Telepathic Connections, Telepathic Sex, Dream Sex and Astral Sex

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Take a look around this blog by using the links above - then head over to Out of Body Ecstasy which is my blog about Telepathic, Dream and Astral Sex.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Atlantis, The Meadow And Dream Time!

Grab a drink and get situated -- this one's kinda long....

This week just has not gone as planned - same as last week. Hell - the whole month of February has been a huge problem not only for me, but for my poor son. He now has the flu - the nasty flu with the high fever, body aches, headache, nausea...I am just praying to anyone who will listen in the universe for me not to get this. I'm trying to push through with the bronchitis I think I have - thank you very much. I don't need anything else.

But what I've been doing with my congestion and nasal snafu is sending white ball of energy to help speed up the healing process. For my lungs I imagine a nice big ball of white light going into my lungs, through the back, and back in again out the front. I do the same with my throat and my sinuses. Anytime I do this, I feel much better afterwards. So I'm trying to send the light through several times a day.

I don't quite get 2009 yet - what it has in store for me. It hasn't gone as I thought it would. Thus far all scripts and what not have been turned down. I'm about as creative as a barn door - which isn't very helpful in the rewrite process. Readings aren't there - readings on Keen & Live Person haven't been going very well - the people I do help (not very many) that don't know me or how I work - give me bad marks. Those that have used me before for a reading (not just an email exchange) - I've been fine with - they know how I work. The one thing that has worked - I guess - is the Wake Up Your Orgasm podcast. My Ask Allie podcast gets about 500 - 600 faithful listeners a week. The WUYO podcast gets about 3000 - 5000 a week. I know - how crazy is that? It's normally in iTunes "Top Audio Podcasts" for sexuality.

I did ask my guides to show me what direction I should be heading into -- and it looks like sex advice is it. Although they are telling me not to give up on my scripts either - that I have to keep pushing that right along with my OBE book and the WUYO podcast. But since I know I can't concentrate on two things at once - I have to pick - book or script rewrite. They pull on me the same.

Which brings me to a radio show. I want to do one radio show, once a week to start with. Now since sex seems to have caught on - do I have it be a sex advice themed show? Or since the majority of people I know work in the metaphysical/healing fields - should it be more like Ask Allie? Or - should I mash them both and do a "Allie Theiss" show that encompasses all of it. But I think that would be too wide spread - don't you think? I like the being a sex psychic and I like promoting that part. It's easier , I think, to bring the psychic part into the sex than it is to bring the sex into the psychic part. Does that make sense? I know it'll be clearer the closer I get to actually doing this. But I should would appreciate some clear cut answers every now and again. Answers that are extremely obvious and leave to room for interpretation.

All of the visions I have of me giving workshops in a large arena deal with the Wake Up Your Orgasm theme. So again, I suppose, that's another sign. I can see the whole thing - a large gathering with me giving a WUYO talk 3x over a course of 3 days. Then there are smaller workshops that people can sign up for and get the know on different kind of fetishes, toys and of course OBE sex. There are also a host of vendors there to sell their fetish products, clothes and toys. Wow - I just got all of that. Pretty cool.

I keep getting a push to go back to the meadow. For those of you who don't know what the meadow is - it's a place that Bill, Ted and I used to meet quite a bit several years ago. Then the woman who actually owns the meadow in the physical world - we had a major falling out - and we've only been back once since then. I'm getting really bothered by it right now. Oh hell - I'm going to grab my healing want and see what happens - hold on.

Okay - first of all when I grabbed my healing wand and closed my eyes - it felt so strange in my hands, like is was bendable - like one of those bendy kid straws you see. As I was at the meadow - it felt like I was bending it, reshaping it, but when I was done at the meadow it was feeling very solid again.

Now at the meadow I was greeted by both Bill and Ted. They looked pretty good - run down, tired, but overall good. The meadow was lush, green and full of vibrant energy - like it had once been. Several hundred feet away I spied a woman. I knew immediately that she was the woman I/we had the falling out with - the one who owns the meadow. I didn't want to go anywhere near her. But then Jesus showed up (this seems to be a favorite place of his as well) and told me that I have to walk over and see her. We need each other right now - I/we need the meadow to move forward in our lives and she needs us in the meadow so that she can move forward with her life.

I told Bill and Ted to stay put and I walked across the grass - felt very velvet like on my bare feet. I was close to her and I just stared at her. She held out her hand, but I didn't take it. She repeated what Jesus had already said - we need to make peace in order to move forward. I shook her hand - but I told her to stay away from us. She nodded in agreement - and she was gone.

I went back to Bill and Ted and let them know that we should be able to come here again without any problems. The large oak tree that Bill and I used to travel up in to reach the heavens had a white glow up top. I could also hear some angelic calling. I looked at the guys and said that they want to talk with us. Now Ted had never been up there with Bill and I. And he didn't want to go. He said he wasn't ready - such a look of fear in his eyes. I told him that if he wasn't ready he wouldn't be here. He didn't care - he said he'd do this later. With that he disappeared.

I looked at Bill and asked if we really needed to go up? I could feel the tug so I knew it was important - but like Ted I just didn't feel like it right now. Bill said no - it can wait until tomorrow. We laid down under the oak tree, I wrapped myself around Bill, he put his arms around me. I said that I missed these visits - he agreed - he did too. I mentioned that the powers that be will snag us in our dreams. He laughed and said - of course they will. And with that the connection was broken.

What does this all mean? Specially I don't have a clue. But I'm sure it has to deal with the increased time I have been spending in Atlantis during my dream time...

Each time I have visited Atlantis over the last week, I have been clothed in a very deep purple or violet flowing robe or maybe it's a dress. But it's very light feeling, like I have no clothes on. Bare feet with nothing on underneath this dress. There is a gold belt or sash around the middle. My hair is up - I have no jewelry on. But I do notice a star tattoo/birthmark inside my left wrist. The star is a light red/purple in color - too light to be a tattoo I think. Maybe times I go from person to person, giving them some sort of clear liquid from a crystal vial. They open their mouths and I pop a few drops in. It's like their daily wellness drops. Then I'm at a clinic of sorts. When people come in, they put their palms on a crystal scanner - after they are scanned, they are allowed into the next section of the clinic for treatment. I'm told that this security was put in because people from other sects were trying to sneak in and have us heal them. Seems that the other sects already began to fall to the dark side ( I feel like I'm in Star Wars) and our sect was one of the few remaining that was all light.

Last night though - it was interesting when I walked deep into a cave. There were no lights in the cave, but I made my way without missing a step. I emerged into this large cavern that was aglow with thousands of crystals (although this was not the Crystal Cavern I've talked about before). In here, were dozens of people from not only our sect, but many others, engaged in an orgy. But it wasn't an orgy like you would think about now a days - it didn't have that negative aura surrounding it. During the time of Atlantis, love was given and received freely - pleasuring one another in a group setting was the way we spread the love (so to speak). I kept hearing that we were vessels of love. That having a physical body to make love to was a new experience for a handful of us who were born just as energy - myself included. When we came to Atlantis through the portal - that is when we received a physical body. Although the pleasure derived from merging energy with energy was greater - the physical aspect of connecting proved to be not only interesting but fun. I could feel though that this form of sexual expression would frustrate me at times as I always wanted to strive for that orgasmic punch I had when I was pure energy.

Anyways -- more on the Atlantis orgy at Out of Body Ecstasy.

It just dawned on me - -just now. Why I'm here - one of the main reasons. Oh hell - sometimes I am just so slow. The more times souls spend in the physical body - the less they remember what it felt like to love outside the physical body. That is what I'm here to do (in part) is to have people reconnect with love & sex outside the physical body - to help them get in touch with who they truly are - their soul - and not that physical body they're in. For the most part, very few people can remember the orgasmic qualities to being pure energy and having sex. Hence - here I am. To help people with their sex lives by using their energy bodies. Also to get sex out of the closet. It's not a dirty thing - it's a wonderful, necessary process for our souls. I guess this just answered my radio show question - didn't it?

Can you believe it's been a year since I met Will? God how time flies. What I wouldn't do to meet him again. How I wish he would've called like he said he would. I wonder what part of me scared him? Was it that I knew him in a different light than everyone else did? Maybe he was worried that by knowing me he'd mess up his current relationship? He could be fearful of change? Whatever it was - I only wish that he showed the same faith that I did when I hopped on that plane to see him with my son. Just a little bit of faith - that's all. Which makes me wonder how Vincent will act. And even if I want to risk being rejected by him.

Today starts the Telepathic Connection e-class. If you haven't signed up yet, you still have time to do so!

BTW..I'm still not HOT yet with the Start Up Nation's Mom Contest <--- Keep voting please!

Kirk - email me - I can't find your email address anywhere.

I need to know from the people who read this blog if any of you would be interested in being a moderator for a GA board I'm starting. I need someone for magic/spells and another one for OBE (astral travel, not sex), dreams and telepathic connections. If anyone is interested - email me . I can't pay you, but it will be exposure for yourself and if you have a business.

I know that there's more to tell you - but right now I haven't got a clue to what it is:) Besides - I think that this is long enough!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Ego, Lessons And Ted!

Today the snow was falling - falling - falling down in Wooster. If I looked at the sky, 1/2 is dark and the other 1/2 light. Reminded me of the battle of good vs. evil. Since I am in Amish Hell - the sun faded from view and the sky was a drappy gray - yuck. Just before the sun set it broke through the clouds for 20 min of sunshine. We really could use more sun around here - seriously.

So on today's podcast I talked about how the ego is our enemy. I really believe that. Our egos hold us back, frustrated us, give us impressions of others or ourselves that are not in line with reality - egos make us less than what we are meant to me. I think that sucks. The whole ego thing was a lesson of mine. I don't think I've learned my lesson completely - but at least the light bulb turned on so that I can make improvements in myself. I get why I've been treading water for so long. I got the responsibility lesson a couple of years ago when I got divorced. Next I'll be heading into the patience lesson (even more so than I have been). Why? Because I'm going to homeschool my son next year.

His current school just is not for him. It's like fitting a square peg into a round hole - no matter how much you try - it isn't going to work. I see him suffer because of it - he's just a different kind of kid - he can't help it. The labels he has for being weird, strange and different doesn't help him. All he wants is friends and to do so he gravitates towards the kids who are different - but in a bad way (meaning they get in a lot of trouble being bad) and this in turn gets him in trouble and the cycle continues. My ex and I talked about it - I told him for as long as we're in Ohio, he's going to have to help. Science and math were always the ex's strong suits - so I suggested he be our son's "coach" (which is what the school calls the adult since there are online teachers) in those subjects. He agreed. But we'll see what happens come the school year.

Stress will come from keeping the kid and the dog apart since all they like to do is aggravate one another. Somehow, of course, I will have to work. I mulled over getting up at 4:00 am - working on Keen till 8:00 am and then do school. But I know there is no way in hell I'm getting up at 4 am. So I'll have to keep thinking.

Ted made a very nice comeback over the weekend. I wrote about it in the OBE blog. I was actually very supposed to see him since Will and Vincent were the ones that kept popping up in my energy. Will - it feels to me - is coming to a turning point in his life and he's not sure which way to turn. His current and long-time relationship feels very shaky. But by being together so long - is it love that keeps things together? Or the "being used to" the partner? My money is on the "used to". Vincent - poor guy is just so confused. He has no clue on where to turn or what to do. His life is such a "pineapple upside down cake" right now that he's frozen from making any important decisions. And Ted -- he is crashing hard. A big crash. I am hoping that he has hit the bottom without 1) landing in the hospital 2) going to rehab. A divorce has to be soon -- even if she is trying like hell to get pregnant.

Trouble (the cat) was running after air today - I'm going to assume it was Indy coming back to say hi. Ever since he died Trouble has been glued to poor Brodie who tries to convince Trouble that he is not a dog - but a cat.

Off to bed...have a good night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

OBE, Odds And Ends and My Weekend!

So what have I been up to? Well on Friday I was a working fiend - it's was nice, been getting some things done. This weekend my son was supposed to be with his dad - so that I'd be able to concentrate on the OBE outline. But -- the little dude got the flu Sat night and came back home. But speaking of OBE - my OBE blog was given the JanesGuide stamp of approval for quality and originality. Good stuff:) Needless to say - my traffic is up and I HAD to get my OBE stuff done - just have too! And somehow I did get that OBE stuff done. The goal with this book right now is to get it to a publisher such as Hay House or Llewellyn so I'm trying to make what I have publisher "friendly".

This past weekend - despite getting the OBE stuff done - rather sucked. My son was nice enough to pass off his sickness to me - luckily I have been keeping it at bay (barely) - my computer has not been Allie friendly at all since I installed Norton 2009 and Sean -- is no more. Oh he's alive, there just is no chance of a me and him developing. It's okay - he has his path and I have mine. And I guess mine is going to continue to be date-less for awhile longer.

I think Samantha made a prediction that I would get attached to a new stray cat and I think it is because of a past life. Well - "little black kitty" (although he is not that young I suspect) has been coming on my porch for several months to get food. Usually he would eat and just hiss at me. The past couple of days he's been staying on of the cat houses on the porch. He was staying in Raisin's home - until I think there was a fight - now he's in the other one. He's letting me pet him somewhat. Poor things has an upper resp mess going on. It's eyes are very goopy, one was gooped shut today and it has stuff coming out of it's nose. It allowed me to wipe it's eyes a bit - it was enough so that the one eye would open. No hissing today. I'm hoping he lets me work on him some more. This time I know it's a him because he hasn't been fixed. I was thinking of naming him Salem because he's black. We'll see - hopefully he'll trust me enough and I'll have the money to take him into the vet. But in the mean time I am adding Vit C to his dry food and garlic to the wet food to try to build up his immune system.

I've been on Live Person most of the day today - and probably will be tonight. I had planned on being on Keen - but with my son home from school I thought it best not to do phone readings - ya know:)

I mentioned on the podcast today about Angel Food Ministries - a good place to go for quality food at cheap prices. Income isn't a factor and they do take food stamps. I picked up my December food last weekend. All quality stuff - not top shelf - but it'll do nicely.

I have decide to move my OBE blog from Blogger to Wordpress. This will enable me (I believe) to have all OBE/sexual stuff in one place. I've been working on it most of today - and I admit, I'm pissed. I've gotten everything on the WP blog to work - except the ability to add plugins to the blog. It keeps coming up as an error - so I don't know. I have to give myself some more time to look it over.

I know that I have plenty more to write - but right now I'm just brain dead. Stress I think....so I'm going to go play the x-box with my kid and make supper.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sex On The Brain, A Plan And A Killer Headache!

I finished Black Triangle over the weekend - YAY ME! It is pretty darn good if you ask me - of course I'm a bit biased:) But it is pretty good. My manager liked it -- and now her boss is reading it. Fingers crossed he likes it too. Next up - the OBE book - I so want to get this done. Or at least get it to a point where I'm comfortable enough to send it to a publisher to see if they'll take it. I like publishing my own - but it takes my focus off of things - ya know? So I'd rather just write and let someone else handle everything else.

So yes, now I'm OBE book focused. This was pretty apparent after I awoke from my dream sex with Vincent last night. It's been pretty much all sex thought - all day...from the Instant Turn-On in the podcast to the Nipple Stimulation Oil and finally the OBE Sex entry. I think someone needs to throw me in a tub of ice water - Ha Ha! I'll be okay -- at least I've been productive.

The weekend brought more visits from Indy scaring the crap out of the cats. I so know he is just loving that. I had to ask him to chill though as Trouble was spraying everything - probably hoping to hit Indy. Damn cat. Brodie hurt his leg - lord knows what he did. He favored it all day yesterday and still is today. I just hope it's just a boo boo and not something more serious.

Spirits are still very much here with my Grams T by my side today. I can smell her rose soap so clearly that if I closed my eyes I'd swear I was back in her bathroom.

My mood is certainly different from the frustration of last Monday. I'm so determined to get the hell out of Wooster - it's a top priory to do so - 2009 is my year to move. I'm setting out to be as well known as Sylvia Browne or Doreen Virtue. I figure the more people know about me - the more people I can help. Of course that means the more money I make - but that only means I can open up the non-profits I've always wanted to: no kill animal shelter, retirement zone for zoo and/or circus animals, soup kitchen/food bank and a place where single parents can go for help and support. That's all to start. I want to do more from there. The more money I make - the more I can help. It's just as simple as that.

To be that well known means stepping all the way out of my comfort zone and slamming the door shut. It's scary -- but also very exciting at the same time.

My plan does all begin with the OBE sex book - and 2009 in person workshops. I don't know - how many workshops do you think I should do? 3? 4? Where at? LA, NYC, Columbus, Austin, Chicago and New Orleans? Of course that's 7, isn't it? And I'm thinking a weekend Sat/Sun workshop would work. Any suggestions I'd love to hear them.

Energy wise - I've had many visitors the last several days. Vincent, Will, Bill, Ted, George -- Paul has been right here and so has Andrew. It's been pretty crowed in the Allie energy field - but it also has felt pretty darn good. With everyone "right there" - I've had a ton of flash visions: Me chasing Vincent- tacking him and trying to get something out of his hand.....Ted looking at me with this shit-ass grin that makes my knees weak.....Bill and I doing what? But pouring over a ton of books. He's talking with his hands a lot - so whatever we're doing, he's loving it...Will and my son hanging out at my house eating dinner and last - George and I watching a TV and making a bunch of comments about what we see.

There's many more visions - they come and go so fast that it's hard to grasp hold of them. I have other ones with Vincent, my son and I at Central Park - or out getting a pizza. Will and I fighting over something, me trying to sober Ted up and me telling Bill to get off his high horse. LOL. It seems like I have an express train flying full force and it's heading to my station -- I'm there with a suitcase in hand.

Now the above I wrote this afternoon. It's now almost 10:00 pm. Around 6:30 I was blindsided by a horrible headache and nothing is working on making it go away. If you look at my eyes it would look like I had been smoking some real kicking weed - which I can assure you that I haven't. It's one of those - hey change is coming - headaches. And although I would like to write more - it's really killing me. Maybe I'm supposed to be in bed dreaming....

...Away I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill. Dreams And Will!

I find myself in a dilemma. Remember the fireman? Well he's still around (out lasted Mr. Client Guy - who, BTW I talked to this morning) and we've chatted sporadically over the last several months. I've kept up every wall I have - trying not to actually like the guy - or should I say want to know more so that I could have a chance to like him. But I find the more I chat with him, the lower the walls are getting. And even though his political views are not on the same field as mine - just about everything else is - well, except for our ages - I am older by 8 years. Doesn't seem to bother him. I'm not sure I'm ready to let down the walls. But if I don't, I could be missing out on a great guy - a guy with no baggage - no ex wives, no children, no psycho exes (as far as I know). But -- what if I do and then things go through with me script wise and I move? I'm doing exactly what I tell my clients not to do "What if" myself to death. Damn I hate when I don't listen to my own good advice. So I have here a seemingly good guy who has a sense of humor, can cook, like animals & kids, likes the X-Files and Star Wars - plus realizes that George Lucas couldn't write his way out of a paper bag without a co-writer. Oh, and he's fully aware on what I do for a living.

I know I'm over thinking everything. Hummm...sounds familiar doesn't it? No wonder I don't have a love life - lol. But he lives about 30 min away - so we'll see if we actually get to that 1st date that we're trying to arrange.

I'm behind in all my email. This last week was very hectic and busy - busy. Next week I'm off to New Orleans on Friday - remember I'll be at Maria's Psychic Fair! Wednesday I'll be in Cleveland most of the day with my son at a pediatric psychiatrist. His empathy gifts aside - he has some issues that need to be taken care of that he needs someone who specializes in children - and of course there is no one in Wooster that's affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic that does that. No results of the brain EEG yet. So basically I have to fit in a weeks worth of work in two days. HA - that's funny.

I'm rewriting DREAMERS for the last time. I want to get this done - so the blog posting will again be down - unless something major happens. No word from Nickelodeon.

When was the last time you checked out my Gypsy News section for Gypsy (Roma) news, environmental - animal - gov't alerts? I have something there that's important about Horse Slaughter that you should take action on.

I emailed Tracey yesterday to watch out -- Bill visited me in my dreams and then was around all morning. She said she woke up with a full-blown headache. The guy was full of piss and vinegar and appeared to have wanted to null & void the agreement he and Will made. This is what happened:

In the dream visit, Bill was so excited that he finally "got" everything. We're in what looked like a personal library. Plenty of books, round table w/ 2 chairs and a desk. He and I have been here before. He finally understood - his logical mind clicked in place with his intuitive side. He was like a kid in a candy store - so excited to the world that finally made sense to him. We were comparing notes on what we have experienced thus far. He wanted so much to be able to remember everything that I can remember. I told him to give himself 10 min increments. Set an alarm clock and once it goes off, write down everything he remembers. As time goes on - increase the amount of time before the alarm goes off. Before he knows it, he won't need the alarm at all.

He liked that idea. People were coming in and out of the room, they were around outside - milling about. Bill kept rubbing my shoulder & my upper back as we talked. Like he had to keep touching me. I commented that if he keeps doing that - then people will think we have something going and/or they will know that we know one another and that he's "Bill". He ignored what I said and kept going over the notes. He kept leaning in closer and closer to me until....(see OBE Sex blog).

...When I woke up I could still feel his energy around me. He kept pulling me in telepathically - they were snippets of telepathic connections. He went on about Will has not done anything despite the agreement. He's not waiting any more. Will out of the equation. I'm trying to calm this flurry of "whatever" down - saying give Will a chance - you've known about the connection for over 4 years, he just got it under 2 years ago and still hasn't come to grips with it. That he finally "got" what I see, it'll take Will awhile to catch up. He's going on there is no more time - times up - Ted needs us now. He's falling into the abyss. Ted's at a point where he's heading for death row -- and Bill just kept going on. I told him - if Ted needs us that bad - pick up the &^%$# phone and call me. You and I can help Ted without Will. I asked, what about bring in George - he's already up to speed and I don't think he needs a push. Bill went on - he's not part of our core -- I'm like are sure? He's like - don't question what I say. I'm like - wait there babe - I'll question whatever the hell I want to. You don't want George here because he'll slam your ass up against the wall, he won't take your over-thinking self and put up with it. He'll stand up to you and you're afraid -- your afraid he'll win. This isn't a contest of wining -put your ego aside for just a second. For a man who loves to help people, you sure are brutal on the souls closest to you.

I'm done for now - you let me know when we should go see Ted.

And I broke the connection. Bill's right here though - has been all day. I know he wants to continue the convo - I'm sure we will tonight.

SIGH

Merlin was right when he said he'd be with me every night in the dreamscape. The dream time has been so chalked full of flying, putting things together - creating spells/potions and studying. I can't remember all of the details - Merlin tells me that my subconscious will slowly leak knowledge to my waking mind on an as needed basis. No reason - he said - to fry my circuits. That was nice of him:)

Off to grab a bowl of ice cream and then get back to DREAMERS:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Psychiconair.com, Atlantis, Crystal Skulls And The Guys!

My weekly segment on the Maria Shaw show on CBS Psychiconair.com & AOL, went great! I was on right about 10:00 am EDT and stayed there till about 10:15-10:20. Good times!

I can feel it -- change is in the air. And it's strange - because when I can sense there is a change, I get a metallic taste in my mouth. I think my son can sense it too because he's been all over the board with his emotions and we're both getting headaches. Neither one of us has has one in awhile. Of course they could (and his super surplus of energy) can also be a byproduct of Tracey's healing on Will. What affects Will effects me -- and what affects me effects my son since he is an energetic sponge. Both the kid and I are back to not sleeping too -- something else that happens when change is near.

So change already! Of course I really mean it if it's a good change and only kinda mean it if the change is bad. But either way change is bound to happen at some point in time.

Between my hyper son, the storms, animals, writing and work -- it hasn't left me a whole lot of time to write in my blogs or even work on my screenplays. Hopefully with my son going with his dad a few hours tonight I'll be able to buckle down on some writing!

Speaking of my son - again - I can't believe that he'll be 8 next Tuesday -- 8! It feels like yesterday that they yanked him out of my body:) He brought up Will the other day. We were talking about NYC and how we both really want to go back sooner, rather than later. And he mentioned something about Will and going with us to the Central Park Zoo. I can't remember what my comment was, but that sent us to talking about Will having a girlfriend. The kid went off the charts talking about that. He was so pissed that Will may or may not (you know, the on again off again stuff) still have his girlfriend. I tried to explain that Will's can have a GF, just like Bill or Ted and his wife -- even I can have a BF. He wasn't going for that either -- kept going on about how Will and I are supposed to be together and how no one else will do -- etc....it took me about 30 min to calm him down. Again - not sure how we got from Central Park Zoo to that -- but I will be mindful not to go down that path with him.

And before you ask - I am still smitten my Mr. Client Guy. Too bad we're not in the same state right now.

Remember all of my tomatoes and peppers that I planted? Most of them are gone -- killed by the hail storm last weekend. Dang it all!

Since Will has been getting the healing/attunement energy from Tracey - he has been popping in often - but he doesn't stay long. It's in - saying he's sorry - and them leaving again. Yesterday he popped in and said he's sorry and then said that I'm hard headed, stubborn and won't give up. I replied - hell no I'm not going to give up - I do not want to repeat the same lessons again. And that's what's going to happen to all of us if you don't snap out of it! He smiled and said - I'm working on it, thank you for not leaving me. And he was gone.

Leave him -- like I could ever do that? Like I would ever want to do that -- no matter how insane he makes me. Same goes for Bill and Ted. No matter when, what or why - if they ever need me - for anything I'd be there for them. Psychically, spiritually or both. They are right on the outskirts of my energy - always are - when I have a lot of work to do (and they do this too) I keep them at arms length. Once they're "in" (so to speak) they are there for awhile -- and then it's hard to work. I am still learning how to tap into their energy as a muse. Especially Will. He's my muse.

My dreams last night were really funky. As soon as I finally dozed off about 1:00 am they started and continue until I got up at 5:45 am. Ted and I were in a multi-level building that he and I had been in several times before. Cars drove up and down steep ramps. Offices were all along the sides. He and I were fighting about getting him into a treatment center. He was drunk off his ass - being a bully and expecting me to back down. I told him that I loved him and that I wasn't going anywhere. Something clicked right then and there and he started crying -- big sobs -- on how screwed up his life is and he can't find the road back. I told him that he can see the light, because he sees me. And to hold onto that light. I won't let him go and neither will Bill or Will -- but he has to trust us. Ted said that he doesn't even trust himself so how can he trust us? I replied - because we're your eternal partners and we love you unconditionally. Something happened in the background as he was gone and I was off to the next segment.

Which brought me to Bill. He was in the center of a HUGE library -- reminded me of the NYC library my son and I saw. Any ways - Bill grabs my hand and takes me to a far corner. He moves a few books around and a secret door opens. Without waiting for me to say anything - he yanked me in and the door shut behind us. I smelled an overwhelmingly scent of mold - like I was stuck inside of a 200 year old basement. The air was stale and heavy. I asked where were were and Bill flips on a flashlight - puts it under his chin to illuminate his face and raises his eyebrows up and down (what a goof). He then shines it around and I can see shelves of very-very old books and a dusty old table in the center of the room. He is looking at the title on the shelves and pulls out a leather bound book. I recognize it immediately as the book he carries in my Atlantis visions. I say - so this is where you found the book? He replied, it's tucked away in a secret location and only the ones who should find it will find it. I look more closely at it - and the ink is very faded, the pages so darn old I don't know how they've survived this long. There's mold on the book - Bill says he is taking it with him and will try to get the book restored so we can use it. I ask if I can look through it -- he said that Will needs to hurry up - I tell him that Will is not here and let me see than dang book.

I carefully flip through the pages and one with skulls on it catches my eye. There is a map, looks to be through a pyramid, and it illustrates the places where one would find a skull embedded into the walls - you are to follow the pattern until it dead ends. Then there are numbers like:

3 9
7 21
9 981

We hear a noise, Bill takes the book, shoves it down the front of his pants - I joke and ask if he's sure he has room in there for that? He gives me that smile and he's gone. On to the next segment.

I find myself among large Redwoods. I stare up in amazement of their size and sheer beauty. I can't help but go over and lightly rub my hand on the bark. A voice startles me -- they're beautiful aren't they? I turn and it's Will. I comment that they are magnificent. He replied that he envies these trees - they are strong, mighty and have survived regardless to what us humans have done to the world around them. I asked him, why did you bring us here? He sits at the base of the tree and pats the ground in front of him. I sit in front of him. between his legs - he wraps his arms around me and pulls me to his chest. For this -- he said. All I want is to do this. I smile and completely relax in his arms. I don't know if it's possible to fall asleep within a dream, but I swear we did for the next thing I know he was gone, it was dark and I see a light in the distance -- so I go towards it.

Now I'm with a group of people I don't know in a bar, drinking some serious beers down. A friend of mine shows up and we decide to go out for pizza. On the way out we run into a group of wealthy people - one looks like the actor Richard Hatch (Not Survivor - think Battlestar Galactica) - but it isn't him. This guy is much taller (6'5") and very thin. This guy for some reason takes a liking to me -- but his friends want to go so they all leave. My friend and I head out for pizza, but instead wind up at this huge house that has been in my dreams before. She tells me that she can't go anywhere because -- then all of this stuff falls out of her butt, onto the ground -- well, of a small problem she developed. So she leaves to clean up - I'm in this bathroom -- and I decide to go potty. So I sit down to poo, but I don't take my panties down until I'm 1/2 done and then I remember - duh! So I do and I shake out meatball shape/size, rock solid, poos from my panties and dump them into the toilet. As I'm doing that and finishing my business, someone stops into say hi - we chat and they leave. I still have poo to remove and as I'm dumping them into the toilet, it turns into a bathtub -- and launches me into this OBE sex experience.

When I was done in the tub, I'm running down this double wide staircase to the 1st floor, running behind the staircase to a bedroom when the front doorbell rings. Next to me is the same person who was talking to me as I was on the toilet. I tell her to get the door - she's like no way, it's for you anyways. So I run to the door, putting my t-shirt on as I go. When I open the door, there's the wealthy man from earlier. I smile and become all flirty. He does the same. Then oddly he hands me this big set of keys that are on a variety of key chains, all connected. I asked why? He points to this green bear (looked like a small emerald bear) keychain and said if I ever need the key, here it is. The key to what - I was baffled. He said - the morgue. If I ever need to get someone out, this is what I need to use to gain access. The rest of the keys - he said - I would have to figure out on my own, but they were all important. With that he was gone and I woke up.

What an odd series of dream visits. Why would I have to get someone out of a morgue? And the green bear pendant on that keychain was so green and vibrant.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

This Woman Does Not Chase!

I have a stick so far up my ass today that it's tickling my tonsils. Thankfully it hasn't slowed down my work at all. So what caused it? Will. Yeah - I know - huh? This is a first -- and it is. So what set it off? My radio reading yesterday with Maria. As soon as I asked about Will I knew I shouldn't of. Bottom line to what she said is that I have to keep putting myself where he is - because I guess I've been forgettable. If I show up a few times, then he might notice and take an interest (yeah, like I'm a stalker). When she 1st said it - I barely heard her on the radio - so I listened last night to hear all of it. My 1st thought was hell no! And that went on to be my final thought as well.

Will reads this blog and I have made it obvious that I would like to have some sort of relationship with him - whether it be romantic, business, friendship or a combo. And he's been to this blog - several times - I've seen it (psychic speaking) Tracey has seen it and so has Maria. He has my contact information. The ball is not in my court any longer and I'm not going to keep it there. I don't chase - I don't care who it is. If someone is interested in me - fabo - if not - well - I'm a great person and it's their lose.

But the chasing Will part really got to me last night - I mean really. With the words that were coming out of my mouth - it's hard to believe I kissed my son good night with the same potty mouth.

As I'm cussing up a storm last night - guess who comes into my energy field? Ted. That man sure knows how to argue -- and he was defending Will. I told him what I thought of that -- and that brought Will into my energy. These two yammered on until I went to bed - and it still continued until I threw them out and threw up my energy shield. The shield's down - but they haven't been back.

Eventually I may not be so pissed. Eventually....

But any ways....I've been thinking about adding a service to help people with their sex lives. You know, help rev up their sex lives or if they don't need revved, maybe add a twist in there. And before any smarty pants emails me - no, I'm not going to be physically involved with the people I help - ha. But more or less be an sex psychic advisor - maybe one person can't please their partner and doesn't know why. Or to help integrate OBE sex into someone's life - with help discovering the right sex toy or sex toys right for them and/or their partner. So I go in and find the problem (if unknown), help develop an OBE solution and give advice on props. But what in the heck do I call this -- or me -- OBE Sexpert? Just plain Sex Advice? I'd like something catchy but not over the top like I'm running a porn shop.

Plus I've been tossing around the idea of an OBE matching service. For those who want the OBE sex experience but don't want to find someone at random on the astral/dream planes. Any idea for a name on this? Any idea about any of this? Weigh in please...

Iris wants me to research more about Atlantis. I'm not sure why - what there is that I haven't already figured out on my own. But she's pretty adamant about it.

I wish Iris could show me where I've got the time to do everything....

Speaking of which - better run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE Sex I And OBE Sex II

Two classes on OBE Sex start this week - April 16th. Space is limited:

OBE Sex I!

A beginners class to discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dream Portal
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic

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OBE Sex II!

An advanced class to build upon OBE skills to achieve orgasmic explosions during OBE sex and during physical sex and OBE sex combined.

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Prerequisites: OBE I or OBE experience

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):
Lesson 1: Advanced Telepathic Sex I
Lesson 2: Advanced Telepathic Sex II
Lesson 3: Advanced Dream Sex I
Lesson 4: Advanced Dream Sex II
Lesson 5: Advanced Astral Sex I
Lesson 6: Advanced Astral Sex II
Lesson 7: Advanced Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 8: Advanced OBE Sex Magic

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Powerful Stone Trio, Destiny Markers And Telepathic Connection!

Ahh..the start of Spring Break..my son is in heaven - me, while I love having him around, I swear he's a brain sucker. Are all kids like this? I know at some point in time I had some intelligence, but I swear I can't seem to find it when he's around - or any focus. Okay - I think the focus is just me -- but the brain power sucking out of...yadda...that's him:) So for the next 10 days if I don't make a whole lot of sense (and we're talking worse than normal here) you'll know why.

The guides are after me to change my 3 stone pendant again -- this time to opal, moldavite and faden quartz. I asked what are they trying to do to me - keep me connected to the everything but where I'm at? Iris said - no. It's to give that last boost of power to telepathiclly communicate with Will. I reminded her that the stones I have are too big for a pendant and do I have time to find smaller stones? She said no. So...I proposed that I put my faden, moldavite and opal together and when I telepathic connect with Will I will simple put my left hand on all 3 stones and get that extra boost that way. Her reply - get busy. I grabbed my faden & moldavite from my bedroom and held both in my left hand as I was looking through my stones for the opal. The power with just these two stones gave me an instant headache. Wow - what a combo to hold together! I found the opal and placed all 3 on my desk. My faden is quite large - so the other two fit on it with ease. I put the moldavite directly on the faden and the opal on the moldavite - like it would be had I had these 3 in a pendant.

I placed my left hand over the combo (lightly touching the opal). within 10 seconds I could feel this massive vibration going through my left hand - massive vibe. I concentrated on Will, and it was as if I flipped on the TV and he was right there -- that's how quick it was -- and it was crystal clear. No fuzziness or working to establish a stronger connection. I could see myself go into his mind and work on any blockages that he may still harbor (and there were quite a few). I "blasted" the blockages away, the took a floor broom and swept up the leftovers. I felt his body twitch like a zing of energy went through it -- then that energy went through mine. I took my hand off the stones and closed this intense connection. I didn't have a headache while the connection was there - but afterwards it came back. He's going to have that breakthrough tonight -- I just know it. Something will trigger one present memory, which will trigger another present memory, then another, then another (4 in all) when BAM it all floods to him. As someone who this has happened to 5 times now -- it's overwhelming and takes some time to adjust to.

Speaking of Will - because of our dream sex last night - pineapple will never look (or taste) the same again!

Tonight is a Friday with a full moon so it is perfect for anyone who wants to do a love spell:) Plus it's Good Friday and the day after the Spring Equinox (and the Rosicrucian New Year) - added power just doesn't get any better than this.....

The other night I was talking with one of my clients and I brought up Destiny Markers. We all have certain destinies to reach at specific times of our lives - this is what I call the Destiny Markers. No matter what - we have to end up at certain places in certain time frames. But we have the free will to determine if we take the easy path, hard path or the damn difficult path (otherwise knows as the scenic route). In my life for the most part -- it's all been scenic. That's because I did not pay attention to the signs and listen to my inner voice. I have always known several things about my current life: 1) I'm a writer - to make movies/TV, 2) I'm psychic 3) A healer 4) An advisor 5) To have one great love (and many minor loves) 6) Success wouldn't hit until after 40.

Because I am listening to my self and paying attention to the signs - what I knew about my life is now coming to pass. Could I have had an easier time getting to my Destiny Markers if I had listened earlier - definitely. But what happened has happened -- and all I can do is be more aware from this point forward. There are more Destiny Markers that I'm not privy to yet -- but I can feel that they are right around the corner.

How can you become more in tune and reach your Destiny Markers with less hassle than most? I found the below message several weeks ago and it was relevant and timely.

Adapted from How to Know God, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2000).

When you assume authorship of your own life, outcomes are never in doubt -- you know your Destiny Markers and trust that you will get there. No matter what happens to you, each event has a place and a meaning. You also begin to master the art of manifestation. You just intend a thing and it happens. You co-create with the universe.

When highly successful people are interviewed (because they keep reaching their Destiny Markers), many times they repeat the same formula: "I had a dream and I stuck with it, because I was certain that it would come true." This attitude is a symptom—one might say the symptom—of co-creation.

The following qualities can be seen in people who have mastered the art of intention:

1. They are not attached to the past of how things should turn out.
2. They adapt quickly to errors and mistakes.
3. They have good antennae and are alert to tiny signals.
4. They have a good connection between mind and body.
5. They have no trouble embracing uncertainty and ambiguity.
6. They remain patient about the outcome to their desires, trusting the universe to bring results.
7. They make karmic connections and are able to see the meaning in chance events.

Of course I do not believe anything is a "chance event" - everything happens for a reason.

Off to see what my son is up to and to do another reading. For those of you who celebrate Easter - Hoppy Easter!

Looking forward to making my Easter ham with the pineapple .

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

OBE (Out Of Body) Sex!

Just an FYI as this class is filling up fast. I only take 25 people per class and it's almost full. This class is conducted all via email so it doesn't matter where you live.

I'll be posting this notice to my Numerscope newsletter later today (this group is over 6000+). If need be I'll add another class - but I'm not going beyond two classes at once.

Discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

**You'll notice that I teach you how to connect and then we get into the OBE sex part**

Start: April 2

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dreamgate
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic


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A Dark Dream, Will And Making Choices!

I really need to hire someone to come into my office and reorganize me. It's really very shameful. How can I Feng Shui my office if I have clutter? You can't have clutter with Feng Shui - the energy gets stuck. So somehow I have to put some time aside just to put things away. Yes, I realize that if I would just put things away after I use it (after all, that's what I tell the kid) then there wouldn't be a problem. SIGH. At least my super powered Feng Shui fountain is pumping and doing its job!

Of course the sex books that just arrived for my sex talk radio show (which I'm calling Sex With Allie) - needs to be put away. My son's birds and the bees talk will have to wait until anther day - preferably another year or two, three, five:) I think that I've fund a place to produce the live call in show - and of course I'll release it as a podcast too. I need to have a 1st guest for the show. Any suggestions? I'm also going to have a give a way each show - maybe a sex toy, or some erotic audio, a novelty. I'll have a fantasy contest where people send me their fantasy, and which ever one is the best -- will win the prize:) What else am I going to have? Sex toy reviews and either a sex position of the week - or maybe a sex game of the week. Maybe I'll alternate them? Plus sex in the news: sex health, sex topics -- etc... It's be a good hour show.

As I was taking my son to school this morning, we were discussing his behavior and how he is always on "blue" (behavior is color coded: green = good, yellow = warning, blue = big trouble, red = kiss your butt goodbye, you're going to the Principals office). He tells me that it's the other kids fault that he gets in trouble. I reply with that's not true - you and only you are in charge of your choices. Every minute of every day you are able to make a good choice or a bad choice -- but either way the choice is up to you. He really didn't have much to say about that. But as I was walking back home - I told myself - Allie, why not listen to your own good sense? You bitch every day because you don't have time to fit it all in -- and we've been down this road before. When all you have to do is make good choices. Thus far on any given day - your choices lean more towards the good choice - but the bad choices eat up for too much of your time. So what are you going to do - good choices or bad choices? I'm all for the good choices and that's where I'm concentrating now.

After all, I do believe I have finally conquered the thought process. When something bad comes into my line of though - I quickly scoot it away and bring in something else. I've gotten so good at it that I don't have to think about doing it - it just happens. So now I have to do the good choice, bad choice thing. Wow - shaping your life to live it in a positive manner sure is difficult. What made it this difficult? The media? Family? Society? or maybe a combination? But no matter what shifted us to that point of living more in the greed of darkness instead of the happiness of light - it's up to each of us to change our lives around.

I noticed that yesterday I kept seeing the number 99. So I decided to look it up in Angel Numbers: Get to work Lightworker! Your Divine life mission is needed now more than ever, and any contribution you can make toward bringing more light and love into your world is imperative. The preparation for your life's work is complete now. I found that to be very interesting as I had felt the same over the last several days. I felt a shift - a good shift.

Will has written one book. Well that book arrived yesterday - it's musing from his notebook over the years. It's a light read, but gave me a much stronger prospective of his conscious side as well as his ego. I like getting to know the whole person, not just the spiritual side and/or his soul, which I already know. Even in this books - he writes short blurbs about seeing spirits and about knowing that there is someone out there for him. Tired of a meaningless life - success hasn't brought him happiness. Tired of being alone and feeling old. His notes were from 76 - until 98, this being published in 99. I wonder if he published again - if his notebook musing would have taken on a different tone? Oh -- and he did mention that he wants sex -- lots and lots of sex. I had to smile at that one.

Speaking of Will, he and I had one wild dream visit last night. It was very dark. Not only in the tone, but it was dark in the dream. He and I are using magic to battle these odd looking creatures that appear to be half lizard and half cat.

It's wearing us out. No matter how many we take out, they seem to multiply. This feels like the continuation of a dream I had many months ago about he and I going off to battle (date: Nov 20th 2007). Our energy is low, the sky is dark, the air is dense and the earth is stained red. There's a part of each of us that just wishes to let them kill us so that we can just rest. All of a sudden, we hear a swishing sound behind us. The creatures scatter. What is coming towards us is the largest snake I have ever seen. It can take out buildings. In fact, it takes out a grocery store with people in it. We can hear the panic cries of them being devoured. Will and I both know that our energy is depleted - how can we take this thing on?

Will grabs my hand and we run into a near by cave. Sex he says - sex will bring our energy up to the highest level and reconnect us to the source. I assure him that I'm in no mood for sex and well - he assured me neither is he. You can go to the OBE sex blog to read what happened - and then come back here to read the rest.

We exit the cave and head towards the snake - which by now has gobbled up half of the town. People are running around in complete panic. I stand on one side of the snake - Will on the other. We utter words in a tongue I do not consciously recognize. Fire, water, strong winds, swords, bugs, -- we try everything we can on this snake and it only stuns him - doesn't kill it. Then I read Will's mind, we have to be inside of it. Not that I want to - but I know we have to. So we run into a house that is in his path of destruction and sure enough - up goes the house.

All around us the house breaks into toothpicks - as the pieces go down into the snake- so do we. The smell in the stomach was horrible - everything in there was being digested very slow. People, animals and things were all in different stages of decay -- almost as if we went directly to hell. Will and I gasped hands and yelled an incantation that would blow up the snake. It worked - and we were thrown through the air like rag dolls.

As I landed with a thud in the dream - I did so on my bed I woke up. And it's amazing - my body hurt as if I had just slammed into something. Cats were staring at me. I got up, drank a glass of wine - and went back to bed. It was something like 3:05 am.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Willy P, Ted And Astral Travel!

What a weekend! I spent it writing and finishing up the latest round of DREAMERS. The TV series bible is sitting in the hands of the owner of the management agency - waiting to see what he says about it. Fingers crossed. Ahh..just heard (isn't it nice when things just happen like that -- now if only Will could do the same) -- he's intrigued -- that's a good sign:) But I have more work to do on the format. Will do -- will do:)

The last 12 hours that Will has popped into my head - I keep hearing "Willy P" - which sounds like " Will he pee?" and I keep cracking up. I have no idea why that is in my head, but there you go.

For those of you who have sent me email - I am way -way - way far behind. Which to most doesn't come as too much of a surprise - but still.

Ted has been inching his way back into my energy. He's there - but he's not there. Hard to describe as he's always connected - but he has shifted himself to be on the fringe so that he's part of my energy, but not part of my daily routine. Does that make sense? He's very sad - and not sober very often. I have watched him repeatedly in the same vision throw a whisky bottle against a wall. Just really slam it. He's so angry and upset. Light - I'm sending white light to him all the time. Some days I wonder if I even make a dent in his negativity armor. This is the 1st time me - Ted, Bill and Will have all been single at the same time. Matt has a gal - but it won't last much longer. What does this all mean? No idea.

For those of you who have been sending your good and positive thoughts about Will and I being together - thank you. Please keep sending the light to join he and I - it's making a difference, I can tell that it is. He's so close that I can almost taste him. Sounds sexual - but that's not the way I mean it. You know how you see a piece of fruit or maybe a chocolate cake and your taste buds kick into overdrive because you can taste it without actually tasting it? Your energy connects with the objects energy and that is why it is like you are actually tasting the yummy of your desire. Well that's the same way here. He's not here in the physical sense, but he's so close to being here that I can almost taste him. It's almost as if I moved to the left a touch, it wouldn't be an "almost" any longer. And this has got my energy body in high gear. Man -- the hair keeps standing up on my arms. It feel like someone is trailing their fingers up and down my back. It's wild. He's right there --- UGH!! So close -- so close. The dream sex last night was intense.

My intuitive friend Sky suggested that I listen more to music to tune in to things. I didn't know what she was talking about at the time (this was several weeks ago) as I listen to music all the time. But as I was getting ready for bed it dawned on me - listen to my iPod while I'm bed before I fall asleep. I used to do this all the time 16+ years ago (but it was with my cassette player - lol). So I did do just that last night. My astral body kept floating out and mingling about on the closest astral layer -- then a note or something in a song would bring me back and then I would go again. After an hour of being an astral yo-yo I turned off the iPod and went to sleep. But I'm going to try again tonight.

Only 3 days until LOST and Sawyer.........I am soooooo excited!

I had an light bulb moment today - this will be a repeat for those of you who listen to the podcast - I'm going to start a sex talk radio show. Now it isn't "sex talk" but talk about sex with guests who can chat it up with me. Since Mercury went retro today I won't be starting it until after Feb 19th - but I'm pretty psyched about it. I have a good feeling about it:)

And on that note - the kid just came home from his dad's so I have to run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, A Breakthrough And My Chart!

I'm amazed on how tiring it is to make cookies and wrap presents. Lord I'd never make it if I had more than one kid - lol! He - BTW - has finally went to bed. It's 10:11 Christmas Eve and I just wish he'd fall asleep so that I can eat the cookies we put out for Santa and get the presents under the tree so I can snooze. But nooooo...he's too excited to sleep:) SIGH. I just hope I can out last him in staying awake! Good thing I only drank one Guinness today!

Bill and I have been having dream visits for as long back as I can remember. Before I discovered who he was, the dreams sometimes turned sexual, but most times not - just two people hanging out having a good conversation or maybe him trying to teach me how to paint. Then after I figured out who he was and he knew I knew - most of the visits he had been guarded. There are a few over the years that are in the fringe of my conscious where he allowed me to get close to him - but just about all - we had been in a crowd, he was distant and really didn't want people to know that we knew each other. Then last SAT (Dec 22) - the Winter Solstice came, and this dream visit was completely different. It's as if that last thing finally "clicked". And he had an "ah-ha" moment!

(took a time out and put out the presents and did the stockings as he fell asleep!)

Bill and I were in a crowd as usual - but he wouldn't let me out of his sight. If I would try to go somewhere else - he'd tell me to come back - and I'd always ask "are you sure" and he'd always say "yes". Once I was dialing someone's number on my cell and he's behind me, nibbling on my neck. I asked him if he felt ok and he said yes - for the 1st time in a long time. There was one scene where we were right smack dab in the middle of a Tim Burton movie (or so it felt) and I asked him what in the world has he gotten me into this time? He had me sit down next to him in he dark. When I did, he took my hand and placed it on his crotch. The next thing I know is my hand is in his pants working it (if you know what I mean). He was to my left - so it was my left hand in his pants. Thing were getting too uncomfortable for him in his pants so he took them part way off and his cock sprung free. He laid on his right side and I had to use two hands on it (I thought - good Lord if it's really this size - lol) and he told me to put my thumbs on the large veins - so I did and continued what I was doing. I heard people walking towards us and I asked - there are people coming do you want me to stop? And well -- it was really too late to stop and I saw him well - cum. And then I had to go distract the people who were on their way so that he could get cleaned up. But one of the guys put his hand in a drop of Bill's love juice (lol) and I thought - okay, that's gross - but I distracted him and said it must of been honey. Then my darn cat woke me up.

Bill was very outspoken during my hand motions and very possessive but loving, during the dream. A complete departure from the norm. The actual dream sex was a bit more graphic and involved than I wrote above - and I hope to add that entry to the OBE sex blog soon - just not tonight.

Below is a URL for an astrology program that a client sent me. You save the actual information on your hard drive, but you can use the website to make charts and all that for you. Here's the link:

http://astro.clairvision.org/astro/switchboard

I did it for myself and found the chart very eerie as it pretty much pegged me. I have people in my life that accept me for who I am, but I don't have anyone in my life, physically, thus far who gets me and all of me, not just bits and pieces. And I wondered why, I didn't think that I was that complex of a person to get - but after reading this report, I guess I am. I've included the report in this blog posting - feel free to read if you want to ( http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/atheisschart.pdf). And when you read the report - yes, it says Alison and not Allie as Alison is my birth name although I hardly ever use it any more. I also did a chart for my son and it nailed him really good as well.

And now I'm heading to bed. Santa will be here soon and my son will be up soon after that:)

Merry Christmas!
Allie :)

Danny, The Psychic Challenge And eBay!

Some really interesting dreams last night. One dream I and another woman were in a glass building. We knew that we had to get out without being detected. It was like an invasion of the body snatchers thing - the people in there were not the people we thought that they were. Their insides have been "removed" (which I would take as their souls) and replaced with an alien inside. It was a very painful procedure where the person was awake the whole time. Me and this person went in undercover to try to expose what was going on and to try to help return the souls to their rightful bodies. The souls were kept in a holding tank - think of an eternal "in-between" state - where they could feel & experience what the physcial body was going thorough, but couldn't do anything about it.

Talk about hell.

The woman and I heard people coming towards us. I grabbed a book and she and I proceeded to walk past a group of people. They didn't really pay attention to us. We were walking towards the door and I left. The person that was with me was stopped. She was required to put her palm on this hand scanner that could tell if her soul was still in there. She flunked. They never detected me and I know that they couldn't because I had my protection energy up to where it was supposed to be. I heard her screams as they took her of. I kept walking in the other direction, determined to make it back to the base and report what happened.

Then I went where I was seeing a guy (no idea who) and in his house we had 3 refrigerators. His (that had a lock on it) ours and mine. I was sitting there in a recliner, watching the news and eating dinner. I was there to surprise him, he didn't know I was going to be there. I went to throw something away, and there was this pink yogurt coming out of his trash can. That got me thinking on what he was eating. So I broke into his fridge and there was stuff in there I had never heard of. This told me that he was part of "them" and his soul was trapped in the holding tank.

I woke up - had enough of that dream theme.

Fell back to sleep and I was in a very high-tech modern kitchen. There was a really sexy guy making dinner. He smiled at me (great smile) and said he knew I'd show up eventually. I asked his name, and he told me Danny. This man was about 6'1", slender, tan skin, black hair and dark brown eyes. Very-very sexy. I asked if I could help him. He told me no - he has it handled. He was at the stove, and he nodded over to the counter. I saw two glasses of red wine. I took one and handed the other to him. It was a dry wine with a sweet aftertaste. He asked if I would like to learn the salsa after dinner - and I said sure.

We were at a candle lit table - soft music in the background. And I was eating the most incredible meal. It was pasta with some sort of creamy white sauce I have no idea what it was - with veg and cheese. Homemade garlic bread (with homemade bread), salad and a raspberry mouse cake (also made by him). It was all so good. I asked him to tell me more about him. He said - in time. I don't want you to know too much and then leave. I asked if knowing too much about him would make me leave? He said that he's complicated and most women run. I replied that complications intrigues me as long as he's not psycho. He laughed and said that he wasn't.

He grabbed by hand and we were in a dark dance club. There were very few lights on, yet everyone seemed to know where they were going without running into anyone. Odd. I have two left feet, and Danny had patience in teaching me how to dance. We laughed more than we danced - I think. Then we got into a rhytumn and it was as if I was dancing the salsa my whole life. This dance lead to a very nice sexual dream encounter - which I covered I the OBE sex blog.

I'm really looking forward to knowing more about this guy.

Yesterday I went to Lifetime's Psychic Challenge page. Curious to see if they were accepting any new contestants. I know I would do well in this show - no doubt about it. While I was there (and they are not looking for anyone new right now - darn), I decided to take their challenge and kept only getting 2 wrong out of 20. Not bad:) My guides were right on and my listening ears were in tune :)

I raised my energy this morning instead of checking email 1st thing. The day has gone pretty well thus far -- we'll see how the rest of the day goes:) I haven't had to drink too much coffee.

I added some reading specials to eBay today. Buy a reading and get a spell free.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Psychic Pimps And Dream Visits!

Halloween during a Mercury Retrograde. Not fair - not fair at all! Why? Because I have always done a spell on Halloween night - usually around midnight. No matter what spell I've ever cast, it has come to pass. But not this year as magic during the MR can have a horrible outcome! Why? Because during magic what you are doing is communicating your intention to the Divine. Mercury is the planet of communication. When that puppy travels backwards - normal day to day communications go screwy and with magic -- ouch! Either things can turn out the exact opposite of what you want or it only happens 1/2 way. Either result is not good. So this year I will refrain from my magical Halloween fun until next year.

My son is so excited to go trick or treating tonight. Was I ever that excited to get gobs of candy? I know my dad was - lol. But I'm sure I loved my chocolate high as well. But we will be out and about around 6:30. He's going as Batman this year.

The yard work I did, ripping up all of the garden plants to prepare the ground for winter, almost killed my lower arms. I haven't even started on the front or side beds yet and the odds of me actually doing so are slim. But I will at least think about it:) BTW...I re-caulking of the bathtub was a complete success. No more leaks! Yay me!

I need you guys to be my psychic pimps again. Two reasons: 1) my dryer blew up and it's 11 years old. Putting $160 into it is silly when I can get a new dryer for about $250. The only problem I do not have either amount handy - so I need dryer money. 2) The other night I had the most amazing experience with Will (details below) and when I was lying in my bed saying "come on all ready" - my guides are telling me again - "you're not known enough." I have no idea what kind of well-known they want me - but the more people I help, the more my name will get out there - right? So this is why I need the pimping help. Thank you in advance.

My hat's off to single mothers with more than one child. I don't know how they do it. I'm busting butt with just one kid, 2 dogs, 4 cats, and a house. I can't imagine having two or more children and doing this. It's been what - almost 4 months and I'm still not down to a workable routine. I roll out of bed at 6:30 am, check email, do online banking stuff, and off to take care of the animals. By 7:30 my son is up, I grab him breakfast and I jump in the shower. By 8:45 we're walking to school. I work from 9 - 5 each day until I pick my son up from the after school program. From 5 - 6 I do house work & make dinner. From 6 - 8 it's me and my son time (and outside work time). 8 - it's his shower. 8:30 he's in bed and I read to him. 9 rolls around and I throw a load of laundry in (to hang around the house the next day to dry). 9:15 - 10:00 I try to catch up on email (lol - now that's a laugh, but I am making headway). By 10:00 I'm in bed ready to have a do over starting at 6:30 am.

On weekends I've set aside for writing. How much I get done depends on if my son is here or at his dad's. Of course when he gets back from dad's, he's a handful and a half. So I'm not sure it's worth him going over -- but he is crazy about his dad.

And somehow I'm supposed to date in the midst of all of this. No wonder my guides said - no - there won't be any real dating going on. Sex - yes if you want it - but no real dating. Did I tell you I canceled all of the dating sites I was on? SIGH - there's just no time. Maybe once I get my routine down, I may work dating in -- but it won't be for awhile.

Will. Now this man has been on the front lines for several days now. I can always feel his energy with me - always. And if I feel myself getting really upset about something I used to have to ask for his help, now he senses it and just shows up. Sunday I was just in a state - between my dryer breaking, my son coming home with a major attitude problem and finding out that my ex has his gf spend the night when my son is over there (hence the need I think for the attitude adjustment). And I could not sleep. The next thing I knew it was 2:30 am and I'm still awake. I could feel his energy come in and snuggle in behind me. I fell asleep immediately. Now Monday I felt horrible - I was sick yet again. So sick that I had to cancel my L Word chat. Now during Monday I could feel him all around me - saying let it go, it'll make you sick - let it go (the anger and frustration) and I wouldn't. I could feel him try to pull it out of me - but I held on - I was pissed.

Part of me was thinking to myself that I'm just "delusional" about Will (yes, from time to time if I'm in a pissy mood I do still think that way - thankfully I'm not pissy too often) and that I should just ignore it. That is when a client who knows who Will is emailed me about Will. I then knew - that no, I wasn't delusional. This was just another sign that I'm on track. Monday night as I very sickly laid down on my bed, I asked for an attitude adjustment by morning. Well, I got it -- and it was Will who helped.

In the dream visit we were at the beach - it was night and I could hear the waves crashing against the sand. He and I were walking, talking about some project when we stopped walking and rested on a large boulder. We were still chattering away, bouncing ideas off of each other. I could tell that we were both really excited about the ideas being discussed (too bad I can't remember the actual ideas). Who knows how it happened, but our faces were close and he said something and I lost my train of thought completely. He looked at me and asked if I was okay. I stumbled over my words, but I asked him to repeat what he asked as my thoughts escaped me. He repeated and I opened my mouth to answer -- and again I couldn't. I just looked at him. He mumbled something under his breath and kissed me. It was a good kiss too. I remember pulling back just grinning. He said that it'll all work out, and to stop worrying. I could hear my alarm off in the distance. He said - I'm not done with you yet.

And I woke up, in a decent mood - feeling better - a definite attitude adjustment. And he was right, he wasn't done. The telepathic sex was amazing. All still at the ocean and I could feel the coolness of the rock on my butt. More about this at the OBE sex blog.

My guide Edward just told me that there is no more email in the morning before my son gets up. It is a time for energy work and for reflection. If I put side the 15 - 20 min in the morning that was email time, I will find a significant change in my day. He hasn't been wrong yet - so starting on Friday (after the MR goes direct) I will start my retraining.

As I've been writing today's entry, I have been getting the biggest jolt of energy through me. It's the trembling thing when I know a shift has occurred. Edward tell same it deal with Will. It was a change on his side. He tells me that Will has my letter and is contemplating what to do next. Energy guys -- for those of you who know who Will is - please send him a dose of strength energy to contact me. For those of you who don't know who he actually is - Will is really his name and that alone will be very helpful to put energy to his name. Will found me - not the other way around, so I can't see why he will have problem contacting me. Thank you bunches in advance.

Bill and Ted are both on the outskirts of my energy. They are there - but they are not there. I think that I will try to help them focus more on the connection - to make it stronger. The connection is permanent already, but they have a habit of throwing up a semi-wall when they work and that makes the connection just a bit more convoluted. The energy connection can help them overcome their current personal and business difficulties.

Matthew jumps in and out of the energy field. He knows but he doesn't know what is going on. Eventually he'll catch on - I just have to keep sending him the group's energy.

I asked Edward about me going in and drawing the guys to me like a portal -- as I've done before. He says we're past that - they are alrady drawn to me. When I ask what I should be doing - he tells me to close my eyes and grab my healing wand. The 1st thing I saw was a blinding sun. I could hear Edwards's voice ask me if I knew what I was looking at. I said sure - the sun. What does the sun do - he asked? It gives off positive, life affirming energy as well as a life force - it helps things grow. Correct he said. Now put these on. I put on a pair of sun glasses. Edward tells me to look again at the sun and behind the radiant rays I can see me. Edward tells me that that is what I am to do - give off the positive. life affirming and life force energy. He tells me to look away from the sun and I can see all 4 guys, basking in the sun's glow. See Edward said - you be the sun and they will come closer to you. The morning energy raising and reflection - plus you getting more known will cause this to happen. You'll notice almost an immediate change in everything as soon as you start to follow the plan.

I think I may start tomorrow. I can hear him say - good idea, Retrograde or not, it will still work.

And on that note - time for me to get back to work.

Happy Halloween!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Universal Light Expo, Ted Andrews And My Gypsy Magic Books!

Wow - what a weekend! The Universal Light Expo in Columbus went great. The energy this year was at positive full tilt. My talk about Gypsy Magic went well - although I didn't talk about half the things I wanted to - yet I ended my talk early. Why? Because while there were several people in the class that were at a magical stage where they could handle more creative or advanced spell work - I also felt a stronger vibe that there were a few people in there that were just at the beginning stages and if I gave them too much information, that they would jump into something that they were not ready for -- and it would backfire. So I held back - considerably.

The book sales went well - many people who bought last years 2 books, bought this year the 2 new ones to round out the set. I was asked over and over about when is my next book is coming out - and what it will be on. I was very flattered that people wanted to know more. When I mentioned it'll be about OBE sex - that seemed to peek all of their interests. So I know with that book that I am on the right track.

A woman who was at my talk came up to me afterwards and asked who were the three men that kept dodging around me - and without giving it much thought I said it was Robert, Edward and Ethan - my guides. However, it just dawned on me that I was wrong. Yes, the guides were there - but that wasn't who she saw -- she saw Bill, Ted and Will. Ethan says had I paid attention I would have known that I was telling her the wrong names.

I've been getting a lot of flack lately from the guides - saying that I'm not paying attention. I would agree - to a point. I do pay attention, just not as much as they want me to. I have too much on my mind and on my plate. I will try to do better - because I can feel with the changes coming up in my life, I am going to have to listen in order to make the right moves.

A couple of stores approached me and want to carry my book as well as two separate people running two different events, invited me to be a part of their workshops.

Something else really great happened while I was there. The 1st metaphysical book I ever picked up was by Ted Andrews - Uncovering Your Past Lives. When I heard he was going to be at the expo, I brought my book to have him sign it. I kept putting it off, and putting it off - when I heard Edward tell me to go. So I did. I met him, he signed my book and as I was asking him about past lives -- who can I turn to help me -- etc...he replied for me to find a hypnotherapist that can do past lives -- I was about to say that has been a futile search, when this woman pops up and says "I do that"! Here her and Ted know each other - and her booth was on the other aisle - someone told her to "go see Ted" - she had no idea why. Ted's like - well this is cool - you two are here for each other.

She took me over to her booth so we could chat more - and I realized that her booth was the one I kept being stopped at all weekend long. Repeatedly I passed the booth and looked at her picture - no matter where I would go in that hall - I ended up there. But I knew it wasn't for a reading. I was floored when I realized it was her. So -- she's down around Columbus and I'm going for a past life regression on Oct 23rd:) I am sooooooo looking forward to it! My plan is to write a book about my sessions. We'll see how often I can afford to go with her --or if we can work out a deal where we work on the book together. I don't know which way it'll swing right now -- but I am so psyched. What time period do I want to go to 1st? Either Atlantis or Joan of Arc days. I'll let the universe direct me to what is more important for me to know right now. And move on from there.

I did get a reading over the weekend -- cause you know me - I can be a reading junkie:) Her name was Michelle and she used a really cool tarot deck that I forget what the name is. I 1st asked about Will - basically with Will she says that there is a very controlling woman around him and although it's a very destructive relationship, he feels some type of obligation to her. He and I will have a good business relationship and adopt a very close friendship - the odds of sex are high but a long-term romance is probably out of the question. Okay - she was right in line with what I already thought. Next up - career/money -- I have to focus more and develop a plan. Where do I want to go? How big do I want the business to grow? Thinking about it is great - but I have to write it down. If I take time to write screenplays - I have to remember to keep writing books in order to keep my name out there. Money out will be replaced by money in -- so no worries. Again - yep, in line with what I thought. Last up (this was a 15 min reading), I asked about Bill. Now I know asking someone about Bill or Ted without telling them their real names and a history on both is simply not fair. The energy is too intertwined. I asked about Bill - but used his real name - however, I didn't give any other information about him. What she picked up is that he is unmoving, and although he is growing leaps and bounds spirituality, he refuses to budge into the direction he is supposed to go. She saw lots of sex here - tons matter of fact (poor woman, it embarrassed her to tell me - I'm like hell ya), but as far as a relationship that is worthwhile and romantic - nope nadda. In fact, she sees me reaching a wall and to a point I finally say enough is enough and I pull back my energy. She only looks 12 - 18 months a head tops - so what lies beyond that she couldn't tell me. But seeing that I'm not supposed to settle down again until 2010 - 2012 -- her reading only takes me to the start of 2009. She couldn't help but smile -- told me that I was a very interesting read. Very nice woman -- I'm sure I'll go back to her next year.

I also adopted some really nice crystal spirits. Some of my favorites were from Gemworld, LTD (gemworld2@yahoo.com.br) who had fabo crystal pieces at reasonable prices from Brazil, that they mine and polish themselves. It's a definite that I will adopt from them again. I was bummed that my crystal skull I was looking at last year - and this year - was adopted out at the end of the weekend. I did have many chances to bring him home - but I couldn't see myself using 2 house payments to do so -- at least not yet.

I met a lot of great people and just had a blast this time around. I'm also going to ask the Expo people if I can talk about OBE sex next year.

I have met a great guy via MySpace (of all places), who knows all about me yet hasn't run away in fear yet:) I'll let you know if anything comes of it -- he's a nice guy so I hope at least friendship stays around. But let me tell you. the last three times I've dozed off - the OBE sex was intense.

I took a 3 hour nap today. I started this entry this morning and I had to nap -- just had to.

My son was so cute when I picked him up from my mom's last night. He drew me 2 pictures when we got home. One was a circle with the words: You are my love. And the second was another circle that he said was a postcard and it said: I had good days with you mom. I just love that little guy....

And I'd better get to work....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Emerald, Citrine And Iolite, Plus Bill And Ted!

Over the weekend Edward kept bothering me about changing my 3 stone pendant. In fact, he's been after me about it ever since he came back on to the scene. But I haven't --- too busy. Well, he wasn't going to take that as an excuse any more and really turned up the volume on Sunday. So I said - fine-- what stones do you want me to use? His response - pick out the ones that call to you. Then sit down and see which ones fit into the existing wrap without much trouble.

I did just that, bring back a nice handful of stone spirits. The ones that fit inside the pendant without much trouble were emerald, citrine & iolite.

Emerald - my birth stone. It enhances memory and stimulates the use of a greater mental capacity. It beings for the choice of "right" action and that action being the only one available. It's helps to quiet the emotions and to bring harmony to life. It can help to spur one to activity and to facilitate intensity and focus ones actions. It will eliminate negativity from ones life and bring for the positive actions required to remain centered and focused on ones lifework. It can bring awareness of the unknown (past, present and future) to conscious recognition, helping to access the laws of order within the universe and to eliminate that which impedes progress. It can bring recognition to one. It opens up the heart chakra and attracts love.

Citrine - this wonderful stone does not hold and accumulate negative energy (like an amethyst), but dissipates and transmutes it, working out the problems on both the physical and subtle levels. It's a "merchant stone", and having one in the cash box, or one in the work environment it produces more income for the merchant - not only bringing wealth in, but maintaining the wealth. It also balances the yin-yang energy and aligns the chakras with the ethereal place. It brings forth creativity, personal power and physical energy. It stimulates both mental focus and endurance. It brings forth the intuitive self and promotes contact with the higher forces of intelligence.

Iolite - It's used in the third eye area for healing, meditation and astral travel. Helps one towards spiritual growth and enhanced visualization techniques. When in contact with the auric field it strengthens and aligns the field with the subtle bodies. It stimulates visions and can influence spirits. Helps to release discord form ones life. It enables one to enjoy each moment and to awaken inner knowledge which has been waiting to be accessed. It is also acts as a compass, helping one have knowledge of directions and directional forces. It can help with the elimination of debts and also can help one accept responsibility to the self.

Interesting combo - don't you think? Especially since I'd been trying to get rid of the negativity (ex husband residue), make more money, dig into my creativity, get focused and ferret out the mysteries of my past lives.

When I put the pendant on -- I kid you not, I walked sideways. I had the hardest time walking in a straight line for several minutes and felt very light headed. It was the stones taking care of my chakras and my energy field. After a few moments I was fine.

The last couple of night Bill and Ted (at the same time) have been in my dreams. Ted is usually being an ass while Bill is somewhat aloof - although not as bad as before - with him asking me 20 questions about my life, what I know about him and I -- etc... Although last night Ted was around for awhile and then Bill and I cut to a nice dream sex visit. I'm curious to see what happens tonight.

My email is out of control - seriously out of control. I must have 500 emails that need my attention. I need 2 of me.

I have a killer headache tonight and my son is coming down with something. I hope it's nothing serious since I'm leaving for MI on Thurs:) I'm looking forward to the conference and getting to teach 2 classes.

Thus far the places I have contacted to help me with my past life research -- nadda -- haven't heard a peep. I find it hard to believe that I cannot find anyone who wants to do this with me. I guess when the time is right, they'll arrive.

Better go get a bit more done before I do my L Word chat:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)

"Gypsy Magic for the Dreamer's Soul" + Bonus!

MAGIC CAN MAKE YOUR DREAMS A REALITY!

You've been patient, you waited for it and now it's here: the last book in a four book series about gypsy magic is now available in e-book & soft cover!

"Gypsy Magic for the Dreamer's Soul" is a powerful collection of magic to focus, achieve and remember your dreams, astral travels, divination and Divine Helpers. Based on ancient Gypsy rites, the formulas and spells within allow you to tap into your own innate gifts and transform your life. They are a mix of Allie's personal secrets along with the successful combinations she uses to help her clients -- and now you -- succeed.

Travel as Allie does and see there are no limits to where you can go, what you can see or who you can visit!

**Inside there is a FREE GIFT opportunity for a booklet on Allie's workshop "Powerful Dreams and Astral Travel"**

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"Gypsy Magic for the Dreamer’s Soul" provides easy-to-understand steps that incorporate ordinary household objects and magical items to help you:

• Create and utilize your dream portal and workspace
• Communicate with your Guardian Angels, Spirit Guides and Elemental Helpers
• Engage in astral or dream sex
• Construct a dream or astral travel protection pillow
• Strengthen your telepathic connection
• Visit your soul mate
...and so much more!

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Thank you for your interest and enjoy the book!

PS: This is my FAVORITE book out of the 4 -- just love it:)

An Innocent Question, The Guys And Cheat Peeps!

My kid and I are driving back home from his allergist appointment. It's only a 5 min trip - but it was one of the longest of my life today.

So my son asks -- how does a man and woman make a baby? I cringed. He's 7 for God sake -- isn't it too early to wonder? But like me -- he's always curious and loves to seek out answers. So I plunged in with a man has little fishy things and a woman has an egg - they get together and bingo -- a baby starts to form. A fish mom? Like the kind you eat (yes my mind went directly to oral sex but I didn't go there). No honey - more like tadpoles (I secretly prayed that this conversation would end. No such luck.) How do the tadpoles come out? From a man's hands? Oh crap -- how do I handle this one - SIGH - let's jump into the truth -- from a man's penis. Oh -- what happens to the pee then? I don't know honey - I'm not a man. Why don't you ask your dad?

So does the egg crack inside of the mom and then the baby grows. Yes I said (I know - a little white lie). But mom - how do the tadpoles get to the egg?

LOOK HONEY LOOK AT THAT BIG FLUFFY WHITE DOG!!

He looked...

..I zoomed into the driveway and parked the car.

Mom?

Let's go play the x-box! I shouted.

Alright mom!

Situation defused.

This last week has been very hectic. So much to do and not enough time to get it all done. So I've had to prioritize -- work that I get paid to do 1st and if there is time - free stuff 2nd. This is why the blogs, podcast and the AA column are all way behind.

As I was putting my PR together for the Cheat Peeps release -- I remembered something that Ethan said (from May 21st 2007):

"In a couple of months my career is going to take an interesting twist. What kind of twist - I ask. Ethan says a good twist and one that builds on the foundation I already have laid for myself. And -he says - it will take the ease considerably off of my money woes. I like that idea greatly! But he says he can't tell me what and he can't tell me when as I may stop doing what I have to do in order to bring it about. He stresses again -- keep writing! So I will - I will! He says that when I make it through the next several months that Ted will be waiting for me - that he will be on the other side of these tough times just like he said he would. And if things get so stressful that I find it hard to breath - just remember that simple fact -- Ted will be there when it's over."

Although I'm investigating for CP - there is a fair amount of writing involved -- I wonder?

I posted in the OBE Sex blog a reading I got from Tracey about the guys -- what can I say -- I love readings. But I didn't post all of it and I omitted Will and Matt. Here's it all - I love it when I have my knowledge conformed:)

We see that Bill has absolutely no control over his sexual thoughts, visions and urges and you are literally sexually on his mind continually. He is trying to focus his mind elsewhere but the more he tries not to think of the telepathic/dream sex encounters the more he thinks of them and it seems they can come up at the most inopportune times for him. He is finding himself having constant sexual thoughts. He cannot seem to stop the strong sexual influence that these encounters are having upon him. He is transmitting energy towards you and it is very strong and his emotions are up and down and his sexual urges are constant. His thoughts are so erotic and he keeps seeing scenes in his mind and he has to satisfy himself, relief or pleasure himself if you will in order to gain some amount of relief. The visions are very intense. When he has the encounters he feels very tired as if he has just had a sexual encounter. He feels very vulnerable right now and very connected to you in a way that he cannot really describe though he is writing about it. The feelings that are coming over him are very powerful and the sexual encounters very real.

Ted is experiencing similar issues with his sexual thoughts and urges except that he is so sensitive that he experiences orgasms at the time of the encounters almost always and sometimes when he thinks of the experiences. He is experiencing some serious urgings and longings for you though not just sexually. These are emotional, mental, physical and so much deeper and more intense than they have been in the past. He is so sensitive in a sexual way
that he has great sensitivity in his groin area - is very sensitive to touch and is finding himself having different sex partners trying to relieve some of his extra sexual energy and sensitivity. He is having a sexual peak in his life, and he is enjoying the feelings and sensations, but he longs for you. He has experienced some depression and feelings of incompleteness, loneliness, and a great deal of anxiety in the past few weeks. He seems to be coming out of it now but wishes he did not have to deal with some of the headaches of his life. There seems to have been some trouble between him and his kids as well as some issues in the career. In the career there are people that aggravate him and he often lets it go but recently spoke his mind. He seems to hate when he does that as it does not gain merit for his career but it relief's some of his hostilities towards people who aggravate him greatly. He has been speaking to you or trying to talk to you about things going on in his life and is unsure you are hearing him or that his words are being received, are reaching you.

We see that Will enjoys his telepathic dream encounters with you. He smiles with the thought of these, of you, has a sunny disposition because of them. It is like you are a ray of sunlight in his life guiding him and he is consciously aware that you are with him and a part of his journey though he is not quite sure the how and when of things. He seems to think about these encounters and to do so bring him pleasure. He has been very happy lately, in the past months, and your energy and light have brought him creative inspiration and ideas, concepts, thoughts, and he is connecting some of these to you and waiting for you to enter his life at the right time. There is a knowing within that you will arrive in his life. He feels secure and happy about this knowingness.

Matt is somewhat behind the others right now as we see there is much on his mind as of late. He has some personal issues as well as career affairs that he is working on right now. He is having trouble remembering his dreams, though there are some that are so vivid that he does not forget. He remembers your face, your smile, your dark hair, the shape of your eyes – he cannot get this image out of his mind. He seems to know you – to know he knows you. He is trying to figure things out more, to understand. He feels a little crazy as some visions and or dreams are reoccurring and he is trying to understand the meaning of these. He seems to be distracted and is not as focused on things as he should be because he thinks about these much of the time. He feels a little lonely, alone, removed from others right now. He needs more work or money.

The dream state is busy. There is lots going on as you sleep. We see that you are to focus on things outside your ordinary arena of awareness though it is not important that you remember your dreams. You are overcoming barriers in your dream state. There is no conscious effort on your part that is needed. Let go of any frustration about not remembering. Your concern for the daily world is drifting away and the soul looks forward to dream time because you shut off the internal voice, dialogue of the daily concerns if you will. You are going to gain greater energy as you are letting go of negative energy, old energy, freeing space for positive energy, while receiving sleep time, rest, rather than having to consciously participate and be aware of dream details. If there is anything that requires your special attention you will be consciously made aware of it thus worry not that you are missing anything. There is nothing that you should be writing down at this time.

Matt being behind is a given - he was the last one to jump on board. I am absolutely certain that I will physically meet Will this year. Don't know how or exactly when - but it doesn't matter. Bill and Ted -- what I wouldn't do to tie them up on a bed and have my way with them - lol! My dream state is off the charts. Odd that I'm really not al that tired.

Speaking of which -- better get to bed:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Matt, Blue Waters And Next Week!

I had a very nice dream visit with Matt this morning. It started with me going on a trip some where. I'm on the phone for what feels like the millionth time, trying to call for my flight - or something pertaining to my trip. I'm talking to another woman while I'm calling. Someone answers, but then hangs upon me. I hit redial. Now a man answers and tells me that all is on schedule and that my plane is waiting for me.

The next thing I know I am high on a cliff overlooking the bluest waters I've ever seen. Below me are a large group of people (men, women, children, all races) who want to get into the water. There are 5 inlets to which you can stand in line and go out into the water. The water has some nice waves to it - but nothing major.

I watch people get into line. I study the 5 inlets to see which one is the least rocky. The one on the far left (which would be inlet 1 I think) has minimal rocks. I think to myself - why aren't more people going there? They are picking the more difficult paths. So I go down to inlet 1 where I see a Hawaiian male teen and a Caucasian woman waiting to get into the inlet next. I let the teen go in front of me -- and then I said out loud - this is an ocean! Why do we have to go in one by one? It's big enough for everyone.

So I waded into the water and dove under. It felt like a slice of heaven. The water was choppy, but manageable. In the distance I se a group of people - I swim towards them knowing that Matt is out there. Sure enough, there he is - shirtless and beautiful. He has his back to me, but senses that I am behind him and turns around. His mouth is open to say something and I say (not sure out loud or telepathically) - you should be able to read my mind by now.

He smiles and kisses me.

Matt asks if I'm going to be part of the log rafting trip next week. We keep kissing and I nod - yes. The trip was a week from yesterday - so it should be next Sat Aug 25th.

I start to tell Matt (in between more kissing) that I'll be done in a few minutes next week. Then I corrected myself and said I'll be finished with him in a few minutes (without saying we both knew I was talking about oral sex) and he says - thank you. I'll return the favor. He then says - I can't believe this is all real.

I woke up.

I could still feel his hands on my body and his lips on mine. A nice way to start my morning.

I get from my guide Ethan that Matt is catching on -- faster than I think he is -- and he'll get the message when the time is right (which is soon). When I ask Ethan what message? He smiles and says nothing.

BTW...I'm cross posting this entry to Allie's 2 Cents and OBE sex since it has elements in it that fits both blogs.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

FYI - OBE Sex Blog

Hi Guys,

Just in case you forgot or maybe never knew -- I am now posting all of my OBE sex experience over at the other blog. Bill has been a busy man.....

http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Howard Shore, Stepping Up To The Plate And Will!

I just got back from my self-date to the Howard Shore/Cleveland Orchestra concert. In a word - magical. It was fabulous! Howard Shore is an intense conductor to watch and he's commanding without being domineering. I only wish that they would have shown more conceptual art of the characters - or matched the conceptual art (shown on 3 screens) with the part of the movie they were playing from. But gosh -- it was good. My left eye kept tearing up - it was very strange to have one eye cry and not the other. Well worth the price of admission and the long drive to get there!

But during the concert - I kept getting the message that I'm the magnet. You're the magnet Allie - pull them together. Also - stop pretending not to be who you are. Step up to the plate. Now towards the end during the "Return of the King" soundtrack - the call for me to get us 5 (me, Will, Matt, Ted and Bill) together was so strong that my body trembled and I couldn't stop it. The trembles happen when I have an energy shift. I could see my guide Ethan in front of me telling me it's time. I assured him that I know.

I have a bunch of fire trucks and ambulances flying past my house -- reminds me of last night! SIGH -- I always have excitement on my road -- not sure why, but what the hell. Last night about 2:30 am there was a high speed chase down my street. I heard the car that they were chasing zoom past at what had to be over 100 mph. Then police car after police are zipped past at incredible speed -- until -- a party was letting out a couple of doors down. One party go-er pulled out of the driveway - BAM - a sheriff's car ran right into her SUV! Damn - it was so LOUD! Response time was under 20 seconds for the cops to arrive. The sheriff's car was screwed up. The SUV had damage - but not near what the car had. The impact was so great that the SUV spun around a few times before it stopped. Overall - everyone was fine - thank God! But it could have been so much worse. So for the next 1 1/2 hours I had a light show going on outside my house. I fell back to sleep around 4 - 4:15 am only to be awoken at 8:00 am by super snoop - Indiana Jones -- he was hungry and had to pee:) So I took a nap before I went to the concert, and had a very interesting dream visit with Will. I actually wrote it down so I would remember it all to tell you:)

I was dreaming about the concert tonight - yet it was a very formal occasion in my dream. Men in tuxes, ladies in gowns and even had a master of ceremony. I went to get ready for the concert and passed the master of ceremony - it was Richard Thomas (John Boy - Waltons). He was staring at me so oddly - like willing me to stare at him. So I did and smiled - told him Hi and Good Luck with the concert. He nodded at me -- but he didn't take his eyes off of me until I was in the door of the building. It was a bit unnerving. On the way out as I was going in was Will, in a tux, with a large group of men - we didn't talk and I don't think he saw me.

I am walking in with some woman into the concert. It's a long carpeted hallway - red carpet - very plush (nothing like the actual concert which was outdoors). On the way into the theater, my cell phone rang. I answered it and the guy just starts to talk to me like we are old friends. I heard him say - so you really are stepping out on your husband. I entered a room and shut the door so I could hear him (the concert had started). I told him no - we're divorced. He laughs and says he knows, he's just kidding with me. I'm thinking that this guy is my friend Dan. But I ask him who he is - I apologize than I can't place a name with the voice. He said his name was Lawrence Taylor (I know no such man right now in real life) and that he was friends with my father.

Next thing I know, I am trying to find a bathroom - and of course none of them are clean. So I give up and leave. I see Will hiding under a table -- no idea why. I crawl under there and ask if he has a 19 yr old niece? He nods and I tell him that she is in trouble. He said he knows.

Now we are in my mother's kitchen - but it's not my mother's kitchen in real life. I'm talking to my mom about my dad and ask her if he lives in Louisiana or Alabama now (he actually lives in FL in real life). Will looks at me and smiles -- says my, my -- isn't that a coincidence. Will tells me that he has to write a letter to Charlotte (no idea who this is - but I felt it was a girlfriend or maybe an ex) - I asked him if I could borrow him first. Mom said something smart ass that had us laughing and I had Will in my old blue bedroom (I had this room from ages 6 - 12). He was filthy dirty like he had been working on a car. He was wiping his hands off. I pushed him against the wall and he called me frisky:) I told him that I've missed him and he replied - I've missed you too baby.

I kissed him - he kissed me back. Then our tongues met and he let out a groan/sigh. We were really getting into the kissing when for some reason my head jerked forward twice real fast and I had no control over the jerk motions. I stood there thinking - WTF?! I couldn't feel Will any longer, I opened my eyes (they were closed as we were kissing) and when I did that I woke up.

So very odd.

I'm off to finish my glass of wine and head to bed -- it's after 2:00 am already!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will's Birthday And OBE Sex!

Before I do anything else, I want to wish Will a happy birthday wherever he is! Happy Birthday Will!!!

I finally have the OBE sex web page done and the blog! Of course the blog is empty right now until myself and others contribute to the content. But heck - it's still there and you can sign up for the RSS notification on when it's updated!

OBE page: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/out_of_body_ecstasy.htm

OBE blog: http://www.gypsyadvice.com/outofbodyecstasy/index.html

If any of you want to be an author on the new blog - let me know!

Now it's time to get a move on the book:) I already traded services with a kick butt editor and my sis will lay it out again and do the cover design.

So write-write-write Allie!

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

The Magic Room, Will And Sex Magic!

Why is it when I don't post to the blog is when I get the most visitors? Can anyone tell me that? It isn't a fluke - it happens every time when I don't post for 3 days or more. Very very odd.

So after being busy, sick and having my niece be born -- now the heat is kicking my ass. The humidity is something horrible and it has been putting me to sleep every afternoon. I just can't stay awake. Today I had a couple of morning appointments, a couple of readings early afternoon and then I laid down. 3 hours later I woke up. I went and got my son, made dinner, did things around the house and here I am. Dang if it isn't still too fricken hot.

Okay - what's been going on here? You may remember last week when I wanted to auction off my bod on The L Word for a good cause. No really - I did - for breast cancer research. But what I wanted and what actually happened were 2 separate things. Thursday at the date auction on the L word - my avatar kept freezing. Then it started dancing and no one could get it to stop! Then Friday - even though I was in the right group and I knew how to get in that booth - Second Life (the virtual world where the L word is located) wouldn't allow me in the kissing booth :( And then I froze again. So -- like Thursday I said forget it. SIGH. Oh well, I'll try again next year!

My dream visit with Ted Sunday night/Monday morning was located at the same spot of another dream visit with him last month (or maybe a few months ago) where we were in what reminds me of a lunch room with long tables - lots of people - and Bill was there too at the opposite end of the room were Ted and I were sitting. I wanted to go and talk to Bill, but every time I tried, Ted talked me out of it. Ted was very loving, very smooth and knew exactly what to say to get me to stay. But I had this nagging feeling that I had to talk to Bill and I felt Bill's gaze on me. When I looked to see if he was looking, he of course was not.

Somehow I ended up at the same spot as Bill and asked him what was going on. He told me to get back to Ted. I asked why? And why wasn't he sitting with us? Bill replied that the two of them didn't see eye to eye. On what - I ask? On you, he said. What in the hell is there to fight about?

Bill said that Ted wants to break their deal and talk to me now instead of waiting for Bill to contact me first. And -- Ted refuses to step back and let me be with Bill.

I shook my head. I thought you two have grown up by now. You'd think since you've been around since the start of time you would have found some common sense. No one is going to "let" me do anything. I will do what I want. Neither of you control me - I control me.

With that I was back with Ted. He asked where I've been and I told him I was talking to Bill. He clenched his jaw. I gave him a kiss and told him I'd talk to him later. Before he could say anything - I woke up.

Now for some reason Tracy was MIA today for our session. As soon as the session started I was taken into my magic room in the castle. Sitting there waiting for me was Will. I looked around and asked where's Merlin? Will replied that Merlin was here but he wanted the two of us to become more familiar with the room on our own.

Will went to a very large bookcase and picked up some reading material. I wandered over to a large cylinder container that was in the floor. It was made of stone with many crystals, lapis, amethyst. emerald, ruby, sapphire and diamonds (all rough stones) embedded throughout the structure. I looked inside and it was full of water. I took my finger and swirled the water around several times to get a small whirlpool going. What I saw in the center of it was me, Bill and Ted sitting in an outdoor cafe or pub with pints of beer - laughing about something. The images took my breath away from a second and upset my stomach like I just went down the 1st hill of a rollercoaster.

Will asked me what was wrong and I told him what happened. He asked me if I cast a spell in it yet and I told him no. He told me to give it a try. I found rose petals, patchouly and orris root. I said a few words about Bill, Ted and I as I sprinkled the rose petals into the water. Next I placed the patchouly in while commenting on careers and money - lastly the orris root to draw all three of us together as well as the items I asked for. I then took my finger and swirled the water around to make a strong whirlpool. As the herbs went around and around - there was a great amount of energy that cam out of this cylinder. The water turned pure white and then back to normal. All the herbs were gone and the water was calm.

Will called to me with excitement in his voice. I hurried over and he showed me this book with two drawing of almost a perfect images of he and I. With something like the founders or something similar - I can't remember - under our pictures. But I asked what book he was reading and he said a book on sex magic. I'm like - WHAT? We're the pioneers of sex magic? He shrugged and said looked that way. Want to find out what we can remember of that time (he asked with a naughty grin on his face)? I told him I can't stay that long - too much to do.

And with that I ended it.

LOL - no wonder I like sex:) Hahaha -- too funny. Really does fit with me writing the OBE book, web page and blog (web page is almost done).

Speaking of the OBE sex blog -- it is going to be written by more people than just me. If you are interested in being a contributing writer, email me at:
allie @ gypsyadvice . com (without the spaces of course). I'm only going to picked a limited number of people to do this with me so if you want to - let me know now:)

Off to sleep I go.

Sweet dreams!
Allie ;)

Information Overload, A Magic Room And Alison Ashby!

I'm running way behind today. I had an important meeting that lasted a few hours and before that I needed to make sure I was set for it before I did my session. I sat with my healing wand and was taken to a very bright light. In that light I saw Bill and Will. I asked where have they been? They both answer - working! I asked why are they here. They don't know - they were summoned to be here for support. Where's Ted - I ask. No one seems to know as he was summoned too.

A blinding light comes before us. It is swirling horizontally. From it stepped Merlin, Brigit, Ethan and Jesus. I was immediately put on guard. I asked what did I do? Ethan comes forth and said that I had done nothing wrong. That it was time for me to see something for me to believe in me. I asked about the people coming into and out of my life recently. What is the purpose of it? Ethan replied that everyone comes and goes when they are supposed to and that I should not try to intellectualize their purpose. I need to roll with the changes and accept them for they are all in my higher good. The people that I am meeting are helping me take that next step - as I am helping them take theirs. It is all that I need to know.

Ethan, Merlin, Jesus, Brigit step through the light and ask me to come with them. I turn to Bill and Will and they just wave -- see ya! Gee thanks guys.....

So I enter and I exit in a magical room that I have been in before - the one that is in a castle. It has books everywhere - a big wooden table. Candles, jars of herbs, vials of oils and flower essences -- crystal and stones are everywhere.

Merlin speaks up and asks if I remember this room? I tell him yes - I remember it from visiting him here once. He asked if I remember anything else about it - does anything feel familiar to me? I say yes most of it does feel familiar. Brigit asks if I know why that is? I replied from when I was here before and I'm assuming that some of this is familiar from reading about it in books or maybe seeing them in movies.

I am told no - this room is familiar to me because it is my room - my magic room. This where I have come for thousands of years to perform my magic. I do not need the physical objects that human's use on the physical plane. I have always done my best work from the higher planes. I had visited this place before because the powers that be wanted the seed of this place to awaken my gifts. And the gurus that are here all agreed that it has indeed happened.

Brigit grabs my hand and took me to a room off this magic room. It is very long, wooden floor and has many swords, axes and knifes on the walls. She tells me this is where I practiced fighting. Then she took me to another room off of the magic room and this one has a calm glow to it with many crystals -- feel peaceful. She tells me that this is where I go to heal people.

She takes me out to the magic room again - and I must look like a deer caught in the headlights. Jesus steps in and tells me that as a Goddess, I worked magic here with Will - practiced battle with Ted and healed with Bill. As I had 3 sides to me - this is why I had/have three mates. I still rather stood there like a deer in the headlights.

Ethan stepped up and told me again about the OBE sex -- and how it needs done NOW. I just nod my head in agreement.

Merlin pulled me over to the long wooden table and told me to cast a spell. Any spell. So I did do one - on things moving the way I want them to. When I cast the spell, I could feel the electricity move through my physical body -- it was so strange. Then he told me to do one more. And I did about money -- again with the same electric zing through my physical body.

I told them that I've learned too much on this trip and that I wanted to go back home. Information overload. So they bid their farewells and told me to go back through the light. I did and Bill and Will were there. They each told me good bye and I was done.

I really do think that I am getting too much information. Too much for my human mind to grasp. No wonder I'm tired:) But it is food for thought.

The last couple of days Bill has been showing up more. Not all the time - but more often. It's nice to see him. He's a source of comfort. Of course some times he's a source of aggravation -- but it's been a while for that.

If any of you follow me as Alison Ashby in The L Word in Second Life - I'm being auctioned off for a good cause tomorrow (Thursday ) night. Stop by and bid on me and help support the gay and lesbian community:) Info on how to find me is in the side bar:)

I'd better run for now -- too much to do and not much time to get it all done!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE Sex, Bill, Ted, Will And A Goddess!

What a weekend. I got a lot of work done - thank goodness. Although not as much as I needed to get done. But one step at a time:) My sister is still pregnant. We had a false alarm over the weekend -- but that kid is still hanging in there.

I had an intense chat with my guide Ethan and the Goddess Brigit. This chat came about after a friend connected with me - telepathically - to remind me how much strength I have in my soul. How powerful my energy really is and what I can accomplish. When Ethan and Brigit showed up, he disconnected. The chat with these two was very - mind opening and intense. So mind blowing to me that I'm not really sure what to make of the information. It appears that I am a major Goddess that comes back into human form because of love and because mankind does not have the right view of "me". I guess I'm not the type of Goddess/person you would want to piss off:) Now they said which Goddess and all, but I'm not real comfortable talking about which one. As I said - this is hard even for me to swallow. But it makes sense - especially with Ted, Bill and Will and the connections there. And it makes sense with all of the warrior images I have had - and the past lives as Joan of Arc and Cleopatra. I don't know - I don't know - I don't know. I'm supposed to change the view of mankind towards this Goddess/me and finally have the love connections that have been denied. SHRUG. We'll see. I'm sure at some point I'll tell you more -- when I know more.

Now someone asked a question in another blog entry about astral sex and telepathic sex. Isn't there some sort of astral connection during telepathic sex? In short - no. I tried to explain the 3 types of OBE sex below:

Astral/dream sex: To become sexually aroused and engage in energetic sex with another person's energy. In the astral/dream state, energy can be manipulated to a point where it feels and looks like physical body parts are merging -- but they are only energy and not actual physical parts. This can lead to an orgasm in the physical body, although this is rare. In most cases a person would return from their astral travel or wake up from a dream and be so sexual turned on that they would have to take care of it upon waking and it would be a MUST to take care of, this isn't something that you can walk off. If they are involved with a flesh and blood partner - the partner benefits from this astral turn on by engaging in physical sex with their partner.

The biggest difference between astral sex and dream sex is that with astral sex you purposely have your astral body separate from your physical body and you are awake during the act. If you have shifted your consciousness to your astral body and then shift it back when your astral body merges with your physical body - then you will remember a good chunk if not all of the encounter. With dream sex, your astral self parts during your sleeping state and your conscious mind is in a state of rest - that is unless you practice lucid dreaming or as I say dream visits where you are in control of your dream -- then your conscious mind plays a bigger part in the whole experience and you remember more upon awaking.

Telepathic sex: There is no astral body merging in this one. Your brain is your #1 sexual organ. With telepathic sex, you are using your brain power only. Your brain waves connect with another's brain wave in your minds eye you can see and feel the sexual act taking place. Think of this as real-time sex without the physical merging. With telepathic sex, the odds of having an orgasm are very high as none of your energy bodies (astral, mental, emotional - etc...) are separate from your physical body. Can you tell if you make the connection with another person or if it is just a fantasy? Yes you can. How? Just as you can tell with a telepathic communication - you have that zing of energy and a warm flow over your body (other people have been known to get a headache or tremble) when you have that telepathic connection. If this factor is missing in the telepathic sex, then you are simply having a fantasy and not the telepathic sex.

I like to think of telepathic sex as an intense day dream. Out of the 3 - I like telepathic sex the best - only because you can have a real-time orgasm:) And - you can remember the most if not all of the encounter.

I asked Tracey a couple of weeks ago if Bill, Ted and Will could feel what's going on with me. If they are conscious of the changes in my life? This was her reply:

Bill is very sensitive to your emotions and he is feeling the depth of sadness within you and it is affecting him physically and manifesting in chest pains, and troubling sleeping, some depression, and cold like symptoms, tiredness. These are not conscious thought. He is journaling his experiences on the astral, and dreams, vivid visions and meditation experiences. He is writing his experiences formulating them into something that will be of importance or interest later as in he will share these with you. He seems to be trying hard to reach out to you but he feels that you are responding to him. He seems to be able to meet you consciously on the astral plane now, is able to communicate with you and is handling this well, is intrigued by it and trying it perhaps more than you have energy to expend right now. He seems sad when he feels he cannot make a connection to you. His sorrow for you is great. He does not like that your light seems so dim right now. I see that if this continues he may be very angry, almost as if he thinks you are ignoring him or will not let him comfort you.

Ted is totally connected, aware, consciously of your sadness, and the feelings of overwhelm, struggle, anxiety, panic, worry, and feels compelled to help you though feels that he is to stand back at this time. He will only be able to hold out on contacting you until the end of the summer, but he may contact you sooner if you continue to feel this deep fear and worry. Ted does not know how to deal with you being down and out and he wants to relieve your problems, worries, he has a strong urge to fix it, to help you and he does not know how to support you so much in terms of emotionally as he feels a basket case in this area himself, but he knows he can help you on a financial level and I sense that he may try to do this, though is uncertain if you would accept his help. I sense that he knows of a way to get money to you in a way that you will accept the money, and I sense this has to do with a wire transfer or internet transaction directly to you. I hope this makes sense to you in some way.

He believes he can send it in such a way that you may not know paper trail wise that he sent it even though intuitively you may know that he sent it, but either way his desire is that you accept it and continue to work on your writing so that you are in a better position. There is a place inside him that feels you are so strong and independent but are feeling so frail right now and though you are low in spirit he is not sure you would accept his financial help direct so he wants to be sure you get it and this is something he is mapping out in his mind, if you will. Perhaps this is some of the unexpected financial help.

Will and Ted will come into your life in the physical on or around the same time, perhaps together, or within a short time, and this is for a purpose, one that is not being revealed, but perhaps you already know the answer. Part of the purpose is to help you through this situation, not just in way of friendship, emotional support, but also financial support and providing contacts that you need to help you to excel in your aspirations for the future.

There are many feelings stirring within Will and though he is not consciously connecting them to you he is feeling grief, outrage, the sting of betrayal, relating it to a past experience in his own life, and he is wondering why he is thinking about the past, as he has certainly felt over this situation. So, he is in tune with you and your emotions, soulfully, but is not aware of where the feelings are coming from, rather feeling they relate to self.

This helps to explain to me why Ted is always around and why Will and Bill seemed to have just vanished.

Everything will work because it's supposed to - right?

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, Ted And OBE Sex!

Today's session has left me feeling very light-headed and dizzy. I sat with my healing wand and without the 3 crystals around me. I was taken to a soft, fluffy mattress. I was lying on my side when I heard someone approach me. I looked over and it was Bill. He had a crazed look in his eyes - it was very odd. He kneeled down on the mattress and said - I don't know what to do? I replied - do about what? You - he said. Me? Why is there a problem with me? Because you are so dark - there is a black nugget deep within you and I cannot reach it. You will not let it go. Everytime I try to help you put a wall up and it is frustrating. He jumped up and paced -- I don't know how to get to you.

You're going to choose him - aren't you? He's really pacing now - back and forth - running his fingers through his hair. What are you talking about? Choose who? Ted - he has you. Ted stepped out from somewhere and said - yes, she's mine. You had your chance and you blew it. She was right there mate - right there next to you and you blew it.

I can't get to her - Bill said. I can't get rid of the darkness -- it has to go - all the darkness. Ted replied - I'm helping her with that - my love for her will help set the darkness free, it will free the ties that binds her.

But why can't I find her? Bill cried.

I can sense Tracey off to the side - just out of our realm of sight.

I'm right here! I yelled. Quit talking like I'm not here.

I can feel Will try to make his way to me. But Bill and Ted's combined energies push him back. Will doesn't give up though - he kept trying.

Let Will in - I said.

Both men - no!

I'm not choosing, no one is getting me and no one is losing me -- we've covered this ground before.

But you'd said you'd marry me - Ted said.

What! Bill yelled.

He asked me first Bill. He doesn't sit around over thinking this whole damn thing and trying to come up with a logical solution. This isn't logical - us 3 - we're eternal and spiritual -- not logical. And besides - Ted is always there. He is always wiling to comfort me. He's not scared, he's not put of by the unknown. He's there - his energy is around me all the time. And where have you been? Holding back trying to figure things out as usual. I cannot believe after all this time we're covering this again!

Bill and Ted start into one another - and that is when my guide - Ethan - grabs me and pulls me to the beach. I told him thanks for getting me out of there. He said that they will cool down and realize that they are being children. But Bill is really worried that he cannot find you - this haunts him. Well it's not like I haven't given him enough to go on.

I pulled you away from them because you and I need to talk about your plans on OBE sex. What about them? I asked. You need to get that web page up and start collecting stories to post and to put in the book. What about another blog - should I have one about OBE sex only? Yes you should. What should I call it? It doesn't matter as long as you have sex in the title somewhere. You need to be graphic in your experiences - this is not the place to hold back because you are worried about what someone will think. You have to have faith that this is what you are supposed to do and go for it full force.

Okay -- I will. And one more thing - Ethan added - put your astral class on that page too somewhere. Okay -- I'll try. This isn't a dress rehearsal and this isn't a time for trying. Just do what you need to do.

And he was gone....and I was done.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Ted, Dunshine Castle And Telepathic Sex!

Ted, Ted, Ted -- God bless this man. I have been so closed off to energies these last few weeks that I failed to notice that I really missed Ted. I mean I miss all three guys - Ted, Bill and Will - but Ted -- it's so hard to explain with him -- so I won't. But because of my energy opening experience with Tom the other night, Ted was able to finally reach me, and it felt good. Felt great actually -- like a tall cool glass of sweet tea on a hot august day. Refreshing, invigorating - satisfying.

The dream visit last night had us at Dunshire Castle. I remember candles, a fire and a bottle of red wine. Ted told me how much I needed to relax and that I have to open myself up more, that being so closed off is not only dimming my light - but his as well. He asked if I had spoken to Tracey lately and I said briefly last week. He said - I took control of the airplane and I know where I'm headed now. It's a non-stop flight. Then he smiled at me and those green eyes twinkled. I knew what was he talking about as Tracey had told me a few months earlier that she kept having a dream with Ted in it where they were on a plane - she was flying it - and Ted said there was no need for him to do anything as she and I were doing all the work. So the fact that he has taken control of the "plane" is a big step for him.

I knew he was gunning straight for me and for the first time in years I genuinely smiled a big smile.

Then I heard an alarm go off and I woke up. But I didn't have to get out of bed for another 2 hours so I laid there and tried to get back to sleep to finish seeing Ted. No such luck. That's when the telepathic connection kicked in and I heard him say that he wasn't done with me yet. I couldn't help but smile at that. Telepathic sex can be like an intense day dream or should I say an intense day dream intermingles with telepathic sex. I could feel his breath on my neck, feel his hands grab my body and hold me tight. His lips brush gently against my cheek causing the hair to stand up on my arms and my body to go weak. His touch was like heaven on earth. But it wasn't going where I thought it would - instead he said he had to show me something.

We are standing off to the side watching us. It looks to be that I'm in London, trying to figure out how to ride the Tube when I see Ted standing there. I know who he is and I try to casually ask him directions on what I'm supposed to do - what to take where in order to get to my biz partner's house. I told my partner that I didn't need his help to do this - but I find that I'm lost. Ted gives good instructions and then adds - I'm going that way, why don't I just drop you off? I told him only if he would let me buy him a pint at the pub later. He agreed. We discuss what I do for a living and he seems intrigued. He drops me off at my destination and asks me if I would like to see a football game tonight. I say sure.

We go to the game and have a wonderful time. We go and have a few pints - still having fun. No matter what I do or what I'm saying he doesn't take his eyes off of me. It's exhilarating and unsettling all at once. I ask him to take me someplace haunted. He doesn't want to. So I call him a chicken. He agrees to take me. Not sure where we're at - but it's the UK - there's bound to be a lot of haunted places. We looking around in the dark and I could feel a coldness that had my hair stand on ends. I ran and left him in the dust - he ran after me. We got a kick out of it and he took me back to my partner's house which is where I was staying. He told me he wanted to see me again and I agreed.

The next thing I know we are out again, not sure where - but outside. He finally kisses me and I had a hard time standing with my legs wanting to buckle. He gave me a look - one that I've never seen in this lifetime -- all I can say is that it was full of love and devotion -- and he asked me if I believed in love at first sight. I told him yes. He asked how many times has it happened to me. I said - once. And him? Yes - once he said. I asked how it turned out. He replied - I don't know I'm still working on it:)

We're at Dunshine Castle again. We are both excited to be here - we're discussing past lives - etc....and we go up to the top. We are looking at the sunset and it was fabo. I turned to say something to him and he's down on one knee. He asked me if he could devote his life to loving me and if I would do the honor of being his wife? He opened up a box and inside was a marvelous diamond and emerald ring that he designed. I of course said - yes.

Then Ted looked at me (the Ted and I that were watching "us") and said - see what we have to look forward to? Then he kissed me with such passion and there was such energy from all of our chakra's merging that it was a climatic explosion - and I mean that literally. I fell back to sleep relaxed and with a grin on my face.

I love mornings like this!

BTW....I have a favor to ask of you guys. I need for you to be my psychic pimp:) With this serious life change I'm going though I'm going to need some serious cash and I'm not too proud to ask for it. So if you could pass my name and web site out to your family and friends I would appreciate it. Pimp me out -- I don't mind working for a living:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Updates, Sex, Ethan And Ted!

My little sister is due to give birth at any time now -- her and her wonderful British husband are awaiting the birth of a baby girl. My son just rolls his eyes at the thought of another girl cousin that he has to watch over. Not that he doesn't love my niece as it is -- but she's 3 and he'll be 7 so he's getting too old for her (his words) - LOL! My sister is the one who lays out my books and since I was sidetracked in March/April (very busy months) and May my head has been up my ass - I'm behind in the last gypsy magic book. I'll have my part done within a day or two -- but my sister won't be able to get it laid out until she's on maternity leave and has had some proper sleep (well - some sleep anyways, how much sleep can you get with a newborn?). So knock on wood it'll be done this summer.

But as soon as my writing part is done, I'm jumping into the astral/dream/telepathic sex web page as well as getting the outline done for the book. Lord knows I have enough stories of my own to fill this book with examples for each section - but I will also be asking for people to submit stories -- real names would not be used in the book - in order to give the book more of a variety. As soon as I get that up and going, I'll let you know.

Last Monday I tried to do my sex chat on the L word but couldn't since I blew up my DSL modem and GASP - was on dial-up! But DSL is back and working, so I'll be there tonight, 10:00 pm EST at the L word in Second Life if you'd like to join us. It's a lively bunch and nothing is taboo. The chat is for male and females alike - straight, gay or bi - doesn't matter. Info on how to join us in the sidebar of this blog.

Remember last year when Cindy and I would do our sessions and then I would tell you guys about it? Well we're gearing up again to start on Wednesday. Her guides and my guides told us both to start it up again - so here we go. Her real name is Tracey and she has given me permission to use her real name in this blog so I will from now on. Whenever we start to do these sessions, some sort of spiritual breakthrough happens for both of us! I can't wait to see what happens this time!

I hope my reading/computer glasses come in soon so that I can stop my headaches -- that's what I get for being on the computer 60 + hours a week!

I want to do a quick session. As soon as I grab my healing wand and close my eyes I am taken to the pine trees in a wooded area near my home. Ethan is there waiting for me. We say our greetings. He asks me how I'm doing. Today not so bad - I reply. He tells me that the next several months will not be easy at all - in fact they could be down right horrible. But I have to stick in there and see things through. I assure him that I will and there really is no other course of action but to proceed forward. Ethan tells me that I must keep writing -write, write, write he says. I nod my head -- then he shoots me one of those "looks". I say - I know, Robert told me that I this book should have been done last year - I know. It's almost done. Ethan says - good -- because the sex book is what is really going to make a difference. Then from that point writing the erotica book as well as Kyra will also make their marks. But I can't slow down, I have to put fingers to the keyboard and get it all out.

In a couple of months my career is going to take an interesting twist. What kind of twist - I ask. Ethan says a good twist and one that builds on the foundation I already have laid for myself. And -he says - it will take the ease considerably off of my money woes. I like that idea greatly! But he says he can't tell me what and he can't tell me when as I may stop doing what I have to do in order to bring it about. He stresses again -- keep writing! So I will - I will! He says that when I make it through the next several months that Ted will be waiting for me - that he will be on the other side of these tough times just like he said he would. And if things get so stressful that I find it hard to breath - just remember that simple fact -- Ted will be there when it's over.

We round a corner and there is the blue farmhouse from past visions. He tells me to go inside and follow my nose. Ethan smiles and disappears.

I enter the house and I can smell brownies! I move past the large front staircase down the hall and to the kitchen. There in the kitchen is Ted in an apron. It's a sight - let me tell you! The kitchen looks like WW3 hit it and the man is covered with flour and I think powdered sugar. He tells me to come in -- and then says stop laughing! I never imagined you a cook I say. He replies - I'm not really, but I'm working on it. He wants me to try a chocolate brownie. I sit at the wooden kitchen table and he gives me a cup of tea. I say - tea? No beer, no coffee? Who are you and what have you done with my Ted? He laughs and says he doesn't know why there is only tea here - but that's all he's got. Will and Bill and both busy he says, so I hope you don't mind being my guinea pig. No - I'm good with that. I take a sip of the hot tea - it's pretty good - but then if an Englishman made bad tea with would be a travesty! Anyway - the brownie is moist and pretty good. I'm not sure he cooked it all the way though cause it was rather gooey in the center - but it was good. He's wiping powdered sugar off my face as I am putting more on his -- when the session abruptly ends.

Ted in the kitchen -- what a sight! My guess is that he was jolted out of his session which ended the connection.

Off to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE Sex, Will And Chances Are!

I'm trying to make it on 4 hours a sleep-- it's not working. I almost took a nap today but didn't have the energy to move the cats out of my way. I know -- pathetic -- but yet it's true. I have about another 600 emails to wade through so if your email is in the black hole of my inbox, I'll try to get back to you before I turn 41 and just so you know -- I'll be 40 on Wednesday.

As I was packing to head back home, I couldn't find my iPod. I looked for that darn thing all over the room - inside and out of my suitcase, purse, the bathroom, in drawers -- everywhere. It was no where to be found. I told my roomies that someone (in the spiritual sense) moved it and when they're ready to give it back I'll find it. About an hour later I had an inkling to check under the lid of the open suitcase -- and there it was. The song it was playing (it was off when I lost it and the last song was no where near this one) -- Chances Are. Bill. I should of known. He has been there on the fringes of my energy field for weeks now. Not really saying much, not interfering at all -- but just hanging around watching and waiting. Not sure what he's waiting for -- but seeing that it's Bill I'm talking about it doesn't surprise me. He loves to overthink everything. I wonder how long it takes him to make a decision on what to order in a restaurant?

I washed off all the crystals today. Some of them are beautiful - others, well let's just say only a mother could love them:) Good thing I'm their caretaker or they probably would have been discarded. What can I say? I love stones:) I did find a great deal on a crystal/glass ball - a REAL good deal. So this baby looks very cool in my office and I do love gazing into it. I also found a good deal on a selenite wand. In case you do not know what selenite is good for, it can be used to strengthen telepathic connections, access past and future lives and can cut through all the crap and bring awareness into a situation. I wasn't going to get it, but it kept calling me. So there you go:)

I never did finish the whole Will, erotic, bath-time story did I? Well -- this was such a vivid dream that I still remember the details a week later:) We were in this huge bathroom with a claw-foot tub. The bath had a set of long double doors that were wide open to let a wonderful breeze circulate through the room. The room had a combination scent of honeysuckle and lilac. It was like the winds would alternate which scent it would bring into the room -- it was lovely. I'm in a white silk robe that came down mid-thigh -- nothing on underneath. He too had on a silk robe and nothing else. The tub was full of bubble bath and beside the tub was a metal table with champagne, strawberries and cream.

Will slid in the tub first and instructed me to slide in with my back facing him. I poured the champagne, gave us each a glass. I leaned and rested on Will's chest. He would scoop up the strawberries, trail them through the cream and feed them to me. Wow -- it was awesome. He wouldn't let me feed him at all -- he said that it was my turn and I didn't complain. He poured the best smelling peach shampoo I have ever smelled, on my hair. I thought that I was going to sink all the way down in the tub with the way his strong finger tips massaged my head. I could have had him do that forever. Shampoo finished, conditioner put in and rinsed -- then it was time to wash my body -- Sweet Home Alabama -- his hands are sheer magic. No matter what part of me he cleaned, his touch was like fire. I started to wonder if there was a mud puddle around just so I could get all dirty to repeat this process. By the time our bath time was over -- there was more water on the floor than in the tub!

Yes -- I could get very explicit if I wanted to -- but this blog isn't the place for it. I'm seriously considering starting an OBE sex blog just so I can be more detailed about what happens. I can write it -- I have no problems there -- it's the offending people part I'm trying to avoid -- about sex that is since this isn't a "sex" blog. So -- a definite consideration is the OBE sex blog -- watch this space!

Speaking of the OBE sex (telepathic, astral and dream sex) I told a few people about the book I'm writing and they were pretty damn excited about it:) Fingers crossed that I can get this done sooner rather than later:)

Will did hang around the entire weekend. But this telepathic sex was down and hungry like. I would sit there staring out the car (or airplane) window and all of a sudden the telepathic connection of his lips devouring mine kept coming into play. But his passion didn't stop with the lips - oh no - every part of him was on fire and it was like he could not get enough. Very - very intense.

Speaking of intense -- it's time for me to start to get ready for the L word chat:) Have you been to Second Life and joined in on the chat? If you haven't you should:)

Catch you later.....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

The Black Triangle, My Poor Brain And Being Bathed!

I have been writing basically non-stop since 6:00 am this morning and it is now 9:30 pm. My brain hurts -- it hurts so much that I totally forgot my dinner date with my best friend to celebrate her 40th b-day -- 1st get-together I forgot in 35 years. My schedule tomorrow looks just as insane. I'm trying to fit in 7 days worth of work in 2 days and it's just about killing me. I leave Wed morning for my trip to ARK - one trip I am certainly looking forward to!

I had a bloody brilliant idea for meeting Will. I don't know why I didn't think of it sooner. It's brilliant I tell you. But I can't tell you what that great idea is until I implement it:) So you'll know this fall after I meet him:) And I know hands down, that I will meet him.

I spent all weekend rewriting - again - The Black Triangle. I'm shipping it off to the Nicholl Fellowship (http://www.oscars.org/nicholl/ ) Wednesday morning before I catch my flight. This is the #1 screenwriting contest to be in -- even only placing in the semi-finals is a high honor. I've worked so hard on this -- so hard to make it right. But I'm not doing it for me really -- but the hundreds of thousands of gypsies that died during the holocaust and hardly anyone knows about it. I am amazed at how many people when I bring up the script say -- the gypsies were in the holocaust? I didn't know that! I've had to tweak it as not to confuse people. I'm overzealous in wanting to tell the gypsy side of the story and I've put in too many people and too many experiences. So I've had to do a lot of weeding out. Any positive energy you can send to this script would be greatly appreciated. Thank you!

Will greeted me last night or should I say woke me up last night in the most erotic way. He was washing my hair. I don't know about you, but I find someone bathing me very sensual and sexy. The water is a turn-on for me anyway -- but add a caring soul to that mix and it is dynamite!

I'd love to write more - but I'm out of time for now. If I'm lucky I will try to add another entry Tuesday evening. If not -- maybe I can add some when I'm gone:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will Wants To Meet And A Book On Sex!

I went to my session immediately and encountered Will. He was sitting by that tree by the lake, carving something out of wood. He looked tired, rather drained, but his eyes still held that spark. I sat down next to him and asked what was the matter. He shrugged and said that he was tired. I asked if he had been working hard? He said no. I asked if he had been sleeping? He said yes. Is your personal life okay? He shook his head no. What's going on - I asked.

He doesn't stop carving away at the stick....and replies -- you. What's going on is you. Well why would I cause you to be tired? I'm not rightly sure - he said - but I know it is connected with you. I'm sorry - I replied - although I'm not sure what I'm apologizing for.

He stopped carving -- tossed the stick aside and closed his pocket knife.

We're supposed to be together now - we should have met by now - but you're not doing anything to further things along.

I've been a bit busy - I replied - and I have a lot on my plate right now. Maybe you could help out and take a step forward?

How can I help, he said, when I don't know where on the physical plane to find you? You know how to find me.

As I just said, I've been busy. I'll move forward once life chills a bit.

Don't you get it??? Your life isn't going to chill. I want to be there to help you. Everyone assumes you are this Rock of Gibraltar...but you have weak spots and I know where those weak spots are. I want to make sure no one takes advantage of you during the craziness in your life.

I'll be careful.

He shook his head -- no you won't -- not because you can't, but because you'll be overwhelmed and therefore, not firing on all cylinders.

I'll try something -- but you have to take a step towards me. Search out what you are feeling - just don't only be curious about it. If you found me on the astral plane - you can find me on the physical plane too.

You have to try before April - he said.

Okay - I'll try something before then.

Promise?

Promise.

He smiled - alright then -- that's what I like to hear. I'll see you tonight. He gets up and kissed me on top of the head -- sweet dreams darlin`. And he was gone...and I was done.

SIGH - men:) His heart is in the right place.

My husband's surgery is scheduled for tomorrow - March 20th at 9:30 am. I will leave a note tomorrow night to let you know how everything went and what they found. Thanks for all those who have sent my husband and I well wishes, positive thoughts and healing light. My son could use a really good dose of the white light - he has scores of angels around him, but he's still really scared. And since he's intuitive like me, who knows what he has seen.

I've still been giving some serious consideration about the astral/dream/telepathic sex non-fiction book and the astral erotic novel. I think that I will do the non-fiction 1st and in the erotica novel - use the title of my non-fiction book on how the character achieve her astral/dream/telepathic sex. After I post the page on astral sex, I'm going to set up a form for people to email their experiences. Those that I include in the book - they will get a copy of the book as payment. After the book is out - I will have a blog that will be an add on to the book.

So for astral sex I will have:

1. a phone workshop
2. a email class
3. a web page
4. a non-fiction book
5. erotic novel
6. companion blog

I think that'll work - don't you?

Ahhhh..I'm excited to get started:)

Off to get my son!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Sex, The 1920's And Astral Travel!

My husband's surgery is set for Tuesday. Fingers crossed he's not at stage 4 cancer which is what his doctor's fear. Finger's crossed........

Now, on to something that puts a smile on my face.....astral travel. I had the coolest experience today. No matter how many times I astral travel , I can never get used to my stomach dropping right before my astral body separates from my physical body. Today when it happened, I got a flash of a headache during the separation, but once apart- the headache stayed in my physical body. So here I am standing on my office, looking around and I'm thinking to myself - where do I want to go? I decided that I wanted to go back to the 1920's and watch me. Bill and Ted. In a flash I was there.

Robert McCormick....that name was the 1st that popped into my head as soon as my astral self landed on a street in NYC. I saw a newspaper and it was August 15, 1928. I see me (Sheila) in the backseat of a car with Nick (Bill). Since I know in this life I am married to Ted (Frank), I have no clue as to why I am in a car with Nick (besides me having an affair with him). I look relatively happy - Nick looks stressed. But he keeps looking in my astral direction - almost as if he could see me. The car pulls over and he and I get out. We go into an alley and into a back door that was guarded. Down stairs and into a basement. Nick moves a can and a door opens. We go into a back gaming room - there are a handful of men and women in here. We sit at a table -- Will is at the table but Nick calls him Bob. So now I know who is Robert McCormick.....Will. Bob checks out me/Sheila from head to toe and she/I seem very put off by the attention.

It's a game of poker over a stash of booze that was stolen from a bunch of run runners. The game is going on and me/Sheila gets up and moves to a mirror. I (astral me) decides to try something.....I put myself into the mirror. She/I look in the mirror and she much she me -- but the look of "holy shit" was on her/my face. As soon as this happened I was yanked back to my body where my headache was waiting for me. And that headache is still with me.

I want to try to go back another day into this time and learn more -- especially about Bob/Will.

For those of you with pets and in case you did not know -- there is a MAJOR pet food recall (49 different brands)...including Iams products. Check out the list of foods here: http://www.menufoods.com/recall there are pets dying from this -- so make sure you check and pass it on to other pet owners.

I've decided that my next two projects after the dreamer's book is finally at press is a non-fiction book on astral sex and an erotic astral sex novel. I think that I may do the novel 1st. Not sure yet.....

And I'm going to add a page to the web site about astral/dream/telepathic sex.

Plus I have also decided to get certified to be a Past Life Regressionist.

I know -- I know...have I come up with a way to stretch time? No. This won't be all this year.....:)

And on that note -- I want to go to bed.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Telepathic Sex, Will And A New Directive!

Sweet Home Alabama! That's the song anyways that has been tickling my brain today. Let me tell ya something - remember when I said Monday that hooking up energetically wise with Will was like riding a tidal wave? Well damn - let me tell you that we must be riding this wave for all it's worth because he has been reaching out for telepathic sex for the last two days straight. I know that I test sex toys for my other job -- but come on -- I have more to do than that! But he is not making it easy to think about anything but sex. Bill and Ted can get really bad about this too - especially when our energies have a firm connection for a long period of time. Will here though is relentless. So I'm working on channeling his enormous sexual energy into working on creative projects. I'm not allowing him access to my libido, at least not now.

So what kind of things have been going on with him? Hummm...what can I write that won't stick this blog into an adult category? Well, not much then.

Okay - last night for instance -- dream time. have you ever watched a movie or TV show where a couple is really fighting -- yelling -- with the woman stopping out the door and the man running after her? Well, that was this dream visit. We were fighting over me moving. I didn't want to - said it would screw things up. He was insistent and it went from there. Next thing I know is that I'm running out of the door, he grabs me and wants me to stay. I start beating the living crap out of him and somehow this turns into us both crying and kissing. I don't know how it went from one extreme to the other, but it did. We weren't in the house, but in the garage. His mouth on my neck felt like a trail of fire -- man was it a turn on. Before I know what's happening we're almost butt naked on the hood of his 1969 yellow Camaro SS! Good God. I woke up and just laid there - my heart beating a million miles an hour. But without taking care of the situation I found myself in -- I knew that I'd never fall back to sleep. So that was that.

Then the telepathic connection and telepathic sex started as soon as I woke up. It is very hard to go about you day when in your mind you can feel someone hands and mouth caress your body. It's difficult not to slip into an orgasmic bliss when the most erotic situations are playing out in your mind with your body responding to the telepathic touch. I found Will and I in a lake, a stairwell and in an alley way between two buildings. Now -- Will in real life is a very shy man who is not one to express themselves in such a sexual manner in public (and by that token so am I) but when we're in the telepathic connection or dream visit and even astral sex -- it is a no holds bar erotic tryst.

I know - you want me to be more revealing. Not here. In the book - it's a strong possibly - but not here, not now. Doesn't feel right to be that revealing. But use your imagination and I'm sure what images you can conjure up has been a part of my day.

Will's being very insistent on pulling me into a session. I go and I see him sitting under that tree, by the lake with a notebook in his hands. I ask him what he's doing and he tells me writing down some poetry to show me some day. I ask - why not now? He shakes his head -- he wants it to be in person, not on the astral plane. He gives me that very sexual and sensual grin. I tell him that he's been a bit horny today. He chuckles and says - well -- it is your fault. I smile - don't go blaming me - is my reply. He grasps my chin, his thumb lightly glides over my bottom lip. If you weren't so good with your mouth my mind may be elsewhere. I hit his hand away - blushing -- stop it. He laughs a bit longer and then gets serious. There's someone here who wants to talk to you. There is - I ask? Will nods over towards another tree and Bill steps out from behind it. My heart goes into my throat. I have an instant feel that this isn't going to be good.

Hi stranger - I say as I smile and make my way over to him. He hugs me with such force that I can tell he is in pain - emotional pain. What's the matter? He lets me loose, tears pool in his eyes. I have to ask you to break off the contact - with me and with Ted. I could feel the blood drain from my face. Why I ask? Because - connecting to us is making you too scattered. And you can't be --not now. You and Will must have a strong connection. I turn around and look at Will - but he has his back to us - sitting under the tree, writing again.

I turn back to Bill. Did Will put you up to this? Bill shakes his head - no. Where's Ted, why isn't he here? A tear trickles down Bill cheek - because he couldn't bear the pain of telling you to let go. I think that he is drunk somewhere right now. It feels like someone kicked me in the gut. For how long - how long does the connection have to be severed? Bill shrugs - until you and Will physically meet. The sooner it happens, the sooner the connection can be strong again. I stare at Bill, trying to fight back the tears -- how can I break off a connection with two souls that are for all intent purposes, part of me? I don't know how we're supposed to do it -- I don't know at all. Maybe by busying ourselves with other things. You have your plate full and it's about to become so much that you won't have much free time to make connections. This is why it is vital that you point that energy towards Will.

I sit there, head down - not saying a word. I can feel the tears just pour down my face. So this isn't for this whole lifetime? I choke out. I look up at Bill and he's crying as much as I am -- no he says. Only for a short period. But it'll feel like an eternity. I've gotten used to your presence - I cherish it -- and I know Ted does too. This is something that came from higher up. Then why didn't someone from there tell me this? Bill wipes my ever flowing tears with his thumbs -- because I wanted to be the one.

I see Bill look past me and nod. I can feel Will walking up behind me. Will stands next to me. Bill embraces Will and they hug. Tears flow down Will's face too. Take good care of her, Bill says. Will replies - I will...that's a promise. Bill gives me a kiss - we hug and then like -that-he's gone.

I can't help but sob - Will holds me tight and tells me not to cry. I look at Will with my swollen eyes and my heavy heart and ask -- but with what all is going on with me, how can they just leave? Just when I need them the most? Will pulls me back into the embrace -- they didn't leave because they wanted to - they did because they had to. And I promise - I'll be there for you, I'm your safe harbor.

I stand there in his arms for a spell, until the crying calms down to a trickle. I pull back from Will and comment - looks like we have to meet. He nods. Then I suggest we get busy. He smiles -- that's my girl.

And I was done.

I think - no I know - that I liked being distracted with sex much better than being distracted because I cannot feel Bill or Ted at all. Not even really a glimmer -- but I do know that they are still there...the door is just shut. God this sucks.

I now know where I must turn my extra energy - Will. I don't know why it is so important that we physically meet - but then again the Divine knows much more than I do. I just wish I had hints every now and again.

When I meet Will - and I will by year's end - I'll let you know.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Riding The Wave With Will!

Being connected to Will is like riding a tidal wave. It's a gradual build, then it's so strong that you are holding on for life -- until it crashes into the beach and scatters, leaving nothing behind. Then the wave starts again....I'm on the upswing of another wave. It feels so strange. I can feel his apprehensions, his curiosity and his fortitude to see it through. I don't think on a conscious level he has totally gotten it -- but it's right there at the tip. It's almost as if he stops by this blog by accident - reads his name - and is like - no shit, that sounds like me. Because, as you know, in this case of my blog -- Will is his actual name. A nice man with the charm and the wit one would expect from a gentleman born in Charleston, with a sexy southern drawl that I find irresistible. A Gemini 13 years my senior. A Taurus and a Gemini -- interesting astrological mix. His date of birth was my mom's actual due date with me (I was early), my son's due date (he was late) and now my new niece's due date. Life is interesting.

I want to get into a session real fast before I have to pick up my son, I am transported directly to the lake, by that tree. Will is waiting for me. He smiles and says that he hasn't seen much of me since we did that past life regression trip together. I said, no - haven't been around, but that information was pretty intense. His hand caress my face, he smiles -- those blue eyes twinkle - and he tells me that I never have to pull away from him again. No matter what the pain or the confusion, no matter what I might hear from someone else, that I am always to go to him. He will always be my safe harbor. He is committed to that - to seeing me safe - and happy. I told him thank you - I appreciate it. He goes on to say especially with what you have on your plate now. I ask - like what? He says, you know -- your husband. Ah yes - he's ill. Will nods and looks out to the lake. Nothing is said for a spell. Then he turns and looks at me - don't turn your heart off. Don't put up your wall and shut out the world when you need support the most. No matter how strong you think you are, no one can survive alone. You have a support team, to lean when you need to. I won't let you fall. I love you Allie Cat. He kisses me. Be safe he says -- and stay close. With that he leaves.

And I'm done.

Okay - have to go get my son....will be back in a few to write some more.

Over the weekend I had some interesting dream visits with Will. I can still remember the texture of the hair on his arms. Isn't that a strange thing to remember? His mouth tasted real sweet too - like he just enjoyed a serving of peach cobbler before my arrival. We went down into a cave, I'm not sure where we were at exactly, but as we were descending, we discussed how my great grandparents and his grandparents were rum runners. My great grandmother actually was one -- and a damn good one at that (from the stories told). I was telling Will how to make my grandfather's blueberry brandy. He said that he'll have to give it a go. We ended in a back room where there were old barrels - Will tells me that these were forgotten from the 20's and 30's and every once in a while he comes down here and enjoys some fine aged booze. He takes out two paper cups and pours some out of a barrel. It smells like cleaning fluid - fruity cleaning fluid. I ask if he thinks I'm going to drink this. He smiles and says - of course -- very quickly I suspect. We down this lighting fluid and it burned -- even after I awoke I remember that burn in my throat. As I'm trying not to gag from the taste - he comments that the booze is strong, but there is something that he can do in order to take my mind off of the taste. I wanted to catch my breath and ask him what -- but before I could say anything his tongue was exploring my mouth. I can distinctly remember the energy zap through my body and my knees wanting to buckle. But I held my ground -- and wanted more.

The air was so cool down in this cave, and his hands were so hot. It was such a contrast on our bodies as our hands explored one another. Things were getting really intense as his mouth devoured my body. But just as things fevered to that all-consuming pitch......the alarm went off. I could hear him scream - damn it - as I was whisked away back into reality. After considering sending the alarm out the window - I laid there for awhile. Trying to remember everything that I could. It was all so vivid. I could still taste not only the booze in my mouth, but the sweet taste of him. Wow - it was intense.

The other dream visit was just as intense, but a different subject matter all together. I was helping Will read his lines for a play he was either in or trying out for - can't remember. He loved the way I delivered lines - he just sat back and smiled as I read down the script - just tickled on how I was getting into the parts. I remember the room - it was like a den, with a leather recliner, love seat, red or burgundy drapes/shades, drawn to keep out the hot sun. Books all about. A computer. A pipe and for some reason one hockey stick. He tells me that I should try out for one of the parts that haven't been cast yet. I tell him - no way - I do not get up in front of people. Nope -- nadda. He keeps trying to convince me otherwise. He is adamant about getting me to go to this place and audition. I finally give in - just so he'll shut up. I'm standing outside of the playhouse when I think I force myself awake. I woke up with butterflies in my stomach. It was so surreal.

And now I have to go get some more work done. Don't forget to stop by The L Word tonight at 10:00 pm EST and join me for a sex chat - info in sidebar here! Had a blast last week!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Astral Sex, Dream Sex And Telepathic Sex!

I have such good news to tell you about where Whispers Media is concerned -- and I can't tell you yet! I have to wait until the ink is dry but this is a great move for us and for taking the new women sexual revolution to next step! I hope that in a few days I can clue you in...and I thought that I was busy now! HAHAHA...I'll have a good laugh on that later on.

My radio/podcast with Gabreael went great on Wednesday! We had a blast chatting it up about astral sex, Whispers Media and more sex! I think though that I misunderstood a question. I took her to ask: Do I believe in nymphomaniacs? After I was explaining that yes I think there are some and what I term a nympho to be -- I could of sworn I heard Gab say that the question was if I was a nympho! We moved straight ahead and I never did get to ask if that's what was said. But why do people have to turn a person who enjoys sex and who thinks that sexual satisfaction is important to all people into a person who is a sex addict and wants to have sex 24/7 regardless who it is with? Just because I love sex does not mean that I am consumed by it 24/7. I have MANY other interests in life and I only have 24 hours in a day:) I spend many a waking hour and sleep time engaged in other activities. So to whomever asked - the answer is NO - I'm not a nympho.

Another person wanted to know if cyber sex is considered cheating on their partner (and I've been asked this before) - and I said yes. They then had a come back to - well then isn't astral sex cheating as well? I said no, there are no physical parts involved in astral sex. Then they chimed back - there are not physical parts merging in cyber sex either. SIGH. Gab jumped in and said it is a difference of opinion here, I think she wanted to divert a potential hot spot - my comment was it looks like the person is trying to find a way out of a guilty conscious - needs to justify his or her behavior as not cheating. Let me tell ya - once the partner finds out about the cyber sex - all hell will break lose.

Now -- since I have the time to tell you what I feel is the difference between cyber sex and astral/dream sex - I will.

Cyber sex: To become sexually aroused by another person to a point where you masturbate simultaneously to an orgasm. Right? So instead of your partner getting you to have an orgasm, you are taking it into your own hands – literally. So your physical body part is being used for solo sexual satisfaction. The cyber sex person is taking the place of your flesh and blood partner.

Astral/dream sex: To become sexually aroused and engage in energetic sex with another person's energy. In the astral/dream state, energy can be manipulated to a point where it feels and looks like physical body parts are merging -- but they are only energy and not actual physical parts. This can lead to an orgasm in the physical body, although this is rare. In most cases a person would return from their astral travel or wake up from a dream and be so sexual turned on that they would have to take care of it upon waking and it would be a MUST to take care of, this isn't something that you can walk off. If they are involved with a flesh and blood partner - the partner benefits from this astral turn on by engaging in physical sex with their partner.

If in a physical relationship with someone - both partners win with the astral/dream sex. In the cyber sex, only the partner engaged in the cyber sex wins.

Make sense?

Now there is also telepathic sex. I know -- another one? And what in the heck is this? Let me see if I can explain: your brain is your #1 sexual organ. Just by what you think or fantasize about - you can turn yourself on to a heightened arousal - or turn yourself so off that even the one person who you think is HOT couldn't turn you on again. So your brain is EXTREMELY important when it comes to sex. With telepathic sex, you are using your brain power only. Your brain waves connect with another's brain wave in your minds eye you can see and feel the sexual act taking place. Like astral/dream sex, when the connection is broken you could have had an orgasm (this is without your own physical help) or you are so turned on that you go to your flesh and blood partner for a sexual (if single, you take care of it on your own) release. Can you tell if you make the connection with another person or if it is just a fantasy? Yes you can. How? Just as you can tell with a telepathic communication - you have that zing of energy and a warm flow over your body (other people have been known to get a headache or tremble) when you have that telepathic connection. If this factor is missing in the telepathic sex, then you are simply having a fantasy and not the telepathic sex.

BTW -- in case you didn't know I'm giving a workshop and an e-class on astral sex, astral travel and the dream connection:

February 20th Workshop: Discover Your Dreams And Astral Travel
http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermentworkshops.htm

February 21st - March 3rd: Astral Sex http://www.gypsyadvice.com/empowermenteclasses.htm

If you miss either this time around they will not be back until maybe May or June.

Food for thought indeed! Have a great day!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)