I Know....I Know.....

Where in the &^%$# have I been? At the University of Akron - that's where. Finals week of Summer 1 was tough - but I pulled out 2 A's:) Now Summer 2 is really kicking my arse. I'm in classes 8 hrs a day 4x week (2 hrs on Friday) with almost 3 hrs of drive time each day. Geology is a pain - a lot of memorizing I have to do - and Western Humanities is interesting, but very long. At least there my tests are essay and we can use our notes.

My son turns 9 on July 1st. I can't believe it. He's gotten so darn big! Vincent's 50th b-day is on June 30th. Yesterday we had my son's party with his friends. They had a blast. 1st time my Mr. Hot Wheel got a chance to drive a go-cart. At first he was scared, but then he was a racin` fool!

I'm on Keen on the weekends & Friday nights. It seems to be working just fine this way. Sunday appears to be the best day for me to be on. With the way my schedule is - the Ask Allie podcast will be done on Friday's until Summer 2 is over at the end of July. In the current podcast - I have some pretty good Listener Appreciation deals going. Check them out!

Starting Tuesday I will be back as a weekly guest on the Maria Shaw show on Empower Radio. I'll be on right after the 1:00 pm break. I look forward to being back.

Remember KS? Well he has been around a lot more lately. He makes appearances in my dreams. During the day I can hear his voice - communications telepathically. Only with telepathy, his words are garbled. I'm not sure if it's me or him that's having a hard time. But during my school drive time I've been trying to hone in on him. It appears that he just wants to talk. He has a lot of questions about a multitude of things. One area that sticks out (came from a dream visit) is that he wants to know more about our past lives. Only problem there is that I don't know right now. I know there's a connection - but no clue as to the when and why of it all.

The rest of the guys are all around - have been. But they're just hanging back. Speaking of the guys, I came up with a great vampire story about me, Bill and Ted. But I have to get the horror story done 1st. Finding time to do it is challenging.

BTW - thanks to everyone who posted views/emailed me on the Robin & slaves dreams. Your $.02 helped.

Off to get my son up - then heading off to class!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Birthday, The Passion Zone And A Dream!

What a weekend! Had a blast. It all started off on Friday when my son and I went to his school's carnival. Each class had to put together a themed basket to be raffled off. His class did reading. It was a really nice basket full of tons of good books. Guess what? My son won that basket. He (and his teacher) were so dang tickled:) He's never won anything before - so this was double great.

Saturday I went out with my mom during the day - went to on local restaurant for lunch - did some shopping (books - I'm a bookaholic) and then to another local restaurant for dessert, This dessert was sooooooo good. It was a dark chocolate cream custard thing (yeah, no clue on the name) that hit the spot. Then later that night my friend Sheri and I went shopping (yes, more books. Seriously, can you ever have enough?) then out for Mexican and margaritas! Back to Sheri's for movies and some more margaritas. Let's see we watched: Saw (I liked this one), Yes Man, Slumdog Millionaire and Appaloosa. It was a nice relaxing weekend.

Of course just a few seconds ago I realized that my car registration had expired - as it does on every birthday. But I still forgot. I didn't get to read any "If Today Is Your Birthday" horoscopes. I couldn't find any online. Maybe I wasn't looking in the right spot. But Maria Shaw said what you are doing on your solar return will set the theme for the following year (till the next birthday). This must be a good year then since I had a good birthday.

College classes start in 2 weeks. I signed up for World Civ - Middle East and the Psychology of Women for Summer 1. Summer 2 - no idea yet, but I'm thinking Sign Language 1 and Humanities in the Western Tra. I'm almost done with my gen ed (AKA piss ant requirements) - thankfully.

While I was spending the night at Sheri's house - I had a dream where I was running away from some bad guys. I'm in this house and I sneak out the back through a greenhouse to the back yard. When I get in the back - some search lights pop on and I see guns drawn on me - I stop. For some reason this didn't bother me - I think the guys with guns were there to help me. Any ways - when the lights popped on - who comes running towards me but my cat Darin. He does that -- if I'm not at home spending the night, he seeks me out in my dreams. I'm sure when I'm in Lansing this weekend he'll come see me again.

Which brings me to Maria Shaw's Cosmic Convention at the Hampton Inn off of Canal Rd in Lansing MI. I'll be there Friday - Sunday doing readings. On Friday the 8th from 4:30 - 6 I will be talking about:

"Your Chakras, Your Sex Life": How to attune your chakras so that you can have a vibrant and active life, translating that also in positive sexual energy. Sexual energy is one of the strongest vibrations we have. Learn how to harness, balance and work with your sixth chakra (sacral, sex) to improve many areas of your life, including lovemaking!

Please stop by the talk --- I'd really love it if I had a full house. I look forward to seeing everyone there -- I've met a great bunch of people in MI and I love going back to do these shows.

I want to thank all of you who stopped by The Passion Zone on Wednesday night on Empoweradio.com. Had fun. We skated over a few bumps in the 1st 15 min - but then it seems everything else flowed. My producer Jason - I have to think of a nickname for the guy. Don't forget to stop by this Wednesday - same time, same place. We'll be chatting about sex candy, dream sex and sexual positions. I'd appreciate if you told 10 of your friends about the show. Also if you know of anyone who'd be a good guest for the show, let me know - give me the link to their site. I'm looking for people who will talk about sex and/or relationships.

Watching SAW over the weekend gave me some good ideas about my horror script. I loved the ending - not something you would expect - which is what I loved - I liked to be surprised. It doesn't happen very often.

Last night Bill and Will were both dream visiting with me. I don't remember much - but with Will I had to act like I'd never met him before. Then I had to act like I didn't give a crap who he was. This was something that Will wanted. Bill asked me why - I said I didn't know. Bill mumbled a few words under his breath and walked away. He asked me to go with him - but I said I had to figure out what's wrong with Will. This ticked Bill off. I didn't mean to have him stomp off - but I couldn't just leave Will without trying to figure out why he was being so distant. I never did figure it out - I woke up. I had no problem ignoring Will, but it bothered me that I HAD to.

My son and I finally finished the last of The Dead Zone TV series. He was very upset that there is no more Johnny Smith. So he's acting out a new episode in his room -- I can hear him -- he's cute:) The way they left the Dead Zone - they could make a feature film and wrap things up.

I'd better get going -- I have some pre-planning to do for Wednesday's show.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Magic Box, Writing And Twitter!

I'd like to thank everyone who emailed me about the web design help. I've got it covered now. I appreciate your willingness to help out.

In regards to the Magic Box - I'm not sure how much more there is to say over and beyond what I talked about in the podcast. But in case you didn't listen to it....

The Magic Box deals with The Law of Attraction, your desires, faith and emotions. It's endless on what the box can bring you. The only limit is put by yourself or others around you. This is why it is important to keep what you are manifesting to yourself.

You can have as many different things in the box at the same time.

To make/use your own Magic Box:

1) Get a box with a lid.

2) Write your name on the outside of the box.

3) Write on a piece of paper what it is you desire in your life. Be as specific as you can. You can also clip items from a magazine, newspaper or catalog of what it is you desire. If you're desiring a certain person in your life, be as specific as you can on this also - list as many traits as you can.

4) Next loo at your item you are desiring and start feeling as if the item, person or object is already in your life Put out as many thoughts in a row of what it feels like having this in your life. You should do this from between 30 seconds to 5 minutes without interruption. The more you can focus the more the universe will start matching up like things to your thoughts and start the creation process.

5) Place the above item into your Magic Box and say with great emotion and faith - "Whatever is contained in this box is".

6) Each day or whenever possible open your box and repeat steps 2 & 3. You can also do this when you are not near the box by simply tapping into your imagination.

PS: Be aware that the universe may not deliver the item you are looking for exactly the way you wanted it or when. It is p to you to realize when it does manifest though and be grateful for everything. This helps keep your emotional level up and helps in the creation process.

Thanks to Susan and Jack from A1 Aura Photo (http://www.a1aura.com/) for the information on the Magic Box!

I started to use my magic box this week - I'm optimistic!

Many of you have sent me emails - I am so far behind that it is not even close to being a laughing matter. It doesn't look to get any better either. So breathe deep:)

I can't believe I'll be 42 in just over a week. Where does the time go?

I'm also surprised how many people are following me via Twitter: http://twitter.com/gypsyadvice
I'm such a geek that I keep forgetting I have the darn thing!

Will and Vincent have continued to be in my energy this week. Michael is also around, but has stepped back. No idea what has happened to Bill & Ted.

Working on the horror flick is proving to be a challenge. I can't get the opening the way I want it - and if I can't see in my mind how it starts & how it ends before I write - then I'm in trouble. What is the scariest opening (like the 1st 5 min) in a horror flick that you've seen? SCREAM? NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET? And why did you think it was scary?

Now that I'm thinking about scary stuff I'm going to head to bed. Just great!

Have a good evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Happy Birthday Ted!

Today Ted is 50 - Happy Birthday to him! This week has been a crazy week - just like last week and the week before that. I'm exhausted. So much so that I forgot to say Happy Birthday to Michael on the 14th - he turned 41. I didn't forget it was his b-day - I just forgot to say it.

I'll be out of town Sat & Sun - I have so much to do that I really need to stay home - but I really don't have a choice. So......I'll suck it up and go. Eventually I'll be able to tell you guys what I'm up to. I thought I could by now -- but alas - just like most things right now it hasn't gone as I planned.

I think what I'm going to stop doing is planning. Cause if you really think about it - it's not up to me. The day to day stuff is - but the overall plan isn't. I wonder if I'll finally be on one to one talking to Bill or Ted by the time I turn 50? I was thinking the other day - it's been 7 years since I discovered Bill, 6 for Ted, I think 3 for Will and 1 for Vincent. Or maybe it's 4 for Will and 2 for Vincent?

Lately my attention jumps back and forth between Vincent and Bill. For some reason Bill's energy is always laughing - as in happy laughter and Vincent stands there with that grin on his face. He doesn't say anything - do anything - he just grins. Michael just hangs around.

I haven't gotten anywhere with BT or OBE all week. It's been very disheartening. The bug field trip with my son's class went well. I was the ONLY parent there out of the whole 2nd grade. I couldn't believe it. My son and I were doing well until we got to the bug-eating part. Couldn't do it. There were live bugs, fried bugs and chocolate covered bugs. Just no way.

I am so tired -- heading to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Is It Over Yet?

This day -- I just want it to be over. Holy crap I'm tired. Flat out exhausted. I canceled everything I had scheduled today - except for my errands. Whatever is going on with my energy - it had better hurry up and work itself out. I've been here before - with the major mood swings - acting like I'm bi-polar or even a manic depressive. <-----This is not me, not at all. So it's coming from someone else. That hole in my soul - right smack dab in my heart chakra - still there.

I woke up with it and thought -- oh crap, what's going on? Then I opened my eyes -- for a spilt second I saw Michael hovering over me - like Ted used to. I blinked and he was gone. But Michael has been with me all day - watching.

On the way home from talking my son to school - I felt really light-headed, my solar plexus was on fire and my stomach was so upset. I knew someone was connecting to me - it was my Michael. I asked him what he wanted. He said he didn't know. He doesn't know why he's here - he can't see past the line. That's what he kept saying - help him see past the line. But I don't know what that means - unless the line is a barrier that doesn't allow him to see more than what he needs to.

In the visions I had today - they were with Bill or Ted - but in the background there he was, Michael - watching. Just watching. Not in a creepy way though - but like he's trying to figure things out. Since I still have that sinking feeling as I'm about to go to bed - I told myself I will not wake up this way tomorrow. Michael's going to get a visit this evening and something will be worked out.

On top of it all - my guides (Ethan in particular) keeps throwing his song at me -- I can't tell you how many times I've listened to it today -- and the funny thing is I had no idea this song existed until I stumbled upon it.

What About Now - Daughtry

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?


Now - have no idea why I have to listen to this song. I think the song is connected with Michael - but why? We have never met in this life - so of course there's no love affair to pine over. Crap like this just drives me nuts. I'd really like a straight answer. No more signs - just a straight answer please.

Plus no more downloading to my subconsious. Sheesh. A girl has to get a good night sleep. If I'm not getting laid then I want to be out cold to the world. It's just that simple.

Needless to say - I did not get anything done today on BT or OBE. Although I DID toss ideas around for BT. So I guess that's something.

I should have known better with my emotional roller coaster that I should have not watched the last eposide of ER. Bad - bad move.

I'm up early in the morning for Little Leguge. The tomorrow afternoon it's me - wine and BT.

Oh - one more thing - if you call my office phone and you don't come up on the caller id - I'm not answering. "Unknown Number" will not work.

Night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sometimes I Wonder....

...what the (*&^^&* is wrong with me. SIGH. I worked on BT a good part of the day. More research - I found a survors network that may give me some insight to the Gypsy Family Camp at Birkenau. But as you know, working on BT stirs up a whole lot of emotions within me. Siince my son will be with his dad this weekend - I already went and bought some wine to drink as I'm working on BT.

Not a lot of work on OBE - but I did manage to get myself booked on a couple of radio shows in April & May. So that's cool.

Now as I'm working today - I keep having these visions of Bill and Ted. They are in an outdoor cafe with some friends. They're all talking when I walk up and say "excuse me". Without even looking at me - Bill blows up. In my hand I have Bill's rock. I place it on the table and mumble to myself "I can't do this anymore". Tears fall down my face. I look over at Ted and say, "I'm sorry - I am so-so sorry." I turn to leave and Ted grabs my wrist.

I look at him and say "Telling you won't do any good - you have to know. Seeking out the answers can't stem from your brain as curiosty - rather it has to come from here (I touch the middle of his chest), your soul. The stiring must come from your soul."

I stare at Bill - get close to his face - "I wish you'd pull your head out of your ass. I refuse to do this life over again." I yank my arm from Ted - and walk off.

Now to top this off - once I had that vision - I had to go watch the scene in a movie that reminds me so much of Ted and a past life we had together. What did that make me do - yep cry. So I'm crying today because of BT - which led to the visions and then me crying because of Bill - and that led me to the scene, Ted, and more crying. No wonder I'm tired.

And boy am I tired. Another night without any restful sleep. Whatever my subconsious has to learn - I wish it would hurry up.

Off to get my shower - and I hope - get rid of this sinking feeling I have in my soul.

Talk to you later...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Making Amends, To-Do List and Subconsious Reality!

I swear I have no idea where my day went. Granted, today was running errand day. I still have one more stop - but it'll have to wait till Friday. It was a nice sunny day here in Ohio and I figured - why not? Besides - was sooooo tired of sitting at my computer. I also worked on my college financial aid forms and my scholarship applications.

I've used a good portion of brain power on my "to do" list which as I told you guys - I'd be accountable for here in the blog. Working on the BT I have hit a road block that I have to find a way through. The original plan in the script was to have an SS officer and a gypsy woman leave the camp in search of something by orders of Mengele. But the powers that be think it's too far fetched - so I have to have all of the action that I had on the various trips confined to the concentration camp. I've been studying Birkenau for hours -- going over maps - looking at buildings. I have to have an idea of what I'm going to write - and then I'll fill in the details as I'm writing. But I can't find that overview to start with......I have 1 month until this script is due and I have to have it done. I know I'll figure it out - but in the meantime it's unsettling.

That said -- I was able to work out a couple of scenes that I want to add. So that was cool. OBE I got no where with. I just ran out of time.

For those of you who voted in the Start-Up Nation contest - thank you. Winners will be announced in May. Fingers crossed.

My dreams are still really out there - and so *&^% busy. I mean WTF? On top of it I can't remember a dang thing. I asked Ethan why can't I remember when I'm usually pretty good at it. He told me the good stand by "You're not supposed to know". I sighed - I couldn't help myself. He told me that if I consciously knew everything my subconscious knew - then I'd be overwhelmed and I'd shut down. The nice thing about a subconscious he said is that it has no distinction between the physical realty and the other worlds/dimensions. So it operates under the assumption that what is going on in the subconscious is your reality. Hence why the thought process and habits are a huge part of our reality. Humm...if I could get my subconscious to believe that I was actually in a physical reality friendship with Bill, Ted, Vincent and Will - would my reality shift to accommodate the world that my subconscious lives in? Or would my subconscious and reality be at war with one another - thereby creating a hell of a lot of inner turmoil?

I must admit - there's a small part of me, I'm ashamed to say, is convinced that I'm not supposed to be in any kind of relationship with anyone in my soul cluster in this lifetime. If that is indeed the case - I must of really screwed up in past lives in regards to these guys to have this happen now. In order to make amends (if there are any to make) would I have to do it in person by having a physical relationship with them? Or could I make amends via our energy fields & souls? Would that heal whatever it is we're stuck in? I should be asleep - but I'm up pondering these things.

I mentioned to Ethan that I have not seen or felt Andrew in along time. He said that Ethan is off working with Vincent. He does stop in daily to see how I'm doing - but Vincent really needs him right now. I'm thinking it's time for some chick power: Iris, Jezell and Brigit. As soon as I typed that I heard Ethan say I was crazy - lol. So what's his point?

Seeing that I will be a pain in everyone's rear end if I do not get to sleep - I'd better scoot.

Samatha and AJ - how did you do on your projects today?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Michael, Mike And Seriously WTF!

I wrote the below $.02 Saturday/Sunday Morning.....

I should be sleeping - I really should. But here I am after drinking a bottle of wine - and I'm awake at 1:18 am. Doesn't make sense. Wine should have made me fall sleep. But oh no....not now. I have too much outside energy running around inside of me.

What does that mean? Well I can feel Bill being very connected. So is Will and Vincent. CJ is still hanging about - taking more of an interest in me than he ever thought he would or that he thought he was comfortable with, You know it's difficult to dream about someone most of your life and then all of a sudden have them wind up on your radar. That's what happened where Bill is concerned with me - and that what happened where I'm concerned with CJ. Especially since most of the dreams he can remember me in we were just kids. It's a bit disarming. And quite frankly you just want things to go back to the way they were - before your "new knowledge".

There's a part of me that's tired of new knowledge. Why can't something happen with the old knowledge before someone else shows up? I don't get it. Any of you - do you get it? Cause I'm at a lost. Like this guy named Michael (not to be confused with Mike from before). He's showed up in my "area" for years now - years. And for the most part I've been able to compartmentalize him. Keep him tucked away as a curiosity and that's it. But now this guy has superseded my curiosity. I want to know why. What possible connection do we have? And why now? Serious. Don't I have enough going on?

I asked Andrew. You know what he said? Vincent is too stuck in his life, Will is too scared, CJ is confused and Bill doesn't have the balls -- so we open up the connection with Michael. I have to ask - is he a chicken shit too? Or would he seek out to explore something that he doesn't quite understand? Andrew says he's an explorer. Always has been - ever since he was a kid. I don't know why Andrew is showing me Michael with a toy sail boat in his hands - but he is. The said boat is has a red base. Andrew also tells me that Michael's mother is something else - and he means that in a good way. She pushes, yet protects Michael. If she find something or someone that can be a positive part of Michael's life - she'll put two and two together - despite Michael protests. So I wonder then - what will happen when she comes upon my blog? When she puts me together with the dreams he's had most of his life. Then what? Does she call me 1st to chat? Or does she just hand the information over to him and guide him? I swear I don't know. I wish I did. But I don't.

I then said "screw it" and went to bed. We'll see if anything comes of this connection. I'm rather tired of the "one-way" feel I've had with the past group.

Michael has been kind enough to keep hanging around. I keep getting the oddest flash visions with him:

Vision 1 - He and I shake hands. I can feel a zap of electric go through me - although I try not to react to it. The same happened to him - I think. We are then sitting at a table with two other women. Michael asks if the two ladies would leave us. They do. He leans across the table at me - and with a very stern look on his face he asks - why me? I open my mouth and start to say because of his past....he waves his hand to signal stop. Give me the real reason - he demands. I sit there and just look at him - trying to figure out what I'm going to say. I finally say - do you believe in soul groups? He smacked his hands together and said - I knew you felt the energy when we shook hands.

Vision 2 - He and I are on the beach. We are by some sort of rock formation. As the sun sets, the beams hit a crystal in the rock formation - which gives off another beam of light to a cave off the coast.

Vision 3 - Michael is inside a house looking outside. From his POV I can see me running to Vincent and jumping in his arms. Michael takes a sip of coffee and says - if he hurts her I'll kill him with my bare hands. I hear a voice (sounds like Will) say - he'd no sooner hurt her than you or I would.

Vision 4 - He's at my 25th High School reunion with me and we're having a blast.

There's more -- but those are the ones I can remember off the top of my head.

My son told me tonight that guys are put on the Earth to drive girls crazy (I couldn't agree more) and for guys to get big muscles so that they can be chick magnets. LOL. I tried not to laugh. I told him to remember that girls are nothing but trouble. He replied - oh mom, guys are trouble too. Snicker...oh how right he is....

Speaking of trouble - there's a guy in Wooster who's a psychologist who I find to be interesting. He and I have known each other since I moved to Wooster - he lives by me. You know how you know when someone is interested in you? Well he's given me that sideways look for the last 8 years. When I could feel him looking at me - I would just keep looking straight ahead. He was married - I was married. Not about to go there or even give the appearance of going there. He was always polite when he saw me or my ex - never anything flirty or over the top. Well, then I got divorced. Still basically ignored him as I know his wife and I think she's a great person - I didn't want any signals to go anywhere that might be misread. So he tells me two weeks ago that he's getting a divorce - been separated at that time for a month. Thought I would hear it through the neighborhood gossip line. Ha! I'm not looking the other way any more. But since our kids go to the same school - I do keep everything low key - flip him a hi when I see him and that's about it. If we happen to be walking the same way in the morning - we'll chat. We'll see what happens - if anything. Well- something will happen, it's just a matter of what and when. He does have the same kick ass divorce lawyer that I had...that guy in Orville is great! What I need to do is to find out when his birthday is -- I pray he's not a Sag or a Leo. Been there - did that.

Oh and guess what? His name is Mike. Yeah - seriously. No - that connection with what's going on with Michael has not been lost on me.

I'm finally HOT in the Start Up Nation Contest! Whoo Hoo! I'm a smoking mamma!

On that note -- it's shower time:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Dreams And Changes!

Grab a drink and maybe a snack -- this one is long...

Wow - change is in the air - can you feel it? I know can! I have been a busy person for the last several weeks -- I think that this is the longest I've ever gone without posting. Sorry about that! I'll try to do better but I can't promise anything:)

For those of you born in the 60's or early 70's - can you feel the Saturn Uranus Opposition just kicking your tush? The tug away between structure and breaking free is especially intense for those in their late 30's and 40's. The dates of the tug a war are: Nov 4, 2008 - Feb 5, 2009 - Sept 15, 2009 - Apr 26, 2010 and July 26, 2010. With each occurrence pushing us closer to following our soul's path. This isn't much of a choice here - things will happen around you to push you. I talked about this in Monday's podcast --- no wonder I can't sleep:) Falling asleep isn't the problem - the constant dreams are starting to be.

Even when I ask for a break - I'm not getting it. This always means some major is coming up. My dreams - what I can remember of them (I'm honestly trying to forget so I can sleep which I think is making it worse) have either Bill, Ted or my son in them. Every night all 3 show up - normally in different dream visits - although Bill and Ted do show up occasionally. The last couple of days ex #2 has been showing back up. I think that I'm being pulled in his dreams. They all involve me and him getting back together - but not as a married couple. This last one he moves back into the house- but that's only because he has no where else to go. I move my office into my room so he can have the office. I remember this really ill feeling I had in my stomach at the thought of him living here. I woke myself up. Ex #1 showed up last week several times. The dream visits with him would dip into the romantic/sexual aspect. After the last dream visit last week - I put up my protection so that he would not get back in. I told my guides in no uncertain terms that I wasn't heading back into ex #2 dreams either. I have no idea why either one of them would be bothering me now. Maybe they drank out of the same water source?

Bill has been everywhere I looked. No matter what I've been doing - he pops into my mind. Or I see a picture that reminds me of him. With Bill, I can feel him figuring things out between us. In past dreams he has said that he got it - the connection - but that over thinking mind of his is still trying to put every piece in its place. Plus his soul and his guides are trying to send him down the correct path without him thinking it to death. On top of all this his emotions are all over the board. He's very sensitive. I feel sorry for anyone who pisses him off right now.

I have some good news to tell you in 2 weeks. But I can't tell you till then :):)

In other news -- I'm going back to college. I know - what a shocker? But it's true. When I left in 1996 I was finishing my junior year in Bus Admin. Going back I may be a senior to start - but now my major is Psychology. After graduation - Masters in Marriage & Family Counseling -- and if that much schooling hasn't killed me - Doctorate in Sexual Health. Yes - I'm going to be a sex therapist. That clicked in last week. Since then - things have been going much better. Not fabo - but better. Told me ex #2 - he laughed at me - ass hole. But that's ok - it'll just push me harder to prove him wrong. So during the day I'll home school my son - at night - college. Somewhere in there I'll fit in homework, housework and oh yeah - work. I opted out of the traditional foreign langue requirement and am instead taking Sign Language. The hearing impaired have sexual and marriage problems too - I bet it can get frustrating to go to a hearing person's therapy.

My son thought it was great that I'm going back to school. He is going to love to see his mom do homework:) I'll be back up at The University of Akron. My son did have a mini cow and worry that I wouldn't be writing scripts any longer. I told him - never you fear - I have to write like you have to play with your Hot Wheels. He liked that idea. Besides - just got a new idea for a TV show I have to write:) But 1st I have to finish a couple of other rewrites.

This is the 3rd day in a row that I've forced myself to go on Keen:) I figure if I keep forcing, it'll be a habit. If anyone wants some free minutes - email me.

I have this wonderful stone spirit called Wulfenite. It's not as flashy as the rest of my stones, so it normally doesn't get a lot of attention (since I overlook it). But lately it's been calling out. What this stone promotes is the acceptance of the existence of the negative aspects that exist in this crazy -mixed-up world in order to allow one to recognize issues and not allow roadblock to stop or slow down progress. It also helps on to continue on in spite of potential limitations. And yes - it came to my attention last week. So it's no surprise that I'm going back to school. This little gem also allows one to transition between the physical plane to the psychic and astral planes with a quickness. It's been wanting to go with me into my bedroom - but I don't sleep as it is. I'm afraid to see how much dreaming I'll do with it. But I may try -- just to see. In fact, I just went and put in my bedroom.

What else can this puppy do? It can help to bring forth the knowledge and skills needed for white magic. It promotes contact with the spiritual world in the form one manifests; to allow the attunement to those of ancient civilizations (in my case - Atlantis), to those of the near distant past or those of future worlds. It makes a strong connection and attunement to higher dimensions. It also stimulates a bonding between souls who are in the Earth plane and have agreed to meet again during this life time (hear me Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent)?

My guides also had me change my 3 stone pendant. Now it has Herkimer Diamond, Tektite and Moldavite. Now with the HD - I have 2 HD that were joined at one time. A larger one and then a smaller one that attached to the side. The larger one is for Bill - the smaller one is mine. Instead of putting the one that is mine in the pendant - my guides told me to put Bill's in. The HD has a ton of helpful properties. But the jest of it is: helps one to begin again in this lifetime,,, assists one in clearing the body-mind system of unconscious fears and repressions, allowing for total relaxation and expansion of the life energy. .. known as a stone of attunement.... stimulates clairvoyant and clairaudient abilities...it also facilitates and strengthens telepathic connections. What else is nice about this stone is that you can store information into this stone before you give it to another. Maybe I'm supposed to wear it now so that it stores my energy in it before I give it to Bill?

Tektite has a ton of helpful attributes as well. It's rather cool that it is from outer space:) It is said to a charm of great power, as well as bring wealth and fertility to it's owner. It provides one with encouragement to gather knowledge. It helps to sweep away any lasting impressions of undesirable experiences and holds onto lasting impressions of desirable experiences. Tektite balances the feminine and masculine properties of ones character. It also acts to strengthen ones energy field and to provide for increased contact during daily activities. It accelerates thought transmissions within the physical realm and between the physical realm and the location of origination of the stone. Using tektite can also draw one to another, or another to one, due to information provided during transmissions, or due to an attraction which is recognized by others who have the same transmission frequencies aligned in the ethereal body (me, Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent again).

Now Moldavite is a form of tektite as it is also from space. But this is considered a "gem quality" stone of ET origin. This is a powerful stone - one full of energy and purpose. It stimulates cooperation with those of ET's origin with those on Earth. It carries one beyond the physcial reality to a home that has long been forgotten - absent from the conscious mind - as it provides the visions of eternality and the energy to translate the visions into reality. It facilities strong, clear, and direct interdimensional interconnected-mess between ones consciousness and the higher planes of light. It expands the scope of vibrational energy/dimensions which one can approach, while allowing an easier path to those dimensions one has already been to. One will see more clearly and will see with an expansion of vision. it works well with the third-eye, throat charka and the crown chakra.

I have no idea what my guides have planned for me with this stone combination. But my intuition is telling me it's about connecting with Bill in the physical realm. He was the key that unlocked all of this - the dreams, soul mates, OBE, soul clusters - the whole kit and caboodle. He's the reason I started this blog. To be able to sit down and talk to him about everything would be a dream come true. I don't want anything from him but a nice long conversation. I'm just dying to compare notes:)

My mother almost died the other day - or should I say she should of died. But my grams had her back. She was traveling along 77 in Akron - during a busy time - when the SUV in front of her hit something - it flew into the air and scooped up under her car. She smelled something burning and was able to pull over to the right (this is a section of the highway where the on/off ramps are too short and normally cars are on it moving at a high speed). She tried to go somewhere - but the smell of tire rubber was too great. An hour later a tow truck picked up the car. Fast forward - the mechanic calls her in (my sister takes her to the garage)...he shows her what went under her car - a tire wedge that truckers use behind their wheels when they are pulled over or stopped for the night. It flew under her car and wedged itself in-between my mom's front driver's side tired and the tire well. What SHOULD of happened is the car would of stopped immediately (when she was going 65), flipped up in the air and rolled a few times. This would have caused the heavy traffic behind her to slam into her - causing more death and injury. It costs her $12.50 to get her car fixed. It wasn't her time to die. For that I am very grateful.

I think I MAY have figured out what type if disorder effects my son. It's called Sensory Integration Disorder (http://www.spdfoundation.net/).

"SPD can affect people in only one sense–for example, just touch or just sight or just movement–or in multiple senses. One person with SPD may over-respond to sensation and find clothing, physical contact, light, sound, food, or other sensory input to be unbearable. Another might under-respond and show little or no reaction to stimulation, even pain or extreme hot and cold. In children whose sensory processing of messages from the muscles and joints is impaired, posture and motor skills can be affected. These are the "floppy babies" who worry new parents and the kids who get called "klutz" and "spaz" on the playground. Still other children exhibit an appetite for sensation that is in perpetual overdrive. These kids often are misdiagnosed - and inappropriately medicated - for ADHD.

SPD is most commonly diagnosed in children, but people who reach adulthood without treatment also experience symptoms and continue to be affected by their inability to accurately and appropriately interpret sensory messages.

These "sensational adults" may have difficulty performing routines and activities involved in work, close relationships, and recreation. Because adults with SPD have struggled for most of their lives, they may also experience depression, underachievement, social isolation, and/or other secondary effects.

Sadly, misdiagnosis is common because many health care professionals are not trained to recognize sensory issues. The SPD Foundation is dedicated to researching these issues, educating the public and professionals about their symptoms and treatment, and advocating for those who live with Sensory Processing Disorder and sensory challenges associated with other conditions."

My kid is in overdirve 24/7 and has been misdiagnosised with ADHD. But - of course - I cannot find anyone in my area who I can take him to. The place in Stow Ohio doesn't exist any more and all other places are 1 1/2 hrs. + away. So I don't know what in the heck I'm going to do - but I have to do something.

I found this great place called: Day Spa For The Mind. From their site:
"Day Spa for the Mind is an online space where you can relax, unwind, and clear your mind to make room for positive change in your life. We all have busy lives and the thought of meditation or personal development, even though we all know the benefits, can seem all too daunting.

Day Spa for the Mind combines meditation techniques, hypnotherapy and guided visualization to help relieve stress, create deep relaxation and focus your mind towards attracting wealth, love, creativity, motivation, and inner peace."

I opened an account. Thus far I really like it. Try out their 10 min sample and see for yourself.

I'm sure I have typos in this entry - I'm tired. If you want, point them out, just don't be too rude about it please:)

For those of you that I owe email to - I know I do. I'm doing the best I can. I'm hoping to be caught up by the time I hit 42.

What else is happening -- I know there's more - but right now I'm brain dead so I think I'll stop and get some shut-eye.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, The Meadow And Dream Time!

Grab a drink and get situated -- this one's kinda long....

This week just has not gone as planned - same as last week. Hell - the whole month of February has been a huge problem not only for me, but for my poor son. He now has the flu - the nasty flu with the high fever, body aches, headache, nausea...I am just praying to anyone who will listen in the universe for me not to get this. I'm trying to push through with the bronchitis I think I have - thank you very much. I don't need anything else.

But what I've been doing with my congestion and nasal snafu is sending white ball of energy to help speed up the healing process. For my lungs I imagine a nice big ball of white light going into my lungs, through the back, and back in again out the front. I do the same with my throat and my sinuses. Anytime I do this, I feel much better afterwards. So I'm trying to send the light through several times a day.

I don't quite get 2009 yet - what it has in store for me. It hasn't gone as I thought it would. Thus far all scripts and what not have been turned down. I'm about as creative as a barn door - which isn't very helpful in the rewrite process. Readings aren't there - readings on Keen & Live Person haven't been going very well - the people I do help (not very many) that don't know me or how I work - give me bad marks. Those that have used me before for a reading (not just an email exchange) - I've been fine with - they know how I work. The one thing that has worked - I guess - is the Wake Up Your Orgasm podcast. My Ask Allie podcast gets about 500 - 600 faithful listeners a week. The WUYO podcast gets about 3000 - 5000 a week. I know - how crazy is that? It's normally in iTunes "Top Audio Podcasts" for sexuality.

I did ask my guides to show me what direction I should be heading into -- and it looks like sex advice is it. Although they are telling me not to give up on my scripts either - that I have to keep pushing that right along with my OBE book and the WUYO podcast. But since I know I can't concentrate on two things at once - I have to pick - book or script rewrite. They pull on me the same.

Which brings me to a radio show. I want to do one radio show, once a week to start with. Now since sex seems to have caught on - do I have it be a sex advice themed show? Or since the majority of people I know work in the metaphysical/healing fields - should it be more like Ask Allie? Or - should I mash them both and do a "Allie Theiss" show that encompasses all of it. But I think that would be too wide spread - don't you think? I like the being a sex psychic and I like promoting that part. It's easier , I think, to bring the psychic part into the sex than it is to bring the sex into the psychic part. Does that make sense? I know it'll be clearer the closer I get to actually doing this. But I should would appreciate some clear cut answers every now and again. Answers that are extremely obvious and leave to room for interpretation.

All of the visions I have of me giving workshops in a large arena deal with the Wake Up Your Orgasm theme. So again, I suppose, that's another sign. I can see the whole thing - a large gathering with me giving a WUYO talk 3x over a course of 3 days. Then there are smaller workshops that people can sign up for and get the know on different kind of fetishes, toys and of course OBE sex. There are also a host of vendors there to sell their fetish products, clothes and toys. Wow - I just got all of that. Pretty cool.

I keep getting a push to go back to the meadow. For those of you who don't know what the meadow is - it's a place that Bill, Ted and I used to meet quite a bit several years ago. Then the woman who actually owns the meadow in the physical world - we had a major falling out - and we've only been back once since then. I'm getting really bothered by it right now. Oh hell - I'm going to grab my healing want and see what happens - hold on.

Okay - first of all when I grabbed my healing wand and closed my eyes - it felt so strange in my hands, like is was bendable - like one of those bendy kid straws you see. As I was at the meadow - it felt like I was bending it, reshaping it, but when I was done at the meadow it was feeling very solid again.

Now at the meadow I was greeted by both Bill and Ted. They looked pretty good - run down, tired, but overall good. The meadow was lush, green and full of vibrant energy - like it had once been. Several hundred feet away I spied a woman. I knew immediately that she was the woman I/we had the falling out with - the one who owns the meadow. I didn't want to go anywhere near her. But then Jesus showed up (this seems to be a favorite place of his as well) and told me that I have to walk over and see her. We need each other right now - I/we need the meadow to move forward in our lives and she needs us in the meadow so that she can move forward with her life.

I told Bill and Ted to stay put and I walked across the grass - felt very velvet like on my bare feet. I was close to her and I just stared at her. She held out her hand, but I didn't take it. She repeated what Jesus had already said - we need to make peace in order to move forward. I shook her hand - but I told her to stay away from us. She nodded in agreement - and she was gone.

I went back to Bill and Ted and let them know that we should be able to come here again without any problems. The large oak tree that Bill and I used to travel up in to reach the heavens had a white glow up top. I could also hear some angelic calling. I looked at the guys and said that they want to talk with us. Now Ted had never been up there with Bill and I. And he didn't want to go. He said he wasn't ready - such a look of fear in his eyes. I told him that if he wasn't ready he wouldn't be here. He didn't care - he said he'd do this later. With that he disappeared.

I looked at Bill and asked if we really needed to go up? I could feel the tug so I knew it was important - but like Ted I just didn't feel like it right now. Bill said no - it can wait until tomorrow. We laid down under the oak tree, I wrapped myself around Bill, he put his arms around me. I said that I missed these visits - he agreed - he did too. I mentioned that the powers that be will snag us in our dreams. He laughed and said - of course they will. And with that the connection was broken.

What does this all mean? Specially I don't have a clue. But I'm sure it has to deal with the increased time I have been spending in Atlantis during my dream time...

Each time I have visited Atlantis over the last week, I have been clothed in a very deep purple or violet flowing robe or maybe it's a dress. But it's very light feeling, like I have no clothes on. Bare feet with nothing on underneath this dress. There is a gold belt or sash around the middle. My hair is up - I have no jewelry on. But I do notice a star tattoo/birthmark inside my left wrist. The star is a light red/purple in color - too light to be a tattoo I think. Maybe times I go from person to person, giving them some sort of clear liquid from a crystal vial. They open their mouths and I pop a few drops in. It's like their daily wellness drops. Then I'm at a clinic of sorts. When people come in, they put their palms on a crystal scanner - after they are scanned, they are allowed into the next section of the clinic for treatment. I'm told that this security was put in because people from other sects were trying to sneak in and have us heal them. Seems that the other sects already began to fall to the dark side ( I feel like I'm in Star Wars) and our sect was one of the few remaining that was all light.

Last night though - it was interesting when I walked deep into a cave. There were no lights in the cave, but I made my way without missing a step. I emerged into this large cavern that was aglow with thousands of crystals (although this was not the Crystal Cavern I've talked about before). In here, were dozens of people from not only our sect, but many others, engaged in an orgy. But it wasn't an orgy like you would think about now a days - it didn't have that negative aura surrounding it. During the time of Atlantis, love was given and received freely - pleasuring one another in a group setting was the way we spread the love (so to speak). I kept hearing that we were vessels of love. That having a physical body to make love to was a new experience for a handful of us who were born just as energy - myself included. When we came to Atlantis through the portal - that is when we received a physical body. Although the pleasure derived from merging energy with energy was greater - the physical aspect of connecting proved to be not only interesting but fun. I could feel though that this form of sexual expression would frustrate me at times as I always wanted to strive for that orgasmic punch I had when I was pure energy.

Anyways -- more on the Atlantis orgy at Out of Body Ecstasy.

It just dawned on me - -just now. Why I'm here - one of the main reasons. Oh hell - sometimes I am just so slow. The more times souls spend in the physical body - the less they remember what it felt like to love outside the physical body. That is what I'm here to do (in part) is to have people reconnect with love & sex outside the physical body - to help them get in touch with who they truly are - their soul - and not that physical body they're in. For the most part, very few people can remember the orgasmic qualities to being pure energy and having sex. Hence - here I am. To help people with their sex lives by using their energy bodies. Also to get sex out of the closet. It's not a dirty thing - it's a wonderful, necessary process for our souls. I guess this just answered my radio show question - didn't it?

Can you believe it's been a year since I met Will? God how time flies. What I wouldn't do to meet him again. How I wish he would've called like he said he would. I wonder what part of me scared him? Was it that I knew him in a different light than everyone else did? Maybe he was worried that by knowing me he'd mess up his current relationship? He could be fearful of change? Whatever it was - I only wish that he showed the same faith that I did when I hopped on that plane to see him with my son. Just a little bit of faith - that's all. Which makes me wonder how Vincent will act. And even if I want to risk being rejected by him.

Today starts the Telepathic Connection e-class. If you haven't signed up yet, you still have time to do so!

BTW..I'm still not HOT yet with the Start Up Nation's Mom Contest <--- Keep voting please!

Kirk - email me - I can't find your email address anywhere.

I need to know from the people who read this blog if any of you would be interested in being a moderator for a GA board I'm starting. I need someone for magic/spells and another one for OBE (astral travel, not sex), dreams and telepathic connections. If anyone is interested - email me . I can't pay you, but it will be exposure for yourself and if you have a business.

I know that there's more to tell you - but right now I haven't got a clue to what it is:) Besides - I think that this is long enough!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

My Son, Bill And Ted!

Okay.....

First of all the good news - my son doesn't have an aneurysm! Very - very good news.

Then the not so great news: he had an adverse reaction to the sleep meds. On top of that, he caught a flu bug.

Do what has been happening is he's been very tired - so much so I can't get him to stay awake for very long (he slept for 22 hrs on Tuesday). Frequent vomiting (from the sleep meds), diarrhea (from the flu), body trembling & muscle cramps (sleep meds), headaches and a low grade fever (flu).

So Monday it was the Cleveland Clinic in the day - ER at night. Tuesday - ER. Wednesday - Many doctors. He's had blood drawn, IV w/fluids. There's a fear that his pancreas could be damaged from the sleep meds - so more blood was drawn yesterday.

I have pills to stop him from throwing up so that I can get him to drink Gatorade. Problem is - all he wants to do is sleep. All he does is sleep - all I do is stay awake. To say I'm tired would be an understatement.

The ex though, I will admit, has pulled his weight through this whole thing. Cleveland Clinic, ER visits and watching our son so that I can get some running around done.

I'm so behind on everything that I could scream - but I am slowly - oh so slowly - getting caught up. I "hope" to get the podcast done today - and the WUYO podcast done tonight. It would be great to post something on the OBE site - I'll try that later too. Email - as you can imagine - is a nightmare. Don't be surprised if you do not hear back from me until sometime late next week. Oh - and for some unknown reason I cannot get to Facebook. Every time I try - my computer freezes.

The meeting with ABC Family is postponed to next week. This is actually good news as the last second some changes were suggested to make it different from Disney or a Nickelodeon show. Had the meeting not moved - we wouldn't have been able to make the changes and ABC Family would have said no.

I'm throwing this in here - Kirk - got your voice mail:) I knew you were going to call - a little birdie told me - glad to hear your news. Sorry too that I can't come to NOLA at the end of the month :(

The small time I did sleep this week - I had a great dream visit with both Bill and Ted. Lately they both have been in the same dream visit - it was so cool. The atmosphere was very peaceful and calm. Ted sat in front if me and I knew I shouldn't bring up our soul relationship - that I was there to help him and I had to do so without giving him more information about us. He and I were discussing his marriage and the shambles its in (gee - I'm shocked). Bill had gel in his hair and it made it all spiky. I have no clue why I remember that part - except that he did look really cute. He kept walking past me and either giving me a quick hug or a kiss. The guy was all smiles. I also knew not to bring up the soul connection to him either - but I also knew that knew already and it could go unspoken. In the midst of all this - I was on set of an Indy film I wrote (I'm guessing the one I am working on now). Steven Spielberg was there reading the script (he was directing). My assistant called him Steven Spiel - Berry! I about had a heart attack. I corrected her immediately - he didn't even look up from the script. Will Smith came up behind me as I was watching the start of 'Men In Black" - I looked at him and said: You did make the suit look good. He was like - huh? So I explained to him about his line in the movie about the suit. Then I woke up.

My son and I are back on the home school kick. Today I was supposed to be ganged up on in the office again to talk about his behavior. I personally have had it with that school. Lucky for me he's still sick and I had an excuse to cancel. God I need to get him and I out of this town.

I added a new Soul Awakening Healing service as well as an email option to the Full Scale readings.

Next week, starting on Tuesday, I should be back to Keen & Live Person. Well - I should say Keen as I've been doing Live Person.

Going to go check on my son - you guys have a good weekend and thanks for all of your love, light and support.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

CJ, KS and Allie's Vision of Dying!

Another - I don't know where to start - blog entry. I would love to sleep -- for days if I could. It'll never happen. But I would like to get some much needed shut eye. I had two other energies move into my field and since then I might as well kiss sleep good bye. I can't get to bed before 1:00 am - no matter how hard I try - I just can't get there. When I'm in bed I go right to sleep. But sleep is just a facade as I dream travel all night long. It's exhausting. Between every dream visit I wake up - roll over - and go right into another visit. By time my alarm goes off at 6:30 am, it feels like I just laid down. I haven't increased my coffee - so my headaches are pretty strong during the day. SIGH. It makes it difficult to think. Luckily - when I do reading I don't have to think, I just let the information flow.

My son -- not only do I have to worry about his MRI/MRA on Monday - but now the kid got a one day in-school suspension. Seems him and another kid were playing "army" and my son said that they should "kill" another kid. The school took that as a threat and they have a zero tolerance policy. He's grounded until further notice with no X-Box, computer or iPod - plus I took all of his Nerf guns away. He doesn't "get" that what he did was bad - since he was just playing. I tried explaining it to him -- at least he's majorly embarrassed. Sheesh - the kids 8 - at least I waited till I was 15 before I had my 3 day in school suspension.

Darin (the cat) went to the vet on Monday. He was pretty sick, poor little dude. He was a trooper though and let the vet poke and prod him - give him fluids and shots. He's even being cool about me giving liquid meds 2x a day. Right now we're guessing that somehow he caught a virus from Little Black Kitty. Not sure how -- but that's the only explanation.

The script I wrote last week won't be done in time for the contest it was intended for. Although the foundation was solid - the execution was a train wreck. Yep - felt pretty stupid on that one. Oh well -- this weekend at the latest I'll get back to it and hopefully write something that doesn't sound idiotic. Now that mercury is direct, I'm sure I can.

Oh the readers comment about Sawyer on the last post (I think) -- oh yeah -- that man is hot:) He can be without a shirt all season if need be!

Maria Shaw just informed me that on Feb 13th, she and the guys will be back on CBS Psychiconair.com on Friday nights only from 6 - 8 pm ET. It'll be great to hear the 3 of them even if it's just for once a week.

Finger crossed - the show that was intended for Nickelodeon is making it's way to ABC Family. A meeting happens next week.

Now for these new energies. I have no idea what kind of baring they have on me - some sort of karmic tie I would suppose. The first one is CJ. He's a big guy, very loving, kind - yet extremely opinioned. His energy is romantic and sexual. In a way like Vincent's - that he wants to protect me - but not as rock solid as Vincent - if that makes any sense. CJ is also full of fun, creative and a lover of the outdoors. He's very sexual - but sex isn't something that's important to him. He feels that actions, outside of sex, shows a person how much you care for them. Sex is something that feels good - but is used for making babies.

Now for KS. He's energy is very high strung. Teasing - protective - loving - yet angry and can be violent. He loves deeply and when hurt it wounds him for life. His energy towards me is brother-like. Nothing at all sexual or romantic. It reminds me of a brother and sister who tease each other - beat each other up - but if someone attacks either one of them , the other would give their life to protect them. His energy also reminds me of a phoenix - someone who can reinvent himself and one who will also surprise people. Kind of like Madonna in the 80's & 90's.

So these two have been be-bopping around my energy field since last week. They take turns. I personally have had just about enough of both of them. I'd like to keep all energies at arms length for awhile.

I had the oddest vision the other day when Brigit stopped by on Imbolc to say Hi. She wanted me to stop working, close my eyes and pay attention. So I did just that. What I saw was CJ and I walking towards an elevator in a hotel. It was the penthouse elevator. Before I got to it I stopped, looked at him and said: You didn't. He's like - what'd I do? And I started rattling them off: Bill, Ted, Will, Vincent, George....they're up there, in the penthouse. He denied it - I knew he was lying. I refused to go up. We argued about it - my body was shaking and I couldn't control it. He led me into the elevator - we start to go up - when I blurt out that I didn't tell him everything. He said what -- I said - when we're all together I'm going to die. He hit the stop button on the elevator. I had to explain to him that I've had visions of me having a heart attack and dying once we were all in the same room (and I actually have had this vision plenty of times). It's vital that as soon as I have the heart attack - Will, Ted and Bill place their hands on me - while he performed CPR. Vincent and George needed to have paper and pen in hands - because as soon as I come back - I'll have information for everyone. Plus - make sure they keep yelling for me to get back into my body - because I'm not going to want to. He thought I was nuts. I asked him not to let me die -- and no matter what - he can't give up trying to bring me back nor can the guys take their hands off of me. He agreed.

As soon as we stepped out of the elevator I met everyone. 30 sec after I hugged George - I had the heart attack. I see myself going down - CJ jumps into control and tells everyone what they have to do. Everyone is doing everything on cue. I can't see my soul anywhere - but the feeling I had is that I knew I was close by and talking with someone. 2 - 3 min later I saw my body jerk like my soul fell back in and I sat up. I rattled off this place with white pillars and a large pool of water. Next thing I know - I see my grandmother - she tells me that everything has changed and not to be scared.

Grams leaves and then George's Aunt shows up (she's dead as well). We're having a convo - I'm told no one else can see her but me. We talk - I give George some info - then she hands me a red rose to give to him. As soon as I have it in my hand - it materializes in the physical sense. I'm shocked. Someone else who is deceased comes along - hands me something - as soon as I take it - it becomes real. This kept happening over and over again.

Then Brigit said I'd seen enough. I asked what does that mean? She said that my gift of manifestation will be in full force when I come back to life - somehow my NDE gives it extra power. And that was that....I sat there for awhile after this one thinking - WTF? The manifestation twist was a new one to me. And I kept thinking how could that ever be possible - if it's possible. Once something leaves a spirit's hands into mine - it becomes solid. That's just wild.

And on that note - I have to get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Vincent And No Wasted Time!

I'm almost caught up on my emails and the readings from the special back in December. Whew. The screenplay - still working on it. Once I have a chance to write - it flows. I just have to be able to work on the darn thing - you know?

Little Black Kitty is back outside. He drove me batty yesterday with the clawing at the door and the crying. I put him back out last night. He seems to be doing fine with it. But I do suspect that he'll be asking to come back in before the day is out. He can - for a few - then it's back out again. Samantha is not doing too well. It was as if she aged 5 years overnight (she's already 13). She's still eating, drinking and cleaning herself. But that's it. No more playing - no more nothing but sitting there. It breaks my heart. If I pick her up - she wants to be glued to me - permanently. Trying to detach her from my clothes is tough. I just hope she's okay health wise. I just couldn't take it if something happened to her - not so close to Indy dying.

Will's back:) I could feel his energy close yesterday as I worked. Almost like he was just sitting there watching me. I love it when he's around. Not only because I like the feel of his energy (it's always very high - I would call it jazzed) but he's my muse. When he's around, I just write better. As I was writing the script yesterday, he did make a connection for telepathic sex which I wrote about it in OBE. Last night as I was falling asleep, I could feel him around me. When I was walking down my path to enter my dream portal - Ethan was there as always - he told me to expect the past to be back but with a twist. I asked Ethan what he was talking about - he said that I know he can't tell me more. But that I have to put my nose to the grindstone and keep plugging away. No wasted moments - no sitting idle. I told him okay - and moved on. Further down the path was Will. He was in a long white flowing robe. Around his body is vibrated a wonderful golden energy. I asked if he was going to step through the portal with me. His reply - I'm already there. I stepped through and he was - at the Willow Tree by the river. I don't remember anything else - except that when I saw him I ran to the tree:)

With Will usually comes Merlin at some point in time and sure enough Merlin has been on my heels since I woke up this morning. In fact - he was the last thing I remembered about my dreams from last night. He and I were working in the magical space in the cave. Will was somewhere in the background. Next to me I had an enormous faden quartz crystal. I was putting mugwort around it - Merlin was putting candles around the ring of mugwort. There were 9 candles - 5 violet and 4 blue. During the day today - I keep hearing him tell me we have to get back to work. I have no clue what we're working on - why the mugwort, crystal and candles.

I asked Andrew today - where's my love life? He laughed and said I know where it is - and it isn't in Wooster. I know;) I took down all of the dating ads and what have you that I had online. I've washed my hands of it as long as I live in Wooster. Will I change my mind if I'm still here past July? I might. But lets put the energy out there that I'm moving forward! Any ways - Andrew says there's much more going on behind the scenes of my life than I'm privy to. So keep the faith - keep working and it will all shift the way it's supposed to. He says that January and February are all about work - lots of it. The work will transform not only my career - but my love life - so I must not stop. No wasted time. I tell Andrew that this is what Ethan basically said - no wasted time. He replies- there's a reason 2 of your guides tell you the same thing - listen to our words. And I have:)

LOST is back tonight!! Whoo Hoo! Okay - so since I can't watch it till tomorrow morning - no one email or post about what happened on LOST - okay? Don't tell me! Ahhhh...Sawyer:)

Oh -- I almost forgot...Will and Vincent know one another now. Yep - they met. Don't ask me how I know - I just do:) So now Bill & Ted know one another and so does Will & Vincent. Things are aligning up for me to come on board:)

Vincent is going through a very deep thought process right now. He seems to contemplate everything. He's so deep in thought that I don't dare disturb him. What is he thinking about? His life. What he needs to do and how he's supposed to do it. He's looking at all angles to see what is best for everyone involved.

Back to work I go....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Headache Of The Golden Globes

I am still having trouble with Hipcast and iTunes - both places are blaming the other and no one will fix the podcast problem. To say I'm upset is an understatement.

And moving forward with the upset part - I saw last night from the Golden Globes site that you could watch the GG. I was excited - because I haven't missed one in 30 years and without cable....I would miss it. Anyways I went - paid the fee - and got sent to this TV Player Pro software that I had download. No problem. Did as told. Problem was - I couldn't find the GG anywhere. I put a request into support at 7:30 pm. At 9:45 pm (they sent it at 9:08, but I wasn't at the computer) I got a reply that it wasn't that software I needed, but the Real Player (which I had) in order to access the show. Since I missed the show - I immediately asked for a refund. Last night I got the sure...you can have one - but we're changing your $9.95 for our software. It's a strict refund policy.

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I saved the convo - see it below (start from the bottom up):

Svetlana Za 1/12/2009 8:56:47 AM
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Alison 1/12/2009 7:31:03 AM
What part of CANCEL MY ACCOUNT don't you get?

And I'l make sure every last person knows about your policy - including the Golden Globes.
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Alison 1/12/2009 7:10:19 AM
This is a load of crap - and I'm going to make sure everyone I know - knows about this. The only reason I got the software was to watch the Golden Globes - which I didn't get to see. AND according to you documentation - the Golden Globes would have been watched from Real Player NOT your software.

Cancel the account.

I'm also emailing the producers of the Golden Globe to let them know how I got ripped off trying to watch their show.

I repeat - cancel this account.
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Alison 1/12/2009 6:50:02 AM
You have got to be kidding me - I have to pay a fee for a service I never used?

Cancel this account.
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Alison 1/11/2009 9:39:50 PM
I want you to cancel my account and refund my money. The only reason I got this program was for the golden globes and since I'm on the east coast - it's pretty much a mute point now.

Thank you
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Alison 1/11/2009 7:27:27 PM
I'm trying to find the GG. I have downloaded my player - it works. Where can I find the show?

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And that's that - the rat bastards are keeping the $9.95. It's not the money - it's the principle. No where anywhere did it say that I was to watch the GG on Real Player - no where. When I would log in from the GG site - I kept getting their screen for downloading their software.

Oh - this place is called: http://tv-subscription.com/

I was very-very happy this morning to read Heath won:) I wish I could have seen Christopher Nolan's acceptance speech. I was also happy for 30 Rock and Kate Winslet. How about Mickey Rourke - damn I wish I could have seen that.

Now - on to something pleasant.

I had another wonderful dream visit with Bill. We were at my mom's house - my son, mom, sister's and family were there - along with Ted. Ted stayed in the background this whole dream. He stayed on the couch - just sitting there. Bill had on a long-sleeved red shirt -with some blue in it. There were words on the shirt no idea what. A woman came over - he spoke to her in Spanish - and she went to get us something to drink.

It was a laid back dream - he was showing me a letter he wrote to the editor of the NYT about Pres Bush. I asked him if he included Iran in that letter. He looked hurt for a second - like of crap I forgot to include it - and said no. He said this was the letter as of Jan 12th. His neck and back hurt - so as he was telling me about the letter - I was massaging his shoulders - neck. I got up - kissed him on the cheek and went in to see what my mom wanted. My sisters were there with her and all 3 were commenting on how nice it is to see Bill in the house and that he and I are very comfortable around one another. I agreed and then quickly said- we're just friends - nothing more. The ladies were bummed. I started over to Ted - when Bill intervened and wanted to go outside for a walk. Seems that my mom's house was a cabin in the middle of the woods (it certainly isn't in the physical world). I had my arm through his and we talking about the animals we saw - the different trees. It was all very calm, peaceful and it just felt right. I told him that I had to go poop. Yes - I used those exact words. He pointed over in the distance to a potty he built into the ground.

I'm there - doing my thing. When somehow the scene shifted from that (however I was still on the potty) to a table with 3 other people. I couldn't believe no one could smell my poo. We were discussing this home buying process. Seems that a bunch of homes were about to go on market for cheap prices. We had to reach in and pull out a slip of paper - which would tell us which house we got to buy. I was looking at this Spanish-styled house. It was very nice - over 5000 sq ft with a pool, outdoor kitchen and a hot tub. I told them this was too big and all I wanted was a small place by the beach. They said only big houses were available to me.

Then I woke up.

And on that note - I gotta get back to work.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

This, That and the Other!

Is anyone going to watch the Golden Globes tonight? First time in 30 years I'm not watching it and I'm having withdrawal already. No cable = no Golden Globes..or Oscars.

When Mercury Retro kicks in (which was today) that's when most people start to feel the affects. Me? A week earlier. Never fails. Between MR messing things up, my ongoing fight with iTunes & Hipcast (both bastards still say that the podcast problem is the other ones fault), and the "New Kid on the Block" as AJ said:) It's been a headache of a 2009 already.

Plus this last week I'm still catching up on the special priced readings I sold back in Dec.

Oh - and I shoveled snow yesterday (have to do more today) and did something to my lower back. What took me 5 min is now almost 15. SIGH - the wonders of being over 40. This is on top of my pulling a muscle in my upper back when I went to put my hair in a ponytail last Tuesday. Nice....

I watched BURN AFTER READING yesterday. I can't begin to convey my disappointment. How can so much talent come out with so much crap? And the Coen Brothers? WTF? What happened? I wish you could have seen me yelling at my TV - it was funny. Good thing my son wasn't home;)

I'm entering an Indy filmmaker contest. I have only a week or so to write the 1st draft of the script and then only a week to make changes. So if there's no postings this upcoming week (or next) - you know why. But I'll try not to drop off the face of the Earth.

Now for the last week. This was such a WTF - and a WTH every day. I have to thank Chris for this. Now who is Chris? He's to Vincent what Ted is to Bill - and somehow I'm stuck in the middle. Another love triangle. Hell. What in the world did I do in my past lives? When another energy comes in - my body hits the emotional overload until I'm used to that new energy. Plus - I can't sleep. So last week I spent my time either pissed off, crying, or just sitting there without a thought in my head. All of it - not the norm of Allie. When Friday rolled around - I was back to the norm Allie. However - I still can't sleep - so something else must be coming down the pike.

So what's Chris like? Energetic, supportive, creative, kind & loving. Very good friend material. As Vincent stands around and "protects" me - Chris yammers in my ear to have to try this - or try that. It's like Chris pushes me and Vincent protects me. It's nice having them both around - but they have a habit of pulling me in 2 different direction - Chris wanting me to try something and Vincent wanting me to stand still and be safe.

I had a dream visit with them both the other night. They were fighting over who would "get" me. I stepped in the middle and said that I'm not doing this again (referencing Bill and Ted). I pointed to Vincent and said him - he's the one who gets me. Chris is like - what? Wait a minute - I haven't had a chance to prove myself. I told him- not in this life. In this life we're friends and some how you help me with Vincent because you two are already friends in the physical world. Vincent comes up and puts his arm around me - gives Chris a smug look. I punched him and told him to grow up. I can still change my mind - which made Chris smile. I told them that I had things to do and left them standing there - lol.

How did I realize that Chris was part of this whole soul circle thing with me? He kept popping up. Same as Ted did. I'd be in a vision with Vincent - and there he was. Iris said something to me that made the light bulb go off. I asked Andrew if Chris was one of "his" as well. Andrew said no.

Which made me ask Andrew - where's this love life I was supposed to have? He said - it's coming - mid 2009. This news made me roll my eyes. He said that I'll be way to busy till then and everything I am doing career wise is setting me up romantic wise. I told him that I didn't want to know any more. It gives me a headache. He did say though that this upcoming week I should hear something positive abut my career. That works:)

Need to kick my tush into gear.

Have a great - what's left of the weekend !

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Crap What A Week!

What a #$^&* up week! Nothing went as planned. I'll get ya'll up to speed either tonight or over the weekend. In the meantime:

Ask Allie Podcast (finally done): http://www.gypsyadvice.com/askalliepodcast/index.html you can't download this or any podcast (for some unknown reason - Hipc ast and iTunes are blaming each other) from iTunes. You'll have to listen on the site or download the MP3 file and listen.

Wake Up Your Orgasm:
http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/2009/01/09/wuyo-sex-q-a-pineapples-rock-chick/ will be up on iTunes soon - they're reviewing it.

And in 10 min I'll be here: www.Blogtalkradio.com/wingsofloveshow until 3:00 pm EST - call in:)

Oh - there's a new guy on the block - Chris. He's to Vincent what Ted is to Bill. Fun....

Will catch you up soon...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

ps: where in the hell are my archives? My recent posts? UGH!!

Holiday Catch Up Time!

(Just an FYI - I've been trying to get this to post since Sat. late morning)

Happy New Year! Sure - I'm a few days late - but I mean it just the same:) I hope that 2009 brings all of you what you need.

I honestly have no idea where to start - even at the beginning doesn't sound right. Silly huh? So here's a quick run down....

These past two weeks have been so busy - so silly busy - it's unreal. First, as you know, my son is home from school. His dad - being the "whatever" that he is, has decided to be MIA. So with the exception of Christmas Eve - he hasn't stopped by to get his son when he was supposed to - nor has he called him. The SOB is alive and well. He's just being - well...him. Needless to say, my little guy has been very disappointed, which in turn makes my life more difficult. The plans I had for myself all had to be canceled. Which of course is disappointing - but my disappointment doesn't come close to my son's - so I try to keep things in perspective. I've also been lying and making up excuses to my son - so that he won't think his dad has forgotten about him - as he did. That man is going to regret being such an ass when his son lives 2000 miles away instead of 5 min. Yeah - that's what I said - 5 min. Grrrrr.....Of course he finally did email me after I sent the latest asking if he was stopping by - seems that he's been "sick" and can't see his kid this weekend. Yeah - whatever.

So my son has made things very interesting - and stressful - here at the Allie ranch. He and Brodie (the black lab) fight like they are little girls. The kid yells at the dog - the dog barks back at the kid and it goes on and on. I had to banish Brodie to the back room and my son to his room just for some peace and quiet. Overall - the last two weeks have been fine with my son - he's 8 - he acts like an 8 year old. The longer he doesn't see his dad, the more rambunctious he gets.

Iris has been here - as busy as can be. That woman. She has promised me that she's not about to leave my side again. I don't know if I should be happy or scared. She did say though that she's in the background - Andrew is still "in charge" at this point in time. Andrew was talking to me yesterday and my grandmother came up and kissed him. I'm like - not in front of the children!

Now that's it's Jan 3rd, only 18 days till LOST! God I can't stand it -- I have major Sawyer withdraw.

But Iris gave me an idea in the shower - it's about another podcast called Waking Up Your Orgasm: http://wakeupyourorgasm.com/ the site is FAR from complete. My hope is to have the podcast up and running by next Friday (and Friday's from that point on) the 9th. It'll be in the same simple format as Ask Allie - with Q & A sex questions, toy reviews, aphrodisiacs and so forth. Well, I don't know what the "so forth" is yet. Sexual positions and sexual energy I deal with in the OBE newsletter (when I have time to write it). Any ideas? I only want to keep it 30 min or less. I'm also going to do the listener appreciation by giving discounts on the OBE web site.

Dreams - man have they been wild. Ever since I Feng Shui my office (and found about a dozen or so tiny Herkimer Diamonds that I placed on my Faden Quartz next to my bed) they have really been eventful. Bill has been in many of the ones I remember. Two of the visits I've had to entered into his dreams as I remember just standing back watching him pour over books. He's at a round table (both times)...

Okay - I have to interrupt my story for just a moment -- this still has to do with dreams, but....

Earlier last week (can't remember which night) - I had a dream where I was sitting down on a couch, that was a step lower than the room it was in - a sunken couch. An African American man (in his lower 30's I guessed) walked in and it was just as two old friends who haven't seen each other in a while. We hugged, gave each other kisses on the cheek and sat back down on the couch. I was leaning on him, his arms wrapped around me - and he started to tell me how he's been able to write - that he's releasing a new cd. I told him that it was great, I was excited for him (he seemed really pleased with himself) - kissed him a few more times on the cheek. Then I woke up.

Now I had no idea who this person was - never saw him before in my waking life (had no idea if he was alive or not) - had no idea why I would meet up with him - but there has to be some sort of past life/karmic connection. I thought about it after I woke up - couldn't figure it out, so I filed it away. So today I'm thumbing through some online sites - just looking around - and there he was. I was floored. I must of sat there for 10 min just saying nothing. I did find a page for him on MySpace - I sent him a friend request - no idea if he'll say yes. But what the hell - right? Still no clue on the "why" of the dream visit. I'm sure some day I'll figure it out.

Now back to the other dreams and Bill -- so he was at a round table. Books all over the place - most of them open - he had bookmarks in several places in each book. He had a notepad - a journal - where he was writing everything down. I walked up to him and asked how it was going. He's all excited saying he found the portal to Atlantis - but he can't figure out how to get to the portal. Seems that you have to take tunnels and what have you in order to get there - and he can't figure out where the tunnels originate. I asked - isn't it in the bottom of a Mayan temple in Mexico? He stops and stares at me for a spilt second then says - I don't know, they haven't discovered the room yet and when they do, it'll look like an ordinary room. But this (and he points to the triangle inside of a circle) will be in that room. I looked at him again and said - Mexico, it's in Mexico. He replied - but Atlantis's portal isn't in Mexico. I said I know - it's in Belize. But we get to Belize through the Yucatan Peninsula. He stared - it seemed like forever. Then it looked like a light bulb went off because he yelled - now it makes sense and grabbed a book. I woke up. We went through this same scenario twice - and I woke up each time. So I have no clue what he showed me.

Another dream visit we were at my mom's house. My sister's were there along with my brother-in-law, nieces, my son and my mother. Bill was in the basement with my son - I was upstairs watching a large category 3 tornado come towards us. I kept yelling for everyone to stay in the basement - the tornado would spilt off into three smaller tornados, and then regroup into one. The color of the tornado was brown - but when they split apart, 2 of them were gray. I knew my son was safe because Bill had him. My brother in law wasn't listening to me and would not get down stairs. When it got close - he and I ran down. In the basement - I could hear my dog Brodie upstairs. Before I could run up to get him, I woke up.

Vincent has been around during my waking hours. I can feel him move with me. He reminds me of my own astral body guard:) There have been a few instances where the connection was tight and clear - I could see him smiling - laughing. It was nice to be able to feel him feel something other than unhappiness.

Will - he's always around too - but not as close as Vincent - Vincent won't let him. I had a flash visit of me, Bill, Ted and Vincent in a hotel room - chatting. I announced that I want Will here too. Panic spread on their faces and they all said no at once. I told them tough shit - if they want me here - then they'd better go get Will. LOL.

Samantha went back to the vet - her thyroid is still a little high - but all other worries are now gone:) That was so nice to hear. Even though she is not happy to get her pill 2x - she takes it. I'm happy to have my Ninja cat back!

My lower back still kinda hurts - and I noticed a fine crack in my son's tooth. I'm using a heating pad and he goes to the dentist on Tuesday.

I managed to get some medicine in Little Black Kitty's eye last week - only problem is that he hasn't been back since :(

For some reason I'm obsessing over Sex In The City. No idea why. I never watched it on HBO or the reruns - never went to see the movie. But all of a sudden I have to watch it. Very strange.

I got my spring seed catalogs in the mail today - whoo hoo! My kid eats apples like you wouldn't believe - so I'm getting 2 apple trees to put in. Of course I won't see any apples for a couple of years - but I'm still doing it! It goes along with my grapes, blueberries, raspberries and strawberries:) My way of thinking is if I plan it - it better feed me or bring me some luck. There's always that chance that we won't even be living here by even summer - but I do plan on keeping the house. After I win an Oscar I'll put the house up for sale on eBay - lol!

I know there's more going on - I just can't think what else right now.

Have a wonderful weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Ted and Dream Visits!

What I week - I mean wow - I've been busy. Trying to do all of my readings before the holidays next week. This hasn't been an easy task. With my 50% off sale that has been going most of the month - many people have taken advantage of this offer. Since I have a couple thousand clients worldwide - you can just imagine the overload I've had.

My inbox has more emails that I know what to do with. If you've sent me an email - especially a follow-up email to a reading - I have it. I'm just buried - so please be patient.

Lately there has been an onslaught of people emailing me for free advice instead of submitting it to the column (okay, so I'm REALLY behind on this column) or the podcast. I can't and I won't answer those emails - they automatically get deleted. This last week I've been getting 20+ a day - I'm only one person doing the best I can. Free questions have to be submitted to the Ask Allie column/podcast.

Plus (pat myself on the back) I was on Keen and Liveperson this week. As I'm working on the OBE outline - again - I'll be on LP.

What else has been going on? Oh - you know Cheryl who likes to comment on this blog? She and her 12 year old son are moving from TX to live up here in OH with my son and I. Her son and my son are soooooo happy that they are going to finally have a "brother". Remember when I said that I couldn't find one friend in Wooster to hang out with? I finally got tired of it and am now importing my friends - lol. The boys are going to share a bedroom - Cheryl is taking my office and somehow - I'm moving my office into my bedroom. Creative arranging -- but somehow it'll all fit. Even if I have to line my walls with shelves. She should be up here right after Christmas. And yes - I warned her about the cold.

My Wordpress problem - I'll have to forgo a WP blog on my site as I'm on a new, very secure server. If I want WP to work, I have to be moved back to an older, less secure server. I leave it where it is.

My screenplays - sitting at the top 5 Hollywood agencies. Fingers crossed. H-Wood is closed down for the holidays and then there's Sundance in Jan. So we'll see if we can hear from someone in Jan. If not - the plan is to have me in Los Angeles in Feb to meet with the agencies and production companies. You never know:)

I did have a lunch date today. No - I'm not going to tell you anything about him, but I will say that I had a nice time. Will there be a second date? No idea - that's up to him. But either way I had a pleasant afternoon.

Wednesday night I had two separate dream visits - one from Bill and the other one Ted. With Bill he and I are sitting around chatting, For some reason he said that he likes a small back yard. I tell him that I have a small back yard. He looked at me with this strange look on his face -- and I said, well ya it's small because I have a 2 1/2 car garage on my property. He was also showing me pictures he had taken -- I don't remember what the pictures were about except that they were of landscapes and some ancient ruins. He was very excited to show me these pictures and I was just as thrilled to be looking at them. I kept asking - when are we going to go? He said -not yet, not everyone is here.

Next dream visit I was sitting wit Ted on a comfortable couch in a large house. I can remember the big fireplace and the beige couches. He and I are just chatting up a storm. He leaned over, put his arm around me and pulled me close. I asked - what are you doing? He leaned in to kiss me - I backed away. I commented - aren't you married? Just then his wife came in and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He went to introduce me, but she didn't care and just kept walking. He said - some wife. If you were my wife and I was on the couch with another woman, you'd beat the shit out of me. My reply - naw -- I'd just take all of your money:) So he learned in again to kiss me and again I backed away. I told him to stop it. I'm not anyone's "second". He mumbled something under his breath - when a Brit gets pissed and they start letting the words fly - it's hard to figure out what in the hell they're saying! So I had no clue. I just told him I'd see him later. As the dream was ending I heard him say - you're damn right you will - lol.

I am so tired I swear I could sleep for a week. Off to bed I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, Bill and Atlantis!

Here I am, it’s 4:25 pm est and I haven’t been on my computer since this morning. Why? Because it hates me. I have no idea what is going on -- so I have been running all of the nice diagnostic tools and it is taking forever. I did though get a chance to watch “Live Free, Die Hard” in the mean timeJ What can I say - I’m a Die Hard fan - always have been. Someone asked me once who I would take on a deserted island if I could take one person and one person only (this was asked pre my son) and I said: MacGyver as he’d build me the island of my dreams, or John McClane because he’d get me the hell off that island - lol!

This past weekend was interesting. My son and I went to see our neighbors in a Christmas play Sat night. When we got home, the storm drain under the house 2 doors down had smoke and flames billowing out of it. Before you know it - the electric guys were there and in order to get down there to fix this problem, a few city blocks had to be shut down. So they were. Burr...it was 15 or something like that Sat night. Electric was out until sometime early Sunday morning.

Sunday I was a good girl and spent it working on my OBE sex book. I worked on it as much as I could in between the “Mom -- mom -- where are you?” and “Mom, I need you.” every 5 or so minutes J In the process of all of this, I had been trying to talk to Tracey. I haven’t been sleeping well and usually (as you know) when that happens, something is either about to change or I’m not getting a message (usually from Bill). I want to sleep - so she and I were playing email tag for a few days. I was about to get my shower when she and I finally connected.

As our hour chat was coming to a close, she told me that I had to post the chat to the blog - for Bill and Vincent to see. It’s below - but I took out a lot of items that could give away more information on the two of them than I am comfortable with.

Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:06 PM): I have 4 projects in Hollywood - SC, GG - the kids show, Dreamers and The Black Triangle.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:07:20 PM): will anything of this take off in 2009? and if so - around when?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:44 PM): I get yes to SC and to GG
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:07:58 PM): I get that SC is the first part of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:03 PM): and GG around June
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:10 PM): you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:14 PM): kind of stressed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:23 PM): but you will get used to the pace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:38 PM): I sense that there is immediate interest in SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:08:51 PM): There seems to be something coming with it in the first three months of the year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:01 PM): I sense you will know of this around January
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:10 PM): but may not get started then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:14 PM): it may start in march
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:26 PM): funding has to be secured and some things put together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:39 PM): so you are going to be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:09:58 PM): someone really is pushing this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:03 PM): wants to run with it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:10:11 PM): will I stay in Wooster while SC is going on? and then move after GG takes flight?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:28 PM): I do not get the move until July
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:33 PM): but you will be traveling a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:10:36 PM): back and forth
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:21 PM): there seems to be a lot of interest around this one
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:11:26 PM): a knowing that it will be a good one
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:34 PM): cool.
Allie (12/7/2008 8:11:49 PM): what about the out of body sex book I am writing - will that show me success as well?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:01 PM): I get yes but not in 2009
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:07 PM): this will come in 2010
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:20 PM): its like there is more 'focus' on you in 09
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:27 PM): that brings success for it in 10
Allie (12/7/2008 8:12:38 PM): okay - that works
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:41 PM): I really sense that once you are out there
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:43 PM): on the SC
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:12:50 PM): this is going to draw attention to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:13:08 PM): and then followed by GG - you are really hot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:35 PM): I just sense a lot of positive changes for you - finally in this area of your career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:40 PM): new doors finally opening
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:49 PM): and I see you thinking at times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:14:53 PM): that you are overwhelmed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:00 PM): and wondering why it came all at once
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:05 PM): but you will adjust to it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:15:06 PM): I believe it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:09 PM): and be able to manage it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:19 PM): its in the beginning when its hairy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:15:27 PM): esp when you add GG to the mix
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:49 PM): around Vincent I am getting that he’s sort of stretched
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:16:52 PM): in his career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:00 PM): he’s feeling pulled in different directions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:08 PM): and he’s having a hard time deciding what to do next
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:12 PM): he has some offers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:16 PM): but to do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:17:21 PM): he has to give up something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:05 PM): he does not want you working with Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:09 PM): he feels if you do
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:14 PM): you may have an affair with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:22 PM): he does not want that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:34 PM): this affair will take place
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:40 PM): whether you are together then or not
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:48 PM): and he would be hurt either way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:19:58 PM): but esp. if you were together then
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:04 PM): he’s knowing the marriage has to end
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:09 PM): he feels he must end it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:12 PM): to be with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:20 PM): he feels like he’s going to have to do this soon
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:28 PM): he just feels change all around him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:37 PM): and all changes that occur
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:42 PM): he considers you in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:47 PM): and how it may bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:20:51 PM): or push you apart
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:02 PM): so he’s trying to make decisions
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:06 PM): with you in mind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:17 PM): he also feels lie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:18 PM): like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:24 PM): you don't find him attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:28 PM): he had a dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:31 PM): where you told him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:34 PM): he needed to shave
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:38 PM): and clean himself up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:42 PM): and lose weight
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:52 PM): and he wonders what that is all about
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:21:57 PM): so he’s a bit insecure
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:03 PM): that he’s not attractive to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:09 PM): he does not understand the dream
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:12 PM): its just that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:18 PM): he needed to change his appearance
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:24 PM): for work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:27 PM): not for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:22:30 PM): exactly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:31 PM): in the situation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:39 PM): and you have to be honest
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:22:41 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:00 PM): he has to lose only 20-30 pounds
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:06 PM): and it won't be that rough
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:14 PM): and he will actually be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:17 PM): more attractive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:20 PM): and feel better
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:23 PM): so it won't hurt him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:29 PM): he’s so sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:34 PM): very sensitive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:46 PM): he felt like you were talking to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:48 PM): the other day
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:23:57 PM): it was Wednesday or Thursday
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:02 PM): he felt like he could hear you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:05 PM): but faintly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:11 PM): like a bad phone connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:16 PM): he was awake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:18 PM): lucid
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:24:23 PM): he thought that was neat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:15 PM): he has to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:19 PM): to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:24 PM): he senses that work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:29 PM): is to bring you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:31 PM): but love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:34 PM): keeps you together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:39 PM): he feels he is to work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:42 PM): combining
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:46 PM): talents
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:27:48 PM): and ideas
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:31 PM): so anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:41 PM): he is stopping by your website often
Allie (12/7/2008 8:28:45 PM): he does get that the Vincent in the blog is him - right?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:50 PM): he makes sure he has access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:52 PM): all the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:55 PM): from his phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:28:58 PM): or laptop
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:03 PM): no matter what he is doing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:04 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:11 PM): that you would add a feature
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:19 PM): where he could be notified of new posts
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:23 PM): to your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:34 PM): so he can get them right away
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:44 PM): he’s thinking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:50 PM): you will know how to do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:29:58 PM): and that the inspiration will hit you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:08 PM): he uses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:13 PM): some kind of texting service
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:15 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:20 PM): like paging
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:26 PM): but text messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:31 PM): through email?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:37 PM): I dunno
Allie (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): me neither
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:41 PM): I am behind the times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:46 PM): on that stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:53 PM): he has a phone
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): with everything
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:30:58 PM): on it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:02 PM): even mp3
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:08 PM): an d he listens to you?
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:12 PM): sounds like an iPhone
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:15 PM): podcast
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:18 PM): ah
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:21 PM): okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:28 PM): likes to listen to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:32 PM): likes your voice
Allie (12/7/2008 8:31:33 PM): did he listen to the past life regression I put up that was about him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:34 PM): calms him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:38 PM): thinks you are interesting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:43 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:52 PM): he’s listened to lots
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:31:55 PM): of Allie
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:15 PM): he feels you are brilliant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:17 PM): and a
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:19 PM): spiritual guru
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:21 PM): giant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:26 PM): compared to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:33 PM): I sense strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:39 PM): that you will meet in connection to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:42 PM): to your work
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:52 PM): its going to be mid-year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:55 PM): July
Allie (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): what does his spiritual guru say about me and him? what advice do they give him?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:32:58 PM): maybe June
Allie (12/7/2008 8:33:04 PM): maybe when I move?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:05 PM): that he needs
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:09 PM): to facilitate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:13 PM): getting together with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:17 PM): that he needs to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:22 PM): to bring that into reality
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:26 PM): and that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:29 PM): he needs to prepare
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:32 PM): for you in his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:34 PM): make room
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:36 PM): changes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:39 PM): like marriage
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:41 PM): career
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:48 PM): and that he may have to move
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:50 PM): physically
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:33:57 PM): they have told him 'Hollywood'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:05 PM): in other words he needs to be in that area
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:34:56 PM): he’s amazed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:00 PM): by how close
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:03 PM): you feel to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:14 PM): you WILL be busy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:18 PM): if you are doing all this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:21 PM): at the same time
Allie (12/7/2008 8:35:23 PM): so I guess I'd better enjoy what down time I have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:29 PM): no kidding
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:40 PM): he’s getting his 'affairs'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:43 PM): in order
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:51 PM): my sense is that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:35:56 PM): the notification
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:04 PM): of ending
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:06 PM): things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:09 PM): is in the new year
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:13 PM): just after the first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:16 PM): he’s being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:19 PM): empathetic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:36:22 PM): to the holidays
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:02 PM): he thinks that you are awesome
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:09 PM): and that what he is experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:16 PM): with you is completely amazing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:37:57 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:02 PM): he’s tired of his life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:06 PM): and that he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:08 PM): for moving on
‘Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:50 PM): also he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:53 PM): he and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:38:57 PM): are going to be friends
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:03 PM): he has been dreaming about Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:05 PM): in fact
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:13 PM): Bill warned him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:16 PM): that if you run into Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:20 PM): affair is likely
Allie (12/7/2008 8:39:24 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:26 PM): and so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:35 PM): he made an instant friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:45 PM): he feels like W and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:48 PM): don't jive
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:39:55 PM): but he gets along with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:02 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:06 PM): B will be a part of your life
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:09 PM): why fight it
Allie (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): I sure hope he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:15 PM): he’s okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:21 PM): he does not feel like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:23 PM): you and B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:27 PM): will be romantic
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:29 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:34 PM): he feels you love each other
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:39 PM): which makes him feel good actually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:41 PM): because
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:47 PM): he feels B is protective
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:48 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:53 PM): so he sees it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): as a brotherly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:40:56 PM): love
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:03 PM): and he is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:15 PM): but I do sense
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:19 PM): that he’s right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:20 PM): in terms
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:22 PM): of the role
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:24 PM): B is choosing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:30 PM): he will be there for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:37 PM): as a protective force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:40 PM): and a guiding force
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:46 PM): he’s going to help promote you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:48 PM): and work with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:41:52 PM): and be your best friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:05 PM): Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:10 PM): is okay with that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:14 PM): and he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:23 PM): he is not in competition
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:26 PM): with Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:30 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:32 PM): they both
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:34 PM): want you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:40 PM): to be happy and successful
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:44 PM): also
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:47 PM): he trusts B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:51 PM): respects him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:42:58 PM): he’s been reading about B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:01 PM): he did not realize
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:06 PM): how smart Bill was
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:21 PM): he just did not know about him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:25 PM): and he’s thought of contacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:26 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:31 PM): and my sense is that he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:38 PM): and he’s going to bring you up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:43 PM): and direct Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:45 PM): to you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:43:49 PM): and your website
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:32 PM): Bill senses
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:35 PM): that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:38 PM): is a friend
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:41 PM): but for some reason
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:45 PM): he receives Will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:48 PM): as a foe
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:44:50 PM): most of the time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:06 PM): he likes that Vincent
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:08 PM): is big
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:11 PM): he sees him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:12 PM): as your
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:15 PM): thors hammer
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:18 PM): ?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:26 PM): he feels Vincent is good for you
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:32 PM): lol - B wear a thors hammer as a pendant
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:37 PM): NO WAY
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:40 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 8:45:41 PM): WAY!
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:46 PM): he also feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:48 PM): you need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:54 PM): call on Thor and Freya
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:45:58 PM): to give you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:03 PM): the extra umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:06 PM): to get things rolling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:10 PM): with your business
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:22 PM): he feels you need
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:26 PM): more personal power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:33 PM): he knows you have a lot
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:42 PM): but he feels you need more umpf
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:44 PM): behind you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:46:52 PM): apparently
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:00 PM): B is into Gods and Goddesses
Allie (12/7/2008 8:47:05 PM): yes he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:07 PM): Bill that is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:14 PM): and he’s sending you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:16 PM): power
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:18 PM): energy
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:22 PM): and light
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:26 PM): to push things through
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:27 PM): for you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:34 PM): he’s been around you lately
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:39 PM): he’s even asked Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:41 PM): to muster up
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:46 PM): what strength
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:48 PM): he has
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:49 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:55 PM): and Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:47:58 PM): has done so
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:06 PM): Ted also needs help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:07 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:09 PM): B
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:15 PM): feels that in helping you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:19 PM): this will strengthen T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:21 PM): too
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:30 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:36 PM): feels he is in a position
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:38 PM): to help
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:41 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:44 PM): he’s feeling
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:49 PM): like he’s reached
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:51 PM): a level
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:48:56 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:01 PM): a higher level in meditation
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:06 PM): that most can't achieve
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:12 PM): and he’s feeling in awe of it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:24 PM): he’ taking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:30 PM): a retreat
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:32 PM): or break
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:35 PM): to time out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:38 PM): spiritually
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:42 PM): and he’s going somewhere
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:44 PM): inspiring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:50 PM): with mtns.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:49:55 PM): that have a smoky haze
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:01 PM): and I see a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:04 PM): of some kind
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:07 PM): behind him
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:09 PM): Nepal?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:17 PM): yes - that resonates
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:19 PM): he’s ready
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:22 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:28 PM): has to finish
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:30 PM): something first
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:36 PM): he wants T
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:38 PM): to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:39 PM): but T
Allie (12/7/2008 8:50:44 PM): does he still have the letter my sister gave him for me?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:46 PM): said he had to bring the Bitch
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:52 PM): and Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:50:55 PM): said no way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:00 PM): he does
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:03 PM): have the letter
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:08 PM): always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:11 PM): I get always
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:15 PM): he will have it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:19 PM): he values it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:25 PM): its sacred to him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:30 PM): he’s writing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:36 PM): things on the outside
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:39 PM): for the paper
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:43 PM): or envelope
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:48 PM): symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:51:55 PM): he wonders if you receive the messages
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:04 PM): he feels like the two of you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:10 PM): were able to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:13 PM): communicate
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:16 PM): this way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:22 PM): in the ancient times
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:33 PM): and he’s fascinated
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:35 PM): that he
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:38 PM): can do this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:41 PM): its some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:45 PM): kind of sacred
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:46 PM): text
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:49 PM): in symbols
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:55 PM): he’s
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:52:58 PM): wanting so badly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:02 PM): to share things with you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:05 PM): that he’s learning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:09 PM): and experiencing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:12 PM): he wishes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:16 PM): he could blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:19 PM): about this stuff
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:24 PM): but no
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:27 PM): bad for image
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:32 PM): he thinks that’s shit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:40 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:43 PM): he’s asked
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:47 PM): to hide who he is
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:49 PM): often
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:53 PM): and he’s not wanting to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:53:58 PM): he is not ashamed
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:03 PM): he feels he is enlightened
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:07 PM): and he’s going
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:12 PM): to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:16 PM): when he gets back
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:26 PM): against 'advice'
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:30 PM): so that you have
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:33 PM): access to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:36 PM): some things
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:39 PM): he wants you to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:42 PM): so he wants you
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:45 PM): to pay attention
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:50 PM): to the internet
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:55 PM): and to watch for
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:57 PM): something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:54:59 PM): from him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:06 PM): he knows you will understand it all
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:08 PM): even if
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:14 PM): its above the average
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:19 PM): persons conception
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:26 PM): of spiritual
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:30 PM): information
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:47 PM): he feels like you are to do something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:48 PM): with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:52 PM): in terms of
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:55:56 PM): writing a book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:00 PM): he sees you being
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:09 PM): co-writers
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:11 PM): and he will
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:15 PM): publish it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:19 PM): and do some
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:23 PM): kind of artwork
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:29 PM): for the cover
Allie (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): that would be cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:33 PM): he’s created
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:39 PM): some kind of drawing
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:46 PM): that has spiritual meaning
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:49 PM): to your connection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:53 PM): and he does not understand it
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:56:55 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:00 PM): that he’s to put the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:05 PM): in a temple
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:10 PM): in Nepal for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:16 PM): and he hopes that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:24 PM): the two of you can interpret
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:30 PM): the painting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:33 PM): for this book
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:38 PM): its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:40 PM): to the message
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:44 PM): and this has to do with
Allie (12/7/2008 8:57:48 PM): it has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:49 PM): spiritual connections
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:51 PM): and the past
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:57:53 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:01 PM): he’s very excited
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:04 PM): but he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:06 PM): that this
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:10 PM): has to be energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:12 PM): in some way
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:18 PM): so that you can access
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:22 PM): the hidden meanings
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:28 PM): he does not understand it all now
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:33 PM): but he’s putting things together
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:36 PM): and he was led
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:42 PM): to delivering it to nap
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:45 PM): for a time
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:58:56 PM): I sense that he’s also been working on
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:02 PM): locating someplace
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:07 PM): for the two of you to visit
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:12 PM): this has to do with Atlantis
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:16 PM): and some hidden
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:19 PM): crystals
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:21 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:25 PM): and he knows
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:28 PM): you are to go with him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:32 PM): on this journey
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:36 PM): he feels
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:41 PM): you are to return
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:42 PM): to this area
Allie (12/7/2008 8:59:43 PM): he won't get very far without me
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 8:59:53 PM): he feels like
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:03 PM): there is to be some diving involved
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:07 PM): do you dive?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:09 PM): anyway
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:19 PM): he feels like there is a lot of research to do
Allie (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): yes, have to dive into a lake
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:23 PM): on location
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:30 PM): cool
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:36 PM): you will need to
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:42 PM): to go where he wants to go
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:44 PM): he’s looking
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:48 PM): at these grids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:50 PM): and maps
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:55 PM): and overlaying them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:00:57 PM): or something
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:04 PM): he’s figuring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:06 PM): something out
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:12 PM): with the help of his guides
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:16 PM): and its impt.
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:20 PM): and he thinks
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:22 PM): that its okay
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:27 PM): if Vincent goes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:32 PM): his powerful energy is good
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:33 PM): but
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:38 PM): some of the exploring
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:01:43 PM): is just for you and Bill
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:05 PM): yes - just B, T and I can get to some places
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:10 PM): right
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:14 PM): Ted
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:17 PM): will get
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:24 PM): dragged by the hair
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:27 PM): if need be
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:30 PM): and no Bitch
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:32 PM): Vincent will stand guard or something like that
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:34 PM): Bill
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:36 PM): likes her
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:48 PM): like he likes hemorrhoids
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:50 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:02:51 PM): lol
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:02:52 PM): yes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:01 PM): Vincent is to stand guard
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): so is this why I'm not sleeping - because Bill is doing exploring?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:04 PM): protection
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:08 PM): yes
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:13 PM): damn him
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:16 PM): he can't let you sleep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:18 PM): lol
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:23 PM): but Vincent is there - always, like a body guard
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:26 PM): yep
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:03:29 PM): Thor
Allie (12/7/2008 9:03:32 PM): in my dreams if we are not interacting
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:06 PM): I wonder where Freya comes in
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:09 PM): You?
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:20 PM): you must have Freya energies
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:23 PM): it has to be me - I have had visions I think with her in them
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:28 PM): cool
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:34 PM): it's been awhile - I have to look back at my notes
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:36 PM): you must put this reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:39 PM): in your blog
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:43 PM): I sense that strongly
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:05:49 PM): so don't forget
Allie (12/7/2008 9:05:52 PM): so that Bill and Vincent can see it
Allie (12/7/2008 9:06:50 PM): I'll put it in tomorrow
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:53 PM): this has been an awesome reading
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:06:57 PM): I feel so energized
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:02 PM): the energy has been great
Tracey Loper (12/7/2008 9:07:17 PM): I hope you feel it too

Now I know what Tracey is talking about with Atlantis - I’ve written before about Bill and his maps, grids, the crystal cave, lake and so forth. And no - she doesn’t come to my blog to read what I have written - so she really doesn’t have a clue. I am happy to hear that we are supposed to be still going after Atlantis. This week I’m going to empower myself with Thor’s energy and then with Freya - I’ll let you know how it goes.

My son came up with a killer biz idea over the weekend. It’s so good that I can’t tell you about it (yes, paranoid about someone making off with it) but I will say it has to do with food and kids of all ages. I’m just so proud of him. As soon as I sell a script or something, we’re going to try to get it going.

I have no idea when I’ll get to the podcast - maybe late tonight or tomorrow. All depends on my computer - it has all my files & podcast questions on it.

Off to make supper!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie J

Bill, Ted, Day Dreams and Atlantis!

I'm chilling out with the kid today -- he's off until Monday and it's nice to just hang and play X-Box with him. I'm not taking it easy all day - I am working:) But the chill factor is mighty high. Tomorrow will be a day of fun and way too much food over at mom's house. This year I'm in charge of the sweet potatoes...yummy! Looking forward to giving thanks and eating some good stuff!

Speaking of food - besides the other day with the frozen chicken fingers and fries - I actually cooked. And when I mean cook - I mean not opening a box of something, adding a thing or two to it, and then eating. I mean actually cooking - like I used to do before the divorce. I forgot how much I liked to cook. My son asked if I could do this more often and I assured him I would.

The dreams I've been having the last two nights have been rather funky like. Last night I had one of the hotel dreams - but it was not a nice hotel. Or it might of been, but they didn't clean my room. In the dream I walked into my hotel room and saw that it was a mess. In the back portion of the room was a closet and to the side of the closet was another door. Through that door was the housekeepers room. The housekeepers where actually storing their sweepers in the closet of my room. I opened up and yelled in to someone if they could come clean my room. A woman peeked into my room - murmured something under her breath and said right away. I couldn't get over the mess here - it had two double beds (one for me and one for my son) that were in shambles - there was cereal (I think corn puffs) all over our floor - the toilet wasn't cleaned....it looked as if someone had a party while my son and I wasn't there.

The dream then shifted to me running into an old high school boyfriend. Jim was in my dream the night before too. In the previous night's dream, I ran first into a guy I kind of knew from high school named Mike. Next to him was Jim. I told them - Hi - I'm Allie and we're friends on Facebook. Jim walked off - Mike grabbed my hand to shake it and my left hand went to hit him on the side of his leg (I have no idea why) but he moved and I hit his butt. He asked me if I was trying to smack his butt - I assured him no I wasn't. Then we talked about his wife and how they were high school sweethearts and then were still married - yadda. I went off in search of Jim and he was talking with my father - they acted like they were old friends. Jim just said hi to me and left.

Which brings us to last night after the hotel dream. Jim shows up and I tell him - guess what I had a dream about you last night and I proceeded to tell him about it. He said something like - you are beautiful - and then hugged me. He asked me out to dinner -- I noticed he was wearing a wedding ring -- so I told him sure , but it would be dinner only. And I stressed that point - only dinner, don't expect anything else. Then I woke up.

I think it's strange that he was in my dreams 2 nights in a row when I haven't thought about him in about 20 years. There's a reason, I just don't know what it is yet!

I've been purposely setting aside each day to just day dream. During these day dreams, it's almost like it was when I would go into meditation and into a session with Tracey or one of my guides. But with just day dreaming I can retain more information. Normally, as I enter a day dream, it looks like someone turns on a flat screen TV - everything in the picture has a vibrant color to it - I then step through the TV into whatever picture is there. Sometimes though instead of a TV there, I'm in the middle for the woods with a river flowing in front of me. I jump into the river and see where it takes me. At times I try to swim against the current - but that always tires me out. If I try that - when I'm done with the day dreaming I reflect upon what images I saw and then combine it with that tired feeling of swimming upstream. This way I figure out what I've been fighting against and I let it go.

Earlier today when I had my day dream, I jumped into the river and went with the flow. This time though it took me right over a falls. I almost pulled myself out of the day dream because the falling sensation was so real. When I hit the bottom, I went under and saw a cave a short distance away. When I swam into it - I swam right into Atlantis. I pulled myself out of the water and there was Bill and Ted. Just sitting there. Bill smiled and said - it's about time. Ted chimes in - do you think we have all bloody day? Smart asses they are!

Bill said - we got off task - we went our separate ways and stopped searching for the way into Atlantis from our world. I told Bill that we need the leather bound book - the one that has been in tons of our night time dream visits. He said - right - but we have to do something that will start us in the right direction. I told him that he needed to go to Peru. He asked why. I told him that I don't know - but he is to go there in person, in the physical. There you find some sort of clue in an old odds and ends shop. That clue will remind you of me in the physical reality, then you and I will meet up.

Well, what in the hell am I supposed to do - asked Ted? Get divorced - I said. Can you imagine what your greedy wife would do if you found Atlantis? Bill said - what if the world isn't ready for Atlantis. My reply - the ones who need to be ready will be.

Did you find the skull yet - Bill asked? Ahhh - no skull has been found - I would have called for you sooner if it had. Mexico Ted said - it's in Mexico.

This is when Robert showed up - she has no time to be running around looking for a skull. She has to focus. You're not going to let her focus.

Bill stood right in front of Robert - nose to nose almost - you're not separating us again. We have to do this - you know we do.

I never said you didn't - Robert said - but she has to focus in on what she is currently working on. Then she can run off and play Tomb Raider. Robert turned and looked me and said: get back to work.

And I was forced out of the day dream with a jolt. Sheesh.

I asked Andrew why didn't he show up and help out. He shook his head - not my battle. My job is your love life - which will go well if you let it. What's that supposed to mean - I asked? That the only one who will stand in your way of happiness is you - so don't allow yourself to close off again - you've been doing well, keep it up.

Okay Andrew -- Okay Robert.....

And on that note - I'm outta here.

Have a great Thanksgiving and remember to be thankful for what you have, not pissed at what you don't have!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Vincent And More!

It is so drab, dark and rainy here. Yucky - Yucky - Poo. Seriously.

The meeting of Santa Friday night went well. My son was so excited - just waving and jumping up and down to the Santa. He wanted to go say hi to him again this year. Santa was approaching us and I could tell he wasn't going to say hi to my son again so as he was right in front of us, I smacked his elbow and yelled - Hi Santa! He turned and shook my son's hand. The kid was on cloud nine for the rest of the freezing evening. It was so cold out - but he was so happy he didn't even notice.

The weekend was cold - but went well. I got some work done on the horror story - but not much. Robert is here bugging me to get the OBE outline rewritten. Andrew happens to agree with him -- and Paul just sits back and smiles. Paul smiles a lot. Last night he was in a dream of mine. My son and I were on this ultra luxury private jet. It was decked out. We were being shown around - when the pilot wanted to show my son the cool games on the plane. While they were doing that, I took a turn and ended up at this mini bar. Seated there was Paul. He looked at me and asked - how do you like it? I told him it looked great - pretty comfortable and appears to have everything anyone would want. He smiled - said Good - get used to it. I woke up. The image of the inside that plane stayed with me after I awoke. It was a white interior with blue trim. Besides that dream - I tossed and turned all night. By the time I did get out of bed I was pooped.

But back to the OBE book. As I was working on the outline I thought of a killer second book dealing with orgasms and sex. The 2nd book has Oprah and The View written all over it. I already have a title and actually I saw the whole workshop tour unfold before my eyes. It was so fricken cool. But I have to get this book done first. Mums on the title for #2 or what's it all about - one thing I will say it's good:)

Over the weekend I came across my old diary from high school. In it I found my old musings about moving to Asheville, NC. I always wanted to live there - been there several times and just loved the warm feeling. No matter where I went I felt a surge of positive energy. As I was reading my diary - for some reason Will popped into my head. Once there - he stayed for most of the day. He acted like a comforter, his energy being comforting, but not invasive. Later on that evening as I laid down to go to sleep, I felt him calling me into a session. I went and sure enough - there was that willow tree right by the river. Will was leaning against it, smile on his face. You look good - he said. I am good - I replied. Are you happy, Will asked. For the most part - I said - if tinsel town could get from 1st gear to 2nd, I'd be a lot happier. Will laughed. That's the way that part of the world works, he murmured, you either live with it or you don't and walk away. There is no in between. Well I guess I'm stuck - aren't I? He chuckled - sure looks that way. Go to sleep - Will said - and we'll catch up later. And that's what I did - went to sleep.

Vincent did stop by today and tell me how tired he is. I know he's tuckered out - which is why I haven't been pushing to make any sort of connection this last week. I could tell he needed some chill time - and could still use another week or two. But I told him that if he needs me - all he has to do is call.

There have been a ton of new people who have found this blog over the last two weeks. Seems that people are confused on who is what and if anyone is actually real. So here's the skinny for the newbies - everyone is real. I don't make anything up. If there is a connection to another person that I do not physically know in this lifetime (as in Will, Vincent, George, Bill or Ted) I confirm what I sense with a couple of other people before it ever makes this blog. I'm the type of person where something has to happen to me many times over before it causes a blip on my radar. And then I still need some sort of confirmation. SO what I write here are not elaborate fantasies to entertain you. If that's what you're looking for - you need another blog. I write what I do because there are people out there who have occurrences like I do - not exactly the same - but similar. Plus I know (intuitively wise) that Bill, Ted, Will, George and Vincent have al been to this blog at least twice. I also write so that they can find the blog - and compare the experiences to their notes.

Quick rundown:

Bill, Ted, George, Will and Vincent - soul group
Andrew, Paul, Robert, Jezell, Iris, Brigit, Ethan - spirit guides
Sean - new friend who Allie is fond of
Tracey, Sky, Gab and Maria - my psychic posse

And that's that.

I added Sexual Coaching to my list of services (and no, that does not mean I sleep with you) along with 2 new tiers of coaching - One Time Coach and One Week.

My sister is in New Orleans - I hate her (not really) she's having a great time......

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill, Vincent And Someone New!

Interesting turn of events the last 48 hours. No - none of my scripts have been bought. But I did meet someone. This past Wednesday when I was on the Maria Show show - she had mention that for the next ten days was an excellent time for Taurus's to meet someone new or to progress with anyone whom they already met. Well I met a man online back in October. He knew basically what I did for a living - but not all of it. Over the last two days, he has been well versed in what I do and has spent a lot of time reading both this blog and the OBE sex one. And he hasn't run away. In fact, his curiosity is peaked. So we'll see what happens. It's just nice to finally meet someone who I'm attracted to and they "get" me. I honestly believe that this has never happened. But any ways - I was rather surprised at how easy it was to roll with the conversation once I lowered my defenses. Wouldn't you know it - he's a Scorpio - the sex sign of the zodiac. How fitting is that? He's also very creative and has a host of psychic/healing gifts that he hasn't uncovered yet. And no - he doesn't live here in Wooster (what were you thinking - seriously) but he is in Ohio.

I tried an OBE sex experiment on him and he reciprocated later on. I of course, I chatted about it in the OBE blog. It's also very nice to have found someone who can give me almost instant feedback on OBE sex techniques.

Also - Bill popped back up in dream time. I had expected Ted. In fact - I remember a glimpse of him last night - but that's it. Bill though, his dream visit is very vivid. We, of course, were in a crowded place. But this time the crowd was off to the right. Bill sat at a table with a young boy - both had tears in their eyes, but didn't cry. I could hear off in the distance that they were talking about Bill's mom and she had just passed away (in the waking world she is very much alive). His blood shot blue eyes could of burned a hole through me - he looked at me with such an intensity.

He suddenly gets up from the table, takes his shirt off, and starts to throw things into a tall moving carton. Back and forth he goes from a pile to the box - just throwing things in. I walk up to him and tell him he'll be okay. I'm behind him, grab him by the shoulders and massage his shoulders and upper back. He is so tense - he allows me to do this for only a few minutes and says he has to get back to work. So there he goes again, throwing more stuff into that box. I'm trying to talk to him, but he won't listen. He's all wound up and rambling to himself.

Finally he stops - looks at me and said: I believe you -- about our connection. I just stared at him. He grabbed me, hugged me tight and said: I'm sorry it took me so long.

That dream visit stopped and I shifted to Vincent. He was on a bus, it was the middle of the night in NYC and he was eating spagettios straight from the can. I asked him why doesn't he get something better to eat - he can afford it. He replied that he doesn't have time. He's needed and he has to go. I asked him when was the last time he has a decent nights sleep. He shrugged. It doesn't matter - he said - I can't do what I want to do. But why not - I asked. Because too many people depend on me - he replied. I watched him get off at the next stopped. He looked so tired - like I've been just bone tired.

Over the weekend I have to work on a treatment for a reality spiritual show that my manager and I have been tossing around. It was mentioned in passing to someone now they would like to see a document with the idea on it. We'll see - it's a good idea if I do say so myself. So the OBE sex book will get pushed again if I can't finish the treatment today.

Back to work!

Have a good weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sex On The Brain, A Plan And A Killer Headache!

I finished Black Triangle over the weekend - YAY ME! It is pretty darn good if you ask me - of course I'm a bit biased:) But it is pretty good. My manager liked it -- and now her boss is reading it. Fingers crossed he likes it too. Next up - the OBE book - I so want to get this done. Or at least get it to a point where I'm comfortable enough to send it to a publisher to see if they'll take it. I like publishing my own - but it takes my focus off of things - ya know? So I'd rather just write and let someone else handle everything else.

So yes, now I'm OBE book focused. This was pretty apparent after I awoke from my dream sex with Vincent last night. It's been pretty much all sex thought - all day...from the Instant Turn-On in the podcast to the Nipple Stimulation Oil and finally the OBE Sex entry. I think someone needs to throw me in a tub of ice water - Ha Ha! I'll be okay -- at least I've been productive.

The weekend brought more visits from Indy scaring the crap out of the cats. I so know he is just loving that. I had to ask him to chill though as Trouble was spraying everything - probably hoping to hit Indy. Damn cat. Brodie hurt his leg - lord knows what he did. He favored it all day yesterday and still is today. I just hope it's just a boo boo and not something more serious.

Spirits are still very much here with my Grams T by my side today. I can smell her rose soap so clearly that if I closed my eyes I'd swear I was back in her bathroom.

My mood is certainly different from the frustration of last Monday. I'm so determined to get the hell out of Wooster - it's a top priory to do so - 2009 is my year to move. I'm setting out to be as well known as Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue. I figure the more people know about me - the more people I can help. Of course that means the more money I make - but that only means I can open up the non-profits I've always wanted to: no kill animal shelter, retirement zone for zoo and/or circus animals, soup kitchen/food bank and a place where single parents can go for help and support. That's all to start. I want to do more from there. The more money I make - the more I can help. It's just as simple as that.

To be that well known means stepping all the way out of my comfort zone and slamming the door shut. It's scary -- but also very exciting at the same time.

My plan does all begin with the OBE sex book - and 2009 in person workshops. I don't know - how many workshops do you think I should do? 3? 4? Where at? LA, NYC, Columbus, Austin, Chicago and New Orleans? Of course that's 7, isn't it? And I'm thinking a weekend Sat/Sun workshop would work. Any suggestions I'd love to hear them.

Energy wise - I've had many visitors the last several days. Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted, George -- Paul has been right here and so has Andrew. It's been pretty crowed in the Allie energy field - but it also has felt pretty darn good. With everyone "right there" - I've had a ton of flash visions: Me chasing Vincent- tacking him and trying to get something out of his hand.....Ted looking at me with this shit-ass grin that makes my knees weak.....Bill and I doing what? But pouring over a ton of books. He's talking with his hands a lot - so whatever we're doing, he's loving it...Will and my son hanging out at my house eating dinner and last - George and I watching a TV and making a bunch of comments about what we see.

There's many more visions - they come and go so fast that it's hard to grasp hold of them. I have other ones with Vincent, my son and I at Central Park - or out getting a pizza. Will and I fighting over something, me trying to sober Ted up and me telling Bill to get off his high horse. LOL. It seems like I have an express train flying full force and it's heading to my station -- I'm there with a suitcase in hand.

Now the above I wrote this afternoon. It's now almost 10:00 pm. Around 6:30 I was blindsided by a horrible headache and nothing is working on making it go away. If you look at my eyes it would look like I had been smoking some real kicking weed - which I can assure you that I haven't. It's one of those - hey change is coming - headaches. And although I would like to write more - it's really killing me. Maybe I'm supposed to be in bed dreaming....

...Away I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Spirits R Us, Busy Dreams And Major Frustration!

I'm not really excited about much right now - and for me - that's off. I don't think I'm depressed - usually when that happens I can't get a dang thing done and I have been working through my list. But it feels like that is what my life is - a series of lists to get done. I don't have fun - I mean really -my life has zero fun in it. I really need to change that, but I'm not sure how. It's not like Wooster is a happening town. And I can honestly say that I do not have one friend in this town - not one. I don't think I have one in all of Wayne county. That's sad, isn't it? SIGH. My closest two friends are over a half an hour away - both married with children and have very busy lives. My other single friends live over an hour away - so going out with them usually means spending the night and that is a hassle with my son and animals. So just one person in Wooster to go do things would be nice. Of course hoping on a plane and going to NYC sounds fabo too.

God I need out of this town.

I feel very boxed in and it's frustrating. This is probably because of that astrological phases that has something to do with Uranus that Maria Shaw said everyone from 1960 - 1973 is going through right now and it is set to peak tomorrow the 4th - with another peek at the start of 2009 and then towards the end of 2009. Grrr..I hate feeling like this...I just hope it doesn't feel as confining after this peek passes tomorrow.

Of course it didn't help me today that I had to go get Indy's ashes. I held it together until one of the workers put their arm around me and said sorry for your loss. DAMN. I sat in my car, in my garage for about 30 min when I got home. I get out and Raisin is sitting there just looking at me - like what in the hell are you doing? My son being the 8 year old he is wants to open up the tin and feel Indy's ashes.

Trick or treat was interesting on Friday. The streets were packed with kids and many houses were handing out candy which was a huge change from last year. My son was dressed as an Army guy and he had a ball. Earlier in the day I went to his Halloween party at school to help out. Had a cute clown (as in one of the kids parents dressed up as a clown) flirting with me. It was cute. And no - I didn't ask him for his phone number or offer him mine.

Oh - don't forget to vote tomorrow if you're in the states. The polls may be very busy - but your vote is still very important.

You know what the one positive thing is about feeling stuck? That I know I'll break through (eventually) and that is such a kick ass feeling to look forward to.

I have a been contemplating some things lately - although I wouldn't have a clue on how to fit everything in:

1) Weekly live radio show - something on BlogTalkRadio until an actual station wants to hire me. With this - I would need a co host. And no - I have no one in mind as of now.
2) Making my own line of gypsy perfumes - call it Gypsy Girl - fun, festive and mysteries scents.
3) Making my own line of gypsy ointments & remedies - based on gram's recipes and some of mine own. call it Allie's Alternatives (sound familiar KS?)

In part of my reading from Joann - she said that I had a healing side (which we all know) that is just dying to get though. She doesn't see me strictly with energy work, but working with herbs, oils and stones/crystals. And if you remember any of my previous visions with my healing center - that was exactly what I was doing. In the mean time I've had 2 separate people comment about me making perfumes and even more mention about the gypsy ointments, creams, etc...

But I also know that I can't spread myself too thin. So after I finish BLACK TRIANGLE, I'm going back to work on the OBE Sex book to get that done and published (I hope) by Valentines day - then we'll see about everything else - all depends where I'm at at the start of 2009.

I know one place I want to be - and that is giving OBE sex workshops - maybe 4 a year: Columbus OH, NYC, LA and either NOLA, Austin TX or Chicago. Robert, my guide, has been hammering at me today because I am not where I'm supposed to be with this -- and Andrew says I'm behind all together but not to worry because something will jolt me into freakish speed mode (whatever the heck that means) and all will be done. Has anyone here put together an in person workshop - maybe a weekend workshop - who can give me some tips on how to do just that?

Before I forget to mention it - Maria Shaw is in Venice/Greece right now so I will not be on the show this Wed. I'm sure we'll have plenty to gab about once she's back next week.

Both my son and I have been hearing Indy around the house tonight. His little whine or the pitter patter of his feet as they crossed the hardwood floors. Plus my Gram P (Dorothy form the séance) is also here - I smelled her White Rain hairspray in my bedroom -- and there was a man's cologne I couldn't place. Seems like this is a spirits stopping point this evening. I hope they let me sleep - I'm so tired.

And I'm that tired from my dreams being overactive. I mean - wow - active. And of course I have not been following my own advice and writing things down. I wake up - I swear - once every 90 min and all I want to do is to roll over and go back to sleep - which I do. A good chunk of the dreams are with Vincent - but I remember glimpses of Bill in other and Will in still other visit. Remembering the dreams is like I have a word on the tip of my tongue and I just can't remember what it is.

Which brings me to knowing I have to do something -but not knowing what it is. Which I do believe adds to the frustration I was talking about earlier. It's like I have to do this something in order to step into the flow of my life - but I don't know what it is that I have to do. I'm hoping that it eventually becomes obvious to me. Maybe it's BT or the OBE book? But I have no idea what - maybe even it's not something I have to do, but a last domino that has to fall in order for me to be in my fated flow. As a psychic you'd think I'd be able to figure things out - but it just doesn't work that way. Kind of like the way in CHARMED the sisters couldn't use their gifts for selfish means - it's like that. I can use my psychic self for others, but for myself when I try the message gets muddled. Which is probably why I like confirmations. Any ways - I can feel that last piece -- just hanging there.

I need to get my shower and go to bed -- I really need to sleep tonight.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Happy Birthday Bill, Dreams And An Energy Shift!

Another day of "where to begin".

I know -- HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILL. He's 50 today and just as sensual and as hot as ever. I connected to him to wish him a good day and happy 50th. We had some small talk - how are you, what have you been up to, etc....he then tells me that we'll cross paths again soon. I'm like - we will? How - when - why? He smiled (God he has a nice smile) and said that he doesn't know that details- only the overall picture. At that moment Will's energy came through - kind of like a "you're not talking to him without me around" type thing. I asked Will if he could excuse us and he said no. Just flat out no. I could feel my energy level really starting to ramp up. I could also fell Ted's energy attached to us all - but his energy isn't as strong as the others due to his drug and drinking problems.

So not I have these two really fired up energies - and Ted - connected to me. That's when Vincent comes in -- and that whammed my nervous system. Will and then Vincent were on "this is my territory" mode so their energy was high. Bill has been working extensively on his spirituality and has made significant improvements - so his energy was high. Because I had all of this energy zinging trough me - my body shook - and it was a steady shake for at least 20 minutes. During this same time I was wired and kept pacing around the house.

As I'm typing this out - it's all starting over again - all 4 are "right there" and my body is doing this all over again. Dang it all......

So Vincent and Will have been center stage all day. I keep trying to connect better to Bill - because I want to keep talking with him - and every time I do Will and Vincent converge. So I gave up - for now. Bill looks really good. His energy colors are balanced, he looks healthy inside and out. He has gotten himself into a really good place and I hope he can keep it there. Being 50 seems rather Zen to him.

It's now Monday evening - I have been trying all dang day to do this post. I don't know what'll kill me 1st - the kid or my pets. DOUBLE SIGH.

Okay - so Vincent and Will have been playing double duty all day. It's been insane. Will connected because Bill did. Vincent connected because Will did. Bill left because he didn't need the headache. So now Vincent and Will seem to be seeing who can hang around longer.

I think that this insanity started last night -- let me explain. Vincent and I are connected always (like with the other guys) but with him I do not have to manually have a telepathic connection - I don't have to seek him out - he's always there. But last night I decide to take up a notch. I asked Andrew how can I get Vincent over his apprehension about contacting me? Lord knows I don't want another Will when it comes to this. He told me that I have to make sure my light is the brightest. It always has to be on. If I'm feeling down - get rid of it by letting the light in. He'll be attracted to the light - there's no doubt about it. So I ask - won't the other guys be attracted too? He said yes, but none of them will do anything about it - Vincent will.

Okay - so that is what I did starting last night. Made the light brighter (and in turn did not fall asleep until 2:00). Then I manually connected to Vincent. And it was such an odd experience. When I was making the initial connection stronger - it was as if the world was spinning and there was a kaleidoscope of colors flashing through my mind's eye. Very cool. Then I connected. He was surprised. He kept saying he didn't know what to do. I told him that if he needs me for anything let me know. For some reason (even though I meant it) I kept saying - I won't let you fall -- I won't let you fall. It was important, for whatever reason, that he heard that. He reached over and kissed me - kissed me again. Then I say bye and broke the connection. The headache I had in my third eye was astronomical. It hurt just to exist.

Damn it - just had another connection to Will - and the shakes start again. This is just so weird.

So let's cut to now - the light from last night attracted everyone like I knew it would. And if I am to keep this pace up with the light - I have all 4 of them dancing about, I find it interesting that there is no sign of George. Andrew says he's in the other soul cluster and that's why.

Ohhhh...the dream I had last night. Sheesh - how could I forget THIS?

I'm in a restaurant in NYC - again I think it's that Frank's (I so have to go there in person just to see this place). I walk in - ask for a table for 1. I'm told it's going to be a few minutes. I ask where is the restroom and they point me to it. As I'm walking I hear someone say - are you Allie? I turn and it's an older woman. I say yes. She tells me that she listens to my show, read my book on OBE sex - etc.. and asks if she can have my autograph. I tell her that I don't have a pen on me. I hear a voice - here's one. I turn and sitting in a booth is Bill, Ted, Vincent and Will. Bill and Will on one side (Will inside) and Ted & Vincent on the other (Vincent on the inside). Despite the fact I almost had heart failure - I took his pen, signed the book (as I'm signing she's going on about Bill, Ted, Will and Vincent with what I have written about them - not knowing that they were all right there) and sent her on her way. I stood there for a second - took a deep breath - and turned around to give Bill back the pen. Vincent told me to have a seat. I told Bill to get out so that I could sit between him and Will as I didn't trust the two of them sitting next to one another. But before I could slide in I knew I was about to wake up. I look at Bill and say - my dream visit with you are either at a party, in a library or a bookstore. No matter what there are people and books. I look at Will - with you it's a river and a willow tree. If I see a willow - no matter where - I just start looking for you. To Vincent - you it's beaches, lakes, parks, trains. To Ted - with you it's parties and castles. I have to go now - but I'm sure I'll see you all later.

Will chimes in - we know you're giving a workshop tomorrow night. I look at all 4 -- don't tell me you have tickets? Vincent said - front row - right guys? All 3 are like - yep. I'm like shit -- you're my examples. My examples aren't actually there - that's how I can use them as examples. Bill smiles - get used to it.

And I woke up. All I could think was - holy shit they're hot. LOL.

I found my ex husband's (as in #1) dog tag today. I didn't think I had it any longer. My ex #2 made me throw out everything of #1 several years ago. He was still pissed I had held onto it from high school till my mid 20's. Funny enough as soon as #2 moved out everything that dealt with him was in the trash - everything - pictures,letters, cards, wedding crap, paintings, fountains etc.... Any ways - my son wants to be an Army Commando for Halloween so I went looking for the dog tag and it was real easy to find. It was where I last put it - in my jewelry box. I also discovered I had my pre-engagement ring that he gave me when we were 18 :) I was so proud of that ring when he gave it to me:) The one ring was the only thing someone gave me that I didn't pay for (I paid for my engagements rings and wedding sets - plus any other jewelry). He and - we were such stupid kids. Had we stayed in El Paso after he was discharged from the Army, we probably would have never gotten divorced.

I was amazed on how much anger I had towards him all these years. I don't have it any longer. I don't know when I let it go - but I'm glad I did. We could never go back - and if he were to show up again after all this time we'd never be romantic again (Allie does not move backwards) but it would be nice to be friends.

I haven't had any dizzy spells lately - which is nice. Now I just have some headaches:)

Off to get my shower and then to bed!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent Rambles #2

Allie rambles about Vincent - with a mixture of Will, Andrew and Paul. Plus an interesting experience at the Universal Light Expo.

But she does ramble - you have been warned:)



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Bill, Will And Vincent!

**I started this entry Monday Morning**

What a weekend! The wedding was a lot of fun. My son got down and boogied:) My great aunt Rose was the hit of the party - here she is with a walker - out there shaking her bootie with the rest of them. She even got in the middle of the dance circle a few times - lol! That woman is something else. My family always has a cookie table at our wedding receptions. This table was fabo at the wedding - so many cookies - so little time! And yes - I let loose, had some gin & tonic's and got out there and danced. My son and I slow danced several times too - it as so cute. He was really trying to get the slow dancing down -- he kept asking me - will the girls like it if we dance like this? Lord - some day I am in for sleepless nights!

I thought though that my mother was going to kill her cousin - he's Republican and he and his wife like McCain & Palin. They just can't understand why my mother (and of course her daughters) feel so strongly against that pairing. So after we told mom to calm down (we really didn't want to disrupt the reception - but if push came to shove -- well, you know..) so what did they switch to? The bail out of Wall Street. I'll be honest - that bail out infuriates me to no end. So when the rich (who are supposed to know what they are doing with credit & money since they are well off) gets in trouble - here comes the taxpayers to bail their asses out. The same tax payers who are having a hard time making ends meet and can't even afford health insurance. I/we have to save the rich guy. Who going to save me/us? Hummm??? My son's grandchildren are going to be paying this off.

You know - why not spread the 700 billion among all of the taxpayers? We could pay off our debt, pay taxes on the money to fuel the gov't and jump start the economy as well as the housing market.

Grrr.......you know - I'm not part of the mortgage mess - credit mess or any kind of original mess. I have tried so hard not to be - and it's a struggle. But now - with my taxes bailing people/businesses out and the extra taxes, tolls and fees that will get tacked onto our/my day to day life - the increase in food, gas and utility costs - it is kicking my butt. NOW I'm affected. But since I'm not part of the original mess - there's no help for me. And because I'm not considered dirt poor - I make too much to have any help at all. So much for middle America working hard, paying their dues and taking responsibility for their actions. I'm so irritated. But any ways...

I actually am in a good mood:) I'm in for a busy week - not exactly sure what will happen - but it'll be busy. I'm hoping for some forward movement in any area of my life.

Speaking of movement, reminds me of the radio show I did last night. Had a good time:) They want me back once the OBE book is out.

From the previous line up - I wrote this morning. Since then the bailout was thumbs down.

My son mentioned on the way to school this morning that I'd hear something good about Dreamers today - and I did:) One of the powers that be likes it - and they and my people (I like saying that - lol) have to discuss a few things.....so you never know:)

My dream visits last night included Bill into the mix. He and I were looking through a photo album - looking back on our past lives. He told me that soon we'll be able to add this life to our memories. I told him I was looking forward to it. He went off to grab a glass of water I think when Vincent showed up. He held out his hand for me to grab - but I told him that I as visiting Bill at the moment. He gave me one of those looks that said - but yeah, who are you going to be having sex with in the physical sense? That was logical to me so I grabbed his hand and off we went.

We were in a room with another person (no idea who this was) and he told me that he got the divorce process rolling. Not filing papers - but the pre stuff before hand. I told him that if that's what he wants - then that's good. He made a comment something like - I'll show you what I want - and kissed me. Then I woke up.

This afternoon when I took a little nap (I was soooooo tired) I felt myself wanting to astral travel. I could hear Vincent coaxing me to him -- and I kept telling the man that I had to get some sleep. We'll meet tonight. He respected it and let me sleep for a spell. I'm sure that I will see him tonight.

Oh - the Crackberry is no longer. I still have it - but I canceled the service.

**Monday's over - on to Tuesday to continue**

Before I forget to write this again -did you know that there is another pet food recall for dog food: http://www.fda.gov/oc/po/firmrecalls/marspetcare09_08.html I can't remember seeing or reading this in the news.

And - I'm still not HOT (fire hot): please make me a hot mamma: http://www.startupnation.com/homebased100/contestant/1529/index.php

Brodie went back to the vet yesterday. He seems to be doing better - but still not fabo. So she put him on another week's worth of meds. This weeks worth cost me $63!! For 14 stinking pills. Indy isn't doing hot - she gave me more stuff for him - $$, Samantha (the cat) lost one of her fang teeth and is now getting an infection - so she has to go to the vet - $$$. And my son has to go back to the doctor's today - $$. SIGH. I'm glad I'm healthy (knock on wood).

Speaking of Samantha (AKA Ninja cat) she went flying through the air last night - claws out like she was going to attack someone or something. There must have been an energy next to me:) After she went "through" it - she ran around the house like a cat on speed.

BTW - today is the last day of Sept and my son has gotten all green (that's the good color) for his behavior and one yellow (not so bad). A dramatic improvement over last year. So today after his doctor's appointment it's out to buy him a new x-box game.

My ex called me last night and wanted to talk to me about divorce papers - copies, etc.....a convo where I could have been a major @itch - but I wasn't. I was nice and helped him out. My son even thanked me for being nice - lol. Things in the ex's life continue to go wrong - karma....I'm telling ya.

Will visited me last night during dream time. It was a great visit - laughing - talking about my son. We just meshed well, had that all over good feeling. He asked about Vincent - I told him that Vince was a good match - he agreed. He wasn't happy about it - but he agreed. Plus he said that Vincent and I will treat one another as we should have been treated all along (with past partners). I told him to to worry - he'll still be invited to all of my son's milestones - that put a smile on his face. He's part of my "family" whether he likes it or not. Will then went on to tell me that I'll run into Vincent where I'll least expect it. It won't be in an obvious place - not even in an obvious city. I'll look - and he'll be right there staring at me. Will warned me that when it happens to take a deep breath - smile - and walk over to him - he'll know exactly who I am. I told Will - okay. I also mentioned that I was really looking forward to seeing him again - he mentioned that he's looking forward to seeing me too.

The dream visit with Vincent - we were in my hotel room. It was morning - after a night of some hot passionate fun - when I reached over, he wasn't there. I called his name - not there. I thought he had just left - and man was a bummed. So I hugged the pillow he had been sleeping on and just laid there in bed. Then I heard a click of the door - the door opening and there's Vincent. He has flowers in hand, coffee and bagels in the other. He said he thought I'd be hungry when I woke up. I was tickled that someone would do something that thoughtful.

BTW - I'm going to be doing Vincent ramblings #2. Andrew said it was important to do so....

Time to get ready to pickup the kid from school and take him to the doctor's!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Vincent, His Energy And Wow!

It's Saturday morning and I'm off to Pittsburg for the 4:00 wedding. Thankfully even though my cousin Sam was brought up Catholic - this will not be a 4 hour ceremony:) My son is so excited to stay in a hotel. I personally can't wait to watch him dance - he's a big goof.

I must admit - I'm surprised at how many people have listened to my Vincent Rambles from the other day. There will be a part 2 coming up when I have some time. If you haven't noticed yet - I have a msg to Vincent on the front page of Gypsyadvice. It's rather a bold move I think - somewhere I must keep a set of balls. I have a 95% feel that he'll be back to this site - we'll see if he realizes that I'm talking about him. If not -- the powers that be will put us in the same place when the time is right. Damn having patience as one of my lessons in this lifetime.

Yesterday as I was trying to work I kept feeling Vincent's energy right here. Well, it was making it difficult to do what I had to get done - so I made a comment that I needed a little "off" time. Out of no where I feel Bill & Will's energy surround me like a big thick wall. Ted's energy was there too - but it wasn't nearly as secure as the other two. Any ways - so I feel the guys close ranks and at the same time I could feel Vincent's blood pressure go up -- and my chest had one of those pains. Vincent then proceeded to create an enormous surge of energy (it was @ucking massive) and burst through the wall. I heard him say - I don't think so.

I thought damn- I can't even create that much energy - yet. The things I could learn off of him. He definitely got my attention. But I told him that I really needs him to chill a bit. He withdrew a portion of the energy and said: just as long as you don't cut me off. I promised him I wouldn't. He kept his word - I did mine - and I was able to get some things done.

When I'm at Maria's Cosmic Convention the weekend before Halloween - I'm getting a 2 hr past life regression - when I get there on that Thursday. I'm psyched. I have so many things I want to cover. It would be so cool if Vincent was in the room with me -- so cool.

Speaking of cool - I colored my hair again (well, I didn't do it - that would be a disaster) - this time with more red than violet in it. Still looks very good.

Sunday night at 10:00 pm (EST) I'm going to be on WLIP AM-1050, which broadcasts through Milwaukee and into Northern Illinois. This is going to be a fun show. To find out more about it, go to: http://www.mothershipradio.com

And before I forget - The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com is changing their time from 9 - noon to noon - 3:00.

I'd better go hop in the shower! Talk to you guys later!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Maria Shaw, Vincent And Discoveries!

What a day! The Maria Shaw show on Psychiconair.com went great. I think that I was on for an hour - from 9:30 - 10:30. As always - I love chatting with those guys and tag teaming with Maria on callers. I felt though, like I was being tested today for some reason. I can't quite put my finger on it -- but it felt like a test. After my time was done I thought to myself that I should of pushed harder to finish my thoughts on some of the callers. I hate talking over Maria (it's rude) and interrupting her (still rude) so when she moved forward - I just moved with her without saying everything I wanted to say. Oh well - if it was a test I hope I didn't flunk:)

Even though Mercury is in Retrograde - I still managed to get my wireless fixed. I had to pat myself of the back for that one. I made the mistake of calling support. HA! A new bra would have given me more support than the support staff could - sheesh! I finally said - screw it - and fixed it myself. Dog-gone-it-all!

I have to talk about Vincent tonight - and I mean actually TALK about him. What I wanted to do initially was just call someone up (who knows about Vincent) and just chat about him. I need to talk - talk - talk.....it's like I'm going to burst if I don't get a chance to get out all of the discoveries I've been making. Sure - writing down helps - but things fly at me with such speed that my fingers can't keep up and I keep forgetting things. So then Andrew said for me to talk and record it - make it into one of those podcast things - he said. Okay - although I'm not sure who would want to listen to me go on about Vincent - but I know that Will will show up as well as George, Bill and Ted. Seems like I have a lot of things to say - I just hope I remember what they all are once I start talking. LOL.

Today Vincent's energy has been VERY intense - and I mean heart-pounding intense. It was like he was in my body - if that makes any sense. Will did this several times to me over the last couple of years - step in - so to speak. But with Vincent - the feeling is different. There's the high energy aspect that is the same - along with insatiable sexual urges. But the real difference comes in with Will there was also fear - with Vincent, there's no fear, but loneliness. Like a soul in search of that missing piece. As I'm thinking back - Bill's difference was a judgment energy while Ted had sadness. When any of the guys do this - I have a hell of a time thinking about anything else besides them. Today I tried to keep breaking that lock by watching - you guessed it - 30 Rock.

One of the things I discovered today - was that back in the 1600's - Vincent, me and Andrew were the best of friends. Feels like Andrew was my brother - and Vincent was his best friend - who I married. I keep seeing us, sitting around laughing. It makes perfect sense then why Andrew felt so bad about Vincent and I dying as kids in that 1930's life and the in the 40's.

For the last several days I've been getting chest pains. But every time one comes on - I hear a voice tell me they're not my pains (hell- they feel real enough) but they're Vincent's. Today with his intense energy - my heart would pound so hard it felt like it was coming out of my chest. And I kept hearing Vincent's vice tell me to calm down - take a deep breath, work through the energy. It's his energy that ramps up my heart and he tells me to take a deep breath! But no worries - if it were to feel really bad on my part, I would call 911.

Now that his energy has taken a step back (wow - just felt a warm calm go from head to toe) I'm tired:) So if I don't get to the vocal part tonight - I will tomorrow. I still need to go get my shower.

Speaking of shower - reminds me of wedding - which is where I will be this weekend. I'll be at the 20th Century Club in Pittsburgh for my cousin's wedding. My son is so excited to stay in a hotel overnight - lol. This is the 1st get together my family has done - that wasn't funeral related - in 7 years. So good times this Sat!

I need to bust some sort of move - providing I don't hurt myself!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Past Lives, Emotions And No Where To Go!

I'm sitting here working on THE BLACK TRIANGLE -- and it's a tough go. The relationships between the characters are heartfelt - and I can feel their emotions as I type. I can feel the struggle, Jeta, the main character has trying to keep her girls alive in a concentration camp while she's falling in love with an SS officer. As a mom - I know the lengths I would go through to save my son from harm - there isn't anything I wouldn't do. Parents shouldn't outlive their kids. At the same time - Jeta is a woman who craves love and has that primal urge to survive. I get that too.

As I sit here and feel their EMOTIONS - it actually forces me to examine being psychic - and what I've discovered thus far. I'm not bitching that I have this gift - trust me - I know that I am blessed. But at the same time I want so bad to talk to someone about what I see - what I hear -- what I know and feel. I write things down - obviously - in this blog and in my journal. I try to pour things out, to empty it from my system. But it still lingers - waiting for me to have a face to face chat with any of the guys: Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted or George.

With every karmic and/or soul connection that I discover - I too then discover the feelings for the past associated with that soul. The good - the bad - it doesn't matter, what matters is that they are all there. I keep them bottled up - because, what in the hell am I going to do with them? But I get to a breaking point -- and I reached it again. The BT is an emotional story that takes all of my energy not to cry as I rewrite -- so I cannot use that energy to hold back the sea of emotions and past life memories.

I really don't have much more to say. I don't mean to sound bitchy - I guess I'm just frustrated. All this information & emotions and no where to direct it. I'll be able to patch it up - keep it bottled again -- but I'm telling you, I know I'm a leaky dam. I have to talk to one of them soon or go up to Glacier National Park and just keep screaming until my voice is gone - and I'm too pooped to give a damn.

My soul is stil rested after this last puzzle piece with Vincent. It just really needs to talk - and have someone listen.

Thanks for letting me vent -- back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Vincent, Tracey And Validation!

I can honestly say that my soul feels rested. It's not in search mode any longer. It's such a great feeling - knowing that I found the person I'm supposed to learn my life lesson with -- now everything will fall into place. Maybe not as fast as I want it - but that's okay because I still know that it will fall into place. I'm shifting my focus to the big picture and not the details - although I'm as curious as hell about the little things. I had to - of course - get my 3rd opinion on Vincent. That's what I do -- I feel my own confirmation, then I either ask Maria or Tracey - then go to who I haven't asked. If my "knowing" is validated by both - then I'm pretty comfortable in that.

(BTW - as a side note to my friend Kally who called me from NYC to rub it in that she was there and I wasn't the below reading has a bearing on what you and I talked about. Now you know why I asked what part of Manhattan you were in)

And Tracey validated my feel on Vincent as well as Maria's:

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:09:54 PM): okay! Vincent is very sensitive - and intuitive - a very deep person - people tend to think he is standoffish but has on a higher plane most of the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:18 PM): he does remember your dream visits with him and he knows you - he knows that he is to be with you - he knows his marriage is to end

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:29 PM): he feels guilt and a sense of obligation to his wife

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:41 PM): he seems to feel he owes her on the conscious level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:10:59 PM): but in his dreams he has seen insight that tells him these feelings are not warranted

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:02 PM): and that she wants to be free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:14 PM): he seems to be thinking about that in relation to you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:21 PM): he knows you are coming and soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:45 PM): he seems to feel creatively drawn to you --the two of you have been lovers who have created together too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:54 PM): he feels that he is meant to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:11:59 PM): and he feels you are part of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:04 PM): he does know who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:08 PM): he found you by accident

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:18 PM): in a dream he had about you he saw you as a gypsy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:24 PM): and he typed something into the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:29 PM): and found your website

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:38 PM): he has been reading your blog

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:42 PM): and he knows who you are

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:48 PM): and this seems to be kind of exciting to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:54 PM): its like validating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:12:57 PM): he knows your eyes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:01 PM): he remembers them well

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:13 PM): he knows that the sex btw you two is going to be magical

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:17 PM): he seems to think about that a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:28 PM): he is not sure how you will come together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:34 PM): he thinks he will meet you soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:43 PM): he feels that you will be coming into his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:13:49 PM): through your creative genius

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:01 PM): he has been pursuing other things besides his current job

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:15 PM): he seems to want to do more than he is doing now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:18 PM): he has higher goals

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:26 PM): he seems to have a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:36 PM): he is polished on some level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:43 PM): he seems to be very intelligent

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:47 PM): if he is not well educated

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:14:53 PM): then it is innate wisdom

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:03 PM): he finds your blog awesome

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:11 PM): he laughs when he reads it because you think alike

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:19 PM): he understands you and the way you think

Allie (9/19/2008 2:15:26 PM): he knows that when I put Vincent in there that it is him - right?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:30 PM): he thinks that you are very brilliant

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:36 PM): yes he knows

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:15:55 PM): he knows and it makes him smile - he has this really slight smile sometimes - sort of like a grin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:11 PM): he seems to feel that something is happening with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:13 PM): something big

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:22 PM): and has got this feeling of excitement, nervousness all in one
Allie (9/19/2008 2:16:31 PM): I have the same feelings..

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:16:32 PM): he feels like he is picking up on your emotions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:08 PM): he is intuitive and he seems to be spiritually advanced - meaning that he meditates and listens to his intuition - he knows things, sees things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:18 PM): he knows that you are destined for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:30 PM): and that the two of you are destined for some real greatness as a team

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:49 PM): he seems to feel like you can do anything

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:17:56 PM): and he feels this kind of confidence in himself too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:02 PM): not in a stuck up sort of way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:07 PM): but a healthy balanced way

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:11 PM): he is positive

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:18 PM): he sees the bigger picture

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:28 PM): he also knows about your son

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:38 PM): and he feels he has a part in his life

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:39 PM): a role

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:46 PM): he feels that he is his child too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:48 PM): on another level

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:54 PM): like he has parented him before

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:18:59 PM): he also feels as though

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:04 PM): you are to have two children with him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:20 PM): he has a sense of responsibility to your son though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:19:27 PM): oh good lord - another child or two from me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:30 PM): like he feels like there are things he is meant to do and be for him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:33 PM): hahahhahaha

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:34 PM): yep

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:39 PM): hope they come at once

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:19:41 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:03 PM): he wonders if you know how rich he is

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:13 PM): he does not want that to be intimidating

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:25 PM): has not a pomp driven kind of guy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): but there is wealth all around him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:35 PM): I have no idea how much money he has - and it really doesn't matter to me.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:42 PM): No - he doesn't seem pomp

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:51 PM): he seems to just draw things to himself

Allie (9/19/2008 2:20:55 PM): like me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:20:59 PM): he has a way of manifesting

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:00 PM): me being drawn to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:04 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:12 PM): he thinks you know about his eyes too

Allie (9/19/2008 2:21:13 PM): I know this is his doing - me figuring out it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:19 PM): this seems to be something he feels you could not miss

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:29 PM): he has tried sending you messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:34 PM): tried talking to you on the astral

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:21:41 PM): but he was not sure you were hearing him

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:30 PM): he's a gentle giant

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:39 PM): his energy is very protective and loving

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:43 PM): that's sweet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:22:49 PM): he towers over you

Allie (9/19/2008 2:22:58 PM): he's almost 6'4"

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:00 PM): he will be the kind that will want to be with you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:02 PM): all the time

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:07 PM): two steps behind you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:08 PM): hovering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:18 PM): he thinks and he tells you things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:24 PM): I see him standing over you at your computer

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:29 PM): you two are writing something

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:35 PM): and coming up with ideas together

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:41 PM): this one is the one

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:46 PM): like the big bucks for you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:23:49 PM): the main network

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:00 PM): he will be so happy to work with you on this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:08 PM): I hear a baby crying in the he background

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:17 PM): so I think the kid is coming

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:19 PM): like it or not

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:23 PM): lol

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:28 PM): the baby is going to be long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:30 PM): really long

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:34 PM): and thin

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:44 PM): I see you adoring him (its a boy)

Allie (9/19/2008 2:24:49 PM): I keep feeling we'll meet by the end of the year. although like him - I have no idea how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:50 PM): but you will have another one too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:52 PM): a girl

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:56 PM): so be careful

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:24:59 PM): just after baby one comes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:05 PM): oh lord!

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:10 PM): you may find you are really fertile myrtle

Allie (9/19/2008 2:25:21 PM): dang

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:29 PM): I sense that he won't care

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:25:37 PM): he would be so happy with more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:05 PM): he likes kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:11 PM): they inspire him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:14 PM): because they are so open

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:17 PM): and free

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:23 PM): whereas grown ups are so closed

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:37 PM): he would have more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:41 PM): and more

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:52 PM): he likes the sounds of kids

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:26:57 PM): running through the house

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:01 PM): he will chase after them

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:03 PM): he plays

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:08 PM): he's a sweetheart

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:12 PM): a real sweet man

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:27:52 PM): he is a big fella

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:31 PM): He's very talented - I see him doing all kinds of things

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:40 PM): I see a visage of him playing the piano

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:42 PM): and singing

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:29:47 PM): kids hanging on him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:13 PM): he also likes to draw sometimes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:16 PM): he seems to get messages

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:19 PM): random ones

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:28 PM): and he is trying to work on this more

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:40 PM): do you think we will meet by the end of the year?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:42 PM): so that he can ask questions and get more specific answers

Allie (9/19/2008 2:30:44 PM): will he know it's me?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:45 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:47 PM): and yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:30:53 PM): I sense you will meet him very soon

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:01 PM): perhaps as soon as Halloween or a little later

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:06 PM): and he will know your eyes

Allie (9/19/2008 2:31:07 PM): I keep getting that too - hence my nervousness

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:08 PM): anywhere

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:16 PM): yes, I can see why you would feel nervous

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:21 PM): but I sense you need not be

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:24 PM): he's so kind

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:28 PM): so personable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:33 PM): he will make you feel very comfortable

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:42 PM): he's got a way about him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:31:50 PM): sort of like someone you can immediately trust

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:04 PM): I sense he will keep touching you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:09 PM): like touch your arm

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:11 PM): your shoulder

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:13 PM): your back

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:14 PM): your hand

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:21 PM): he uses gestures a lot when he talks

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:28 PM): and every time he touches

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:29 PM): you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:33 PM): its like energy zap

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:35 PM): I keep getting that he like the group Abba too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:40 PM): yes he does

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:42 PM): I gesture too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:32:46 PM): he likes a lot of old stuff like that

Allie (9/19/2008 2:32:56 PM): I keep having to play Dancing Queen

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:01 PM): he likes 'mellow stuff'

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:05 PM): he finds them mellow

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:10 PM): he used to smoke pot a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:18 PM): but he does not now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:27 PM): but it seemed to make him feel mellow

Allie (9/19/2008 2:33:29 PM): does he have someone he goes to to ask about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:32 PM): and helped control visions

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:35 PM): he does

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:41 PM): he has someone that costs a lot of money

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:33:49 PM): he liked an ad or something you wrote about this

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:01 PM): off the phone now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:05 PM): he laughed and laughed about the costs of services

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:10 PM): for readings and such

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:16 PM): you were so right

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:22 PM): he enjoyed reading this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:28 PM): I hope you know what this is about

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:33 PM): yes I do

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:38 PM): he pays a lot

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:42 PM): but feels this person is accurate

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:44 PM): and worth it

Allie (9/19/2008 2:34:50 PM): and has this person talked about me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:52 PM): and he feels she helped him with the dream

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:34:58 PM): in such a way that he found you on the internet

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:02 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): of course

Allie (9/19/2008 2:35:04 PM): and has this person told him how good I will be to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:16 PM): yes - she has spoken of this

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:24 PM): and he seems to be looking forward

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:32 PM): because his current wifey is not good to him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:40 PM): and she is materially driven

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:42 PM): and he is not

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:35:56 PM): he feels like her personal atm

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:06 PM): do you think I'll be living in NYC or in LA?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:14 PM): I sense both at times

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:18 PM): and what that means to me

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:22 PM): is that you will be living in both

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:23 PM): that's what I thought

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:24 PM): back and forth

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:32 PM): so get ready

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:35 PM): for a lot of flights

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:46 PM): has he figured out where I live yet?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:36:50 PM): my address

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:53 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:36:59 PM): he knows that you live there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:03 PM): he wonders why

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:06 PM): he thinks you need to move

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:10 PM): has he been to Wooster yet?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:14 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:18 PM): he's checked it out

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:20 PM): I knew it. He should of come to the door.

Allie (9/19/2008 2:37:22 PM): recently?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:24 PM): and was like nooooooooo

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:26 PM): gotta move

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:27 PM): yes

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:32 PM): recently in the past month

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:44 PM): he's not feeling its good for you there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:51 PM): he senses some negative energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:37:58 PM): I think its your ex's energy though

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:02 PM): and the unknown caller who didn't say anything today when I picked up the phone? him maybe?

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:09 PM): oh yeah - I must move - I know that.

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:15 PM): yes most certainly it was him

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:19 PM): he called while he was there too

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:24 PM): but I am not sure you answered

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:30 PM): no I didn't

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:35 PM): I usually do not answer unknown callers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:38:44 PM): well, you should start!

Allie (9/19/2008 2:38:47 PM): I will

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:05 PM): I feel like this guy is your man - you are uncovering the mysteries

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:14 PM): getting to the real deal

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:28 PM): he's waiting

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:35 PM): its like he is waiting for more insight

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:37 PM): answers

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:39 PM): how

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:46 PM): he keeps wondering how he will meet you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:39:48 PM): but you know

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:05 PM): I keep getting in a crowded area

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:09 PM): like a party

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:12 PM): or gathering

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:14 PM): oh - cool

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:24 PM): and I can feel him looking at me from across the room

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:33 PM): you would def feel his energy

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:45 PM): he is definitely focused on you

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:52 PM): he's got a lot of questions

Allie (9/19/2008 2:40:56 PM): so do I

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:40:59 PM): like should he end his marriage now

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:00 PM): or wait

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:13 PM): he's not sure about how you will come together

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:15 PM): now so he's free by the time I get there

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:27 PM): he's going to come to that conclusion

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:35 PM): he's just thinking things through

Allie (9/19/2008 2:41:49 PM): any idea when I'll be moving?

yecart68 (9/19/2008 2:41:58 PM): I get moving in January

Allie (9/19/2008 2:42:06 PM): that's what I thought too

What I haven't been able to figure out is if he's part of my soul circle or if this is simply a karmic connection. To me it doesn't matter - but what can I say? I'm always curious - always searching for answers. That's probably why I love mysteries and cop shows so much:)

No worries about Will, George, Bill and Ted. My desire to work and talk to these guys is steadfast.

I have no idea when I'll get the "Ask Allie" column caught up. I'm pushing myself to finish THE BLACK TRIANGLE and when I'm short on time - the column is the 1st to be put on hold - followed by the blogs. So we'll see.

Have a great weekend!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Iris Is Gone!

Yep - that's right - Iris is gone. I cried like a baby. I didn't mean to, it just flowed right out of me. I finished DREAMERS last night and I must admit - it's pretty good this time. Of course, I thought it was good previous times when it actually sucked:) But this time I know it's different. How? Besides the fact that it read better - I had chills up and down my spine as I was getting ready to send it. Iris told me not to worry - that it will all flow as it should and that huge changes are ahead for me in the upcoming months. I need to remain grounded during and after the change happen (sounds like menopause, doesn't it- lol). She told me to make frequent trips back to Ohio (after I move obviously) so that I don't lose touch with where I came from. It'll be too easy to get swept up in the hoop-la of Holly-Weird, especially after the years of hard work and personal sacrifices I've made. I told her we'd have to see about that -- I'm not packing my bags yet.

Before she left I asked her if I should tell my manager that she's gone? Iris said - no. Wait until she reads your script and calls you to tell you what a good ob you did. After that, believing everything I have told you about your life changing will be easier to believe. She said her good-byes, told me to stop crying and pull it together:) They'll be a time where she and I will meet again - many years down the road. And that was that - she was gone.

In her place Andrew stepped in and Ethan plus Robert were both back. I laughed and said - it takes 3 men to fill 1 woman's shoes. Andrew laughed - Robert and Ethan did not :) Ahh - next to me right now is Edward. Sheesh -- seems like the gang is here:) Andrew said that he's going to give me some down time ater al the hard work I've done - and then we'll jump into my love life :)

Later on last night, my manager called and said exactly what Iris said she would. After she was done - I told her Iris was gone.

Now as my manager is doing her thing - I'm back on THE BLACK TRIANGLE.

My son is off school today - as it's "Fair Day" for the kids in Wooster. So he, my mother and one of my sisters will be heading down to the fair. I doubt that I will have a chance to do the podcast today - but you never know.

I didn't get a wink of sleep last night. I'm a tired pup. My brain wouldn't shut off. As you know - when this happens - change is in the air. As I was trying to sleep, Will kept popping up. Nothing annoying or intrusive. The visits were more - how are you? How's your son - etc....His energy was like it was in the beginning - when he first arrived and acknowledged himself. It was calm. soothing and patient. Maybe he has made some life decisions that has smoothed out his energy field? I hope he has - for his sake - his energy was too spiky before. I'm looking forward to seeing him again.

Ted was all over the board last night. Man is his energy just @ucked up. He needs an intervention - one to get away from his psycho wife and two to get into rehab. I try to connect to him, to give him more white light. But it's almost as if I'm trying to connect to a mosquito. His energy darts around and it's rather sharp. I'll keep trying though -- I have to.

Bill stopped by to say "Hi" - the man is all smiles. Not sure what he's so go-happy about, but I wish he would send some of it to Ted. Although, Bill is pretty dang cute when he smiles;)

And of course - George showed up. His energy was more like a kid who had too much sugar. He was quite funny and I found myself chuckling:) Good thing no one was around as I was laughing with no one there - and no obvious external cause for the laughter:)

It's a beautiful day for the county fair!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Bill, Atlantis And Energy Work!

All I have to say is why didn't I think of this:

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=250280309940

God that would have been great!! HA! But that's long over and I'm finally - I do believe - all over it. I feel that over the last year no matter how happy I was to be rid of the negative weight my marriage brought me - I still held onto some of the anger. But oddly enough - I just woke up this week and it was gone. Don't know why - don't know how - but that doesn't matter. I also had an unexpected shift that resulted in a determination to move out of Ohio. Sure I've always said I wanted to -- but now I'm determined to -- that's a whole different ball game.

I'm getting ready to leave for FL. If you've emailed me and I haven't gotten back to you yet - the odds are slim that I will before I leave. Although I am taking my lap top with me. This only in case I'm inspired to write - I've had some interest in Dreamers so I have to redo that again. I'll be by the gulf - lounging on the beach for 5 days - and I do get my best ideas in and around water -- so you never know. The lounging part al depends on how much my father drives me crazy - or the combo of my father and my son - through my step-mom into the mix and I just don't know. It won't be a dull trip - that's for sure! My son is excited that I won't work (technically) for 5 days - he's excited we get to play all the time:) His favorites games are Trouble and Uno! I'm trying to get him interested in Clue - but so far no deal.

My son is all signed up to go back to his school upon our return from FL. I don't know if it was good or bad that the principal remembered him by name. I'm thinking bad. He's kind of of excited to go - that should last maybe a week - probably more like 3 days. I'm working on him energy wise - the laying of the stones is going well. I am also working on him after he goes to bed with what I call Energy Smoothing. It's taking the uneven parts of his energy field and making them smooth. I don't do this over him while he's asleep - but I stay in my office while he's in bed. I can zone in on his energy field and pour colors into his energy field or take the excess away. Then it's like my hands go over his energy field to smooth out the rough edges - it's a pretty cool process that I had a dream about weeks ago. I had forgotten about even having the dream until I went back through my dream journal the other day. In the dream I was in Atlantis. I was working on Ted's energy with the process I described above. As I was working on his energy, Bill was placing different crystals/stones in this water channel that ran around the outside of the crystal bed Ted was on - it was very cool. I would shift energy, Bill would then change stones and I would fine tune Ted once again. This went on until when Bill changed stones - Ted's energy wouldn't flux, but stayed smooth. I haven't quite figured out how to incorporate the crystal table/water channel with stones. Unless I worked on him while he took a shower - and I could but some crystals/stones around the tub. Humm...

When I get done with my son - I should work on Ted. That man and his energy - dang it's all screwed up. I don't see how that man functions on a day-to-day basis. His face/energy did come by yesterday - but it was a very short visit. It was almost as if he was checking in on me and then he left. I tried to get him to come back - no dice.

Bill is in my dreams a lot lately. Mostly we are doing the same thing we always do - pour over notes, books and maps. This last dream we were in a very dusty, moldy - haven't been touched in over 200 years - type of room. Whatever clue we found in the previous dream led is here (I, of course, didn't write that dream down). Both of us kept coughing because of all of the dust we stirred every time we moved. We were looking for a book that had 3 interlocking silver circles and the circles were interlocked so that it formed a triangle. We searched and searched and finally found it. Bill removed it from the shelf and we thumbed through it. There wasn't anything there. He was complaining - and I took my flashlight and shown it into the empty space where the book has been. I saw something.....told Bill to come here and we removed some books. Back into the shelf was a 3 stone lock - meaning there were places for the placement of 3 stones. We looked at one another - we need Ted. Both of us looked panicked - Ted isn't the most reliable one on the planet these days. Bill said he'd work on him -- and he left, I woke up. No wonder Ted's energy came through earlier in the day (it just dawned on me - duh), we needed him in our dream visit.

Iris told me this morning that her time with me is almost over - at least for now. I asked who was coming next, she said my guide Andrew. I asked if he was my great uncle Andrew who was actual my grandma's 1st husband (had pneumonia and died - then she married his brother - my gramps). When she answered me - I had a hard time receiving her answer as my brain got involved and wanted it to be a yes. So I took a step back, cleared my mind and asked to see a picture of my guide Andrew. It was a picture of my Uncle Andrew. I'm curious to see how this is going to play out as the stories I heard from Grams about him was that he was a very loving, kind and gentle man. Nothing like his brothers. I asked Iris what is his purpose with me? She said to find love. That's a good thing:) But Iris will be here for a spell longer - she said as soon as one thing slips into place in regards to my career - the door closes with her (for now and she stressed the FOR NOW part - lol). She of course, did not tell me what needs to slip into place - but I'm sure it has to do with my screenwriting -- or -- my OBE Sex workshops.

Last night Will actually popped in while I was taking a shower. No - nothing happened. But the exchange went something like this:

W: It's about time.
A: What?
W: It's about time that you let me back in.
A: Last time I checked you were old enough to use the phone without your mommies permission.
He didn't say a word for a few moments and then....
W: I know. But we're going to see each other soon.
A: We are? Why?
W: Does the why matter?
A: Yep.
W: I don't know the why except that it has something to do with your Dreamers.
A: Why can't you pick up the phone - seriously. Your girlfriend has plenty of male friends and you have plenty of female friends. Why can't I just be one of those friends?
W: Because -- it wouldn't work that way and you know it.
A: Do I now? I know how to say no.
He shot me a sideways look, raised an eyebrow (damn it was cute).
W: No you don't.
A: You do not have that much power of me -- now if you were British AND could speak Italian, you may stand a chance.
Will smiles.
W: We'll see. In the mean time, I can't call.
A: And in the mean time I am not waiting around - nor am I putting the energy into having you contact me.
W: I know. I know. (in a very irritated voice)
A: Now go place house or whatever it is you do and let me finish my shower.
W: You're bull headed.
A: And you're a chicken shit.

And he was gone. He did leave with that cute grin of his. I guess we'll see what happens once I finish the latest version of Dreamers.

BTW -- has anyone seen the trailer to Burn After Reading ? I have to see the movie just because Brad Pitt is such a dork in this trailer -- and George Clooney is not far behind.

I don't know if you noticed or not, but I wasn't on the Maria Shaw Show on Psychiconair.com this week. Maria's producer, Joe, was in the hospital. He's out and feeling okay now - thanks goodness, he's good person -- and apparently no one has my contact information except Joe. Next week I'll be in FL so I won't be on either.

On that note I am out of here. If anything exciting happens I'll send you a message on the Crackberry. If not - see you in a week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Lighthouse, My Prosperity Grid And Empowerment Classes!

Boy this week has been busy - just trying to get caught up has been a chore and a half! I'm heading outside today to give my yard some much needed TLC! It's in such a state of overgrowth. It's supposed to be sunny and 73 today - just perfect for outside work!

I'm trying something new with my son this week - laying on the stones. He doesn't sit still for very long, so I have been putting off doing it. But his aggressive behavior this morning warranted a try. I had him lie down - with a crystal point about his head pointing down: and a stone on each chakra: amethyst, azurite, emerald, citrine, honey calcite and a ruby - with another crystal point at his feet pointing down. He said immediately that he could feel like a burning from his head all the way down to his feet along the chakra line. He actually laid there for 15 min (I was impressed it was that long) and when I took the stones off, the ones at the brow, throat and heart were very warm to touch. He felt the most activity in his brow chakra, At 1st I had a purple fluorite there - but it was too strong and was giving him a headache - so I grabbed the amethyst and did a switch. I want to get a couple of big amethyst's for his room. I have tried to get him to wear one or to put it in his pocket - but he loses them all.

I'm going to do this with him once a day for while and see what happens. I also have to remember that no matter what he says or does - I have to control my anger as his energy absorbs it and then all hell breaks loose. I have discovered though, that he has been by dad in a couple of past lives. Hence why he has such a hard time listening to me and doesn't appreciate being "demanded" to do something. Demanded is his word - all I do is ask - and then ask again.

I had a nice chakra grid set up for Will during his healing with Tracey. I took it down this morning. I am very open and willing to communicate and meet/be with the guys on a spiritual level - anytime, anywhere. But as far as me trying to shift their energy so that they make physical contact - I'm done. I'm very firm with the "I'm Done" too -must be the Taurus in me :) They all know where to find me and if they ever want to talk - they know how I can be reached.

So after I took down Will's grid - I decided to do one for me (which is a first). I decided on a prosperity/abundance grid - when I laid them down I focused in on my career. In the middle I have a aventurine heart to represent me, along with a stauroliteutile (fairy cross) and rutile. Around them I have 3 malachite's, 1 emerald, 1 aventurines and 1 aquamarine. Around this I have 9 quartz crystals with the points inward. 3-6-9 are the stones.

I want to get a statue of Aphrodite and one of Brigit. Ever since Amy in NOLA suggest I call Aphrodite in to help me with my life, I have felt her very strong presence around me. Iris suggested that I find a stature in her honor - I told her that was fine, but Brigit deserves one too. She agreed.

I found the lighthouse that has been in my visions with Bill and Ted. I stumbled across it and knew immediately, that this was the one I saw: http://www.gallooislandlighthouse.com/ of course in my visions it is painted, fixed up - etc....but that's it. I about fell over when I came across it. My son and I were talking about lighthouses and he mentioned how he'd love to live in one - well I'd love it too - so I thought I'd look around, just for the hell of it. And wouldn't you know - it's for sale - for $295k. Actually - the whole dang island is for sale too (for something like $17.5 mil) - it would make a GREAT spiritual retreat - the whole island. With the lighthouse being the central point for healing, readings - etc..... Of course my son wants me to buy it right now (the lighthouse, not the island) -- I told him that I don't have the cash right now, but if we are to have it in this life, then we will:)

I have updated the Empowerment eClass page for Sept - new prices and a new class: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm

The sale for Empowerment Coaching ends in 2 weeks. Buy now, use later -- just as long as it is by the end of 2008: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm payment plans are available on all of the coaching plans.

Lastly - I have started an OBE Sex newsletter. It'll be bi-weekly and cover:

- A OBE story not found on the blog.
- New S.ex Position (do-able in both OBE & Physical)
- Sexual Energy Exercise- OBE S.ex Tip

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/obesex/join

Tonight I will be on:

The Unexplained World

From 10:00 pm EDT - 11:00 pm as to talk about OBE sex and guides/angels!

http://www.blogtalkradio.com/tuw

And on that note - outside I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Raindrops, George and New Orleans!

"Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head" - I swear to anyone who will listen I can't get this song out of my mind. Each time it pops up, I can hear/see George singing it. I have no fricken clue. But I hope that this song will have provided it's purpose soon so that I can move forward to another song:) Maybe the man likes the song -or the rain? Maybe both? If there is a message in there - I don't get it. Unless seeing George is the message. The man could show up in New Orleans - he does have friends there.

I would probably have a heart attack if I rounded the comer and ran into him - no correction, not him - but Will. Who -BTW - over the years I've had dream visits with him in it where we were in NO. The man does like the city. Last night's dream visit had me checking into Hotel M (where I'm actually staying) and seeing him in the lobby. I don't know whose heart skipped more - it was rather humorous to se the look on his face and I know I must of mirrored him. Any way - he immediately gathered himself and said hi, asked how my son was and why as I in town. I explained why. The next day he showed up to get a reading -- lol. That woke me up. I laid there for a bit thinking to myself - so what would come up in a reading for him? Besides that I'd be the best sex he'd ever have :)

I've had a feeling that this weekend will be pivotal to me in some manner. I'm not sure how - just that feeling I get. I did throw down a few tarot cards and got The Sun, One of Pentacles, 2 of Pentacles, Queen of Cups. So I know whatever it is will be good - I just don't know what exactly. The cards portray a mix between money/career and romance/love - so many I'll get a little bit of both. I really can't wait to head out of dodge though - can't happen soon enough.

Although I am still working on DREAMERS - I'm now working on a sci-fi/action pitch for a feature. So I'm not entirely sure when I'll be able to write again in this blog this week. I am however taking the crackberry so if there's any interesting updates....

No more visits from Bill since last week. But I'm in the "I can't sleep mode" and Tracey has her headaches, so something is going to happen.

With the fireman - no worries, slow is the only speed I'm on.

Ths is a short entry - but I haven't had much time for anything to go on today:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill. Dreams And Will!

I find myself in a dilemma. Remember the fireman? Well he's still around (out lasted Mr. Client Guy - who, BTW I talked to this morning) and we've chatted sporadically over the last several months. I've kept up every wall I have - trying not to actually like the guy - or should I say want to know more so that I could have a chance to like him. But I find the more I chat with him, the lower the walls are getting. And even though his political views are not on the same field as mine - just about everything else is - well, except for our ages - I am older by 8 years. Doesn't seem to bother him. I'm not sure I'm ready to let down the walls. But if I don't, I could be missing out on a great guy - a guy with no baggage - no ex wives, no children, no psycho exes (as far as I know). But -- what if I do and then things go through with me script wise and I move? I'm doing exactly what I tell my clients not to do "What if" myself to death. Damn I hate when I don't listen to my own good advice. So I have here a seemingly good guy who has a sense of humor, can cook, like animals & kids, likes the X-Files and Star Wars - plus realizes that George Lucas couldn't write his way out of a paper bag without a co-writer. Oh, and he's fully aware on what I do for a living.

I know I'm over thinking everything. Hummm...sounds familiar doesn't it? No wonder I don't have a love life - lol. But he lives about 30 min away - so we'll see if we actually get to that 1st date that we're trying to arrange.

I'm behind in all my email. This last week was very hectic and busy - busy. Next week I'm off to New Orleans on Friday - remember I'll be at Maria's Psychic Fair! Wednesday I'll be in Cleveland most of the day with my son at a pediatric psychiatrist. His empathy gifts aside - he has some issues that need to be taken care of that he needs someone who specializes in children - and of course there is no one in Wooster that's affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic that does that. No results of the brain EEG yet. So basically I have to fit in a weeks worth of work in two days. HA - that's funny.

I'm rewriting DREAMERS for the last time. I want to get this done - so the blog posting will again be down - unless something major happens. No word from Nickelodeon.

When was the last time you checked out my Gypsy News section for Gypsy (Roma) news, environmental - animal - gov't alerts? I have something there that's important about Horse Slaughter that you should take action on.

I emailed Tracey yesterday to watch out -- Bill visited me in my dreams and then was around all morning. She said she woke up with a full-blown headache. The guy was full of piss and vinegar and appeared to have wanted to null & void the agreement he and Will made. This is what happened:

In the dream visit, Bill was so excited that he finally "got" everything. We're in what looked like a personal library. Plenty of books, round table w/ 2 chairs and a desk. He and I have been here before. He finally understood - his logical mind clicked in place with his intuitive side. He was like a kid in a candy store - so excited to the world that finally made sense to him. We were comparing notes on what we have experienced thus far. He wanted so much to be able to remember everything that I can remember. I told him to give himself 10 min increments. Set an alarm clock and once it goes off, write down everything he remembers. As time goes on - increase the amount of time before the alarm goes off. Before he knows it, he won't need the alarm at all.

He liked that idea. People were coming in and out of the room, they were around outside - milling about. Bill kept rubbing my shoulder & my upper back as we talked. Like he had to keep touching me. I commented that if he keeps doing that - then people will think we have something going and/or they will know that we know one another and that he's "Bill". He ignored what I said and kept going over the notes. He kept leaning in closer and closer to me until....(see OBE Sex blog).

...When I woke up I could still feel his energy around me. He kept pulling me in telepathically - they were snippets of telepathic connections. He went on about Will has not done anything despite the agreement. He's not waiting any more. Will out of the equation. I'm trying to calm this flurry of "whatever" down - saying give Will a chance - you've known about the connection for over 4 years, he just got it under 2 years ago and still hasn't come to grips with it. That he finally "got" what I see, it'll take Will awhile to catch up. He's going on there is no more time - times up - Ted needs us now. He's falling into the abyss. Ted's at a point where he's heading for death row -- and Bill just kept going on. I told him - if Ted needs us that bad - pick up the &^%$# phone and call me. You and I can help Ted without Will. I asked, what about bring in George - he's already up to speed and I don't think he needs a push. Bill went on - he's not part of our core -- I'm like are sure? He's like - don't question what I say. I'm like - wait there babe - I'll question whatever the hell I want to. You don't want George here because he'll slam your ass up against the wall, he won't take your over-thinking self and put up with it. He'll stand up to you and you're afraid -- your afraid he'll win. This isn't a contest of wining -put your ego aside for just a second. For a man who loves to help people, you sure are brutal on the souls closest to you.

I'm done for now - you let me know when we should go see Ted.

And I broke the connection. Bill's right here though - has been all day. I know he wants to continue the convo - I'm sure we will tonight.

SIGH

Merlin was right when he said he'd be with me every night in the dreamscape. The dream time has been so chalked full of flying, putting things together - creating spells/potions and studying. I can't remember all of the details - Merlin tells me that my subconscious will slowly leak knowledge to my waking mind on an as needed basis. No reason - he said - to fry my circuits. That was nice of him:)

Off to grab a bowl of ice cream and then get back to DREAMERS:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Psychic Stuff, Readings And WTF?

Dang it's hot. I don't realize how hot my office is until I go downstairs - wow - what a difference. And where are 3 of my 4 cats -up here with me. They did throw me a look kike - are you ready to put in AC now? Nope - I'm not. So here we are -- a bit hot & muggy, but otherwise okay.

My son is so nervous to go to the Cleveland Clinic tomorrow for his EEG (I think I had called it a EKG) of his brain. I had to assure him that all they were going to do was to place electrodes on his scalp - and they'll ask to breathe certain ways - flash a light in his eyes -- all to see if his brain has mini seizures. I'm sure he'll be fine and the test will turn out perfect. But we're going cause the doc suggested it. The kid has a thing about anything feeling "pricklely" or sticky on his body. He was almost having a fit when he was thinking about when they remove the electrodes! Sticky stuff in his hair -- and there may be pain! The kid was funny. I calmed him down enough. The clinic wants him tired for the test - so I told him he could stay up as late as he wanted tonight -- that make him feel good.

Tomorrow is pitch day for Nickelodeon - fingers crossed!

I was tweaking a few things on Liveperson & Keen last night -- and I know I shouldn't have done this -- but I started looking around at the prices of other readers again. It made my blood boil. I found one on Liveperson for $20.00/minute - what the hell? AND people are actually paying it! WTF? Come on guys -- does anyone but me think that this is in excess? I could see a sex hot line charging that much (like Nite Flirt) because you're just there to get off, you're not vulnerable and seeking advice. It just rubs me the wrong way. I pray to the Goddess above that my ego never gets that big that I charge someone $1200/hr for my psychic services.

BTW -- I've had several people contact me about Cheat Peeps. I'm good -- and I'll be contacting the people I've already talked to to chat again about what I need.

New readings - I'm still thinking about adding a few more from what's been suggested to me - because they're all good. But I haven't had time to really give it thought -- so later on that one.

I really enjoy giving sexual energy readings. The ones I gave the hosts for the Unexplained World and for The Maria Shaw Show (Psychiconair.com) were very short. There's only so much time in the slots I was on air - so I had to scale back a bit on what I wanted to say -- but I just love doing this. Any ideas for sexual readings would be appreciated - and if it's picked - you get one of those readings for free. So put on your sexual thinking caps!

Will, Bill and Ted have all taken a giant step back - I have no idea why. George has taken a step forward. I'm sure there's something for me to learn here - I just do not know what it is. And if Tracey's work with the guys is over (which it is) what in the hell happened? I still haven't gotten that call from Will (Iris is here saying - be patient, you will). It's not that I'm not patient and it's not like I want to jump into something with the man any time soon - but I would like to talk to him. George seems just as baffled as I am to why he is right here now. But he's smooth about it - I guess I could say - reminds me of Frank Sinatra smooth. I know that for the last few days as my headaches have come back and my sleep patterns are screwed up - that it has to do partly with him and maybe the guys somehow. I do know that a big life change is on it's way. When I throw the tarot cards down to see what -- I keep getting the Tower card. Now the Tower I don't consider to be a bad card - I just see it as being blindsided and your world is drastically shifted into another direction.

But WHAT direction?

Iris and I had a chat the other day about marriage. I asked her if I really had to get married again in this lifetime in order to fulfill a Destiny Marker or my Soul Path? She said no - but that I would be in a committed relationship. I can do that - committed. But I honestly never want to do the marriage thing again. I don't see the purpose in it. It's not that I'm against marriage - I just do not see it's logical purpose in this day and age - especially with the divorce rates as high it is. It's not the 1950's any more - women work outside the home, you don't have to be married to have children. Plus since we all have several Life Partners to help us on our Life Path with our life's lessons - the odds of getting divorced are astronomically high. Luckily for me - the man I am supposed to be with views marriage the same way I do:)

BTW - Mr. Client Guy - dropped off the face of the earth. I haven't chatted with him in over 2 weeks. Oh well. I'm okay with that.

Thank you for those who have been my psychic pimp:) Please keep it coming - I have a feeling when I take Brodie to the vet again on Friday - it's going to be a hefty bill.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Guys, Tracey And George!

I'm trying not to cry - but I'm a big chicken worrier. My Black Lab - Brodie - has a lot of fluid in his lungs. He is going to the vet today at 2:15 EDT. Labs are famous for congestive heart failure and lung tumors. I am praying for bronchitis. Indy is also going to the vet today - 1:00 - for his annual thyroid test. He hasn't been eating very much - and for a dog who lives for food - that worries me. So fingers crossed that my snoops are okay because if they're not - then mamma here is not okay.

The kid goes in tomorrow for his neurology consult. I don't think that anything is going wrong in his head - and I feel it is the energy he absorbs is the problem - but you never know.

Now would be a good time to have someone where to lean on. I'm not good at leaning - in fact - I suck at it. Blame it on me being the oldest child or that I help people for a living - I just bite at it. One of my lessons, I'm sure.

My son asked me if I was gay over the weekend. I told him no - not as far as I know - but why did he want to know? He said because I am not dating anyone and he thought it was maybe because I loved a girl. I told him no - that's not why. Mom doesn't have the time to date and even if I did - the pool in Wooster Ohio is but a puddle for me to find a date in. He replied that he's tired of just one adult here - he wants another person with us. My reply - when I have time - and have some men to choose from (that are actually interested) I will consider dating.

So then he said - what about Will? I said - what about Will? Why hasn't he called - he said? I don't know - I replied - maybe he's scared of us? We're not monsters - the kid chimed in - we can love him. I know honey - I replied - this is something that time will have to take care of. He was not happy with that. The thing with the kid is he's just as psychic as I am - and seeing the future or knowing what is supposed to happen, doesn't help. It's very frustrating to me - so I can only assume how frustrating it is to him.

On that note - both Tracey and I had major headaches last Thursday -- this could only mean one thing, a visit from the guys. They did -- and she emailed me this the next morning:

First, I remember Will coming to me and saying that he would not like to attend the meeting because he was feeling so great from his healing that he did not want Bill to ruin it with any anger towards him. He said that he is having a hard time being in Bill's 'field of energy' because he's so angry. He said - further - Ted is just as intolerable as he is in need of 'cleaning up his act'. He told me that he had been saying prayers for Ted that he would get to rehab because he is concerned that if he does not he will have seriously ill health.

Then I remember Bill coming to me. He was all in white. He had this oversized white blouse on with puff sleeves and white pants similar to the type that men in India wear but different. He had on a necklace and it was made of ivory and there was a shark's tooth on the necklace. There was light all around him. He told me that he had been cleansed and purified in 'the lodge'. He further told me Allie did the ceremony. So, he said, tell Will I am no longer angry with him - I only have brotherly love for him.

Then I remember Ted coming in - oddly he had on Harley Davidson type clothes - all black, leather - not his typical garb. I remember in the dream feeling I had to ask him - so I did! I said, Ted what is with the clothes? He said - well since I am the villain in this situation I decided to fit the part. I am evil - don't you know? Drinking and drugs - sex and rock and roll - all that stuff! Piss on Will! He thinks he is better than me! He said that he was living his life the way he wanted to and that no one including, Will would tell him how he should live his life! He said that Will was a judgmental prick. He lite a cigarette and pulled a flask out of this bag he was carrying. I remember looking in the bag and it was full of all kinds of alcohol and drugs, etc. I told Ted that he did not have to 'play' this role and that he could fill his bag with treasures instead. I filled it with healing stones and crystals. Then he illuminated and his clothes turned to an aqua greenish blue color and he looked much different. He said that he no longer needed those old things and that he was unhappy. He told me he needed healing too and asked if I would work on him and I said yes.

Then I remember the three of them coming together. Rather than talking about you at this point - they were talking about themselves. Will apologized to Bill and to Ted for seeming difficult and judging - and for not moving forward. He talked to them about needing to deal with issues and emotions and he told them he felt that he was a different person. He was thinking so much more clearly now. He could see the good in both of them and within himself. He thanked them for not giving up on him and for being his soul brother and friend.

Bill apologized and he shared that his love for everyone was what made him so passionate about bringing everyone today. He told Ted that coming together is important and that Ted would experience a transformation once the group was together. He told Will that he had an impt. part in all of this. He told him that his actions would change many lives. He told him that he was proud of him - that he loved him and that he did not want to bicker with him anymore. He looked to Ted and he said we are brothers and we are friends. We are on the same team. We are one.

Bill and Will embraced Ted. Ted was holding their necks tightly. Then this Gold Light surrounded all of them. There were these two triangle grids that formed into one shape. I hope this makes sense. The three of them were in the center of this grid. There was this sphere of light that appeared between them - in the center. It was golden white. It brightened. Then it ignited into a bluish flame. Then it turned into a gold flame. The energy was expanding all around them and it was spinning, pulsating, and I remember that I could feel the heat and the intensity of the fire. Just above them I saw an image of your face - like you were there but far away - it was so faint but it was there. Behind you I saw a blue Angel. She was faint or faded looking as well. The two of you sort of blended together into the background outside of the pyramid(s) grid.That is all I remember......but it seemed as though there was more or that these were really long or took a long time............I woke up feeling like I had not slept.

Before she sent me that email - I had asked her to ask Bill about George. Now George is someone who has been around for awhile - and keeps trying to make himself better known to me - but I keep pushing his energy away. There's a definite soulful connection as when I even think about George, my heart chakra expands. He's 6 years older than me, from the Midwest (is KY the Midwest?). dark hair and dark eyes - and his b-day is only a few days different than mine. I don't know about this one - what role he's played and will play. I've mediated on him - asked Iris for input - and all I'm told is that if I know ahead of time it will freak me out and I'll change the course. So hell - I don't know. I can see where knowing more would freak me out - but I want to know more. I feel about George how I felt about Bill when I first discovered our connection - the "You've got to be kidding me" phase. But I don't know our connection yet. So maybe I'll hit the "Holy Shit" phase when that happens....

And yes, George is his real name.

So Tracey said she would concentrate on George and Bill as she fell asleep. This is what she wrote the next morning:

I had another dream this morning but I have no idea what happened. I saw a flash of what seemed like another planet. There were aliens. They were communicating telepathically but I could 'hear' their thoughts........ and I saw this purple, amethyst - violet - hues of purple looking dome thing and I was in a space ship and so were you and Bill - although I did not see either of you -- I just 'knew' you were there. I woke up saying - B??????????? A??????? That is all I remember. But I had set that intention of G and B when I fell asleep - so maybe this is part of the answer?

So the plot thickens - even though I don't want it to thicken, I want something to happen so that we can move forward. SIGH.

And on that note - time to start to get ready to take Indy to the vet.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Dirk, Dreams And The CIA!

I'm trying to get some readings done this late morning, do the podcast and THEN write in this blog. But the powers that be keep bugging me to write about Dirk. Okay, I hear you - who's this one? Dirk is someone I met when I was 13 and it was (until my son was born) the #1 best moment of my life. Now Dirk shares spot #2 with Will. I've tried to move Dirk to #3, but it doesn't feel right to do. So there he stays - until Will calls, then maybe he'll move to #3:)

So Dirk is handsome - wonderful blue eyes, nice smile, very charming. Nothing ever romantic here - but I have always thought he was pretty darn hot. Age wise, he's now in his 60's - but again, he's still hot. Periodically over the last 28 years I've thought about him - nothing too intensive and usually not more than maybe a day at a time. But Sat., something happened that triggered my memory of him, and he's been right there ever since. Yesterday I realized two things about Dirk: 1) he influenced the way on why I do not eat out very often, once calling restaurants (especially fast food) as drive-thru cancer centers and 2) influenced my two trips to Montana (he lives there) and although I was with my ex - two of the next vacations I have ever had. I LOVE MT - even more than NYC or Calif.

Okay - why now - why is he "right there"? I don't get it. I keep getting flash visions of he and Will sitting there chatting and me being very nervous, yet flirting with both. I don't know why he's here - but Ethan said it was important for me to mention him in the blog, Iris is here too agreeing with him and saying for me to breathe deep. Why? Is something going to come out of left field? Quite possibility. Another vision I keep seeing is Dirk and I with papers around us discussing creative ideas.

I so wish visions came with a guide book -- not just the guide:) And I don't know how Dirk fits in with the whole soul cluster, soul group thing. He fits in some way - I just do not know how. Wow - what a sizzling energy I had zap through me (the kind that makes your skull tingle). If I find out anything else, I'll let you know. And Dirk, when you stop by this blog (and someday you will), let me know what you get of our connection.

Before you ask - Dirk is his real name. I was told to use it and that it would be okay to do so.

Dreams last night. One was me standing in line at the bank, trying to make a deposit - but there was only one teller working. Another one was messing around. She finally came over and another guy with 2 small kids cut in front of me. I looked over at him and said "excuse me" - he took a step back. I handed the woman the check and the deposit slip. She looked at it and said she'd be right back. The Bank Manager (a woman) came over and told me that this was a rather large check and would I met her at her desk. Okay -- I go over. We sit down and she proceeds to tell me that this is too much money to place in one account. That it would be good to put some in a savings, IRA, etc....I assured her I'd think about it after I deposited the check and paid off things. With what's left -I will spend some on fun stuff and put the rest away. I assured her that this was not my last big check so I wasn't worried about running out of money.

In this next dream, I was in a research facility. I had to go into someone's dream to help them out of a coma. But first I had to pass the "Dream Keeper" - a very scary looking dude in orange & black armor - you had to pass him in order to get into the Dreamscape. He was like a dream gatekeeper. He knew my energy signature, so they did not want to send me in 1st, Someone else had to go in and distract the DK. I keep getting this was in CIA. Anyways -- a woman put on a special dream helmet and laid down. She went to sleep and on a flat screen TV, it showed us what she was dreaming about. We could hear what was said, what she did -- and with the DK coming towards her (with a very loud and deep voice) I had to turn off the TV, as I was concentrating too much on DK - to do so would alert him that I was around. I didn't need a helmet to enter into this dream world - I sat back in a recliner - Will came over and told me to remember not to think about DK at all, or he will be drawn to me. I tell him - okay - he tells me to be careful -- and I go into the dream.

I am in a very dark area. I don't nee a flashlight as I can see quite well in little light. There are rocks, and smoke everywhere - the land is barren. I'm using all of my brain power on concentrating on this person I have to find. I can see a white light glowing up head to my left. I can hear crying - but I ignore it - moving straight towards the light something catches my eye over to the right. I look and it's Bill. I ask him what's he doing here? He replied that he thought I might need the help. As soon as he said that - it alerted DK and it showed up behind him - I screamed at Bill to wake up NOW. I woke myself up.

As I was lying there in my bed - heart pounding a million miles an hour...I wondered if Bill was lying in his bed doing the same? And would he remember what just happened? That was really interesting -- although DK scared the crap out of me.

Off to the store -- the kid is driving me crazy.

Okay - it is now dinner time and I'm finishing this up for now. I had to get caught up on my readings. My podcast - I hope - will be later tonight. The dinosaur show up in Cleveland was a lot of fun on Saturday and his party on Sunday was a blast. Tomorrow it's his actual birthday so I'm taking him to see WALL-E. We seem to see a Pixar flick every birthday. Then on Friday the family gathering with fireworks that evening.

I did see orange kitty today - I was relieved. His paw/leg still isn't healed - but it does seem to look better. Mr. Client Guy called today too - didn't have a lot of time to talk with the kid's phone radar, but at least we chatted - so that was good.

As of today the kid and I have been on our own for a year! Yay! I always knew I could do it - but knowing and then doing are two separate things. I give great thanks that the Universe has always had my back - and will continue to do so! It hasn't been easy - but I am very grateful for the experience. Besides - I'm much better off today (mentally, emotionally and spiritually) than I was a year ago.

Have a great evening!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Odd, Ends And Me Bitching!

I hope my brain doesn't fall out over the next two weeks. Seriously - I hope not. The kid is home with me for the next two weeks and if they go like this last week did - I'm in trouble. He's really pushing those boundaries and that mouth --- talk about having to count backwards from 100 so I wouldn't kill him. And he's grounded - from everything that he loves (that usually keeps him out of my hair as I work) - which in turn is punishing me. But - I can't give in -- and I won't.

Phase one with Nickelodeon is complete - and the project passed. Now we have to go to phase two and pass through a test in person (not me in person but my Rep's) - and this will not happen until everyone is back from their vacations. We're looking at the week of the 14th. Fingers crossed for that:) I've done my own tarot reading on it and it looks really good. Hopefully I didn't put too much of "me" into the reading and skewed the results.

I feel like I'm in a big void of nothing. I have all of this stuff that I need to do - but no excitement to do it. All of the waiting I've had to do for a variety of things has zapped my "want to do something" mood. I need something to shake loose somewhere. Whether it's my non-existent love life (yes folks, I do believe I have scared off another person and this one already knew all about me), stalled career or beyond hilarious - getting me very stressed out - money situation - something has to move forward. I know something will have to move because change is inevitable - but come on already. Frustration doesn't do well for my complexion.

Yes, I do believe another man has gone running in the opposite direction. SIGH. And no, I have no idea what happened. One second everything was fine - the next nothing. I guess that I'm just not supposed to be with anyone for now. Maybe someone WILLed Mr. Client Guy away? I have no idea. But it doesn't set well with what self-esteem I do have left. I just can't wrap my head around my good for nothing ex having a happy love life - when I can't seem to get a guy interested for more than 2 weeks. UGH!!!

Okay - enough of me whining -- moving on...

The kid and I are heading up to Cleveland soon with my mom to see a dinosaur show up at the "Q" (which is where are Cavalier's play) in a couple of hours. Should be a nice outing. Hopefully the weather won't be too disagreeable and make driving a big hassle. Tomorrow is my son's kid party - should be fun.

Will's been around more than usual the last couple of days. It's been nice to see his face in my mind's again. The two scenarios that keep flashing through my mind are he, my son and I walking into a building where there is a doorman and he knows my kid and I as we live there -- he also knows that Will is a frequent guest. The other scene I see is Will, the kid and I in a small Italian restaurant sharing a pizza -- we're laughing about something. Both scenes are uplifting and positive. I rarely ever have a bad scene with Will in it. Even the fight visions I get aren't that bad because the make up sex is well worth the fighting:)

Speaking of sex - with Tracey's healing on Will the sexual energy clog that he's had is certainly cleared up. His energy has let me know that he's feeling much better.

Either Bill or Will has been doing a lot of blog checking lately. Not sure which one as both of their energies are strong right now. Could be both - don't know.

An odd last dream last night/this morning --- I was in my house, and my cats were chasing something. It looked like a small dragon - but I thought it was a frog - it had red spots. My cat Cera really kept bothering it. I finally got all of my cats into my bedroom and shut the door so that I could find this little creature and put it outside before it was eaten. I find it -- and what is it - but a tiny cat. Like it got put into a shrinking ray or something. It's a long-haired white cat with reddish & black spots. It looks at me and just lets out the biggest meow! I picked it up and it sits in the palm of my hand, just being as vocal as can be. Now I'm thinking - what in the heck am I going to do with this cat so that my other cats don't kill it? I put it in a an open dresser drawer and think about getting a very large bird cage to put it in. I call my mom to ask what I should do and I wake up.

I just went outside to let my dogs do their business when that butterfly who tried to run into me before - tried it again. It sees me and it's like I'm a magnet. Very strange. I saw orange kitty a few days ago - his front left leg was looking really bad -- and he hasn't been back since.

Off to go get some writing done and then heading up to Cleveland!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Psychiconair.com, Atlantis, Crystal Skulls And The Guys!

My weekly segment on the Maria Shaw show on CBS Psychiconair.com & AOL, went great! I was on right about 10:00 am EDT and stayed there till about 10:15-10:20. Good times!

I can feel it -- change is in the air. And it's strange - because when I can sense there is a change, I get a metallic taste in my mouth. I think my son can sense it too because he's been all over the board with his emotions and we're both getting headaches. Neither one of us has has one in awhile. Of course they could (and his super surplus of energy) can also be a byproduct of Tracey's healing on Will. What affects Will effects me -- and what affects me effects my son since he is an energetic sponge. Both the kid and I are back to not sleeping too -- something else that happens when change is near.

So change already! Of course I really mean it if it's a good change and only kinda mean it if the change is bad. But either way change is bound to happen at some point in time.

Between my hyper son, the storms, animals, writing and work -- it hasn't left me a whole lot of time to write in my blogs or even work on my screenplays. Hopefully with my son going with his dad a few hours tonight I'll be able to buckle down on some writing!

Speaking of my son - again - I can't believe that he'll be 8 next Tuesday -- 8! It feels like yesterday that they yanked him out of my body:) He brought up Will the other day. We were talking about NYC and how we both really want to go back sooner, rather than later. And he mentioned something about Will and going with us to the Central Park Zoo. I can't remember what my comment was, but that sent us to talking about Will having a girlfriend. The kid went off the charts talking about that. He was so pissed that Will may or may not (you know, the on again off again stuff) still have his girlfriend. I tried to explain that Will's can have a GF, just like Bill or Ted and his wife -- even I can have a BF. He wasn't going for that either -- kept going on about how Will and I are supposed to be together and how no one else will do -- etc....it took me about 30 min to calm him down. Again - not sure how we got from Central Park Zoo to that -- but I will be mindful not to go down that path with him.

And before you ask - I am still smitten my Mr. Client Guy. Too bad we're not in the same state right now.

Remember all of my tomatoes and peppers that I planted? Most of them are gone -- killed by the hail storm last weekend. Dang it all!

Since Will has been getting the healing/attunement energy from Tracey - he has been popping in often - but he doesn't stay long. It's in - saying he's sorry - and them leaving again. Yesterday he popped in and said he's sorry and then said that I'm hard headed, stubborn and won't give up. I replied - hell no I'm not going to give up - I do not want to repeat the same lessons again. And that's what's going to happen to all of us if you don't snap out of it! He smiled and said - I'm working on it, thank you for not leaving me. And he was gone.

Leave him -- like I could ever do that? Like I would ever want to do that -- no matter how insane he makes me. Same goes for Bill and Ted. No matter when, what or why - if they ever need me - for anything I'd be there for them. Psychically, spiritually or both. They are right on the outskirts of my energy - always are - when I have a lot of work to do (and they do this too) I keep them at arms length. Once they're "in" (so to speak) they are there for awhile -- and then it's hard to work. I am still learning how to tap into their energy as a muse. Especially Will. He's my muse.

My dreams last night were really funky. As soon as I finally dozed off about 1:00 am they started and continue until I got up at 5:45 am. Ted and I were in a multi-level building that he and I had been in several times before. Cars drove up and down steep ramps. Offices were all along the sides. He and I were fighting about getting him into a treatment center. He was drunk off his ass - being a bully and expecting me to back down. I told him that I loved him and that I wasn't going anywhere. Something clicked right then and there and he started crying -- big sobs -- on how screwed up his life is and he can't find the road back. I told him that he can see the light, because he sees me. And to hold onto that light. I won't let him go and neither will Bill or Will -- but he has to trust us. Ted said that he doesn't even trust himself so how can he trust us? I replied - because we're your eternal partners and we love you unconditionally. Something happened in the background as he was gone and I was off to the next segment.

Which brought me to Bill. He was in the center of a HUGE library -- reminded me of the NYC library my son and I saw. Any ways - Bill grabs my hand and takes me to a far corner. He moves a few books around and a secret door opens. Without waiting for me to say anything - he yanked me in and the door shut behind us. I smelled an overwhelmingly scent of mold - like I was stuck inside of a 200 year old basement. The air was stale and heavy. I asked where were were and Bill flips on a flashlight - puts it under his chin to illuminate his face and raises his eyebrows up and down (what a goof). He then shines it around and I can see shelves of very-very old books and a dusty old table in the center of the room. He is looking at the title on the shelves and pulls out a leather bound book. I recognize it immediately as the book he carries in my Atlantis visions. I say - so this is where you found the book? He replied, it's tucked away in a secret location and only the ones who should find it will find it. I look more closely at it - and the ink is very faded, the pages so darn old I don't know how they've survived this long. There's mold on the book - Bill says he is taking it with him and will try to get the book restored so we can use it. I ask if I can look through it -- he said that Will needs to hurry up - I tell him that Will is not here and let me see than dang book.

I carefully flip through the pages and one with skulls on it catches my eye. There is a map, looks to be through a pyramid, and it illustrates the places where one would find a skull embedded into the walls - you are to follow the pattern until it dead ends. Then there are numbers like:

3 9
7 21
9 981

We hear a noise, Bill takes the book, shoves it down the front of his pants - I joke and ask if he's sure he has room in there for that? He gives me that smile and he's gone. On to the next segment.

I find myself among large Redwoods. I stare up in amazement of their size and sheer beauty. I can't help but go over and lightly rub my hand on the bark. A voice startles me -- they're beautiful aren't they? I turn and it's Will. I comment that they are magnificent. He replied that he envies these trees - they are strong, mighty and have survived regardless to what us humans have done to the world around them. I asked him, why did you bring us here? He sits at the base of the tree and pats the ground in front of him. I sit in front of him. between his legs - he wraps his arms around me and pulls me to his chest. For this -- he said. All I want is to do this. I smile and completely relax in his arms. I don't know if it's possible to fall asleep within a dream, but I swear we did for the next thing I know he was gone, it was dark and I see a light in the distance -- so I go towards it.

Now I'm with a group of people I don't know in a bar, drinking some serious beers down. A friend of mine shows up and we decide to go out for pizza. On the way out we run into a group of wealthy people - one looks like the actor Richard Hatch (Not Survivor - think Battlestar Galactica) - but it isn't him. This guy is much taller (6'5") and very thin. This guy for some reason takes a liking to me -- but his friends want to go so they all leave. My friend and I head out for pizza, but instead wind up at this huge house that has been in my dreams before. She tells me that she can't go anywhere because -- then all of this stuff falls out of her butt, onto the ground -- well, of a small problem she developed. So she leaves to clean up - I'm in this bathroom -- and I decide to go potty. So I sit down to poo, but I don't take my panties down until I'm 1/2 done and then I remember - duh! So I do and I shake out meatball shape/size, rock solid, poos from my panties and dump them into the toilet. As I'm doing that and finishing my business, someone stops into say hi - we chat and they leave. I still have poo to remove and as I'm dumping them into the toilet, it turns into a bathtub -- and launches me into this OBE sex experience.

When I was done in the tub, I'm running down this double wide staircase to the 1st floor, running behind the staircase to a bedroom when the front doorbell rings. Next to me is the same person who was talking to me as I was on the toilet. I tell her to get the door - she's like no way, it's for you anyways. So I run to the door, putting my t-shirt on as I go. When I open the door, there's the wealthy man from earlier. I smile and become all flirty. He does the same. Then oddly he hands me this big set of keys that are on a variety of key chains, all connected. I asked why? He points to this green bear (looked like a small emerald bear) keychain and said if I ever need the key, here it is. The key to what - I was baffled. He said - the morgue. If I ever need to get someone out, this is what I need to use to gain access. The rest of the keys - he said - I would have to figure out on my own, but they were all important. With that he was gone and I woke up.

What an odd series of dream visits. Why would I have to get someone out of a morgue? And the green bear pendant on that keychain was so green and vibrant.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Energy Healing, OBE Sex And Will!

Happy Solstice everyone! If you're into doing magic and casting spells - today is a doozy of a day for you! The extra emery on the solstice helps any spell manifest. But since today is Friday, the day of love, AND within the full moon range (a phase of the moon is considered 3 days before - the actual day - and 3 days after) -- it really is a kick butt day for a love spell. Over at my Gypsy Magic blog -- I have tons of love spells that can be cast today! But be very careful today what you wish for!

My son - who has been a good kid in all of his summer school activities - told me last night that he is firm, he wants to go back to public school. So I say fine - you will. So today when I pick him up yesterday, his teacher tells me that he has reverted back to his intrusive and not listening days. What gives? I just don't get it. I asked him what was going on -- and he just says but I want to have fun mom. I can understand that - but you have to have fun within the rules of the place you are at. he went back and forth for a bit - and I told him if I hear anything bad today - his x-box is in storage until further notice. He about had a cow with that - but some grumbles later he said okay. (update - he was a good boy)

So there you go - public school it is. I'm still not cool about it - but - it is his choice. We'll see how the year progresses. Hard to believe he'll be 8 on July 1st. He showed me his "whiskers" on his face they other day - lol.

Yesterday when I took him to and from school - I had a white butterfly follow me up and back both times -- then here at home there was a beautiful yellow & black butterfly fluttering around! It's been a while since I've seen any butterflies - let alone having 2 who were hanging around with me.

Today is a busy day. Stupid busy. I should fire the person who made my schedule --wait -- can I fire me? Seems like a damn good idea! I could use the time off - lol.

DREAMERS seems to be okay as is -- and now I'm working back on BLACK TRIANGLE. So don't be surprised - again - if you don't hear that much from me in the next week.

I've been obsessed by this little baby Cardinal (just got his feathers in) who is in a tall bush down the street. He's learning to fly and for the last 2 days he'd stay on the ground. Which would be okay since mom is around - but it is right in the heart of stray cat zone. So I've been going down and putting him back in the bush a couple of times a day (gloves on mind you). Mom's there and both her and the baby are rather used to me now. I have to check on him again today.

Orange Kitty (a new tom cat who showed up on my porch last month) really hurt his paw (wouldn't walk on it) and now he hasn't been on my porch for 3 days straight. Makes me very worried that something horrible happened to the guy. He is so starved for attention that when you do pet him he is soooo into it he scratches the hell of of your hands -- so I have to wear gloves petting him.

Petting - which reminds me of hands - which again reminds me of how hot my hands have been these last two weeks. I'm rather baffled to the "why now" of them being hot. I know it has to do with healing and I'm just going to put my hands on the animals. If I think about healing or my hands being hot - they flare up. I've read more books on healing - and I have my own method. I had always thought though that I would do healing after my entertainment (TV shows, etc...) career was over - so later on in life. I can see Iris here shaking her head. Well, heck -- I wonder what kind of time she expects me to do. Ahh - she is telling me that she wants me to read more before I go to bed - and on my down time (what down time) to put Law & Order on hold till Fall (oh man) and read to relax instead of watching TV. Is there any book I should be reading 1st. Yep - she wants me to re-read my Rosicrucian booklets (yes, if you didn't know I am a member of the order) and at the same time - pick up he Advanced Chakra Healing book and go through it again. But I am not to fall into one method of healing - but take from here and there to form my own method. Just as I said that - I had a flash vision of a crystal grid with someone's picture in it -- to use for distance healing - and if someone is at my place (I'm going to have a healing place - before the castle - Iris says yes?) then I am to configure a grid around them as I work.

So if I am getting what I see -- my energy methods are a combination of crystal grids (and laying on), energy and flower essences. Iris says -- yes girl -- now get busy with your practicing.

It's strange cause I can see it as plain as day -- a person on my table - but it's not an ordinary table, but one that I have had handcrafted from crystal - a cloth covers it so that the patient will not be too cold as soon as they lay down. Around them are grid make from amethyst towers and large chunks of moonstone - there is a door to another room and in this room is a HUGE crystal in the center & sage smoke all around -- and on the shelves sits just about every stone one can think of. I walk into this room to grab what stones I need and go back to the other room. I first place energy into the patient then lay down the stones. As they lay there with the stones on them (soft music is playing) I move over to the flower essences and put together a personalized remedy - I also see myself opening up a putting together a gem elixir. Way cool. This vision rather expands on past images I have had about a healing center - one that is in a castle - but this part of it seems to be in a cave, or in the side of a mountain. And I'm getting a yes from Iris - this part is actually built into a the side of a mountain where there is a fresh underground spring.

Sweet! Iris says that I have to start now with the healing as the entertainment career will help pay for that healing center. But in order to have the center, I have to be a healer. Makes sense to me. But dang it all - seriously - how do I shove it all in a day? I know -- I know -- no more Law & Order!!

Tracey emailed me Wednesday evening after I told her that Bill would be back:

He did show up again Allie - and this time was too funny because this time he looked really strange. He did not look like himself at all. I do not know if he was appearing as he was in a past life or what but he looked dirty and rough I guess. He had a beard and mustache and his hair was darker and he was dressed oddly for him - kind of rugged and dirty I guess. Anyways, he said that he has been working on Will on another dimension - as he realized that Will is having a hard time taking all this in where he is at this time in the physical reality. Bill says that he is able to travel multi-dimensionally - and that he was able to meet with Will on a higher level. On this level, he had more success and he feels like this will help Will. He asked me about doing some healing for Will even though I do not have his permission on the Earthly dimension in the Higher dimensions he is okay with this. So, I tell him that I am assuming that it is okay but I will ask Allie and pray about it in meditation. He says fair enough. He showed me his hands and they were rough looking - not like I would expect his hands to be. He said heal them. I said okay and I started working on him just like I would if someone were in person and his hands started glowing this beautiful emerald green and then they went back to normal - no roughness. He said see what you can do. Thank you. That's all I remember, Allie. So, what do you think about the healing energy for Will and what kind should I do if we think its a good idea - like Reiki, Aura Clearing , Cleansing , Balancing - yadda yadda??

I gave her some suggestions on what she should try with Will and she mentioned that she was going to start with him yesterday. I haven't heard back on what happened.

Iris is saying that I should ask for some volunteers for healing. I will do just that - but not yet. I'll take people in groups of 3 -- I'll let you know when I'm ready. In the mean time - think about it :)

Hell - now she tells me is that I'll come up with some energy combo to aid sex lives - fits in with the OBE sex. Again -- how many hours in a day? Okay, one step at a time - I have to stop looking at the whole picture, even though that is what I see right now. baby steps Allie - baby steps.

And on that note - it really is time for me to get back to work/writing/readings.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Bill, Will And Tracey!

Finally -- I woke up this morning with this email waiting for me...

Hi, Allie. I went to bed and set the intention for a dream visit. I had a dream visit with Bill. We were on an airplane together. He had all these papers he was working on - lots of paperwork. He said, see how busy I am and yet I have time to meet with you. I said yes. He told me he was pissed at Will because he is not answering him - not responding. He said he had a solution to that - he would just get in his face until he answers.

I asked him where we were going and he said where else? NYC. I said okay. He told me he was going to keep on bugging Will until he got mad - angry - cried or something.

So, the plane lands. A limo is waiting and Ted is leaning against it waiting on us. He comes over and helps Bill with his bags. He goes to take Bill's brief case thingie and Bill says no let me keep this.

We get in the limo and Ted says, want a drink? Bill says no! And, we need to talk about the drinking. Ted rolls his eyes while making himself a drink. He tells Ted that he cannot take watching him kill himself. Ted says he's going to be around forever and not to worry about it. Bill tells Ted he needs to look in the mirror as he looks like shit - looks like he's aged 10 years. Ted says he's not stopping and doesn't want to talk about it or else they will just fight. Bill says okay.

We get to this hotel. Its a really nice one - we check into the hotel. Bill asks me where my bags are and I said I did not bring any as I did not think I was staying. He says, no problem, here is my credit card. Get some stuff from the shops on the first floor and meet us in our room which is room number 311. I say okay. I go to the shops down there and buy some clothes, toiletries, etc.

I go into the bathroom and get in a stall and call you on your cell phone to tell you what is going on so far. You tell me not to let Bill go off on Will as Will is not going to respond well to it anyway and they will just butt heads and nothing will get accomplished. I say okay. I hang up. I go up to room 311.

I get there and Bill is on the phone arguing with someone about speaking to Will. Ted rolls his eyes at me and says are we having fun yet, wanna go to the bar? Bill is half listening and he shakes his head no - to me - so that I say no. I tell Ted no, lets just stay in and have a drink. He says okay lets go on the terrace.

Then Bill hangs up and comes out onto the terrace and takes our drinks and empties them over the side of the terrace. He says to Ted - I mean it - STOP. Bill goes into the bathroom. Ted grabs my hand and starts pulling me out of the room. I am thinking to myself how do you say no to these guys! So, we go down to the bar. We are sitting there a few minutes and Will walks in.

He sits next to us. He says call Bill and tell him to come down here. We can talk here as long as he can be civil.

We call Bill and he comes down. So, he tells Will that he's not going to yell or argue but that he is angry with him. He's angry because he's not answering his calls and angry because he did not show up for the meeting - he's angry because he's hurting Allie.

Will says that he is sorry that his actions are hurting Allie, that it is the last thing he would want to do. He tells Bill the truth is he is freaked out - not sure what to do - he's angry and upset because Allie is seeing someone. He's deeply hurt by it and he feels that perhaps Allie is happy without him.

Bill cuts him off and says - save it Will - go get the girl - get over yourself - what are you, a pus? She met someone - so what - go and get her - stop pouting like a baby! He tells him that he does not blame Allie for seeing someone since Will is afraid of his own shadow and will not come forward. He tells Will he needs to deal with his fears and insecurities and stop thinking and start acting.

Will says that he's struggling right now with all of this - and Bill say boo hoo - Will - do something or everyone loses - this is on you!

Then Will says no it was on you and you did not do anything and now you want me to and I am just trying to process my feelings and decide what is best for me!

Bill says - you are so stubborn and hard headed - and analytical - and just annoying - and Will says well look in the mirror -everything that annoys you about me is within you!

Bill laughs. Will says he has something he wants Bill to look at and Bill says funny I have something I want you to look at. So, we go back to the room. They are comparing information from your website but I can't see what it is. Then Will says - right, that makes sense. That's what I will do then and I will see you next week. He leaves. Bill smiles and Ted and I look at each other like WTF?

I wake up.

I can vaguely remember talking on my cell in the dream and that it had something to do with Will - but I don't remember who I was talking to. I can also remember Will walking across a hotel lobby and Bill with a stack of papers. Seems almost as if I was looking in on it - but I really don't remember any of it (maybe because I wasn't supposed to be in the meeting?)

I looked up 311 in my angel number book and it says: The ascended masters are helping - and urging - you to keep your mind focused on creating and manifesting at the highest level of light and love. Avoid addictive behaviors as they mask your desire to create.

Interesting message to the 3 men - don't you think?

I know that Will is upset with my new interest, but it's not like I'm marrying the guy tomorrow.

I can feel that a dam is about to break - in a good way - but I'm not sure if it deals with my personal or professional life -- or both. I'm just ready for something to move forward:)

Off to get moving on the day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Kid, My Family Tree And The Garden!

So I'm almost done enrolling my son into the homeschool program with K12. My parents - bless their hearts - say I'm making the biggest mistake. I said no -- been there and done that when I got married to ex #2:) They didn't find that very funny. I listened to them both a bit (two separate phone calls - one from each parent) on the concern of taking him away from other children, I'm not a teacher - yadda, yadda. I explained again how it all works and then politely told them both that while they are free to express their opinions - I'm free to ignore them. They both know that it really is fruitless to try to talk me out of something once I make up my mind.

And then the kid says something to me -- mom, I don't know if I want to be homeschooled.

HEAVY SIGH

Okay -- I tell him -- think about it, but you have only 24 hours to do so and get back to me.

Now mind you - this is a subject that he and I have discussed at length. Now all of a sudden he's thinking about it. What could have changed his mind? Two words: his father.

Well - it's not like I'm jumping up and down with joy at the thought of teaching the little rascal. Just like a spouse - he is well equipped and knowledgeable of knowing what buttons to push to piss me off:) But, my top goal is to make sure he can learn and adapt enough with his empathic gifts in a comfortable environment without getting stressed out to the max.

I finished putting in the rest of my garden on Sunday. Killed 3 peppers plants in the process. I grow the little guys from seeds, so I take offense when they die. But they suffered from transplant shock. Everyone else seemed to have made the transition okay. A couple are a bit droopy today - but not dead, so there's hope. Now while you're in the garden you feel fine - dirty & muddy - but fine. Two hours afterwards it hit me -- and my body is still hurting. I need a serious body massage:)

Did I ever tell you that on my mom's side of the family - her mom - they did a family tree. Traced my ancestry back to some civil war soldiers, American Indians, over to Europe - all the way back to Charlemagne. I kid you not. So on one side of my family tree I have Vlad the Impaler and on the other side "The Father of Europe". Here's a tid bit on him: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Charlemagne Very - very interesting. Add to this my DNA ancestry - my soul past lives of Cleopatra, Atlantis and Joan of Arc -- and no wonder I hate to clean!

Tracey emailed me today. No word from the guys over the weekend. But she is having one of those kick you in the butt headaches. This usually means something is about to happen. So if Bill does not contact her today - she's going after him. I'll let you know what happens.

Turned in the latest of DREAMERS. We'll see.

That's about it for now. Usually when there's not much to report is right before there's a lot to report:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Guys And I'm Smitten!

Before ya'll ask -- I haven't heard from Tracey today. Yesterday - last time I talked to her late evening - no one had stopped by for a visit. However, all day the energy around me was very heavy and depressing. I was fine as long as I was talking to someone or engaged in a reading. As soon as I was flying solo - the heaviness crept in. This is something that wasn't coming from me - yet I could feel it in my heart chakra. When I did talk to Tracey she commented about feeling the same thing - very heavy and depressing around her.

I think that I may know what has brought on this heavy, depressive feeling - Will. I have found someone who has grabbed my attention - he's a client of mine and we've had a mutual attraction for quite some time - but never acted on it. I kept hearing to email him Wed night - so I did - just to say hi. Thursday was spent with each of us telling each other how we've been attracted to one another from the get go. And in fact - Gab had him pegged years ago, described him to a "T" - and I knew it was him when I met him - but didn't say anything. So anyways as we're talking yesterday I told him about Gab's readings - twice - she talked about him - but not by name. Several years earlier I had a reading and that person called him by name. And guess where he lives? NYC:) Anyways -- that's what I think brought on the depression from Will - as what happens to me is felt by them and visa versa.

As I'm writing this -- I got this email from Tracey:

I did not get anything - so I finally went to sleep. Bill came into my dream - and he said that Will was not cooperating and did not want to meet - and he said that he was going to keep trying and that hopefully he could get Will to agree sometime before the weekend was over. He said 'Will is angry and depressed, but he will not open up and is not willing to talk right now.' I said okay - this is disappointing news, but I guess that's the way it is. Bill told me that he needed me to send Ted some healing because he's staying high a lot and he thinks that there are things Ted is not facing. He feels Ted is running away from his problems. He thinks he is unhappy in his relationship. He said that he was sending Ted healing and to ask Allie to do the same. He showed me a triangle by drawing it with his finger in the air and he said there are three sides and if all three of us send him healing there is strength in this. I said I agree and told him I would and then I said but what about Will? He said, oh yeah - I guess we can do that too. So, he tells me - I am 'on call' - basically and that's really all I remember. I am so bummed. I expected there to be something BIG you know. I think I am actually disappointed.

So let's see if they contact her over the weekend. If I get something in I will post it:)

Wait a minute -- that reading that I posted from a client to me (it was Samantha BTW) said that I would be with someone older than me - not too much older. Oh, here's a snippet: Clairvoyantly, I see moving toward the East and I am seeing happiness not only for you, but for your son as well. I feel a lot of warmth and laughter. I also see a man walking into your life when you make this move. He's tall, with black hair, tanned, and he's a little older, but not much. He has a nice body, he's skinny but he does have some muscle to him and he's clean shaven. I'm feeling you may all ready know this man?

Sounds like him. He's a Cancer - me a Taurus - so from a zodiac prospective it's a good match. We'll see - it's far too early to tell anything -- but I like what I see & feel so far.

Talk to you later -- I'm sure!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Update On Gab's Reading!

I'm a firm believer that only three things are certain in life: change, our physical death and our destiny markers. Anything else is up for grabs. So what did Gab say? Grams T immediately came through and she said that she's been watching and knows what's going on. Very proud of me and what I've done thus far. Old boyfriend Mitch says hi and that he visits me in my dreams a lot. She mentioned a very quiet energy around me - someone who is just hovering and watching. When I asked her to describe more - she described Bill:)

Guides Robert and Jezell were around. Showed Gab that I had a very long and bumpy road behind me filled with rocks, pot holes and curves. In front of me was a nice straight road with the sun coming up. The worst for love, career and money are behind me.

I asked about Heath -- she sat there for a second and said -- why are they showing me Heath Ledger? I said because that's the correct Heath. Seems that he just loves to talk to me (yep I know) and will hang around with me until I tell him that I've had enough. I went and asked about all these people who I keep helping in my dreams. She said that I'm a Spiritual Mentor.

2007 - 2008 is all about reorganization, getting priorities in a row and discovering me. 2010 is my career, money and love year - although 2009 is better in all three than 2008 was and the last 1/2 of 2008 is better than now.

Asked about my project for Nickelodeon - she said if this doesn't fly exactly how I want it to try again - as it will get picked up. DREAMERS - looks like the 2nd place we send it to takes it and she suggested we send it to Steven Spielberg and his new paranormal channel.

She told me to go get a check up - didn't like the way my ovaries looked/felt. She kept sensing a lot of heat. And since Ovarian cancer has killed just about every female on my mom's side - it's time for a check up.

Will & Ted - both soul mate, kindred spirits - but neither man is long-term in this life. They are both more of a thorn in my side.
Bill - soul mate, kindred spirit - he stays by my side closer than Will or Ted. Our history has more past - more than Will and I even though Will and I are older souls - I've been with Bill in more lives. She said that he is not good for me. In fact none of the three are because we will keep battling for who is in charge (gee really). But she never said that he wasn't long-term, just that being with him will not be easy.

I'm going to have a string of lovers starting sooner rather than later -- and eventually I will settle down again - but not till 2010.

I have to finish the OBE sex book - sooner rather than later. Business will be even busier with Gypsy Advice.

My son is very restless and needs a constant outlet for his energy. If not - then he's prone to turn to drugs & alcohol when he's older.

And that's about it.

It's nice to know that what's in front of me is sunnier than what I have already been through:) It's also nice to know that the guys will be as difficult as I thought they would.

But damn it Will! SIGH. At least tomorrow is Thursday!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

A Strange Letter, Thursday And The Guys!

Okay -- it takes a lot for me to stand back and say - WTF? But this is a bit out there -- even for me. Now you have been following the Bill, Will and Ted saga - right? If not - read below this entry and get acquainted or this tid bit I'm about to say won't mean squat to you.

Tracey emailed me yesterday - all freaked out - and very perplexed. Seems she received a letter in the mail with no return address - postmarked in RI. Inside there was a single sheet of nice white stationary paper and on it, written with a fine black marker, was:

See you on Thursday.

The writing was neat - good penmanship. No signature - no nothing.

Ah yeah -- I would've freaked too.

Could it be one of the 3? There's always a chance. Who else would it be? She and I think it's the same person - Bill. I told her that if Bill shows up on her doorstep - after she regains consciousness she is to give him my address and tell him to start driving - lol:)

Neither Tracey or I think it's him 100% - we're about 95% sure. Now I really can't wait for tomorrow!

I spent a good part of the day planting raspberries, blueberries, strawberries and grapes. Tonight I'll put in my tomatoes, peppers and corn. I'm tired already:) I just hope everyone lives...Sometime - maybe tomorrow - I have to go out and trim things: trees, shrubs -- they're a bit out of control.

Very soon today - I'm going to be getting a ready from my friend Gab. I get a reading from her about once a year - she's great with talking to the deceased and for communicating with your guides. I have a whole range of questions to ask her (and yes, Will, Bill and Ted are among them) and I'm really curious to hear what the deceased has to say. I wonder if Heath will show up? I normally ask about the guys -and I asked last year she said:

Will: will meet in 2008 - mind blowing experience.
Bill: Has been to my web site dozens of times. Has no idea what to do or to make of the situation.
Ted: Gab wanted to know if I had met him. He was very strong around me. Seems that when I get a reading - people always ask if he and I have talked.

I get that always about Ted -- and he's the 1 I haven't met! I seriously will pass out when he's in front of me some day. I hope I'm already sitting down when he walks into the room.

What else did Gab say last year? Oh that I have a lot of love around me, I'm never alone and that although things will be tight - money wise - everything will work out and I will always have enough to make ends meet. Love wise - alone for 2007 - most of 2008 until fall of 2008. That's when I find someone who will treat me like a queen and I will know what it is like to experience heaven on earth. In the meantime though I will be very experimental sex wise. This has to be about the explosion of OBE sex I've had this last year....

I'll let you know what she says this time around:) She really is amazing calling out people by name (all you do is give her your name - that's it) talks about how they know you and how they died - then messages delivered. She's really very good.

Okay - must run - will be talking to her in a few.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Bill And Will With A Sprinkle Of Ted!

I'm not mechanically inclined. Try as I might -- I just can't figure out how things go together unless the instructions are ironclad. Well, the direction for my fan were not that straight forward. What would have taken my ex maybe 10 min, took me almost 40. But -- I did get it together - so for that I have to give myself a pat on the back.

I also have a horrendous tooth ache I'm battling. Getting my 1st cavity at 38, I'm not used to mouth trouble. But this tooth is just killing me! Well, it's not just a tooth, it in loves 1/2 my jaw. Now I realize part of the problem is that I clench my teeth as I sleep and I've used one of those store bought guards for awhile (a dentist made one is way out of my price range) -- but dang. I think part of my filling came out. They couldn't get me in to see he dentist till next Thursday. So until then I'm a crying and popping Tylenol. But Goddess..this thing REALLY hurts!!

With my tooth and the "kick me in the ass" pain - I can't eat. It hurts to eat or drink - unless everything goes through a straw. Plus - it hurts to talk. That's a bummer on so many levels. Not exactly sure about the podcast tomorrow - if I do one it may be really-really short.

(The above I wrote on Friday)

Today - Tuesday - I'm going to the dentist -- they had a cancelation!

(Below - This dream visit I tried to write about on Sunday)

I had a dream visit last night with Bill, Will and Ted. I entered the dream in a long hallway with high arches. Everything looked to be made from moonstone and marble. There were quartz crystal sconces on both sides of the hall - no visible flame or light bulb, but they glowed anyways and lit the way. Bill came running out of a doorway - stopped - looked at me and flashed me his million dollar smile. What are you up to? I asked? Nothing at all - he replied.

But I knew he was full of it -- something was up.

Bill commented - You're going to love NYC! I'm sure I will - I replied - any idea when I'll be there? He laughed - sooner than you think. He grabbed my hand and started to pull me down the hall. I'm like - where are we going? He said - any place but here.

Which of course made me think - why?

Then I knew why -- Will came out of a door. Will looked down and us and shouted - Hey!

I gave Bill that "look" - like shame on you.

Then those two started yelling at one another - oh good lord the cuss words. Finally I said (and I remember this line crystal clear) -- both of you shut the fuck up!

Startled they both looked at me -- I kept yelling: what do I look like - a piece of property you two can barter over, decide who I will be with -- talk to me as if I wasn't here when I'm standing right here! That's it -- I pick Ted.

The look on their faces was simply priceless. You can't do that -- Bill said. And who in the hell made you team captain? I yelled back. I'm the oldest soul Bill replied - that's why. Wrong - oh wrong -- I said, Will is. You're wrong - said Will. Am not - I said. Yes you are - we're the oldest soul - Will said.

Roll of the eyes -- whatever. I pick Ted. And when I roll over morning, noon or night and look into those scrumptious green eyes -- I will not be thinking of either if you.

He's married - Will said. Today he is -- but it's Ted, give him a few more months, a year tops.

Where's Tracey - Bill said. Not here - I replied -- and I'm outta here. Bye boys.

A look of sheer terror came over them.

I woke up and smiled. They have no clue who they're messing with -- but they'll catch on.

And on that note - off to the dentist I go...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill And Tracey Part 2!

I told you I was waiting for an email from Tracey. With as much sleep as I did not get last night I just knew they were there with her. So I emailed Tracey and told her she was killing me keeping me wondering what's going on. Here's her reply:


How in the heck do you always know what will happen. I have not had ONE WINK of sleep tonight! Not one!

So here is the break down.....

11:30 PM - Bill pops in - are you available? and I say yes! He says good. He is going to get with Ted and make sure he can meet us at 12:00 PM - he wants me in my meditation room.........

12:00 PM - Bill again! Ted is there too! No Will! Bill says, okay - here is the deal - I need to talk to Will but I need you there for the energy support - and I need Ted there for moral support and to calm me down if I get crazy again! Ted says, me? I am crazier than you! Bill says, this is serious - Ted says, I am serious - Bill says stop drinking the rest of the night - Ted says how about pot? Bill - says nothing! Ted - says - I can't do that! Bill says grow up - Ted say no! (I feel like I am watching a ping pong match with adolescents) Bill says brb let me get Will in here.....

Ted asks me what I think of Will. I tell him I like him but I want him to come forward for Allie. Ted says he does not really like him for you (Allie) but if she (Allie) wants him then he will help. I said well thats what is important then.

12:10 PM Bill is back, Will won't be ready until 2:30 AM, Ted rolls his eyes, Bill gives him the finger and I just say okay see you then.

2:30 AM Bill is back, Ted is back, no Will - Bill and Ted have select words - Bill says Will was involved in something important (didn't say what) and that maybe he was running late - he would meet back at 2:45 am Ted says this is such b.s.

2:45 AM Bill is back, Ted is not there, Will is late by 5 minutes - Bill apologizes for his outbursts, Will accepts apologizes for his - Bill tells him someone needs to come forward - Will agrees - He says that he is not sure he is ready - tells Bill this is a lot to digest - to understand - to trust - and that he's having a hard time with it all - and has been feeling like he's crazy, second guessing himself - the whole situation - is nervous, scared, skeptical - Bill asks him to meet with he and I and possibly Ted once a week this month about this and Will says okay - Bill asks him if he thinks by the end of this month if he will know one way or the other what he will do - and Will says yes he thinks so. Bill says fair. Then Bill tells me that he is going to take Will to the places we have already been - back in time - and throughout the various meditation visions - the ones with me, the ones with Allie - and that he won't make me go again. I say thanks! :) He and Will shake hands - Bill puts his arm around Will - and they kind of step over something I cannot see and they are gone.

5:00 AM - Bill is back - Wanted me to know Ted passed out drunk and high.....I said that figures - lol - and he said - well, it was okay anyway, I say yes. He says Ted will meet with us....and he will coordinate the when each week - and that next week it may be tuesday or thursday....I say okay let me know - he says he thinks Will will step up. I say good. He says when I get your bill its going to be big! I say no its free but can I go to sleep now? He said yeah and that he thought he could sleep now. He kissed me on the cheek, gave me a hug and he was gone.

And there you go...the saga contiunes.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Bill and Tracey!

My lower body is fricken killing me. And no, I didn't get lucky last night. I had karate yesterday - twice. My private lesson and then the lesson with my son. In the morning I was flipping people and learned a new kick - had a blast. In the evening my son flipped me a few times and he learned the kick I did that morning as well as both of us learning a few moves. Last night when I went to bed - no problems at all.

Getting out of bed proved to have it's own set of problems. I was like - WTF? Wow -- what a difference a day makes. My son and I are taking the summer off from karate - he thinks it's to give us a break - but actually its to pay for his eye therapy and other things he wants to do this summer. Plus his 8th birthday is July 1st (I can't believe he'll be that old!).

Of course this morning I couldn't believe how old I felt! HA!

I woke up at 2:58 last night and couldn't go back to sleep for about an hour. Will and Bill are rummaging around and keeping me awake. When I woke up I knew I had just come from seeing them - but I don't know what happened. I asked Iris to clue me in and she said that it's better if I don't consciously know what was said. To me that sounds like I'd be really pissed if I knew. But I was awake, and trying to fall back to sleep kept bring up images of those two fighting. I finally feel asleep in time to wake back up again.

I emailed Tracey Monday night and told her to watch out for the two of them - I just had this feeling....she emailed me back and said that Bill already visited her Sat night in the midst of a Reiki session and then woke her up with a start Tuesday morning at 5:00 am CDT. I write back to say that I woke up at 6:00 am EDT with a start - we both knew it was Bill. She told Bill to go away both times, as she was busy -- I told her he'd be back. She wrote me back twice yesterday:

Well, Allie, I went back to sleep and I guess I must have been in a coma because I just woke up. So, surprise no more because they both visited me in my dream.First, Bill and I are in this office with a long table. We are sitting at the end of the table. There is a large window at the end of the office.

Bill tells me that has pissed off because he stepped back to allow Will to come forward and the bastard (his words not mine) has not come through. So, he wants me to sit in on a meeting with Will. He tells me he has called him in under the pretense of talking to him about a business opportunity. I say okay - so what am I to do? He says, you are my assistant - here....and he hands me a laptop. I say okay?

He says the plan is confrontation time. Either he will come forward with Allie or I will. I am tired of waiting around on this. I tell him okay. (Its obvious he's in charge)

It was ten minutes to eleven in the dream and Will was to be there at eleven. At ten minutes after eleven we get a call on the speaker phone that he's on his way to the conference room. At eleven, eleven he arrives.

He comes in and shakes Bill's hand and Bill introduces me and Will shakes my hand and stares at me for a long time and says, okay, what's going on? He is looking at me!

Thankfully Bill says, Well, Will, (very condescendingly) here's the deal. I stepped back from Allie. to allow you to move forward and you are not coming forward so to put it bluntly ...... WTF is your problem and are you going to show up or not?

Will, looks stunned - and then he says, you know, Bill, (condescendingly) I don't owe you an F'ing explanation. Bill says I think you do! I am the captain of this team!

Will says well, then I quit! Bill says you can't quit, you idiot! Will says well, I am not sure what I am doing. Bill says, clearly! (condescendingly)

Then Will goes silent - and Bill does a lot of yelling - with lots of F words...........Bill tells me to leave the room. I feel like he's about to get physical with Will.............so, I leave.........

I hear all kinds of fighting - finally Will pipes in with some choice words!

Then Will leaves and slams the door. He kisses me on the cheek and walks down the hall to the elevator and gets in.

Bill opens the door abruptly - and looks at me laughs and smiles and says, I win - and I wake up!

Tracey was confused as to what it meant to "win" here. I told her that one or the other would be back to give her more of a clue. I also told her that indeed Bill and Ted stepped back awhile ago to let Will in. Later on I got my second email:

Well, I could not stay awake. I took another nap.

This time I just got Bill - he said that he has worked out things with Will - he says the issue with Will is that he does not understand all of this fully! (geesh)

So, Bill said that he and Will have to calm down and sit down again. He thinks that he may have let his anger take control and then things got out of control. He's going to let me know when - he's sick of everyone being busy. He feels like he cannot get through to everyone he wants to talk to. He said he wants Ted there too.

He feels like you (Allie) have pulled back and he does not like that because he's afraid that you are giving up and he's afraid you are right that if someone does not step up everyone loses. He also wants you to know his girlfriend is dispensable and he smiled.

He seemed much more calm. He said he is going to stop drinking caffeine again (while he was smoking) and he's going to take a nap. He has not slept in over 24 hours. He's also going to create a less intimidating place to meet. So, he told me to be on the look out for something different and unique!

I had told Tracey that once one of them showed up to tell them that one better step up and soon or no one will need to bother making all of us have to repeat this lesson in the next life -- and let me tell you if that happened I will make sure they have to really - really work to get to me.

Now I'm just waiting for another email from her as I'm sure they showed up last night. The poor girl - she is going to be soooo tired.

Speaking of tired - DREAMERS still isn't where it needs to be. It's the dialogue -- I can't get it. To me it sounds natural - but to everyone else it doesn't. Maybe I just talk weird:) Back to the drawing board on that. Still working on that treatment for the Nick show. Fingers crossed here for me guys -- some light to help me unlock any creativity that is stuck would greatly be appreciated.

I'm on Psychiconair.com and/or AOL today on the Maria Shaw Show in the 11:00 hour to talk about OBE sex and some love magic. Tonight I will be on Global Psychics http://globalpsychics.com from 8 - 9 pm EDT to discuss gypsy magic and do on air psychic readings!

And on that note -- I'm back to work!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Writing, Dreams Visits And Old Friends!

Oh boy -- so much going on here at the Allie household! I did finish another version of DREAMERS over the weekend and sent it in. This one is an improvement over the last (in my opinion anyways). So we'll see if this one will work -- or at least most of it;) In the mean time while I'm waiting for a verdict, I have another project to work on ASAP - it's the TV treatment for the series on Nickelodeon. It's gotten a two thumbs up thus far and I have to flesh out my ideas sooner - rather than later. So that's what I'll be working on every day this week. Don't be surprised if my blog posts are again sporadic.

Friday night I had a dream visit from a guy I'll call Al. We were on a sailboat, it was night and we were sitting on the hull (I believe that is the front - right - or is it the stern?), drinking some red wine. The air was cool - the water calm. We were both laid back, laughing away at something - his arm was around me and it felt like we had been friends for lifetimes. I looked at him and asked if it was all worth it? I was talking about his drug & alcohol addictions. He sat there for a few minutes in silence - looked at me and said yes. But would you do it all again the same way - if you could have a do-over? He shook his head - no, he wouldn't. But he would want the outcome to be almost the same as it had been - maybe with a bit more glory and money. I reminded him that if he wouldn't have had his addictions, he would have had more of the glory & money like his friends. He laughed and said - but I wouldn't have made people laugh as hard.

Al looked at me - really gave me a stare - if you know what I mean -- and I asked what he was doing? He replied that everything was going to be okay for me - that it was all working out as it should. I nodded. I asked Al that if I ever saw him in the physical world if he would know who I was. He sat for a minute -- and replied probably not. But you would peak my interest and I would want to know more about you. So eventually I would put two and two together. He told me to be ready for that - to brace myself for running into people that I've known and/or helped in this lifetime and before. Many people are going to want to talk to me without knowing why - and it will bother them on why they want to talk to you - but they will anyways. And as time goes on their fear will subside and they will be happy to speak with you without fear or hesitation. This includes Will you know - and Bill and Ted. I laughed and said - of course it does - kind of hard to separate me from them and visa versa. Al kissed me on the forehead and said it was great to see me again.

Then I woke up.

Saturday night I had a dream visit about Bill (he was also in a separate dream visit that night that I don't remember though), in the mail I received an announcement card with his business name on it (I think -- or maybe from one of his "people"). It was a light blue card in a light blue envelope.

When I took the card out of the envelope, in the center was printed "Congratulations". Of to the left was two stick figures (a man & a woman) holding hands. Under the couple it said "Bill and Allie forever", under that was signed "his initials and a little doodle". I recognized it as his handwriting and his favorite black Sharpe markers that he wrote with.

I was on the phone with his assistant and she said she didn't mail it - so it couldn't of come from Bill. I told her that he's a big boy and probably mailed it on his own - after all, he tends to do things when he wants to in his own special way. I was so elated to be holding this card in my hand -- so very happy that I finally had a sign that he "gets it".

I woke up with a smile on my face.

When Bill is around me more - he is around Tracey as well. I emailed her and asked "How's Bill" without telling her about my experiences - and she had plenty to say about him - lol. He must be in between creative projects or maybe is starting on one. But I'm glad he's back more often.

I had another dream visit Thursday night with this Hispanic male and it dealt with sex and condoms:) I'll write more about it in the OBE sex blog when I have a chance. But for now it's time to make dinner:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)