I Know....I Know.....

Where in the &^%$# have I been? At the University of Akron - that's where. Finals week of Summer 1 was tough - but I pulled out 2 A's:) Now Summer 2 is really kicking my arse. I'm in classes 8 hrs a day 4x week (2 hrs on Friday) with almost 3 hrs of drive time each day. Geology is a pain - a lot of memorizing I have to do - and Western Humanities is interesting, but very long. At least there my tests are essay and we can use our notes.

My son turns 9 on July 1st. I can't believe it. He's gotten so darn big! Vincent's 50th b-day is on June 30th. Yesterday we had my son's party with his friends. They had a blast. 1st time my Mr. Hot Wheel got a chance to drive a go-cart. At first he was scared, but then he was a racin` fool!

I'm on Keen on the weekends & Friday nights. It seems to be working just fine this way. Sunday appears to be the best day for me to be on. With the way my schedule is - the Ask Allie podcast will be done on Friday's until Summer 2 is over at the end of July. In the current podcast - I have some pretty good Listener Appreciation deals going. Check them out!

Starting Tuesday I will be back as a weekly guest on the Maria Shaw show on Empower Radio. I'll be on right after the 1:00 pm break. I look forward to being back.

Remember KS? Well he has been around a lot more lately. He makes appearances in my dreams. During the day I can hear his voice - communications telepathically. Only with telepathy, his words are garbled. I'm not sure if it's me or him that's having a hard time. But during my school drive time I've been trying to hone in on him. It appears that he just wants to talk. He has a lot of questions about a multitude of things. One area that sticks out (came from a dream visit) is that he wants to know more about our past lives. Only problem there is that I don't know right now. I know there's a connection - but no clue as to the when and why of it all.

The rest of the guys are all around - have been. But they're just hanging back. Speaking of the guys, I came up with a great vampire story about me, Bill and Ted. But I have to get the horror story done 1st. Finding time to do it is challenging.

BTW - thanks to everyone who posted views/emailed me on the Robin & slaves dreams. Your $.02 helped.

Off to get my son up - then heading off to class!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sawyer, a Robin and Slavery

So what do all three of those have in common? They were all dreams. The 1st two from me, the 3rd from my son.


Any dream with Sawyer in it (AKA Josh - and yes, that's Sawyer from LOST) is a good one. Even if we're fighting like siblings. This time around he and I are arguing about something stupid (the norm really), I hear "How in the hell should I know" coming from him - he has his back to me - and I grab his butt. We're talking a two handed, double squeeze. LOL. He turned around and gave me the dirtiest look and asked: "What the hell was that?" I shrugged my shoulders. He made this next point very clear: "That is off limits". I said "Ok, ok...I won't do it again. It's not like I wanted to sleep with you or anything. I just grabbed your ass." He smiled a bit, "I could scream sexual harassment." My reply with a smile, "Yeah right." Then I woke up.

This next one with the robin was disturbing. I'm on a highway - no idea where. When I pull over to the side of the road. There's no one around for miles. I'm in the middle of this 2 lane road when I look down and I see a robin staring up at me. It was stuck in the road - literally. I could see it's legs from the mid-shin up. Her feet were below the asphalt. I could see it sitting on the hot tar and sinking in - then the tar hardening. Cars and trucks ran over it every day - not thinking twice about a robin stuck in the road.

So I started to chisel away around it's feet. I'm wondering how this bird has stayed alive with no food, water and the sun beating down on her. I'm also curious if a car is going to run us both over as it comes around the curve. So I stop what I'm doing, move my car so that it's parked behind us with it's flashers on - this way people will hopefully go around (as opposed to plowing right into it). As I'm chiseling away at this asphalt - a woman shows up. No idea who she is - but I show her the robin and tell her what's going on. I chisel down all the way so that I can free the bird -- and she has this stickiness (reminded me of sap) on her feet/legs. She tries to spread her wings and falls right over on her side. I go and grab a pillow - me and this woman are going to lift the bird up and place it on the pillow. I'm scared to touch the bird, so this lady said she would. As she was going to move the bird, I was calling the Dept of Wildlife to find out where we should take it. I woke myself up at this point - because the image of the robin struggling to survive was too disturbing.

I have a mama and papa robin who come to my house every year and nest in my big pine tree. I like my robins. I have no idea what that dream meant. In the gypsy world - robin's bring good luck. But this robin was hurt -- and i had to really work to free her. Maybe it means that I have to work hard for luck to shine on me. But if that's the case - haven't I been doing that? I don't know.

Now this last dream about slaves, my son told me about yesterday morning. Before I go into the dream - a touch of background - my son (almost every stinken time I ask him to do something) has yelled at me that he wasn't my slave. He said it out of the blue once - never knew why he said it. When he told me about the dream - I kinda understand.

He said that he was a black child working in a coal mine. He had a Master. His job in the mine was to shovel all of the loose coal that landed on the floor and put them in the little track carts. He said that he didn't get hardly any food or rest. But his Master liked him - so he had a treat of candy every once in awhile. He was a very hard worker. That's really all he said about it - but I found it interesting.

I was on Keen last night - and was so disgusted with the amount of money I lost that I refused to log on tonight.

I'm soooooo tired. Heading off to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Readings, Free Readings And Ask Allie Podcast!

Hi Everyone!

Just wanted to touch base with ya'll:) College is going well, I'm passing my classes. Just wrote my 1st term paper in over 20 years. I have another one to write this weekend. Because these are summer classes, I have reading every night and a test just about every week. But it's all going well.

I know that this has been a big adjustment for everyone (including me) with the frequency of the blog posts and so forth. I'm starting to get a schedule down that works. Thanks for being patient with me. So look for more blog postings.

Speaking of going well, I have been able to still fit doing readings. Which is a good thing since this is how I make a living:) All of the email readings are done on the weekends, with chat & phone readings still done during the week. It's all good:) I know that I need back on Keen. I'm thinking that I can do this after my son goes to bed M-W-F during the week w/ every other weekend being on as well. I'm going to get in the habit of sending an email to my Keen clients about the hours I will be on that day. Also - if any of you want 3 free minutes for Keen - please let me know.

So my son's last day of school was yesterday. He left school crying - he'll miss his friends. He looked all night at a picture his teacher took of the class. Now he says homeschool sucks and he doesn't want to do it next year. Sorry to hear that I told him - but too bad. You're already in for 3rd grade. He's not sure how he feels about it.

If you guys follow me on Twitter I post reading/spell/healing specials there whenever the mood strikes me. It works like the podcast specials do (almost). When I post a special, you have to email me the name & price of the special (which is all on Twitter) and I'll send you a Pay Pal invoice. The special is only good to buy until I post the next special. Like the podcast, you still have 6 months to use the special.

With the podcast, I have a new section called "Ponder This". I give a quote of the week and somewhat discuss it. Then I ask the listeners to send me their thoughts on that quote. Out of the emails received for that particular week/quote, I will pick someone to get a free 15 phone or chat reading.

The Mini Cooper is going this week or at the latest next weekend. I'm downsizing - she has gotten way too expensive for my beer budget.

Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

I Am Alive....

...or so I think:)

Just a quick note to let you know that I haven't driven off a cliff. I've been really busy with school - real busy. Because of that I had to let go of a few things:

- no more Passion Zone
- no more Wake Up Your Orgasm
- no more Ask Allie column

More things will hit the chopping block, but I'm not sure what exactly. Probably though the OBE newsletter.

College is going well and I like it.

Off to do supper, read and get to class.

Oh- and my son is all signed up for homeschool come fall.

Hopefully I'll have time to post some other things that have been going on.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Passion Zone, My Dog And The Cosmic Convention

What a week thus far....I'm so dang busy I'm surprised I remember who I am:) Of course - I'd rather be busy than be bored to tears.

My birthday was great -- had a fabo time. Thanks for those of you who have sent me links/articles to "Today is your Birthday":) Everything that was sent to me came from different sources - which was cool - no duplicate.

Brodie has been having some major nose bleeds. He's been worrying me. I'm thinking that it has something to do with the steroids he's on for his breathing. So I took him off the meds for now - and so far no nose bleeds. But now I have to (and the pet sitter too starting tomorrow) have to keep an eye on his breathing. If you could send some white light his way I'd appreciate.

Catch me here in about an hour for The Passion Zone on Empower Radio from 11 pm - 1 am. Call in 231-348-1963 or you can IM me at the Empower Radio chat at the bottom of the home page. Also - stop by The Passion Zone online and sign up to be a part of the social network. Being a part of PZ allows you to be a part of the forum chats - we've got a few discussions going on - from first kisses, sex toys and more.

I have a poop load of email in my inbox. I'm trying to get back to everyone - but it's a long haul.

Tomorrow morning I'm out of here -- heading to Lansing MI for Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention from May 8th - 10th at the Hampton Inn on Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there all 3 days doing readings - stop by and let's chat. The conventions are the only places where I do in person readings - so don't be shy!

My talk is on Friday evening from 4: 30 - 6 pm:

Your Chakras, Your Sex Life: How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Have a wonderful weekend -- I'm taking my laptop with me, so if anything fabo happens while I'm gone, I'll be able to fill you in.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Birthday, The Passion Zone And A Dream!

What a weekend! Had a blast. It all started off on Friday when my son and I went to his school's carnival. Each class had to put together a themed basket to be raffled off. His class did reading. It was a really nice basket full of tons of good books. Guess what? My son won that basket. He (and his teacher) were so dang tickled:) He's never won anything before - so this was double great.

Saturday I went out with my mom during the day - went to on local restaurant for lunch - did some shopping (books - I'm a bookaholic) and then to another local restaurant for dessert, This dessert was sooooooo good. It was a dark chocolate cream custard thing (yeah, no clue on the name) that hit the spot. Then later that night my friend Sheri and I went shopping (yes, more books. Seriously, can you ever have enough?) then out for Mexican and margaritas! Back to Sheri's for movies and some more margaritas. Let's see we watched: Saw (I liked this one), Yes Man, Slumdog Millionaire and Appaloosa. It was a nice relaxing weekend.

Of course just a few seconds ago I realized that my car registration had expired - as it does on every birthday. But I still forgot. I didn't get to read any "If Today Is Your Birthday" horoscopes. I couldn't find any online. Maybe I wasn't looking in the right spot. But Maria Shaw said what you are doing on your solar return will set the theme for the following year (till the next birthday). This must be a good year then since I had a good birthday.

College classes start in 2 weeks. I signed up for World Civ - Middle East and the Psychology of Women for Summer 1. Summer 2 - no idea yet, but I'm thinking Sign Language 1 and Humanities in the Western Tra. I'm almost done with my gen ed (AKA piss ant requirements) - thankfully.

While I was spending the night at Sheri's house - I had a dream where I was running away from some bad guys. I'm in this house and I sneak out the back through a greenhouse to the back yard. When I get in the back - some search lights pop on and I see guns drawn on me - I stop. For some reason this didn't bother me - I think the guys with guns were there to help me. Any ways - when the lights popped on - who comes running towards me but my cat Darin. He does that -- if I'm not at home spending the night, he seeks me out in my dreams. I'm sure when I'm in Lansing this weekend he'll come see me again.

Which brings me to Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention at the Hampton Inn off of Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there Friday - Sunday doing readings. On Friday the 8th from 4:30 - 6 I will be talking about:

"Your Chakras, Your Sex Life": How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Please stop by the talk --- I'd really love it if I had a full house. I look forward to seeing everyone there -- I've met a great bunch of people in MI and I love going back to do these shows.

I want to thank all of you who stopped by The Passion Zone on Wednesday night on Empoweradio.com. Had fun. We skated over a few bumps in the 1st 15 min - but then it seems everything else flowed. My producer Jason - I have to think of a nickname for the guy. Don't forget to stop by this Wednesday - same time, same place. We'll be chatting about sex candy, dream sex and sexual positions. I'd appreciate if you told 10 of your friends about the show. Also if you know of anyone who'd be a good guest for the show, let me know - give me the link to their site. I'm looking for people who will talk about sex and/or relationships.

Watching SAW over the weekend gave me some good ideas about my horror script. I loved the ending - not something you would expect - which is what I loved - I liked to be surprised. It doesn't happen very often.

Last night Bill and Will were both dream visiting with me. I don't remember much - but with Will I had to act like I'd never met him before. Then I had to act like I didn't give a crap who he was. This was something that Will wanted. Bill asked me why - I said I didn't know. Bill mumbled a few words under his breath and walked away. He asked me to go with him - but I said I had to figure out what's wrong with Will. This ticked Bill off. I didn't mean to have him stomp off - but I couldn't just leave Will without trying to figure out why he was being so distant. I never did figure it out - I woke up. I had no problem ignoring Will, but it bothered me that I HAD to.

My son and I finally finished the last of The Dead Zone TV series. He was very upset that there is no more Johnny Smith. So he's acting out a new episode in his room -- I can hear him -- he's cute:) The way they left the Dead Zone - they could make a feature film and wrap things up.

I'd better get going -- I have some pre-planning to do for Wednesday's show.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Just A Quick Note...

..To let you know:

1) I'm alive:)

2) The Passion Zone last Wed went well. Tune in this Wed from 11 pm - 1 am on Empoweradio.com

3) I can't beleive I'm 42 today!

This past week was fricken crazy! My emails -- if you sent me one it is lost in inbox hell - sorry.

Off to go have fun!

Talk to you soon....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)