 20 2011 Full 13 Dog North join
Wed Aug 24 2011 1/4 13 Eagle West journey
Fri Oct 28 2011 1/2 13 Flower South assist
Sun Jan 1 2012 3/4 13 Serpent East stand firm
Tue Mar 6 2012 Full 13 Dog North join
Thu May 10 2012 1/4 13 Eagle West journey
Sat Jul 14 2012 1/2 13 Flower South assist
Mon Sep 17 2012 3/4 13 Serpent East stand firm
Wed Nov 21 2012 Full 13 Dog North join

Background - The Nature of Maya/Aztec astrology

Like the civilizations of China, India and the Ancient Near East, the early American civilizations developed an astrology, a logic of the sky. Archaeological evidence of Native American astrology points to origins as far back as 600 BC, and perhaps even earlier. Unlike the astrologies of the Old World, the astrology of ancient Mesoamerica (Mexico and parts of Central America) developed in isolation and was not influenced by other traditions. Its very nature therefore is very different from the astrological traditions Westerners are more familiar with.

All of the Mesoamerican civilizations, Olmec, Toltec, Maya, Zapotec and Aztec, used essentially the same astrology. Although the names of symbols varied, the concepts remained the same. Because the Aztecs were the predominant civilization at the time of the Spanish Conquest, we have chosen to use their symbol names in this modern reconstruction of the Mesoamerican astrological tradition.

At the core of Mesoamerican astrology are the 20 day-signs. Like the 12 signs of the Western Zodiac, these are signs descriptive of both personality and possibility. In other words, the signs can be used to describe a person, or they can describe an event. In the Western 12-sign zodiac, the signs are sections of space spread across the sky along the path of the Sun, Moon, and planets. The Maya/Aztec day-signs are very different. They are based on time and are actually names of days. Each sign lasts only one day, until it comes up again twenty days later. Like our 7-day week, which is astrological and named for the planets, the Maya and Aztecs used a 20-day week for astrological purposes.

There is no presently known reason why the Maya and Aztecs used only 20 signs. Perhaps they had discovered an important biorhythm or cycle. But besides the 20-days, they also used a 13-day cycle (or sign) and these intertwined with each other. While the days of the 20-day cycle each have a name, the days of the 13-day cycle are numbered from 1 to 13. If you start both cycles together, the first day of the 20-day cycle coinciding with the first day of the 13-day cycle, it will take exactly 260 days for all possible combinations of day and number to occur. This period, 260 days, is the length of the sacred Mesoamerican astrological calendar that this program is based on.

The 20 day-signs each have a name and a symbol. The names of these with a brief meaning are listed below.

Aztec Name- Direction -Classic Maya -Name Qualities

Alligator East Imix protective and dominating
Wind North Ik clever and multifacted
House West Akbal thoughtful and conservative
Lizard South Kan active dynamic and sexual
Serpent East Chiccan powerful and charismatic
Death North Cimi sacrificing and helpful
Deer West Manik cooperative and nomadic
Rabbit South Lamat clever and playful
Water East Muluc emotional and imaginative
Dog North Oc loyal and helpful
Monkey West Chuen clever and demonstrative
Grass South Eb careful and useful
Reed East Ben knowledgeable and crusading
Ocelot North Ix intelligent and secretive
Eagle West Men free and independent
Vulture South Cib authoritative and wise
Earthquake East Caban intellectual but practical
Knife North Etz'nab self-sufficient but romantic
Rain West Cauac helpful and healing
Flower South Ahau loving and artistic


You may have noticed that each of the signs is connected to a particular direction. The signs of the east are initiating and forceful. Those of the north are intellectual and critical. Signs of the west are cooperative and compromising. Signs of the south are emotional and reactive.

The day-sign a person was born under is the named day that occurred on their birthday. It delineates their most obvious personality characteristics and traits. A person is also born during one of twenty 13-day periods, periods that begin with a day-sign linked to the number 1. The 13-day period delineates their more subtle, possibly subconscious, personality qualities. It shows their deeper instincts and yearnings. The combination of day-sign and 13-day period yields a quite complete personality description, perhaps as good or even better than does the Western 12-sign zodiac. It should be said that these two signs represent only a partial reconstruction of what was once a more complex system. The rest, including signs ruling the year and the hour of birth, have been lost or completely recovered and made workable.

Because the day-signs signify general meanings and themes as well as personality configurations, they were used by the Aztecs for divinations. Like the I-Ching, a random drawing of beans or stones would allow a reader to find one of the 260 sign/number combinations and thus an answer to a question. Even today, the 260-day astrological calendar is used by Native American daykeepers in remote parts of Guatemala and Mexico. The divination section of this program utilizes computer technology to randomly select the sign/number combinations that may yield insights into a question asked.

Because the Maya and Aztecs did not have a developed writing system, and because most of their astrological knowledge was destroyed by the Spanish friars, little was known about this great product of theirs, and other Mesoamerican, cultures. The delineations used in this program were arrived at after several years of historical investigation, deep thought, and trial and error experimentation. Long lists of persons famous or known to the author, yet born under the same day-sign, were compared with each other. Eventually, this process led to some key concepts about each of the signs and the results, in the form of personality descriptions, are found in this program. The meanings for the signs when used in divinations were extrapolated from this information also.

We hope you find Maya/Aztec astrology to be not only interesting and fun, but helpful and a source of insight into your life.



The Year of Birth

The Maya and Aztecs believed that the year of birth could be read astrologically and that the astrological qualities of any given year were dependent on two factors. First is a cycle of 4 years. In this cycle each succeeding year is associated with one of the four directions in the order east, north, west, and south. The directions are similar to the elements (fire, air, earth, and water) in Western astrology. The Aztec delineations for the years are as follows.
East: creative/mental -- fertile/abundant

North: violent weather -- barren/dry/cold

West: wild/losses/illness -- cloudy/evil

South: good business/health -- variable

A second factor is a cycle of 52 years. In this longer period, 13 repetitions of the basic 4-year cycle are counted. As each year arrives, it is identified with a number and a direction. Four cycles of 13 years each make up the 52-year calendar round or Xiuhmolpilli.

Not all ancient Mexican cultures applied the cycle of years the same way. There was a lack of consensus about which year was linked to which number. The Aztecs used Reed (east), Knife (north), House (west), and Rabbit (south). The Classic Maya used Caban (east), Ik (north), Manik (west), and Eb (south), which correlate with Earthquake, Wind, Deer, and Grass. During Postclassic times the pattern was changed. The Classic pattern is used by the Quiche Maya who have kept the astrological traditions alive in Guatamala. The author believes that the year correlation established by the Classic Maya and continued by the Quiche Maya works.

Four and eight-year cycles have been found in nature by cycle researchers, a strong suggestion that there may be a real material basis to the cycling of the years. It is also interesting to note that the Olympics and United States presidential elections are held in the same year, years that are ruled by the east, according to the Quiche. Further, the Chinese cycle of 12 years correlates with this pattern if you look at it as three groupings of a 4-year cycle.



The Lords of the Night

One component of Maya astrology was a 9-day cycle that ran alongside the cycle of the day-signs. These 9 days were said to be ruled by the Lords of the Night, one for each day. The names of the Maya gods are barely known, but the Aztecs have left a complete list.
The Lords of the Night are not a calendar per se, but a kind of symbolic cycle. The Maya linked the Lords to the Long Count. We know that on August 11, -3113 the ninth Lord was ruler. Start ing from this date we run a 9-day cycle along with the day-signs which allows the program to find the ruling Lord of the Night for any date. The 260-days of the tzolkin do not mesh perfectly with the 9-day cycle and it takes 9 cycles of 260 (2,340 days or 6.4 years) before the same combination occurs again.

Much less is known about how the Aztecs used the cycle. It appears that they ran the 9-day cycle against the 260 days and had the last two Lords ruling the last of the 260 days. In this manner the cycle would start again at the same place. In Maya/Aztec Astro-Report we have chosen to follow Maya usage.

Some writers have suggested that the Lords of the Night are actually a division of the nightime hours. Like the planetary hours of Western astrology, the night was divided into 9ths with the 5th Lord's rule centered around midnight. In this line of reasoning the day was divided into 13 hours.



The Cycle of Venus

Of the planets visible to the ancient skywatchers of Mesoamerica, Venus was the most important. Due to its alternations from morning to evening star it was believed to be a symbol of certain profound dualities in nature and in man. Because the orbit of Venus lies between the Earth and the Sun, it never strays too far from the Sun and can only be seen close to the times of sunrise and sunset, depending on which part of its cycle it is in. From the perspective of an observer, it takes Venus 584 days on average to complete one cycle of morning and evening star. This figure meshes with the solar year of 365 days and the 260-day astrological calendar precisely every 104 years. The start of its cycle was its first appearance as a morning star, an event called by astronomers its heliacal rising.

According to the Dresden Codex, an ancient Maya manuscript that is one of the most authoritative sources on Maya astronomy and astrology, the cycle of Venus began when its rays first appeared in the twilight of dawn. This event usually occurs several days after the Inferior Conjunction of Venus with the Sun. The Inferior Conjunction is so-named because Venus, the lesser body, passes in front of the Sun, the greater body. In this conjunction, Venus, which disappears in rays of the Sun for over a week during this time, comes closest to the Earth. The Maya allocated exactly 8 days for this phase of the Venus cycle. After its heliacal rising, the second phase of the Venus cycle, its phase as a morning star, commenced. The Maya allocated 236 days to this period.

As Venus ends its time as a morning star, it once again disappears into the rays of the Sun. As it moves to conjoin the Sun again, it does so at its greatest distance from Earth. The conjunction in this part of its cycle is called the Superior Conjunction, because here Venus passes behind the Sun. The Maya allocated 90 days for this third phase of the cycle, a phase where Venus is not visible. After it re-emerges from behind the rays of the Sun, Venus begins its phase as an evening star, a phase for which the Maya allocated 250 days. These four phases of the Venus cycle, 8 days, 236 days, 90 days and 250 days add up to 584 days, the full cycle of Venus. The duration of these phases is a symbolic approximation of the astronomical facts, which actually vary somewhat from cycle to cycle.

The Maya and Aztecs believed that the cycle of Venus depicted the experiences of the god Quetzalcoatl in his descent to Earth. The first rising of Venus as a morning star symbolized his arrival on Earth. During the morning star phase Quetzalcoatl was overcome by desire and lust and committed sins; he pushed against the boundaries of society. During the disappearance of Venus at Superior Conjunction, a warlike athletic duel with the Sun took place and during the evening star phase, Quetzalcoatl, now fully sober, walked the Earth until his sacrificial death during the Inferior Conjunction. He was then reborn as the new Venus and the cycle began again.

This report calculates the phase that Venus was in at your birth according to the figures used and recorded by the ancient Maya. For each phase, the program offers a brief interpretation of the possible significance of Venus, symbol of both impulsive personal desire and collective social values, in your life.



Maya/Aztec Predictive Techniques

In ancient times, the 260-day astrological calendar was subdivided into four ritual periods or "seasons." Centered on the days 4-Serpent, 4-Dog, 4-Eagle and 4-Flower were what were known as the "burner" periods, or times when the "burner" would flare up. These divisions were spaced 65 days apart (260 divided by 4 = 65). In this context the 260-day calendar was used in a collective manner (as in mundane astrology) and perhaps these were times when certain kinds of extremes were experienced by the community. Rituals involving fires were staged with the intention of preventing or healing communal crises. Interestingly, these dates often fall within a few days of newsworthy crises that occur in today's world.

In the modern world where the individual comes first, experience has shown that dividing the 260-day cycle into fourths beginning from one's birthday reveals "critical" points that mark shifts or changes in personal matters. In many cases rather extreme events do occur precisely on one of the critical days, in others the effects occur a few days earlier. In some cases the effects are more subtle or psychological in nature. In understanding these critical dates it is helpful to view them from two perspectives, cycle and direction.

From your birthday, every 260 days represents one completed cycle in life. If this cycle of 260 days is divided by 4, or quartered, four sets, or "seasons," of 65 days is the result. Using the symbolism of the Sun/Moon cycle as a model, the occurrence of the birth day-sign is like the New Moon, the beginning of the cycle and a time of personal centering and new, barely conscious, beginnings. 65 days later corresponds (symbolically) to the first quarter, a time of crisis that demands action and adjustment. The midpoint of the cycle, 130 days, corresponds to the Full Moon, a time of separation or perspective. 195 days from the start of the cycle compares with the third quarter, a time of crisis requiring conscious choice.

The second perspective on the critical days is to recognize that each of the four dates in the cycle corresponds to one of the four directions. These are listed below.

East: Alligator, Serpent, Water, Reed, Earthquake. These are points that emphasize the need to be creative, to do something new and to move forward.

North: Wind, Death, Dog, Ocelot, Knife. These are points that may indicate crisis and the need to protect oneself from negative energy. The mind is under pressure during these times.

West: House, Deer, Monkey, Eagle, Rain. These are points of encounter with others, times of sharing and loss of ego. Relationships are important now.

South: Lizard, Rabbit, Grass, Vulture, Flower. These are points of strong feelings and emotional extremes. These may also be times of accomplishment and activity in the outside world.

Combining cycle symbolism with directional symbolism gives deeper insight into the patterns of the critical days. For example, if a sign of the north coincides with one of the quarters, a stressful time might be expected. If a sign of the west coincides with the opposition, important developments in relationships may be a prominent theme. A keyword has been given for each of the combinations that may suggest the direction in which the energies and trends are heading around that time. Experience has also shown that the effects of the critical days often become apparent several days before the exact day computed in this report.

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A Séance, The Dreamer Whisperer And Ask Allie!

I had a first over the weekend - and I have few of those these days. A friend of mine was throwing a party and wanted me to come over and do readings for people -no problem. Then she asked - Allie, can you hold a Séance at the party? I thought - SWEET! And said, heck ya! After the readings were done, we all sat around the dining room table (there were 12 of us - 13 with me - in all). I had three candles in the middle (lit) and some frankincense burning - some nice music in the background.

We held hands and I took everyone through some energy exercises. I then said a short opening speech - inviting the spirits in that are for our highest good into the room. The temperature dropped. It was kind of freaky:) Then we went around the table one at a time and they asked a yes or no question - the answers came through me. We heard something knock over and I had to bring everyone's focus back to the table. Once we were done with the questions I told the spirits thank you for their aid -- to focus in on the flames of the lit candles and to go back to the other side.

We talked about our experiences afterwards. Each person saw images, movies, words in their mind's eye.

It was so much fun that my friend is throwing another party this summer and I'm going to go and do readings & hold another Séance. Whoo hoo!

I'm doing that at Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention in Oct - holding a Séance -- it'll be a blast I'm sure!

I found a TV proposal that I wrote years ago -- it was for the Ask Allie radio/TV show. If any of you have ever watched the Howard Stern show, he had his radio show & at the same time their filmed it and placed it on TV. Like that. I would do listeners readings, have on guests to discuss different metaphysical topics, have a daily, numerology forecast -- etc... I forgot that I even wrote this so many years ago. Now I can add to it OBE sex, helping others improve their sex lives and so forth. I still think it's all a good idea:)

Next Monday - May 5th - I'm going to be raising all of my reading prices (and probably add a few new readings to the mix). So if you want the current prices - buy now until next Monday. If you want to buy a reading and hold it until later - that's fine - just let me know. Keep in mind that if you purchase the reading Thur - Sun that I will not be home (and I'm not taking the lap top, only the crackberry) so I will confirm your purchase on the 5th.

I slept ZERO last night. Every time I tried - I got pulled into an intense dream visit. I'm exhausted. This happened Friday night - Sunday night -- I have one heck of a headache. No time for naps. The dream visits were with people I don't think I know in the physical world - but each need my help about something. One was in an abusive relationship (where the wife was the abuser) and he didn't know what to do. She was there in the dream as well. I taught him how he can change his dream and lock her out. And suggested what he should do in the physical reality with his marriage. Another was on the verge of losing her home and having her and her 7 kids on the street. I helped her shift her dream from the dark despair of being homeless to money coming in and everything around her being bright.

Another person had ovarian cancer - I administered healing, another person was depressed after their boyfriend broke up - and the list goes on. I woke up after each dream visit - which is why I remember them. Just call me the Dream Whisperer!

Friday night/Sat morning - Heath Ledger was front and center. He was doing a lot of pacing -- man, and I thought Will could pace. I kept telling Heath he has to cross over - he kept saying that he wasn't finished yet - still had things to do. I told him what my friend Dave was to take him over - and Dave said he did - so what is he doing back here? Heath said that he did indeed go over - but he came right back. His soul hurts - he misses his daughter and Michele something fierce and he can't leave them. He has a lot of guilt.

So since he pulled me into this visit - I asked him what he wanted. He said he didn't know. Then he and I were in a 1960/early 70's big 4 door dark blue car with a white roof. And he's driving -- and we're driving it up this huge (length & width) staircase. And we were having a heck of a time getting it up the stairs. Heath's pissed -- and I asked him why is he doing this? He told me that he promised his dad he'd deliver the car.

Then it switched to a hotel. But Heath disappeared. So I went looking for him. Opened one hotel room - nothing, The next one was my room and I walked in - nothing. But my lap top was on the bed and my screensaver was on -- the screensaver was Heath. I remember thinking to myself - I wonder if that freaked him out -- seeing himself as my screensaver? BTW -- he is not my screensaver in the physical reality - in fact - the guy is not on my computer or in my movie collection at all. So I can't figure out why he's drawn to me.

Any ways - I opened the third hotel door and there was a woman lying in one bed, with her head at the foot of the bed - a man in the other bed - with his head at the top of the bed. I started to close the door when the woman stopped it. She asked if I was looking for Heath? I said yes. She replied that he had an appointment and was down at the shower room. I started to close the door - changed my mind and reopened it -- she said that she had a 9:00 am meeting and really needed to get some sleep. I closed the door.

Now I'm at the shower room - which is a large shower building where men & women can shower - each with their own stall. I see Heath running form one building to shower room and I yell out to him. Now - my son is next to me. Heath turns and looks at us - saying he has to be someplace at 5:00 and if I would come stand guard at the shower so that people will leave him alone.

I told my son that he too needed a shower and for him to hurry up - I put him in the stall next to Heath. I had to keep shooing people away from Heath - they wanted his autograph. Now how rude is that? The man is taking a shower! I peeked my head into my son's shower as it was 4:55 and Heath had to run. Heath flew out of the shower (fully dressed) and I grabbed my son. Heath said we'll talk later...

And I woke up.

When my son got up the 1st thing out of his mouth - I hate it when you make me take showers. I told him that he didn't have a shower last night. He says no mom, in my dream - in my mind you made me take a shower. Now stop it. I asked if he remembered anything else -- he said no.

The pressure just dropped in my office - Heath showed up. I asked what he wanted - he said he was lonely. I told him that if he would cross over he wouldn't be lonely any more. He rolled his eyes and left. SIGH. One thing that he did say before he left is that he is not haunting Michelle. I think she think he's haunting her when all he's doing is standing by to make sure she's okay. There's no haunting involved - he'd never do anything to scare her on purpose.

Will has been around - but at a distance and that's fine by me. He pops in - pops out. Kind of like telepathic pacing. I only wish he would make the decisions he needs to make and then take action. Him keeping himself in limbo is doing nothing but driving him crazy which in turn - drives me nuts.

Speaking of driving nuts. I've been trying to work on DREAMERS. And I say try because my internal critic has been being very naughty. Many negative comments which I keep countering with positive reactions. The negativity in me says to hang it up -- while the positive side remind me that I'm not a quitter. I push forward until it is obvious that I have to change my course. It's not obvious here except that I push forward. So I will prevail - there's no choice but that.

It's been 1 year since I found out my ex was cheating on me - one year that I had that feeling. It was an overpowering feeling too - way overpowering. On my b-day it'll be one year since I had proof of the affairs. And I say affairs as he had his online/phone woman for cyber & phone sex and then the woman he was screwing here in the physical realm. And wow - what a year this has been. My health, attitude, energy and overall well-being has improved 400% as soon as he moved out. What a year, what a year -- and this next year will be even better!

And on that note I need to eat lunch and then to the podcast:)

3 days till NYC - but who's counting:) Me - that's who:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Friday, April 25, 2008

Psychiconair.com, Maria Shaw And Atlantis!

I was actually going to do a few readings first and then write this entry. But Iris was being very particular to get this done now. So here I am.

I made a stop at the Maria Shaw show this morning on Psychiconair.com! I was on from about 10:10 am to 10:26 am EST. If you want to listen to the segment where I discuss connecting with a famous person via OBE sex - it'll be rebroadcast tonight from 10:10 pm - 10:26 pm EST.

Atlantis keeps coming to the forefront of my mind's eye today. Last night I had a dream visit with Atlantis. In it, I was in a circle of people - men - who were my peers. And they were throwing stones at me. I was trying to have a discussion with them and they just kept throwing things. One hit me in the side of the head - my left jaw - and I woke up immediately in so much pain on my left jaw. It was throbbing. Pain killers wouldn't work - I tried energy balls (usually helps when I'm in pain) and it only made it worse. Finally I got back up - and grabbed some lavender oil to rub on my jaw. After it was applied, I placed my pipestone over my jaw and laid back down.

Iris was there and she told me that I had to connect to Will now. I kept trying to walk down the path to my portal, but every time I tried the pain kept knocking me back out of it. By the time the pain went away - I drifted off to sleep.

I was surprised to wind up right back in Atlantis with Will tending to my jaw. We were next to a natural hot spring and he was applying the healing water to my jaw. I kept hearing him say - you have to go along with what we want - if you don't you'll die. But whatever it was, I knew that I couldn't do that because it was against everything I believed in.

Woke up after this visit -my jaw wasn't hurting at all - and went back to sleep. I don't remember anything after that.

But Atlantis is just right there - rumbling around in my brain. I have done a bit more research in on it - and have had some people email me things about Atlantis that they have cone across (thank you) but nothing stands out as new. Things are told a bit differently with a twist here and there - but basically it's been the same. The main thing I guess that stands out is the literature that says Atlantis was governed by a counsel of all men. I keep seeing women involved. So I don't know....

What I do know is that Iris wants me to grab my healing wand and head into a session....

First thing that I noticed is that I was in a violet robe that hung down to the tops of my bare feet. I was walking along the grass when Bill came out and got me and said it's time. I shook my head and said that there had to be another way. He replied that I have to look within my soul to realize that there is not. I asked about Will. He gave me that look - and said he chose his path. He turned and dashed between two large Eucalyptus trees. I had a vision (inside of this vision) of the portal to the other worlds (like a star gate) had been shut from the other side. We could not get back through to go "home". We had to stay here on earth and handle the situation.

I followed where Bill had gone and there was Ted. He grabbed my hand and told me to hurry. We could feel the earth shake under our feet. Someone asked me how exactly this was to work. I told them that we are to place our memoires of Atlantis and beyond into each our our skulls. Once we transfer the information, we will be mortal (like the rest of Atlantis) and have no memories of our time here. It will be like trying to remember a dream - it's on the tip - but not quite there. Until we are supposed to know in a future life -and that is when us and the skulls will come back together. The skulls will then transfer our memoires back to us and we can once again help mankind from their own destruction. At that time, the star gate (for lack of a better word) will open again and we can go home.

We each took a sharp crystal and pricked our fingers. It wasn't blood as we would see blood - all red - but a white substance that dripped from our fingers and onto our crystal skull - each skull was just that - crystal. After the substances went into the crystal - everyone there placed their hands on the crystals. Now instead of a participant, I'm an observer - as the energy & information was transferred - our bodies shook - like we were having convulsions. When it was over, it looked like we had all passed out. The crystal skulls lowered themselves down into the ground.

I went back to being a participant. Bill jumped up and grabbed my hand - said something about the time capsule - that we had to do it now before we forgot. And the session ended.

The session stopped with me having a hell of a headache. I could feel Iris being there during the entire vision - but I couldn't see her anywhere.

I bought tickets to go up on the Empire State building next Thursday night. I thought it would be cool to see NYC at night - all the lights. My son is scared to ride into elevator - he asked if we could take the stairs. Ahh -- no -- elevator. I think I had him convinced to give it a go.

Back to work...

Crystal Sunhine!
Allie :)

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Wednesday, April 23, 2008

This Woman Does Not Chase!

I have a stick so far up my ass today that it's tickling my tonsils. Thankfully it hasn't slowed down my work at all. So what caused it? Will. Yeah - I know - huh? This is a first -- and it is. So what set it off? My radio reading yesterday with Maria. As soon as I asked about Will I knew I shouldn't of. Bottom line to what she said is that I have to keep putting myself where he is - because I guess I've been forgettable. If I show up a few times, then he might notice and take an interest (yeah, like I'm a stalker). When she 1st said it - I barely heard her on the radio - so I listened last night to hear all of it. My 1st thought was hell no! And that went on to be my final thought as well.

Will reads this blog and I have made it obvious that I would like to have some sort of relationship with him - whether it be romantic, business, friendship or a combo. And he's been to this blog - several times - I've seen it (psychic speaking) Tracey has seen it and so has Maria. He has my contact information. The ball is not in my court any longer and I'm not going to keep it there. I don't chase - I don't care who it is. If someone is interested in me - fabo - if not - well - I'm a great person and it's their lose.

But the chasing Will part really got to me last night - I mean really. With the words that were coming out of my mouth - it's hard to believe I kissed my son good night with the same potty mouth.

As I'm cussing up a storm last night - guess who comes into my energy field? Ted. That man sure knows how to argue -- and he was defending Will. I told him what I thought of that -- and that brought Will into my energy. These two yammered on until I went to bed - and it still continued until I threw them out and threw up my energy shield. The shield's down - but they haven't been back.

Eventually I may not be so pissed. Eventually....

But any ways....I've been thinking about adding a service to help people with their sex lives. You know, help rev up their sex lives or if they don't need revved, maybe add a twist in there. And before any smarty pants emails me - no, I'm not going to be physically involved with the people I help - ha. But more or less be an sex psychic advisor - maybe one person can't please their partner and doesn't know why. Or to help integrate OBE sex into someone's life - with help discovering the right sex toy or sex toys right for them and/or their partner. So I go in and find the problem (if unknown), help develop an OBE solution and give advice on props. But what in the heck do I call this -- or me -- OBE Sexpert? Just plain Sex Advice? I'd like something catchy but not over the top like I'm running a porn shop.

Plus I've been tossing around the idea of an OBE matching service. For those who want the OBE sex experience but don't want to find someone at random on the astral/dream planes. Any idea for a name on this? Any idea about any of this? Weigh in please...

Iris wants me to research more about Atlantis. I'm not sure why - what there is that I haven't already figured out on my own. But she's pretty adamant about it.

I wish Iris could show me where I've got the time to do everything....

Speaking of which - better run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Something Shifted...

Hi -me again:) I just noticed a shift - my career is in the forefront of my mind now and not love. Not that love is not important to me - as it is...but all of a sudden it was if a fog was lifted.

I can't really explain it - but things are much clearer now. I'm definitely more focused. Wow, what a difference.

Whatever happened - I'll take it. Something about Maria's reading for me did it. Boy am I grateful

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Maria Shaw, Psychiconair.com And My Forecast!

Well- what a nice surprise I had today -- I called into Maria Shaw's show on Psychiconair.com to get a birthday reading (she was talking about Taurus) and I wound up chatting on air about OBE Sex (my favorite subject).

If you weren't listening to her show (and you really should, it's good) - they'll rebroadcast it tonight from 9 pm - midnight. I came on about 9:20 am until 9:58 am today - so it'll be the same time in the pm if you want to catch it.

My best time for love - is now - now - now:) Maria thinks I'll meet someone at the howdown on May 11th:) Works for me:) Asked about Will -- she said that I have to put myself where ever he is -- easier said than done. I figure, if we're supposed to be in the same place - we will be. But I'm not sitting around waiting for him.

Money & career - looking FABO for the next year from May 2 2008 to May 2 2009! Time to bust a serious move and not hold back:)

If you tune in - I gave some more tips about connecting for OBE Sex:)

Okay -- so much to get done...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Monday, April 21, 2008

Tonight's Radio Show, My Lackluster Love Life And My Son!

You guys are a great bunch of readers. Thanks for all of the uplifting and comforting emails about my son, all of the stuff we're dealing with and Will. I'm too swamped to reply to everyone who has emailed me - but I've read all of the emails and they meant the world to me - so thank you.

Speaking of email - the back log is frightening.

His teacher called this morning - I was doing a reading and couldn't answer. She didn't leave a message, so whatever it was it's not earth shattering. A week 1/2 till NYC -- my son is so excited - I think more than me, although I'm dreaming about pizza and cheesecake, so I doubt it:) For my b-day I want to go to FAO Swartz. That's someplace I've wanted to visit since I was a kid. We'll show up either for storytime or for the piano players - whichever they have on a Friday. Then I think the Central Park Zoo would be fun since our hotel is along side the park. Sat is a good day to catch a museum and maybe the Empire State building. I'm not over planning anything - no buying tickets a head of time so we have to be somewhere. I'm going to see how the days unfold and take it from there.

I've thought more about the home school. And if the kid is still okay with it come July - I'll sign him up. My thought is that this will force me to be more organized and to learn more patience. Plus - I think that it will make me a more effective teacher for workshops. And for travel - I don't have to worry about taking him out of school since we'll take it with us.

I met an interesting fireman last night online. I met him 1st and then found out what he did for a living. My #1 fantasy turn on -- firemen. So -- needless to say I was pretty darn happy about that. Any ways - we were chatting and he asked what I did for a living. I hesitated for a split second and then said I was a writer. In the past when I've come right out and said I was a psychic & a writer - either the guy ran -- or he was intrigued. When they were intrigued, eventually they would find my web site -- and then my blogs. Then they would run...

So I'm hesitant to say much to this guy as of now. But this got me to thinking -- if I'm to have a meaningful relationship with anyone - it either has to be someone from the blogs or a man who doesn't freak because of what I write. And when I do find someone - and if he is not Will (remember, the man has free will here) - then what happens to what I write - even if he's okay by it? I don't know. Seems to me that to keep a guy longer than a few days, I have to keep this part hidden. But to keep any part of my authentic self hidden is against what I believe. So what do I do? I know - it'll all play out the way it's supposed to. But the whole scenario got me thinking -- if someone from this blog doesn't step up, then how long will I be single? A year? 5 years? 10 years? I remember several intuitive friends (Tracey, Sky and Gabriele) all saying that once I got divorced (they all said this back in 2006 & 2007) that I would be alone for a spell and then get married (not necessarily in the traditional sense) for the final time. But no one could say how long that alone time would be.

Humm... this just all got me to thinking. I'm not bothered by any of it - it was just food for thought last night as I was drifting off to sleep. I'm pretty comfortable in knowing that what is supposed to happen will happen -- so I just go about my daily routine.

Speaking of which - I will be on Blog Talk Radio tonight with Phil Harris: http://www.blogtalkradio.com/pharris from 8:00 pm - 9:00 pm EST. I pray that my son lets me get through this with as little guff as possible.

Writing is going slow - but is is moving on this next draft of DREAMERS.

Off to get the kid!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Sometimes I Am...

...such a fucking idiot. Now don't tell me I'm too hard on myself - with Will this is something that I should just KNOW. And it did pop up - but I dismissed it and instead took the low road.

What am I talking about? The damn wedding ring. It was a his wedding ring with ME - not someone else. This is why it looked exactly like my ex husband's (second ex) - as my ex was married to me - obviously. He was showing me the ring because married people do think about one another a lot -- and this is also why what that guy told him he didn't freak out over. Duh, duh, duh...

No wonder he spaz-ed when I went back into the dream. Dang it Allie. He freaked because I freaked about the ring -- no, no Will, I wouldn't wig out a bit being married to you-- SIGH.

Can we have a dream do-over?

Just to keep the record straight - being married to Will is not something I would freak out over in a bad way. Got it?

At least by the time we woke up all was squared.

That ex of his is holding on for dear life -- I can understand why from her end - I wouldn't want to let him go either. I would though if I knew that's what he wanted. It's rather unsettling. Feels almost as if she is wading into stalker territory - if she isn't already there. That can't be good - no matter how you look at it. It fits in though with the image I keep seeing in NYC when my son and I are there in May. He and she at a table - him trying to talk to her in a civil manner and her having a break down and stomping out.

Humm....

I know - 2 posts in one day on a Sunday even! But Iris says post them -- so I'm following orders.

Back to work...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Being Married, Will And Dream Visits!

Will was dead center in my mind last night. No matter what else I tried to shift my brain power to, it kept bouncing back to him. So after awhile I stopped fighting it. I figure, if it's this stong - there must be a reason for it. So about 11:30 pm I let the thoughts just come in. There were so many images, words and mini movies - all spinning what seemed like out of control. It reminded me of a kaleidoscope and with every turn of the view finder, there was something different to see/hear. But I wasn't the one turning the view finder.

There were a lot of "what if" scenarios - almost as if Will was "what if'ing" the connection into the ground. Then it would shift to an exuberant happiness - then down to an overwhelming sadness. And it continued. Any time there was happiness - there were images of he, myself and my son together - even if it was eating popcorn and watching a movie on TV. The sadness was always when he was pacing in his apartment - alone.

Finally about 1:00 am I had enough and told Will that I'll meet him in dream time. I walked down my dream path (as I like to call it) towards my dream portal/workspace. My path is always through a pine forest - I love the feel of the pine beneath my bare feet and the smell. As I round a corner - there is Ethan. I went over and gave him a big ole hug. I asked if he was back to help. He shook his head no - this is just a visit. We both could feel Iris in the background - just watching. I leaned into Ethan and asked - is she always like this? You mean a control freak? - Yes Ethan replied with a chuckle. But she gets results - her charges always travel down the path they are supposed to. I guess that's comforting - I said. He replied - it should be.

So we're walking and I asked Ethan if I'm doing something wrong? Is there something I'm meant to do that I haven't done yet? He shook his head -- no -- the ball is in Will's court. It's completely up to him. I asked - why is this so difficult for him if he "knows". Ethan put his arm round me and answered - because change is difficult, no matter matter much you want it (this sounded very familiar to me - AKA my divorce last year) and you add to that shyness and an uncertainty if this is all in his head -- and there you go. Is this something that he'll get over. Ethan shrugged - he has to or this will repeat in the next life. And quite frankly - there isn't time to repeat this - you two have to be together so that the next step happens. So this is a must for him. His guides will keep putting things, reminder, in front of him so that he takes that next step.

The next step - involves Bill and Ted doesn't it? Ethan nods - also Clive, Peter, John, Larry and a woman and her partner that you have failed to explore yet. I don't have time for her right now.

(update - I have written about her before - I called her Jo:
http://gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/2007/03/stuff-ted-and-new-one-named-jo.html)

Well, Ethan said - just like Will will have things in front of him about you - you will keep having things in front of you about her. This isn't something that can be put off. Since she and Will know one another - do I meet her before Will calls or after? Ethan replied - that hasn't been written yet.

Something catches my eye off the path and I go get it - a cell phone. I'm giving this to Will during our visit. Ethan laughed - of course you are.

I entered my dream portal and Ethan stayed behind.

I'm on a train with many people - but it's not overcrowded. I'm at one end of a small car, Will is at the other end. To my left sits a woman who I am friends with in my waking life. Her partner is sitting next to Will. I see him lean over to Will and start to talk about me. I can hear what is said, even though I shouldn't be able to:

G = Guy W = Will

G = You know Allie?
W = From Gypsy Advice? Yes. Her and her son.
G = Word is that she's obsessed with you.

Will arises his eyebrows on that one -- and this guy is looking right at me -- I'm staring at him trying to say with my eyes - WTF and shut the hell up. But he goes on...

W = You don't say.
G = She thinks about you all the time.
W = I see.

I look over at this my friend and ask - what in the hell is he doing? She shrugs. Make him stop - I said.

Next thing I know, Will has a magazine in his hand and he sits a couple of rows behind me. I can feel him staring at me -but I refuse to look over at him. He is now sitting behind me - his left hand is on the back of my chair - he's tapping his fingers. I look and he's wearing a brand new shiny wedding ring.

I look over at my friend and say - hell no. I stand up and I'm cussing to myself. A lot of - WTF came out. I started to walk away in the opposite direction - she asked - where are you going? I yelled - this is whacked - I'm waking up. So I walk through the cars shouting at myself to wake up and I finally do.

I laid there in bed -- what in the hell was that? I talked to myself: Why was that scene there? He's not married - I know he's not married. But the ring he had on - looked just like (my ex) when we first got married, same ring. Will has been in an on again off again relationship for over 10 years - maybe she feels that they are married even if they are not? And I'm not obsessed. I have a life - and he's not center stage.

I gotta go back into that dream. So I did...

The train came to a stop and we all got off and went into a huge formal garden - the kind you would see outside of a castle. I'm on a balcony and I see Will. He sees me. I turn the opposite way and go inside this room made from shrubs. There are a bunch of people in there and someone asked me if I was okay. I try not to cry - because I'm very angry and frustrated. I said - no I'm not okay. So I go back out of that room and into where Will is still at. I have two ways to go in order to get to the other side of this balcony- I see Will walking towards me on one side - I start to walk the opposite - but then think -- nah...and I walk right past him - it takes everything I have not to look over at him. But as we pass he said - Allie - wait -please. I stop. He's alongside of me -and it's automatic - I thread my arm through his and we walk.

I need to know - he said - I need to know if I have a chance.

I look over to him - you're the only one.

We're silent for a few steps.

Do you understand what I mean? He nods. There is no one else - no one.

Will smiled and let out a sign of relief.

But I don't do the married thing - I'm not playing second fiddle. I'm not someone's afterthought. I went through two marriages where I was the afterthought and was cheated on -- I will never do that to another woman.

But you have - he replied.

Yes - in my early 20's. I learned that lesson by being on the receiving end twice of men who didn't give a crap about me. And I will never do that again - no matter what I feel for the person. I deserve better.

Will replied - understood. But you'd never be second fiddle in my life.

I reached into my pocket and pulled out the cell phone - and handed it to him. Then first work it out with your ex, she is an ex right?

He nods - but she doesn't see it that way.

Find a way to make her understand and then call me. And could you hurry up, we're not getting any younger.

Then I woke up.

As strange as it sounds - when I woke up I felt Will reading my blog to see if I wrote about this dream yet. He'll check back until he reads this - and then his uncertainty won't have such a hold on him. I feel this is why Iris was adamant about me posting this entry today and not waiting until Monday.

And I must admit - it is very strange to feel that you'd take a bullet for someone in a heartbeat when you have only met them once (in this life - obviously). It's an unconditional sacrifice - just like it would be for my son. There's no thinking about it - it's automatic.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Friday, April 18, 2008

Where Do I Begin?

This week has been well -- a learning experience to put it mildly. My son's pediatrician called me and asked me if I knew about the letter that he got from the school. I said that yes, I knew that they were sending one out. But have you read it? The Dr. asked (mind you this man has never called my house). I said no - I had not. He said - well I'll have my nurse make a copy - you really should read it. Okay - I'll stop down after I take my son to the eye doctor. Fine.

Now at the eye doctor I thought this was going to be a routine examine and he would need glasses. He had complained that he couldn't see the board. But oh no - nothing routine about it. Come to find to that they think he has: Convergence Insufficiency. Which means (doc definition): a sensorimotor anomaly that affects the binocular visual system and is characterized by an inability to adequately coverage or sustain coverage for visual tasks at near. So -- my son has to work 10x as hard to read what is in front of him than the normal child. When I told the doc that he is at a 3rd grade reading level she couldn't believe it. Usually children with this do not like to read and fall way behind. I always knew he was smart:) So -- I have to take him in for a series of tests and then start him on visual therapy.

Moving on...

Stopped at the pediatricians' office and got a copy of the letter. It is two pages of what kind of monster my son is. And I mean monster. Two pages of rotten, horrible things that have been taken grossly out of context and not one kind word about the boy. Labels were stuck all over him without actually putting a label on. I'm not exaggerating at all - I showed this to a few people and they couldn't believe it. The doctor said this was the 1st of its kind in his office in over 40 years of practice. My kid's an empath with a heightened sense of awareness. But no one here gets that. So......just to rule out that his brain isn't @ucked up - now he has to go see a neurologist for a consult. If it warrants it - then testing. But I am really going to have to be convinced before any tests are run.

SIGH. Which brings me to...

School. I don't want him to go back there. If that is how they view my boy - the hell with them. I talked to my son about home school. He jumped all over it. In fact - he's been wanting me to do that since Kindergarten. I told him that he wouldn't see his friends at school. He said mom, you're my only friend. That broke my heart. Then he launched in to how the kids make fun of him and call him weird. We all know how cruel children can be -- and my son is ultra sensitive - doesn't help him being a Cancer. So I looked into home schooling and discovered that Ohio has a public school online. It's a virtual public charter school. It costs me nothing - and they send the school books, supplies and a computer if we needed it. Plus he has teachers online and I would be a teacher assistant. This follows the K12 program which is supposed to be top notch.

Last year Tracey did a reading for me which in it said that once Will was in our lives that my son would not be learning in a conventional manner. It doesn't matter where in the world we are located - we just have to log into the computer on a school day before 11:59 pm to complete the assignments. So for traveling - this is great.

But how do I take care of my home, animals, child, myself - everything that is involved there - plus work and home school? I'm going to lose my mind. I'm strong, I can do a lot -- but I'm not sure if this is over the top or not. But what I do know for my son's sake is that I have to try to make it work. My ex about had a cow when I told him about everything including the home school. I'm like - it really doesn't matter what you think because you don't do anything anyways!

Like little league starts on Saturday. My son is sooooooo excited. My ex is supposed to take him. Well, wouldn't you know him and his GF are going away for the weekend. So I'm taking him and the kid is heartbroken -- again.

If there was ever a time for Will to pick up that phone - this would be it. I could really use a pair of shoulders right now. Mine are too heavy and tense to move. Really - really could use that shoulder.

So that's that for now.

On May 11th I'm going to now be in Detroit at the hoedown:) Maria Shaw is having a booth there and several of us readers are showing up to do well -- readings. I wonder if I'll remember to eat between 11 am - 7 pm? LOL. I need to find a place to crash Sat night - any suggestions for a safe and economical place in Detroit?

I have been experimenting the last couple of weeks with vitamins and specifically with calcium. Calcium "600" (from oyster shell; Vit D3 - 600 IU, Calcium - 1200 mg & Sodium - 15 mg) made by Solgar. I have found that if I take the correct dosage (2 pills) right before I go to bed - my dreams are much more lucid AND I remember them better. Much...MUCH better.

Now yesterday (April 17) was Ted's 49th birthday. In 20 years I haven't forgotten his birthday until yesterday. It dawned on me before I went to bed. Luckily for me, I had a chance to make it up in the Dreamscape: Ted and his wife were sitting at a round table with a white table cloth enjoying a birthday dinner. He kept looking at me and vice versa. Finally he came over and introduced himself and asked if we knew one another - I said of course we do. He said how? I told him to think about it for a bit - that door has closed on him and he needs to think about it in order for it to reopen. He went back to his table and talked to his wife - she glared at me (oh please). I could tell he was really thinking about it and it dawned on him -- a "oh shit" moment. I took that moment to go introduce myself to his wife and to assure her that I was no threat to her marriage. I'm not meant for Ted - at least not now.

She bitched about something and was getting really drunk. He told me to wait at my table and he would be back. I assume that he put her in bed at a hotel - because it didn't take long and he was back. He really looked good. His hair was really light - he was tan, the hair came down to his shoulders - almost. He was scruffy and he just looked soooooo good. Anyways - so I told him happy birthday and that I was sorry I forgot. He smiled and said that was alright - he had forgotten everything about me - about us - until now. He wanted me to walk with him...so we go outside.

Walking through what reminded me of a royal garden - he looked at me and asked - who's left? I replied - Bill, we need Bill. He kind of frowns and I say - Ted -- you're the only one he'll take a call from. He nods and goes on with -- tell me more about our soul cluster. So I fill him in on me, him, Bill and Will. He asked where Will was -- I told him that I'm working on it. He smiled and said - lucky bastard. I asked - if you can help out from this side of the dimensions - I'd appreciate it. He said - I'll see what I can do.

The visit was very light hearted and friendly. We talked and we talked about past lives, soul clusters - he and I - he and Bill, me and Will and so forth. Finally I told him that I had to go to the bathroom. He said - you'd better wake up and go then. I said - but I don't want this to end. He said - no worries, we'll do this again and now I won't let anyone make me forget about this. He kissed me on the forehead and said - I love you Allie - now go pee. He chuckled at that last part and I woke up. And sure enough - I had to go - in a hurry too.

He was so tense around his wife - and so much at ease around me. It was sure nice to be with him again. I hope he's right and that we'll have another dream visit soon.

Back to work I go! I hope next week is more of a move forward week - with little stress instead of one with learning experiences! Because of the week I've had -- I am wayyyyy behind in email- just to let you know.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Have You Ever...

...Had a moment in your life where you had an idea or an opportunity and you knew if you had the courage to seize that chance - that it would alter your life forever?

I just had one of those moments -- and I seized it. Scared to death to do it -- completely outside of my comfort zone - but I went for it. I know that it just didn't pop in my head, but my guides placed it and I acted on it without thinking about the "what if".

No - I'm not going to tell you what it is - yet. But it hit me out of the blue and I knew it was something I had to do. I want to keep the energy concentrated to me and the other people involved for now.

I have a good feeling about it.

On another note - my son was talking to himself this morning or I should say to thin air -- so I asked him who is he talking to? He gives me that "come on mom" look and says - spirit guides and angels mom. So I asked - do they have names? He said Nick and then treasure. So I asked - are you sure you don't mean Trevor instead of treasure? He laughed and replied - I'm always screwing that up in my brain. LOL.

He appears to talk to himself all the time. I know he's not - but I was curious to know who it was he chats with. He's also doing much better in school - almost a 180 turn around. His grades are always good - but it's that attitude that has shifted. It was almost as if something clicked into place.

Back to work...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

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Monday, April 14, 2008

Will, His Energy And Dream Visits!

Holy Toledo Batman!

That's how it felt this morning when Will has some kick ass breakthrough. I have no idea what happened or how it happened. But the energy surge that went through my body about took me to my knees. And his energy was/is not only strong - that baby is on fire. It was more of a WHAM than when Bill or Ted had any of their breakthroughs -- had I not known better I would have sworn it was me who had the wall come down - but I knew it wasn't. After I said a few cuss words to myself - I through out a few tarot cards to find out what happened: The Tower, Wheel Of Fortune, Lovers. Which for a long story short means the man got blindsided but something that shook his world all over the dang place but it opened up a window of opportunity. It's up to him whether to take it or not - but it's a choice that needs to be made and if he doesn't make it -- and/or choose the wrong answer (wrong meaning the wrong path that will not take him to his next destiny marker) than he'll have the chance again to make that choice. Each time that choice will be presented to him - it will be a harder choice to make -- as going in the correct direction will not be as easy as it is today.

So lets all pray that he makes the right choice now - sooner rather than later.

Last night I had a dream visit with a few of the readers from the Maria Shaw psychic fairs. Joanne was the one I remember the most -and I'm pretty sure Betty was there as well (both are just awesome people) - but we were looking at a class that someone was teaching -- it said Learn The ____ Tarot. The name I don't remember - but it started with an "O". And no - I don't think it was the orgasm tarot - lol:) But if so -- sign me up! Any ways -- I commented on how I could teach that class too -- and then mentioned teaching the OBE sex classes.

The readers and I were in a school. Next thing I know - I'm in a class room, with Will, in this same school. We had just started to date. He was shy, very loving, very kissy. We were taking a class - there were a lot of adults around - when he left, he gave me a kiss and said he had to run. He had on a white t-shirt and when he turned and walked out ahead of me, I could see a red haze around his lower back - reminded me of a coiled snake.

When I got into the hallway, it's packed with adults all walking to and from class. I look over and there's Will - but it's not Will. Same white t-shirt though. I asked - you're not Will. He smiled and said no I'm not. Who are you -- I asked? I'm Will's twin - Carl. This Carl was very loving - but very stern and matter of fact. He wanted to know about me. I told him that I owned my own home, paid my bills - I do not have any collection people after me. I'm not dating anyone - talked about my son. I have pets - 2 dogs and 4 cats. He tapped his lips with his index finger. I asked if that was good - the 4 cats. He said - oh yeah, that's good.

I told him that there is no way in the world that I'd ever hurt Will on purpose. He asked if I would die for Will and without hesitation I said - of course.

Then I woke up:)

At 1st I thought - Will does not have a twin. But then I remembered he's a Gemini -- so astrological wise, there are 2 of him - 2 half's. The red coil - my thought, because where it was located and the BAM from his energy I felt today, it could be his kundalini energy. It must of risen today -- or is getting dang close to doing so.

Taxes? Did you get them done? I'm finishing up mine tonight. I figured I owe - why hurry?

I did a good topic today on the podcast about Open Living -- which is the opposite of Closed Living -- being closed off from what we need - what we deserve. Since I have put into practice what I talked about - things have been working for me. For many months I had a hard time picking out what topics to cover in the podcast - but once I started ask my guides what I should cover -- it's been a piece of cake:)

17 days until NYC - but who's counting?

And speaking of counting - it'll be time to get my son before I know it. Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

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Sunday, April 13, 2008

OBE Sex I And OBE Sex II

Two classes on OBE Sex start this week - April 16th. Space is limited:

OBE Sex I!

A beginners class to discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dream Portal
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic

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OBE Sex II!

An advanced class to build upon OBE skills to achieve orgasmic explosions during OBE sex and during physical sex and OBE sex combined.

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Prerequisites: OBE I or OBE experience

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):
Lesson 1: Advanced Telepathic Sex I
Lesson 2: Advanced Telepathic Sex II