Ted, Dunshine Castle And Telepathic Sex!

Ted, Ted, Ted -- God bless this man. I have been so closed off to energies these last few weeks that I failed to notice that I really missed Ted. I mean I miss all three guys - Ted, Bill and Will - but Ted -- it's so hard to explain with him -- so I won't. But because of my energy opening experience with Tom the other night, Ted was able to finally reach me, and it felt good. Felt great actually -- like a tall cool glass of sweet tea on a hot august day. Refreshing, invigorating - satisfying.

The dream visit last night had us at Dunshire Castle. I remember candles, a fire and a bottle of red wine. Ted told me how much I needed to relax and that I have to open myself up more, that being so closed off is not only dimming my light - but his as well. He asked if I had spoken to Tracey lately and I said briefly last week. He said - I took control of the airplane and I know where I'm headed now. It's a non-stop flight. Then he smiled at me and those green eyes twinkled. I knew what was he talking about as Tracey had told me a few months earlier that she kept having a dream with Ted in it where they were on a plane - she was flying it - and Ted said there was no need for him to do anything as she and I were doing all the work. So the fact that he has taken control of the "plane" is a big step for him.

I knew he was gunning straight for me and for the first time in years I genuinely smiled a big smile.

Then I heard an alarm go off and I woke up. But I didn't have to get out of bed for another 2 hours so I laid there and tried to get back to sleep to finish seeing Ted. No such luck. That's when the telepathic connection kicked in and I heard him say that he wasn't done with me yet. I couldn't help but smile at that. Telepathic sex can be like an intense day dream or should I say an intense day dream intermingles with telepathic sex. I could feel his breath on my neck, feel his hands grab my body and hold me tight. His lips brush gently against my cheek causing the hair to stand up on my arms and my body to go weak. His touch was like heaven on earth. But it wasn't going where I thought it would - instead he said he had to show me something.

We are standing off to the side watching us. It looks to be that I'm in London, trying to figure out how to ride the Tube when I see Ted standing there. I know who he is and I try to casually ask him directions on what I'm supposed to do - what to take where in order to get to my biz partner's house. I told my partner that I didn't need his help to do this - but I find that I'm lost. Ted gives good instructions and then adds - I'm going that way, why don't I just drop you off? I told him only if he would let me buy him a pint at the pub later. He agreed. We discuss what I do for a living and he seems intrigued. He drops me off at my destination and asks me if I would like to see a football game tonight. I say sure.

We go to the game and have a wonderful time. We go and have a few pints - still having fun. No matter what I do or what I'm saying he doesn't take his eyes off of me. It's exhilarating and unsettling all at once. I ask him to take me someplace haunted. He doesn't want to. So I call him a chicken. He agrees to take me. Not sure where we're at - but it's the UK - there's bound to be a lot of haunted places. We looking around in the dark and I could feel a coldness that had my hair stand on ends. I ran and left him in the dust - he ran after me. We got a kick out of it and he took me back to my partner's house which is where I was staying. He told me he wanted to see me again and I agreed.

The next thing I know we are out again, not sure where - but outside. He finally kisses me and I had a hard time standing with my legs wanting to buckle. He gave me a look - one that I've never seen in this lifetime -- all I can say is that it was full of love and devotion -- and he asked me if I believed in love at first sight. I told him yes. He asked how many times has it happened to me. I said - once. And him? Yes - once he said. I asked how it turned out. He replied - I don't know I'm still working on it:)

We're at Dunshine Castle again. We are both excited to be here - we're discussing past lives - etc....and we go up to the top. We are looking at the sunset and it was fabo. I turned to say something to him and he's down on one knee. He asked me if he could devote his life to loving me and if I would do the honor of being his wife? He opened up a box and inside was a marvelous diamond and emerald ring that he designed. I of course said - yes.

Then Ted looked at me (the Ted and I that were watching "us") and said - see what we have to look forward to? Then he kissed me with such passion and there was such energy from all of our chakra's merging that it was a climatic explosion - and I mean that literally. I fell back to sleep relaxed and with a grin on my face.

I love mornings like this!

BTW....I have a favor to ask of you guys. I need for you to be my psychic pimp:) With this serious life change I'm going though I'm going to need some serious cash and I'm not too proud to ask for it. So if you could pass my name and web site out to your family and friends I would appreciate it. Pimp me out -- I don't mind working for a living:)

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)

Ted, Dreams And Change!

Okay, to keep my sense of humor today in the midst of a God awful pile of work, I sung Barry Manilow songs all day -- and lost my voice. Yep, that's right -- the Manilow made me lose my voice. My two favorites today - Daybreak and I Can't Smile Without You. With those two songs I'd actually get up and dance like I was on stage. America's Funniest Home Videos would have had a field day with me! So if I had so much work and the odds of me being tired are high -- why aren't I in bed? Cause it's LOST night silly -- that's why. The only time I would miss my man Sawyer is if I wasn't home or dead. And I guess if I'm dead I'm not home -- right?

But all in all I have been in a great mood today -- despite losing the voice, the work and the temperature changing from 75 yesterday to 20 today. I've got that feeling -- you know the one -- that feeling that something else just fell into place and that something is going to change because of it? It's right there -- just on the outskirts of my life -- just waiting for that moment when it can step in and change my life. I can feel it's energy - it's excitement to shift my life in a new direction. I for one told it to come on -- I'm ready!

I had that feeling today that Ted had stopped by the blog. Maybe not today or yesterday -- but it was recent. He knows he's Ted and that shit-ass grin of his is plastered on his face. Although he's not entirely sure how to approach me. Could this be the change I'm sensing -- that change that is waiting in life's wings? I honestly don't know -- but I hope that he's at least part of it. But in the mean time he is still in my dream visits.

Last night he wanted me to go to London with him. We were in, I think NYC. I asked why....he said he had something to show me. We arrive at a castle -- I know from past visions and such that this is Dunshine Castle. We walk inside and it is as it's always -- dirty and hasn't been used in forever. He announces that he wants me to move to London and that he'll buy this castle for us to live in. I replied that I have animals and a son and I can't just pick them up and move them over the pond to live in an old, drafty castle. He replied - aye - I had thought of that. He proceeds to tell me that he has plans on updating the castle and getting it in livable condition. I asked how -- this has to be more money than you have....it's too much. He shakes his head and said -- I sold me club. I knew what he meant -- and it shocked the hell out of me. I opened my mouth to protest -- and he said he'd do anything in the world for me. Then -- that kiss. Damn him -- even as I woke up my knees were weak! I could still feel his lips pressed to mine. Oh how I wanted to go back.....but no such luck...it was time to get up. But that kiss set me off on the right foot - that's for sure:)

So Ted's birthday is coming up and I sent him a present. I know he'll like it....call it an intuitional feel if you will:) But more important than that is that he will "get" it -- he will know why I sent what I sent. God I love it when a plan comes together!

There was something else in my dreams last night that I think are worth writing down. I'm in a class room full of kids. A good chunk of them are from the movie "Remember The Titans" especially Gerry Bertier (not the actual Gerry, but the actor playing Gerry - but playing Gerry) -- behind me was the principal which I didn't see, but that I think it was Will. Gerry wanted his pencil sharpened -- so I sharpened it with a manual pencil sharpener (you know the kind they have at schools or had on the wall near the door or chalk board). I made a comment about the point and he yanked it from my hands. Before I could say anything, the principal (which I think was Will) started to say something to him. I next remember looking at this bag of candy this girl had -- it was unusual and two of the hard candies were a light blue and a violet. It was commented that she was handing them out to the Hollywood stars as they drove by and usually they just pitch what people give them. But when they tried the candy they were hooked. It was homemade and simply delicious. I remember rthe light blue had a tropical flavor to it -- maybe pina colda. Next I was in an elevator with three other women. As the white elevator with a triangle top climbed - it liked to swing side to side -- so we had to hold on. Very odd.

Off to get ready for LOST -- have a great night!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie :)

Death, Dave, Dunshire And Change!

I know, I know....my posts are too few -- too far in-between. Sorry guys, it's not like anything metaphysical has been going on, it's just that I've been too busy to post. My daily to-do list is insane and it will stay that way until I can get caught up.

I received my piece of Heliodor yesterday. It's a fine piece of golden beryl, but unfortunately for me, too small to be put into the 3 stone pendant. So I decided to place it next to my bedside along with my other stone spirits. I tell you what - my nights have been just as busy as my days. I am astral traveling all over the place. I woke up with a start last night as my astral body slammed back into my physical body. That feeling of falling and then that "thud" I just hate. But when I opened my eyes, I could have sworn, just for a second that Bill was standing next to my bed looking down at me -- and then he was gone. What I wouldn't have done just to keep him there a bit longer.

My deceased friend Dave has been doing a lot of visiting as of late. He's always around, so much so that you would have thought we were lovers at one time. But sadly no -- always in the friends department. But I would have rather been there then no where at all. Any way - Dave has been looking over my shoulder as I work. Scaring the crap out of my cats -- and at night he always extends his hand to help me out of my body. I keep telling him he needs to go visit his wife and children. He tells me his wife has moved on and the kids are at an age where they don't see him any more. Out of the thousands of people this man knew when he was a fireman and a police officer - he says that I'm the only one who is listening.

I think that's a shame. I mean this guy knew scores of people -- his funeral was jammed packed full of people, fire engines and police officers from all over Ohio. You would think that the people who face death on a daily basis would believe more in life after death - would have more of an open mind. But he says no -- and he didn't have that open mind either when he was alive. Dave also tells me that he is around for my radical life shift. I ask if this is going to hurt -- he says yes it will - but I'll come through stronger than I am now. I feel like I'm on my way to being Xena - the Warrior Princess :)

And speaking of the above...I belong to several book clubs. Normally I'm on it about declining my main selection if I don't want it. Well for one the of the clubs I forgot and the books arrived yesterday: "Keep Going, The Art of Perseverance" and "Life After Death". A coincidence? I don't believe that things just happen - there are reasons behind everything. The books are here to help me also with this change I'm going to go through. If this change involves a death of someone - and although I KNOW that there is life after death - I still do not do death well at all. I mean - I'm really not good with it. On the outside it looks like I've got it all handled, but as soon as I'm alone, I fall apart. SIGH. Heck - I never did look at Dave's obituary until yesterday - 3 years after the fact and I cried as if it just happened. Reading it, I realized he died right where my husband and I went for our anniversary. I probably drove right past the spot.

My guide Jezell has been visiting me a lot. She is helping me with my muse. Working on book 4 of the Gypsy Magic series as well as starting a new screenwriting class this weekend and I THINK that I've finally found the story I like with my gypsy teen Kyra. Sometimes things appear to take forever to fall into place -- but they eventually do.

Ahhh..I knew that there was something else I wanted to add before I went to bed. Dunshire Castle -- I had another flash vision which told me how the fire was set. I guess the trip that Ted was to take to England was just a diversion to get him out of the castle. Once he was out of sight, the tower that my son and I were in was blocked and then set on fire. The family who set it wanted the castle and the land --- and Ted wasn't giving it to him. This family figured that with the wife and son gone, that he'd be so broken hearted that he would just leave the castle -- and then they would step in. This is what happened - Ted left and never looked back.

Well heck -- there is one more item before I sign off. Two nights ago my son went to sit on my lap in my office chair like we do all the time. But this time -- the chair broke and down we went. My chair is in a corner, the wall is right behind me and next to me is a dresser that I have a lot of stuff in and on. Well when we went down my head snapped forward and my right shoulder took the corner of the dresser. My neck is killing me, my headache won't go away and I have a huge bruise beneath my right shoulder blade. Yep, whiplash from a chair. Only me -- only me. I wonder if Bill and Ted's necks hurt - or they got this headache without knowing why? Hummm.....I'm always wondering stuff like this.

You know what I don't get? Why I get more visits to this blog when I DON'T post then when I DO? Odd...very odd!

And on that note - I'm going to bed. Yes - I am still way behind in emails and I'll never get caught up at this rate.

Sweet dreams!

Crystal Sunshine!
Allie ;)