High Heels, A Mysterious Stranger And Dreams!

Bummer deal -- for those of you who were waiting for me to post something about my chat on Psychic On Air, it never happened. They didn't call - which means that either others ran over their time or they didn't need anyone to fill in for anything. I'll let you know when I'll have some scheduled time on the Maria Shaw Show:)

Dreams - continue to be a bit on the funky side. There's a guy that keeps showing up that I "know" but for the life of me I can't figure out who he is. He's taller and younger (I think) than me. Blue eyes - dark hair, scruffy on his face. It's not Sawyer (damn) or Matt. No matter what dream visit I was a part of - he popped in a some point. Most times not interfering with what was going on in the dream visit - but being involved in the visit on the outskirts. We would always briefly look at one another - he'd smile and then he'd be gone until the next dream visit. This will bug me until I can figure it out. It's almost as if he's taunting me to figure out who he is. I'm game.

In one dream visit - we did have a very short conversation. I was walking up these steps to a very nice bathroom - he cut me off and walked in ahead of me. In his hands he had some women's clothes. I asked -- washing clothes again? He responded with a devilish smile - they keep throwing them at me. What can I say? I turned around and sat down on the stairs to wait for him to get out of the bathroom. He sits on the step above me - behind me - puts his arms under mine, lifts me up the stair so that I'm sitting in between his legs - facing the same way he is. He pulled me back so that my back side was pushing into his crotch. Then he whispered - you're very naughty. I laugh and responded - isn't that the truth.

Next thing I know he handed me a dress and high heels. Now a dress I MAY do in the physical reality - but heels? Not a chance in hell. I grab the stuff and ran off with him shouting - change here! I ran down a path laid of large round gray stones with some etching on them. I got to a point where someone was working in the path - he looked up and it was Dan. I ran behind him and we chatted while I changed clothes -- and into a short black dress. I put the heels on and I remembered I felt nervous about taking a step - but I walked just fine. Dan was gone - but where he was at was now a bridge made of a very fine black cloth. I knew that I had to walk over it to make it back. But my thought was in heels - they are going to rip this and I'll get stuck or fall through. Much to my surprise, I walked right over it without even a slight rip in the fabric.

I was running up these marble steps and into this kick butt marble foyer with a circular staircase from the second floor. There were a group of people there - two were my sisters, another was Elliot, and I'm showing off that I have heels on -- they were just as shocked as I was. When they looked at the heels - they saw a high thin heel. When I looked at it - I saw a a high heel - but it wasn't lean and thin like a regular heel - this heel was very wide and sturdy. But what they saw and what I saw were two separate things.

Then my alarm went off and I really had to go to the bathroom!

This situation with me not getting who this guy is bugs me. I know that smile of his -- it is a lot like Ted's but it's not Ted. SIGH. Well like everything else that comes my way eventually I'll figure it out:)

My appointment with my sons school yesterday -- now that deserve a BIG SIGH. His teacher is sweet - and I know she really cares what's going on. But the other 3 (principal, school counselor and school nurse) not so sure. My son is a very emotional person - he expresses himself and if he is feeling happy - loves to hug and to be hugged. Well hugging is called inappropriate behavior or touching in an inapropriate manner. Then I get that he and another boy rubbed against each other in a homosexual manner. For @#$%^Y sake! Plus he shrieks out in class and makes noises to disturb other kids. Long story short - I have to take him to see a shrink if I want him to stay in school. So luckily I'm taking him to the guy I went to see briefly when I found out about my cheating ex - this guy has a metaphysical side - so I'm happy about that. Amish hell is such a sexually repressed place that I'm surprised that anyone ever has any children. But -- my son does have a problem with getting in people's faces -- which I do find very annoying. So we'll see if the doc can help him out. Thankfully we only have 2 months of school left - this has been a very long school year.

Okay - back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Will, Elliot And I'm Baffled!

My son was home from school yesterday with a broken toe. The silly boy karate kicked the couch thinking he had his shoes on. Had he listened to me - his shoes would of been on. But when he did it - myself and his dad didn't think it was broken. It looked hurt - but not broken. My son tends to be dramatic (no comments from the peanut gallery please), so both of us wonderful parents thought he was just playing it up. We rushed him to get his shoes on (this was about 20 min after he hit his toe) as he was going to be late for his Boy Scout meeting where they were going to race Derby Cars (he won 1st place). The next morning it was still killing him so I took him to the doc's and yep -- broken. I felt horrible - so did my ex. We apologized to the kid last night. SIGH...my little voice kept saying "Al, his toe is broken - listen to me" and well.....

Lesson learned. And the kid hobbled to school this morning.

Today has been difficult in regards to Will. I have no idea why it is so upsetting to be apart from him today. But waves of sadness hit me out of left field - hang around for 15 min or so -- then it's gone. I'm clueless on why today is deemed important. Could it be that he had a breakthrough? Maybe a puzzle piece fell into place and that "ah-ha" moment arrived? No clue. What I do know though is that my emotions are on my sleeve and my neck is ultra sensitive. When I get hit my visions - or when my third eye is all the way open, my neck is very sensitive and I have a habit of rubbing my neck when that happens.

This morning during shower time my neck was just driving me crazy -- then a vision hit me of getting a phone call out of the blue. It was from a man named David who called to tell me that Will had collapsed and was in a coma. Before he went under, he kept calling for me - he's woken up briefly twice and both times saying the same thing. I asked David if he was sure it was me Will was referring to -- and he was positive. But I had to hurry. So the next thing I see if me getting out of a cab and running into a hospital.

I'm at Will's room and there are a few people there - one of them is David. He has Will's family allow me in -- I grab Will's hand and beg him to come back. That after having a break through - knowing who I am, remembering our past loves he can't leave now. I need you, I love you - I kept telling him and I was crying. I laid my had on his side and I felt his hand touch my hair. Those big blue eyes were smiling at me. Doctor's came rushing in - I promised him that I would be right outside. I head the doctor's mention something about cancer -- then they whisked him away for some tests.

I'm sitting next to Will on his bed, just enjoying being there - when a doctor comes in -- seems Will's cancer is no where to be found - no where. He's baffled - Will's shocked - and since I had no clue about what was going on - I was taken a back as well. And that's when the vision ended.

SIGH.

Now last night during dream time ---- I was in the midst of a dream visit with Will when my cats fought and yanked me right out of it. I was ticked. Will and I were under a Willow tree, having a picnic and laughing over a book he was reading out loud.

The other dream visit I remember was with Elliot. Remember him from last week? I had thought that he was just the messenger for getting Dan and I together. But I think that I was wrong. Last night he just showed up for a dream visit and it was all about sex. I was shocked to see him - he wasn't so shocked to see me. Now today he is around - his energy is strong - but I don't think it's a conscious effort on his part to be here this strong. What I can't figure out is the why. Every time I push his energy away - it drives back to me stronger than when I pushed it. Very odd. And I'm baffled. When he's "here" I keep hearing him say - don't I know you? Why do I know you? And I don't have any answers for him. I've meditated, did the tarot - runes and nothing is coming back that is clear. It's a bunch of mixed messages and I find when that happens I'm not supposed to know something yet. He found me like Will did -- but Will I guess was a different find. I don't know how to explain it. I'm curious to see where this connection with Elliot will end up - if anywhere. We'll see if he shows up tonight.

Can you believe I've never heard from "America's Psychic Challenge"? What -- I'm not psychic enough for ya? Sheesh.

My guides want me to offer energy healing again to people. They keep telling me it is the next gift that I have to keep utilizing and refining. I'm not sure when I'll add that back into the web site - but since they won't stop bothering me about it, it'll probably be soon. I've also decided that I'm going to incorporate my investigation service (Cheat Peeps) into the site. Having too many separate things is draining on my energy and that's the last thing I need. So I'll be adding that in there soon --as well as a store. So many things - so little time...

But my 1st priory is to finish up with the BLACK TRIANGLE:) Which - I'm going to go work on now...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Guide Change, New Cycle And Dream Counsel!

Last night I had a dream visit with someone who I'll call Dan. I was surprised to see him. I know "of him" but don't actually "know him" in any sense of the word. He's not part of my soul cluster, circle or family. But I did recognize him immediately. Maybe a past life connection?

I entered into a very dark room. I could tell someone else was there. I said - hello? Then I heard his voice - I thought you'd never get here. Then a light from above (?) shown down and Dan stepped from the shadows. He had on a crisp white long sleeve shirt, red tied, brown dress pants w/suspenders. No jacket. His hands were in his pant pockets. A definite frown on his face. I'm supposed to be here - I ask? You were waiting? He nods. I've been waiting for months.

I didn't know I was being called - or I would have been here sooner. He cracks a small smile -- why do you think "Elliot" (I made up the name) has been showing up all over the place? And when you didn't see him - you were drawn to seek him out (very true I might add)? I didn't realize it until now -- was my response. Well, I'm just glad you're here - Dan replied.

How did you hear about me? I wondered. We all know about you - he replied. Who's we? I asked.

He waves his hands around -- we -- us -- everyone -- souls. We know that you help people. Word gets out. You're very well liked and thought of on this side.

Oh, okay. That's good to know. So what can I help you with?

My wife. I don't know what to do with my wife. She hasn't let me touch her in years and I know about her string of affairs. Yet I can't let her go.

Have you talked to her about it?

He nods yes. But she won't let me divorce her.

What's more important -- your money or your life?

He thinks about it for a few seconds. My life - he answered.

Then give her your money and move on with your life. That's the only way you'll find the happiness you crave.

Now I have no idea what happened next...but somehow we got to this next part....

He was lying down on his side, fully clothed, and I knew he was dreaming. I slide into his arms and he wraps them around me. He mummers about how long it's been since he has touched anyone. I tell him that he's dreaming, my name is Alison (not sure why I said Alison when I usually go by Allie) and I'm not his wife.

Then I woke up. So it was like we were in a shared dream visit, then the visit ended and I astral traveled to where he was sleeping.

Ethan just showed up and now Edward. Get used to it - Ethan says. Souls from all over will be asking you for aid - Edward chimes in. Is this a good thing? I had to ask. Yes, Ethan replies, it's part of your soul path. Be prepared for things to start moving at a very rapid pace - Edward says. It'll be as if a strong wind sweeps you off your feet -- you will not be manhandled, but things will move very fast, and when this cycle is over you will be set down gently.

The hard parts behind you - Edward says - and because of this, our time with you is now over. I felt my heart sink. Ethan kisses me on the top of the head (I can feel a tingle in my crown chakra and some pressure) and says -- we're never far away. But who will be here then? I could feel them just go -- with a good bye.

Two show up -- Jezell and Brigit:) Behind them Galadriel. I hear Jezell say - welcome to some serious female power. Those three laugh. And I feel and energy surge through my body.

Jezell wants me to follow her -- not astral wise - but with my sight. I do and I can see myself and my son on a plane - sitting first class. He's playing with his iPod and I'm working on my laptop. Get used to this - Jezell says. Embrace who have you become - Brigit chimes in -- and let us glide (yes, glide and not guide) you -- Galadriel says. I keep hearing the word "healing".

Jezell says - we'll be back in a bit. When you're working on the BLACK TRIANGLE. And they were gone.

So - I headed BACK to my Runes because obviously something has changed since yesterday. Asked now what cycle am I in?

Perth - reversed (initiation) - Present
Gebo (partnership) - Attitude to take to make it through cycle
Sowelu (wholeness) - Consequences derived from the attitude

The old way has come to an end. Time to call in scattered energies and concentrate on myself at the moment. I need to keep my sense of humor during obstacles and rerouting opportunities. Also - keep positive while keeping my faith firm. A partnership is coming to me - love and/or business - and I have to be prepared not to lose myself in it. I have to remember that with this gift, that I have to remain separate and whole - no matter how easy it is to become one with the partner. This partnership will also lead me to the solidification with my higher self and with the Divine. There is no more doubt lingering. This union is where all my other gifts will flow though. With this I will continue to move down my soul's path. I have to remember to let the right action flow through me and it is brought to me for a reason. Don't fight it - just flow with it and all will work out as its supposed to.

Boy oh boy:)

I wanted to add - before I forget again -- that I got a couple of emails from people who are worried that I have placed Will, Bill, Ted and Matt on some sort of pedestal. Ahhh -- there isn't any worry here. They're men -- enough said:) Besides, we all have faults and limitations -- Lord knows I have my share of them:) At the core I am a very simple person who enjoys simple things (although I do like complex people) and I'm sure because of this -- my soul cluster is the same way. I wonder if we all sat around a camp fire - who would have the best ghost story? LOL.

Have a good day...

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)