Bill. Dreams And Will!

I find myself in a dilemma. Remember the fireman? Well he's still around (out lasted Mr. Client Guy - who, BTW I talked to this morning) and we've chatted sporadically over the last several months. I've kept up every wall I have - trying not to actually like the guy - or should I say want to know more so that I could have a chance to like him. But I find the more I chat with him, the lower the walls are getting. And even though his political views are not on the same field as mine - just about everything else is - well, except for our ages - I am older by 8 years. Doesn't seem to bother him. I'm not sure I'm ready to let down the walls. But if I don't, I could be missing out on a great guy - a guy with no baggage - no ex wives, no children, no psycho exes (as far as I know). But -- what if I do and then things go through with me script wise and I move? I'm doing exactly what I tell my clients not to do "What if" myself to death. Damn I hate when I don't listen to my own good advice. So I have here a seemingly good guy who has a sense of humor, can cook, like animals & kids, likes the X-Files and Star Wars - plus realizes that George Lucas couldn't write his way out of a paper bag without a co-writer. Oh, and he's fully aware on what I do for a living.

I know I'm over thinking everything. Hummm...sounds familiar doesn't it? No wonder I don't have a love life - lol. But he lives about 30 min away - so we'll see if we actually get to that 1st date that we're trying to arrange.

I'm behind in all my email. This last week was very hectic and busy - busy. Next week I'm off to New Orleans on Friday - remember I'll be at Maria's Psychic Fair! Wednesday I'll be in Cleveland most of the day with my son at a pediatric psychiatrist. His empathy gifts aside - he has some issues that need to be taken care of that he needs someone who specializes in children - and of course there is no one in Wooster that's affiliated with the Cleveland Clinic that does that. No results of the brain EEG yet. So basically I have to fit in a weeks worth of work in two days. HA - that's funny.

I'm rewriting DREAMERS for the last time. I want to get this done - so the blog posting will again be down - unless something major happens. No word from Nickelodeon.

When was the last time you checked out my Gypsy News section for Gypsy (Roma) news, environmental - animal - gov't alerts? I have something there that's important about Horse Slaughter that you should take action on.

I emailed Tracey yesterday to watch out -- Bill visited me in my dreams and then was around all morning. She said she woke up with a full-blown headache. The guy was full of piss and vinegar and appeared to have wanted to null & void the agreement he and Will made. This is what happened:

In the dream visit, Bill was so excited that he finally "got" everything. We're in what looked like a personal library. Plenty of books, round table w/ 2 chairs and a desk. He and I have been here before. He finally understood - his logical mind clicked in place with his intuitive side. He was like a kid in a candy store - so excited to the world that finally made sense to him. We were comparing notes on what we have experienced thus far. He wanted so much to be able to remember everything that I can remember. I told him to give himself 10 min increments. Set an alarm clock and once it goes off, write down everything he remembers. As time goes on - increase the amount of time before the alarm goes off. Before he knows it, he won't need the alarm at all.

He liked that idea. People were coming in and out of the room, they were around outside - milling about. Bill kept rubbing my shoulder & my upper back as we talked. Like he had to keep touching me. I commented that if he keeps doing that - then people will think we have something going and/or they will know that we know one another and that he's "Bill". He ignored what I said and kept going over the notes. He kept leaning in closer and closer to me until....(see OBE Sex blog).

...When I woke up I could still feel his energy around me. He kept pulling me in telepathically - they were snippets of telepathic connections. He went on about Will has not done anything despite the agreement. He's not waiting any more. Will out of the equation. I'm trying to calm this flurry of "whatever" down - saying give Will a chance - you've known about the connection for over 4 years, he just got it under 2 years ago and still hasn't come to grips with it. That he finally "got" what I see, it'll take Will awhile to catch up. He's going on there is no more time - times up - Ted needs us now. He's falling into the abyss. Ted's at a point where he's heading for death row -- and Bill just kept going on. I told him - if Ted needs us that bad - pick up the &^%$# phone and call me. You and I can help Ted without Will. I asked, what about bring in George - he's already up to speed and I don't think he needs a push. Bill went on - he's not part of our core -- I'm like are sure? He's like - don't question what I say. I'm like - wait there babe - I'll question whatever the hell I want to. You don't want George here because he'll slam your ass up against the wall, he won't take your over-thinking self and put up with it. He'll stand up to you and you're afraid -- your afraid he'll win. This isn't a contest of wining -put your ego aside for just a second. For a man who loves to help people, you sure are brutal on the souls closest to you.

I'm done for now - you let me know when we should go see Ted.

And I broke the connection. Bill's right here though - has been all day. I know he wants to continue the convo - I'm sure we will tonight.

SIGH

Merlin was right when he said he'd be with me every night in the dreamscape. The dream time has been so chalked full of flying, putting things together - creating spells/potions and studying. I can't remember all of the details - Merlin tells me that my subconscious will slowly leak knowledge to my waking mind on an as needed basis. No reason - he said - to fry my circuits. That was nice of him:)

Off to grab a bowl of ice cream and then get back to DREAMERS:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Psychiconair.com, Atlantis, Crystal Skulls And The Guys!

My weekly segment on the Maria Shaw show on CBS Psychiconair.com & AOL, went great! I was on right about 10:00 am EDT and stayed there till about 10:15-10:20. Good times!

I can feel it -- change is in the air. And it's strange - because when I can sense there is a change, I get a metallic taste in my mouth. I think my son can sense it too because he's been all over the board with his emotions and we're both getting headaches. Neither one of us has has one in awhile. Of course they could (and his super surplus of energy) can also be a byproduct of Tracey's healing on Will. What affects Will effects me -- and what affects me effects my son since he is an energetic sponge. Both the kid and I are back to not sleeping too -- something else that happens when change is near.

So change already! Of course I really mean it if it's a good change and only kinda mean it if the change is bad. But either way change is bound to happen at some point in time.

Between my hyper son, the storms, animals, writing and work -- it hasn't left me a whole lot of time to write in my blogs or even work on my screenplays. Hopefully with my son going with his dad a few hours tonight I'll be able to buckle down on some writing!

Speaking of my son - again - I can't believe that he'll be 8 next Tuesday -- 8! It feels like yesterday that they yanked him out of my body:) He brought up Will the other day. We were talking about NYC and how we both really want to go back sooner, rather than later. And he mentioned something about Will and going with us to the Central Park Zoo. I can't remember what my comment was, but that sent us to talking about Will having a girlfriend. The kid went off the charts talking about that. He was so pissed that Will may or may not (you know, the on again off again stuff) still have his girlfriend. I tried to explain that Will's can have a GF, just like Bill or Ted and his wife -- even I can have a BF. He wasn't going for that either -- kept going on about how Will and I are supposed to be together and how no one else will do -- etc....it took me about 30 min to calm him down. Again - not sure how we got from Central Park Zoo to that -- but I will be mindful not to go down that path with him.

And before you ask - I am still smitten my Mr. Client Guy. Too bad we're not in the same state right now.

Remember all of my tomatoes and peppers that I planted? Most of them are gone -- killed by the hail storm last weekend. Dang it all!

Since Will has been getting the healing/attunement energy from Tracey - he has been popping in often - but he doesn't stay long. It's in - saying he's sorry - and them leaving again. Yesterday he popped in and said he's sorry and then said that I'm hard headed, stubborn and won't give up. I replied - hell no I'm not going to give up - I do not want to repeat the same lessons again. And that's what's going to happen to all of us if you don't snap out of it! He smiled and said - I'm working on it, thank you for not leaving me. And he was gone.

Leave him -- like I could ever do that? Like I would ever want to do that -- no matter how insane he makes me. Same goes for Bill and Ted. No matter when, what or why - if they ever need me - for anything I'd be there for them. Psychically, spiritually or both. They are right on the outskirts of my energy - always are - when I have a lot of work to do (and they do this too) I keep them at arms length. Once they're "in" (so to speak) they are there for awhile -- and then it's hard to work. I am still learning how to tap into their energy as a muse. Especially Will. He's my muse.

My dreams last night were really funky. As soon as I finally dozed off about 1:00 am they started and continue until I got up at 5:45 am. Ted and I were in a multi-level building that he and I had been in several times before. Cars drove up and down steep ramps. Offices were all along the sides. He and I were fighting about getting him into a treatment center. He was drunk off his ass - being a bully and expecting me to back down. I told him that I loved him and that I wasn't going anywhere. Something clicked right then and there and he started crying -- big sobs -- on how screwed up his life is and he can't find the road back. I told him that he can see the light, because he sees me. And to hold onto that light. I won't let him go and neither will Bill or Will -- but he has to trust us. Ted said that he doesn't even trust himself so how can he trust us? I replied - because we're your eternal partners and we love you unconditionally. Something happened in the background as he was gone and I was off to the next segment.

Which brought me to Bill. He was in the center of a HUGE library -- reminded me of the NYC library my son and I saw. Any ways - Bill grabs my hand and takes me to a far corner. He moves a few books around and a secret door opens. Without waiting for me to say anything - he yanked me in and the door shut behind us. I smelled an overwhelmingly scent of mold - like I was stuck inside of a 200 year old basement. The air was stale and heavy. I asked where were were and Bill flips on a flashlight - puts it under his chin to illuminate his face and raises his eyebrows up and down (what a goof). He then shines it around and I can see shelves of very-very old books and a dusty old table in the center of the room. He is looking at the title on the shelves and pulls out a leather bound book. I recognize it immediately as the book he carries in my Atlantis visions. I say - so this is where you found the book? He replied, it's tucked away in a secret location and only the ones who should find it will find it. I look more closely at it - and the ink is very faded, the pages so darn old I don't know how they've survived this long. There's mold on the book - Bill says he is taking it with him and will try to get the book restored so we can use it. I ask if I can look through it -- he said that Will needs to hurry up - I tell him that Will is not here and let me see than dang book.

I carefully flip through the pages and one with skulls on it catches my eye. There is a map, looks to be through a pyramid, and it illustrates the places where one would find a skull embedded into the walls - you are to follow the pattern until it dead ends. Then there are numbers like:

3 9
7 21
9 981

We hear a noise, Bill takes the book, shoves it down the front of his pants - I joke and ask if he's sure he has room in there for that? He gives me that smile and he's gone. On to the next segment.

I find myself among large Redwoods. I stare up in amazement of their size and sheer beauty. I can't help but go over and lightly rub my hand on the bark. A voice startles me -- they're beautiful aren't they? I turn and it's Will. I comment that they are magnificent. He replied that he envies these trees - they are strong, mighty and have survived regardless to what us humans have done to the world around them. I asked him, why did you bring us here? He sits at the base of the tree and pats the ground in front of him. I sit in front of him. between his legs - he wraps his arms around me and pulls me to his chest. For this -- he said. All I want is to do this. I smile and completely relax in his arms. I don't know if it's possible to fall asleep within a dream, but I swear we did for the next thing I know he was gone, it was dark and I see a light in the distance -- so I go towards it.

Now I'm with a group of people I don't know in a bar, drinking some serious beers down. A friend of mine shows up and we decide to go out for pizza. On the way out we run into a group of wealthy people - one looks like the actor Richard Hatch (Not Survivor - think Battlestar Galactica) - but it isn't him. This guy is much taller (6'5") and very thin. This guy for some reason takes a liking to me -- but his friends want to go so they all leave. My friend and I head out for pizza, but instead wind up at this huge house that has been in my dreams before. She tells me that she can't go anywhere because -- then all of this stuff falls out of her butt, onto the ground -- well, of a small problem she developed. So she leaves to clean up - I'm in this bathroom -- and I decide to go potty. So I sit down to poo, but I don't take my panties down until I'm 1/2 done and then I remember - duh! So I do and I shake out meatball shape/size, rock solid, poos from my panties and dump them into the toilet. As I'm doing that and finishing my business, someone stops into say hi - we chat and they leave. I still have poo to remove and as I'm dumping them into the toilet, it turns into a bathtub -- and launches me into this OBE sex experience.

When I was done in the tub, I'm running down this double wide staircase to the 1st floor, running behind the staircase to a bedroom when the front doorbell rings. Next to me is the same person who was talking to me as I was on the toilet. I tell her to get the door - she's like no way, it's for you anyways. So I run to the door, putting my t-shirt on as I go. When I open the door, there's the wealthy man from earlier. I smile and become all flirty. He does the same. Then oddly he hands me this big set of keys that are on a variety of key chains, all connected. I asked why? He points to this green bear (looked like a small emerald bear) keychain and said if I ever need the key, here it is. The key to what - I was baffled. He said - the morgue. If I ever need to get someone out, this is what I need to use to gain access. The rest of the keys - he said - I would have to figure out on my own, but they were all important. With that he was gone and I woke up.

What an odd series of dream visits. Why would I have to get someone out of a morgue? And the green bear pendant on that keychain was so green and vibrant.

Back to work I go!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

This Woman Does Not Chase!

I have a stick so far up my ass today that it's tickling my tonsils. Thankfully it hasn't slowed down my work at all. So what caused it? Will. Yeah - I know - huh? This is a first -- and it is. So what set it off? My radio reading yesterday with Maria. As soon as I asked about Will I knew I shouldn't of. Bottom line to what she said is that I have to keep putting myself where he is - because I guess I've been forgettable. If I show up a few times, then he might notice and take an interest (yeah, like I'm a stalker). When she 1st said it - I barely heard her on the radio - so I listened last night to hear all of it. My 1st thought was hell no! And that went on to be my final thought as well.

Will reads this blog and I have made it obvious that I would like to have some sort of relationship with him - whether it be romantic, business, friendship or a combo. And he's been to this blog - several times - I've seen it (psychic speaking) Tracey has seen it and so has Maria. He has my contact information. The ball is not in my court any longer and I'm not going to keep it there. I don't chase - I don't care who it is. If someone is interested in me - fabo - if not - well - I'm a great person and it's their lose.

But the chasing Will part really got to me last night - I mean really. With the words that were coming out of my mouth - it's hard to believe I kissed my son good night with the same potty mouth.

As I'm cussing up a storm last night - guess who comes into my energy field? Ted. That man sure knows how to argue -- and he was defending Will. I told him what I thought of that -- and that brought Will into my energy. These two yammered on until I went to bed - and it still continued until I threw them out and threw up my energy shield. The shield's down - but they haven't been back.

Eventually I may not be so pissed. Eventually....

But any ways....I've been thinking about adding a service to help people with their sex lives. You know, help rev up their sex lives or if they don't need revved, maybe add a twist in there. And before any smarty pants emails me - no, I'm not going to be physically involved with the people I help - ha. But more or less be an sex psychic advisor - maybe one person can't please their partner and doesn't know why. Or to help integrate OBE sex into someone's life - with help discovering the right sex toy or sex toys right for them and/or their partner. So I go in and find the problem (if unknown), help develop an OBE solution and give advice on props. But what in the heck do I call this -- or me -- OBE Sexpert? Just plain Sex Advice? I'd like something catchy but not over the top like I'm running a porn shop.

Plus I've been tossing around the idea of an OBE matching service. For those who want the OBE sex experience but don't want to find someone at random on the astral/dream planes. Any idea for a name on this? Any idea about any of this? Weigh in please...

Iris wants me to research more about Atlantis. I'm not sure why - what there is that I haven't already figured out on my own. But she's pretty adamant about it.

I wish Iris could show me where I've got the time to do everything....

Speaking of which - better run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

OBE Sex I And OBE Sex II

Two classes on OBE Sex start this week - April 16th. Space is limited:

OBE Sex I!

A beginners class to discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dream Portal
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic

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OBE Sex II!

An advanced class to build upon OBE skills to achieve orgasmic explosions during OBE sex and during physical sex and OBE sex combined.

Start: April 16

Cost: $60.00

Prerequisites: OBE I or OBE experience

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):
Lesson 1: Advanced Telepathic Sex I
Lesson 2: Advanced Telepathic Sex II
Lesson 3: Advanced Dream Sex I
Lesson 4: Advanced Dream Sex II
Lesson 5: Advanced Astral Sex I
Lesson 6: Advanced Astral Sex II
Lesson 7: Advanced Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 8: Advanced OBE Sex Magic

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Powerful Stone Trio, Destiny Markers And Telepathic Connection!

Ahh..the start of Spring Break..my son is in heaven - me, while I love having him around, I swear he's a brain sucker. Are all kids like this? I know at some point in time I had some intelligence, but I swear I can't seem to find it when he's around - or any focus. Okay - I think the focus is just me -- but the brain power sucking out of...yadda...that's him:) So for the next 10 days if I don't make a whole lot of sense (and we're talking worse than normal here) you'll know why.

The guides are after me to change my 3 stone pendant again -- this time to opal, moldavite and faden quartz. I asked what are they trying to do to me - keep me connected to the everything but where I'm at? Iris said - no. It's to give that last boost of power to telepathiclly communicate with Will. I reminded her that the stones I have are too big for a pendant and do I have time to find smaller stones? She said no. So...I proposed that I put my faden, moldavite and opal together and when I telepathic connect with Will I will simple put my left hand on all 3 stones and get that extra boost that way. Her reply - get busy. I grabbed my faden & moldavite from my bedroom and held both in my left hand as I was looking through my stones for the opal. The power with just these two stones gave me an instant headache. Wow - what a combo to hold together! I found the opal and placed all 3 on my desk. My faden is quite large - so the other two fit on it with ease. I put the moldavite directly on the faden and the opal on the moldavite - like it would be had I had these 3 in a pendant.

I placed my left hand over the combo (lightly touching the opal). within 10 seconds I could feel this massive vibration going through my left hand - massive vibe. I concentrated on Will, and it was as if I flipped on the TV and he was right there -- that's how quick it was -- and it was crystal clear. No fuzziness or working to establish a stronger connection. I could see myself go into his mind and work on any blockages that he may still harbor (and there were quite a few). I "blasted" the blockages away, the took a floor broom and swept up the leftovers. I felt his body twitch like a zing of energy went through it -- then that energy went through mine. I took my hand off the stones and closed this intense connection. I didn't have a headache while the connection was there - but afterwards it came back. He's going to have that breakthrough tonight -- I just know it. Something will trigger one present memory, which will trigger another present memory, then another, then another (4 in all) when BAM it all floods to him. As someone who this has happened to 5 times now -- it's overwhelming and takes some time to adjust to.

Speaking of Will - because of our dream sex last night - pineapple will never look (or taste) the same again!

Tonight is a Friday with a full moon so it is perfect for anyone who wants to do a love spell:) Plus it's Good Friday and the day after the Spring Equinox (and the Rosicrucian New Year) - added power just doesn't get any better than this.....

The other night I was talking with one of my clients and I brought up Destiny Markers. We all have certain destinies to reach at specific times of our lives - this is what I call the Destiny Markers. No matter what - we have to end up at certain places in certain time frames. But we have the free will to determine if we take the easy path, hard path or the damn difficult path (otherwise knows as the scenic route). In my life for the most part -- it's all been scenic. That's because I did not pay attention to the signs and listen to my inner voice. I have always known several things about my current life: 1) I'm a writer - to make movies/TV, 2) I'm psychic 3) A healer 4) An advisor 5) To have one great love (and many minor loves) 6) Success wouldn't hit until after 40.

Because I am listening to my self and paying attention to the signs - what I knew about my life is now coming to pass. Could I have had an easier time getting to my Destiny Markers if I had listened earlier - definitely. But what happened has happened -- and all I can do is be more aware from this point forward. There are more Destiny Markers that I'm not privy to yet -- but I can feel that they are right around the corner.

How can you become more in tune and reach your Destiny Markers with less hassle than most? I found the below message several weeks ago and it was relevant and timely.

Adapted from How to Know God, by Deepak Chopra (Three Rivers Press, 2000).

When you assume authorship of your own life, outcomes are never in doubt -- you know your Destiny Markers and trust that you will get there. No matter what happens to you, each event has a place and a meaning. You also begin to master the art of manifestation. You just intend a thing and it happens. You co-create with the universe.

When highly successful people are interviewed (because they keep reaching their Destiny Markers), many times they repeat the same formula: "I had a dream and I stuck with it, because I was certain that it would come true." This attitude is a symptom—one might say the symptom—of co-creation.

The following qualities can be seen in people who have mastered the art of intention:

1. They are not attached to the past of how things should turn out.
2. They adapt quickly to errors and mistakes.
3. They have good antennae and are alert to tiny signals.
4. They have a good connection between mind and body.
5. They have no trouble embracing uncertainty and ambiguity.
6. They remain patient about the outcome to their desires, trusting the universe to bring results.
7. They make karmic connections and are able to see the meaning in chance events.

Of course I do not believe anything is a "chance event" - everything happens for a reason.

Off to see what my son is up to and to do another reading. For those of you who celebrate Easter - Hoppy Easter!

Looking forward to making my Easter ham with the pineapple .

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

OBE (Out Of Body) Sex!

Just an FYI as this class is filling up fast. I only take 25 people per class and it's almost full. This class is conducted all via email so it doesn't matter where you live.

I'll be posting this notice to my Numerscope newsletter later today (this group is over 6000+). If need be I'll add another class - but I'm not going beyond two classes at once.

Discover how to have a healthy physical sex life by experiencing the volcanic eruptions of Out Of Body Ecstasy!

**You'll notice that I teach you how to connect and then we get into the OBE sex part**

Start: April 2

Cost: $60.00

Syllabus (subject to be altered without notice):

Lesson 1: Overview of OBE
Lesson 2: Telepathic Connection
Lesson 3: Telepathic Sex
Lesson 4: Creating Your Dreamgate
Lesson 5: Lucid Dreaming
Lesson 6: Dream Sex
Lesson 7: Basics of Astral Travel One
Lesson 8: Basics of Astral Travel Two
Lesson 9: Astral Sex
Lesson 10: Protection From Unwanted Energies
Lesson 11: OBE Sex Magic


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A Dark Dream, Will And Making Choices!

I really need to hire someone to come into my office and reorganize me. It's really very shameful. How can I Feng Shui my office if I have clutter? You can't have clutter with Feng Shui - the energy gets stuck. So somehow I have to put some time aside just to put things away. Yes, I realize that if I would just put things away after I use it (after all, that's what I tell the kid) then there wouldn't be a problem. SIGH. At least my super powered Feng Shui fountain is pumping and doing its job!

Of course the sex books that just arrived for my sex talk radio show (which I'm calling Sex With Allie) - needs to be put away. My son's birds and the bees talk will have to wait until anther day - preferably another year or two, three, five:) I think that I've fund a place to produce the live call in show - and of course I'll release it as a podcast too. I need to have a 1st guest for the show. Any suggestions? I'm also going to have a give a way each show - maybe a sex toy, or some erotic audio, a novelty. I'll have a fantasy contest where people send me their fantasy, and which ever one is the best -- will win the prize:) What else am I going to have? Sex toy reviews and either a sex position of the week - or maybe a sex game of the week. Maybe I'll alternate them? Plus sex in the news: sex health, sex topics -- etc... It's be a good hour show.

As I was taking my son to school this morning, we were discussing his behavior and how he is always on "blue" (behavior is color coded: green = good, yellow = warning, blue = big trouble, red = kiss your butt goodbye, you're going to the Principals office). He tells me that it's the other kids fault that he gets in trouble. I reply with that's not true - you and only you are in charge of your choices. Every minute of every day you are able to make a good choice or a bad choice -- but either way the choice is up to you. He really didn't have much to say about that. But as I was walking back home - I told myself - Allie, why not listen to your own good sense? You bitch every day because you don't have time to fit it all in -- and we've been down this road before. When all you have to do is make good choices. Thus far on any given day - your choices lean more towards the good choice - but the bad choices eat up for too much of your time. So what are you going to do - good choices or bad choices? I'm all for the good choices and that's where I'm concentrating now.

After all, I do believe I have finally conquered the thought process. When something bad comes into my line of though - I quickly scoot it away and bring in something else. I've gotten so good at it that I don't have to think about doing it - it just happens. So now I have to do the good choice, bad choice thing. Wow - shaping your life to live it in a positive manner sure is difficult. What made it this difficult? The media? Family? Society? or maybe a combination? But no matter what shifted us to that point of living more in the greed of darkness instead of the happiness of light - it's up to each of us to change our lives around.

I noticed that yesterday I kept seeing the number 99. So I decided to look it up in Angel Numbers: Get to work Lightworker! Your Divine life mission is needed now more than ever, and any contribution you can make toward bringing more light and love into your world is imperative. The preparation for your life's work is complete now. I found that to be very interesting as I had felt the same over the last several days. I felt a shift - a good shift.

Will has written one book. Well that book arrived yesterday - it's musing from his notebook over the years. It's a light read, but gave me a much stronger prospective of his conscious side as well as his ego. I like getting to know the whole person, not just the spiritual side and/or his soul, which I already know. Even in this books - he writes short blurbs about seeing spirits and about knowing that there is someone out there for him. Tired of a meaningless life - success hasn't brought him happiness. Tired of being alone and feeling old. His notes were from 76 - until 98, this being published in 99. I wonder if he published again - if his notebook musing would have taken on a different tone? Oh -- and he did mention that he wants sex -- lots and lots of sex. I had to smile at that one.

Speaking of Will, he and I had one wild dream visit last night. It was very dark. Not only in the tone, but it was dark in the dream. He and I are using magic to battle these odd looking creatures that appear to be half lizard and half cat.

It's wearing us out. No matter how many we take out, they seem to multiply. This feels like the continuation of a dream I had many months ago about he and I going off to battle (date: Nov 20th 2007). Our energy is low, the sky is dark, the air is dense and the earth is stained red. There's a part of each of us that just wishes to let them kill us so that we can just rest. All of a sudden, we hear a swishing sound behind us. The creatures scatter. What is coming towards us is the largest snake I have ever seen. It can take out buildings. In fact, it takes out a grocery store with people in it. We can hear the panic cries of them being devoured. Will and I both know that our energy is depleted - how can we take this thing on?

Will grabs my hand and we run into a near by cave. Sex he says - sex will bring our energy up to the highest level and reconnect us to the source. I assure him that I'm in no mood for sex and well - he assured me neither is he. You can go to the OBE sex blog to read what happened - and then come back here to read the rest.

We exit the cave and head towards the snake - which by now has gobbled up half of the town. People are running around in complete panic. I stand on one side of the snake - Will on the other. We utter words in a tongue I do not consciously recognize. Fire, water, strong winds, swords, bugs, -- we try everything we can on this snake and it only stuns him - doesn't kill it. Then I read Will's mind, we have to be inside of it. Not that I want to - but I know we have to. So we run into a house that is in his path of destruction and sure enough - up goes the house.

All around us the house breaks into toothpicks - as the pieces go down into the snake- so do we. The smell in the stomach was horrible - everything in there was being digested very slow. People, animals and things were all in different stages of decay -- almost as if we went directly to hell. Will and I gasped hands and yelled an incantation that would blow up the snake. It worked - and we were thrown through the air like rag dolls.

As I landed with a thud in the dream - I did so on my bed I woke up. And it's amazing - my body hurt as if I had just slammed into something. Cats were staring at me. I got up, drank a glass of wine - and went back to bed. It was something like 3:05 am.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Willy P, Ted And Astral Travel!

What a weekend! I spent it writing and finishing up the latest round of DREAMERS. The TV series bible is sitting in the hands of the owner of the management agency - waiting to see what he says about it. Fingers crossed. Ahh..just heard (isn't it nice when things just happen like that -- now if only Will could do the same) -- he's intrigued -- that's a good sign:) But I have more work to do on the format. Will do -- will do:)

The last 12 hours that Will has popped into my head - I keep hearing "Willy P" - which sounds like " Will he pee?" and I keep cracking up. I have no idea why that is in my head, but there you go.

For those of you who have sent me email - I am way -way - way far behind. Which to most doesn't come as too much of a surprise - but still.

Ted has been inching his way back into my energy. He's there - but he's not there. Hard to describe as he's always connected - but he has shifted himself to be on the fringe so that he's part of my energy, but not part of my daily routine. Does that make sense? He's very sad - and not sober very often. I have watched him repeatedly in the same vision throw a whisky bottle against a wall. Just really slam it. He's so angry and upset. Light - I'm sending white light to him all the time. Some days I wonder if I even make a dent in his negativity armor. This is the 1st time me - Ted, Bill and Will have all been single at the same time. Matt has a gal - but it won't last much longer. What does this all mean? No idea.

For those of you who have been sending your good and positive thoughts about Will and I being together - thank you. Please keep sending the light to join he and I - it's making a difference, I can tell that it is. He's so close that I can almost taste him. Sounds sexual - but that's not the way I mean it. You know how you see a piece of fruit or maybe a chocolate cake and your taste buds kick into overdrive because you can taste it without actually tasting it? Your energy connects with the objects energy and that is why it is like you are actually tasting the yummy of your desire. Well that's the same way here. He's not here in the physical sense, but he's so close to being here that I can almost taste him. It's almost as if I moved to the left a touch, it wouldn't be an "almost" any longer. And this has got my energy body in high gear. Man -- the hair keeps standing up on my arms. It feel like someone is trailing their fingers up and down my back. It's wild. He's right there --- UGH!! So close -- so close. The dream sex last night was intense.

My intuitive friend Sky suggested that I listen more to music to tune in to things. I didn't know what she was talking about at the time (this was several weeks ago) as I listen to music all the time. But as I was getting ready for bed it dawned on me - listen to my iPod while I'm bed before I fall asleep. I used to do this all the time 16+ years ago (but it was with my cassette player - lol). So I did do just that last night. My astral body kept floating out and mingling about on the closest astral layer -- then a note or something in a song would bring me back and then I would go again. After an hour of being an astral yo-yo I turned off the iPod and went to sleep. But I'm going to try again tonight.

Only 3 days until LOST and Sawyer.........I am soooooo excited!

I had an light bulb moment today - this will be a repeat for those of you who listen to the podcast - I'm going to start a sex talk radio show. Now it isn't "sex talk" but talk about sex with guests who can chat it up with me. Since Mercury went retro today I won't be starting it until after Feb 19th - but I'm pretty psyched about it. I have a good feeling about it:)

And on that note - the kid just came home from his dad's so I have to run.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Bill, A Breakthrough And My Chart!

I'm amazed on how tiring it is to make cookies and wrap presents. Lord I'd never make it if I had more than one kid - lol! He - BTW - has finally went to bed. It's 10:11 Christmas Eve and I just wish he'd fall asleep so that I can eat the cookies we put out for Santa and get the presents under the tree so I can snooze. But nooooo...he's too excited to sleep:) SIGH. I just hope I can out last him in staying awake! Good thing I only drank one Guinness today!

Bill and I have been having dream visits for as long back as I can remember. Before I discovered who he was, the dreams sometimes turned sexual, but most times not - just two people hanging out having a good conversation or maybe him trying to teach me how to paint. Then after I figured out who he was and he knew I knew - most of the visits he had been guarded. There are a few over the years that are in the fringe of my conscious where he allowed me to get close to him - but just about all - we had been in a crowd, he was distant and really didn't want people to know that we knew each other. Then last SAT (Dec 22) - the Winter Solstice came, and this dream visit was completely different. It's as if that last thing finally "clicked". And he had an "ah-ha" moment!

(took a time out and put out the presents and did the stockings as he fell asleep!)

Bill and I were in a crowd as usual - but he wouldn't let me out of his sight. If I would try to go somewhere else - he'd tell me to come back - and I'd always ask "are you sure" and he'd always say "yes". Once I was dialing someone's number on my cell and he's behind me, nibbling on my neck. I asked him if he felt ok and he said yes - for the 1st time in a long time. There was one scene where we were right smack dab in the middle of a Tim Burton movie (or so it felt) and I asked him what in the world has he gotten me into this time? He had me sit down next to him in he dark. When I did, he took my hand and placed it on his crotch. The next thing I know is my hand is in his pants working it (if you know what I mean). He was to my left - so it was my left hand in his pants. Thing were getting too uncomfortable for him in his pants so he took them part way off and his cock sprung free. He laid on his right side and I had to use two hands on it (I thought - good Lord if it's really this size - lol) and he told me to put my thumbs on the large veins - so I did and continued what I was doing. I heard people walking towards us and I asked - there are people coming do you want me to stop? And well -- it was really too late to stop and I saw him well - cum. And then I had to go distract the people who were on their way so that he could get cleaned up. But one of the guys put his hand in a drop of Bill's love juice (lol) and I thought - okay, that's gross - but I distracted him and said it must of been honey. Then my darn cat woke me up.

Bill was very outspoken during my hand motions and very possessive but loving, during the dream. A complete departure from the norm. The actual dream sex was a bit more graphic and involved than I wrote above - and I hope to add that entry to the OBE sex blog soon - just not tonight.

Below is a URL for an astrology program that a client sent me. You save the actual information on your hard drive, but you can use the website to make charts and all that for you. Here's the link:

http://astro.clairvision.org/astro/switchboard

I did it for myself and found the chart very eerie as it pretty much pegged me. I have people in my life that accept me for who I am, but I don't have anyone in my life, physically, thus far who gets me and all of me, not just bits and pieces. And I wondered why, I didn't think that I was that complex of a person to get - but after reading this report, I guess I am. I've included the report in this blog posting - feel free to read if you want to ( http://www.gypsyadvice.com/alliestwocents/atheisschart.pdf). And when you read the report - yes, it says Alison and not Allie as Alison is my birth name although I hardly ever use it any more. I also did a chart for my son and it nailed him really good as well.

And now I'm heading to bed. Santa will be here soon and my son will be up soon after that:)

Merry Christmas!
Allie :)

Danny, The Psychic Challenge And eBay!

Some really interesting dreams last night. One dream I and another woman were in a glass building. We knew that we had to get out without being detected. It was like an invasion of the body snatchers thing - the people in there were not the people we thought that they were. Their insides have been "removed" (which I would take as their souls) and replaced with an alien inside. It was a very painful procedure where the person was awake the whole time. Me and this person went in undercover to try to expose what was going on and to try to help return the souls to their rightful bodies. The souls were kept in a holding tank - think of an eternal "in-between" state - where they could feel & experience what the physcial body was going thorough, but couldn't do anything about it.

Talk about hell.

The woman and I heard people coming towards us. I grabbed a book and she and I proceeded to walk past a group of people. They didn't really pay attention to us. We were walking towards the door and I left. The person that was with me was stopped. She was required to put her palm on this hand scanner that could tell if her soul was still in there. She flunked. They never detected me and I know that they couldn't because I had my protection energy up to where it was supposed to be. I heard her screams as they took her of. I kept walking in the other direction, determined to make it back to the base and report what happened.

Then I went where I was seeing a guy (no idea who) and in his house we had 3 refrigerators. His (that had a lock on it) ours and mine. I was sitting there in a recliner, watching the news and eating dinner. I was there to surprise him, he didn't know I was going to be there. I went to throw something away, and there was this pink yogurt coming out of his trash can. That got me thinking on what he was eating. So I broke into his fridge and there was stuff in there I had never heard of. This told me that he was part of "them" and his soul was trapped in the holding tank.

I woke up - had enough of that dream theme.

Fell back to sleep and I was in a very high-tech modern kitchen. There was a really sexy guy making dinner. He smiled at me (great smile) and said he knew I'd show up eventually. I asked his name, and he told me Danny. This man was about 6'1", slender, tan skin, black hair and dark brown eyes. Very-very sexy. I asked if I could help him. He told me no - he has it handled. He was at the stove, and he nodded over to the counter. I saw two glasses of red wine. I took one and handed the other to him. It was a dry wine with a sweet aftertaste. He asked if I would like to learn the salsa after dinner - and I said sure.

We were at a candle lit table - soft music in the background. And I was eating the most incredible meal. It was pasta with some sort of creamy white sauce I have no idea what it was - with veg and cheese. Homemade garlic bread (with homemade bread), salad and a raspberry mouse cake (also made by him). It was all so good. I asked him to tell me more about him. He said - in time. I don't want you to know too much and then leave. I asked if knowing too much about him would make me leave? He said that he's complicated and most women run. I replied that complications intrigues me as long as he's not psycho. He laughed and said that he wasn't.

He grabbed by hand and we were in a dark dance club. There were very few lights on, yet everyone seemed to know where they were going without running into anyone. Odd. I have two left feet, and Danny had patience in teaching me how to dance. We laughed more than we danced - I think. Then we got into a rhytumn and it was as if I was dancing the salsa my whole life. This dance lead to a very nice sexual dream encounter - which I covered I the OBE sex blog.

I'm really looking forward to knowing more about this guy.

Yesterday I went to Lifetime's Psychic Challenge page. Curious to see if they were accepting any new contestants. I know I would do well in this show - no doubt about it. While I was there (and they are not looking for anyone new right now - darn), I decided to take their challenge and kept only getting 2 wrong out of 20. Not bad:) My guides were right on and my listening ears were in tune :)

I raised my energy this morning instead of checking email 1st thing. The day has gone pretty well thus far -- we'll see how the rest of the day goes:) I haven't had to drink too much coffee.

I added some reading specials to eBay today. Buy a reading and get a spell free.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Will, Psychic Pimps And Dream Visits!

Halloween during a Mercury Retrograde. Not fair - not fair at all! Why? Because I have always done a spell on Halloween night - usually around midnight. No matter what spell I've ever cast, it has come to pass. But not this year as magic during the MR can have a horrible outcome! Why? Because during magic what you are doing is communicating your intention to the Divine. Mercury is the planet of communication. When that puppy travels backwards - normal day to day communications go screwy and with magic -- ouch! Either things can turn out the exact opposite of what you want or it only happens 1/2 way. Either result is not good. So this year I will refrain from my magical Halloween fun until next year.

My son is so excited to go trick or treating tonight. Was I ever that excited to get gobs of candy? I know my dad was - lol. But I'm sure I loved my chocolate high as well. But we will be out and about around 6:30. He's going as Batman this year.

The yard work I did, ripping up all of the garden plants to prepare the ground for winter, almost killed my lower arms. I haven't even started on the front or side beds yet and the odds of me actually doing so are slim. But I will at least think about it:) BTW...I re-caulking of the bathtub was a complete success. No more leaks! Yay me!

I need you guys to be my psychic pimps again. Two reasons: 1) my dryer blew up and it's 11 years old. Putting $160 into it is silly when I can get a new dryer for about $250. The only problem I do not have either amount handy - so I need dryer money. 2) The other night I had the most amazing experience with Will (details below) and when I was lying in my bed saying "come on all ready" - my guides are telling me again - "you're not known enough." I have no idea what kind of well-known they want me - but the more people I help, the more my name will get out there - right? So this is why I need the pimping help. Thank you in advance.

My hat's off to single mothers with more than one child. I don't know how they do it. I'm busting butt with just one kid, 2 dogs, 4 cats, and a house. I can't imagine having two or more children and doing this. It's been what - almost 4 months and I'm still not down to a workable routine. I roll out of bed at 6:30 am, check email, do online banking stuff, and off to take care of the animals. By 7:30 my son is up, I grab him breakfast and I jump in the shower. By 8:45 we're walking to school. I work from 9 - 5 each day until I pick my son up from the after school program. From 5 - 6 I do house work & make dinner. From 6 - 8 it's me and my son time (and outside work time). 8 - it's his shower. 8:30 he's in bed and I read to him. 9 rolls around and I throw a load of laundry in (to hang around the house the next day to dry). 9:15 - 10:00 I try to catch up on email (lol - now that's a laugh, but I am making headway). By 10:00 I'm in bed ready to have a do over starting at 6:30 am.

On weekends I've set aside for writing. How much I get done depends on if my son is here or at his dad's. Of course when he gets back from dad's, he's a handful and a half. So I'm not sure it's worth him going over -- but he is crazy about his dad.

And somehow I'm supposed to date in the midst of all of this. No wonder my guides said - no - there won't be any real dating going on. Sex - yes if you want it - but no real dating. Did I tell you I canceled all of the dating sites I was on? SIGH - there's just no time. Maybe once I get my routine down, I may work dating in -- but it won't be for awhile.

Will. Now this man has been on the front lines for several days now. I can always feel his energy with me - always. And if I feel myself getting really upset about something I used to have to ask for his help, now he senses it and just shows up. Sunday I was just in a state - between my dryer breaking, my son coming home with a major attitude problem and finding out that my ex has his gf spend the night when my son is over there (hence the need I think for the attitude adjustment). And I could not sleep. The next thing I knew it was 2:30 am and I'm still awake. I could feel his energy come in and snuggle in behind me. I fell asleep immediately. Now Monday I felt horrible - I was sick yet again. So sick that I had to cancel my L Word chat. Now during Monday I could feel him all around me - saying let it go, it'll make you sick - let it go (the anger and frustration) and I wouldn't. I could feel him try to pull it out of me - but I held on - I was pissed.

Part of me was thinking to myself that I'm just "delusional" about Will (yes, from time to time if I'm in a pissy mood I do still think that way - thankfully I'm not pissy too often) and that I should just ignore it. That is when a client who knows who Will is emailed me about Will. I then knew - that no, I wasn't delusional. This was just another sign that I'm on track. Monday night as I very sickly laid down on my bed, I asked for an attitude adjustment by morning. Well, I got it -- and it was Will who helped.

In the dream visit we were at the beach - it was night and I could hear the waves crashing against the sand. He and I were walking, talking about some project when we stopped walking and rested on a large boulder. We were still chattering away, bouncing ideas off of each other. I could tell that we were both really excited about the ideas being discussed (too bad I can't remember the actual ideas). Who knows how it happened, but our faces were close and he said something and I lost my train of thought completely. He looked at me and asked if I was okay. I stumbled over my words, but I asked him to repeat what he asked as my thoughts escaped me. He repeated and I opened my mouth to answer -- and again I couldn't. I just looked at him. He mumbled something under his breath and kissed me. It was a good kiss too. I remember pulling back just grinning. He said that it'll all work out, and to stop worrying. I could hear my alarm off in the distance. He said - I'm not done with you yet.

And I woke up, in a decent mood - feeling better - a definite attitude adjustment. And he was right, he wasn't done. The telepathic sex was amazing. All still at the ocean and I could feel the coolness of the rock on my butt. More about this at the OBE sex blog.

My guide Edward just told me that there is no more email in the morning before my son gets up. It is a time for energy work and for reflection. If I put side the 15 - 20 min in the morning that was email time, I will find a significant change in my day. He hasn't been wrong yet - so starting on Friday (after the MR goes direct) I will start my retraining.

As I've been writing today's entry, I have been getting the biggest jolt of energy through me. It's the trembling thing when I know a shift has occurred. Edward tell same it deal with Will. It was a change on his side. He tells me that Will has my letter and is contemplating what to do next. Energy guys -- for those of you who know who Will is - please send him a dose of strength energy to contact me. For those of you who don't know who he actually is - Will is really his name and that alone will be very helpful to put energy to his name. Will found me - not the other way around, so I can't see why he will have problem contacting me. Thank you bunches in advance.

Bill and Ted are both on the outskirts of my energy. They are there - but they are not there. I think that I will try to help them focus more on the connection - to make it stronger. The connection is permanent already, but they have a habit of throwing up a semi-wall when they work and that makes the connection just a bit more convoluted. The energy connection can help them overcome their current personal and business difficulties.

Matthew jumps in and out of the energy field. He knows but he doesn't know what is going on. Eventually he'll catch on - I just have to keep sending him the group's energy.

I asked Edward about me going in and drawing the guys to me like a portal -- as I've done before. He says we're past that - they are alrady drawn to me. When I ask what I should be doing - he tells me to close my eyes and grab my healing wand. The 1st thing I saw was a blinding sun. I could hear Edwards's voice ask me if I knew what I was looking at. I said sure - the sun. What does the sun do - he asked? It gives off positive, life affirming energy as well as a life force - it helps things grow. Correct he said. Now put these on. I put on a pair of sun glasses. Edward tells me to look again at the sun and behind the radiant rays I can see me. Edward tells me that that is what I am to do - give off the positive. life affirming and life force energy. He tells me to look away from the sun and I can see all 4 guys, basking in the sun's glow. See Edward said - you be the sun and they will come closer to you. The morning energy raising and reflection - plus you getting more known will cause this to happen. You'll notice almost an immediate change in everything as soon as you start to follow the plan.

I think I may start tomorrow. I can hear him say - good idea, Retrograde or not, it will still work.

And on that note - time for me to get back to work.

Happy Halloween!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Universal Light Expo, Ted Andrews And My Gypsy Magic Books!

Wow - what a weekend! The Universal Light Expo in Columbus went great. The energy this year was at positive full tilt. My talk about Gypsy Magic went well - although I didn't talk about half the things I wanted to - yet I ended my talk early. Why? Because while there were several people in the class that were at a magical stage where they could handle more creative or advanced spell work - I also felt a stronger vibe that there were a few people in there that were just at the beginning stages and if I gave them too much information, that they would jump into something that they were not ready for -- and it would backfire. So I held back - considerably.

The book sales went well - many people who bought last years 2 books, bought this year the 2 new ones to round out the set. I was asked over and over about when is my next book is coming out - and what it will be on. I was very flattered that people wanted to know more. When I mentioned it'll be about OBE sex - that seemed to peek all of their interests. So I know with that book that I am on the right track.

A woman who was at my talk came up to me afterwards and asked who were the three men that kept dodging around me - and without giving it much thought I said it was Robert, Edward and Ethan - my guides. However, it just dawned on me that I was wrong. Yes, the guides were there - but that wasn't who she saw -- she saw Bill, Ted and Will. Ethan says had I paid attention I would have known that I was telling her the wrong names.

I've been getting a lot of flack lately from the guides - saying that I'm not paying attention. I would agree - to a point. I do pay attention, just not as much as they want me to. I have too much on my mind and on my plate. I will try to do better - because I can feel with the changes coming up in my life, I am going to have to listen in order to make the right moves.

A couple of stores approached me and want to carry my book as well as two separate people running two different events, invited me to be a part of their workshops.

Something else really great happened while I was there. The 1st metaphysical book I ever picked up was by Ted Andrews - Uncovering Your Past Lives. When I heard he was going to be at the expo, I brought my book to have him sign it. I kept putting it off, and putting it off - when I heard Edward tell me to go. So I did. I met him, he signed my book and as I was asking him about past lives -- who can I turn to help me -- etc...he replied for me to find a hypnotherapist that can do past lives -- I was about to say that has been a futile search, when this woman pops up and says "I do that"! Here her and Ted know each other - and her booth was on the other aisle - someone told her to "go see Ted" - she had no idea why. Ted's like - well this is cool - you two are here for each other.

She took me over to her booth so we could chat more - and I realized that her booth was the one I kept being stopped at all weekend long. Repeatedly I passed the booth and looked at her picture - no matter where I would go in that hall - I ended up there. But I knew it wasn't for a reading. I was floored when I realized it was her. So -- she's down around Columbus and I'm going for a past life regression on Oct 23rd:) I am sooooooo looking forward to it! My plan is to write a book about my sessions. We'll see how often I can afford to go with her --or if we can work out a deal where we work on the book together. I don't know which way it'll swing right now -- but I am so psyched. What time period do I want to go to 1st? Either Atlantis or Joan of Arc days. I'll let the universe direct me to what is more important for me to know right now. And move on from there.

I did get a reading over the weekend -- cause you know me - I can be a reading junkie:) Her name was Michelle and she used a really cool tarot deck that I forget what the name is. I 1st asked about Will - basically with Will she says that there is a very controlling woman around him and although it's a very destructive relationship, he feels some type of obligation to her. He and I will have a good business relationship and adopt a very close friendship - the odds of sex are high but a long-term romance is probably out of the question. Okay - she was right in line with what I already thought. Next up - career/money -- I have to focus more and develop a plan. Where do I want to go? How big do I want the business to grow? Thinking about it is great - but I have to write it down. If I take time to write screenplays - I have to remember to keep writing books in order to keep my name out there. Money out will be replaced by money in -- so no worries. Again - yep, in line with what I thought. Last up (this was a 15 min reading), I asked about Bill. Now I know asking someone about Bill or Ted without telling them their real names and a history on both is simply not fair. The energy is too intertwined. I asked about Bill - but used his real name - however, I didn't give any other information about him. What she picked up is that he is unmoving, and although he is growing leaps and bounds spirituality, he refuses to budge into the direction he is supposed to go. She saw lots of sex here - tons matter of fact (poor woman, it embarrassed her to tell me - I'm like hell ya), but as far as a relationship that is worthwhile and romantic - nope nadda. In fact, she sees me reaching a wall and to a point I finally say enough is enough and I pull back my energy. She only looks 12 - 18 months a head tops - so what lies beyond that she couldn't tell me. But seeing that I'm not supposed to settle down again until 2010 - 2012 -- her reading only takes me to the start of 2009. She couldn't help but smile -- told me that I was a very interesting read. Very nice woman -- I'm sure I'll go back to her next year.

I also adopted some really nice crystal spirits. Some of my favorites were from Gemworld, LTD (gemworld2@yahoo.com.br) who had fabo crystal pieces at reasonable prices from Brazil, that they mine and polish themselves. It's a definite that I will adopt from them again. I was bummed that my crystal skull I was looking at last year - and this year - was adopted out at the end of the weekend. I did have many chances to bring him home - but I couldn't see myself using 2 house payments to do so -- at least not yet.

I met a lot of great people and just had a blast this time around. I'm also going to ask the Expo people if I can talk about OBE sex next year.

I have met a great guy via MySpace (of all places), who knows all about me yet hasn't run away in fear yet:) I'll let you know if anything comes of it -- he's a nice guy so I hope at least friendship stays around. But let me tell you. the last three times I've dozed off - the OBE sex was intense.

I took a 3 hour nap today. I started this entry this morning and I had to nap -- just had to.

My son was so cute when I picked him up from my mom's last night. He drew me 2 pictures when we got home. One was a circle with the words: You are my love. And the second was another circle that he said was a postcard and it said: I had good days with you mom. I just love that little guy....

And I'd better get to work....

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Merlin, Edward And More Workshops!

The whole Cosmic Convention went well. Both of my talks on the tarot and on intuition went much better than I thought they would - especially since I left the booklets I made for each talk at home. I'm going to email each of the workshop attendees a copy - it's on my "to-do" list today. I met such nice people there and the energy was just perfect. There were times when the people I was giving a reading to had a hard time hearing me because of all of the people in the room - and their energy & voices were sky high...but overall it was good stuff.

In my talk about intuition I mentioned symbols & pictures as a way for our intuition to nudge at us to pay attention. I've had a hard time believing that Merlin was assigned to me - that he's one of my ascended masters.

I need to divert from Merlin for a moment -- as soon as I wrote the above line - I heard that Edward was too an ascended master. I looked for information on him and I couldn't find anything. I kept hearing -- follow Merlin and you shall find Edward. So I did just that -- and found him: http://www.liverpoolmuseums.org.uk/ladylever/collections/merlin.asp who was completely and totally into Merlin and all that Merlin had to offer. Talk about chills when I saw this.....and no wonder that when I saw Edward at 1st he had on a beard but it was quick and it disappeared, never to come back. Now when I see him he is very clean shaven.

Wow -- how fricken cool is that????

Now back to Merlin. I always had a hard time knowing that Merlin was assigned to me. A good chunk of me kept wanting to chalk it up to wishful thinking -- that and my magical powers. Well -- I got a reading while at the convention and when it was over she told me that he biggest question of all will be answered with the next card I draw. She shuffled a different deck of cards, fanned them out and told me to pick. I picked Merlin:) I almost fell over. She asked if I understood that this was the answer and if I realized what my biggest question was -- I said yes to both.

So Merlin and I chatted on the way back home. After all - who else am I going to talk to besides me on a 5 hour car trip? The gist of our conversation was that things are going to explode for me - career wise and financially. That there is no need for me to ever worry about money, I'll have plenty of it. He also suggested that when I am writing the OBE sex book - that I though some magic in there as well to help people achieve what they want. I'm not going to doubt him -- so I said okay. Love will come eventually - like in 2010. But that I'll never be alone if that is what I wish.

I hope that very-very soon I will be able to get the new Empowerment U up on my site. What I am doing is taking the classes/workshops I have already, and converting them into easy downloadable classes that people can work on at their own pace.

I've asked why can't I seem to land more freelance jobs to pull more $$$ in. I'm told that I'm not to work for anyone else - freelance or not. My own personal projects will bring in plenty. So I asked about the TV pilot DREAMERS that I'm working on -- and all I got was a HUGE smile. I say that's good stuff - wouldn't you?

Maria mentioned 4 conventions next year:

Jan 10 - 13: Virginia Beach
Feb 29 - Mar 2: Lansing, MI
April: Arkansas
Sept/Oct: Midland, MI

The two in MI I will definately be at. The odds of the Jan one are low. But ARK is hanging on in the middle.

I am hoping to have my own workshops in 2008. My plan is:

Mid March: New Orleans
July: NYC
Nov: Los Angeles

And maybe a Toronto date in there too.

My goal is for Tracey and I to do the workshops together on a Sat & Sun from 9 - 5.

Fingers crossed:) I guess holding a workshop on my own would really push me outside my comfort zone!

The guys haven't made much of an appearance lately - probably because I'm too busy. I hope to try to have some downtime soon to reconnect.

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Emerald, Citrine And Iolite, Plus Bill And Ted!

Over the weekend Edward kept bothering me about changing my 3 stone pendant. In fact, he's been after me about it ever since he came back on to the scene. But I haven't --- too busy. Well, he wasn't going to take that as an excuse any more and really turned up the volume on Sunday. So I said - fine-- what stones do you want me to use? His response - pick out the ones that call to you. Then sit down and see which ones fit into the existing wrap without much trouble.

I did just that, bring back a nice handful of stone spirits. The ones that fit inside the pendant without much trouble were emerald, citrine & iolite.

Emerald - my birth stone. It enhances memory and stimulates the use of a greater mental capacity. It beings for the choice of "right" action and that action being the only one available. It's helps to quiet the emotions and to bring harmony to life. It can help to spur one to activity and to facilitate intensity and focus ones actions. It will eliminate negativity from ones life and bring for the positive actions required to remain centered and focused on ones lifework. It can bring awareness of the unknown (past, present and future) to conscious recognition, helping to access the laws of order within the universe and to eliminate that which impedes progress. It can bring recognition to one. It opens up the heart chakra and attracts love.

Citrine - this wonderful stone does not hold and accumulate negative energy (like an amethyst), but dissipates and transmutes it, working out the problems on both the physical and subtle levels. It's a "merchant stone", and having one in the cash box, or one in the work environment it produces more income for the merchant - not only bringing wealth in, but maintaining the wealth. It also balances the yin-yang energy and aligns the chakras with the ethereal place. It brings forth creativity, personal power and physical energy. It stimulates both mental focus and endurance. It brings forth the intuitive self and promotes contact with the higher forces of intelligence.

Iolite - It's used in the third eye area for healing, meditation and astral travel. Helps one towards spiritual growth and enhanced visualization techniques. When in contact with the auric field it strengthens and aligns the field with the subtle bodies. It stimulates visions and can influence spirits. Helps to release discord form ones life. It enables one to enjoy each moment and to awaken inner knowledge which has been waiting to be accessed. It is also acts as a compass, helping one have knowledge of directions and directional forces. It can help with the elimination of debts and also can help one accept responsibility to the self.

Interesting combo - don't you think? Especially since I'd been trying to get rid of the negativity (ex husband residue), make more money, dig into my creativity, get focused and ferret out the mysteries of my past lives.

When I put the pendant on -- I kid you not, I walked sideways. I had the hardest time walking in a straight line for several minutes and felt very light headed. It was the stones taking care of my chakras and my energy field. After a few moments I was fine.

The last couple of night Bill and Ted (at the same time) have been in my dreams. Ted is usually being an ass while Bill is somewhat aloof - although not as bad as before - with him asking me 20 questions about my life, what I know about him and I -- etc... Although last night Ted was around for awhile and then Bill and I cut to a nice dream sex visit. I'm curious to see what happens tonight.

My email is out of control - seriously out of control. I must have 500 emails that need my attention. I need 2 of me.

I have a killer headache tonight and my son is coming down with something. I hope it's nothing serious since I'm leaving for MI on Thurs:) I'm looking forward to the conference and getting to teach 2 classes.

Thus far the places I have contacted to help me with my past life research -- nadda -- haven't heard a peep. I find it hard to believe that I cannot find anyone who wants to do this with me. I guess when the time is right, they'll arrive.

Better go get a bit more done before I do my L Word chat:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie:)